reading xie lian’s POV is actually hilarious once you realise xie lian isn’t oblivious at all, he basically guesses most things immediately, he’s just taken the veteran autism tactic of “it’s too much effort to figure out when it’s appropriate to mention that i know something, so i’ll just pretend i don’t know until someone says it aloud”. sometimes it turns into a bit. the truth might be embarrassingly obvious, but social cues are hard, and xie lian has infinite time to wait for the other person to blink first.
Trying to figure out why i get so attached and feel so much because of fictional characters and situations to the point it’s genuinely overwhelming so i searched it up and. No. you don’t understand I do not imagine myself being friends with characters or being in a relationship with them or merely existing in that world i think about them and their relationships and their gut wrenching world ending trauma obsessively to the point it is unbearable. to the point it is PAINFUL. i don’t want to be them, I don’t WANT them, i simply need to comfort them in a way that is not humanly possible and it pains me i cannot cope with it
While reading TGCF I kept a character chart so I wouldn't get lost on the plot and it VERY quickly derailed into my sassy ass gay opinions on each of them (1/2)
800+ damn years of hua cheng waiting for gege and finally getting a taste of him is just WOAAW. just. WAAOWWWWW. no wonder he's dominant in bed and dang those bites aren't a jOKE. he claimed gege as his and his only, only for his majesty, only for the ghost king. hE WAITED. FOR DAMN EIGHT HUNDRED AND MORE YEARS. gege gaVE HIS REWARD and we aRE ACCEPTING IT. WITH NO SECOND THOUGHTS.