#vochidisimo

[weakest-thoughts]

290819

K, so lately, i´ve been taking my time. 

Today i took a short 40-minute nap just to get back a little bit of energy to keep going with my day. I didn´t do my homework at all... I just studied japanese. Tomorrow I have a Kanji test. Oh god, I really hate japanese at this time. It´s so time-consuming and at this point I can´t quit with this subject, it´s been already 3 weeks. 

So, I woke up like at 6pm, and started to study all the shit that I didn´t study in these 3 weeks. I think I´m getting there, eventually. It´s almost 11 o´clock. 

Today I bought the insurance for el vochidisimo, the mechanic it´s coming tomorrow and I´m getting the tires mounted by saturday and if not, monday morning. So, by beginings of the next month I´m going to be riding my first car. I´m so excited. Can´t wait. 

I downloaded today like 50-60 new songs to my steezy playlist so i can listen to them on my way to school and shit. 

It´s been a hell of a week tbh. 

Today I thought about her just a little when this song came up. The first time I listened to it I think i was high, and a little bit sad bc of her, and this is a pretty beautiful song. One of my favorites, it no longer hurts. 

But now I´m kind of happy that she´s gone. I mean, I dedicated to her a lot of songs that reminded me of her and I´m pretty sure that she never listened. At this time I don´t want something new to replace her, eventhough I miss A LOT to cuddle, fuck, kiss, everything that has to do with physical contact, but in an emotional way I think I´m better on my own, she never gave a single fuck about me (SHIIIIIT YEAH RIGHT just started playing while I was writing this HAHAHAH what a coincidence wtf) 

I think I´m in the mood to roll one up, but that´s no good for me, plus, I gave all of my stuff to my friends for a reason, even my pipe. 

I was forgetting something, today a random Movistar guy called me offering a new plan or some shit, and I answered in english, like “Hellooo!, who is this? ... what...? “ and he kept talking to me in spanish, telling me that he had this brand new promo about social media and shit, and I was like “No comprendee” ahhahaha. Finally I get to say it to someone else, then he was like, in a not the best english ever, but he tried, he tried to really sell me that promo, and I just told him to have a good one at the end, because I was in class. It was very funny tbh.

So, to myself, I´m doing pretty well. I´m glad that I´m not giving up on me. I love me. Yeah, this semester is going to be a pain in the ass. Without weed, without gf, ang hanging out with new people, but I have to keep a focus on the things that I want, and I really want to do it. Baby steps. 

[weakest-thoughts]

290919

Rip in peace al vochito, después de un mes exactamente de haberle dado uso continuo, el vochito ha cedido, no sé si es debido a un mal cableado, alguna falla del motor, no lo sé. Había estado funcionando tan bien, la única buena noticia es que no me había dejado en ridículo enfrente de las morritas jajajaja, al menos no hice pasar un mal rato a la Sofi. El vochidisimo empezó a fallar en la vía rápida, estuvo *dicey*, y bueno, hoy tuve que manejar la mami van al trabajo.