#vent.

[gameguy20100]

You know what? I think I'm done.

I'm done trying to write my fic when people don't want it. They want the same Lila salt fest over and over again.

I'm done trying to be positive and optimistic for the future when everyone wants to be negative and salty.

I'm done trying to speculate, analyse, and have fun. And the only notes I get are people insulting me and calling me stupid.

Miraculous Fandom. I'm done. You want me to quit? Fine. I quit.

#miraculous ladybug #ml fandom salt #vent. #personal #leaving this fandom #goodbye #ill miss you miraculous #it was a fun ride

[littledoggyboy]

I’m so fucking pissed

I’ve been looking for a roomate to move out with in august

My friend offers to be that roomate along with a few other people in a 4 bedroom place

I text her and ask her what the place is called

She responds “yeah you can live in the same building but we’ve already filled up all the spots in our apartment.”

Like. What the fuck. Why did you fuckinf offer then.

Now I’m back to square fucking one and I might not even be able to move out in august.

#vent.

[irishais]

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just discovered that i now have 9 dollars in my bank account, my entire paycheck on thursday is going to rent/bills/pre-auths and i won't be able to afford groceries/gas/going anywhere/doing anything/the fucking $40 copay for my surgical follow-up next wednesday.

i can't post this fic i'm working on that i'm really excited about until it's done bc then i WILL just give up on it--

and another day of checking my rp blog notes and finding that literally no one has replied to anything or answered any asks i've sent/sent me anything in return, despite pretty much every thread i have being in someone else's court.

it also very much feels like i'm now on the outside of every single social circle i have bc god forbid anyone get the Cancer Cooties.

#vent. #idk i'm just like. real fuckin' upset right now. #gotta put it somewhere. can't put it on fb bc god forbid my irl people know i have feelings.

[danizmomota]

bored

can someone send me manga panels or just images of Kaito please

I’m having thoughts again

#vent. #I’m just sad #Nothing else rlly #Dw abt me tho

[m0n0-t0n3]

it's chill I'm just not important to anyone and feel so alone :)

#vent. #gonna start tagging these ig

[cosmica-candy]

#vent.

[lancerfay]

Anyone want to explain why people take sapphic couples and demand that one of them be "the man" and the other "the woman" instead of just two women? Why does this happen not only in fandoms but also to real life people? Why do half of lesbian couples I meet have this constant annoying struggle where people demand to only see one as a surrogate man and usually that's the taller/larger/shorter haired/darker skinned/more into physical activities person?

Sure I personally think it's annoying when I see fandom content where people clearly exaggerate masc and femme coding in art, but that's just my personal preference and its theirs to draw fanart the way they do. Love that for them. Why is this also something that happens to people in the real world? Why am I having dates where the date is offput by the fact that I have short hair and wear outdoors clothes but also like makeup? As if because I'm not loudly femme I'm not allowed to be femme at all and must be some kind of butch. Why when I'm on a date with someone that looks mostly like me but who is black are they determined to be "the masc one" and I'm determined to now suddenly be some gentle femme when I wasn't the last time? (racism, obviously, but I'm asking rhetorically)

I live in a left-leaning city in the US, and the most common folks engaging in this behavior I see in real life are other queer people or the cis straight folks that have never met a lesbian in person before. Allies I find rarely if ever do this, probably because they realized that can still be accidentally holding onto some prejudice and stop themselves before they say something. I'm so, so sick of labels and the culture around them.

#vent. #If one more person tries to tell me how butch or femme or whatever else I am I'm going to throw them off the pier. #wow people contain multitudes and aren't fucking describable by marketable terms. Shocker.

[electrosquash]

i don't like when i have to exert heightened self control at all times because of bpd and its stigma and someone else just gets to make certain things their personality quirk.

i have to think every thought twice or get invalidated just on the basis of being a bit too emotional while having bpd. and you just get to lash out at the world for free??? yeah i think there's envy in there.

#vent.

[sanityshorror]

So the device I did all my writing on broke.. and the phone I have is not in good condition. I want to cry. Eugh.

#vent.

[ghost-in-my-backyard]

idek what's wrong with me atp like fucking sabotaged my own self today LIKE WHY WOULD I DO THAT WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME I WANNA GO HOME FUCKING DIEEEEEEEE

#vent. #dni