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purppleinara · 1 year

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My mom: "you don't need a psychiatrist"

My irl friends:

My online friends:

Me: *silently cries self to sleep regularly*

#random shit with ini #desi culture with inara #desi tumblr #desi stuff #desi culture #desiblr #dark humor #desi jokes #undiagnosed depression

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disc80s · 3 months

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#is being predisposed to having depression/general feeling of sadness through your whole life an actual thing?#or do I just have undiagnosed high functioning depression #txt

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inkskinned · 7 months

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they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?

they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.

you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.

you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.

mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.

you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.

#writeblr #warm up #to be clear let me state again: i think you should id however you fucking want if it helps you seek peace #but there is a HUGE difference between being like '.... im undiagnosed but i think i might be X'#and a person who is like ''omg my intrusive thoughts made me buy a birkin!!!''#babe mine made me throw up bc they disgusted me so much <3 #mine made me hurt myself evenly. even when i wanted to stop. i have had to put my hand on the stove MULTIPLE TIMES #and again i'd rather have 10000 people get help for something they don't need help for #than have 1 kid NOT get help #but there has GOTTTTT to be a middle ground here #bc at this point it isn't ''raising awareness''#it's . fucking misinformation. and ''what this picture says about you!!!!!''#& yes! im mostly talkin about ppl who are actually disgusted and offended by signs of mental illness #but use it to defend THEIR actions #like babe you hate when kids start yelling in the walmart? but you YOuRSELF can yell?#you are depressed so it's fine you were cruel to your spouse?#but if your spouse spends too much time in bed she's a lazy fuck?#your partner needs to do everything for you bc of your history in trauma? but when SHE has needs she's being clingy and gross?#HUGE difference here between whom i think most of my followers are btw. like #all it takes is fucking anyyyy empathy or kindness . like.#anyway it's hard to explain im hoping we all know the person im talking about lol

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turns-out-its-adhd · 7 months

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NEURODIVERSE-SQUAD, ASSEMBLE!

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belpheg0r-luna · 1 month

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When i was 13-14 i spent a whole year watching all 12 seasons of Bones over and over again (i think i managed four rewatches in total) spent my whole winter and summer holidays in bed watching this show day and night not talking to anyone thinking noone gets me the way bones gets me shes everything i want to be, i should probably become an anthropologist and NO ONE thought hey maybe we should take this kid to a doctor and get her diagnosed :/

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lazykebabvagina · 5 months

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How do I get diagnosed??? No psychiatrist invalidating me again. Not paying thousands. Quickest route. COMPUTER?? DO YOU HEAR ME?

#autism #psychiatrist #depression #autistic girl #tbh #undiagnosed autistic #self diagnosis #self diagnosed autism #autistic adult #low support needs

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the-gayest-sky-kid · 8 days

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my dazai fan-backstory is that his life pre-14 was like... relatively normal? but his parents were the like. vaccines give your kid autism & medication exists to keep you subservient types, which is why he tried to kill himself

#what undiagnosed autism and untreated depression does to a mfer

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melodymorningdew · 7 days

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I haven't weighed this little since I was 13-14 years old... I really don't want to waste away my guy.

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fear-no-mort · 4 months

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#does anybody else sometimes remember rick & morty are basically eachothers only escape from their problems #they are both horrifically depressed rick because he knows everything about everything ever and has everything he loves taken from him #(except for morty)#and morty because hes a 14 y/o undiagnosed kid who has no friends and has parents who argue #that one line in the pilot about how rick is mortys first real friend…. little did they know.. that statement is also true for rick… sob #ok posting tis tomorrow #rick and morty #rick sanchez #morty smith #odieart #odiespeak

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ne0nwithazero · 6 months

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I’m curious, are any of your OCs autistic?

idk if I've mentioned it before but Host is!

#Jay Asks #Anonymous #Host #Been a thing for a while but since I'm currently undiagnosed I've been hesitant to talk about it in case it's not my place to do so :')#Host is autistic and Mike has depression #But he's very good at masking it

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loveletter2you · 1 year

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literally when i was a young child i was so philosophical i was always thinking about death and mortality and being like how am i allowed to have a consciousness? am i really real? etc im way more chilled out now

#i also had undiagnosed depression

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noisolpxe · 3 months

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i cleaned the living room today and am thinking about tackling the bathroom after a short break <33 love and light

#★#productivity is my middle name. ADHD? depression? im undiagnosing myself.

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chronicsymptomsyndrome · 7 days

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Me: Your place is so much nicer than mine I’m so dysfunctional lmao

Friend: no my house is such a mess I have adhd too dude

Me: Sure but your place is still way better than mine

Friend: stfu everyone always says that

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Friend entering my home: oh dang. fair enough. how are you living like this

Me: lol dissociation

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laestoica · 8 months

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#adhd struggles #adult adhd #undiagnosed adhd #deceptions #self esteem #adhd brain #adhd life #adhd burnout #anxiety #depression #mental health #twitter #relatable #adhd

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in-the-sweet-november-rain · 3 months

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why is it that every time that i try to have a civil conversation w him we always end up fighting like its 2021 all over again??

#this is about my father btw #vicki's shit #like i lived with him for a whole year and a half #like just us two #and whenever we end up being in the house together alone #we just starting fighting like its 2021 all over again #and i HATED that year #worst year of my life #0 contact w friends except my neighbors #my dad has (undiagnosed) depression so there would be days on end where i wouldn't eat except for school food #half the time i thought he was dead-he was asleep but due to a breathing condition he has it seemed like he was dead #anyways thats enought dumping for now

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mothribcage · 3 months

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I really think it’s counterproductive to helping the majority of people that we are SO married to labels.

When it comes to my mental health I have so many symptoms that I’ve been diagnosed with a ton of different things, does it even make sense for me to introduce myself by listing off half a dozen different things?

When it comes to my queer identity I fall under so many umbrellas, does it really make sense for me to list off everything that could possibly describe me?

When it comes to my physical limitations, I haven’t gotten diagnosed for most of what I feel. I find it really difficult to express how I’m feeling without someone being like “well isn’t that x condition? Here’s what you should do to fix what you’re feeling because of x condition”.

In every case, I wish I could just explain how I feel. I wish I could just say “oh here’s how I’m feeling, here’s what could help” or “here’s some traits of my identity and here’s how to respect that and/or affirm that”.

Maybe it would be nice if we could move in the direction of just,. Individual informed identity? Just let people tell you who they are and what they need instead of asking for a label that they fall into so that you can treat them in the way that YOU think someone who has that identity should be treated.

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