#ughh im tired

[joleneghoul]

When I die, which I must do, could it shine down here with you?

uhhh here is this, referenced off of The Meeting on the Turret Stairs.

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#rip hunter #jeff smith #my art.png #time masters #its 7am and i stayed up to finish this ..ughh im so tired

[nonranghaes]

heads up: parental abuse mentioned vaguely. hurt/comfort ahead.

vernon knows what it means when you text this late asking to come over.

despite the insistence that you could move in with him until you got on your feet, you never really took it. he always said that he's your boyfriend and your best friend: this was part of the deal. caring for each other. if it were him, you'd open your door immediately and let him stay as long as he needed to get things sorted out. even after dating for a year, you don't take him up on the offer. instead, he just gets the occasional text asking if it's okay that you come over. that you need to get out. he always says yes, even if that means ditching his friends to go back to his apartment (something he never tells you: he doesn't want you to feel guilty when your safety always comes first). instead, he busies himself with doing things a boyfriend should. he gets the hoodie the two of you share (bought big enough for both of you to wear it comfortably) out of his closet, and sprays his cologne onto it. he gets the plush bear you bought him (one of a set: his was green, while yours was blue) out, too--he needed to shower tonight, and the bear was almost as good a cuddler as he was.

and he brings himself to wait by the front door. you already know the code to the apartment. he texts seungkwan that you're spending the night, and seungkwan asks if he needs to bring anything--dinner or otherwise--to cheer you up. it makes him thankful his roommate understands. truly, sometimes vernon thinks seungkwan loves you almost as much as he does.

the door chimes when you open it, and he can see the fact your cheeks are wet from the moment he sees you. wordlessly, he opens his arms to you, and you don't rush into them. you close the door, you slip out of your shoes and set them aside, and then you step up. you meet his gaze for a moment, and then you sink into him, arms wrapping around him tight.

"why is it always my fault?" you sigh out. it's not the first time vernon's heard that. the next thing you say is another repeat of something you've said too many times before, "i just wish i could be enough for her."

he holds you tight. "it's not your fault," he says. he'll always say it, as many times as you need it. "she's the one who's never happy. you didn't do anything, baby." (he hopes the term of endearment helps.)

"i just... i told her i'd go back and get whatever she wanted, and then she got all pissed off and snappy and said she'd do it herself." you bury your face into his neck. "i just said i was tired... i didn't mean i wouldn't go, i just--"

hot tears hit his neck, and he just holds you tighter. "hey, hey--you didn't do anything. how much have you done today?"

you start listing them off. the meals you've cooked, the chores you've done, the places you've gone...

"anyone would be tired at this point," he tells you. he draws back from you, taking your hands in his as he takes a few steps back, "c'mon. let's go cuddle, baby."

fuck the shower. he'll take one in the morning. you need him more now, and he's happy to be there for you to fall asleep on halfway through a movie on his laptop. whatever it takes to remind you you're loved, he'll do. that's what a boyfriend does, he thinks. and then he scratches that out:

that's what someone who cares does, regardless of title.

#nonranghaes.thoughts #seventeen x reader #nonranghaes.svt #svt x reader #seventeen imagine #seventeen x you #svt imagine #svt x you #chwe vernon x reader #vernon angst #vernon x reader #chwe vernon angst #chwe hansol x reader #man im just. im just tired. im sorry i cant do shit right #i wish i was more than just a fucking uterus or means of money to her... all im good for is 1. money (one day) and 2. grandkids #and i wish i were viewed as more than that in her fucking eyes but at the same time i dont care. i dont want her to perceive me #ughh ignore my venting in the tags i just. i wish i were loved on purpose #and not out of obligation

[frogoverlord]

day 3 au I did @/krynutsreal’s sky au….!!!!!!

#kiyotakaweek2023 #danganronpa #kiyotaka ishimaru #mondo oowada #UGHH im tires. #🛞<- me #I’ve been wanting to draw this au for forever and this is just like #UNIMPRESSIBE idk. I’ll do something like…finished lateer #die

[jh-arts]

This is how Emergency! happened, right?

#ughh #bro idk why i can’t be normal and just photoshop a meme instead of spending hours drawing it. #anyways #hope y’all like it! i thought it was funny at least #emergency! #my art #emergency! fandom #emergency! fanart #okay it’s late at night and im tired so there’s probably typos/errors #roy desoto #johnny gage #dr brackett #kelly brackett #jh arts

[enden-k]

You're so right about more events like the potion one. Legit more engaging then the multiple "fight a bunch of enemies. But with a small twist!" events in between

yea, theyre a really nice change and super fun to do. before i knew it, i was running the stand and making potions for an hour and had to stop myself ajkbcjka its the first time after months that im having fun again doing the main event

#i didnt even finish lantern rite or the one fontaine event bc i was so burnt out and tired and bored and ughh just didnt have the energy #to invest my time in them #so im really happy rn i love it #reply

[coloredlion102-blog]

IM EMOTIONAL

#generation loss #genloss #Genloss fanart #animation #Ranboo fanart #slimecicle fanart #sneeg fanart #digital art #THIS SONG HITS ME EVERY TIME #THE CHORD UGHH #THE LITTLE HIGH NOTES AT THE END #ITS SO TIRED BUT RELIEVED AND HOPEFUL IM JUST #UGHHH

[heartandmusic]

we got any trapperinas in the building tonight

#i literaly dont fucking know whats going on here. what ever #mash #mash 4077 #trapper john mcintyre #omfg i forgot to crank up the exposure level and slap a preset kpop filter on this ughh fuck me #im too tired to re edit

[infinitelilith]

Today has been one of those days where it's just me and my Roxas plushie against the world. No matter how shitty things get I'll always have this emo blond boy in my corner

#i love him so much ughh he's one of my favourite pieces of KH merch I own #today kinda sucked but at the end I got to go home and see him again and you know what? I got this feeling everything might turn out alright #im tired...good night yall. anon if you see this somehow: ill respond to your ask tomorrow #kh #kingdom hearts #kh roxas

[neck-thats-made-for-bruising]

Summer save me

#im so tired of winter ughh #it just hit 0⁰ today #ive never been in less than 15⁰ #i already have my summer clothes planned

[furinzii]

oc doodles (Niko and Jess :3)

#oc art #oc #oc artwork #art #furinzii #clip studio art #im so tired #ughh #sillies #they are SISTERS by the way dont be weird #womp womp #girlish whimsy #chat

[soldier-poet-king]

Anyway Sufjan Stevens John my Beloved on repeat, I'm watching dungeon meshi and then working on my VERY ROMANTIC PINING embroidery of Klimt's the kiss

#>:((((((( #IM. #the duality of fran #realistically i will fall asleep watching dungeon meshi #bc im drinking neocitran for the tail end of that cold #and that shit puts me to SLEEP #ughh more furniture painting tmrw too. im. so tired. i wanna do nothing. play video game

[averyspoopedcorgi]

would you pyon pyon with them be honest

#ensemble stars #enstars #tomoya mashiro #nazuna nito #mitsuru tenma #hajime shino #ra*bits #furry art #they're all rabbits but thier specific species are are pygmy rabbit. netherland dwarf rabbit. holland lop and polish rabbit respectively #ughh i shouldn't have drawn them when im so tired i feel like they look bad TT #my art

[ratinthevoid]

why do we have summer already? last time i checked it was february

#im so tired #while i'm already chronically fatigued any temperature above 15C is sucking the remaining energy out of me #don't get me wrong i'm happy to have one warmer day and go out on the sun for a while #but soon i won't be able to sleep again and i'm gonna be a ghost for few months #and everything gonna be sweaty and ughh the horror of wearing less clothes or dying in jeans on 30 degrees #it cam stay how it is now fine but we can't have summer yet boys i can't take it

[hecksupremechips]

Minor thing that really irks me is when people treat the femc route in p3 portable as like the lesser story or like it’s a fanfic where nothing that happens in it is the “true” canon like. Bitch. The femc and everything that happens in her version of the story is just as canon as the male protagonist and everything that happens in his story. And there’s literally been so many fucking versions of p3 at this point like the base game, fes, portable, the movies, stage plays, reload, as well as spinoffs and manga and they all do things differently. I don’t see anyone acting like the base game is more canon than, say, reload so why do they do this with portable? Why can’t the (infinitely superior) version with the female protagonist just be respected for five fucking minutes goddamn

#persona #persona 3 #kotone shiomi #its the misogyny yay #but god i am so tired of her game being treated as not actually canon like it literally is #theres multiple canons dipshit there is no true version of this game #and also people saying she doesnt fit the theme or some shit like. she literally does??? and honestly she does it better #like you can really feel the love she brings to the group and how she gives everything life and helps everyone #but also just how it all comes with pain she smiles and befriends everyone but shes always been so deeply alone and she doesnt want anyone #to feel the pain shes felt and so she carries all those burdens on her own and when everyone goes to reach out for her #its too late far too late shed sacrifice herself over and over for these people and theyll never once see her cry #she also you know. actually has good social links and gets to know everyone not just people she wants fuck #so you get to see just infinitely better versions of every character with her she really does bring out the best in them #and another thing in particular with the disrespect of her story is the way shinji living is treated again just like #some kinda fanfic au by someone who didnt wanna cope with their blorbo dying like ughh #shinji surviving is just as canon as him dying there is an entire canon where he gets a happy ending and it is once again #much better than versions where he dies like ive. exhausted myself with explaining it but its just better #so yeah basically out of spite i like acting like kotones story is actually the one true canon #and when people mention stuff that isnt in her story im like ‘huh? what? that didnt happen’ #cuz whos gonna stop me

[taylorswiftshipsbyler]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#sorry #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #i think. maybe I'm not okay. #maybe im just tired #ive been questioning my gender a lot lately and #UGHH #I JUST #i thought i felt better #i just got distracted ig but im back to thinking about it

[malencholic-nyx]

What's bothering me, I cannot tell,

A feeling so deep, so dark as hell,

Can I escape this feeling, this pain?

Or is it a part of me, a permanent stain?

#im so fucking tired #okay maybe not #i feel like shit #i feel numb #i feel empty #fuckkkkkk #thisss feeeelinggggggg ughh