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burnyouwithacigarettelighter · 7 months

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I was wondering if you do fluff/sfw fics, I love your writings! If so I would request some domestic fluff with one of cillians characters, I'm a sucker for that cute cuddly shit. <3

VISIONS OF SUCH SWEET DAYS ─── neil lewis 𖦹

ೃ⁀➷ “I hold you like the first time. I love your heart and all that you are. When I think of us it seems absurd to not believe in eternity.” — a letter to Albert Camus, María Casares.

pairing. neil lewis x reader

summary. domestic headcanons w/neil lewis!

warnings. tooth-rotting fluff, married life, domesticity, mutual pining, bestfriends-to-lovers

word count. 2.4k

a/n. ik this probably won’t get much attention cus theres no smut but this was sm fun to write!!! tysm anon & im so sorry requests are taking long to do😭schools taking precedent for me atm! also this wasn’t proofread i apologize😓 lastly, the title is from “apocalypse” by cigarettes after sex :)

P.S. THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR 2000 FOLLOWERS AHHHH I LOVE U GUYS SM!!!

Being in a relationship with Neil Lewis doesn’t change a thing at all. Your dynamic has stayed the same since you were just friends: you two were like an old married couple-- even before you did get married.

For years, it made Jonathan and Lucien wrinkle their noses, and you ponder about the matter often, how lovey-dovey you two had actually been without even realizing it…

🎬 you used to visit him at work with takeout after he complained about forgetting his lunch over the phone. he’d light up when you walked in, why’re you here?! on his tongue before you lifted up the plastic bag, and he’d smile that boyish smile of his, warm and appreciative and so neil, the same sweet neil you’d known since you were young.

“forget your lunch again, neil?” you’d grin. “i bet you could recite the seventh seal word by word but forget if you brushed your teeth this morning.” “you wound me!” he’d press a hand to his heart, theatrically pretending he’d gotten stabbed, “you don’t have to bet— i can recite the seventh seal word by word.”

🎬 when his washer broke, and he was too busy to get it fixed, you offered to wash his laundry for him. obviously, the thought of you handling his clothes — his intimates — had him mortified, so he suggested he just come over to yours and put a load in instead. still, the day dissolved into the two of you folding your laundry side by side, humming nostalgic tunes alongside your handheld radio.

“oh, god, change the station,” he’d groan, haphazardly tossing one of his newly rolled up tube socks into a plastic laundry bin. “hm? how come?” you questioned absently. “they’re playing that song, y’know— from homecoming?” “when that girl -- what was her name, again? -- dumped you?” “ugh, don’t remind me and please, just change it already!”

🎬 with adulthood came change, and honestly, the two of you didn’t get to see each other as often as you wanted, so neil proposed that you spend at least one night a week eating dinner together. once, you decided to cook instead of eating out, but neil got impatient. he wandered over to your figure in the kitchen, whining that he was about to keel over and die since you were taking so long. you rolled your eyes, but relented, holding up the wooden spoon and letting him taste-test, asking if it was too salty or too sweet. maybe it was because he was hungry, or your food was something so nostalgic and familiar to him, but he absolutely melted at the taste, singing praises the entire night.

🎬 sometimes you & neil’s movie-nights would drift off a little too late into the night, and the two of you would fall asleep on his couch together. you’d wake up, a strained, uncomfortable tangle of limbs and blankets, but you still felt right at home— snug against neil’s warm body, his familiar scent clinging to your skin.

🎬 since neil rarely got out of the house, you made it your mission to expose that man to the sunlight as much as possible; you didn't exactly want your bestfriend to get jaundice because he was binge-watching humphrey bogart's entire filmography for days in a row. you’d take him everywhere and anywhere: the two of you would go to the sunday farmers market downtown, looking at all the booths and tents laid out, buying fresh fruit and vegetables as opposed to, what you called, “overpriced, super-market big-box store garbage”, to which, neil would say, “is this a dig at me? because you know i’m terrible at grocery shopping, i cant help buying whatever’s easiest!”

🎬 other days, you’d walk in the park side by side, taking in the fresh air and throwing bread at ducks despite the DO NOT FEED THE DUCKS sign in bright yellow, snickering like school children.

“that one looks just like you,” you’d giggle, pointing at a particularly ugly looking one, flailing about in the water and splashing its siblings. “hardy-har, that’s very funny,” neil snorted, pushing you playfully. “jokes on you, it’s probably just like the ugly duckling.” “poor neil, is this your way of telling me you were switched at birth?”

🎬 sometimes, the two of you would sneak on top of your work building’s roof and, well, people-watch, picking a random person and dictating what you thought they were doing that day.

neil pointed at a lady wearing a furry wolf costume, and you filled in what you thought. “oh, oh, she’s going to her kids' birthday! the guy they hired to be a wolf didn’t show up, so mom decided to do it herself.” “good on her, but i don’t think it's her kids birthday she’s going to…” he trailed off, and you looked at him confused, before he gestured to the fur-suit-wearing woman entering a strip club. “huh,” you’d blink, “kinky.”

🎬 despite the confidence he projects at gumshoe video, considering he dresses up in some silly costume every week, the guy is absolutely terrified at booking his own appointments. it doesn't matter what it is, dental or medical or even a haircut, he stumbles and hangs up at the slightest rise of panic within him. its funny the first few times, but you could not deal with it anymore after he was sick with something he “didn’t know” because he was too nervous to call his doctor. you booked the first few, but then you taught him, shoving the phone in his hand and pantomiming what to do silently in front of him.

“uh, um, i’d like to book my - my-“ neil froze, mind going blank. you smacked your forehead lightly in exasperation, then pretended to inject yourself with a needle. “my, um, routine-- routine vaccinations!”

🎬 it took a few tries, but he finally got the hang of it— a big achievement on his part, but your number’s still hooked up to his dentist, so you have to remind him every time that he has to book his cleaning.

Nothing about your love has changed, not a single thing from back then, and honestly, maybe you loved him the whole time. Thought there certainly is a more romantic tone to your relationship now…

🎬 waking up next to neil might be one of the sweetest sights you’ve ever seen. usually, it’s him who wakes up first— he’s a light sleeper, while you sleep like the dead. your eyes flutter open, and there he is, piercing blue eyes drifting past your every feature. his gaze is tense and consuming but tender and loving all at once; you feel like he’s seeing through you, but it's in a good way-- you want to bare your heart on your sleeve for him because he does it for you. his hands are smooth on your side, holding you close, and he brings one up to cradle your face when he notices you’re awake.

“goodmorning,” he murmurs, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “morning, you little creep,” you grin against his skin, “do you watch me every morning?” he rolled his eyes, “not every morning… i can’t when you go to work early, obviously.”

🎬 your wedding is the funniest thing you’re ever experienced. sure, most people want it to be beautiful and perfect, but you were content with anything— hell, neil could’ve married you with just his cardboard cutout of ingrid bergman as the sole witness and you’d still swoon. it’s funny because your families have this chemical energy about them when they’re together— they get along like a house on fire, and it’s just, seriously, seriously chaotic. all your friends being there doesn’t help either, especially when you were 99% sure your other best friend, violet, was pickpocketing the plus-ones you didn’t know.

“is that your aunt, or my cousin’s girlfriend?” neil asked in a whisper, taking a large bite of your red-velvet wedding cake. “i’m not sure…” you knit your brows, “but that is lucien asking for her number.”

🎬 you had gotten sick before with neil knowing before, obviously, but living with him while you’re sick means he makes it his personal mission to cater to your every need. he supplies you with dozens of pillows and blankets if you’re chilly, and will just as quickly fling them across the room if you break out a sweat. he’s by your side the whole time, even though you protest and fume that he’ll get sick too, but he says he doesn’t care, not when the love of his life is suffering. he’s so devoted to you, and it gets downright irritating at times like these, but you can’t deny how warm being showered in his love feels; being taken care of, doted on, his wide blue eyes peering into you for any sign of discomfort at all so he can quickly fix it.

just a single could i have some water? and neil’s hauling a thirty-six pack of plastic bottles into your bedroom. “just in case,” he pants, “dehydration’s a big problem when you’re sick, okay?!”

🎬 this man is a fiend!!! for spooning. little spoon or big spoon, he does not care okay maybe he likes being the little spoon a lil bit more he just adore having you near him. when he’s the big spoon, he pulls you real close, your face in the crook of his neck as he pets the back of your head gently, your arms wrapping around his waist. it’s the perfect angle because he gets to see your darling beautiful eyes looking up at him in the way you know he folds for every time. when he’s the little spoon, hes wastes no time in curling up against you, his head resting on your chest. theres just something so comforting about the position, be it your hands running through his brown locks, your legs hooked over his, or how his hands come up under your shirt and make you shiver, but you let it happen anyway, because you know how much he loves feeling your warmth under his fingertips.

🎬 neil is terrible, downright terrible at cooking… but he is a genius when the oven mitts come out! his silly little cinephile brain apparently made ample enough space for him to hone his baking skills, and when he’s not working or watching movies or cuddling with you, he’s in the kitchen, flour unknowingly on his face as he beats the living hell out of some poor egg whites.

“c’mere,” you usher him over, your eyes crinkling at his state: he was wearing a frilly hot-pink tartan apron with a heart-shaped chest — a gag gift you got him last christmas— while he piped chocolate ganache frosting on cupcakes. he drifted over to you absently, eyes still trained on the treats. they snapped straight over to you however, when you leaned in, presumably to give him a kiss, and instead darted your tongue out to lick the frosting on his cheek. “hey!” he gasped, face flushing as he scrambled to wipe away the saliva on his face. “you could’ve just said you wanted a taste.” “wouldn’t get such a cute reaction though, now would i?” you winked.

🎬 when a song comes on that doesn’t bubble up traumatic juvenile memories, you’re quick to clasp neil’s hand on your own, letting the music take you wherever, be it in your kitchen or at gumshoe video.

“dance with me,” you said, like it was a question, but already pulling neil up by the arm off your livingroom couch. your arms hooked around his neck as his hands rested softly on your waist, a familiar and comforting pressure on the flesh as you two swayed back and forth in tune to the music. “do we have a song?” you wondered, shifting your feet on the hardwood floor and looking up at him through your lashes. “the one from our wedding, probably,” he answered, “but this can be it if you want.” it’s some song you’ve never heard before, but its a good one, something you both like. “sure,” you murmur, turning to the side and resting your head on his chest as he pulled you close, swaying still. “i love you,” you said suddenly, and you heard neil let out a soft exhale of breath. “i love you, too. i think marrying you was the best thing i ever did.” “i think letting the weird new kid sit next to me at lunch was the best thing i ever did.”

All in all, married life with Neil is a dream, and entirely what you expected: you understand him like you do breathing. this love for him is innate, ingrained within you, and you know its the same for him— the love he’s shown you this whole time is the same pure thing, a tender and married adoration.

You know your husband so well you swear you could pick him out of a group by heartbeat alone; how it skips and stutters at the sound of your voice, how his heart pumps with a love only he can provide. There’s no-one else but Neil for you-- no one.

#cillian murphy x reader #cillian murphy #neil lewis x reader #watching the detectives #neil lewis headcanons #neil lewis fluff

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thesalemwitchtries · 4 months

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Okay so I've been lurking a lot instead of reblogging as I try to do, and this is because when I'm in the library doing work and get distracted by a good fic, it feels less like being off task if I'm just reading and not interacting, like reading is taking a study break, good for the brain, but interacting is being On Your Phone, and is off task.

Now the semester is done however, and I am free to do as I wish guilt free. One of the major things that I need to catch up on is a new fandom rabbit-hole that I fell into, which began with me accidentally stumbling on a fic while late-night scrolling, reading it, and then proceeding to completely devour almost the entire catalogue of works of several writers. I'll get around to re-reading and commenting on what I've spent the past like two weeks being absolutely lost in, but first I wanted to give a quick shout-out to the accounts because I know that sailor-aviator is having a milestone positivity event, and also they all just deserve it.

I think it started with @roosterforme and Bradley Bradshaw, and then devolved into reading almost everything that @jupitercomet, @sailor-aviator, and @goldenseresinretriever have ever published. This next part is long-winded gushing and also I think maybe turned into a marriage proposal? I'm not sure, hopefully its not creepy/weird

Seriously amazing work, like I can't truly express the amount of resistance I had to tgm before finding these accounts, but I had avoided watching the movie for the longest time bc my super shitty ex was a pilot (Air Force, and in training, but still we did tour the ship in SD when we were together) and also because he seriously looks like if you bought a hybrid of Lewis Pullman and Glen Powell from Dollar Tree and then made him scrawny, incredibly boring, and also unable to understand the word no or that it's not a crime to do a little shimmy when a good song comes on the grocery store radio

Now I feel cured of that in a way, like I don't know him, who was that? All I know are the incredible and delicious men that these guys are writing about.

You guys are out here soothing traumas unknowingly all while writing kicking-my-legs-blushing-and-giggling quality romances, like, can't thank you enough for the work and effort and time that has clearly gone into all that you guys are doing (for free!) and I hope that you all are proud of what you've been creating.

Like yeah, fanfic is just silly little stories, but these are your silly little stories that wouldn't exist without your hardwork and brains, and also they're incredible silly little stories. 🫶

Specifically I've been obsessed with sailor's Tarzan Bradley (he's so in love and also horny I love it, 🫠 ugh can't get enough), and her Bob series is so cute and seasonal I love him sm! 🥰🥰

And I didn't want to get sucked in, but sailor's merman Jake series converted me to becoming a part-time Jake girlie, of course with the help of golden's hockey au with Bugs and Lola, they're so cute and I'm living for Honey and Bradley you don't even know. I used to go to hockey games with my grandpa all the time (go Fireants lmao) so its nostalgic, but also bc of that old-guy association I don't think I ever really considered the horny potential of hockey, so thanks so much for opening my eyes to new growth opportunities for male objectification 😭

Anyways I hope this isn't like, too weird or makes you uncomfortable, I just wanted to take the chance to get out some of this built-up appreciation and share some positive thoughts ig, thanks for all your work and creativity, and also for bringing me a new fandom to hyperfixate on, its like a christmas gift, lol

#slim speaks #okay time for some social interaction don't make it weird: writes a full fucking essay

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blackfangedreaper · 2 years

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PRINCE STEFAN

Summary: Barbie movie marathon with soma takes a turn but i guess your in it together with prince nicolas.

Pairings: Sōma yukihira x fem reader

Warning: smut🍋, squirting, swearing, fluff💞 and grammatical errors.

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Movie marathons were normal for you and soma especially in the middle of the night, you guys would stay up watching the classics namely, Legally blonde, wild child, mean girls and sometimes old and nostalgic animations.

You both decided on a barbie marathon starting from the Ogs to the present ones, you could say it was on impulse but you both wanted to feel young again, not that you weren't, you just loved the nostalgia.

With his back against his bed frame and his arms around you enjoying your warmth you leaned back against his chest, your legs spread to make space for the laptop that rested between your legs which laid ontop a pillow.

Barbie Rapunzel was currently playing, soma never really liked it cause of the animation, well you didn't mind, you loved all barbie films.

As you were watching soma had his head on your shoulder, one hand swiping on his phone and the other caressing your thigh, you could feel him breathing down on you, you shivered. "You cold?"

"No no just a chill." You responded.

"Hm alright." He then proceeded to pull you closer.

Just in the middle of the movie you start to zone out, your focus zoning in on the way soma ran his hands up and down your thigh sometimes he'd alternate caressing the side of your thigh then going underneath then squeezing, and your not gonna lie it feels good.

You felt like he was doing this on purpose but he seemed rather oblivious to the way he was making you feel.

It's been some time since you and soma had started going out and you both haven't really engaged in anything sexual...well except make out sessions or occasionally gropings here and there, but regardless you both haven't done anything more than that.

You were brought out of your daze as you felt soma's fingers brushing against your kitty from underneath your thigh.

Oh God.

He was driving you crazy and he didn't even know, you felt your nipple harden and poke against his grey sweatshirt that you stole, that had matching shorts which you had on as well.

You squirmed and jolted as he brushed against you again. "You alright?"

"Y-Yeah." You stuttered out breathlessly, gosh you felt heat rush to your face at what you were about to do "A-Actually uh i have this itch."

"Hm where? Your back? I'll help." He suggested as he began to move but before he could you stop him. "No n-not my back."

You reached for the hand that he had been using to torment you with, maintaining eye contact with him you trailed it down slowly.

"O-Oh" His yellow orbs widening as you slipped his hand into your shorts until he felt the lacy material of your panties.

You sighed in pleasure leaning back against him as you felt his warm hand cup your lady, feeling his fingers trace your slit.

"Please." You whimpered.

"Hmm? You seem awfully needy, i doubt prince stefan did this." He teased using his free hand to spread your legs making enough room to take off your shorts.

"S-Stop teasing soma!" You yelped feeling him lift you to slide your panties off.

"How can i not, just look at this!" He retorted showing you your damp panties. "It's soaked."

"Sto-mmh!" Moaning as you felt his fingers coming in contact with your clit, rubbing circles and kissing on your neck, his other hand finding it's way under your sweatshirt to caress your breast before playing with your nipples.

Fuck

"Your dripping baby." He murmured against your neck rubbing up and down your slit then bringing his soaked digits up so you could see the strings of your arousal dripping down his fingers.

"Ha... t-that's so embarrassing-ah!" You yelped feeling him bring his now cold fingers back to your dripping wet cunt teasing your entrance, ugh it felt so good.

"It's only natural when your with me." He affirmed, you could feel his smug smile granted you couldn't see shit right now and your mind felt hazy.

"Pardon my intrusion." He chortled.

"What intru- uah!" You mewled out his fingers stretching you as he entered. "You ok?"

"Y-Yeah g-go on." You reassured, gasping as you felt him pump his fingers in and out of you, you could see stars at this point, going in circles round your head, he was so good with his fingers, he is a chef after all.

"Feels good?" He asked, hearing no response he looked at you then smirked, oh you looked out of it, tongue slightly poked out, drool trailing down your chin, eyes slightly rolled back, one hand clutching the sheets and the other pulling gently on his hair.

He removed his hand from your boobs going down to your abdomen to push down slighly, this caused you to jolt feeling a tightening sensation.

"A-Ah right there s-soma." You whimpered out feeling him reach deeper, pounding into you faster and harder. "Oh g-gosh!"

Lewd and obsene sounds filled the room with moans spilling out your mouth and wet sounds from your heat, it sounded like music to his ears.

"Ugh louder baby, i love the sounds you make." He said ramming his fingers into you, hitting all the right spots.

"O-Oh please d-don't stop." You exclaimed eyes rolling back, you were so close. "I'm c-coming!"

"Ha ha, feel free baby!" He chuckled feeling a certain spot in you expand pushing on it as it continued to pulse and enlarge until he heard you scream out and cream all over his finger but not before squirting all over the bed and the laptop which incidentally had been paused on a certain prince.

"Damn you made mess, i'm sure his highness would agree with me!" He teased looking at the drops of your arousal rolling down the screen of his laptop. "And it's new too!"

"S-Stop!" You said coming down from your high and wacking him upside his head.

"Ouch, well deserved." Removing his fingers only to suck on it. "You taste great!"

"Don't do that, it's dirty!" You exclaimed looking at him in disbelief.

"Sorry couldn't help my self." He smirked pulling you into a kiss, you could taste yourself on his tongue, he pulled away, looking at the screen then back at you.

"We should probably clean up before continuing our marathon, i'm sure prince stefan would appreciate that!" He laughed leaping out of the bed and into the bathroom to avoid your hits.

"Soma Yukihira come back here!" You exclaimed opting to chase after him, but definitely not with your shaking knees. "Goddammit!" You signed in defeat, you'll have to wait till he comes out, until then "Guess it's just me and you Sir Stefan."

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Hi! Again!! ♡´･ᴗ･`♡ i posted this uh yesterday? But i mistakenly deleted it this morning! And tbh i couldn't bring myself to write the same author's note again so... Here!! A new one!!!₍⁽˚⑅̆˚⁾₎

I was planning on using prince nicholas from barbie: princess charm school why? cause prince nicholas finer than a muhfucker😩 (agrue with a wall abt it ₍⁽˚⑅̆˚⁾₎ ) but sadly he didn't fit with what i was planning so... Yeah! I hope you like it.

Love ya 💞

#soma yukihira #soma x reader #soma x fem reader #anime men #food wars #shokugeki no soma #fem reader #smut #soma smut

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aliciaphen · 1 year

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☆ ALICIA’S MONTHLY MEDIA MENTIONS: NOVEMBER `22

it's mid-December. school is eating me alive. but here are my media faves of November.

Visual:

Howl's Moving Castle (2004) dir. Hayao Miyazaki - I was never a Ghibli kid growing up, and I think part of the reason why is that I was not exposed to it when I was younger. But holy shit was I missing out. I loved the story, the animation was gorgeous. It has further cemented this desire to pursue a career in filmmaking.

Class Action Park (2020) dir. Seth Porges & Chris Charles Scott - So, this is a documentary about Action Park, a New Jersey water park from the 70s and the crazy fucking way it operated. I'd recommend watching it, just because it's absolutely wild seeing the different attractions they had and just how dangerous they were. But just a heads up that it swings between nostalgic past employers/customers to families who have been victimized by the owner who prioritizes capital gain over human life.

Extracurricular (2020) dir. Kim Jinmin - I don't watch too many k-dramas, because I feel like most of them have an unnecessary romance going on that I just don't want to see lol. This is no exception, but the plot is interesting. It's about a couple of high schoolers and how they get involved in a prostitution ring. It gets you asking some moral questions; it's one of those dramas you'd like to debate with someone over. Justice for Seo Minhee.

She Loves Me (film) dir. David Horn, Scott Ellis (staging) - For a school assignment, I'm making a theatre poster for the play Parfumerie, a Hungarian play written by Miklós László, set in a 1930s perfume shop, and watching She Loves Me was part of my research of the play. It's a sweet, romantic story between two coworkers who have unknowingly been exchanging letters with each other. For the trope fanatics, it's an enemies-to-lovers story. I wouldn't say the songs are quite memorable compared to other musicals I've watched, but it would be something fun to see as the holidays approach.

Fire of Love (2022) dir. Sara Dosa - This is a documentary about two French volcanologists, Maurice and Katia Krafft, and the exciting lives they led studying, filming, and photographing volcanoes. I watched this on a really cold day at the Hot Docs theatre in Toronto. I feel like I went in expecting a romantic movie about the pair, but it didn't quite feel that way. It focused more on their lives and the crazy expeditions they took to study volcanoes. If anyone has watched Guillermo Del Toro's Cabinet of Curiosities, the final episode, The Murmuring dir. Jennifer Kent, feels similar.

Atlanta, S4 EP8: The Goof Who Sat by the Door (2022) - My awesome roommate got me into watching Atlanta. So within a month or so, I had binged all four seasons. If you're unfamiliar with the show, it can only really be described as afro-surrealism - it follows its main cast through their ventures in Atlanta and navigating the music industry, and has the occasional off-plot single episode. And it's created by Donald Glover - so you know it's good. This episode is one of those off-plot ones and it's a mockumentary of the career of Thomas Washington, the first black animator and CEO of Disney. I went in thinking this was real LMFAO. But if you go in with that mindset, it's such an impactful episode. Any exaggeration or irony flies right past you and you just see the story and how amazing it is.

Music: November 2022 Spotify Playlist

SMITHEREENS (2022) - Joji - Ugh. What can I say? It's so good. that good Joji sadness we all love to cry to. A few faves include Glimpse of Us, Die For You, YUKON (INTERLUDE), and 1AM FREESTYLE.

'The ReVe Festival 2022 - Birthday' - Red Velvet - I'm always excited for a Red Velvet comeback. I think the album is solid, but by far my favourite track is Celebrate. I listened to this album for the first time with my roommate, and it just so happens that both our birthdays are coming soon. (We're born three days apart!)

Books:

These are all books I'm in the midst of reading.

Howl's Moving Castle by Diana Wynne Jones - I decided to read this solely because I couldn't get enough of the film and decided to read the book as well.

Steal Like An Artist by Austin Kleon - I'm still in the middle of it, but I'd recommend this to fellow artists! An insightful, useful guide to making your way in the art world.

#alicia phen #alicia's monthly media mentions #november 2022

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baekhvuns · 2 years

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I read the spoiler and 🤗

I don't think I've seen Luhan in many dramas, but maybe I have 🤔 Ooooh you mean Youth With You? Lay was there, I started watching for Minghao. Then the 2nd season because Lisa and Xukun were there! I didn't follow the group from season 1 but I was into THE9 the girl group that debuted from season 2. Actually I see some resemblance between CXK and Sunghoon, Sunghoon is my son <3

Really, Suzy came out with Satellite and Stayc with Yung Luv - those songs were dream poppy, same with Loonatic by Loona. But we need more seriously, less ballads more soft vibey tracks wkhejeuudendj

Literally my brain is like "BRING THE BOYS OUT!!!" randomly lol. Pls I'll never forgive Pledis for disbanding Pristin they had so much potential, my villain origin story... Everglow forever let's go! I know people complain about their sound post La Di Da, but I love their titles tracks, same with Itzy.

Pixy had a come back with a song called Villain recently 👀 it's strange but so cool, I didn't expect it! One of the members - Lola is a huge Ateez fan and wants to collab with them <3

Heroine is sad, nostalgic and a banger at the same time! I liked Tail and YCSWU too, but I love their older songs more, Sunmi is having a cb soon though

Yes, for sore throat warm milk (🤮) and honey and sometimes...garlic? Idk even before going vegan I DESPISED WARM MILK. I like turmeric, but let's calm down... yikes

Omg the hairdresser put a curse on your hair 😭 my mother decided I should have short hair at some point, I was around 7 years old and I'm convinced it's one of the reasons for my hair problems now (maybe not but I'm gonna blame her anyway), because my hair was pretty straight and nice before. I don't mind waves and curls I like them, but my hair is so frizzy 😭

No I don't remember that Yunho one omg? Maybe I erased it from my memory 🤚🏻

Bestieeeeee look someone made him lego flowers 😭😍. Also I LOVE this Atiny my fucking hero lololol

Btw hair, I knew something was up with Hwa's and he confirmed he cut it slightly, I'm glad he likes it, he said it's similar to Answer era, but I dislike the mushroom style especially when they straighten his hair and cover the forehead dhsijdjsyehshs fluffy Hwa only </3 I was so mad at the Answer era styling... Seonghwa looks cute ofc, but I was so happy his har got longer, rip.

I watched 2 episodes so far and I enjoy it, it's messy and the FL is interesting, the actress is killing it. I can't say I 100% like her, because she's questionable, but I understand why she's this way. Not to spoil but her and In Yeop's characters have more history and ugh I like their chemistry and his character is a baby boy baby I need to protect, but I'm not sure how to feel about their upcoming romance ksudidjbdjsbsusis my guy is a simp.

Miss Baek what's up with the emotional quizzes hahahq, I got admiration and joy (joy when I'm legit decaying in my bed feeling pretty mehhh, well okkk) what did you get? - DV 💖

hi HELLO THIS IS SO LATE ANYWAY ATEEZ DROPPING IT IN THE MOTNH OF PRIDE <3

I read the spoiler and 🤗

hope u liked it bestie 😭😭 hopefully yn isn’t annoying asf dbwmdbwm

he does more movies i think (????) YES THAT SHOW IT WAS GOOD BC FAN BINGBING’S BROTHER WAS THERE AND THEY WAY THEY HIT ON HER IN FROMT OF HIM FHWNFBWK xukun went from contestant to judge 😭😭😭 i watched the one with tao in it he’s more serious and angrier 😭😭🤚🏼 YEAAAH FHWKFHE I WAS RLY TRIPPED WHEJ I SAW HIM AT FIRST I WAS LIKE DID YG FINALLY BAG XUKUN 😭😭

Really, Suzy came out with Satellite and Stayc with Yung Luv - those songs were dream poppy, same with Loonatic by Loona. But we need more seriously, less ballads more soft vibey tracks wkhejeuudendj

omg im abt to go listen to them bc wtf 😭😭 yes yes !!! but sokor loves them ballads 😭😭😭🤚🏼

EXACTLY RWKDHWK OR GIRLS GENERATION MAKE U FEEL THE HEAT 😭😭😭 no fr bc pristin was so elite???? get it was and is one of the best songs by a group,,, yEAH !! i feel like fans just think a sound songs “the same” just bc they’ve heard one tune similar to it 😭😭

Pixy had a come back with a song called Villain recently 👀 it's strange but so cool, I didn't expect it! One of the members - Lola is a huge Ateez fan and wants to collab with them <3

👁👄👁 iM ABT TO GO RUN TO SEE

Heroine is sad, nostalgic and a banger at the same time! I liked Tail and YCSWU too, but I love their older songs more, Sunmi is having a cb soon though

EXACTLY EXACTLY !!!!! the “one last time” + the show must go on echo 🤌🏼🤌🏼😭😭😭 absolutely best angsty song >>>

Yes, for sore throat warm milk (🤮) and honey and sometimes...garlic? Idk even before going vegan I DESPISED WARM MILK. I like turmeric, but let's calm down... yikes

GARLIC??????? 😭😭😭😭😭 FBWNDBEJ IVE BEEN BROUGHT UP DRINKING WARM MILK SO I GET RLY SURPRISED WHEN OTHERS SAY THEY HATE IT 😭😭 yEAH turmeric is lit but haha.

SHE FR DID 😭😭😭 NAURRRR UR MOM PUT A CURSE ON IT FBWMFBEM straight hair god damn id rob ur hair 😭😭😭

No I don't remember that Yunho one omg? Maybe I erased it from my memory 🤚🏻

Bestieeeeee look someone made him lego flowers 😭😍. Also I LOVE this Atiny my fucking hero lololol

BESTINY THATS A THE BESTINY EXACTLY LOVE THIS ATINY 😭😭😭 where his ding ling was blurred 🔫🔫

HE LOOKS CUTE 😭😭 A MUSHROOM HEAD AND THE BROWNISH HAIR >>>

BRWNDHKS I SEE HER EDITS AND SHE LOOKS SO FINE 😩😩😩 HE ALSO HIS CHEEKIES HIS CHEEKSIES 😭😭😭 I will watch this after tomorrow bc im watching it rn 😭🔫🔫

Miss Baek what's up with the emotional quizzes hahahq, I got admiration and joy (joy when I'm legit decaying in my bed feeling pretty mehhh, well okkk) what did you get? - DV 💖

BESTIE IDK FBWKDHEJ

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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long story short, I kind of don't think licorice pizza was that intelligent. Any intelligent connection I've made from it I feel like has been tenuous and a reach and I also feel like any points it was trying to make (if any) didn't land and were vacuous and self indulgent. like you, I don't know much about PTA but I also feel like if a piece of work is genuinely intelligent and profound, it'll stand alone and you won't have to know much about the maker and/or their entire body of work for it to make an impact and have it's integrity come through. I also found pretty much every scene inconsequential, so some of the bigger "inconsequential" scenes like the one with Bradley Cooper just didn't feel that enjoyable because the plot just wasn't moving or going anywhere. I ultimately felt like I got most of the film from watching the trailer lol. Beautifully shot and acted though! (I'm not gonna get into thoughts about the age difference thing rn cos that would be too long lol)

yes!! honestly i agree -- i think that's my ultimate take, which is that if the movie was going for a really subtle critique, it might have been too subtle on that critique. and i know there's a ton of film bros or whatever who will be like "ugh you guys just DON'T GET IT" but i feel like at a certain point if only really weird film bros get what your movie is about... then maybe the movie is being too subtle.

i think for me, a reading of it as a critique of nostalgia is the only way for me to really make all of it hang together? like -- yeah the age gap was super weird. but i honestly have a hard time believing that any movie made in 2021 would really want to go all in on the take of like, "age gap relationships good" so i have to believe that there's something deeper going on there? and maybe the movie didn't communicate it that well, but i think that must be part of what it's going for.

like, the movie is obviously very nostalgic for the setting of los angeles in the 1970s -- and i think (??) the movie is asking you to consider, did you get so swept up in nostalgia that you forgot how bad things really were? were you so distracted by the aesthetic, the clothes, the music, that you forgot how messed up all this stuff really was? the casual racism? the public homophobia? the abuse of minors? what happened in YOUR 1970s that was really, truly wrong, but you excuse it because "that's just how things were back then"?

and i think (I THINK) the age gap is meant to kind of further that argument -- like, alana is clearly nostalgic for her OWN teenage-dom. that's why she's so obsessed with hanging out with these children, because she feels so alienated by the adult world, she instead wants to cling to childhood when things felt easy and simple. i mean, she's given an age-appropriate love interest (the guy she works with who isn't the politician, the guy in the office who she calls), and when they almost kiss, and she RUNS AWAY. like, that's the visual we get, she's literally running away from him, she's running away from the adult world, because it scares her. she wants to return to this state of innocence and youth, because to grow up means to face things that are hard and things you don't understand. it's only with the innocence of youth that you could start a waterbed business or your own pinball arcade. the adults in the film are too jaded, too wrapped up in themselves, too distracted to do that. so, the nostalgia isn't just a macro-scale, 1970s period piece. it's also about the nostalgia you feel for your own childhood.

and all the adult characters are also kind of trying to recapture the freedom of youth in their own way -- the sean penn character just uses alana as a stand-in for grace kelly, in his own nostalgic fantasy. bradley cooper smashes the window just after we see the actual children smashing his window, which just emphasizes his own immaturity and his refusal to just "grow up." even danielle and este are still living at home with their parents, despite the fact that we can assume they're in their 30s.

and that's like, a genius film -- one that says, you love this song, you love this dress, you're so distracted by how well i've recreated an image of your youth, that you forgot to feel grossed out by this. and if you DID feel grossed out, maybe you kind of felt like you didn't want that out of your 70s nostalgia film. so the feeling you get at the end, when they kiss and she says she loves him, that feeling of, "wait, but that was kind of fucked, though" is exactly the feeling that you SHOULD have, because it's the same one you should have when you think about your own past. it's saying, take OFF those rose colored glasses and look the past in the eye, look at what happened to you back then and be brave enough to say "wait, no, that was wrong and it shouldn't have happened."

but all that being said, i kind of agree that i'm not entirely sure the movie was actually being that smart? or, maybe it was, but i don't think it necessarily communicated that in a clear enough way? personally, the whole way through, i thought it was going to be kind of a coming of age film for alana -- that she was going to realize that she was afraid of growing up, but that she was going to have to. and then the end just threw me for a LOOP! like i feel like i should've been more on board with a nostalgia reading from the whole film, and the ending should've been like OH -- so what you're saying is that this is wrong. like, i don't think the movie is endorsing the relationship, but the way it's shot and scored and edited doesn't really feel sinister enough to be confident in that! and i agree as well that i don't think you should have to know an artists entire body of work to make a judgement on one piece -- the piece should stand alone as it is.

so yeah. i guess it's either a genius commentary on the past, or it's a weird nostalgia wish-fulfillment for paul thomas anderson -- or maybe it's kind of both? maybe his own wish-fulfillment is the reason the critique didn't come across quite clearly enough? i don't know!! but it sure did make me think.

#answered #shewakesupwiththesun #sorry that was insanely long #ill put this in my essay tag lol #long thoughts

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I'm not doing ok after the jjk reblog that I tagged you. I still thinking about the sweatpants one 🧍🏼‍♀️

I'm happy to hear that <33 take your time if you need it, I'm sure that the event will be awesome and fun!

AS YOU SHOULD. yeah, but I think it's the age like I'm 18 and they're like 15 💀 having class with people younger than me it's making me realize that I hate adolescents, bye-

ITALY'S SO PRETTY, the places, the food, THE LANGUAGE 😩 ugh I love it. LMAO, I'm crossing my fingers

you're literally describing me PLS. TOGE IS HOT, surprised that your friend didn't say same or something lol. I mean, we already do that with mitsuya BECNDJV

ME EITHER, OH I FEEL YOU, but I find it so nostalgic and familiar bc of draken 😭 + mitsuya looks so good on it, I can't complain at all. HE DESERVES ALL THE ATTENTION HE'S GETTING. I don't want anyone to die💀 I'm not ready

💀 PLS WE'RE THE SAME LMAO, it's the mitsuya brainrot doing effect. YO SPEAKING OF THAT, YOUR COUPLES REBLOGS AND THAT, I've never felt so single- and it's cold here, it's the perfect time for a bf 😩 pls I just want to watch a movie with someone, fall asleep and have him look at me thinking how cute I look, am I asking too much?

Tbh i thought about it all day and i'm not recovering from it 🥴

Their ages must be what causes it because honestly, i see adolescents every week and i can't believe how annoying they can be sometimes 💀 like i wondering if i was like them at some point 'cause gosh do some of them piss me off at some point :/ we're just too old maybe lmao

I really want to go to Italy one day, it's so beautiful and i'm sure the food is *chef's kiss* 😩

HAHAHA my friend knows how much i simp for my fave but he did agree that Toge was super cool in the movie, he has good taste 😌 (totally not because i threatened him if he said something else)

BYE EACH TIME I SEE THIS STUPID TATOO I THINK ABOUT DRAKEN AND AM SAD 😔 no because mitsuya never look this good?? Wakui really said "let's make him sexier than he's already" i wasn't ready for that but i'm so happy people are not overlooking him anymore!! Mitsuya supremacy 🛐 i'm crossing fingers everyday so no one's dies during the battle i'm pathetic 💀

NO BUT I FEEL YOU i'm craving for a relationship or at least some interest from someone :') i just want a guy to tell me i'm doing fine, take me on a bookstore/cafe date and hold my hand while we're walking home.... I have to imagine fake scenarios before bed to fill the void in my love life 😐

#new message 📬#from : takamty

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portugalisinsa · 7 years

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Telling my Friend, Who Still Hasn't Watched Gotham, All About S03E13 (and Why I Haven't Told Her Anything Else)

Me: So let's start with something neither of us gives a shit about: Catwoman.

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Me: Selina is quite reasonably angry about her mother abandoning her when she was five or something. I posit that if she was this annoying when she was five then I kinda see where her mother comes from, but understanding is not condoning and all that.

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Me: And you think, okay, so this boring dribble about her being angry about her mother abandoning her is going to be her plot for the season, I see, I hate it but it's not like I was really paying attention when she happened anyway. However, you'd be wrong, because two scenes later Bruce says "being an orphan sucks" and she discovers that her mother had a box full of things that reminded her of Selina, so she's instantly forgiven.

Friend: ...Then what was the point of this?

Me: I have no idea. My theory is that somebody told the writers "no, there's always drama when people find their estranged parents, so we must have this" and the writers were like "ugh, FINE, here's your stupid DRAMA".

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Me: Alfred has a crush on Selina's mother. There's nothing much to say other that it's embarrassing for everyone involved, most of all the audience.

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Me: Done with that, let's go on with the next completely useless drama: Lee. I'm pretty sure she didn't see her husband running towards her with a knife for reasons too unlikely to explain, so she's pretty angry at Gordon for killing him. Which is understandable, I'm not saying it isn't, but does it warrant her causing a scene in front of the entire GCPD in which she calls out Gordon? Wouldn't a call have sufficed?

Friend: Imagine being part of the crowd and seeing that, though, it must have been amazing.

Me: Oh yeah, I assume someone was passing the pop-corn.

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Me: So you think, oh, this must be her plot for the season, right? Well you would be wrong.

Friend: Jesus christ, does it get solved the next scene too?

Me: No, the next scene has her and Falcone posing while discussing how they both hate Gordon and he must die.

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Me: By the way, I never told you about Zsasz, I think, so very quickly: he's awesome. He's a hitman, but I swear to god I can't understand who the fuck he's working for. He was very loyal to Falcone the first season, but then he was taking orders from Penguin, then from Ed, then from Falcone again. I assume he's freelance, but in my heart he works in a waffle house. He also usually works with a crowd of leather-clad women who are apparently called 'the Zsaszettes'. As I said- fucking awesome.

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Me: Lee then talks to Barnes, you know, I Am The Lawwwwwww, to ask him about the virus. I have no idea why she doesn't ask Mad Hatter, the guy who actually infected him, but whatever.

Friend: Maybe because he's a fucking hypnotist.

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Me: Barnes is all "no, I totally like killing and I want to do it forever" and Lee is like "that instantly makes me change my mind" and sends her to Falcone to beg him to spare Gordon. Falcone thinks nostalgically of times gone by, when people angered the mafia and their bodies ended up in a barrel of acid with no 'ifs' or 'buts': then he remembers he's the kind of idiot who had a woman who wanted to kill him and get his criminal empire tortured rather than killed, and brainwashed the right hand of the aforementioned woman because, I don't know, there's no person who knows how to keep a club who also hasn't tried to betray him, I guess, and spares Gordon.

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Me: So thus concludes another one-season-plot in one single episode. In my mind, an image of the writers mumbling "there, you have your fucking former-lover drama now, you happy now? Are you being entertained?! ARE YOU, YOU LITTLE SHITS?!" appears.

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Me: On to Nygmobblepot. Edward has disappeared, leaving a guy who looks a lot like Draco Malfoy behind. Penguin, no longer the most Slytherin guy in the room, pouts.

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Me: Then this woman appears and she's all "come on my show, so you will be revealed as a horrible person in front of the whole US and be ruined forever."

Friend: ...I see at least two problems there.

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Me: Okay, so, long story, I never told you about Penguin's father, but basically he was this nice guy who met Penguin when he was reformed, and he was the best, and he was married with a wicked woman and her two children, another wicked woman and a guy who I honestly kind of loved, he was too dumb to be malicious in his dickery and I think he actually wanted to pounce Penguin. Like, in a sexy way.

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Me: -he made her eat her children, then chopped off her head and mounted it somewhere in the mansion where I think it still is

Friend: God I love Penguin

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Me: His father appears and he's like "beware the birthday boy", and I was like 'the birthday boy better not be Edward, because 'Edward' has way fewer syllables than 'birthday boy''. Then it turns out the birthday boy was Draco Malfoy, and I was like "oh, okay, he just had no idea what was his name, got you".

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Me: The woman now goes "be ready, mr Cobblepot, the world is watching". Somehow, that is not supposed to be a joke.

Friend: Why the fuck would the world care about an interview to the mayor of some city? Do they translate it for other countries? Are you telling me that, in Gotham's world, Japan is watching the interview to the mayor of Modena?

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Me: We then discover this was all a plan by Edward to... something something ruin Penguin in front of the people.

Friend: ........I still see at least one glaring flaw in this plan.

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Me: My main problem with this is, I'm pretty sure that's what counts as an April Fools in Edward's world. Like, tell me stealing the corpse of Penguin's father and then hiring a shapeshifter to be the father's ghost and make Penguin slowly lose his mind and kill a random person isn't Edward's version of sticking a 'kick me' sign on his back.

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Me: So that was a couple of episodes ago. Now you might be wondering, what happened after that? The answer is, I only have a vague idea, because I don't really care to find out.

Friend: Oh? Why?

Me: Well, Gordon's and Harvey's plot was that there's a group of people who want to bring Jerome back to life, so I'm now debating whether I care enough about Nygmobblepot to suffer through Jerome. The answer is, I don't. God, I so don't.

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Me: I just, look, ignoring the fact that I don't like him as a character- I saw some gifs of Jerome in the following episodes, alright, and apparently it was him trying to make Bruce kill someone, and for fuck's sake, if I have to live through another fucking villain that wants to destroy the hero's ideology I will punch a fucking puppy.

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Me: The truth is that Christopher Nolan ruined us. He made his Batman movies, and now villains are too fucking fancy to just want to kill people with a big laser. What is wrong with wanting to take over the world? What's wrong with wanting to kill the hero with a rock? Big rocks are good. There's no shame in being practical.

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niawritess · 3 years

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The Lovestruck~Chapter 27

( 30th May)

9:12 am

"Let's go!"

Here you were seated in the passenger seat with Baekhyun driving while Sehun and Jongin were in the back seat. Your exams were over and so were theirs, and since their graduation was near, boys decided to have a trip including you and Ria for 2 days and 1 night.

You wanted your other friends to join but they were busy in their stuff and Sehun wanted Sooyoung to come as things were sparking between them but she had a wedding to attend which seemed to be today.

You four were in one car while the others were in different cars. You passed the snacks to them which they requested you to bring. Being with them from past few months, you have gotten close to them as they have become like a family to you.

You were munching the chips and looked out of the window and seeing the wether outside brought a smile on your face. You looked at Baekhyun and stared at his side profile. You didn't know that he looked that good while driving and wondered why didn't you noticed this before.

He must have sensed your stare as his lips formed in a smirk and you instantly looked away blushing before offering him the snack. He looked at the snack and then you then back to the road before he opened his mouth a little indicating to feed him.

You frowned and he pouted gesturing that he's driving, then again opened his mouth and you sighed. Although, you have been dating for months now but you were still shy for PDA while Baekhyun wasn't. Taking a look at back, you saw them focused in their phone before quickly fed him a chips and smiled afterwards.

The ride continued until it halted at the petrol station and you four exchanged your seating position just like how it was decided. Sehun was driving and Jongin was in the front seat while you and Baekhyun were in the back sitting comfortably.

Your eyes got heavy and you instantly slept with your head on Baekhyun's shoulder while his head was on yours as he also fell asleep. Jongin looked over his shoulder and immediately turned back to see the scene before capturing it in his phone wondering that he should also find a girlfriend for himself but it was just a thought for now.

You felt the car stopped and opened your eyes to see Sehun and Jongin unbucking their seat belts making you instantly sit up while rubbing your eyes before feeling Baekhyun waking up too.

"Come on, Mr and Mrs. Byun, we're here." Jongin smirked getting out of the car leaving you flushed at the name while Baekhyun just smiled before you both got out.

You and Ria gaped seeing the house which was close to the beach. The beach house belonged to Junmyeon as his family often comes here and the boys also have been here before.

You were still looking at the house before an arm was wrapped around your neck and you smiled knowing who it was and looked at him as you entered together.

You girls were asked to pick a room which you were going share first and being the enthusiastic you two were of beaches, you both picked a room where you could see the beach from the balcony. The boys did their rock, paper, scissors thing which they always do. The rooms were decided, Kyungsoo, Baekhyun, Minseok and Chanyeol got separate rooms while others had to share a room.

Boys were shifting things from the car to the house before Sehun stopped with a bag in his hand and looked up to see you standing there eyeing the beach.

"Junior Repunzel, pick me up!"

He shouted getting your attention and you chuckled. "I'm sorry but my hair isn't long enough to pull you up but there's a door down there."

Sehun playfully glared at you. "Must you be a killjoy."

That's when Baekhyun appeared behind him and shot you a proud smile. "Good one."

You raised your eyebrows grinning smugly and nodded before laughing and walked back to your room. Baekhyun laughed and patted the pouty Sehun's back before leading him inside.

"Ugh!" Jongin put Ria's suitcase at the doorstep before stretching his back. "Seriously, is this filled with stones?"

Ria rolled her eyes. "Oh please, Sunbae. Just say you're not strong enough."

"You-"

"Hey, hey!" Chanyeol came to the rescue. "Stay away from my girlfriend."

"Hyung!" Jongin whined pouting before stomping his foot like a grumpy child and walked away leaving Chanyeol and Ria laughing.

After washing up, you changed into some light clothes since it was a day time so it wasn't really chilly. Your half of the day passed with you strolling around the place and eating street food and in a blink of an eye, it was night time.

It was 7:18 when you all arrived back and now it was time to prepare dinner. You and Ria were helping Kyungsoo in the kitchen with Chanyeol who was cooking his famous dish tteokbokki.

You and Kyungsoo exchanged a look with each other as the couple behind you kept flirting. Groaning, Kyungsoo snapped at them and they immediately stood straight where you suppressed your laugh.

Soon, the dinner was served outside in the backyard, with BBQ grilled by the Boys. Baekhyun was also standing there grilling the chicken and you stood beside him watching curiously.

Then he pushed a piece of chicken infront of you blowing it and you opened your mouth as he made you eat it. Your eyes perked up in amaze and you gave him a thumbs up while chewing making him pinch your nose.

While having dinner, boys were suggesting to have a bonfire later at the beach since it was close. Sehun came back with the drinks but instantly whined seeing the grilled chicken was finished by everyone and pouted.

"I'm full, so you can have this." You gave him the plate filled with some chickens and his eyes lit up.

"Did I just felt a motherly love?" He masked a dramatic expression before giving you a thumbs up. "You're the best, Junior Y/n."

You chuckled continuing your meal before Baekhyun placed his chicken piece into his plate where Sehun gave him a surprise expression.

"Wow! So considerate." He said sarcastically before eating the piece.

Baekhyun hummed. "Fatherly love."

That's when Sehun choked before giving Baekhyun a look including you and he winked at you as everyone started laughing.

Everyone was gathered around the bonfire sitting on the mat, telling their childhood stories then Chanyeol started playing his guitar humming some songs looking at Ria who couldn't stop blushing. You were sitting with a shawl wrapped around you as it was chilly in the night with your back leaning against Baekhyun's chest who's arms were wrapped around you and playing with your hand which was locked with his.

He kept drawing circles in your palm giving you calm feeling or was measuring your small hand with his big one and then smiled, not to mention you have caught him staring at you which made you blush.

"Okay, since Chanyeol Hyung just sang for Miss. Smith." Jongin said making Ria frown at the name before Jongin continued. "Let's have Baekhyunee Hyung sing for Junior Y/n."

Everyone clapped at the announcement with their on you two couple who stared at them confused before you tilted your head up to look Baekhyun as the back of your head was resting against his shoulder and he was already staring at you.

He slightly raised his eyebrows and you smiled giving him a nod with your chin and he nodded smiling back as he tightened his grip before looking ahead.

"Oohhh~ Okay! Here comes the song of the year!" Jongdae exclaimed making everyone laugh and Baekhyun locked eyes with Yixing who was tuning his guitar before giving him a nod in which he nodded in response.

You leaned away from his back to see him clearly while his arm still around your shoulder before he cleared his throat and closed his eyes as Yixing began to play the tune.

Every step, I take I’m following your steps

Everyday, I’m walking right beside you.

If I gently give my arm around and wrap around you,

We can forget about the world.

A warm smile crept on your lips listening to your favorite voice which always seems to make you feel calm and happy.

Whatever you want, Whatever you say,

I’ll make it with you.

He opened his eyes slowly to stare at you softly as his corner of lips turned up in a beautiful smile and leaving your heart flutter whenever he does this.

Whatever you want, Whatever you say,

So that you can always put up a smile.

At this moment, you couldn't keep it in and your vision got blurry as tears formed in your eyes listening his sweet calm voice with the lyrics touching your heart right there making you feel nostalgic.

I, the one who you see will never change a bit, no matter what the reasons are,

I’ll stay with you the way I am at this moment with you.

As he finished, a light giggle left his lips seeing your emotional state before wiping the tear from the corner of your eye and you slightly sniffled turning your head away from him to wipe your eyes.

"What? Junior Y/n, you didn't liked it?" Kyungsoo asked showing a worried expression though he knew the real reason.

"No, I'm just really touched." You mumbled sniffing and you heard Baekhyun's chuckle as he hugged from behind hiding his face in your shoulder.

"Oh, and here I thought it was too bad for your liking." Chanyeol joked and Ria slapped his arm while Baekhyun raised his head before grabbing a stone nearby and threw it towards him which he dodged it perfectly.

Everyone laughed at their bickering before they began to talk about horror stories and you being the horror lover joined them. You and Ria shared your love for the horror and their experience of visiting a haunted house.

You laughed when you saw Chanyeol getting scared as he hugged Ria's arm before you felt Baekhyun leaning in and placed his chin on your shoulder.

"Are you really not scared?"

You shook your head. "Not at all."

He pouted. "So you're not gonna hug me when we watch a horror movie."

You shook your head laughing. "You can do that instead."

"I'm not scared though." He said confidently but his grip on you said otherwise. "Sure."

"I'm serious."

"Uh Uh."

"I'm really serious you know."

"I know."

"But you're not really believing me!" He whined and you started laughing while he just pouted cutely.

As the time passed, everyone was tired and sleepy so, they called it off for today and left to sleep. You both were still sitting in the same position but this time you both were wrapped around the shawl facing the beach.

You leaned your head back on his shoulder and felt him kissing your temple making you close your eyes while smiling.

The night seemed so calm watching the beach with stars filled in the sky while sound of waves filling the atmosphere perfectly.

"You liked my song that much?" You heard him asking and you frowned looking up at him. "How do you know if liked it or not?"

"You think you're the only one who can see through me?" He asked in a confident tone while raising his one eyebrow and you chuckled looking ahead nodding.

"It was really beautiful." You stated smiling as he leaned his cheek against your temple. "And I think I really like your voice, so no matter what you sing, I'm gonna like it anyway."

"Thank you very much."

You giggled. "You know what? If there's another life-"

"There's no another life."

You clicked your tongue. "Don't ruin my fantasy. So if there's really another life, be a singer and I'll be your number one fan."

"Okay, let's do it like this. You'll be my no one fan and I'll be your husband." He said casually and you looked at him with seriously face before you both burst out in giggles.

Time went by with your fantasies and then bickering over it before you felt yourself getting drowsy as a you let out a yawn covering your mouth with your palm.

"Sleepy?" You heard his soft voice and nodded without even looking before he helped you stand up and walked inside to your room.

"We're here." You stated standing infront of your room and he nodded.

You chuckled. "We're really here."

He nodded cutely. "Go inside."

"How will I?" You raised your arm showing him your intervined hands which he holding tightly.

"Do you have to go?" He tilted his head staring at you with puppy eyes.

"Should we just stand here all night then?" You suggested sarcastically and he nodded making you giggle.

"Okay, go." He sighed before kissing your temple. "Good night."

He stood there for you to go in and as you twisted the knob, it didn't budge making you confuse and you tried again, that's when you noticed, it was locked.

"What's wrong?" Baekhyun came behind you and you leaned your head against the door.

"It's locked."

"Locked? Ria is inside right?"

"Yeah, she has a habit of locking the door before sleeping and once she's asleep, she will wake up next day." You sighed defeated and heard him humming causing you look at him to see him thinking while his lips pouting.

"You can sleep with me." He concluded seriously and your eyes widened. "What?"

He chuckled. "Why are you so surprised? I'm not proposing you, we still have time for that."

You stared at him incredulously before slapping his arm lightly at how can he just said casually before contemplating about the offer. Well, you don't have any options though.

"Fine, but I'm gonna drink some water first." You walked away with the nervousness approaching you while Baekhyun who was about to follow you but got called by Kyungsoo.

Walking down the stairs, you shrieked stopping at the middle as you saw a black masked man strolling around the kitchen and hearing your shriek, he turned around revealing Jongdae in the face mask.

"Sunbae, You scared me!" You put your hand on your heart calming it down before you felt a presence behind you. You saw a hand beside yours on the railing which was too familiar to you.

"I thought you weren't scared of those things." He said leaning down to your ear and you can hint the teasing from his voice making you look back at him only to get startled at how close your faces were.

Flustered, you looked away. "I wasn't scared, it's a natural reaction okay."

He chuckled. "As you say, ma'am."

Clicking your tongue, you pressed your lips together causing your cheeks to go puff out and Baekhyun took this chance to softly poke it before planting a kiss on your cheek taking you by surprise.

"Yah! I'm still here!"

Jongdae whisper-yelled and Baekhyun just ignore him as he was busy staring at your flushed face before Jongdae went back to his room.

Getting nervous by his gaze, you walked into the kitchen with Baekhyun trailing behind you like a puppy until you both reached to his room.

You stood by the door and Baekhyun walked ahead but stopped to look back at your lost face which seemed nothing but adorable to him.

He chuckled. "Why are you so lost?"

"Huh, nothing."

He sighed understanding your state and stood infront of you and you looked up at him nervously with your big eyes.

He cupped your face gently giving you a assuring smile. "Don't worry, I won't do anything which you're not comfortable with. Not until we're married."

"Baekhyun!" You exclaimed punching his stomach and he laughed grabbing your hand before pinching your cheek.

"But how will I sleep?"

"Oh? I can just sleep on the floor."

You frowned. "No, the floor would be cold... You.. You can just sleep on the bed. But i didn't meant that, I mean I don't have my nightwear."

He bit his lips grinning at your nervousness and nodded before going towards the wardrobe. He came back with a white hoodie and black sweatpants which you took hesitantly.

"The extra toothbrush is already in the washroom. I think they predicted that this will happen." He commented and you made a face before going to the washroom.

Baekhyun was using his phone while waiting for you and hearing the door sound, he looked up and instantly awe at the sight. You were in his white hoodie which looked too big on you as you seemed so small and cute making him want to hug you like a koala.

He stood up smiling and walked towards you who was struggling with the long sleeves and looked at him as he approached you with a mischievous smile.

"I swear to god Baekhyun if you laugh-" You squealed as he made you wear the hood on your head and covered it fully before squishing your cheeks.

"Gosh! You look too adorable." He giggled cutely while you were whining wriggling from his grip and succeeded before taking the hood off.

You twisted his ear making him wince. "You are enjoying this, aren't you?"

"Ow! It hurts!" He whined and you instantly let go of it before eyeing him worringly and he instantly grabbed you by waist pulling you closer.

"You tricked me!" You gasped before letting out a huff. "You should be happy because I love you or else-"

You abruptly stopped realising your words and looked at him in surprise who also had a surprise expression but then his lips stretched in a wide smile. "Don't worry, feeling is mutual."

You playfully scoffed as he laughed kissing your nose making you instantly blush and you avoided his stare as you looked at his red ear and slightly caressed it.

"Wait, don't you have to wash up?" You looked at him confusingly and he blinked before nodding and took his things then walked in the washroom.

Soon, he walked out towel hanging on his neck before smiling at you who was standing infront of the dressing table combing your hair after drying it. He stood there for few seconds with a sudden scenario coming into his mind at this is how it would be like after your marriage.

A chuckle left his lips thinking about it and earning your attention as you looked at his smiling face confusingly. He walked towards you and immediately wrapped his arms around your waist from behind making your heart skip a beat.

You both smiled at eachother through the reflection before you noticed his hair and water dripping from it. You immediately grabbed his arm and pulled him to the front before making him sit down on the chair.

"You want to catch a cold or what?" You scolded in a nagging tone before grabbing his towel and began to dry his hair. He closed his eyes enjoying the moment while a little smile playing on his lips.

"What are you smiling about?" You asked noticing it and hanged the towel behind him on the chair and his smile widened as he opened his eyes to look at you through the mirror.

"It's just suddenly occurred to me that how will be like after marriage and I think it's gonna be the best thing ever." He sighed leaning the back of his head against your stomach and hearing his words your heart fluttered.

Smiling, you wrapped your arms around his neck and placed your chin on his head while staying like that for a while before he let out a yawn. You giggled pushing your finger into his mouth playfully and he bite it causing you yelp and instantly slapped his shoulder.

"I'm gonna sleep now." You jogged towards the bed and lay down on your side before wrapping the duvet around yourself. After few seconds, you felt the other side of bed dipping and you immediately closed your eyes.

Ten minutes passed and you both were wide awake, only your steady breath could be heard in the silent room until you felt him moving. Baekhyun shifted closer to you who was lying on her side showing your back and plopped himself up with his hand under his head with the support of elbow.

"Y/n, are you asleep?"

You slightly flinched by his voice close to you and gulping you immediately hummed and regretting afterwards as you heard his giggle.

"Since we both are unable to sleep, why don't we chat a bit?"

You opened your eyes frowning and shifted your position while laying on your back to look at the man confusingly who was just smiling and now playing with hands.

"Chat? About what?"

"Umm." He hummed trailing off as his lips forming in a pout before his eyes lit up. "How did your parents met?"

"Uh?" Your brows raised. "Suddenly?"

He nodded. "I always wanted to know."

"Oh, well, dad and mum met at a wedding. Mum told me that she liked dad and dad also did but he was too quiet and shy to approach her-"

"He doesn't look quiet to me." Baekhyun interuppted and you pushed him playfully making him laugh.

"So, mum was the one approached him and they started talking...."

That's how your night went talking and laughing, not knowing when you both fell asleep and didn't care who slept first because what mattered was you both sleeping in each other's embrace and each other's safe place.

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