#wanna know something ironic

[queen-scribbles]

Thanks guys <3 I do like this job a lot and it's a weird limbo-y situation. I love these kids and they love me, but I already knew tops I'd be here another year/year and half bc when Mermaid starts kindergarten they won't need me anymore. I was starting to gear myself up for job hunting next summer, but thought I had some time. And then the mom of the family lost her job in January and they've been paying me out of her severance while she's been job hunting, but that's running out soon and she hasn't found something new yet.

So now I have to decide if I look for something short term (or hold out a month or so) and cross my fingers she gets a new job soon or just take the plunge on finding a new long-term job.

#queen rambles #like i don't wanna get all set with something new and then two weeks later her get hired somewhere and they could pay me again #but i don't wanna run out of money either😅 so it's not like i can just sit and wait for ages #ironically my sister knows someone looking for a nanny that wouldn't start until june

[fadewalking]

#dragon age #dragon age inquisition #dragon age: inquisition #dai #da:i #solavellan #adoribull #idr the other ship names sorry #yes it doesn't include everyone i know #i mainly just wanna know - among these guys #what the favs are #but if your heart is really telling you something else then i'll hear it #just don't be weird about it ok #no fem inquisitors/dorian or any kinda shit like that i mean #this is for ...research purposes.. #it doesn't have to be a character x inquisitor btw #it can be a character x another character #like iron bull and dorian

[salmon404]

Is there any captioning (official or fan) of the Iron Lung teaser trailer? As someone who’s hard of hearing/has auditory processing it’s really hard for me to understand the last couple of lines

#markiplier #iron lung movie #markiplier movie #markiplier iron lung #tbh idk what exactly my hearing issue is because I haven’t gotten a hearing test since elementary school #but there’s definitely something wrong #I for sure have auditory processing issues due to ADHD and some bad tinnitus (for my age) #but I don’t actually know if I’m hard of hearing or not #part of it could genuinely come down to being raised in a hoh household and being more used to very loud volumes #so quiet or muffled things are just harder to hear and understand due to not being used them? #idk I wanna get a hearing test if I can cause being hoh runs in the family and I have bonus auditory processing shit #so I wouldn’t be surprised if I need hearing aids

[ocarinaofpride]

i like shipping dont get me wrong…. i mean. cmon. but its SOOO ANNOYING when i look up my favs to look at art of them and just… 99% of them are about shipping. happened with trigun and it continues to happen with anything i enjoy. its a shame honestly

#like for instance. tloz #listen fellas i dont wanna make a hashtag hottake but #im not big into shipping any real zelda characters together. ironic I KNOW BUT MINES A CRACKSHIP I MEAN IN UNIVERSE ONES #so… imagine my disappointment when A MASSIVE CHUNK OF ART IS JUST THAT!!! #i only like ONE OR TWO SHIPS but even then im not like goo goo gaga abt them #well actually. just 1 id be googoogaga for. but its definitely not the one youre thinking of #But yeah i dont wanna only have to scrub through ship art just to look at characters i like #let me have something please. please……

[ajdrawshq]

im glad that despite being on the backburner for . years. i can still think of my main aus like i never stopped :] kh on the brain forever

#looked thru one of my note for the pmd au and immediately got new ideas for it . i am so fucking back #made me wanna expand whats going on w Terra n Aqua since they dont have much going on besides. well. be legendaries basically #(they take the roles of rescue team Groudon n Kyogre as well as Latios n Latias in psmd. n technically also Entei for Terra in psmd) #that seems like a lot but i know what im doing i swear 👍 #maybe i should find a way to include the khdr kids since i havent gotten to that yet.. could be fun #oh ! also been working on ways to connect Terra w Ansem n Xemnas :] probably gonna be more canon-esque than most other things #but it kinda works w the rescue team part of the timeline #and i really need to figure out how exactly to work around Xehanort bc of what he can and does do both in canon and taking his role here.. #ironically these things are also backed up by pmd iq groups . now that i think abt it #i also need yo do more work on the psmd part of the timeline since its arguably the most altered part so far #since i dont really cover gates or rescue team anyway . explorers and super just connect a lil too well #i mean tbf gates and super are way too easy to also connect to each other bc like. come on. #but who would be the duo for that .. or maybe it could be earlier in the pmd timeline than it is .. hm. #that Could line up a something else i have planned actually. could be funky. theres two (2) different duos i have in mind #maybe more depending on who else i could slap in here #ok yeah. i have objectively the funniest duo to put in gates. thats happening now <3

[thenotsolittlelady]

Took a self-assessment test on ADHD and I related to a majority of the questions... after my doctor disregarded that possibility because I “did well in school” :) Gonna show her the results of that test later this week. I hope she’ll reconsider :c I don’t even care if it turns out I don‘t have it after all, I just want answers ;; A ;;

#57 out 75 questions and i even said no on a few i just sorta related to #ironically i took the test because i got distracted from the 3 other things i was doing at that moment #i know it's probably gonna be hard to get diagnosed #but i know there's something wrong with me and i just wanna know

[kicktwine]

the past three or four media ive engaged with have all had posts made about them saying well the writers probably arent smart enough for ______ or the writers didnt do this on purpose but ______ or dont get your hopes up the writers wouldnt make these connections and i think thats enough!!! i have had enough bashing of well-meaning writers i have had enough of it from now on every writer is so so smart and everything they do is intentional and flawless and if i think a writing decision is stupid or the direction they went is bad no i dont and im gonna kiss each and every one of them on the mouth

#kipspeak #so what if its true!!!!!!!!! it comes across as twitter prefacing #where you have to be absolutely sure to cover all your bases in a thin sense of irony or acknowledgement of the flaws before admitting #that you like something or something stood out to you or you noticed something. so what if they didnt mean to!!! #unironically like things write something yourself play in the space change it go nuts #like this isnt to say to stop criticising things but for the love of pete! these are bad sentences! theyre mean! #and no one gets to reblog this just in case it leaves my circle of influence #I don’t know what I’d do if someone came in to this post with a thought-out argument about bnha or iron man or something #yes there are dumb writers. no that’s not important… don’t you see… they’re creating something! You can do that too! #you can!!! And you can make something amazing!! #also unless you’ve tried scriptwriting or longform writing I don’t wanna hear it #I know in the past I’ve said some of these things myself… but I’m tired. i prefer to play with the stuff I’m given anyways #I LOVE to analyze and reconfigure things. But I have to be in a specific mood/mindset/distance to do it #maybe That part is a me thing. but! That doesn’t change the point which is this is rude for no reason #i think nomura has never done anything wrong and every decision he’s ever made is a masterpiece of fiction now what. now what

[nerice]

i miss just being able to draw i am tired of having to calculate how many days i will be in pain for so much as a simple sketch :(

#its even more frustrating bc i know a lot of professional artists have CT and the like but #they got that as a result of working in the industry or griding skills so even if they draw at 10% they get something done #i was so excited to finally get into digital painting after thesis but now :( i dont know if i will ever be able to #:((((( #elia txts #not gonna draw for a few more weeks anyway bc i took so many painkillers at the start of the month i wanna give my body a break #ironically drawing on my big tablet is probably the healthiest for my wrist compared to my tiny sketchbook but. tiny sketchbook is home :'( #idk im still sorting things out. just having a night abt it as i try to convince myself to work out

[todayisafridaynight]

NO SERIOUSLY THE SMILE CAN BE SOMETHING SO SPECIAL... because the concept originates in violence, intended as a last resort when you're cornered, a psychological bluff that might give you the upper hand... so for Arakawa to be able to recontextualize that as part of how his family communicates (along the lines of what we've talked about with regard to their language) is really something.

Especially because like, while he has varying degrees of success instilling the concept into his men, it's pretty safe to say they would all know what a smile from him means, right? They're family to him. So if there's this mix of Arakawa starting to smile more around Jo subconsciously and Jo picking up on it, maybe there's this period of consciously pulling back and of not wanting to read too much into it, respectively...

But Eventually it's this wordless affirmation of Jo having a place in Arakawa's family. Maybe he can't really put it into words in a way that doesn't make Jo feel awkward (I mean, he can't even manage that with Ichiban, much less someone with issues around that as deep-seated as Jo's, right). But he can do that much.

And I know I KNOW this bitch never has any reasons to smile but if Jo ever smiled back..................................

Anyway. Happy birthday to your bro and I'm glad you had a good day yesterday! You deserve it :) Come to think of it, my dad was born in July... and my Bestie Group Chat (ft. my friend who initially encouraged me to get over myself and send you an ask lol) was founded on Tsutsumi's birthday...

THAT'S WHAT IM SAAAAYING LIKE FUCK MAN it can be something SO personal and something SO confusing at first so when everything Clicks....... bruvv.....

#snap chats #late to answering this SORRY was having a whole episode this morning #but yeah........ you get it...... its just a concept that makes me scream and i wanna do something with it SOOO bad.... drives me insane.. #its just good... great even.... Literally So Personal and unique to them and ouuuugh #DEADASS jo aint ever got SHIT to smile bout... s'why them rare-as-all-hell smiles gotta be worth a million dollars #with that out of the way... For Now because it WILL stew in my brain forever.. #july the day for EVERYONE god DAAAMN ironic as hell you made your group chat on his bday tho 😩 #and speaking of bdays.... it is my bros bday today... and i feel like the biggest piece of shit （；´x｀） #i told him i was leaving and i wouldnt be back until. //gestures vaguely// and he was just What 🥺?? #IM SORRY BRO IM SORRYYY it just wouldnt end well i know it and so now im feeling so conflictedd #BUT THEN IT STARTED RAINING and listen i dont. HEAVILY believe in superstition or things like that #but bro every time it rains SOMETHING bad happens so now im just lost #but thats a problem for me to work out. with my sis. cause ill prob text her and be sad about it #for now ima deal with this minor toothache i got bruh OW?? #ow. todays a painful day. and its only going to get worse this month cause its also my MOMS birth month #SEE EVERYONE BORN IN JULY absolute nightmare of a month. #in any case. ive just been sitting in a parking lot so i should prooobably go somewhere so bye for now :]]

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

ATTENTION: BRAINDEAD POST INCOMING

i'm gonna marry him i swear to god. I promise. no kidding

#his 80s cary elwes-esque slay w the moustache WHYYYYYYYYYY i am in agony. #i think there was just something about 2021. prophetic dreams were abound and we all fell in love w someone who greatly impacted us forever #i still believe there's smth special about him and i can't let him go 😐 the nature of the dream and everything and the fact that i knew IT #i sowwy for being insane but i do believe he's my special little guy. him havin a gf literally changes nothing. whoops! 🤷‍♀️ #god i have a problem i think i need to be on anti-psychotics but idc. i'm just remembering how i was sayin i was happy abt him reading my #comment and saying good night to me and i called him 'my beloved streamer' and people were callin me parasocial for that and yet #a bitch who's been his fan for over half a decade who ends up dating him ISN'T parasocial? the hypocrisy of everyone being kind to her #while getting angry at other for being attracted to him and genuinely caring for him just like i'n sure she did. i hate alllllllll of you #i never felt like life made sense more than when i was obsessed w him... sigh #ironically i think want someone to tell me that i'm being crazy just so i can tell them to fuck off. it's not like i don't know or that i #enjoy being like this but i feel like a have no other choice? it's odd but it feels like my purpose. this is my rock to roll up the hill #my track record for this sorta thing isn't good but i'm trying to be better. just once i wanna be loved by someone i love heh... 😔 #he feels like the final one fr. the last in a line of total failures #god it's a miracle anyone puts up w me ngl LOL there's smth deeply wrong w me i don't think is fixable #not to quote astrology like it's gospel but the stars decided i was supposed to fall for someone in the public eye so. it only makes sense #that this keeps happening to me i guess. i'm just fuckin retarded no need to be concerned #anyways SCHIZOPOSTING OVER! back to whatever the fuck else i can use as a diversion so no one reads this (even tho no one gaf)

[ladynicte]

0, 1, 6, 13

Hi! Friendo ~ •ᴗ• Putting the last question under read more, cuz I am easily embarrassed.

0: Height: 1.64cm, or around 5'2-5'3 in USA System, I think? Am short ( • ༝•)

1: Age: Range from 19-22 (Keeping it in range, cuz a lotta people follow this blog.)

6: Age you get mistaken for: 19 Every single time, since always, straight up, the dads of my friends in middle school would ask me where I was working at, when they saw me with their daughters. I hate it. Apparently, I'm just forever that age.

13: Biggest turn ons: Incest lmao, I'm pan so it doesn't really matter for me either way, I can appreciate both just fine, but specifically older brother/little sister stuff really does it for me, futanari, breeding, cow girl stuff (like anime cow girls), group sorta harem stuff, teacher/student stuff as well (But only when the student is the dominating part, lol)

Specifically, I have such a fetish for thigh jobs, or whatever that's called.

Public places stuff as well, like trains and whatever, and the more usual stuff I suppose, domination, slapping, spanking, dirty talk, humiliation, knife play, wax play, lactation, and praise, lots of praise

Actually, is there a kink for when a guy absolutely destroys your guts, and then he's really nice to you and brings you chocolate and helps you clean up, cuz I got that too.

#ironically I think one of the reasons I like Andrew so much its because he's a big brother and that calls to my brocon ways but also #because of his speech about how romantic it would be to dive down the balcony together with Ashley #like that just did Something* to me #> luna's asks #really wanna give you a moots tag for if you ever wanna drop by my inbox again but I don't know what name you go by #either way you deserve a beloved moots tag #E.E ★ #<- yay official moots tag acquired

[marcirose]

My buddies and I were talking about Star Wars being in KH4 because of the forest in the reveal trailer and I rambled about why I hope it's Return of the Jedi because it's the best and perfect movie to put in KH4 all while I also explain why I don't want a Vader fight.

#kingdom hearts #kh #kh4 #kingdom hearts 4 #star wars #and you wanna know the ironic part about this #i don't even call myself a star wars fan ghfkjdsjgfhsd #and yet here i am rambling like i'm passionate about star wars fdusahfghds #return of the jedi is such a dumb movie but it's the best movie to put in the game #it has the morals and lessons that sora needs to learn rn while he's figuring stuff out #he needs to learn that the world isn't black and white and return of the jedi shows that in the climax of the movie #nomura put me on the phone pls i stg #do not put sora in that fight #have him fight something else #like have him fight a giant droid before he reaches the throne room #or put him in space i dunno #just don't have him fight vader

[lostsometime]

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#u wanna know something fucked up? #apparently lucien had a brother #and he was murdered by the jagentoths #the same jagentoths that employed the iron shepherds #the iron shepherds that killed molly #that's what's fucked up

[mxbitters]

im gay im tired it’s 2:37 am and i have the overwhelming urge to fold my partner’s socks

#ok so the logic here is they have a sort of cube storage deal thing w clothes but it also means things kinda just. go in there #like. not folded. socks are like.. matched but not folded and that could Not be me but yeah like if we're putting them away i'll fold them #i want to make a gesture of love that's really like meaningful #reading out loud it sounds like jester of love. jester of love.. thats me actually #idk im a jester of love that wants to put away laundry and bake bread together and go swimming shirtless for the first time w them #i wanna wash their hair. i wanna do each others makeup. i wanna scratch out the gross graffiti by the train tracks together #i wanna sing in the car together i wanna hold their hand when i get new piercings i want us to get a place and not have to worry #the idea of moving to europe isnt something i've quite comprehended yet but i really do think i wanna do it #i want to have a place to just collapse i want a garden i don't want to be scared of the world #i wanna embrace it!!! i wanna embrace it. i wanna hold them i wanna wake up before the sun wakes me and make them breakfast in bed. crepes #i know nothing about crepes actually but i know their grandma gave them this special cast iron pan specifically used for crepes #so like once i learn i think thatd be just a really nice thing to do :) #oh god man it's almost 3 i'm tired i also wanna find ebi i wanna hold him rn i need my catttt :( #i dont wanna get upppp but i need himmm

[sakurarisen]

Mini blog update! <3 After much discussion with @honorisen​, I’ve rewritten the YGO Vrains verse into something completely new and more fitting for Sera, and have added another new verse: Somnium Crystallum, a high fantasy, completely original world exclusive to Kasa coming soon to a screen near you. XD I’ve also done some fidgeting around with my mun FC’s; I’ll now be mainly using the Tonberry as well as Chikuwa, the cute dog seen in the icon above as my mains, with YGO GX’s Judai/Jaden as a secondary! If you’re looking for a mun post, just keep an eye out for dog and Tonberry, mainly! <3

As a final note, with the addition of Somnium Crystallum to my verses, I’ve added a note to my rules regarding Genshin Impact - Namely that I don’t play it and won’t be anytime soon. I have no ability to play and any knowledge I have on the game comes from reading the wiki and from Kasa, and though I don’t mind crossover type threads and some muses from GI may be seen in this verse even, I’m incredibly hesitant to write anything set in it’s world due to this. I don’t feel comfortable essentially going in blind and not being able to give an interaction my all and know, fully, what’s going on, so at the moment, unless a GI muse can pop on over to a more FF or original setting, I’ll be unlikely to do any GI-set threads at this time. <3 Sorry to anyone looking for that once this all goes live! <3

~Pom

#Out Of Poms [OOC] #Updating Pom.EXE [Blog Update] #Found Chikuwa while grabbing icons for another muse and I HAD to XD #I'm literally Pomberry - A pomeranian dressed up like a Tonberry - I couldn't say no to using both as mun FCs! <3 #But I've been pinging thoughts and such a friends and ironing out things with Kasa a LOT lately so it's time to put them into action! #But yeah - With a few GI muses now on my exclusives list and showing up in a couple of my verses here in the future with these new plans #I wanted to point out all I know is what's on the wiki and what Kasa shares with me #And I don't feel right throwing myself into the world of a series/game I've never seen or played and expecting it to work out WELL #That's not fair on my partners and anything I do with it is because it's with a partner who's teaching me #Little by little as SHE learns too #Wanna bring a GI muse into something original or FF? More than happy to interact! <3 Just not in the world of GI since I don't know it #Well enough <3 #...All this because I needed to add Somium and change a link in my rules while adding Chikuwa to my mun icon list XD

[helennorvilles]

meant to be going to a cup day party and but its hailing and raining and i just want to write fanfic so it really is not the mood of the hour

#i do wanna see my mates but also like..... can i stay at home and write fanfic while seeing them telepathically? #i think ive given up on the idea of drinking also bc there's no way i'm walking there and back in the hail/rain #and obviously i don't care about the race or gambling itself #i just want to think about doctormaster and yaz!!!! #i wanna write something hectic and angsty with them stuck on the tardis together so damn bad #and ive already managed like 600 words which is better than yesterday's haunted tardis efforts #so i gotta keep striking while the iron's hot y'know #i mean look i'll still definitely go and i know i'll have fun but youse know where my brain is #my post tag