#ugh im exhausted

[poems-of-a-lover]

i wanna lay in bed with a boy and watch a movie and hug him close as he combs thru my hair until i eventually fall asleep in his arms

#ugh im exhausted #my back hurts and my shoulders hurt and my legs hurt and my feet hurt and sjdfhsjkdfsd #im tired okay fhdsjkfs ive been up since like 9 and ive been cleaning ever since. it is 3 pm and i am ready to sleep. #todays been such a day man i dont wanna be perceived by anyone ever again #anyway <3 boys <33 #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #mlm thoughts #trans mlm #mlm blog #t4t #t4t yearning

[goodgluework]

Why is everything so godamn much today lmao

#screeching #ugh im exhausted #jack.srt

[transsexula]

Waiting for urgent care to open up is always so fun

#i have a rash across my face and ive been having a hard ass time with this cough and runny nose #also throwing up SO much #ugh im exhausted

[moonlightpirate]

Interview is over and all I need to do is finish my homework and take the written midterm so maybe i can enjoy the two days off that I have

#jen talks #ugh im exhausted

[ryvdraws]

im not dead just forgetful

and other truths god wont believe

can you tell i like starkid

bonus: doodles of me Experiencing emotion

yes this is how i draw myself. yes it is accurate

#ryvdraws #starkid #starkid fanart #starkid npmd #npmd starkid #black friday #black friday starkid #black friday musical #tgwdlm #tgwdlm starkid #tagging things is exhausting i always feel like im doing things wrong ugh #paul matthews #paul tgwdlm #richie lipschitz #richie is my everyrhing okay #richie npmd #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #nerdy prudes must die #ignore the miku binder. or dont #gary goldstein #attorney at law!!! #wiggly #wiggog y'wrath #john mcnamara #john macnamara #which one is it #oh god #whatever i dont care acrually #all of this was made in the span of a month btw

[lil-katz]

hi.

#me #hi #face #selfie #ugh #life is rough lately #ughhhhhhhh #dang #sup #im very exhausted mentally and physically #i’m so ready to go back to wv for a week on friday i just wanna see my friends and family bro #:/

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Just read "carbohydrate heaven" as "catboys for hydrated heaven". How the fuck do they expect me to read scientific papers?

#i just got like 9hrs of sleep and im exhausted #to b fair i was having stress dreams where i was screaming at ppl #ugh. ive got papers to read #unrelated #rehydrate heaven? make it rain in heaven?

[altruistic-meme]

i should be asleep but instead im obsessing over Jean and Kevin still keeping an eye out for each other even after everything that has happened between them.

bonus: Jean still being endlessly annoyed with him

#there are probably more but im. exhausted. and i have to wake up earlier in the morning ugh #but im AAAAA #tsc #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court #aftg #shh ac

[mamawasatesttube]

i keep thinking there are people on here i would love to like. add on discord and actually talk to more. but then i think to myself well i should wait until i can get my meds so im actually feeling better and more up to being social. but at this point that's not happening for another few weeks at the least so uugghghghghhh.

#this is also slightly compounded by this being a sideblog like jskdjs i sure hope people know das me #but. ugh. yeah #debating if id want to make a server in which to lowkey hang out in a group setting or something. #or if i should just keep sitting here with sad wet pathetic beast eyes yearning for the days when i had the energy to talk to people more #like part of me wants to be like so mutuals if we've talked ever and you don't mind me being exhausted and often late to respond...! #bc i DO want to talk to friends and interact and be social. however the horrors (chronic illness) persist #SIGHS. anyway that's what's going on here re me being slow to answer messages and things on occasion + not always participating in stuff #probably tbd? just complaining at this point im a tired little man

[jmoonjones]

it's so sad that there's so much clique-y shit in some fandoms, because aren't we all here because we earnestly like something? why aren't people more welcoming? why do we always have to pick a side or only like certain characters, or like them in a certain way, and must we take stuff so seriously? yes, critique. but calm the fuck down.

maybe it's because I don't "get" social media etiquette, and I know im too shy to ask for help or speak up at all or invite myself to a group. Im not a mean person and I don't exclude others or look down on them for what they post. yeah my art is cutesy and corny but I'm not a fucking ditz. everyone has a right to their opinion and it's fine to have standards, but to make huge assumptions about people based on their fan art is so narrow minded. hiding behind your own biases or guesses is arrogant and cowardly, and ill never be sorry for trying to put nice things into world.

#im not an idiot I have dyslexia #the world is a cesspool so what's wrong with adding some cuteness to it? #ill probably delete this rant but ugh exhausted #im too old for this bullshit

[pennywisesupremacy]

Okay but why does Pennywise have such a large forehead?

Maybe because he is really wise? No, we've seen his head from the inside and it's empty.

Maybe because he likes balloons too much and made a head which is shaped like one? Not really.

Oh, I think I know why. For me to pepper his huge silly ginger head with looots of kisses, I suppose 😇😇

After all, not only his lips look kissable.

#ugh im so exhausted #need to go sleep I'm talking nonsense #pennywise it #pennywise #pennywise the clown #pennywise the dancing clown #clownfucker #penny #it chapter 1 #it chapter 2 #pennywise fluff #pennywise x reader #pennywise x you

[andr0nap]

Just so you know, tumblr is currently using any art posted on this website for AI training, and the only way to stop them from using your own art is to go into your settings and turn off 'Third Party Sharing' manually (you have to do it for each blog you have)

thanks for looking out for me!! i opted out the second i heard the news!

#ask #im going through my inbox rn #the fight against ai is getting really exhausting ugh

[goldkirk]

CONTENT WARNING for weight loss (a percentage number) and mentions of throwing up

In other news I'm waiting impatiently for a GI appointment to tell them "hi I lost 15% of my body weight in six months and I throw up more often than once or twice a year now so can you please fucking listen and do something this time"

#brought to you by my fatigue and current nausea again #I am. so bad mood last night and so exhausted sad mood today #I’m TIRED #I FEEL BAD #I HATE BEING SICK BUT I HATE NOT BEING TREATED FOR BEING SICK EVEN MORE #NO ONE HAS LISTENED AND TRIED TO HELP SINCE 2017 WITH THIS #I am BEGGING #hello. I’m back. #have I lost enough weight this time? #does throwing up now give me bonus points? #am I sick enough for you to help now??? #or do i still look too healthy?? #I. AM. TIRED. #I considered stopping trying even for a couple week to let them see #how bad it would get if not for my constant efforts with movement and timers for snacks and planning out salt amounts etc #but that would wreck me so bad I don’t feel like digging out of that hole while work is busy coming up #UGH IGNORE ME IM DONE #shh katie #health

[soldier-poet-king]

I need to be hot*

*get buff/strong again & dress better

#i mean like yeah if i could magically change mt appearance and body sure #but im trying to be yknow. realistic here #and not drive myself insane #tattoos have definitely helped #but mostly im just like. wow body gross hate thjs #and i dont WANT to feel like that #unfortunately i am exhausted 24/7 and committing to being hella buff is hard #and clothes cost Monies #and also i often go for the lazy tshirt and jeans bc i hate ironing #and pants are very hard for me to find #in a way that fits me and is also a style i like #and SO. #ugh. its midnight. binch u need to go to bed.

[lonelydncers]

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#im fighting SO hard not to isolate myself rn #but my friends (irls) are not making it easier on me by ghosting me #i just wanna feel okay again :( #my brain has been so fuzzy and mushy and cloudy lately #i wanna cry #i shouldve talked to my doctor about getting new meds #but too late now #UGH #living in my brain is so fucking exhaustive idk how i survive everyday

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ugh. im so tried. why is crying so exhausting? i havent done anything. this is bullshit #we went from a slow motion breakdown to full on freakout meltdown today #luckily no one was around in the lab this morning bc i couldnt stop crying #so i went to the counseling center and made myself their problem #canceled my committee meeting. which everyone tells me is fine. its all fine #think about going home for a while they say. maybe tell ur dad ur having a bad time thry say #but im so tired. and i dont kno what to do and its all falling apart #i just feel like im brushing up against the limits of what i can do intellectually and its like well where do i go from here? #what do i do with my old data? how do i move my project forward? whats the point of any of this? #why did i put myself in this position? would taking a leave even help? id still have to come back to the same mess #its just so frustrating bc theres no solution ill find satisfying. everything just sucks. #idk what my advisor even told my committee. bc we were supposed to meet tomorrow morning. ugh. it would have been so bad #it also sucks bc im so drained that i can just feel my own weight when im trying to talk to ppl #like u kno when ur being a wet blanket but u dont kno how to fix it. like srry my vibes r wretched. maybe im just stuck like this #i dunno. my dad invited us home for a week in july and also plans to come out to visit me in August. but that seems like a long time away #i dunno what im gonna do. what a disaster #unrelated