#wanting five to fuck so badly

[spaciebabie]

ARE YOU ALL GONNA KEEP LETTING ME GET AWAY W/THIS?!?!?!??!?!?! also ourple under the cut cuz i think it looks cool

also heres the sketch tee hee

goodnight

#fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf 3 #GOD ITS 12 AM I NEED 2 SLEEP #fnaf springtrap #springtrap #william afton #purple guy #I MADE THE SKETCH AND I #WHEEEEEEEEEW CHILD #PLEASE [PLEASE PLASE I CANT KEEP DRAWING HIM W/WHORE EYES' #(i can and i will) #((you cant stop me)) #not TOTALLY satisfied w/the colors but whatevs #FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUCLKKKK #FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK #HIM HIM HIM HIM #I WANT HIM SO BADLY HELP ME #ALL MY CANVAS IS JUST HIM W/WHORE EYES I CANT DO TIS #WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!!! #I CANT BELIEVE #I GOT THE ANGLE OF HIS FACE RIGHT W/OUT USING A REFERENCE #POINTSSSS #WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #spacie scribbles

[sunflowersorrows]

SANSHEE FUCKED UP MY ORDER AND GAVE ME LTTM INSTEAD OF FP ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME

#sunflower's sorrows #ALL I WANTED WAS PEBBLES I WAS WAITING MONTHS TO GET HIM #AND THEY GAVE ME MOON INSTEAD... HOW DO U FUCK UP THE ORDER THAT BAD #1 item order. only five pebbles #'nuh uh! u get moon instead!' #im legit so upset rn i wanted pebbled so badly he is a f/o of mine #they prolly dont even have any to send when i go to support and will give me a refund or something #man #rain world #rw #sanshee #shout out to the person who prolly got FP instead of LTTM we are starcrossed lovers now

[primaldesire]

I just wanna %^^&T&**&^$$#^U#(($&^&$*(@)*$&*$&& and &^&*$(*&^&$*$*&&%& until &%^^%*(%(($(*$&*#(#(* and then go to sleep then wake back up and ^$%&$**$((&^*$^%#&*#&^^%$* him yk

#i want him soo bad #i need him #he so ughhhh #that worm gotta go tho #I need this man like I need oxygen #I just wanna bite him he's so fucking fine bro #finna get down on one knee for this man...or two #a five bedroom three bathroom house with a picket fence and three kids and a golden retriever sounds lovely rn #i'm down deep in the trenches for this man #ugghhhhhh I NEED HIM SO BADLY #toji fushiguro #jjk x black reader #anime x black!reader #toji fushiguro x black reader

[anaalnathrakhs]

people won't fucking FORGET me i can't handle this anymore there's always a friend who wants to go someplace a friend who needs someone to go to the store with a friend who hasn't seen me in a while who wants to hangout, and i can't let those friendships decay i just can't i can't be this kind of asshole again, but it feels so shit it feels like i can't fucking relax cuz there's always something tomorrow something next week and something to do at school between classes and holy SHIT leave me ALONE please fucking stop talking to me i just want to relax and do things i enjoy.

#part of that is of course that ''going home'' isn't relaxing it's just waiting around for the next big anxiety-inducing event #and weekends aren't relaxing either because it's just more parent time #i do think my social battery would increase a little if i ever fucking get to live alone finally #but in the meantime i'm stuck doing community service because if i don't then nobody will #i can't refuse to do something helpful or nice for people when the alternative is going to binge and hate myself in my room #i just want to be far far away so badly #then i'll have an excuse #im well and truly stuck. either i go and i have a dreadful time before during and after. #or i don't and im missing out and im an awful friend. #before you hit me w the ''you're allowed to skip on an event your friends won't hate you!!!!'' #i want to skip ALL OF THEM #and friendships are watered like plants okay my friends are legitimate not being friends w somebody who never hangs out #jesus christ i want a pause button i want to be stuck in a time loop for a little while #thinking about tomorrow makes me want to rope #i can go to school 9am to 3pm. but technically there's no class. #then my friend wants to go to the night museums for her birthday #which leaves like. five hours at least in the middle. in which we'll have to hang out. #and she wants to get food. #if at any point of that i go home it's the day my mom doesn't work so. i have to spend some more incredibly unsatisfactory time with her. #god it's making me want to rope even more than usual #vent #broadcasting my misery

[eldrichthingy]

Can't get over how Durge is basically the reason that the plot of Bg3 started

#durge is basically main villain and fucking hell I love them for exactly this #I love them sm #it makes the plot so much more hilarious #honestly. if it wasn't for durge I won't fall so hard for this game and wouldn't replay it for like five times or whatever #durge is what makes this game worth it all for me #they're my insane little murderer I want to kiss them so badly #nonsims #delete later #olya's rambles

[caeslxys]

certain beloved members of vm and m9 are similar levels of morally ambiguous and unable to decisively deal with their personal shit that imogen temult is but only one them is constantly shit on for it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#cr spoilers #vaguely? I don't even wanna tag that bc this is a little controversial in tone #'but imogen's shit doesn't make sense bc she has a support system and still refuses to deal' #liam obrien had an evil caleb playlist READY TO GO like???? #taliesan has talked On END about how percy is a piece of shit #(affectionate) #god forbid the woman who had her entire life repeatedly wrecked from before the first episode and every five or so episodes after #be just like. a little fucking frayed. a bit on edge #also she repeatedly REPEATEDLY asked to just be told she was wrong all episode. she was BEGGING for clarity #not because she thought they were right. but because it's so hard for her to say that her mother is wrong #when she so badly wants to be able to save her and love her #she just wishes her mother wasn't involved how she is??? #oh I'm sorry I forgot she's supposed to just. get over that. in a totally believable and human way #this is the closest I'm gonna get to Discourse bc it's not worth it but keeping these thoughts in my brain is abt to make me explode so #also!! this is not me shitting on percy or caleb!! they are also The Skrunkly of their respective campaigns for me!! #and I don't think either is a bad person!!! #I do think they were given more incentive to heal in less episodes than imogen has been given all campaign tho lol #also yes I know that people exist who Do shit on these two for exactly this #even with that it is not nearly what I have seen go imogen's way #also the universal queer sentiment of 'she tried to show me a world that was peaceful if only I went back to being normal' #I just don't get it 😭

[thingswhatareawesome]

i hate you stellar warp, i hate you i hate you i hate you i fucking HATE you

#YELLS WITH FRUSTRATION #now up to 70 pity #271/300 so 29 more pulls until choosing #just...all i've gotten from this fucking warp the ENTIRE time i've played this game is a bronya himeko and one 5* lc #i want other peoples' luck SO BADLY i want to cry #like all i got from the starter warp was bronya and then those 3 things from regular/stellar and like #why am i so fucking unlucky why is my rng so bad #every time it's the same thing just one shitty 4* thing and that's it #and yet there's people who're like wow i got two 5* and three 4* and i got it at 35 pity lol #like here's the spots for gepard and bailu or even welt or yanqing or clara in my roster IF I EVER FUCKING WON THIS WARP #/sigh #all i wanted for fucking month after month after month for what 3/4 of a year has been gepard (or now him or bailu) #and nothing just jack shit nothing #and none of the other 5*s either like there's fucking seven of them i've gotten two there are FIVE others it could give #but it never does #if i finally win one to pity and it's a duplicate himeko or bronya i am going to literally learn chinese to yell at their entire staff #now to wait another 3-4 weeks until i can scrape together another 10 passes to see how it screws me over next time #please ignore my sr bs

[rosesradio]

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#i never post about this kind of stuff but just to vent. #i’m having body image issues again #i was pretty skinny my whole life until later high school & then i just gained like 20-30 pounds because my metabolism slowed #i feel like if you all actually saw me you’d say im fine. im technically five pounds overweight for my height but my weight fluctuates #a lot of my clothes are tight on me and i keep getting bigger/baggy clothes because i feel comfortable covering up #(though that’s somewhat a gender thing as well) #i feel like people think certain things when they look at me even if they probably don’t #when i see someone cute i think they wouldn’t be interested in me not just because of my weight but also my face/hair/etc #i want to lose like ten pounds at least. that’s it. but I have a hard time with that #because i like food and don’t like working out tbh. even though i can restrict my food when needed (healthily) #i can’t even reread the hoo books because it’s all just ‘x character was a fat fucking idiot while y character was skinny & attractive’ #i’m sick of the kind of world around me and how this is how im gonna feel for the rest of my life and it’s gonna get worse #everyone in every tv show ever is so skinny or built or sometimes the token fat character but the diversity of bodies in media is not good #and i don’t think anything badly of anyone overweight. it’s just me #tw vent

[piplupod]

i feel like maybe if we had another glamrock type era where we all just get real freak nasty with gender and sexuality, then maybe all the queerphobes would die of heart attacks or be so shell shocked afterwards that they wouldn't dare protest against trans people just simply existing

#i feel like im saying smth bad like... lmk if this is bad in any way dhdkdl #im just. man. glamrock fucking rules dndksl I've always loved it sm ever since i got into david Bowie's music ages ago #but yeah idk like? can we all just dial it up a billion notches for a year or two (or five or forever) #i want to get freak nasty with gender so badly fhdksl i want to get absolutely off the wall with it #but i also dont want to get killed. so im thinking if we all do it together all at once and make it trendy for a while... #maybe it would fix smth. itd be fun as hell at the very least! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[tomatoluvr69]

Lauryn hill concert ft fugees AND Delfonics AND the roots 🤯 lost my miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiind it was so good

#The score will be top five albums forever… #had THE most abhorrent drive to get here my brain feels like it’s blasted with sandpaper #and my friends wanted to sneak down into better seats and that freaked me out incredibly badly because I am neurotypical and adaptable #she did a bunch of stuff from the miseducation but when the fugees stuff started….my godddd #she had the fucking DELFONICS??!!!!!!!!!! unbelievable unbelievable show #also wyclef and pras are both incredible live. it was so so so good #and you could tell her vocal chords are fried and even then it was fucking incredible #I was like…if this is you with your voice super fucked up…goddamn. goddamn #unbelievable #lost my mind

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

...wow, i’m really about to give myself an Existential Crisis about my Existential Crisis book, huh??

#text #personal #in btw #driscoll #writing #whine whine whine #(to be safe) #(it's not really that much whining tbh) #i just. made the fatal error of leaning back from my keyboard wondering How Did I Decide To Do This Words Thing and Why #like what the fuck am i doing lol #it's a sunday night why did i think Yes I Should Work On Book Revisions #(why revise anything in general?? to maybe get them published someday.) #(but like. why do i want that so badly. when did that start. WHAT AM I DOING.) #(....the silent question there is also Do I Still Actually Want That So Badly) #(i think i do i think i'm just. Tired™) #like everything about this process is fucking weird. giving people shit that's neither Done nor entirely Just For Fun is fucking weird. #HAVING A CRISIS ABOUT THE NATURE OF FICTION WRITING AND WRITTEN STORYTELLING HEEEELP #i was going to chip at this until 11. but. that was before i spent five (5) minutes having a ~Crisis~ in the tags of a tumblr post #(a post destined for the Void probably) #(cries) #...i guess i'm gonna go type a little bit more of this shit so i have a clean copy done by tuesday so i can go work at a bar lol #ALSO ALSO: FUCKING HATE THAT MY ROOM IS VERY SMALL #specifically because it means small bedroom/writing room has All My Shit In It #which means shit gets in the way of the desk #there's a tolerable level of working clutter and it does NOT include laundry #but. since it's all in the Same Room #the writing zone gets unbearable too fast. because life clutter happens and i can't keep it out of the way #(there's nowhere to Keep It Out Of The Way) #maybe more space would fix me and fix the Existential Crisis #or at least give me the clarity of mind to deal with it

[dwnflls]

i love being a menace with an oc based on john mayer music the day of a tswift release

#that said . #he's a music producer from nashville . #cheated on his wife of like five years . #w a new young thing he took pleasure in showing the ropes of the industry. #showing her those little ways to further 'refine' herself in order to like .. #get a taste of the upper hand he's always lowkey wanted in his father's business . #wife still is in the dark about it. #wants very badly to prove he's capable. #that he can spy big things from afar. #a bit power hungry. #not because he's been expressly doubted in the past. #but because things have been pretty much handed to him from a young age. #he's never really known struggle but he wants to know he could jump the hurdle. #also his name is fucking Thatcher so there's that ick on top of it all. #i really stay writing the worst men . #anyway im trying to flesh him out more for a site i'm adding him to so like. #if anyone thinks any dynamic with him could fit into your muse's past .. #let's talk. #maybe i'll bring him to tumblr who know .

[butchyena]

ever since i saw that blackout tattoo with the detailed white ink snake done over it i cant stop thinking about it. i cant.

#but the blackout tattoo apparently took almost a full two years of appointments to get fully completely blacked out #and then it healed for five years and then he got the white ink over it #not a lot of artists do white ink #i saw the tattoo three years after the white ink har been done and it looked immaculate #he said they had to drive the white ink down further to make sure it popped against the black? or something. i think white ink is Like That #but he said it hurt like Fuck cause they dig it in there #im more worried about the time that the pain #but i want it. i want it so badly

[keikakudori]

i am feeling like a person again today so maybe i'll work on drafts & asks after i get my new laptop set up. i can't wait.

#ooc ; i think therefore watashi wa #i literally am so grateful to my mom for the one and only thing i wanted for crimmis and it's glorious #like i wanted a new laptop so badly because of all the fits my HP LOVES TO FUCKING THROW #ask cas about how badly this HP laptop has treated me #like all i wanted for crimmis was a new laptop that i could use to improve in my commission work that would not like #take five hours to open photoshop and how i fucking WISH i was exaggerating over that #i would tell my HP to open up photoshop and i could probably go out to a marvel movie to watch that and come back and photoshop would STILL #NOT BE OPEN ON THIS FORSAKEN PIECE OF MACHINERY