#wanna know that body like it's mine

[unexpectedbrickattack]

experimentin w shit heehee

#fake peppino #arts #mine #horror #eye strain #guh #body horror #a lil tho but i just think thats a more commonly blacklisted tag than 'horror' #spooky month is the only time im like. i guess i should TRY to draw spooky shit #i always feel like my style is too loose and roumnd to convey it in the way i want to #but spooky month is like okay u can fuck around and fuck up and itll still be good. the spirit of spookyness n all that #i love horror so much but it feels so hard to grasp. like what is ACTUALLY scary yknow? #its very easy to say whats not scary but then its also so hard to stop urself from doing the same things lol #to be fair. stories and 'motion' (through the use of comics or animations) are far easier ways to convey things like suspense n stuff #still art is like. well that is an image alright lol #not entirely true tho; theres an artist i dont know the name of that did trailcam images that were photorealistic #and theyre sooooooooo fuckin creepy #like when i get around to doing more fp art i wanna use that and the lighting in it as practice #okay thats it i think; gonna draw furry shit bc i need comms yay yippeeeeeee

[todayisafridaynight]

i think the weirdest bit of lore ive decided to adopt into my belief system is that the rgg plushies have different 'underwear' colors and therefore ive decided thats canonically the underwear color those dudes wear

#snap chats #'snap why do you know that' dont look at me #BUT NO LISTEN- i genuinely forget why i even looked BUT POINT IS LIKE #cause mine and daigo's plushies both have white undergarments but aoki has black ..... i have literally no use for this info... #'undergarment' is a strong word for daigo's situation cause it's just a white body at that point #but mine and aoki have like. distinct different-colored lower halves and i have no idea why but its really funny #if other people have the other rgg plushies and want to confess to being freaks i wanna know their. underwear colors 💀💀 #ill make a normal post one day i promise

[leightum]

#ALLI DO IS WINWINWIN NOMATTER WHAT #Leightum #Leighton x tatum #Leighton murray #tslocg #gracie dzienny #renee rapp #my gifs #her hands around a cold glass make me wanna know that body like it's mine #the sex lives of college girls

[pregtboy]

stuffing a skinny, narrow-hipped boy so full of so many babies that the span of his hips becomes wide enough to get stuck in doorways, and after nine months of carrying all those babies and eventually giving birth to them he'll never be able to brag about his slender hips again

#txt #mine #boy #pregnancy kink #tmpreg #multiples #boys with enormous hips are the cutest like awww your body was literally made to push out baby after baby and it shows 🥺 #boys with huge breeding hips deserve big ol heavy baby bellies to rest between them! #love a boy whose fertile body tells you everything you need to know about him #like awww shhh baby i already know you wanna be kept constantly pregnant #you don't even need to tell me i can already tell just by looking at those childbearing hips #dom pov #btw this ain't d3trans. boys w big hips are still boys

[tinylittlebab]

ill be skinny. it will happen. ive been trying for so long now. once it was just trying to eat less and be smaller but not much real focus on my physical appearance. now its all about that. 11 years of my ed and 7 years of wanting what i want now. i dont live with my parents anymore. i have more control. i will achieve it.

there was a time where id eat 300-700 consistently. ill get that back. i will.

#most of the years ive had an ed i had no access to a scale so it was very jard to track progress #maybe i did lie my ass off and fool ppl around me into thinking its actually healthier for me to have a scale bc ill restrict worse without #one which is half true. not that kts anyones right to make that choice at this point. at least not in 2 months when im 18 its not #part of the problem im having is i wanna be small but i have so little muscle that ill have to be very dangerously underweight to look even #close to how i want. many peoples ugws are under that line. mine was once. before i learned that its genuinely very very dangerous #and a lot of the people who look the way i wanna look are only just below that line which is where id like to be #they look that way bc they have more muscle. most ppl cant maintain a bmi of 14 or less for that long. eventually your body freaks out #ppl use instances like eugenia coonie as proof that you can actually do it but like. most peoples bodies wont hold out that long #and many of the ppl in thinspo pics eother only maintained it for a short bit before gaining or getting really sick or they weighed more #and had more muscle. and like. my goal isnt to be all bone. i dont wanna push it that far. bony people arent physically nice to hold anyway #i just wanna be light enough that somwone cpuld carry me and people might view me in a certain way #i wanna be seen as cute and fragile and shy and like. young and sweet. ots hard to explain exactly what i want peopel see see me like but i #want when people look at pictures or videos of me for them to think i look sweet and wanna be gantle and nice to me #and when i walk around places instead of seeing an awkward weirdo they see a timid cute girl whos really tiny and pretty #i know ill never be that but. maybe if i lose enough weight and dont have much acne and leave my hair down then maybe i can come close

[corbinite]

Ecofascism is "environmentalism" through the lens of blood and soil. It's about the "purity" of what you put in your body, of the people who own a land, and of the land itself. It's about not wanting to be "tainted" by "savagery" (note this is not nonviolence even if it tries to look like nonviolence). It's about land Belonging to white people and white people being entitled to a version of stewardship through dominance and blood ties. And at its core it's about ownership over nature and over the people who are degraded to be seen as less human and therefore "ownable". That's why ecofascists treat marginalized people as if they were invasive species.

Veganism is about nonviolence. That's it. It takes many forms but it is inherently about nonviolence and a REJECTION of ideas about any hierarchical nature of humanity or the earth. Veganism is not eating plant based because it's more "pure" or "wholesome" or even because it's less environmentally impactful on average. It's just a commitment to nonviolence.

How many of you claiming that veganism is ecofascism can actually list off the traits of ecofascism? Was my first paragraph the first time you've actually seen the word defined instead of just being used as a vague "veganism is colonialism because of [insert whichever factoid you wanna play telephone with this time]"? Was it the first time you heard an explanation of what it was past "well the maga shaman guy didn't eat meat so you connect the dots"? (which wasn't even true, he eats *organic* and that includes meat). Do you think you can identify and fight ecofascism without a working definition of the ideology? Let me clarify, I'm not even saying your definition is wrong. I'm saying you don't have one. If you don't actually have a model of what ecofascists BELIEVE IN to reference, do you think you can pretend to be an authority on how to fight them? The end goal of ecofascism is genocide justified as "fighting overpopulation" and "keeping the land under its rightful protectors. It has to be actively and competently opposed at all costs. You cannot be an activist on vibes alone. You certainly can be a reactionary though.

#mine #vegan #veganism #and i know my audience so I'm sure this doesn't need to be clarified #but JUST IN CASE let's make it clear: #one of the big reasons why landback is different from ecofascism is because it's NOT about blood and soil #(even though it might be seen as such through a defensive white lens) #landback is about centering the NATIONS that have operated sustainably in the past #it's about their sovreignty over themselves not their ownership of the land because of blood #I've never been made to feel like i cannot participate in the future landback offers as a white person #it may not be about me because I'm not heir to the trauma that the movement centers #but the future that landback offers isn't about Native Blood and Rulership being necessary to protect the earth #please forgive the whitesplaining and do correct me on anything I'm wrong about in the tags here #I'm not gonna put it in the main body of the post cause i feel like I'm not an authority to broadcast the definition of landback #but i do wanna just preempt anyone going 'well landback must be bad too then because ancestral ownership of land is bad' (not what i said) #or 'well if landback's focus is okay then you must have misdefined ecofascism to suit your interests' #i can just see defensive white antivegan self-labeled activists getting weird about my post so i feel like it should be said just in case

[todayisafridaynight]

every day i thank god for the like. one or two japanese minedai artists who make mine the embodiment of 🥺 while also still making him. mine.

#snap chats #LIKE I LOVE A LOT OF MINEDAI ARTISTS DONT GET IT TWISTED at this point im very lenient because. im hungry #also a lot of the art genuinely is super perfect and amazing and Thank You God its just that theres a particular itch i get sometimes yk #its my favorite flavor..... and damn no body ever does it 😭😭 #'what does it mean to be mine snap' it means he's mine. and he goes 🥺when daigos around. which is very mine but #you know what i mean. like he still does taxes and scares everyone but then daigo show up and he like :) #i never see mine dokidoki.... 'snap what the fuck does that mean' IF YOU KNOW YOU KNOW i dont have to explain myself.... #i must see mine be swooned more... my life depends on it.. #dis a shout out to all the people who make mine dokidoki actually.... like that anon who sent the fic.... youre my hero... #like may i be so bold.... may i be so forthcoming... daigo has mine whipped yet i always see mine as the instigator... #or more forward. if i may put it safe for the eyes of babies. #im pickyyyy i knowww its why im saying my praises now 😔 #in the worst twist of irony i wanna draw but not them. not rn anyway. #BLEH lemme write a bit and we'll see what happen anyway thats my minedai ramble for the month #oh god wait didnt i already do one of those. oh no the demons are gonna have my head for going over the quota

[oscill4te]

i hate dissociation at times but i guess i must thank it for making it easy to ignore physical pain. Kind of a miracle for repetitive heavy labor or dealing with the sprains and stains you will get from work every now and then

#no meds or subs... just my endogenous opioid system doing her thing :^) #i do have to wonder what dissociations connection is with the endogenous opioid system. ive read that they are connected but havent read #any actual studies or articles on it yet.. i wanna know more about it cus its cool and i hope i remember to look more into it one day #txt #ironically some days im so sensitive to pain.. like inflammation.. but its way less of an issue these days #when im sick it happens and near my period too.. like my body feels so easy to like. tear apart. at times. idk how to explain .-. #but it sucks when im in that state #i hurt the ulnar side of my wrist and i wore a brace and have been very careful not to twist it inwards.. #and my body rewarded me for my carefulness by making me feel lessened pain today.. like i feel the pain but #it doesnt feel like -my- pain or my body.. its like im carefully tuning into someone elses pain and working slowly #so shes not hurt.even though “she” is me. #when it *feels* like this body isnt mine i weirdly get more compassionate and careful about not hurting it. i dont know.

[tittysuckersworld]

i crave top surgery so bad- its the one thing that would fix me dysphoria

#is like #i know i can bind but it makes my dysphoria worse?? #because it forces me to see chest and feel it pressed together and be in my brain “mine” when it very much isnt #may see about getting some sorta big job or use summer job stuff/save it up to be able to get it cause mannn #idk idk idk i know others that bind and that works for them but i just #i want to be more dude thats fem than fem thats dude #if that makes sence? #i wanna be man that has feminine traits and dresses in feminine ways that is seen as a dude without having to be masculine #but thats not posible for me with how me body is so must! contort to fit my inside shape even a lil!!!!

[silver-horse]

so the body customisation in BG3 is basically just a choice between 2 bodies. the default one and an even more muscular/buff body. they only added a muscular body, they didn’t add a skinny one, right? 

#Baldur's Gate 3 #character creator #I might have missed it... they showed it quite quickly so correct me if I'm wrong but I don't think there is a third body option #BG3 #my post #my posts #I am a little disappointed by that to be honest... although I also would have been fine with no body customisation #but I do feel like if they add a muscular one then it would have been only fair to add a skinny one as well #I mean the default options in games are already not ''average'' or normal... it was already very fit #but the gamer bros asked for insanely buff because they wanna play as gym obsessed mcu superhero body type #and they can have it... but then we could have been given the option to play as a skinny or average guy or girl because default isn't that #and I know... I know... everyone is happy we can have very buff fighter badass girlies... #but like I said I don't think the buff body was added to satisfy the lesbians lmao ... that's a lucky side effect... #and it just would have been nice to have a simpler body type... ehh.. #whatever #text post #bg3 mine #panel from hell #july 7 #7th of july #textposts #my thoughts

[timoothy]

have this whole story idea in my head where charlotte accidentally kills sam and then proceeds to hide his body and no one suspects it was her but she feels a bit guilty about it so she tells her therapist and he like reaches for the phone to call the police so she kills him too and then hides his body and it becomes this whole thing where she like keeps accidentally killing a guy idk what happens then though, i think in the end her and sylvia run away together

#she doesn't kill ted though #because i like him so much #i think ted would be like #they would have had a thing in the story but it's over by now and ted is in a loving relationship with bill because i love that for them #i think i do want ted to find out though #like him and bill are on a walk or sth and there is charlotte on her bike and like her bike carrier is still all bloody after she dumped the #body in the forrest or sth #and they do see it but they pretend they didn't becuase sam sucks anyway #and eventually ted is like 'you're not killing all the guys you slept with are you?' and she's like not planning to kill you no and #they're besties #anyway yeah that's the pitch #if you wanna read it as bad as i do then i'm sorry but i don't know how to write things anymore #maybe someday though #like i really want to write it someday but i don't wanna promise anything so have this post instead #mine #charlotte sweetly #hatchetfield universe #@nick and matt lang if you guys wanna do this feel free btw #murder tw #? #murder mention