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7.5: the perilla leaf 》 series m.list
note: nah cos why did u guys blow up 6.5??? jus cos it was nasty sex ????? WAS THE MIRROR SEX CH NOT AS HOT ???? 😭 jus kidding … hello to my new readers !! hello to my day 1s !!! i’m so glad u’re here <3 enj this ch as we are near the end … i know i took a hot minute... but now u guys will know WHY. pls lmk ur thots ,, i am in desperate need of validation cos i’m losing motivation 😀✊🏽 mwah ,, wuv u all ,, until next time !
warnings: this ch is lengthy !!! i'm too lazy to do a word count... anyways,, miscommunication (jk & mina, mina & oc, eunwoo & jk & oc, etc etc), rejection (take a wild guess 😛) and jealousy ((take an even wilder guess)) angst & implied smut (((pls do not be like jk,, he’s such a douche in this ch))) oc has mean girl vibes... etc etc👨‍🍳✨
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When Yuna meets you, she's wearing Taehyung’s jersey. 
You keep your mouth shut about it, hoping if you don’t bring up her situationship with Taehyung—she won’t bring up yours with Jungkook. 
It’s simple girl logic. Something you’ve always loved about Yuna is that even though she is the nosiest human to ever exist—she knows her boundaries when it comes to you. With that, you’ve always felt safe with her. Eventually, you’ll tell her everything. Besides, what fun is being in a situationship when your loving friends come in with their thoughts and concerns? Evidentially bringing the truth to light and ending your delusion? 
No fun! 
Speaking of delusion…
“Oh my god,” Yuna gasps as she makes an effort to block your view. You huff at her, annoyed at how childish she’s acting. She waves her arms frantically, trying to keep you focused on the other side of the bleachers. Isn’t that ridiculous? For someone trying to get you to avoid looking a specific way, she draws all the attention to it.  “Babes, whatever you do, don’t look—___, seriously? Stop! Please, you’re just going to—”
In disbelief, you grumble; “why is Mina wearing Jungkook’s jersey?”
Your own words make you want to throw up. 
What the actual fuck. 
She’s standing a few feet away from the soccer team with her friends. The towels in their hands—at this point should be pompoms—make them look so… Entitled? You don’t even know half of the girls she’s standing with. Yet, you hate them. 
You despise them and the way they look so perfect. 
They’re all wearing a team member’s jersey… Mina just so happens to have Jungkook’s on. It makes you wonder… Did he give that to her? Did they meet after you two fucked? Did he really mean it when he said, “quickie?”
Did he mean anything he said to you at the party? Not that he was making promises... It's just irritating because you almost believed him. 
Believed in being his girl.
... Whatever that means.
His words were sweet but the way he looked into your eyes was his entire tell. They were sweeter. He had a softness in his gaze. It looked genuine—you swear it was. 
“I think the jerseys are from last season… Look!” Yuna tugs the fabric of the jersey sleeve to you and begins to point details out. “See? This is Taehyung’s from this season. It’s made of thinner material and even the colour is lighter! Mina’s is—”
You turn the other cheek, not bothering to entertain the rest of this conversation. What was the use? You’d only hurt yourself with all the overthinking and cause drama between you and Jungkook. Besides, you have faith in him. He knows how you feel when it comes to Mina… He wouldn’t push it, right? And if anything… You can’t seem to think of a reason why he would be upset with you right now. 
The quickie was just a quickie.
Not much to say. He was normal—until he left. Jungkook had left without saying goodbye and it made you feel a little weird. Not even a text? Not even a heads-up? Not even a kiss? Odd of him. 
Again, it’s nothing worth starting a fight. 
… And besides, when were you guys the type to fight over things like this? You two aren’t dating. Communication—in this sense—is it really necessary? 
“Shit,” Yuna nudges you. “She’s waving at us. Wave back so she doesn’t know we’re talking shit—”
“We’re not talking shit,” you hiss. “Who even cares?”
“Okay, jealous era!” Her words earn an eye roll from you. Quickly, you give in and flash Mina a faint smile and wave your hands at her. She giggles and returns to chatting with her friends. 
“Remind me again… Why did I come?” you groan as you take a seat. Ignoring you, Yuna sits down beside you and takes her phone out. You peek over and see that she’s texting Taehyung good luck. “Do you go to all their games?”
“I try to.”
“Why?”
“What do you mean why?” Yuna snorts. “Taehyung likes the support.”
You bite your tongue. 
Should you even ask? It’s probably safer to assume, right?
“Do you like Taehyung?” Your words come out of your mouth before you can stop yourself. Afraid of her reaction, you brace yourself for her defensiveness. Instead, her lips curve into a smirk.
“Do you like Jungkook?”
Stupid question. 
Just when Yuna thinks you’re about to react to her question, the crowd begins to cheer. You two turn your attention to the field where your Uni’s team and the opposing team all come out and shake each other’s hands. Then, they run a small lap around the bleachers and briefly greet everyone. 
You watch Jungkook in silence. You don’t cheer his name or even wave. It doesn’t matter though. He sees you. 
When he does, he playfully squints his eyes and tilts his chin up. With both of his hands, he makes the OK hand gesture and brings the circle parts to his eyes. Then, he flips one. 
69. 
Your eyes widen. As you throw your head back to laugh, out of instinct, you give him the middle finger. He chuckles and returns your gesture by blowing you a kiss.
Mina watches as he blows his kiss towards you.
Her cheers go quiet. For a split second, you two make eye contact. She smiles at you shyly. You gulp and turn your attention back to the field. Shortly, the game begins. As the crowd cheers, she finds her mood again. Meanwhile, your attention goes back and forth to Mina, cheering on the sidelines, and Jungkook, playing like losing isn’t an option.
For some reason, you feel a little bad. She’s so supportive and cute (you hate to admit it)… And he’s… Well, why does it matter what he is? All you know is that he isn’t hers. 
Yet, he isn’t yours either.  
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Jungkook scores the final goal. 
Of course, he does. 
As the crowd goes wild, you can’t help but join in. His teammates run to him, engulfing him like the ace he is. Jungkook pokes his head out and looks at the crowd. When his eyes land on you, you offer him and smile and a thumbs up. He sticks his tongue out at you before he returns to his victorious team. 
Shortly after, Yuna guides you down to the field the minute your area clears. As she does this, you can’t help but feel a little nervous. What were you going to say to him? Even if you had already seen and spent time with him today, right now feels a lot different. 
The way to the field isn’t that long of a walk. Suddenly, you’re standing across from him. He’s saying his last few goodbyes to his teammates and hanging back with Taehyung. Yuna sprints to Taehyung, happily congratulating him and teasing his soccer moves. You watch in awe as the two bond and laugh together. Walking to Jungkook, you keep your head high. 
He would be happy you showed up, right? You didn’t text him that you were coming… But this is a good surprise! At least, you hope it is. He mentioned not telling you about the game because he didn’t feel like begging you to come. Well, here you are. No begging and no sour attitude. You’re here for him. 
It’s all shits and giggles until Mina beats you to him.
He’s only a few steps away from you, but in an instant—he feels so far away. You pause, wondering if you should continue to walk to him. It doesn’t matter if he was watching or waiting for you to come to him; you can leave right now. You could turn around and just wait by the bleachers. Or… You could just go home.
Perhaps there’s a look in your eye that gives your thoughts away or maybe, your friends just know you too well. 
Yuna catches you backing away. She glares at you and side-eyes the direction towards Jungkook. In response, you shake your head with a polite smile—a smile that is trying to mask the fact that you kind of want to rip Mina’s cute head off. 
Polite. 
Just as you’re about to turn away, you feel someone grab onto your forearm. Looking up, you realize it’s Eunwoo. 
“When we were dating, I almost always begged you to come to these games,” Eunwoo complains, grinning ear to ear. “Funny seeing you here.”
Eunwoo isn’t on the team.
He doesn’t even play soccer, really. Basketball is more of his thing. In all fairness, he loves sports and a lot of his friends are on the soccer team. When you two were dating, you were almost never together on Friday nights because of these stupid games. He’d beg for you to come with him and you’d reject and promise him your Saturday night. 
“You aren’t even on the team,” you laugh, earning an embarrassed grin from him. “What’s the point of going to a game if your boyfriend isn’t on the team?”
He tilts his head. Suddenly, your words sink in. Did you really just say that?
“I came with Yuna!” you attempt to save yourself. “She always comes to these things… For Taehyung or something.. I—I just thought I’d c-check it out.”
Eunwoo gives you a funny look.
You aren’t sure if he bought your excuse but you’ll pretend like he did just to salvage any dignity you have left. Everything feels so embarrassing right now. Nothing is going your way and you just feel so out of place. 
Is it overstimulation?
You came all this way to see one person—why are there so many other people?
“Are you here to see Jungkook?” Eunwoo asks bluntly. “You know… Since he’s on the team.”
Eyes widened, you shake your head profusely. “Ew! W-what? No! Who said that? I’m here because my friends are on the team and—”
“You’re a bad liar,” he interrupts you. “Always have been. You should stick with being honest.”
You huff at him. Out of everyone here, he’s probably your safest option when it comes to admitting the truth. In a way—in your way—you give in.
“He’s talking to Mina.”
“Oh,” Eunwoo turns his head, seeing for himself what all your fuss is about. When he takes it all in, he turns back to you with a shrug. “She’s cute.”
“She is cute… You should date her.”
Eunwoo rolls his eyes before engulfing you in a bear hug. He ruffles your hair, knowing you hate it when he does this. You groan and shove him away from you. As you compose yourself, he sighs. 
“Yah, ___,” Eunwoo lifts his finger and points at you. With a serious tone, he warns you: “Don’t be so obvious with your jealousy. It hurts my feelings that you never acted this jealous when it came to me.”
You smile at him sweetly. “That’s because you’re a well-trained dog.”
“Ouch!” Eunwoo laughs, pretending you hurt his heart. “Yes, it’s true. What can I say? Any day being your bitch is a good day to be a dog… That’s why I’m still begging for you back even though I broke up with you.”
With a whiney tone, you say, “oh, shut up.” 
“Still a no to the whole getting-back-together-with-me thing?” he winks, sightly kidding and slightly not. You cross your arms and shake your head at him. He attempts one last time. “Awh, come on! We can even fake date just to get a reaction out of Jungkook… I have no problem betraying friendship for love.”
“Oh my god, shut up!”
This time, you roll your eyes at him and tell him he’s being ridiculous. You remind him that his little drunken confession at the party was close to meaningless. He knew from the very start that you’re the type to move on when things end. Good or bad, you never look back. You’ve lived your life this way for so long—you can’t recall whether it brought you more luck or pain. 
Eunwoo doesn’t care for your little speech. Instead, he laughs and continues to push your buttons.
“Wow, you must love Jungkook at this point. You know, you can just say that, right? You loveeee—“
You lunge yourself to him, attempting to playfully put him in a chokehold. He’s a lot taller than you so you struggle. Honesty, it’s cute and he can’t resist you. Eunwoo laughs and bends his knees, pretending to struggle as you seek revenge. He gives in, letting you have your way.
Meanwhile, Jungkook can’t concentrate on his conversation with Mina.
The big smile on his face faded as he watched you turn away when you were only a few steps away from him. How could you do such a thing? You walking towards him made him so happy. It was a sight he had been daydreaming of for the past few days. Though he saw you just hours before, he didn’t expect to see you at the game. 
He thought you didn’t care. 
Yet, there you were. 
Shit, how does he even begin to explain how it felt to see you there? How annoying it was when you threw your head back to laugh, and his heart raced like never before? He was obsessed with you. Every little thing you do—he was your number one fan. 
Except for moments like these. 
Where you hesitate as you walk towards him. Where you get distracted and forget about him just because your ex showed up.
Where you give up. 
“... And so, I guess… What I’m trying to ask is if you’d want to grab dinner with me and my friends? And then maybe we could do something after that… Alone? Like just the two of us?” Mina’s voice cuts in, interrupting Jungkook’s thoughts of you. “We could watch a movie at my place? My roommate went home for the weekend so we’d have the place to ourselves.”
He stares blankly, trying his best to process everything Mina is blabbing about. 
“Ohh… Thanks for the offer! You know the team and I usually celebrate with dinner together, right? ” Jungkook says it happily as if he isn’t rejecting her. “Next time?”
Idiot, Jungkook thinks to himself.
No next time. No this time. No nothing.
Why does he do this? Why does he always push things back for Mina when he doesn’t even want to reschedule? He doesn’t want to reject her… But he does.
Within seconds, the disappointment in Mina’s eyes fades when she comes up with a solution. Her eyes light up, believing in the compromise she’s about to pitch. “Then maybe I could join you guys? Taehyung and Yuna already know me and—”
“But it’s a team thing.”
Mina’s eyebrows furrow. Slightly offended, she pushes the conversation. “Oh… But Eunwoo goes. Yuna does too. She isn’t on the team—she’s just dating Taehyung.”
“No, she isn’t,” Jungkook laughs, finding the assumption cute. “At least, not yet.”
It’s not that funny, though. Mina doesn’t laugh and the silence between the two is heavy. Her facial expression drops, indicating her mood shifts to something less enthusiastic.
Annoyance?
Desperation?
Hurt.
“___ isn’t on the team. She isn’t dating you… But she’ll be there, right?” Mina chokes her words out as if she’s accepting her defeat. Saying this is a wildcard, but she plays it anyway. “Or what I mean to say is that she’s not dating you… Not yet. Haha.”
Jungkook opens his mouth, but nothing comes out. It’s dry and it’s… Nothing. No words, no thoughts.
He can’t think of a defense and he isn’t even really sure what he’s supposed to say. In his lifetime, he has gotten more than a handful of confessions… But for some reason, this one feels painful.
Pitiful.
“I don’t know what you want me to say,” Jungkook breathes. He scratches the back of his neck and looks at Mina shyly. “I really appreciate the support—I really do. It’s just… I never wanted yours.”
Mina stares at him blankly.
“Okay, I get that… But… This is what you do when you like someone. You do thoughtful things they never ask for. You sit through their practices even if it’s pouring rain or hot as fuck. You wash your towels with their favourite laundry detergent because they mentioned they're sensitive to strong scents—no, actually… I think you drive them home and ignore the other girl who sits with his friends and waits for him… Right? You blow her kisses from across the field instead of the girl that helped set up for the game.”
Jungkook’s heart drops. 
“Mina—”
“I waited for you and you never came. You didn’t even text me. Do you know how that feels? To wait for someone and they don’t even—god, I like you so much I made myself look sooo stupid.” Mina groans in frustration. She puts her hands to her face, taking a breath in before continuing to get things off her chest.
“I should’ve left. Instead, I stayed and checked my phone every two minutes in case you texted. Then, I thought, okay… At least I can try to bond with your friends. But you know what? All they could talk about was you and ___. I sat there, listening and nodding like an idiot.”
Fuck.
Jungkook wants to sympathize with her, but can’t find the words or the strength to reach out. As he hesitates, Mina gathers her final thoughts and makes her last few moves. Abruptly, she shoves the towel in her hands to Jungkook’s chest. 
“She didn’t even know you joined the team again after quitting. She has never gone to a game until today. She doesn’t even chant your name or cheer when you score a goal. She’s over there, flirting with her ex-boyfriend while you’re here rejecting me.” Mina fumes. “Is that who you’re going to pick over me? If so, fine. Nice choice, Jungkook. I wish you the best. Thanks for wasting my time.”
“You chose to be here. Look at yourself. Why are you even wearing that?” Jungkook points at the jersey she has on. Mina tightens her lips, suddenly feeling ridiculous. She pushes past him but pauses when Jungkook mumbles the words, “You led yourself on.”
Sharply, Mina raises her voice. “She doesn’t even want you.”
Ouch. 
Mina’s words hit Jungkook right in the heart. Right in the spot where his insecurities and overthinking take place—the words strike him. 
They hurt him.
They kill him.
“Don’t speak for her,” he warns, gaze lowered and stern. “She may not have cheered as loud as you during the game, but who fucking cares when she was chanting my name the other night… Or was it before the game today? I can’t remember. Fucked around too much to remember.”
Mina darts Jungkook a glare. “You’re an insensitive asshole. Do you know that?”
Jungkook huffs, beginning to feel frustrated. “Your feelings are yours, my feelings are mine. So, you don’t get to say shit about ___ to me—not about the way she treats me or her choices. I’m a grown man, Mina. I can figure it out when I need to pull out and how much shit I can take.”
“Mind giving me a few lessons, then?” she asks, eyes beginning to tear up. “I think I put up with yours for a minute too long.”
Everything becomes difficult in that exact second. There’s so much empathy Jungkook wants to express, but can not. He should not. He needs to pull away now or else he would be doing exactly what she’s accusing him of doing—leading her on. 
“I’m sorry, Mina,” Jungkook apologizes softly, truly feeling stuck. “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.”
Mina sighs, eyes watery from the tears that threaten to fall. “You’re a grown man, Jungkook. You can figure it out when you need to pull out and how much shit you can take.” 
Jungkook lowers his head, feeling bad for his harsh words. A part of him hates how this interaction went down. He could’ve been kinder. He should’ve been kinder. At the same time, it feels like this is all worth it. There’s no better way to end things than just to cut everything off. 
Still, he attempts one last time. 
“Mina,” Jungkook raises his face and looks at her in the eyes. “Look, I was as honest as I could be. I didn’t know I would like her so much. I didn’t know I’d feel this way about her at all… It just happened. I don’t mean to be an asshole. I didn’t mean to lead you on. I’m so sorry. With my whole heart, I am so fucking sorry."
Mina gulps, a little taken aback by his words. There’s a relief in her heart when Jungkook expresses his feelings to her. At least, there was clarity.
At least, he was honest.
At least, it ends like this. 
She balls her fists and raises them. Waving them in the air, slowly and cutely, she smiles at Jungkook one last time.
Softly, she cheers, “go, Jungkook. Go.”
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In the past, the friendgroup seating arrangement was a no-brainer. The order always went: other friends, you, Yuna, Taehyung, and then Jungkook. This was the blueprint. 
Tonight, it’s different.
It earns a few confused looks, but nothing major. No one thinks twice about it. Maybe that’s because they didn’t catch the small moment in between—the one where Jungkook tugged on the hem of your crewneck and you complied. Taking a seat beside him, he keeps his hands near yours.
Though the restaurant is packed and busy, sitting beside Jungkook feels slow. 
Was this even possible? For time to feel like it slows down when you’re beside him? It’s like every gesture he makes, every word that comes out of his mouth, and every stolen glance at you feels mindlessly slow. Yet, your heart races beside him. Even then, you can’t deny how gentle he is. 
How every fingertip brush he makes is intentional. How he eventually hooks his pinky onto yours. How he inches closer and closer to you. Each time, you look away and pretend you don’t notice it. You do. You really do. 
It feels strange.
Back at the field, it felt like he didn’t pay attention to you. Was it because of whatever he and Mina had discussed moments before? He didn’t talk about it when he joined you and Eunwoo. Instead, he kindly greeted you two and excused himself to quickly shower at the locker room before heading out to dinner. You and Eunwoo agreed to wait for him. 
So, you can’t put your finger on it.
He was acting strange, but it wasn’t like anyone else was saying anything about it. A part of you wonders if it’s all in your head. Even though he had acknowledged your presence and excused himself politely—it felt like he was distant. 
It hurt your feelings. 
Why is he acting so weird? The possibilities you make in your head feel limited. The entire way here, you kept replaying moments between you two recently. What could have gone wrong? What could you have done wrong? What about him changed his mind about you? These thoughts flooded your mind so much that you didn’t even realize that he tugged on your crewneck for you to sit down beside him. 
Now, here you are. 
Mind racing with anxious thoughts, sitting beside the man who is the cause.
Your mind is telling you one thing, but his actions are proving otherwise. You don’t know which to believe and it makes you unsure of what to do. Everything is muffled and you can barely make out the small talk happening around you. The only thing clearer than your confused feelings are Jungkook’s gentle touches.
… That is until Yuna and Eunwoo begin to argue. 
“Don’t you usually sit beside her?”
Yuna dismisses him. “Who cares?”
“I do,” Eunwoo protests. “If anyone is going to steal your seat, it’s going to be me!”
“No! You can’t. You can sit beside Taehyung—”
Eunwoo crosses his arms at her. “I thought you liked me. Am I no longer your favourite?”
His words trigger Yuna’s shoulders to drop. She bites her tongue and side eyes Jungkook. Jungkook catches her look and simply clears his throat. Then, he nudges you. 
“Let Yuna sit beside you.” Jungkook’s tone is serious yet casual. You tilt your head at him and give him a weird look. 
“Why does it matter?” you press. In all honesty, you aren't sure of what answer to expect. You're just poking the bear just because you can.
“I’m sitting beside you,” Jungkook points out. “It only makes sense that Yuna sits on your other side. Your favourite people in the world, you know?”
Unfazed, you shake your head. “Be honest… Do you not want Eunwoo to sit beside me?”
“I’m sitting beside you. Focus on that.”
You huff. “It’s yes or no, Jungkook.”
“Or.”
He answers without a lighthearted tone. Without a smile. Without the intention of miscommunicating what he wants. You can’t help but pity him. It’s obvious he’s a little sensitive right now and considering how he left things with you earlier—maybe you should be kinder. Maybe you should cater to him tonight. 
But… At the same time… 
Jungkook is being difficult, so maybe you should run the same play. 
Okay, fine. 
Since the ball is in your court, you shoot your shot. 
“Eunwoo,” you say sweetly, “sit beside me. Yuna can sit beside Taehyung.”
Taehyung, who is sitting across from you, gulps. He instantly feels like he’s caught in the middle. Between trying to please every request Yuna throws at him to catering to his friends—when would this agony end? When could he finally have peace and not get poop anxiety from all this drama?
“But ___—”
You hush your best friend. Yuna pouts and glares at Eunwoo. Truth be told, she doesn’t care if she’s the one sitting beside you or not—she just didn’t want it to be Eunwoo. For Jungkook’s sake; she wanted it to be him. But by the looks of it, Jungkook is in a mood and you’re way too in your head tonight. Ultimately, she accepts her defeat and slumps beside Taehyung. 
Taehyung tries to cheer her up by pointing at her favourite foods. It works. She instantly smiles and sits up with pep. He lets out a breath of relief and shares a look with Jungkook. A, that-was-a-close-one kind that makes Jungkook laugh. You watch as he laughs and can’t help but feel your annoyance begin to fade. 
Okay… It’s confirmed. He’s in a weird mood tonight, but he’s still Jungkook. 
He is still your Jungkook. 
As Eunwoo settles beside you, he strikes up a conversation with the other teammates around him. On your left, you just hear Eunwoo talking your ear off. On your right, Jungkook goes on his phone and goes quiet. Only every so often would he chuckle or make a side comments. 
It’s then that you realize you hate where you’re sitting. 
So, you do the only logical thing you can. 
Flirt with him.
Slowly, you place your hand on Jungkook’s thigh. You lean forward, pressing some weight on him. He puts his phone down and looks up at you. Cutely, you smile at him and take your hands off his lap. 
Patting his head, you softly tell him; “Jungkook, you played well.”
You run your fingers through his damp hair and look into his eyes. You bat your eyelashes a few times, attempting to act cute. Deep inside, you hope this works. You hope you win him over. 
You do.
Right then and there, all his plans go out the window. He will never get used to this. He loves hearing praises from your lips. In complete trance of how you say it, what you say, and why you say it—everything. He craves for you to be obsessed with him the way he is with you. 
So, fuck it.
He could pause his sulky attitude for you. 
Anything for you. 
Jungkook’s lips curve into a half smile. “Don’t be cute.”
“Why?” you pout. “Is it working?”
“Are you trying to entice me?” He chuckles before leaning close to you and lowering his voice. “It’s working, I’ll admit that… But it’s kind of shameless of you to be trying so hard right now. Our friends are here, ___… Don’t start shit you can’t finish, pookie.”
Playfully, you hit his shoulder. “I always finish.”
“Is that so?”
You look at him as innocent as possible. “Yeah. Thanks to you.”
Jungkook goes dizzy.
As he’s about to make a shameless remark, the waiter squeezes himself in between you two and places water down for the table. Everyone thanks him and reaches for a cup. Jungkook hands you one and you drink it. 
“Thirsty as always,” he shakes his head at you fondly. 
Then, he takes a sip of his water. By complete accident, some water spills and gets the corner of his mouth and a bit of his chin wet. You laugh, put down your cup, and tug on your sleeves. Without much thought, you move closer to him and use your sleeves to dry him. 
“You always spill your drink,” you nag. “Are you a child?”
He stays still, not wanting you to move away. “No.”
You taunt him. “Baby.” 
“Who the fuck is baby?” Jungkook mimics. 
Lowering your gaze, you send him a warning look. He laughs and puts his hands up in surrender. As you finish cleaning him up, you sneak in a final comment. “Yah, a lot of girls would break up with you if you do this shit on a first date… Such an ick. Imagine going out with a guy that needs a sippy cup.”
Jungkook rolls his eyes at how extensive you’re stretching this out. “It’s charming. I make it charming. My girlfriend would just have to get over it. It’s that simple.”
“Sure,” you agree with a sarcastic tone. “As if I can ever get over it.”
At this point, Jungkook is going to lose track of how many times you’ve made his heart skip a beat. This is completely unfair. How do you say shit like that so easily and captivate him without even knowing? Should he say something about it? 
As he opens his mouth to speak, he loses his chance. 
“___, Jungkook,” Eunwoo chimes in, “Since this is ___’s first time eating with the team… Should we just order our usual?”
Jungkook nods, agreeing with the suggestion. You do the same and state you feel indifferent. Eunwoo then goes on and on about the food. He tells you about the dishes he thinks you’ll like and which ones you should avoid due to your preferences. All the shit he says are things Jungkook has noticed about you before—it just annoys the hell out of him that Eunwoo is telling you all this shit like he’s still your boyfriend. 
He isn’t. 
So, he should shut the fuck up, right?
Jungkook’s thoughts are put on pause when his phone vibrates. He looks at the notification and reads:
Yuna [8:07PM]: stop making that face
Yuna [8:07PM]: idk if u're jealous or need to shit
Jungkook [8:08PM]: lol but like did u see her flirting w me 😌🤘
Yuna [8:08PM]: yes. do u want a medal or smt?
Jungkook [8:09PM]: she wants me fr 🦄💕
Yuna [8:11PM]: is that why she nd eunwoo look like they're abt to kiss?? 😳
Instantly, Jungkook looks up from his phone and turns to you. You're just laughing and talking with Eunwoo. No kissing in sight.
Yuna [8:11PM]: made u look 🤣
Jungkook [8:13PM]: not funny.
Yuna's laughter fills the room. You turn to her, breaking away from your conversation with Eunwoo.
"What's so funny?" you ask.
She shrugs with a smug smile on her face. Pointing at him, she teases, "Jungkook's in a mood."
You look at Jungkook and see him roll his eyes. He sinks into his seat and mutters a few inaudible words. From the looks of it, you can almost swear that his eyes were a little teary. Was he about to cry or something?
"You okay?" you ask him softly. Your concern grows as he lifts his face and looks at you. He looks tired. Exhausted even. "Do you wanna talk?"
Jungkook feels a sense of relief.
You care.
Thank god you care.
In response, he squeezes your thigh. “I’m good,” he promises. “You okay?”
You nod, leaning in. “More than.”
It happens so fast. Your eyes fluttered closed, and you were barely an inch away from his lips. He even dipped his head—and then you caught yourself.
Holy shit, were you just about to kiss him? In front of everyone? When did this become second nature? You want to believe that only you caught yourself… But it’s too late. Jungkook was bracing himself. 
He knew what you were about to do. He was giving in too.
As you break away, his heart breaks a little. Laughing awkwardly, you turn back to Eunwoo and continue your conversation with him. At this point, he isn’t sure if he’s just hangry or purely annoyed with everything and everyone. He feels so alone. He hates that you’re right beside him too. 
He’s so fucking over this. 
When the food arrives, the spread is breathtaking. Maybe it’s because everyone is hungry as fuck and the game was a huge success, but the mood suddenly lightens. The smell of meat being grilled and the sound of the side dishes being passed around was music to everyone’s ears. 
As Jungkook grills the meat, he places the first one ready on your plate. He continues to pile your plate. With lingering eyes, Taehyung groans out in frustration. 
“Yah!” He cries, “that’s unfair. You can’t possibly give ___ all that meat! Give me some!”
Yuna hits him playfully and tells him to let Jungkook be. She reaches over to the other grill and places meat on his plate. Taehyung huffs, and sinks into his seat. 
“Jungkook used to put meat on my plate first.” Taehyung continues to whine.
You all hear him but choose to ignore his words. You aren’t even sure how you’re supposed to act with this. Jungkook was always sweet to you. He has always looked out for you. He has been a gentleman… Now that you’re paying attention to him—you can’t help but feel so infatuated. 
You're drawn to him.
“Do you even eat that much meat?” Eunwoo teases, as he reaches over your plate and picks a piece of meat off. He shoves it in his mouth and you laugh at him. His cheeks are all puffy from the food he stuffed in. 
“No, but that doesn’t mean you can steal it off my plate,” you mutter. “You’re such a thief.”
“I stole your heart once upon a time,” he reminds you. “I’ll be the thief if you’re the cop.”
You cringe at him. “Thank god you broke up with me.”
“You used to love my lines!” Eunwoo jokes, suddenly ruffing your hair like how he did at the field. You shove his hand away and groan at him. 
Jungkook witnesses it all.
The entire time, he feels like he’s being tortured. Sure, you’re allowed to have other guy friends. Sure, you’re allowed to have exes… So why was this bothering him so much? Eunwoo is a good guy too! He’s his friend and it’s not like Jungkook has dibs. If we’re being realistic—Eunwoo had you first. 
Cue Jungkook’s insecurities. 
Do they know how long it took for Jungkook to get to where he is with you right now? How long he had to wait just for him to be able to hook your pinkies together under a table? How long it took for you to sit down beside him without arguing? How long it took for you to accept his presence? How long it took him to get you to act cute?
Too long.
And here Eunwoo is—a mere ex-boyfriend—getting your banters and treating you like you’re still his. 
It makes Jungkook sick to his stomach. He’s losing his appetite by the second.
His thoughts are put on pause when Eunwoo proclaims: “___, look! Our favourite… Perilla leaves!”
Jungkook’s eyes bulge. 
You smile at Eunwoo and practically celebrate with him. As he picks one up with his chopsticks, another sticks to it. As you pick up your chopsticks, you take the other side and peel the perilla leaf apart. Together, you and Eunwoo giggle and wrap the perilla leaf with some meat. Suddenly, he brings his wrapped perilla leaf to your mouth. Happily, you eat what he offered.
“Good bite, baby.” Eunwoo praises you.
With a mouth full, you childishly hit him and scold him for not taking a bite himself. Eunwoo listens and picks up another perilla leaf. You two repeat to peel them a part and—
Jungkook wants to kill himself.
Oh god, he wants to rip Eunwoo’s head off. 
To make matters worse, Yuna attempts to be of rescue.
"Eunwoo," she gasps. "Aren't you being a little too shameless?"
Eunwoo shrugs as he prepares another bite for you. "Yuna, just because there's a goalie doesn't mean I can't score."
That does it. Something inside Jungkook snaps. He wants to be so mad at you—no, he is so mad at you.
How could you do this to him? How could you let Eunwoo say such things?
Don’t you know what this all means? Falling in love. Marriage. Children. A whole fucking nuclear future with someone that wasn’t him. It’s fucking insane you’d let Eunwoo go this far… And right in front of Jungkook? Were you serious? Do you hate him this much?
In a hurry, Jungkook takes his phone and opens his iMessage. He taps on your name— which is easy because it’s pinned—and sends you a text. 
Then, he puts his phone down and begins to shove food into his mouth. He stays quiet and glares at the meat as if the meat did him wrong too. He can’t even begin to express how he feels—it’s just all over the place. He is all over the place.
When his text is sent, your phone vibrates. You glance at Jungkook, a little confused as you see that he sent you a text. Sliding your phone open, you tap on his message.
mfker [8:32PM]: video attachment
Curiously, you tap on the video. As it loads, you turn down your phone volume just in case it was too loud. When the volume icon goes away, your screen reveals a familiar zooming in shot of Jungkook's face. He rolls his eyes and you hear yourself laugh. Suddenly, the angle switches to you holding the camera out at arms length.
You see the corner of your face. Your boobs. Your ass. His abs. His smirk. Him. Naked.
Your hands fly to your mouth, stopping yourself from gasping out-loud.
The sex tape.
Your sex tape with him.
In a split second, you shut your phone and turn it over. Wide-eyed, you push yourself away from the table and make the effort to excuse yourself. Everyone acknowledges your announcement but for Jungkook. He doesn’t even look up.
As you get up, you turn to him. You utter under your breath, “meet me outside. We need to talk.”
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The minute Jungkook slams his car door shut, you get right to the point. 
“What the fuck was that?”
Jungkook settles into his seat, unafraid of your anger. He was unashamed. What he did was reckless, yes, but it was no mistake. 
With a nonchalant tone, he answers you. “What? The video? You told me to send it to you.”
Groaning, you bring your hands to your face. “Not during dinner! Not when our friends are sitting beside us! That was fucking embarrassing. Are you trying to humiliate me? That shit is private. It's us intimate. What kind of game are you playing—”
“I’m not playing any fucking game,” Jungkook controls his rage. “Why are you so embarrassed? Because it’s me fucking you in that video and not Eunwoo?”
Your eyes widen at his words. 
You want to scream. Instead, with a calm and slow tone, you confront him. “So… That’s what this is about?” 
Jungkook sighs heavily, clearly fed up with this conversation already. He doesn’t answer you. Instead, he reaches over and opens his glove compartment. As he rummages through, you huff at his avoidance. When he finds what he needs, he aggressively shuts the compartment closed. You watch as he brings his device to his lips. Inhaling, he takes a hit of his vape. 
You glare at him.
“Can you do that on your own time? I’m trying to talk to you.”
He turns to you and blows a puff at you. 
“Jungkook,” you warn him, “stop it.”
In response, he shrugs and takes a final hit. 
“I didn’t even know you vape,” you say quietly. “Aren’t you supposed to take care of your body and shit? As an athlete?”
He chuckles at the label. Athlete. Sure, that’s what he was… But he was also on a break for a good amount of time. He was also human. 
“I’m just stressed,” he admits. “You make me stressed.”
You laugh and take the opportunity to grab the vape from his hands. Without much thought, you open your door and toss it out. He rolls his eyes and just as he’s about to open his car door to retrieve it—you catch his wrist. 
“Can you focus on me?” 
As much as he hates to admit it, your words will always win him over. Even though he hesitates, he surrenders. Jungkook settles himself into his seat again and puts his hands on the wheel. Bowing his head, he shuts his eyes and takes a moment. 
Silence fills the car as you two try to figure out which direction this conversation should go. So far, not so good. 
You attempt once again. This time, you go from a different angle. 
“Why did you leave me earlier today? I know you were busy but… You didn’t even say goodbye.” In all honesty, you hate it when you say shit like this. You feel so weak and like you could let out a sob in between words. Not to mention the fact that you’re rarely in this position. This was new. You have never fought for anyone the way you fight for Jungkook.
“I had a game.”
Jungkook’s concise answer irks you. Was he fucking serious? Could he try even just a little bit?
“I know you had a game.. At least, I found out through Mina’s Instagram post… Which… I mean, you didn’t even bother telling me you had a game. Yuna goes to those—I can too.”
No.
That’s not even what you really mean to say. What you mean to say is: I want to go to your games. I want you to want me to be there. I want you to care if I’m there or not. I want to be the one wearing your fucking jersey. 
Jungkook responds plainly, “I told you… I didn’t feel like begging for you to come.”
“You don’t have to beg,” you pitch. “I would have—”
“You would have what?” he sneers. “Would you have come then? Without me asking? Without me telling you? Or did you come out of spite? Like, the fact that Mina was around me and you weren’t… Is that what brought you to me today?” 
Hilarious.
Wow, what a dick.
“No,” you object. “I came because you came over for a quickie and then left. Without a word. Without a kiss. It was unlike you. I wanted to talk about it but you’re acting like this and I can’t—I don’t understand what’s going on. Jungkook, what’s going on?”
At this point, you're practically desperate. You reach for his hands. Eyes searching for his, he shakes your grip off his hands the second you intertwine them. You furrow your eyebrows, completely confused and shocked at his rejection. Wasn’t this what he wanted?
“I hate you.”
Suddenly, your throat feels dry. In an attempt to calm your mind, you search for his hands again. For the second time, he pushes yours away. Then, you brace yourself. What he says next could ultimately be the end… Right? This is where everything is headed. 
The end. 
Then, he says the oddest thing. 
“I hate perilla leaves.”
You tilt your head at him. “What?”
“Are you going to marry him?”
You blink.
“Who?”
“Eunwoo.”
For a moment, you wonder if he’s joking. Was he actually serious? Your question is answered as Jungkook lifts his head and looks at you with a sad expression. It takes you by surprise. Come to think of it—you’ve never seen him upset. At least, not like this. Not sad. Not defeated.
“You’re mad at me… Because of a perilla leaf?”
Your loss for words. Unexplainable. Unbelievable.
He looks at you with despair. “Do you not get it? ___, the next thing to happen after you peel perilla leaves with someone is holding hands with them. Then, you fall in love. Marriage. Babies. What about me? What happens to me, huh? What happens to us? You don't even hold my hand.”
You’re dumbfounded. 
“Jungkook, you can’t be serious…”
“He patted your head. Are you a fucking dog?”
Sharply, you mention, “I patted your head too.”
It doesn’t matter. He looks at you dead in the eyes. “Eunwoo is supposed to be your ex-boyfriend, not your fiancé.”
You almost gag. “He’s not my fiancé—”
“You peeled the perilla—no. You let him feed you. Fuck you for that.”
Frustrated, you curse. “Holy shit, do you hear yourself?” 
He doesn't utter another word. Instead, he stays quiet. Then, when you open your mouth to speak, he beats you to it.
“I hate Eunwoo.”
A beat.
“I hate Mina.”
Just as expected, Jungkook provokes you. 
“What the hell does Mina have to do with this—”
“Everything!” you express rather triggered. "Look, I don't know what you expect from me. I’m not going to go to your fucking practices with a towel in my hand ready to wipe your precious golden sweat. I’m not Mina—”
Jungkook cuts you off only to repeat his question. “What the hell does you not being Mina have to do with all of this? How does that justify the perilla leaf?”
At this point, you feel like you're losing your mind. Childishly, you chant: “Fuck the perilla leaf. The issue is that you're all about her. Mina this, Mina that! You’re so fucking annoying with her—”
Jungkook snaps. “Are you this insecure?”
“Fuck that,” you grumble. “She was wearing your jersey today. How do you think that made me feel?”
He glares at you. “You’re fucking insane if you think I rather see her wear my jersey over you.”
“Why’d she have it on then?” you interrogate. “Are you fucking her too?”
Line: crossed.
There's madness in Jungkook's eyes. His chest burns in slow anger and feels like he's overheating from everything you've said and done thus far. He's tired.. He feels like he's losing.
Fuck it.
One last fight.
One last try.
“Are you fucking serious?” Jungkook slows down his words, trying his best not to raise his voice. It’s so fucking hard. He’s so irritated by your attitude and your fucking delusion. “___, I acted like a total douche to Mina today so she’d leave me alone. I feel horrible already, but I also feel relieved. So, stop it. You don’t have to hate her. You shouldn’t hate her. You don’t need to make these fucking assumptions because that’s just out of line.”
Like fire, your own anger consumes you. “Are you defending her?”
“There’s nothing to defend,” he insists, voice beginning to tremble. “Holy shit, I was such a douche to her already so you can chill.”
You glare at him. “I am chill.”
Lies.
“You gave me a blowjob that one time so I wouldn’t make it to my dinner plans with her,” he comments. “That was a pretty bitch move.”
Out of reflex, your mouth drops a little. You can not believe it. Did he really bring that up? “Excuse me?”
Jungkook blinks at you. “It was a bitch move. I didn’t mind, though. Why? Because it felt like you wanted me. Every time you make me feel that way—I can’t let that shit go.”
“So what? Do you want me to say thank you?” you spit. “Are you fucking kidding me? I don’t care if you—”
“You never asked for it, I get that,” Jungkook interrupts you. He takes a minute. Suddenly, he recalls his moment with Mina at the field and feels his heart break a little. So... This is what it feels like to be on the receiving end. “What I’m saying is that I stopped entertaining her because I—well, I thought it would ease your heart. You overthink so fucking much, I'm beginning to run out of solutions. Do you even know how much I hate your jokes? The ones about me talking to other girls? I hate them. I only talk to you. I only think of you. Only you.” 
Your heart drops. 
“I never asked for any of that.” 
Something is wrong.
All your words are wrong. Everything you want to say is not coming out of your mouth. What you mean to say to him is; oh my god. You didn’t have to do that for me, but I feel so seen and heard that you did. 
Jealousy has always been a funny thing. Never has it been triggered the way it is when it comes to you and Jungkook. Though some may argue this to be toxic, it is simply the truth about relationships. Jealousy is a healthy emotion as long as it is expressed and validated moderately. It’s so hard to be upset with Jungkook when his confessions are so wholesome. He did a kind thing for you. He did it to bring you peace. Here you are, acting ungrateful because you can’t fathom the way he cares for you.
Jungkook huffs. “___, that’s exactly it. You never need to ask when it comes to me. Whatever you want, I give. I fold. Tenfold. That’s the fucking cycle we’re in and I’m beginning to get sick of it.” 
A silence falls upon you two. All you hear are the raindrops from the sky begin to splat on his window. For a moment, you get so lost in your thoughts, that your head begins to hurt. After a few more moments of silence, you realize it isn't your head.
It's your heart.
It feels like a knife has been stabbed into it—his and yours. All at once, it just aches. You both feel it. Your hearts grow tired and fragile.
Truly, it's ironic how the gentle silence is ruined by such brutal words. It's then when the knife, that was stabbed into both of your hearts, twists.
"What do we do now?"
"I think we need a break."
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chrollohearttags · 4 months
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sweet cherry!!! 🍒 I am lurking on the ai conversation!! 👀
I think the problem with ai writing (and ai art) is that the more that it "feeds" off of what people put into it, the more it learns, and the better it gets. while it's becoming a bigger issue day by day, you're right in that it's usually quite simple to spot what's ai and what's human generated. I think the issue will come when those differences become much more nuanced or even nonexistent, and like anon said, it'll get to a point where the flaws are so small it'll be so easy to use and begin eclipsing human artists (im sorry I work in ai and it fascinates me I luv u mwah mwah)
marleyyy, my sweet love!!! 💕💕 I’m so happy you popped into my inbox!! hope ur doing well babes.
but I think you’re absolutely right!! I think it’ll get to a point that we won’t be able to tell one from the other. It’s a technology that’s constantly evolving + growing, where as we (imo) are kinda regressing as a ppl and obv, stealing art/writing is awful and it’s definitely something that should be addressed. It just really makes me concerned for the future and just how far it’ll go. I mean we’ve seen deep fakes and all that stuff and I’ve even seen AI music covers, etc. like you said, it really is a fascinating thing to learn abt bc it’s something that genuinely makes me curious. Like can there be a gray area for AI or like an instance where it’s used in a “good” way?? What else is it capable of doing and will it get to a point where it no longer ‘needs’ human input? (luv u too babes!! thank u for sharing ur insight on it!!)
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bylertruther · 7 months
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list 5 things that make u happy then put this in the askbox of 10 of ur followers/mutuals. get to know them!
hm.
1: when someone likes me as sincerely as i like them. i don't consider relationships to be elaborate transactions, but it is still nice when the depth of that connection is relatively balanced. i care for you and genuinely mean it, and you care for me and genuinely mean it. i'm interested in you and want to see you be well, and you're interested in me and want to see me be well. that kind of thing, where you can think of someone and know exactly how they feel with no doubt in your heart. doesn't have to be that you express your feelings in the same way, but that you both get it without having to doubt, worry, or ask for reassurance.
2: when people enjoy the food that i make / sharing a meal with someone. smth smth i love you, i want us both to eat well. few things better than sharing a meal with someone you appreciate, and knowing you were able to not only sustain them, but also make them feel good. just makes me warm all over n fills my heart with a feeling i can't quite explain. doesn't even have to be a full dish, even just preparing someone a simple snack, getting them a drink, or buying their groceries makes me happy.
3: when people trust me or feel safe around me. whether that's by opening up to me, going to me when they're hurt, being willing to voice a differing opinion in our discussions, wanting to hear my thoughts or advice, venting or ranting or infodumping to me, bringing up a concern, showing me an interest/thing they're embarrassed of, or whatever else, i always treasure that and let it fluff my heart up three times its size. i like being allowed in and try my best to not break anything.
4: when people See me. whether that's actually remembering the little things that i say but thought no one had paid attention to or noticing my presence. definitely not always, but sometimes people tend to pay attention to the way that i make them feel or what i can do for them, not exactly ... me. so when someone does mention something in passing that signals they've been paying attention and even thinking of it in their own time, it's like. whoa. outside affirmation tht i am indeed a human being? hello? sends me into shock every time (and i do notice, btw, even if i try to be cool and normal about it on the outside).
5: king of the hill. s'jus good television. i'm in the process of a rewatch rn and it's always a good time. sweet, funny, n hits the spot—doesn't get any better than that i tell you what.
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prettyboykatsuki · 7 months
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excuse my disturbance and my bad english but i must say that im completely in love with your mind. at this point it feels like a puzzle and every other post you make gives me another piece and i have to figure out where to place it, it gives me an idea of the way you think of certain things? hope it doesn't sound weird. im just trying to express my fascination of your writings and the indepth of your overall characterisations especially. this started with your perception of the itoshi brothers because for me they have been frustrating to understand. its like they are pretty much an open book so it's not hard to understand them and their bond and read into their personality at all but sometimes it feels so blurry you know? and i just can't connect it and it makes me insane. but the way you put them into words feels so easy and simple that makes me even more insane. maybe im just crazy and obsessed about it i honestly dont know. the way you also generally use sexuality as a tool to explain characters feelings/mind is so interesting to me as an inexperienced person. so yeah i just wanted to let you know that i really really appreciate your writings! and what i originally wanted to ask is what books do you think the itoshis would read? or which authors they'd prefer? the books a person reads gives me an idea of their mind, and i love you characterisation of rin and sae so i would love to know your thoughts if you don't mind! sending lots of love :)
WAH!! first of all hello! ur english is perfectly find and understandable do not worry at all!!! but also the opening sentence for this ask is so sweet as is the rest of it?? im flopping around like a wet noodle and whatnot.
i feel like i never make any sense like in the slightest so this ask really surprised me a lot JFSDKJSFS. im always talking out of my ass and while being articulate is important to me i only succeed like half of the time in my own head. so it means a lot that you think the way !! and im really honored that u are so fascinated by my smooth wrinkle free brain
i think the itoshi bros are indeed frustrating if you're not like really consciously examining their characters which most people arent since bllk is primarily about isagi!!! while the rin sae arc is really good its still a side plot and its mostly meant for rin. it took me another good long read and some brainstorming to figure out what sae was like because on the surface he's a really shitty jerk
i like to think of myself as a character first writer!! my stories are not as driven by the environment as other peoples (though im working on being better at that) and most of my writing is pretty character driven. in general i am obsessed with human behavior in a kind of neurotic way sdkjfsk and sometimes that comes out as i write. sexuality is an aspect of that obsession which is why it plays an important part in everything i write.
as for authors for the itoshi bros... i dont think either of them read that much. for sae - i imagine he reads a lot of nonfiction about soccer and sports psychology. unlike rin who has other interests, sae thinks his main flaw is that he's only interest is soccer and i think that extends to his reading.
rin loves horror canonically so probably horror books more than anything? someone like yukito ayatsuji who writes a lot of well received japanese horror
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liannelara-dracula · 1 year
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Heyo how are u doing❤❤
If ur requests r open i would like to request 🤒and 🥺 for tg bois plss
Also i love ur work😍🥰 and dont forget to take care of yourself and stay hydrated😘
Thank u so much❤
When their Gf is Sick Hcs
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Hi Love,
Gosh, I'm sorry this took so long. I am now starting to have more time. And aww, thank you so much. You too!
-Liannelara
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Other request: What they find cute about their gf
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When their Gf is Sick Hcs
Kaneki:
💊He has been sick before since he was human so he knows what its like.
💊So because of his experience, he knows what helps and what doesn't.
💊Brings tissues, a thermometer, blankets, medicine, and some movies.
💊He is pretty good at keeping track of your fever and helps out with whatever you need.
💊The good thing is that he doesn't get sick with you since he's a ghoul.
💊So he gives you forehead kisses, cuddles with you, and pretty much spends the day(s) with you like normal.
💊He is able to make soup that doesn’t suck.
💊Although when you're asleep he sits by you on the bed, usually stroking your hair.
💊He may say something sweet too sometimes.
💊“You’re a really sweet girl, Y/n, I wish you’d see that.”
💊He usually will get in bed too and wrap an arm around you to bring you closer.
Hide:
💊Gosh he’s always the one giving you bugs or getting them in the end because he smothers you a lot.
💊He cuddles and gives k*sses even though you remind him not to.
💊“Relax babe, I’m not gonna get sick.”
💊“Hide you’re not that tough it will definitely get you.”
💊“I have a strong immune system.”
💊“Still I worry about you.”
💊Might ask Kaneki for help
💊Although he usually tries to handle it on his own, he might have to go to the pharmacy more than once but he gets the hang of it.
💊He likes taking your temperature but doesn’t like it when your fever is present.
💊Usually has you rest your head on his lap while he watches tv.
💊Tries to make you soup but ends up buying it instead since he knows he can’t cook.
💊Is heavily bothered if you vomit, lol.
💊But if he really cares he will suck it up and deal with it.
Ayato:
💊He’s no good, you need to get yourself a new boyfriend.
💊He’d have zero patience at a pharmacy.
💊And he’d have to learn so much because he’d only be screwing up.
💊Hates reading all the medication stuff and just wishes you weren’t sick anymore.
💊Probably thinks that estimating your temperature is okay.
💊Doesn’t know what to do so you tell him what to do.
💊Laughs at the way you sneeze and how your voice sounds.
💊He learns about remedies and how much it sucks being sick.
💊Gets you tissues and tries to make tea.
💊If you vomit he thinks it's disgusting.
💊He’s not used to sickness so you’re gonna have to cut him some slack.
💊He does try though since he likes you.
💊Feels bad if you have a hard time recovering but he again, doesn’t know how to express his feelings very well.
Yomo: 
💊Like Ayato he gets confused.
💊He might read it in a book or article about what to do.
💊He does buy tissues and medicine.
💊Although he’s not good at understanding if you need others things.
💊Tries to make you soup and it turns out okay, even if it's simple.
💊Does give forehead kisses tho.
💊Gets you blankets and he sometimes ruffles your hair.
💊I feel like he is pretty warm so if your cold he’s kinda alarmed by your touch.
💊But then he’ll try to warm you up by having you cuddle against him.
💊He will tease you about your bedhead.
💊“It’s like a bird's nest.”
💊“Shut up!”
Uta:
💊Finds your sneezes to be adorable.
💊“Aww, you sound just like a mouse.”
💊“You’re so--” You’d stop midsentence due to another one of your sneezing fits again.
💊Is always asking how everything feels and how you feel.
💊He literally writes this down in his sketchbook 😂 
💊He likes it when you nap because he usually wraps you around in a blanket.
💊So all you see is your face.
💊Which he likes to poke.
💊And it makes you so fed up with him “Stooop.” You’d mummer with your eyes closed, only for him to continue.
💊“I’ll eat you.” You’d say being serious with your done expression.
💊“Ohh, is that a threat??”
💊“Ew, don’t be a creep.” You’d say having your nose scrunch.
💊“Kidding, I love you.” He’d grin, kissing your cheek.
💊He isn’t so much on affection cause he does prefer to talk but he will cuddle.
💊It’s mostly because he sees how drained and sluggish you are so he figured it might help.
💊He also likes to cuddle you if you feel cold.
💊Mostly cause he can tease about hands being small.
💊“They’re so tiny.”
💊Isn’t bothered by vomit in the slightest. Only cause it's yours, plus he’s kinda fascinated by sickness since he’s never experienced it.
💊He probably finds it fun to take your temperature, especially if if shows different smiles depending on the temperature. My thermometer does this so like it was smile when it's good and frowns when it's not, lol.
Furuta:
💊He kinda finds you cute when sick.
💊Like how cold and hot you get.
💊“Fufu~ You know, this is almost like temperature play.” He’d smirk whilst feeling your forehead.
💊Whatta perv.
💊“Not now.” You’d groan, not really in the mood for his teasing.
💊“Ohh, colds make you pretty feisty too. But you know, it has been a while since we’ve done that.” He’d suggest whilst kissing your hairline.
💊“No, s*x and being sluggish don’t mix.” You’d complain.
💊“It is when you’re beautiful either way.” He’d disagree, playing with your hair.
💊You usually try to take care of things yourself but then he tells you he can handle it.
💊He definitely pampers you when sick, but is strict about you taking your medication.
💊So even if you don’t like it your going to have to suck it up and deal with it.
💊Although he does try to baby you and tells you to wait for him so that he can do everything for you.
💊He likes that you cuddle him for warmth and fall asleep on his lap.
💊Will watch movies with you and likes to stroke your hair a lot.
💊Likes to give you shoulder messages too, especially if you make a provoking sound.
💊Prepares your baths a lot of the time.
💊Is slightly concerned if you don’t eat a lot.
💊Although he finds it a little amusing that you can lose your voice so he may take it to his advantage to tease you while you just look at him annoyed.
Takizawa:
💊Kinda like Ken he remembers what being sick was like and he does hate it.
💊Even though he won’t say it he doesn’t like to hear you cough and sneeze so much.
💊He gets you everything you need but doesn’t have too much patience with thermometers or medicine. 
💊Feels his forehead and compares it to yours to see if you have a fever.
💊Though he may seem grumpy a fair amount of the time he is pretty soft with you.
💊He is pretty warm so you seek him for warmth and want cuddles.
💊He’ll act like he wants to refuse but then enjoys it.
💊And he typically puts a blanket over the both of you while you either watch some TV or he talks to you.
💊“You’re warm.” You’d smile, cuddling closer.
💊“You’re lucky I love you.” He’d smile, leaning in to give you a kiss.
💊 “I know I am.” You’d giggle, giving him a kiss in return.
💊 If you’re awake in the middle of the night because you can’t sleep he will notice.
💊“Y/n, go back to sleep. You need to get better.” He’d say, sitting on the couch watching you as you leaned against the doorway.
💊“I know I just couldn’t sleep, I’d rather talk to you instead.” You’d say, walking over to him.
💊“You really are a handful.” He’d smirk, pulling in to pin you down on the couch.
💊“Taki!” You’d yelp before giggling as he showered you with kisses.
💊“Stop, I’m still sick.” You’d smile.
💊“That sh*t doesn’t matter.” He’d grin, attacking your neck with kisses.
💊 Although you may be sick it doesn’t stop him.
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bookworm-with-coffee · 9 months
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Hey! Not a request but I just wanted to say how much I love the “insecurities” fic (Kili x reader). 😌 It’s probably the best fic of Kili I’ve ever read. You had the perfect amount of POV for both characters so you really got insight into how they were both feeling.
You took an act so simple (fixing someone’s hair) and turned it into such an important and intense moment that anyone could read forever 😭 the detail was incredible
You also accurately portrayed how Kili would feel about himself in the movies because he doesn’t meet dwarf beauty standards.
Love this fic so much and I re-read it every day! Just wanted to let u know how appreciated ur writing is <3
Anon? You've just made my entire year, you precious and sweet soul 🥺❤❤
As someone who often feels insecure about the fics I publish, words can't express how flattered and humbled I am that you even look at my works in the first place, let alone re-read and support them the way you have!! 🥺
Thank you so, so much for all of this. I am so grateful for you, Anon! ❤❤ You're such a beautiful human being and I hope you are just as kind to yourself as you've been to me!! Drink your water and take care of yourself. ❤❤❤❤❤
All my love to you and the biggest hugs 🫂❤❤
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doyoungflower · 2 years
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heyyy hope ur doing greattt <33 for that song + member thing ur doing,,, could you do sweet dream by nct u for xiaojun 🥲 that song is too good for my well being ✨🤍
this was so fun to write! sweet dream is such a good song and despite xiaojun not singing in it it suits him so well!! anyways, thanks for requesting and hope you have the greatest day <3
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You swayed at the rhythm of the song, his hands on your waist and yours around his neck. The room you danced in sparkled white, light reflecting from the multiple crystals scattered around the floor and ceiling. Xiaojun shouldn’t have brought you here, but he did anyway. Because the look on your face when you first saw it meant far more to him than the rules he broke as an Oneiroi.
His job was simple. Deliver the dream, watch it as it is being delivered to the human, then leave. And the rules, although he thought of them silly at the time, were even simpler. Don’t interfere with the dream, don’t form attachments, but above all, don’t fall in love. And yet, despite all the times he swore he could never fall in love with a human, he did. But not any human. You.
“So you stay here when there’s no work?”, you asked.
He was smiling, he loved sharing things about his work with you, although he still didn’t have the courage yet to tell you what was going on when your dreams ended.
“Lately, yes. I wait here every day until the moment I get to hold you and call you mine.”
You blushed. You still couldn’t believe that Xiaojun was a Dream Spirit. Somewhere, deep down, you are still scared this is just a fidget of your imagination, some trick your mind pulled on you and that’s why you and he could only meet in your dreams. But every time he held you close, every time he smiled after a kiss, it felt as real as anything else beyond your sleep.
“But don’t you have other dreams to get to? What happens if you don’t deliver a dream?”
Xiaojun tensed at the question, his smile getting smaller as he looked into your eyes. He pondered about telling you everything that he didn’t, everything that he couldn’t. But the thought of losing you if he did make his heart ache. What if you didn’t allow him to enter your dreams anymore, and what if he couldn’t see you anymore? What would be of his existence? What would be of his love?
“Don’t worry darling. I am just one of a thousand Oneiroi, and no dreams get undelivered. Besides, even if they don’t, the humans wouldn’t notice. It would be just another dreamless night like any other.”
“But what if they do notice?”
He stopped dancing. So you did too. He passed his hand through his hair and you could see the sweat forming on his forehead. He looked so nervous, yet spoke with so much certainty it almost pained you to doubt him.
“You have so many questions today”, Xiaojun joked nervously. “The only dream I want to be is in yours, okay?” He took your face into his hands and pecked your lips. “I’m only yours”
Soon, the words you wanted to say got stolen as he kissed you. Your worry melted into the sweetness of his tongue, and your doubt got lost in his taste. But Xiaojun couldn’t stay still. His heart thumped loudly in his chest and his mind could not make him forget every word he didn’t say. That right now, no Oneiroi was delivering dreams. Instead, they were chasing him. Because Xiaojun was no longer an Oneiroi, and he renounced everything just to be with you.
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sungbeam · 8 months
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BFF I’M BACK LITRALLY THE DAY AFTER AND BOY DO I HAVE UPDATES FOR YOU 🤭🤭🤭
1. I STARTED OUTLINING AND DRAFTING MY FIRST FIC EHEHEHE AND SUPER EXCITED TO START WRITING IT 🤭
2. I FINISHED READING [REDACTED] AND I THOUGHT ABT THE MOST HEART WRENCHING, TUMMY CHURNING, EYE BAWLING PLOT AND TBH IF I DO GET SO INCLINED TO STICK WITH IT THEN IT MIGHT COME OUT BEFORE THE FIRST THOUGHT OF FIC LMAO
3. I NEED TO KNOW ABT ‘A STUDY IN MONSTERS’ RIGHT NEOWWWWW 😫🙏 CAUSE I JUST THOUGHT OF LIKE 5 DIFFERENT GENRES BASED OFF THE VIBES/p
Ok time for a more calmer vibe LMAO
For the first fic I genuinely think that any member would be suitable for the ML? And so I decided to let you (my fav author and parasocial bestie) to bequeath which member this fic shall belong to 🤭 (uhhhh spoilers/insight: dream realm(?) but not in a soulmate way, angst, possibly abrupt/open ending but also happy in a way, v fluffy moments at the same time tho, manic pixie dream boy???)
And finally after adoring the movie I decided to go read [redacted] and LORD WHY DID IT HURT 39475629 TIMES AS MUCH AS THE MOVIE LIKE
Movie: light work, no reaction
Book: oUUuU, okay, its got a lil kick 😨
But I got an au perfectly inspired by this in a modern retelling typa way ig SPOILER ALERT THERE IS A LOVE CORNER, CHANHEE AND SANGYEON OR YOUNGHOON(???) we WILL be getting a lil Kevin up in here tho TRUST
And tbh it could go in 2 different directions rn but I’ll have to see which one will get a conclusive ending but the vision is definitely there dw
And DAMNNNNNN I didn’t know there were so many WIPs/nm/p like I know I got a lil snippet of 3 in the past but with each drop of a new WIP I get even more excited 😭 just seeing your creative process is motivating to me lolol and the banners AHHHHHHHH IT REALLY DID GIVE “graphic design is my passion 🤭” YUHHH YUHHHH
but wait also looking at the list again I wanna see more into the ‘bones (orig.)’ and ‘bones (remixed)’ 😳
OH AND BEFORE I FORGET TO MENTIONNNNNNN that Spiderman!Sunwoo and Spiderman!Eric did have me REEEEEEELINGGGGG esp since I finally got the chance to watch across the spiderverse PHEWWWW Spiderman!Eric is just so cheeky, so himbo, so smoochable like damn I do think he is capable of wanting to attempt the Toby Maguire upside-down kiss but then getting too nervous/excited/antsy that he lets go of his web and crashes on the ground AJNDJBVINWI
AND SUNWOO AS STARLORD WOULD ALSO WORK CAUSE HE REALLY HAS THAT SELF-DEPRECATING HUMOR THING GOING ON and then his cheesyness too omg I think Sunwoo is perfectly corny to be starlord 😫🤞
AND ALSO MY ATEEZ BIAS ISSSSSSSSSSSSSS -drumroll please- 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁
Wooyoung! 🥳🥳🥳
He’s just so sweet and caring and hot and beautiful and hardworking and loving and he’s so, he’s so, he’s so- ☹️☹️☹️☹️
Yeah, I love Woo with my whole being 😔🙏
Kk that’s it for nowwwwww talk to you soon!
- Toodles!, 🌷anon 
HI BEST FRAN WELCOME BACK 🤩✊🏼
OMG THE DRAFTING HAS BEGUN???? LESGO????? I AM SO EXCITED FOR U AND SUPER EXCITED ALSO TO SEE UR JOURNEY AND THE FINAL OUTCOME 👀✨
HELLO WAIT what is [REDACTED] 🤨 i need to know for research purposes and cuz im a nosy mfker and cuz i also scoured thru our prev interactions and don't think we talked abt it previously 🤨
AHHHHSHAHHAHAH A STUDY IN MONSTERS IS COMING RIGHT UP !!
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ITS LIKE BEAUTY AND THE BEAST BUT EVERYBODY'S A BEAST ???? well, the main cast is all considered some kind of "monster," but ofc, the real monsters r the humans who have belittled them and villainized them. but reader basically has like,,, medusa powers??? and chanhee has like a demon trapped inside him and younghoon is like fae but THE SCARY fae you feel??? but any who, i've gotten some back story done and it's not meant to become like a 30k one shot or anything; i was trying to aim for it to be kind of like the length of simple gifts, but we'll see where i go w it !!
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OKAY BUT WAIT U SHOULD TELL ME WHAT U THOUGHT OF WHEN U SAW THE TITLE CUZ IM VERY CURIOUS !!
okok i have so much to say abt the next part of ur ask 😭😭 1.) BEQUEATH 💀💀💀💀 2.) hello stop that rn flattery will get u everything u desire 🤧😌 3.) MANIC PIXIE DREAM BOY AHAH OMG IM SO HYPED 4.) eric, juyeon sounds abt right 😻😻
OKAY BUT LIKE books > their movie adaptations tbh lsnfkenfk there is so much that books can show that movies can't, and also vice versa !! but WTF DYM BY LOVE CORNER (´Д⊂ヽ GIRLIE BESTIE HONEY WHAT IS A LOVE CORNER 😭😭😭 w chanhee sangyeon younghoon AND beloved kevin too???? my /guy/ do u want me to cry 😃 wait don't answer that—💀 omg i feel like i almost never have an idea of what an ending looks like UNTIL I GET THERE LMFAOOOO like i really don't care abt endings cuz i can't get to the ending if there is not story substance, u feel 😭😭😭 but im sure the ✨right ending✨ will appear in ur horizons as u go forth !!
KANDKDNDKN i had to keep quite a few wips off the list 😭💀 it's embarrassing akdnkdnf BUT im so glad that seeing my process motivates u TT that's very cool to hear and i also like talking abt the writing process a lot so thank u for feeding into my self esteem /hj AHHH SHUSH UR GONNA MAKE ME BLUSH I LOVE MAKING BANNERS SO THANK U 😚 im too tech grandma to use canva or photoshop so i feel like a lot of mine r a little simpler and more minimal which isn't bad ofc but yeah, thanks so much :'))) BRO i wish i could go into graphic design skfnkdndk
OHOH the bones orig and remix ver LMAOOO
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both versions r meant to be like murder mysteries yk?? and they're both set in time settings where it's not quite the future, but im also not a historian so they're also not completely historically accurate T-T they just take place in the past LMFAO but the original ver is more like dark academia centered where the murder takes place at this elitist academy/boarding school in the middle of nowhere, and reader is like a "charity case" whose uncle took her under his wing after her parents were murdered or something, and changmin is like studying to become a physician and they both get looped into the investigation. i have a some written of that ver but it's not very interesting 💀
AND recently like two days ago 💀 i went back to one of the ideas i had for the banner before i started writing the dark academia one (wow that's such a long sentence). anyways, said idea was to take place in like ,, not a school 🤡 but idk if you've read the stalking jack the ripper series but it's based on that !! AND a little bit of six of crows too 🤡 it's not fantastical or anything, but changmin is like a doctor in the lower end and someone's been out here murdering people and shit. changmin is also kind of inspired by daredevil and kaz brekker, but i'll have to get into that some other time 💀
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that was one of my favorite parts lol i think this ver of bones has captured a bit more of my interest than the other ver? tho, i would love to see where the other ver went, just cuz i already put so much thought into the storyline and characters and headcanons and back stories, etc.
AHHHHHH YES I AGREE ABT SPIDEY!ERIC I LOVE SPIDEY ERIC he's just ,, yk Just Some Guy™ LMAO so he's a perf spiderboy !!! he's kind of modeled after tom holland's spiderman and sunwoo after miles morales ofc, but eric would TOTALLY try the upside down kiss and fail miserably 😭😭😭 but i think he's def the type to keep trying UNTIL he gets it down 🤤😋 and just crafting the different earths btwn sunwoo and eric was just so much fun cuz i was trying to figure out what i wanted each universe to have and ksnfkdndkkd ANYWAYS . STAR LORD SUNWOO HAS ME REELING CUZ LIKE AKDNKDMD i NEEDED this man to be w the raccoon it just didn't feel right if he wasn't. like he was either gonna be nova or starlord, and i feel like the only other boy besides sunwoo who can do star lord justice is hyunjae, but he's already IRON MAN lol
OMG UR A WOOYOUNG STAN??? that actually feels so right 😭😭😭 wooyo be snatching up hearts ALL OVER THE PLACE lately 😭🤧 like damn, get it bro 🥂 but i totally agree, he's such a sweetheart and so funny and so talented and just sknfkendn mwah wanna give him a big smooch !
WHEW what a long recap/catch up reply 🤣 but anyways, hope ur doing well as always 😚 love u lots, my honey bunches of pollinated petals 💖
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incessantwhine · 1 year
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im so fed up acting like im not a deeply possessive person tbh. what’s mine is mine. i got here cuz i earned it. i EARNED it. over and over again. not once have i stepped a TOE out of line and i would NEVER. never even dream of it. its abhorrent to me. it’s the thing I hate most, when anything or anyone crosses ur boundaries. upsets you. hurts you. i get murderous abt it. that’s why i would never. im not the exception. that’s why this all stays in this cursed little journal.
but im exceptionally loyal and ur not gonna find anyone else like me. not even ur brainwashed toys. i didn’t need to be brainwashed to be this way, I just am. u didn’t even have to lift a finger. isn’t that deplorable and just so sweet?
i hardly ever make mistakes and if i even get a WHIFF or vague sense i did, i do everything i can to correct myself & apologize & i fucking mean it, too. i change based on what U need without question. i can be anything u want. i would live & die for someone and it’s not even an exaggeration. u say jump and i don’t even bother asking how high, i just DO.
every bit of this big ego, about how im the better man, is there cuz it’s TRUE. i am unfathomably devoted. u don’t even know the depth of it all, because I refuse to burden u with it—another selfless act.
so what if it makes me a greedy little narcissistic monster? aren’t i entitled to a little stake in things after giving and giving and giving and giving? is it so much to ask, when im yours completely??? god. i give like that b/c I want to, not because i expect a treat or reward. i don’t even need a piece in return at the end of the day. the one thing though, i cant fucking STAND, is hearing how everyone else is still more preferable than me. im not even asking to be picked first. i just don’t want to hear abt it when im not. So simple. im not a fucking cuckold. it’s not my cup of tea. my own validation is enough, I don’t need you to tell me I’m the best cuz I already know, all i want is to not hear abt the competition.
this is the WORST part of me talking. i know and i deeply resent her for existing. shes scary. she wants bad things. & she’s mean and goes against all the “love and light” chill optimist positivity i present to the world. but it’s me, too. it is. and im done denying it. no matter what I do or how I heal there is that ugly feral snarling creature backed into a corner and would do unspeakable things, dig tooth and nail into what’s hers. you’d have to rip whatever she’s got to shreds in order to pry it out of her clutches, but good luck getting close. mine mine mine. a little toxic trauma goblin. wants to be owned and never let go of and own in return.
both things can exist. they just try to beat each other to death in my head. whatever. i can be bitter and spiteful and jealous sometimes. it’s only human. and it doesn’t matter if i keep it to myself anyway.
im ruined. where did my self control go? my ability to Will myself out of feeling? it’s insane. im RUINED. and i let it happen and i smiled the whole time because it was in the name of being Good to u.
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lebenspurpur · 3 years
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{slashers x fem reader who has a blood kink? sorry if this is against ur boundaries u don’t have to if ur uncomfy!!!} submitted by anon but I accidentally deleted the original ask because I am an idiot.
Also darling, you're fine, all my boundaries got destroyed years ago.
Warnings: blood (duh), knives, a lot of cutting, mentions of self-harm and necrophilia.
Also a female reader this time.
Michael Myers
Oh Michael loves it.
Blood always gets this man going, I think we've established that.
Wait a second.
You want to cut him? *slowly backs off*
Yeah, he doesn't necessarily trust you with a knife.
Michael doesn't mind the pain, his pain endurance is way too high for that. It's just that cutting him would be a dominant action. And Michael really doesn't want to give you dominance.
He'll let himself get cut if he can cut you.
Michael is all for period sex if that's your thing. Be careful though, he is not going to be soft just because you're sensitive.
Michael just thrives off of the fact that, not only are you shedding blood, you're very sensitive and you're in pain as well.
A pure sadist, this man.
Vincent Sinclair
Blood? Doesn't that involve you getting hurt?
Vincent is skeptical.
He really, really doesn't want you to get hurt.
It would turn you on?
Hm.
Let's test it first.
Vincent will be very slow and careful, stopping as soon as he thinks something's wrong.
You have to reassure him to get going quite a lot.
After he realizes what effect blood has on your body, he overthinks it again and then consents.
He's going to create a new and very special safe word for this, just in case he ever really hurts you.
He himself doesn't really mind getting cut, as long as it makes you happy. This man would do anything for your happiness.
To be quite honest, Vincent loves the marks you leave on him. He looks at them in the mirror the next morning, a bashful grin painting his handsome features. I am so soft for Vincent please.
Period sex? Are you sure you're not in pain during that?
Vincent isn't grossed out by body fluids, but he won't go down on you during your time of the month.
His problem with period sex is that you're already hurting and he doesn't want to cause further harm.
He's perfectly fine with just fingering you and receiving blowjob though he can do without those if you don't want to until you're off your period again.
Vincent would literally do anything for you and I'm not kidding.
Bo Sinclair
"Woah there sugar... didn't think you'd be into that."
He's a bit surprised in the beginning.
Period sex is a no for him, don't even bring it up. He'll probably vomit already at the word period.
Him cutting you is totally fine and he likes that if you're fine with it.
However him getting cut is not going to happen.
To make it up to you, he can fuck you after he just killed a victim.
He'll thrust into you, fresh dark-red splashes of blood painted on his face.
"Do you like that? Knowing that I fucking killed a guy and then immediately came in here to fuck the shit outta you? I bet'cha do sugar."
Lester Sinclair
B-..blood?
Lester is pretty concerned until you explain it a bit better.
After that he's still concerned.
Hmm, how about animal blood?
Lester just doesn't want to be in pain and he doesn't want to put you in pain.
If you're fine with non-human blood then he's very relieved, having been scared that you'll leave him.
Please reassure your feelings for him or he's going to worry for months now.
Baby Firefly
She's a bit astonished in the beginning. She just didn't expect that from you, out of all people.
But, being a part of the Firefly family, she's totally down for it!
She'll gladly pepper you in little cuts and then suck at them. Baby loves using her tongue on you anyway so it's a win-win situation.
She's also very open for period sex. After all, she's done worse than eat someone out during their time of the month.
Baby is the best at aftercare. She'll make you a hot bubble bath, clean the cuts and she got sparkly pink band-aids for the both of you!
Otis Driftwood
Did you just say blood? *drags you to his torture room*
Otis... is so down for this.
Can he.. like carve his name into your body?
Oh and can he take a picture of you?
Can he take a picture of you next to a corpse?
You just wanted to see him bloody, god damnit.
Period sex is not something he'd insist on doing but he'll never say no to fucking you.
Billy Loomis
You want to do what?
Billy has never heard of a blood kink before. It reminds him of his love for the red substance though.
The only difference is that he doesn't use real human blood.
It takes a lot of coaxing but after a while he might be okay with cutting you a little bit..
After seeing how much you enjoy it, he might let you cut him too.. but not too deep!
Billy would also really enjoy fucking you after coming home from a kill. He'd be drenched in blood, the red fluid clinging to his chest and slowly smearing onto your back.
He smirks as he spreads the red fluid on your perky nipples, watching you throw your head back and moan shamelessly.
Stu Macher
Sure, why not?
Stu is an incredibly adventurous person, even when it comes to sex.
You trust him and he trusts you so where's the problem?
I don't think Stu would actively enjoy a blood kink but he's not going to say no since you asked him so nicely.
The pure facts that you're getting so aroused from a simple liquid is enough to make him turn feral anyway.
Who needs blood when you can have Y/N begging on her pretty, little knees for your cock?
Brahms Heelshire
"No."
"But-"
"I said no."
Yeah no, blood scares him.
It will need a lot of coaxing to even get him to try it.
I don't think he'd like it very much.
But Brahms will gladly kill the grocery-boy for you if you'd like to see him drenched in someone's blood.
Thomas Hewitt
Blood? Sweetheart, what if you get hurt?
He'll gently cradle your face in his big palms, searching for sincerity in your eyes.
Upon finding it, he'll nod and ask you to explain it to him again.
He'll try it for you. If you're going out of your way to ask this of him, he has to try it in his opinion.
He doesn't like the act of cutting to get either your or his blood and he'd rather have the blood to be his.
Tommy is a big, strong man. He can take a few small cuts.
But you're his tiny, sweet Y/N, he can't cut you?!
So yeah, to get him to cut you will be quite a quest.
As soon as he sees your reaction to blood, he blushes, desire clouding in his brown eyes.
Maybe this is a good idea after all.
He'd still have you or him covered in animal blood, rather than human blood.
Thomas doesn't care if you're on your period or not, but he'll immediately stop when you're in pain.
Just relax Y/N, he'll go get a towel and then he'll take care of his "little problem".
Josef
Blood? But why?
Okay, for you, he might try.
He enjoys it more than he originally thought.
Blood has an important meaning to him too and to see it spread all over your pretty body.. just does things to him.
Period sex is not his thing.
I don't even think he knows how periods work.
Amanda Young |TW SELF HARM|
Amanda has heard about blood kinks before and you can not change my mind.
She's down to try it if you both feel comfortable.
However, Amanda has had struggles with self-harm in her past and would therefore prefer you getting cut.
She just doesn't like willingly adding new scars to her collection.
There's something so arousing about you licking her bloody fingers clean, she can't help but press her thighs together.
Period sex?
She isn't the biggest fan of that idea but fingering you is not a problem to her.
She's kind of confused since her cramps are too painful to get aroused during her period.
Her aftercare is also very good. Amanda always has bandages and band-aids stacked away somewhere and she knows how to deal with the wounds she's left
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##CRiME AND PUNiSHMENT2 — genshin impact
g.i, headcanons. gn!reader, fyodor!reader
pt . 1 , CRIME AND PUNISHMENT
1CHARACTERS; XIAO, ZHONGLI
2GENRE; fluff????
3INCLUDES; violence implied, but not graphic, you have A COATWOOO!!!! u r fyodor true!, ur last name is Dostoevsky, some Fyodor Dostoevsky quotes (from his books, not the series)
4AUTHOR'S NOTES; FINALLY IM DONE .MY LOVE FOR ZHONGLI AND XIAO ARE IMMEASURABLE. i am so biased i apologize actually i may Have been carried away ... I apologize for any ooc characters!
5SYNOPSIS: “Much unhappiness has come into the world because of bewilderment and things left unsaid.” You, however, were a walking enigma, and they wanted to solve you.
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The city of Liyue reminded you of a distant place. The city beyond Liyue, however, remained as but a simple memory to you. The terrain of Guili Plains reminded you of something far in your mind, yet a place where many battles have occurred. You found solace on the mountaintops of Jueyun Karst. You have always wondered the streets of Liyue Harbor, aimlessly, yet filled with curiosity. Mortals residing in Liyue have seen you, yet have not seen you in action. Some more curious than many, yet everything they knew about you was only their own assumptions. An old friend would surely smile and revel in the scenery presented before them, saying that they only wish to be with you, for you have cured them of their unhappiness.
You wished to be peaceful once more, but you know you are only known in the eyes of violence. Watching, pulling you to them. You weren’t complaining, you know you can’t. Can a person be truly a paradox if they haven’t felt humane emotions? Mortal or not, to be truly respected in the eyes of others takes a lot of effort, some having a higher advantage, yet losing to those who have none. Did you deserve to have the respect and the fear of the people? You would agree in impulse, but if you thought about it, you would have differing answers. Who would wish to respect someone who has killed people for their goals? Were you a mortal? You had experienced inhumane things, you can’t blame yourself for that, oh no, even if you were to blame, your pride somehow always gets in the way.
You can’t blame yourself for what people have done to you, you can only blame yourself for allowing them to do what they have done. Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart. You may have roamed the streets and terrains, but you have not grown attached to any. Even if your heart will be settled somewhere else, you can’t stay in one place all the time. Eyes that include gradients of the most grandeur of colors seem to follow your figure when you enter their peripheral vision. You took pride in the attention you were provided with, you were the centre of attention for many or but a speck of dust in the memories of some. A fool would believe that they would understand you-- for a fool only believes themselves. You can’t find yourself to be respected, yet you were. You have accepted yourself, respected yourself, even. You knew how hard it was to live with unending nightmares and doubts, because you, in yourself, were a walking nightmare waiting to be released.
The wisest of the wise would consider you as a misunderstood character. They would say that you were only deemed as a paradox because rumours surrounded you like the plague, replacing the truth and the answer presented in front of them. You were only deemed as an enigma to the eyes of many due to how many secrets you keep, and they only focus on that instead of what’s presented in front of them, for nothing is easier than to denounce the evildoer; and nothing is more difficult than to understand them.
The mere concept of love gives you a sweet taste as you would describe; sweet, addictive, devoted. You were a paradox to the eyes of many, but if you were analyzed to the last layer, then you would still be one. Why? Men only believe the lies about you, other than the truth in front of them. There are things which a man is afraid to tell even to themself, who dares to voice about you on your behalf? When you succumb to the emotion you never paid attention to, do you have to change?
And in your final moments, would you send them happiness while you are drowning in sorrow?
(THIS IS SO BAD IM SO SOYRHRH)
ZHONGLI
He first met you when you were listening to Liyue’s history.
Coincidentally, you both were drinking tea as well. You were also sitting closely to him.
He, well, forgot his Mora for his expenses.
You stepped in, saving the poor man, and paying his meal for him without a word.
The first words he uttered to you were, “I sincerely apologize for dragging you into my predicament.” You turned to him, eyes locking into his amber ones.
He was vaguely reminded of his past endeavors in being a Geo Archon. Your gaze was sharp, piercing, intense, even.
Though it was simply replaced with a tantalizing smile, “you don’t have to apologize.” He knew about you. How could he not be updated on his own city? They called you intimidating, confident, but the word he mostly heard relating to you was arrogant. Yet you were acting modestly right now, who knew?
You found an interest in the man, knowing that he was the all-knowing archaic archeologist you have heard tales of while striding on the harbor’s streets.
Swift, both your interactions were, allowing yourself to settle on the seat from across the man.
He was shocked, really. You looked intimidating and you looked powerful. These were plainly rumors, Zhongli knows, but he couldn’t help but believe some.
As swift as your introduction came, swift was your conversation with him, as well.
He wasn’t surprised when you asked him, “What do you think of the death of Rex Lapis?”
A loss of a God would be hard to move on when he impacted the world with such intensity. You knew how rich this mysterious man was in the history of this area, and one could only wonder where he got his information from.
Your eyes never failed to show Machiavellian intent, yet, he can’t seem to figure out what you were scheming.
Yet, his voice boomed of that includes pride, “The loss of Liyue’s god was an eventful day, on the Right of Descension no less.” his voice contrasted that of his personality.
You hummed in agreement, setting your tea aside, “Surely, the God didn’t die due to mortal hands, would he?” you questioned, eyes boring into his, while your mouth curved upwards, “Man would only be so foolish to attempt such a sin.”
He was speechless, for once, but quickly retorted with, “I believe so, however, Liyue Harbor remains prosperous, don’t they?”
You knew he was trying to stir the conversation to something else, yet something related to the topic. You have your suspicions, and it looks like you’ll be having your answers.
“Do you believe that the God was killed by mortal hands?” you questioned, eyes never leaving the shortly perplexed man.
(YOU R KILLING THE POOR MAN SDJAHKJ)
He concealed his speechlessness with a cough, “I believe not.” a simple, straightforward answer.
You inwardly applaud this man for staying calm, just like you.
You both were similar in a way, but you both were opposites when it came to the fields of intelligence. While you are quick to decipher, to manipulate, and to weave your plans as fast as the most agile of spiders could, Zhongli was strict, he was principle to the art of history.
“If the death of their Archon was caused by a mere mortal,” you began, not allowing the subject to change, “Would the people pay attention to the cause of his death instead of the battles he indulged himself in?” you questioned, bringing the tea cup to your mouth, blowing the smoke that it created.
He crossed his arms, “maybe so. But what would their faith mean to their Archon if they only focused on the reason for their passing?” he had a point, you noted. You closed your eyes, taking a sip of the tea, and after settling it down, you stood up.
His eyes trailed behind your figure, snapping out of his thoughts when you voiced, “if their God is truly dead, then everything is permissible.”
You left, with no goodbye, coat swaying with every step you take. What he could only ask himself then was, “why were you wearing a coat at this hour?” Liyue’s weather was burning, but you decided to wear something pertaining to the cold.
He thought back to your previous statement. Permissible? If he truly died, then man would be able to do whatever they pleased, wouldn’t they? They needn’t fear for the wrath of their archon, because he simply does not exist anymore.
You were called intelligent, arrogant, and intimidating. While the rest were true, he would add on to that, you were calm, calculating, observant.
Zhongli always spots you on the Storytelling site almost every day. From that first encounter, he looked forward to sharing opinions and the like.
He finally encountered your arrogance when he asked you about yourself. He noted that you never mentioned the past, only your experiences in certain areas. Liyue, he observed, was the most prominent. Even if your words were masked using poetry and philosophical wording, he was quick to catch on to what you were saying.
He wasn’t an ex-Archon for nothing, now was he? He knows so much, yet it may look like he may not know as much as you.
He found himself looking forward to your storytelling and your opinions rather than what he reasoned he came for. He was also beyond delighted to share with you the traditions of Liyue that were erased from the books, or were warped over time.
He invites you when he goes to meetings with other archaeologists, for he thinks that you are well versed in your own field of philosophy.
They do not question you though, they know about what Liyue says about you. Besides, a simple glance is all it takes to hold their words-- insults from you.
You were the exact opposite of Guizhong, save for the intelligence and attentiveness. You knew about Rex Lapis’ and Guizhong, their relationship, at least that was what’s written in the history books.
When he consulted you about the feeling of loving another, he could see the flash of shock in your eyes, nevertheless, you answered, “what would life mean if you have no courage to attempt-- to feel anything? The beginning of change is what people fear most.”
He understood that, yet he could tell you were speaking from experience. He knew about his feelings, and he knew about your beliefs about this suffocating emotion called love.
Love, something a god cannot feel unless they prove themselves worthy. If a God can love, then a god can mourn, and suffer the feeling of loneliness.
That was what Morax had to deal with after the passing of Guizhong. A man who never swore to love again, to remain archaic, yet nostalgic.
If the love you tell yourself you feel doesn’t include suffering-- agonizing, soul ripping pain, then that is not love.
But with you, he knows he loves.
When asked, what are your thoughts about love, he answers, [Name] Dostoevsky. Why? Even if they describe you as a paradox, to him, you were a key. A prime key of his life. With you, he feels like he could pour his heart out to you.
Are you proud, Guizhong? This is what you wished for. Morax says, I have finally found happiness. That’s what you wanted, right?
You kept your emotions concealed and in a safe area. However, the feeling of being fond of another never seems to follow you, it was like a free spirit, which reminded you of a distant friend, whose love for freedom matches that of the feeling of love in your heart.
As cliche as it sounds, (and you wouldn’t have had it any other way) you two confessed to each other during the Lantern Rite. It seemed appropriate, to you. Zhongli, however, wanted to see how your eyes would light up, because he thought that he would fail to bring the same spark you had adorning your pupils.
Unbeknownst to him, the spark was replaced with a look of fondness, softness, vulnerability when you’re with him.
His confession was quick, yet eloquent, rushed, but poetic. Although a simple indication of ‘I love you’ would be enough, it couldn’t voice out all the things Zhongli wished to say.
“I cannot convey my feelings to proper words, but,” he takes a deep breath, before continuing, “Time, to me, is too swift for someone who has everything on their hands, yet, with you, time turns to eternity.” he locks eyes with you, grabbing your hand, and notices your lack of words, a wordless gesture for him to continue. “For you, my love can stretch out to eons, can overthrow those called emperors, and to act more poetic than the poets. My love for you is a symphony. Carefully intricate so only you have the ability to sing every note to perfection.”
It was your turn to be speechless. Was this payback for making him not utter even a single syllable to you when you first met? Needless to say, you were blossoming with new emotions.
Before making Zhongli regret his decisions, you quickly responded with, “my words cannot simply convey my feelings alone,” you gently squeeze his hand, “there is immeasurably more left inside than what comes out in words.”
He listens to you, intently.
“But what I can form with words, though, is a promise. I promise to love you until time deems it done, I promise to love you even if my body fails to convey my emotions. You have my heart in your hands, and it only takes words to break it.” you wanted to appear vulnerable in front of the man you grew to love, to cherish, and to value.
For the first time, the archaic lord wants to focus on nothing else except you. For the first time, he is thinking more about his future with you than his past full of bloodshed.
XIAO
He first saw you when you simply walked past by enemies containing karmic debt.
You didn’t seem fazed by their peculiar appearance, he noted.
Why wouldn’t you? You were but a mere mortal, at least, that’s what he thinks.
You didn’t stop nor run when he was in view, and he couldn’t stop the perplexion paint his features.
Your first conversation with him was communication through eye contact. While his gaze was described as the most piercing, yours would be described as the most calculating. There wasn’t a day where you did not stop using your intelligence.
So how-- why did you not run away when he was there? You weren’t from Liyue, he deduced as much, but you deduced more about him that he did you.
He couldn’t be a mortal, no. His combat style outpowers those you have seen, and trust me, you have experienced so much.
Then again, you were never wrong, no? When stepping up to someone like him, an Adeptus, resistance is futile, you’ve figured out that much.
“You, why are you here?” Xiao was not one to indulge in mortal culture, for he has himself to worry more about. Yet, he couldn’t stop the question from coming out of his mouth. He thought you would be one to beg for mercy when coming in contact with one of the superior Adepti, yet you didn’t even flinch, you simply flicked your eyes to the man situated beside you.
He couldn’t deny that your eyes aren’t something he sees every day. Your eyes, cold, piercing, intense, even. Your gaze was similar to his, but instead of fear seeping through his victim’s veins, you made him paralyzed.
It was short-lived, anyway. “Out for a walk,” you said, and your voice was calm, collected, unfazed. You were one idiosyncratic person, he noted, straightforward as well.
He has heard tales of you on his visits in Wangshuu Inn, saying that you were intimidating, intelligent, and confident.
Now he wasn’t one to pay attention to any mortal beings, but now, he couldn’t help but do so.
“These are matters for Adepti, and stay out of my way.” demanding, yet powerful, you thought, he was one to not waste time on dealing with mortals, you presume. Something regarding his past, maybe.
You simply turned your head to him, allowing a sinister-- yet captivating smile adorn your face, “so I was right,” you exhaled, allowing your back to face him, and said, “May I see you soon, Adeptus Xiao.” and with that, you were gone.
How did you know about him? For you, it should be obvious. The ‘sole surviving’ yaksha and the conqueror of demons would be none other than Xiao. It really was not that hard to figure out, anyway.
He didn’t know your name, that was troublesome. But from passersby, they seem to call you “Dostoevsky” or “[Name] Dostoevsky”.
After that interaction, you didn’t stop crossing the road across the inn, though. You didn’t want some silly little Adeptus stopping you. (well, in reality, you just want to talk to him again.)
He was an interesting man, per se. He never dwelled on the culture of mortals and was never interested in humans. He just wanted to protect the city he was entrusted to.
Your interactions were swift, straightforward, interesting to say the least.
Even in suffering does he make an attempt to talk to you. While he was mainly feared and praised for what he has done in the past, for his contribution to the Archon war, you paid no mind to the lives he has taken and the sins he has done.
He asked you why, one day, because he doesn’t want to feel pity from a human-- you, no less. He wants to feel free, but mortals with their oh-so distorted mindset held him captive without being aware of it.
He was a misunderstood character, from eons ago and now, however, with you, he felt understood, as the things you say had impacted him far more than you could ever know.
The words you say are like the Dihua flute that has saved him from his demise, your words were like symphonies-- hymns directed to the people like him.
He may be cold and distant to most, but to you, you know that he cares about you. Xiao was aware of this, too, but tried to maintain the walls he crafted with his own bare hands, only for your words to send them tumbling down just like the Dihua flute that saved him from himself.
He has his flaws, you knew that. But if his flaws make him inhumane then you would be a demon to everyone’s eyes.
(SEE WHAT I DID THERE RIGHT BC DAZAI CALLS HIM DEMON)
So what made you stay?
He asked you that question indirectly to the stars that reminded him of you. Your eyes may include a machiavellian swirl to them, he observed, out of all the attributes he adores about you, was that your eyes were able to say the unsaid.
You recall being asked, in the softest voice you have heard from a man whose presence was the loudest among his enemies, “Why do you stay? Have..” he trailed off, shoulders slumping, “have you heard of what I am?”
He was not worthy of love-- of anything, really. He thinks he is only worthy of suffering, of loss, something he has experienced already. He only thinks he deserved the worst, for he who brought the worst upon others.
Your answer almost made Xiao melt, for he has only experienced pity from mortals, suffering from his previous master, and your words brought him back to the haven he oh so wished to be.
He realized that heaven he dreamt of when he has the time to would not be completed without you. Because you, your words outmatched those of Picasso’s artworks.
Some may compose with their hands alone, but you, you composed with your words.
You allowed Xiao to experience what he deemed unworthy. To be precise, the words you told him were, “I have heard, but I have not experienced. To believe what you have heard makes you a fool. I was never deemed one, and I do not want to deem myself as one.” you exhaled, “only men love abstract reasoning and neat systematization so much that they think nothing of distorting the truth.” You told him, you told him that you wanted to stay because it wasn’t fear, it was fondness.
He figured it was hard to attract your attention. Your arrogance and your pride never seemed to outshine your adrenaline, you maintained such a cool and calm composure, just like him.
But you were not, you were never like him, even if you both kept secrets and never talked about your past to each other, you never saw him in you, and he never saw him in you.
Others may call you a paradox, yet to him, you were a beautiful one.
Many have feared the Vigilant Yaksha of Liyue, but you never feared him, not once.
He tried to push you away once, to which you responded with persistence.
He said he prefers loneliness, but you made him think otherwise. You really don’t know, truly, how you have impacted this man, yet he doesn’t know that much about you.
You made him feel what he couldn’t. You were a remarkable person, he’d describe you as. In more ways than one.
His confession to you was as swift as your first conversation, while others may be as poetic as they come, his confession was fitting for himself.
“You seem to never call out my name when you need help,” he said, voice powerful. “You seem to only call my name out when it isn’t needed,” he finally locked his gorgeous amber eyes to your sharp ones, (he seemed to notice that your gaze only includes synonyms of calculating and observant, save for arrogance.) “Why?”
You simply smiled, it was genuine, your smile always seemed to be genuine around him. Around someone like him, why?
“I wish to stay with someone who thinks that he does not deserve anything,” you fiddled with your ushanka, “so he could realize he deserves something other than life itself.”
He couldn’t talk back, he knew. You were right, you were always right.
“So why do I feel emotions for you-- a mortal?” he asked, out of the blue. While he may sound calm, cold outside, he was a mess inside.
“Sometimes our emotions go against our morals, but again, they do not define you, do they?” you questioned back. Your smile was perfect, lovely, satisfying to him. It could save him a thousand times, and a thousand times faster.
“Liar,” he muttered-- voice barely above a whisper. You caught on to it though and simply released a chuckle. (he wanted to hear it again, but he would never say that out loud.)
You found his straightforwardness amusing, and he did you. “The truth is always implausible, did you know that?” silence, a gesture he’d usually do to allow you to continue. “To some, it is absolutely necessary to mix a bit of falsehood with it. People have always done so.”
Your smile faltered, however, and said, “I may not understand what had happened to you, and as you, me,” you tried to focus on the man in front of you, his amber eyes tracing the stars, but trust me, his attention is all on you.
“But if I had the chance, would you spend eternity with me?” you finally ended, and his eyes held a bit of hesitance, but uttered a simple “yes,”
His hands were shaking, you noticed, and slowly, reached out for your gloved ones and intertwined your hands with his. He was always so, so very gentle with you, like you were made of glass, you didn’t mind it, yet you knew he didn’t know what had happened to you.
“I have never experienced such a thing.” he started off, “only divine beings would know so much of love, yet they experienced none.” you were silent, a gesture for him to continue, “but only divine love bestows the keys of knowledge.”
If you have done so much for him to leave him in the end, that would be enough, he thought once, but now, looking back, you were all he could have ever asked for.
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first dates with my faves 😁 : nanami, loki, mammon, arvin, peter maximoff, and 707: yandere edition
cw // forced kissing, guys having a weird thing for innocence, stalking, breaking in and stealing personal items, society, awkward dates, kidnapping, mild to extreme yanderes, shoplifting, unconsensual touching, implied murder, religion is used wrongly to control
nanami: expensive restaurant - is on edge after being forced to go (by gojo). he’ll be watching your every move: the way you talk, the way you sit, the way you excuse yourself. he’ll size you up: your dress, your shoes, your jewelry. god, youre so polite and so friendly, his heart warms at your smile. your mannerisms make him wanna grab you and just hold you close. you’d get your menus and he’d order, then he’ll look at you and you’ll only be able to open your mouth before he just orders for you. you’ll be surprised, but you won’t say anything. giving him enough information to know that you’re perfect for him. he’s not the type to kiss or take you home on the first date, nanami is a gentleman, but you...you’re an exception. he’ll take you to your front door before watching your eyes. he sees such an innocent shine and he wants to protect that innocence for himself. he’ll lean in, holding the back of your head, and he’ll force bring you into a kiss. you’ll warm up to him eventually.
“my tie would look beautiful around your neck, darling”
loki: reallly expensive restaurant - like nanami, he’d be watching your every move. he’ll treat you like you’re inferior to him. he does not wanna be on this date, so he’s not gonna treat you that well. he’s watching you in absolute distaste, hoping you’ll slip up so he can tear you down. watching the way your outfit hugs you, the way you pick up you utensils, the way you laugh every time he sneers at each course. halfway through the dinner, he’ll realize that he’s paying more attention to you than his own dinner. loki won’t wait for you to pick something to eat, not because he wants to see if you’re his type, but because he doesn’t care about what you want. you’ll eat what he orders, no exceptions. the more you go along with everything he says, the more he’ll start looking at you as more of a pet than inferior to him. at the end, if ur not absolutely done with the bs, he’ll drive to your place and look you up and down. as you squirm, he’ll smirk before pulling you into a kiss. you wont be able to fight the kiss, his grip on you strong. then, he’ll reach over, open the door, and tell you to get out. he’ll come back for later though when you’re least prepared.
“get your clothes, pet. you’re coming with me”
peter maximoff: shoplifting - he's all casual, looking to have fun. you walk in to the mall thinking you're going to go shopping as a first date, and he's gonna be late. he'll be watching you from afar to see if he likes you, first. he'll look at your outfit, the stores you go in, what kind of clothes you browse through. he'll speed in, grab your phone, and scroll through that. 30 minutes into your date time, he'll show up in front of you, dragging you off into one of the designer stores. its a test when he grabs the first shirt off the rack, he wants to see how you’d react. are you a prude or are you the one he's been waiting for? are you gonna get angry or just let him do his thing. he'll watch your face as he grabs more and more, seeing you react makes him chuckle. your face twisting in worry, glancing back behind your shoulder every time an employee walks over. he starts to enjoy getting you all riled up and anxious. he laughs every time you ask him to stop and tells you to just relax, he knows what he's doing. by the end of the night, your nerves are shot and you feel like throwing up every time you glance towards the bag of stolen goods. peter doesn't kiss you, but tells you he'll call you before speeding away and leaving you in the mall parking lot.
"don't worry, no one will find out what we're doing"
mammon: watching the stars - mammon will text you to meet him in the planetarium. he’ll have everything ready: a blanket, some snakes, and music. he knows you and he knows you love him already, this "first" date is just confirming to him that you're his. he'll be so sweet for the first time (and the last). he'll be complimenting you so much, calling you his sweet angel, his love, his lovely human. it'll be the little things though, that leave you on edge. the soft touches, the hand on the thigh, the hand too low on your back, the way he moves you to his lap. small things that leave you feeling gross. mammon would be so happy you choose him. he'd never show it, of course, but you'll see it with every hidden smile and the clammy hands. he'd tell you to lay down next to him and he'd force you to lay your head on his arm. every couple moments mammon would inch closer and closer, and soon you'll be a tangled mess of limbs. by the end of your date, mammon would be nuzzling into your neck and you're more rigid than a new pair of shoes. there is no walking back to your room with mammon, he'll keep you next to him till the next morning or take you to his room.
"you smell really nice. why're you moving away, come closer to me"
arvin russel: drive-in theater - arvin will come to your house to pick you up. he'll be jittery and the moment you climb into his car, he'll be heads over heels in love. your gorgeous smile, the way your outfit shines in the setting sun, the way your shoes sound on the dirt. he lives for the simple things that you do. he's seen you for 5 seconds and he's obsessed with you. he'll be a gentleman, getting out of the car to open your door, keeping his hands to himself the entire drive to the theater. you're so pure to him, so innocent, so clean unlike him. he'll be listening to you talk about your family and your life with so much attention. you'll blush when you finally feel his stare, but he'll just tell you to continue, saying that he likes hearing your voice as he drives. if you confess about someone that has hurt you, he'll store that information away, and reach for you hand. he'd glow if you accept. once you reach the theater, he'll go and get snacks, locking the doors just in case. by the time he's back, the movie would have started and you're engrossed in the movie, he'd watch you for a little while. the way your eyebrows furrow, the slight bit of your bottom lip, and he'd smile when you tense at the sound of him opening the door. you'll lean on him, sending his heart into a fit. he'll hid his smile with his hand as your grip on his other hand tightens. when the movie ends, he'll drive you back and you'll both talk about the movie. he'll walk you to your door. you'll stare at each other, blushing, before he leans in and you follow suit. to arvin, you both fit together perfectly. once he leaves you, he'll go take care of anyone that can stand in his way.
"you hurt her. you hurt my girl... you're gonna have to pay for that."
707: picnic in the woods - the both of you were on house arrest to stay away from the agency’s radar, so when seven saw the chance to finally take you on a proper first date…he took it. he wants to treat you like the princess you are, even if you weren’t that willing to be with him. he’d set everything up before the date and make saeran drop u off. he’ll meet you at the start with a trail of roses. he’ll have a hand on your arm the entire time to make sure that you don’t stray from the path, and once you get there, fairy lights strung up on the trees, a red and white plaid blanket laid carefully in the middle, cute cat plates, and a picnic basket overflowing with food. as much as you hated being around your obsessive lover, you couldn’t help but be in awe of his hard work. he brought food that you’d enjoy and different games to play as you guys talk. saeyoung would make your date the most aesthetically pleasing. from the cute summer dress he forced you to wear to the cakes in wine glasses, he’d make it a date fit for a princess. he’ll watch as you eat, taking note of the way you cover your mouth to hide your smile. he’ll watch you the entire time in awe of your beauty. no matter what you’re doing, saeyoung will file it away as beautiful. seven would notice how you watch him carefully as well, it seems like you’re planning your next move, but as you get up, he’ll pull you flat on the ground. his arms would wrap around your waist and you’ll hug him back. he kisses you with a passion, pressing against you, trying to show you how he feels without words. your knight… your savior… your god wants a kiss in return for protecting you. how can you refuse?
“i am your god, mc. i’ll always protect you.”
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u mentioned only reading kripke era fic do you have a reclist 👀👀👀and if not could you link some of ur faves cuz the stuff that gets circulated the most right now is all like late late seasons fic and kripke era is my favorite too but im having trouble finding that many fics for it or even seasons 6-10 era which im fine with also. its just that like. the last five seasons were so bad that it makes fic generally worse too because people have to jump off of just Thee stupidest plot choices no matter how good their prose skills might be. but anyway yea if u have recs that would be awesome :)
hi anon i was thinking abt making a reclist and u just gave me the perfect excuse thank u
jess adamilligan’s kripke era fic recs
from making this ive learned that i never bookmark ANYTHING. sorry all of these r like….. 10k and under. i DO read longer fic but i don’t have any kripke era longfics bookmarked & tbh i prefer short oneshots
season one gen
disclaimer because it’s unfortunately needed: NONE of these are w*ncest! they’re all completely tagged as gen and i did not read them with the intent of consuming ship content.
Coaster Park by fogsrollingin, 10.4k, G, gen
Coaster Park had been experiencing an unusually high frequency of technical difficulties. Dean wouldn't have pulled a shift treating nauseated, heat-stroked, or dehydrated park-goers for that if he could've helped it, but when 'technical difficulties' were accompanied by rumors of things moving and stopping on their own in front of the operators' eyes, Dean had to throw down.
No historical tragedies or disasters in the area, ectoplasm, or EMF. Dean's only lead was a battered-looking kid that'd been coming to the park every day since it'd all started.
really interesting au fic! slightly ‘it’s a terrible life’. dean winchester is a hunter/EMT and sam wesson is a college kid destined to die on a roller coaster ride.
two basic motivating forces by sahwen, 7.8k, T, gen
He can’t cry, it’s not allowed; even as a child he was hushed into silence, whether his tears were from a long car ride or a late night or a raging fever. It’s never been an option, it’s never been an available outlet, and it’s not about to start being one just because he’s having an emotional breakdown on the bathroom floor.
Sam isn't only afraid of clowns.
BIG emetophobia tw (both for graphic depictions of nausea/vomiting and for the fact that this fic is about sam suffering from emetophobia) for this one but it’s my favorite sickfic. portrays anxiety over getting sick really well and is a fascinating examination of the different ways that sam’s fear of loss of control can manifest itself. also has lovely brothers content <3
Let’s Start at the Very Beginning (Remix of Just as Easy as 123) by nwspaprtaxis, 4k, T, gen
Dean’s functionally illiterate and Sam’s determined to remedy it...
PLEASE READ THIS ONE god it’s so sweet. dean never learned how to read properly due to his nomadic childhood and sam teaches him how.
dean/cas
Broadway Musical by Griftings, 9k, M, m/m
This is the day that marked the Holy and Blessed Union of Dean Winchester and Jo Harvelle.
The merging of prominent bloodlines is always a grand occurrence, but breeding pedigree hunter families like Winchester and Harvelle is something to be rejoiced. It is also something to be meticulously planned, which thankfully the Host is very good at.
Or, the romantic comedy where Dean Winchester and Jo Harvelle are destined to get married, Castiel is given the task of playing matchmaker and fails terribly, the entire Heavenly Host becomes a sitcom audience, God warns against male pregnancy, and Jimmy Novak is incredibly unimpressed with angels in general.
somewhat of a fandom classic and the humor holds up wonderfully. a very silly fic completed with commentary from angel radio throughout the entire thing.
Sappiest Season by dollsome, 2.7k, G, m/m
In which Dean and Cas have to stop an evil Christmas tree (like you do), and it requires a little fake couple action.
hilarious little s5ish fic. one of the first i read when getting back into spn. i don’t want to spoil anything but this is my favorite pick me up and i still giggle randomly whenever i think about it
The (Mostly Accidental) Courtship of Dean Winchester by tuesday
Angelic marriage rites were never intended to go quite like this.
another fandom classic. ik this one is recced a lot but how could i NOT include it. dean and cas get married (mostly by accident) and they’re huge cunts about it
the one thing in the galaxy god didn't have his eyes on by prufrock, 2.4k, T, gen + m/m
“Wait,” Dean says. “Let me get this right. You can fly, right—you can teleport—but you can’t drive a car?”
or, after the events of S5E03 "Free to Be You and Me," Dean teaches Cas to drive. Cas finds it stressful
im always a sucker for a good ftbyam fic. also i can’t drive so. resonation
So Says The Sword by komodobits, 85k, E, m/m
The briefing was simple: ‘Stand guard over the Michael Sword until the battle is ready to commence. Await further instructions.’
Castiel doesn’t mind working security duty; he was briefed shortly after the initial salvation of the Sword from the pit, and again before taking up his position. He knows what to do. However, it’s easy to forget that the green room isn’t real. Time moves differently there, the space ever-changing to make a prison of mountains, cathedrals, salt flats, orchards, and whatever Castiel was led to believe about Heaven’s greatest weapon—Dean Winchester is something entirely unexpected.
NO introduction neede. i think everyone on spntumblr has read this already but still. if you haven’t then i am demanding that you read it NOW. tbh i’m just adding this one so that i have at least one long fic here 😭
the weight by @myaimistrue, 3.5k, T, gen + m/m
“Do you…” Bobby sighs. “Listen, Dean, do you have something you wanna tell me?”
It’s the conversational equivalent of being punched in the stomach.
Or, Dean works through some things with Bobby's help.
WHEN I SAW THE USERNAME I GASPED I HAD NO IDEA THIS WAS U. anyway i Love coming out fics idk why i just do. the world is ending and dean comes out to bobby
canticles by 2street2car, 10.3k, T, m/m
“But you know something? If I couldn’t get you laid, at least I gave you a good first date.”
feat: footsies at a Ruby Tuesday, stargazing, the recreation of an iconic "Dirty Dancing" scene (no, not that one—the other one), and practicing for When You're With A Girl.
another ftbyam fic that skepticalfrog (i believe?) recommended a while back. made me feel at least 28 new emotions
Epilogue by JayneL, 28k, E, m/m
Bobby is here, swearing somewhere above and behind him; and Dean is here, talking about 2014 like it's a foreign country; and Sam is here, and is not Lucifer. Which means-- Bobby is here, swearing somewhere above and behind him; and Dean is here, talking about 2014 like it's a foreign country; and Sam is here, and is not Lucifer. Which means--
Cas is no longer when he was. Lucifer sent him back.
Coda to 'The End'.
2014 cas gets sent back to 2009, feelings ensue etc. i don’t remember all the details of this one bc it’s been a while but it’s really good
bonus
currently reading
Fragile As We Lie by perilously, 11k, E, f/f
Dragging Bela Talbot out of perdition isn't so much a decision as it is a frantic choice based on gut instinct. Her soul is bright, if fractured, and Anna yearns to do good again after the perversion of free will that immediately preceded her death.
Bela's no ordinary human, though; she's prickly and damaged and beautiful, and Anna doesn't want to leave her side. So maybe they can figure out how to navigate post-resurrection, post-Apocalypse-that-wasn't Earth together.
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actual fucking quotes from the shiftblr coffeehouse discord server
out of context of course, what do you take me for? a sane person?
"they made lightning mcqueen hot"
"inch resting"
"Nix: Cars (2006) several people are typing..."
"im evaporating"
"enjoy precipitation"
"tow mater is more attractive than lightning mcqueen/hj"
"lightning mcqueen looks like he would call me a slur"
"why did I come back to a discussion regarding the attractiveness of vehicles"
"lark is the braincell of shiftblr tbh"
"you all need some grass in your life"
"me over here simping for block men and now literal cars"
"didn't nick wilde commit fraud canonically"
"i have no strong opinions on whether or not nick wilde is attractive"
"I AM AROMANTIC AND I AM NOT IMMUNE TO NICK WILDE"
"I am bisexual and I. Am not into Nick Wilde based on a simple fact he looks like he will drink all my pepsi and call me names"
"What is shiftbkr but not a bunch of simps"
"cries in Bianca Monroe"
"listen i have a folder called gayass
it is mostly pictures of kyoka jiro and virgil sanders"
"Nick Wilde x Reader where he steals your car 📷 carjacker to lovers AU 📷"
"he says "mama i like to step on keyboard""
"MY MOM JUST WALKED IN AND I HAD TO TELL HER I WAS LOOKING AT LIGHTING MC QUEEN HUMAN FANART"
"crab walks away"
""Y/N..." Nick whispered into your ear. "Your car...is a Honda Civic, right?" You looked up at Nick with a baffled expression. "Nick, my beloved? Whatever are you talking about?" "Just asking..." He said as he let you out of his embrace. "Hey, wanna see a magic trick, babe?" Your eyes sparkled. "Really, Nick? Of course!" Nick smiled. "Ok, close your eyes!" You giggled and closed your eyes, waiting for Nick to tell you to open up. Instead, you heard the loud rumble of a car starting up, and you open your eyes. Nick has stolen your car, and he has driven off into the sunset..."
"did y'all know his name used to be canonically Montgomery--he changed it to lightning mcqueen to get rid of his past"
"That is my exit number"
"cars trauma arc"
"wait do y'all know about car jesus" "as if jesus wasn't a ford focus in the bible"
"oh yall do not want to know about the trauma in my cars dr lmao"
"Dewit tau style babey make Lightning McQueen outlive everyone and stalk their reincarnations"
"Do they baptize other cars in like gasoline then"
"there is a pope car in the cars universe which means car jesus died for cars sins"
"NOT THE BOOMER MEMES"
"-lays facedown on the floor while caramelldansen plays-"
"like im serious how many of you guys endorse me falling face down on my floor" (NOT THE SAME PERSON AS PREVIOUS QUOTE)
"I will be Tall and no one can stop me"
"is a soft floor?"
"stop I thought faceplant meant like a succulent in the shape of a face instead of falling onto your noggin for a solid 10 seconds"
"Touch some grass??? What about eating grass"
"what if for every employee of the month i just printed out really horrible boomer memes"
"what ab smoking grass /j"
"Can the grassdirt smoothie be a special in the cafe"
"PLEASE IM ROLLING ON THE FLOOR REWRITINH THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE WHIKE SPEEDRUNINT MINECRAFT"
"you have to get good dirt from like the middle of a pennsylvanian forest for it to taste good though"
"I ate a four leaf clover as a kid cause i thought it would make me lucky"
"guys how do i see the mee6 leaderboard"
"I used to think i was half dragon and I ate plants out of sidewalk cracks"
"i think i punched someone"
"my parents told me to stop doing that so I looked at them and ate a flower"
"I ate grass when I was 9 bc I read warrior cats and thought I was a medicine cat ....................."
"bees are just spicy flies"
"I had a mental breakdown when I was three cause I didn’t know how to turn off a phone"
"My mom drank a bee once"
"when I was a baby I kinned ink sans."
"bro who here find the yellow hat man from curious george fine as heck 📷📷📷"
"mY LUNGSSSSSS"
"no one topping Him"
"I like em big"
"I think Moto Moto has no game like move over hunky boy I could beat you 1v1 Roblox Arsenal 📷📷📷"
"If you didnt have a crush on springtrap, jeff the killer, or Underfell/Gaster/Error sans don't talk to me /j"
"LOOK THEY'RE BOTH DILFS WITH ABS THAT WOULD FIGHT GOD"
"ZORO IS BANNED"
"Guys please help I found my old fnaf fanart from when I was 8 I'm in literal tears"
"OH NO BOT MY FIFTH GRADE HAMILTON PHASE"
"The worst attraction ive ever had has to be Sombra Overwatch"
"My family is like "save all ur art so I can sell it when you're famous" I literally could not sell this if I tried"
"screaming puppet"
"I just remembered Ive drawn overwatch/hamilton crossover fanart"
"my hermit crabs ate each other again"
"we're cannibals ????"
"having me here is a curse you have inflicted on yourselves and I for one am glad for it <3" "scitters around like a crab in anticipation"
"CARB DAY"
"WE NEED TO HAVE A WATCH OARTY"
"hey y'all ill be right back i have to throw away a crab carcass"
"if I watch cars I'm going to start laughing in the middle of it nonstop just because the word cars is funny and also cars are funny like how do you move silly little metal box with rubber circles"
"Lark asleep post catboy pitbul"
"Mwista Wowldwide! Nya!" "hermit crab 2: electric boogaloo"
"Is that why your name is chaos"
"manifest the crab power!!"
"cool dex fact: i can't read 📷"
"sighs adds to worship these entities list"
"with a knife <3"
"yeah and if he betrays me I could probably throw him across the atlantic ocean"
"give me his eyes"
"my good citizen i am a- wait no im nonbinary nvm"
"it worked on a fish idk what to tell you"
"what is gender??? Is that a board game?? If so can I be apples to apples that one's my favorite"
"CHUTES AND LADDERS"
"anyways actually my gender is Candyland"
"Oh god romes the destroyer of friendships/j"
"i am a simple gay i see math i run in the opposite direction survival instincts 101"
"math my beloathed"
"algebra makes me want to rip open a bag of swedish fish and swallow them whole"
"cackles in they're au characters and this will be very fun"
"pog !!!! me too ksajgks one of my drs is a sanders sides au"
"Is that bipper"
"tumblr sexyman"
"Good because he’ll fuck u up if u hurt a child"
"I want a wing-suit"
"looks like a bean would poison someone"
"my hermit crabs are cannibals what can i say"
"sonic the hedgehog kinnie"
"get yourself a man who is capable of the most ungodly actions but won't do them because of their morality owo"
"tell him he can steal my wallet"
"eyes"
"idk about y'all but I need blueberry sweet tea to live"
"y'know the red souls from soul eater i really want to eat those"
"but like only respectable crimes like stealing from elon musk"
"You can go cultbashing with he!"
"He acts like a flamboyant gay man, but if a flamboyant gay man was straight."
"Simp Satan 📷"
"definitely arson"
"They look like they enjoy lemon squares and other lemon desserts"
"Satan is all-powerful but he spends most of his time building honeymoon locations because he is convinced that the protag loves him"
"bc shes the reincarnation of his dead wife or something i guess"
annd here's a quote from our very own dream (@shiftingwastaken) that sums this post up:
"shiftblr but context makes it worse"
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Hi! I was wondering if I could have a demon slayer match up please!
My name is Sam and I am a bisexual female (she/her) my star sign is Aries. Hobbies include learning - I love to obsess over specific topics, like art, animation, art history, but also spooky stuff like folklore and ghosts, and I love learning about these topics as much as I can. I am a digital artist but I dabble in mixed media as well, the art I make is either spooky and surrounds topics like death or loss, or they're personal to me, but I love making goofy stuff too. Other hobbies include sewing, I also love movies and movie trivia (favorites are Jurassic Park, Evil Dead 2 and Howls Moving Castle) - Horror, horror comedies and animated are the genres I enjoy most. In terms of likes, I'm pretty easy going, some favorite things of mine are books in general (I'm a bit of a book hoarder), I love sweet and spicy food, favorite colors range from purple, blue and red. Dislikes...Hmm...I hate obnoxious people, or people who are willingfulky ignorant, If i can't have an intelligent conversation with you, i will get a bit bored too. I think I'd like a human matchup if that's all right with ya.
Do I like PDA?: I enjoy light PDA, hand holding, kisses on the cheek, that kind of thing.
Breathing Style?: I think breath of love is really neat
Love language: words of affirmation, gift giving (normally in buying food, snacks or drinks for the other person) and physical affection like head pets?? If that makes sense 😅 and teasing (I enjoy a partner who I can joke with)
Indoor or outdoor?: indoor, I'm pretty low key and honestly, if I dont have to leave the house, I wont.
Favorite flower?: lilacs or lavender, I love their scents.
Top kins?: characters I relate to most would be Eda Clawthorne from Owl House, Coraline Jones from Coraline, Pearl from Steven Universe, and Katara from Avatar: the last airbender
Ideal date: i like low key dates, I like staying in, ordering food and watching a movie but I like going to museums too! I really want to visit an aquarium with my partner some day too!
hi ! thank u for ur matchup , i hope u like it <33
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You Got ..
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SHINOBU KOCHO
— honestly I was thinking Mizuki and shinobu .. I asked my sister which one so she chose shinobu !
Songs Based Off Relationship :
Juliet — Cavetown
I Love You So — The Walters
Pretty Girl — Clairo
How You Met :
You met Shinobu at a museum , you accidentally bumped into her and Kanao . You apologized and she said it wasn’t a big deal .. you left and thought nothing of the girl . Until you somehow happened to bump into her again at the market .. she made a cocky comment like “funny meeting you again , maybe fate just wants us together .. hm ?” and that’s how your relationship started . You would bump into time after time until it started turning into hangouts and soon dates ! Kanao would talk to you sometimes about Shinobu .. since Kanao doesn’t know anything about love she asks you about it sometimes . Honestly your relationship is the best <33
Relationship Head-canons :
Shinobu doesn’t really mind PDA but she will get a little embarrassed if you pull her into a kiss or something cough spicy but she does enjoy the simple hand holding and pecks .. I think her favorite is hand holding !
Shinobu love language would maybe be a bit of everything , although I think shes best at Physical affection and acts of service ! And also loves to tease you c; shinobu enjoys the gifts you get her ! She has a small drawer where she keeps all the gifts . In return , I think she give you kisses and hugs !
I think Shinobu likes indoors and outdoors , would probably make you get out of the house for some Vitamin D .. she’s really cares for you and wants you in the best health ! Although maybe once or twice she will stay indoors with you and cuddle at day ..
Since Shinobu likes fish ( she owns a pet goldfish ) she took you to the aquarium once ! And to be cocky , she pointed out the ugliest fish and said that was you — although she apologized after .. kinda . After you both went to go get food and ran into Mitsuri and Getsumei c:
I honestly think Shinobu does not like folktales , i thinks she scared of ghost .. or spirits — ( just my opinion ) so whenever you tell her a a folktale or such . At night she will come knocking at your door and ask if she could sleep with you .. she won’t tell you the reason but you already know B)

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Tessa ure back and it made me saur happy <3 i always wanna leave a good review but i always struggled a lot hwever this is my fav chapter so ill try!! first i miss yuuu so much. i cant deny i hav my fave writers before tbah came to me. apparantly theyre mia but then i saw ur blog. like the fic itself, u build a home in this hidden world of tumblr. u rebuild a safe space for me xx
i engulfed myself w some bad boy jk fics while waiting to ur update and god my hopes in men almost drowning and thank u for saving it!! secondly,,, despite tbah jaykay not sayying the L word idk i still trust him?? (or maybe bc i trust u) most fics i read were always one sided so it's like walking on an iceberg.. but u gave us assurance by showing his pov so maybe thats why and thank u for that!!
next,,how could u make simple interaction between them so meaningful?! i cant word this right opposing to how u wrote it. but i could really feel the strong emotions they hav between the lines?? gosh i cant thank u enough. im always in awe to ur writing its so smart and every line gave resonance (imagine me putting highlights to all sentencs lmao) aaand! the smut was IMMACULATE..i never visioned "making love" this perfect. very clear, full of romance, u nailed it!
alsoo :(( while reading the fic i hav this thought oc's personality is a reflection of u in rl. i feel guilty for being smitten but i think ure a really sweet person! just like someone i could easily trust my whole life the first time i met them. i hope everything works your way n wishing u always the best <33
anyways.. the journal scene is absolutely my favorite! so lemme leave this scene here-------
“Write about me.” He winks, sending a troop of butterflies straight to your chest, spreading like wildfire all through you – ever so weak for him. You hand him the bag you were previously holding – the one that stores the journal you’d originally bought. “Here.” He grabs it, confused but soft as he smiles. “I don’t know what to write about, though.” You smile, taking one step towards him, closing the distance as you look up at him, eyes indecisive as they scan his own before traveling down to his lips.
You shrug, your gaze growing so sweet. “Me.”
hiiii 🥺 first off, I want to say that this ask felt like a big, warm hug from u to me and I can't even begin to express my gratitude for it. it put such a big smile on my face that I'm unsure ill be able to shake off for the remainder of the day, so thank you so much. I hope you know I'm sending that love right back to you and multiplied.
I love your feedback so much and your name is one I look forward to receiving on my inbox so even if its one sentence or a bunch of paragraphs, please send them if it strikes you <3 thank you. I trust him too!!! I think that something very beautiful happens when we take people out of pedestals and simply accept them as flawed humans - in a way, that's what I want to portray with both jungkook and oc in this story. and even with his parents and anyone that might strike controversy in the storyline at times. a couple of chapters back oc said it herself beautifully, "love is understanding."
its so sweet of you to find me in her - I guess in a way, there's a little bit of me in all of the characters to some extent, whether big or small and oc is one I enjoy writing a lot so it flatters me that you'd say that <3 thank uuuu.
oh man, oh man... that chapter bit really got me too 🥺 I love him so much for that. imagine someone doing that for u!!!! it'd fall in love right then and there hehe.
im so glad u enjoyed!!!! and I truly am sending you so much love and life and a million kisses paired with a million hugs!!!! I love you. I hope you're able to keep finding a safe space in this little corner of the internet. xx
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