#walk to work playlist.

[inkskinned]

will it ever be enough? when someone loves you, you feel something curl inside of you, sour and whiplike, angry at being unheard. they don't really love you, they love this facsimile you have ensconced in your rabbit body. they will chop up the bits of you looking for luck and never find the good soul you promise - their love slides off. you're viscera; you have spent a lifetime promising the blood is art.

oh but when someone hates you - well, they're right to. and you'd trip over your little grassknot legs for them. begging them to reconsider. you feel it all knifeedge, spinepoint straight through you. they're the ones who see the real you, after all; and if they can love you, you might finally feel worth something.

but if they do love you in the end, after all of that, after your heart like a fawn opens to gutter under them - you've fooled them, and it isn't worth anything anymore. they've just gone and fallen for it. the love slides right off.

once, you heard a line in a musical about being abandoned. you laughed at the time, unnerved. your voice a keen; too shaky to be candid.

will it ever be enough. will the love ever diffuse through your skin and sink into your marrow. are you even capable of feeling that - of feeling cared for - or are you still waiting, even right now, for the hunter to draw the bow and arrow. if you trust that love, even once, and are wrong, you know exactly what will happen.

and somehow you know - you'll never be able to fix that, once it's been broken.

#spilled ink #warm up #............... #... #okay to be honest #i had half a gummy and couldn't sleep #and i was like. how is it possible #i've never tried writing under the influence #psa: im 29 and in MA it's legal #i mostly take them to sleep so i haven't had the brainwave of like. #''....... other artists probably get high ...." #im too busy being like . #okay so if i take meticulous notes on the effects of each carefully measured portion i take per diem #i might be able to find the optimal amount for sleeping #if i'm held at a 45 degree angle and ive worked out for more than 30 minutes and ive walked a lot #and all of my work is done and my floor is clean and ive had a shower AND i have been able to find the right rain playlist #THEN i can sleep for a total of 7 hours #(i usually get 4. i know. trust me when i say I KNOW)

[ripplefields]

KEEP YOUR HEAD UP !!!!!

the original <33

#deltarune #deltarune chapter 2 #deltarune sweet #deltarune cap'n #deltarune k k #digital art #safeutdr #prince draws stuff #you know those posts that r like 'walks out of a canvas covered in blood' #yeah . Yeah . #i KNOW this doesn't look PERFECTLY like the original but yk what . 11 hours well spent i'm not changing anything #if i worked on it any longer to make it look more official i think i'd flop over and die so #so . take this . keep your head up is on my scc playlist . it checks out #more rhythm game scc crossover art . ok ? #also yes 'make it sweet' with sweet right there i know pun intended

[calamitys-child]

Not enough songs made by guys doing dracula impressions these days

#putting together a work appropriate Halloween playlist and im digging through my rockabilly archives #whatever happened to the genre of call and response narrative over a sexy walking bass between an angelically voiced seductive person #and someone going *dracula voice* velcom to my tomb...

[jils-things]

memoryshipping x studio ghibli: the masterpost ✨✨

see them separately: (x) (x) (x)

no need to rb!

#damn dude... what a movie does to a selfshipper.... #im very proud of these - because i figured out a nice filter for these edits #for those who're curious - i used gaussian blur + bloom + faded frame or whatever it was called in ibispaint and ofc the vhs effect #and i totally intended to make the VHS effect a combo of purple and green since it was an option available AHEHEHEH #i honestly... really like how i drew stevens back view 🥺🥺🥺🥺 like it looks so. #attractive?????? is that the right word? it just looks really nice to look at from behind #i tried to make sense with his hair and i think it worked well here #jaides hair is so POOFY AAAHJCCKCK shes so pretty 💚💚💚💚💚 #okay guys who wants the air walk raise your hand SLASH J SLASH J DON'T ACTUALLY PLEASE #I AIN'T DOING AN AU HERE BECAUSE YOURE BASICALLY SAYING YES JAIDE SHOULD BE A GRANDMA AKSKDJSBDHJSJDJSJSJS #yk im so tempted to do a little... directors cut here but itll be so LONG 😭 #i literally havent seen this movie in ages i only saw it once but my sister is such a big fan of the movie and she checks it often LOL #but now after watching it again recently im like #alright i kinda get thr appeal now AJSHSHAJSBSHS #tho i regularly listen to the ost (THE OST IS LITERALLY ON THE STEVAIDE PLAYLIST AND NOW IT HAS MORE IMPACT ON ME LMFOAJDHSHA) #i know i keep saying this. but. howlsophie = stevaide ufghgg 😭😭😭😭 i never saw this coming #WEEEGHH IM TRYING TO PUT IN ALL MY THOUGHTS HERE BUT I CANT REMEMBER #IM ALREADY DOING A DIRECTORS CUT AKAKSKSJSJSJSJAJ #YEAH ANYWAYS YAY MEMORYYYYY #♥️ memoryshipping #~ art

[fluffydavey]

reason #10369 why i need a uk newsies cast recording: i NEED brooklyn’s here and watching the olivier performance is only intensifying this

#i’m such a sucker for using musical theatre songs to give me the push to do something #walking into work dreading the shift ahead? dead girl walking #i need brooklyn’s here to add to my playlist #newsies #newsies uk

[todayisafridaynight]

and if i wrote a short fic or drew up a short comic about jo and ikumi meeting up again like twenty years after The Incident what would we think

#snap chats #SORRY took my dog for a walk and then Coin Locker Baby came on the playlist and of course i got to thinking #im already plagued with visions wanting to do art for that song but no i ALWAAAAYSS wonder about what happened to ikumi #i dont even have a concrete idea on what couldve happened to her... her future's free real estate #it can be as sad or as happy as i want.. and i thought of one of the more sad What If's today #and i kiiiiindddaa wanna do something with it.... #whatever i do is solely dependent on me i just wanna know if anyone'd actually be real into seeing that #so i know to rush through my comms even faster ☠️ #i have plenty of ideas in the brain aside from that so Yk but still... #i just wanna know if anyones super interested in seeing the really-weird-and-niche worms in my brain #getting people to care about sawashiro is one thing but for people to even remember who ikumi is... tall order to fill #but ive done more impossible things i think LMAO but regardless im going back to work #cant work on THOSE things if i dont even finish whats on my plate now

[saltspill]

I will NOT make any more blogs until I do smth interesting w Psyche and Arling but. man.

I got hit w muse for, of all fucking muses. Emil (and Dav and Siri by association)

#ooc #tbd #mannnnnnnnnnnnn #Emil's actually like An Adult now #wow #still on his stoner bullshit #like this morning I just had this distinct thought of him playing minecraft w Dav lying on his shoulder and like #questioning and nitpicking everything he does #and just when he gets them to agree to stop bitching #Siri walks onto the room and smacks him upside the head and says why arent you working #sis it is 930 in the morning #and then the freza came on my playlist on my way to work #and they're my headcanon Sound for Siri and her band

[theskit]

#this evening's walk was to figure out that one circuit through the entirety of my neighborhood takes me 35 minutes #which I'm going to attempt in the mornings before work #also using the ZRX: Zombies Run app and my music playlist to make it more entertaining #we'll see how it goes #mornings are my kryptonite #but I live in a desert and it's gunna start being way too hot to do anything outside after work soon

[froyocorp]

i love being incredibly self indulgent about characters <- put so many gorillaz plastic beach songs in both of these playlists

#shut it frosty #toontown #toontown corporate clash #rainmaker #deep diver #mary anna #misty monsoon #i love both of them sometimes i jus walk around barnacle boatyard so of course i needed to make #playlists of these two first #i remembered some songs that might work for gatekeeper so illmaybe do one for her soon. idk #Spotify

[slautertm]

Rules: shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist & post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people. If you're not on spotify, just share ten songs that you have on repeat.

screech's tale - ren

prologue - ren

what was i made for - billie eillish

this river between us - big fish the musical

jenny's tale - ren

just a man - epic the musical : the troy saga

the gold -- phoebe bridgers version - manchester orcestra, phoebe bridgers

daughter of the sea ( lullaby ) - sharm

haunted ( taylor's version ) - taylor swift

the torture tango - spies are forever

Tagged by: @sleazeballtm ! Tagging: @fearstouch , @andessence , @lazaruhs , @mvndrvke , & @butnobodyhome !

#what a hot fucking mess. if you want to be walked through this though i rambled below about my wild music taste laskdfjdl speedy pre WORK #bottom to top ; spies verse with steph my BELOVED i gotta do something in it #haunted was ( and still is ) one of my fav tswift songs and i wanted to relisten to it the other day ( and did for several hours ) #daughter of the sea belongs to the love of my life jester lavorre #the gold was a song i found on nerdy prudes tiktok that is in fact in a lot of steph's spotify playlist #the fucking LYRICS of just a man fuck me up okay ( 'when does a man become a monster' ) #the shuffle said i will expose you for liking ren and you know what. that's fine alkdjflksj #ren has a song cycle that i love right now #i'm just going to say it. big fish the musical slaps. thank you #.... don't look at number three i was in fact writing sad things i wanted sad SONG #{ OOC } #{ TAGGED }

[winepresswrath]

@rozarria tagged me!

"Put your playlist on shuffle and post the first ten songs, then tag ten people. No skipping!"

1. Stop Your Sobbing, The Prentenders.

2. And You Wish for Yesterday, Rose Royce

3. Wedding Song, Hades

4. imagine, Ariana Grande

5. Hard Times, Paramore

6. Gimme Some Loving, Spencer Davis Group

7. I Want To Break Free, Queen

8. Pop Trash Movie, Duran Duran

9. Hunger, Of Monsters and Men

10. Down Here, The Mountain Goats

tagging @howdydowdy, @theleakypen @drwcn @amedetoiles and @cerusee if you're so inclined! Also anyone else who wants to give it a go. I'm very nosy and love to investigate other people's music.

#the playlist is depression grab bag #i moved ever so slightly north and my brain hates it #loathes it #will not forgive me no matter how many walks I schedule #and oranges I eat #on the bright side I may have accidentally finally made a noldor playlist that works for me #Hard Times is THE Maedhros song to me and always will be #IMO he's always standing two feet to the left of himself commenting on how horrible he is #at least post incidents #pre incidents he prides himself on how mature and self sufficient and even tempered he is #Maedhros: mass murder and being a bitch out loud are the same actually #fundamentally you're not the same person after you decide to indulge

[wildflowerswildhorses]

It’s the way that even though we’re losing Amanda, I’m still clowning and holding on to the hope that we can still see Carisi and the girls in her (their) place or just still see the girls in general 😭

#like I’ll take amanda being in the bathroom #or walking frannie 😭😭 #svu #Rollisi #yes I’m listening to my 10 hour Rollisi playlist while at work

[cesium-sheep]

at least my meltdown playlist still works.

#I put together some calming and funny videos in a specific order in a youtube playlist #back when I was having autistic overwhelm meltdowns every couple weeks #it's a living document like I just added achilles come home to the front end recently #but it starts sad and calming then just calming then drifts into cute before it brings it all the way up to funny #it's very thoughtfully constructed and it really works for me #achilles come down --> undertale memory 15min extended --> a bass cover of a coldplay song #then ghost choir --> a couple bill wurtz videos --> it is a mystery --> furret walk #caterpillar eating a leaf --> eyewitness dogs (I usually skip this one) --> ice cream songs animatic --> brodyquest --> have a nice day #but like you get the idea. #there's a Shape to it. #you gotta address the sad first not just try to ramp right over it. #I didn't make it to the funny videos. I can't be brought up that far right now.

[biillys]

okay i know we've talked about chrissy/[insert name here] and chrissy/[insert name here] and even chrissy/[insert name here] but can we please for a second think about chrissy/heather??? becos i rly fucking wanna think about them. thankyou

#idk idk idk billy and heather leaving work together and billy stopping by eddies place to get some green #heather coming up with him becos she can and she's pretty sure eddies terrified of them both #eddie looking shifty as Fuck when he answers the door and heather instantly zeroing in on the way he won't open the door fully #billy raising a singular eyebrow and eddie instantly caving becos he may be older but eddies like. fucking terrified of billy. #chrissy instantly being like 'please don't tell jason.' and billy being like 'the fuck is a jason?' #'isn't he on your team?' 'my boyfriend?' 'that dumbass that calls you bro all the time.' #billy looking confused as fuck until he hears heathers explanation; then he's all 'oh fuck that guy' #then: the fuck's my weed? #so eddie fucks off to find his stash and heather shoves past billy and tugs on chrissys arm until theyre both sitting on the couch #and is all 'so. what brings you to eddie munsons trailer on a thursday night?' #chrissy just being like. blindsided by the events of the past 5 minutes. but also maybe a little in love and maybe also in awe #heather: cos if you're having boyfriend troubles; i give great advice. i'm free tonight btw #and chrissy still being slightly speechless but agreeing anyway cos fuck yeah she'll go out with heather #heather turning to billy like 'okay so change of plans. you can drop me and chrissy off at the mall tho; thanks rat boi.' #and billy; who hates his fucking life; just being like 'yeah uh fuck no' only to then literally do just that #anyway! heather and chrissy just chillin and talking for hours and heather taking music control in billys car to lowkey try and impress her #and chrissy literally not knowing a single song but like. adding them all to a playlist on her phone as they go. #walking around and clicking in ways they didn't even know they would #hearteyes mutherfucker etc #so billy fucks around in his car for a while and starts texting max cos he's bored as fuck #but then like 3 msgs in; max is like 'i'm watching a movie with lucas; can you please fuck off' and billy's like. i'm a fucking loser now #then when billy picks heather & chrissy up; cos he's full on chauffeuring them; he can admit that #they're all like giggly and shit and billy's like wow this is the worst thing to ever happen to me #and then he's stuck third wheeling them for the rest of time. sometimes 5th wheeling if max and lucas tag along #max heather and now chrissy getting along so well is literally billy's biggest cross to bear in life #yall can keep your fruity fours or whatever okay my personal new fav dynamic is billy + heather + chrissy + max thanku #m #text