#vitor anatoly

[telefonata]

Tuesday, March 21/22 2022

Yesterday, my grandmother arrived from across the country to take care of mum for the next month post-surgery. The vain bitch (mother) opted to do two plastic surgeries at once instead of buying groceries and spent yesterday whining to my brother about how she'll probably die of a heart attack.

"You wouldn't miss me if I died, right? No one would miss me at all"---- which is true because our mother is a piece of shit that ruins people's lives since no one means anything to her but herself.

My grandmother, on the other hand, is batty and hasn't progressed since the 1950s. I spent the morning rushing around cleaning and coddling her while she kept refusing to borrow a coat or feed herself..... at least she cleaned the stove and made soup for dinner. And speaking of dinner, mum finally decided to come home after whisking Mina off all day for shopping and gorging themselves on pastries--- which they DIDN'T BRING ANY HOME even though there's no food in the house! Worst of all, my mother's pig of a boyfriend came over to be his creepy self, including hovering over my brother who is a child.

Then my mother's nail lady called me because she had to turn down us meeting for tea, told me my mother calls her pig SOOOO ROMANTIC, lectured me on accepting the pig being in my house, and practically begged me to start working with her at the factory.

Since my fiancé was at his mother's birthday party (which I was supposed to be at if not for my wretched mother!!!), I was left all alone so Mina and I listened to TMA after ranting about mum being an inconsiderate prick. Yesterday morning, our grandmother gifted me an expensive perfume with all her heart and it smells like jasmine + violets (my FAVORITE), but the witch demanded she have it instead so then it was changed for a perfume that smells like the goddamn shoe store. So now I have No perfume because I refuse to smell like bad-quality shoes, I'm so offended.

And now it's Tuesday and I'm a day late on cleaning the bathroom in which I am hiding to write this--- and I keep getting harassed by the cop neighbor who kept asking me about my sex life (today he called me badly mannered and said I deserved to be jailed!!!) My only solace is that my mother is spending the night at the hospital and that I ate all the chocolate she was hoarding in her closet. It's already 9 and my fiancé won't wake up, I miss him.

HMPH, to cleaning I go.

#vitor anatoly #journal #diary #diary entry #real homemaking #homemaker #nontrad homemaker #housewife #cleaning #rant

[astudyindisorderlyconduct]

aesthetic for Vitor Anatoly

cappuccino flavored ice cream

hushed rumors, never uttered louder than a nervous murmur

a field journal, pages and pages of notes written in a language you don’t understand and diagrams you can’t decipher

cloudy skies, the smell of a thunderstorm

downcast eyes, a scowling face

a bottle of wine passed among friends, you forgo glasses and drink straight from the bottle

a cool evening breeze through an open window

thick black hair, coarse and streaked with grey

a smudged signature

@witchsouth

#name aesthetic #vitor anatoly #wanna steal this name

[cryptobrief]

  Open-source blockchain platform NEO already has one of the most diverse and vibrant developer communities in the crypto space. Nevertheless, the NEO Foundation is trying to win over the best tech talent from across the world by making its platform as simple and developer-friendly as possible.

Part of the team’s strategy to attract more developers to the network is the annual developer conference. This year’s NEO DevCon event will be hosted at the Hyatt Regency Hotel in Seattle on the 16th and 17th of February.

40 noteworthy industry insiders, prominent developers, regulators, and academics are expected to take the stage and share their insights with an audience gathered from across the world.

Scheduled speeches include a rundown of major blockchain trends from Miha Kralj, managing director of Accenture, crypto-economics and its role in the future of the global economy, by Dr Chris Berg of the Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology (RMIT), and regulatory updates and insights from Joseph Williams, Governor Jay Inslee's ICT industry sector lead & State of Washington ICT economic development director.

The second day of the conference will be devoted to more technical discussions. Speakers will take a deep dive into technical blockchain topics such as consensus mechanisms and decentralized storage, as well as explore a range of decentralized application (dApp) use cases, patterns and practices.

Sergei Liubich and Anatoly Bogatryrev, co-founders of the NEO Saint Petersburg Competency Center will present research progress on their NEO based distributed decentralized storage platform, Igor and Vitor Coelho, founders of NeoResearch, will discuss how high-performance computing can advance consensus mechanisms, and representatives from ecosystem projects such as Neon Exchange, Moonlight, Blacat and Archon will share insights on dApp development and their contributions to the Smart Economy.

“The NEO DevCon is a place where we can share the latest technological advances, learn about interesting applications and discuss the possibilities of future changes with relevant experts and scholars. This time we also invited some speakers from Seattle-based tech giants to share their insights with us.” said Erik Zhang, founder of NEO.

One of the many highlights of the event is the widely anticipated developer workshop. NEO is already one of the most developer-friendly platforms in the industry. Coders can build solutions and tools on the NEO platform with a wide range of programming languages, including C#, Python, and JavaScript. NEO DevCOn 2019’s developer workshop brings this usability and ease-of-development to the centrestage.

Curious developers and blockchain hobbyists will have access to the most experienced developers at the conference workshop. Leading experts from the NEO community will guide developers through how to set up a NEO development environment, design a smart contract, deploy to the blockchain, and interface with a smart contract.

All workshops across the conference are designed to give participants all the skills required to start building their own dApps on the NEO platform. The team hopes this initiative can kick start the next wave of entrepreneurial creativity and technical innovation necessary to build the envisioned smart economy of the future.

“NEO's goal is to have the ability to run large-scale commercial applications. The technology development of the blockchain will eventually land in practical applications, and we hope to serve the goals of the smart economy.” Erik Zhang, said.

NEO DevCOn 2019 tickets are already on sale. Early bird tickets are on sale now for $149 and are available until January 15th. Full price tickets will be $299.

Potential partners and sponsors can contact the team at [email protected].

Further details are available at devcon.neo.org. 

#briefs

[telefonata]

MC Hardcore Challenge S.O.S.

Italian is the most cursed language to play Minecraft in. I have never been this bad at the game in my LIFE. However, I refuse to give up because I am masochistic. Incense is burning to give me luck.

New seed. New opportunities.

#vitor anatoly #minecraft #minecraft hardcore #mc

[telefonata]

HAPPY IDES OF MARCH LOL STAB THE TYRANTS

#the fact that this is the post that manifested 333 for me #omg #the power #vitor anatoly #333

[telefonata]

2021 We're Not Keeping Anybody's Rancid Vibes Around No More.

March 15th, 2021,

I cut the cord. I finally cut the cord.

I loved him dearly but repetitive actions in the face of resistance is exhausting. All my dear [redacted] gets from me now is blessings. No cultivating my own fear and pain trying to contort myself into being digestible for him. I am far too grandiose to be doing this to myself any longer.

He'll haunt me forever, but I'm changing the narrative. He was right about me deserving better, but I saw him too broken to be left. At least now I have the comfort of knowing I did my best for his case. I'm going to light incense for him in reverence.

#journal #vitor anatoly #personal #growth #boundaries #self love #self care #health #recovery #mental health

[telefonata]

MEGADECK I LOVE YOU?????

Cornucopia, Blossoming Abundance, Happy Family, Ride the Wave, Yang, and the World. Oh my god.

#megadeck #tarot #vitor anatoly #personal

[telefonata]

... do you ever forget you have a propensity for predicting the future ...

#24 hours later #he said the same thing i thought he was going to say #ouch #vitor anatoly #personal

[telefonata]

I should put a Band-aid on since I keep rubbing my neck. Other than the dull ache coursing through my entire body and the now having mental clarity, it's almost as if nothing had ever happened (positive)

#vitor anatoly #personal growth #musing #journal

[telefonata]

Reading my journal entries from before the attempt is so... strange:

i keep crying i keep crying so much

i am SO MUCH without anyone else

oh god i'm hyperventilating

i just want to be held

everyone that even implies they care about me is fucking lying

NO ONE LOVES ME

I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED

and a wall of "AAAAAAAAAAAAAA [...]" that goes on for a very long time.

#personal #journal #cw mental breakdown #vitor anatoly

[telefonata]

[...] And my priority is/has always been myself first above all. [...] once I feel like it's time, I'll do a ritual. [...]

I'm going to ask someone about if there's anyone that constells the way I'm looking for. If it works out or not, I'm still doing a supplementary ritual anyways. I already have some idea of a few of the protocols I'm going to do, and that makes it all the better for me. Love is an action. And I'm going to start loving him again... eventually. When it's time, I will. (March 14th, 2021)

#constellation #shaman #love #vitor anatoly #growth #love is an action #self care #journal #tidbits #snippet

[telefonata]

March 14, 2021

I've been playing Kiss/Heartbreak Hotel on loop for two days straight now and only taking care of myself enough to keep reading all day. I'm disappointed in my inability to make myself useful at all since I can feel the resentment my aunt has for me building up, but I know that this is all I'm capable of right now. And today, I feel a little stronger. I've been feeling a little bit better every day.

#growth #vitor anatoly #personal #journal

[telefonata]

Real Love

"We Will Never Meet in Real Life" Samantha Irby

#romantic academia #reluctant academia #quote #light academia #dark academia #vitor anatoly

[telefonata]

peak heartbreak academia:

blasting music on loop

like. So loud.

the entire day.

but it's productive because you're reading memoirs about taxidermy and disappointment

even though your stack of assignments is a mile high

#heartbreak academia #reluctant academia #dark academia #light academia #memoirs #vitor anatoly