#u deserve so much better; okay

[cthulhum]

the way i see it the supernatural finale could be interpreted as disrespectful and a slap in the face to the characters who fought so hard to create their own story, write their own destiny, define all odds and live their lives outside of gods will in this case but personally to me the whole "this was always gonna end like this", "love was there and it didn't chnage anything. but it still matters that the love was there", and the fact that their story and legacy will live on and the fact that sam and dean died the way they were introduced to us in the very first episode and the way both characters always predicted,, is kind of,, its kind of beautiful,..

#don't get me wrong i kind of hate the finale #i wouldve loved an ambiguous very much open ending i feel like that wouldve been the besg choice tbh #but its okay #let me find beauty and symbolism in the disappointment #dean u shouldve lived such a long life u shouldve had many days of comfort and happiness #no like he actually fr had none of those and ACTUALLY #i will always love you dean winchester my favorite character in the world #dean winchester #supernatural #destiel #sam winchester #sam i love u so much sometimes i feel like i understand u on such a deep deep level its amazing #castiel my beloved u deserved so much better #i fully blame the writers for everything #and john winchester #fuck john winchester

[slutabed]

getting v emotional about eddie and chrissy today bc like i love "chrissy survives" headcanons of gay eddie munson and his bff gay chrissy cunningham

but i also love suffering and the angst of what could have been but never was SO: potentially bi eddie munson rekindling his middle school crush on chrissy cunningham just in time for her to die in front of his eyes, and now his whole relationship with steve (or at least just the start of it) is a devastating negotiation of allowing himself to really fall for someone new when he never truly got a chance to love or grieve for one of the first loves of his life, someone so different from him who still saw who he was beneath the front he put on to face the world

#i am so emo about chrissy cunningham today can u tell #my lil sparkly eyed disordered ray of sunshine u deserved so much better #but also i like sadness and suffering so #eddie munson #chrissy cunningham #steve harrington #kinda #steddie #hellcheer #steddie hc #hellcheer hc #stranger things #i am sick today so i am emo about a show that aired over a year ago okay

[lesbiangiratina]

… there are 2 testament centric chapters id love to scan even just for my own enjoyment but the thought of taking these books apart makes me sad. Maybe if i just. Squish it down hard enough itll look okay. I just want to have new testament images

#as far as i can tell theyre both really sweet ;-; #1 is genuinely just. testament epic depression. dizzy is trying to get them to take better care of themself (they arent eating?) #+ stop isolating themself but they dont think they deserve it. saying its punishment for their sins #and well eventually johnny is like actually i think making dizzy sad is a worse sin than killing people #and testament is like. oh god oh fuck. youre right. #so they say theyll come and visit more :) #the other is more lighthearted KIND OF #testament keeps popping up in weird placs on the ship to watch over dizzy #and johnny is like. hey you can leave she doesnt need you anymore its okay #and they fuck off. and johnny is like hm maybe i shouldnt have said that i feel kinda bad. i cant stop thinking about them #and then no exaggeration hes like oh jeez its been a while since testament showed up. what if they killed themself. DONT SAY THAT? #but its okay cuz then testament shows up and they have a puppy dog. theyve taken up rescuing animals (i think) . theyre happy about it #and the last panel is them surrounded by animals. i think they filled the ship with animals. #acknowledgement that they like animals… kliff says that about them in missing link. its not in the english version tho. #or maybe he says they like nature? i dont remember exactly. but close enough animals are in nature. its okay #I DIDNT MEAN TO TYPE THAT MUCH SORRY. to the small percentage of my followers who care about testament enough to read this. hope u enjoyed #MORE STUFF HAPPENS in these chapters im summarizing. poorly. also my understanding is based on google translate lol but i get the gist #the kat goes meow

[oscill4te]

stan her w my entire life. if she asked me to walk off a building i would (tag rambles)

#i dont really talk about dorothy cramp much but she is such an interesting character to me... #i need to write up an analysis on her. I would now but i have to go to work soon :[ #grandmas piano and agent x really illuminate how much dorothy struggles w depression and being raised #by an abusive mother #she is also not a good parent and even if you watch the show casually w/o a “edgy headcanon” lense (aka me) you will see that.. #the way she treats her children is probably because of how her mother treats her.. i wish the grandma got more screentime too #i wish cramp twins season 2 was as interesting as season 1 #i just. ughhh #dotty.. i love u #txt #cartoons #the author describes dotty as a “voluntary stepford wife” ... which considering the way her mother is; it makes so much sense!! #Dorothy spends so many episodes in distress and fear bc her fear of contamination too. she is far from your usual cartoon mom #idk she is such.. an interesting character im not doing her much justice here #and i feel bad bc she has no support group other than her 2 fake friends who backstab her when convinient #and she was forcibly sent to a medical institute in another ep.. society is harsh on mentally women #esp mentally ill moms #yeah i read way too deep into this dumb cartoon oops #her husband is also an absolute useless dope no offense horrace.. i love horrace but he is sorta useless as a husband and dad #dotty deserves better okay. she may be a shitty parent but i stan her regardless bc that is who I am. #i luv imperfect flawed characters #its also good she had sons and not daughters bc dotty is. yknow. she has very flawed views on how to raise daughters #as seen in the pageant episode and other episodes. she would be so harsh on a daughter jfc #ok enough rambles i need to like. go lol

[pepprs]

ok mutuals be honest. should i “break up” w my counselor over these texts yes or no

#purrs #i don’t have the spoons to type much let alone reply to anybody ESPECIALLY not him bc this fucking pissed me off so bad i have been too #angry to reply. like what the fuck is this. im going through a hard time right now so why are you judging me for wanting us to talk about #that instead of me doing your stupid little homework assignment. i just feel so judged by him all the time and i can’t work up the courage #to tell him or end things. but i am actually dreading talking abt this new development / topic w him anyways bc the last time we talked abt #it he judged and pushed me so hard and i got SOOOOO angry but also maybe he was right and just saying thigns i didn’t want to hear and then #his supervisor got sick and he said he had this plan for us to do the erikson thing and we’ve barely started it and i feel so bad bc i #genuinely think it could work but i just don’t mesh well with him. but it’s like i should give it a try and stick it out bc there’s only a f #few months left and what if things get better. and also ihavent given him any indication of how unhappy ive been w him as my counselor and i #don’t want to spring it on him out of nowhere. but no we’ve been working together since October and i don’t feel seen or supported by him at #all an di know i have to leave bc i deserve better but things are so bad rn and my brain has been broken all weekend and i just don’t have t #the strength and idk what to reply or if i should but i think everyone is probably gonna say i need to leave him and i think you’d be right. #delete later #i truly do not have the mental capacity to rn but if u go thru my other purrs posts i talk abt some of the shit he’s done that has just been #building and building and i know i need to do smth about it bc it’s not okay. but im so scared.

[technicolorxsn]

thinking abt leshy inscryption again

#im sparing synthy this time #purely bc these thoughts are reruns #anyway #thinking abt leshys actually just a pretty good guy #he just wants to be a fun and immersive dm. he knows hes in a game hes not actually hurting or killing u its for the fun of the game #nd like. the way he clings to it at the end just. god #also magnificus #i liked him as the wolf but then he was an ass so i hated him but like. him desperately trying to shake your hand and say gg was just- god- #re-earned my respect #hes still a dick tho #goobert + stim mage deserved better #oh and pike mage too ig #theyre not rly memorable tho #anyway. once again losing my mind over 'it's okay. we dont have to keep score' #that being said #he said that directly after i thoroughly kicked his ass with ouroboros so it didnt affect me as much as it shouldve bc i thought #he was just being a pussy abt me beating him #which. ooc but whatever #i think thats one of the main reasons leshys so much better than p03 #hes actually fair #in fact hes often in your favor outside of kcs mod #ouroboros all the puzzles that help you out the fact you can cheese the cards for insane plays #speaking of that #field mice and ouroboros are unstoppable #also in kcs mod if u do it right fecundity is still op and its great #i still lost that run bc i suck at kcs mod but yknow. small victories #completely unrelated but im absolutely obsessed with fishbots shark gun #i wish the wizbot had a wand gun or something #he just has a sentry gun tho :((

[lightstar789]

SM failed NCT in so many ways. With unresolved scandals (that had the members proven innocent), to pushing the SMU concept super heavily. We could be getting a Superhuman/Simon Says 2.0, but sure, keep pushing the Bikini Bottom music.

#kpop #kpop thoughts #nct #they ALL deserve so much better #127 has crashed and died in terms of title tracks #dream and u are okay? ig #sm entertainment

[fuzzyunicorn]

My sweet sweet dill pickle, listen here biscuit: the last thing you need to do is to realize some things and then the final blockade keeping us apart will be instantly removed is to hear this explanation first of all— you’re not a bad person. Let me repeat that: you are not a bad person & you think you are and you’ve allowed others to put that in your head (I personally understand we’ve been thru the same things for me for instance I’ve been labeled a monster all my life and you want to know why? Bc when fuckers come to beat me I don’t tuck my tail and roll over and take it like the good doggy they want me to be and that alone makes you a terrible person in certain people’s eyes (abusers). Fighting back or putting up boundaries makes you) and those are the people you’ve been surrounded by. How many bad things have others done put they put the blame and shame on you? Each and every time without fail from what they’ve showed me. You’ve never known a safe environment or safe people just the same as me (the few people who would protect me as a child were removed from my life fighting back to abusers is a sin to them. You’re going to hell for daring to have self-esteem and Christian’s only promote hatred of others and their selves (you can’t deny it look at the world you get a gold star from others for being an abusive piece of shit) and standing up to them is an affront to God in their eyes which is the total opposite of what God teaches btw. Realize other people have been playing metaphorical blame-soccer with you by constantly kicking the blame ball to you and making sure you get caught with it at your feet— learn from my experience if that’s the game they want to play then punt that goddamn soccer ball square in their faces until you hear nose bones crunching and then tell them they are fine like they’ve done to you bc getting a taste of your own medicine is always a lethal dose of poison (as some people in your life have been and will continue to find out bc of the karma they bought themselves) they won’t know how to react. You and I are extremely offensive to others because not only are they envious of the Light God gives his souls who prove to be pure even when I’m human bodies (I will explain all of that in person as that’s a fuckin’ layered cake) but because our light shining onto their darkness and exposes them (like vampires dying in the sunlight) he sends you and I to clean up cesspools that is why you have attracted and been surrounded by such filthy pieces of shits not because you are a bad person. You don’t know how many souls come and seek me out to tell me about the kindness and sacrifices you have made for them. In heaven you and I are famous because of the work we do for God. Another thing for you to realize is that you need to stop behaving as a Jesuit. Stop with the self punishment. God and his divine beings know exactly and precisely how much you have suffered in this life at the hands of others and it hurts so bad the pain they carelessly inflict but on top of all of that hurt you add to it with an overboard of self punishment and loathing. Understand legit bad people have purposely conned you into doing that because how in the world can you possibly be able to fight back against them if you are under their torrent of abuse as well as your own? You can’t that’s fighting a war on all fronts. Realize what people have done to you. I know you feel guilt and especially for how you treated me years ago. That was never the true you that was a version of you who was trying his best to just survive. You have a right to be here and you have a right to not suffer abuse. You are worthy of love from God, his and your angels, your ancestors (we have some from our lives in ancient Egypt isn’t that cool?), your spirit guides (all of mine as well mine love you so dearly you have no idea how loved you are and how well and how purely because no human has ever bothered to show you love. You’ve only been shown conditional love and if you behave like a good little bitch boy then you’ll get your prize. We’ll fuck that

#I have hit a charter limit so I’ll continue here: okay last thing is to forgive yourself and know I and all of the souls watching over us #you have nothing to absolve yourself for I’m talking about everything from since you were a small child to now. you deserve your own #forgiveness and I know from experience that is very difficult I understand this won’t happen overnight but you are more than worthy of #everything good and great not bad and worse. stop listening to people like that they’re only goal in life is to hurt as many people they #possibly can in this life. you’re not a perpetrator of abuse you are a victim of it by so many people and I say it stops now #over my fuckin’ dead body you will suffer at the hands of others. God said it ends here and it’s payback time #let God and his divine beings handle dolling out justice the blow your abusers will receive (from the divine) will be crippling #the Bible says so #don’t care if there’s typos this is for him🖤 and I hope this offends n upsets his🖤 abusers :) #to his abusers: pls fuckin’ cry about it your tears are tasty 2 me and know moving forward if you fuck with him🖤 u r fucking w me AND God #oh and your past actions if you really want to get to the root of the problem like who’s to blame it’s them not u… like think of all the #people who have traumatized you and the bad things you did bc of that are trauma responses not you as a person. when I get triggered #i don’t behave as myself bc that’s not how a truama response works you have no control over it but the people who traumatized you were #adults who knew better and had access to resources (like therapy) are to blame not children. that’s the tree that needs 2 be barked up is u #abusers not u #there is so much more 2 say but I have hit both character limits pooey #chin up buttercup you have endured so much and your endurance is unmatched and unparalleled be proud of yourself

[scare-ard--sleigh]

also saying this is so earnest that it makes me wanna vom but i like,,,, miss being in a fandom where people like my ocs as much as i do wwweehhh

#silver jelly #i'm 90000000% talking about arch*r and honestly i need to just rewatch and get back into it full swing y'all are so supportive and kind <3 #like idk i don't want to sound ungrateful for the people who Do like/are interested in my op oc i just........... #okay. i really enjoy hearing about people's ocs i really really honestly do; it is for real one of my favorite things. #i'm a storyteller and i LOVE stories; i would be dead without stories. #and i really enjoy when people infodump about the lore!! but i dooooooo notice when i've asked like a dozen questions about Their Guy and #they haven't said one word to me about mine. and that's happening;;;;;;; kind of a lot with these new op people . #i just feel like theeee world's biggest tool being like 'so what do u think about my guy/this plot thing/etc' idk maybe i'm being silly. #and i should probably noooooooottttt be venting about that Here ashdjbfubh i don't think anyone's trying to be mean or doing it #on purpose i guess i just. i thought there'd be like a;;; click? maybe? putting this into words feels so stupid lmao it's fucking crazy how #much of my ego i put on other people caring about my guy. my therapist is nooooot gonna like that jfmbjgbkgm #anyway !! i might spend some time developing my guy and figure out if there's something else that might give me the feeling i want #i've worked so hard making a story that i think is cool and frankly;;; i deserve attention for it jmbjfgkbmg #maybe there's somewhere else that has better rapport like op is popular there's gotta be some somewhere for ocs . #god don't make me take up rp again i won't fucking do it . #anyway maybe tomorrow i'll watch arch*r and do some research (and think about how funny an op crossover would be <3)

[kruxton]

fuck i might be on the au/dhd spectrum

rant in tags ok!!!!!!!!

#crazy revelation!!!!! #undiagnosed but its all there my god #what do j do. #i cant fkn say it irl bc 1. parents... scary will judge me and 2. friends.... idiots will judge me #magbe they wont. but the fact that i am seen as the academically gifted #'better than average' student does Not help #but i coild be wrong yk #i just dont want to go into a space i dont deserve to be in #i feel like an impostor the hell #there was a girl in my class last year that everyone said definitely had adhd (she also agreed) bc she was just. stereotypical adhd yk? #struggled in school #hyper #terrible at focusing #rambled so much #etc etc which all makes sense #but when i tried to say that 'oh i have adhd too!' i got shut down SO quick #my friends all went like 'lmfao no way youre the smartest kid in class without even trying #n youre not even hyper and energetic??? u also hate talking too like??? no way u have adhd' #so i was justlike oh........okay 🙁 #and GGGGGGOODDDDDDD #fuxking hell #whatever #i hate this shit #text #rant #vent #delete later

[what-is-this-bakwaas]

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#i need to let out some stuff #since i can't and DO NOT want to speak to this person #i'll just write them everything I want to say to them #first of all are you okay like genuinely okay #idk why i wonder if you're doing okay even tho you made me feel like complete shit #just wanna know if you're okay #i think about you way too much it annoys me #you tend to keep a lot to yourself and your mind is all over the place but i hope you know that everything will work out in the end #dont be too hard on yourself please #and good things are coming #your past has been difficult and painful but i promise not everyone is here to hurt you. if only you give a chance to good things #are you still starting that new program in fall #even tho you're a fucking rat i still wish you succeed in whatever you do #do you know i pray for you? i keep you in my duas bc i dont want to keep this hatred for u in my heart. i dont want to feel anything for u #how are you processing your reconnection with your dad? #i know you say you don't feel anything but that shit is still heavy. i hope you're able to get the answers you're looking for #i hope you find some peace from it and that you get some type of closure #are your friends still the same shitty assholes #you lowkey deserve better and i hope you find an environment that will help you actually grow #and become a way better person cause i know you have so much potential. you're just with the wrong crowd #match your words with your actions. you'll get very far in life #i find ways to talk about you. mostly negative but i just keep mentioning you bc i miss u. and i hate this. i dont want to miss u #i hate you and at the same time i don't #i hope you leave my mind very soon #i still don't understand why you acted the way you did and if u even feel bad for hurting me

[alcohol-eyes]

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#I wouldn’t make anyone irl listen to me talk about this but #as a bitch who has been listening to pretty much strictly underground white boy rappers for a few months now #I have to say something okay I have to say it !!! #lil m*bu sucks he’s just ??? Not Good #there are so many other artists that are so much better and have been trying so much harder that deserve the attention he’s getting #the only reason this lil bitch is making it rn is because he’s a privileged ass rich white kid #like why was ur first live performance opening for someone in front of 10000 people #and!!! #he’s rly gonna be surprised someone called the cops when he wrote a line in one of his songs about how he brings a gun to school?? #bro u are In high school in america u can’t just Say That #fuck lil m*bu all the homies hate lil m*bu

[dream-launch]

finally got to watch the bp elimination and haruto bestie 😭😭😭😭😭 no literally wtf he didn't deserve eliminated, I straight was crying he was so upset my boy deserved better

#and when i burn korea to the ground what then #i saw the difference in korean vs international votes okay wtf korea #like he deserves soooo fucking much #hes so good and i really hope he knows how talented and loved he is #he better get to debut with a different group cause hes so insanely talented and it would be such a shame for his talent to be wasted #he is deserving of his dreams #haruto i love u 😔😔 #haruto #boys planet

[verstappen-cult]

I would LOVE a part two of the birthday drabble if ur open to that? maybe how max tries to ask for reader’s forgiveness? maybe asking Charles for help but he’s just like “no u gotta figure it out on ur own this time buddy” bc he’s mad at him too?

PART ONE. Max totally blanks on your birthday plans and it’s not pretty.

Max is pacing around the kitchen when you wake up the next morning. When his gaze snaps up to meet yours, you can see the bags under his eyes. You think about reaching for him when you remember what happened, so, you simply walk past him to make some coffee.

“Good morning, schat.” He whispers, looking down. You’re still very much hurt but seeing him like this breaks your heart. 

Maybe you’re being too mean, giving him the cold shoulder and not even meeting his eyes, but you also think about what your best friend said last night when you called her crying. He needs to sort out his priorities and give you what you deserve. And you also need to stand up for yourself, you’ve let Max get away with similar things in the past and it’s time for that to stop. 

“Good morning,” Charles says as he enters the kitchen. He looks at Max but doesn’t say anything when he sees his eyes filled with tears. You’re hurt but he’s angry. “Want me to drive to your appointment?” 

“Mmh.” You nod, taking your cup of coffee and going back to your room. 

Charles opens the fridge and tries to look busy waiting for Max to get the fuck out of the kitchen. But that doesn’t happen and he is forced to close the door and face his boyfriend. 

“Have you talked to her?” Max asks him, rubbing his hand over his face. 

“Yea’,” Charles simply answers, trying to choose between an apple or banana for breakfast. You or Max are the ones always cooking because Charles just can’t do it, but you’re not in the mood to make breakfast and he’s definitely not gonna ask Max. “I’m not the one who fucked everything up.” 

“I’m sorry, okay? I just—I didn’t forget, but there were—”

“I don’t fucking care, Max. It was her birthday! It was supposed to be special but instead of enjoying the one day—the only day she really asks for our attention, she cried all the way home.”  

Max feels like crying again. He feels awful but doesn’t know what to do to make things better. 

The Dutchman opens his mouth but before he can say anything, Charles holds his palm up, shutting him up. 

“I won’t tell you what to do, you need to figure that out by yourself.” 

Charles storms out of the kitchen, leaving a sad Max behind. 

You don’t say goodbye when you leave but Charles, at least, tells him that they should be home by eight, to not wait for them because they will be having lunch together. He doesn’t ask Max if he wants to join. 

Max doesn’t know what to do. 

You’ve never been this angry before. Charles is a different story, they’ve been racing their whole lives together, so, he has seen parts of Charles you don’t even know. 

Max thinks about calling his mom to ask her for advice, God, even calling his sister, but rejects the idea because he knows what they will say. 

It’s all his fault. Stupid Max, stupid SimRacing—

Max gets up from the couch, he doesn’t know how much has passed since you left, but the sun is already sitting down. 

When Max enters his streaming room he wants to cry again. And he does. 

He cries as he disconnects everything. He cries when he smashes the camera onto the floor. He cries while throwing a chair across the room, crashing against the wall. He cries looking at the mess he made, the mess he is.

Max falls to the floor and cries, and cries, and cries, until he feels two strong arms around him and soft words spoken into his ear. 

“Max, breathe with me, please,” Charles begs, caressing his back and lifting his chin up with his free hand. Max’s gaze focuses on his face as he imitates his boyfriend, inhaling and exhaling slowly. It takes some time, but Max eventually stops shaking. “Oh, Max. What did you do?” Charles sounds so broken and disappointed, Max doesn’t want him to feel like that. He’s done so much already. 

Max starts crying again. 

“Shh, it’s okay,” Charles wipes his tears and kisses his eyelids. 

Max doesn’t deserve this. 

“Hey, love.” Max turns his head around at the sound of your voice. You crouch down next to him, a soft smile dancing on your lips. “Would you drink this, please? For me?” He doesn’t need to be asked twice. You guide the glass to his lips and he drinks the water — with a little bit of sugar you always add when you’re not feeling okay. 

Max wants to talk, he wants to apologize again, he wants to scream at you and Charles for being so attentive with him when he doesn’t deserve it. But he feels so tired, all he can do is lean into your touch when you cradle his face with both your hands, palms comfortable against the stubble on his cheeks. 

“We’re gonna buy new things and me and Charles will help you set everything up, okay?”

Max wants to scream. Instead, he barely has the voice to say, “I don’t want any of this. I fucked up because of this stupid shit.”

“Max,” Charles calls his name, moving around so he’s sitting next to you. “You love it.”

“I love you more.” He simply says, looking between you and Charles. “I’m so sorry, I’m sorry…” He lets silent tears fall down his cheeks. 

“I know you’re sorry.” You lean to leave a kiss on his forehead, then, you look directly into his eyes. “I’m still hurt, Max. I won’t lie. We need to have a long conversation, the three of us, but I don’t want you to quit something that you love and enjoy so much. I just,” You notice you’re crying when Max wipes the tears with his thumb. “I want to be a priority in your life.”

“And you are!” He wants to smash his head onto the floor. “God you,” He takes your hand, lips quivering. “and you,” He takes Charles’s hand then. He guides them to his chest, just where his heart is. “are the most important people in my life. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

There’s still so much to say but, for right now, you just want to be as close as possible. You’ll have plenty of time to figure out how to go from here.

#꒰꒰ 📁 ─ verstappen cult files ꒱꒱ #f1 x reader #charles leclerc x reader #max verstappen x reader #lestappen x reader #f1 imagine #poly!f1 #f1 grid x reader

[droolypupboy]

tips for solo puppy play!!

pup play doesn’t have to be a partnered activity and solo play can be EXTREMELY fulfilling. you deserve to explore your headspace 🫶🫶 i have another post for more general tips for feeling more puppy, you can check that out here, a lot of things on there are ALSO applicable for solo pups.

warning, this is not for puppy regressors!! this is an nsfw post and probably not safe for u if you regress while online. stay safe, sfw puppies.

i would recommend checking out the above post if you want more details on the following: playing fetch alone, puppy snacks, & oral fixation!! all those things can help a LOT for solo pups but since i already went into so much detail previously, this post will have its own unique set of tips. i’m a puppy & i own a puppy sub so im super smart and you should listen 2 me!!!!

🐾 eating from a dog bowl can help a lot!! but even if that is inaccessible or not to your taste, you can just sit/lay on your tummy on the ground and eat small snacks from a plate. be careful of choking if you choose to lay!!

🐾 make little pup noises!! if you feel yourself going nonverbal and you’re in a place where you’re safe and comfy and have the time, lean into it. make little “hmph” noises when you’re confused, little squeaks when you’re excited, whine and pant, do all the things!! these can be used both sexually and nonsexually. it should come naturally if it’s gonna happen but there’s nothing wrong with doing it on purpose to get the ball rolling.

🐾 you can either invest in a large dog bed OR you can make a little nest of pillows and blankets.

🐾 being on all fours, sitting on the floor, & laying on your tummy are wonderful. inaccessible?? that’s okay!! these are enhancers, not necessities.

🐾 ALL you need for this is a bedroom and some random items. find some things (bad options are things like keys, lighters, phones, anything you use super frequently) to hide and go find again. the more space you have the better but even in smaller spaces, it can be VERY fun to lean into.

🐾 tilt your head in confusion, nudge and “paw” at things, nip and bite at things (safely, clean things, nothing that could hurt you or that you could choke on).

🐾 if you can afford it, invest in a knot style toy. it can help a lot in feeling like you’re small getting used by a bigger dog if that’s your thing. toys with suction cups are amazing too, the less you have to work, the better!!

🐾 do NOT be afraid to use pup centered asmr. it’s available on many many places but most accessibly, youtube & soundgasm through the site flaru. its not cringe, its not silly, it can be rlly good for the headspace. if you’re not sure if you’ll like it, give it a go!! why not??

🐾 invest in dog toys if you can!! make sure to clean them thoroughly before putting them in your mouth, stored r nasty, don’t use any that an actual dog has used only use fresh ones. if you can’t do that, chewelry, largely available on etsy and marketed for sensory issues (which yes, it does work for as well) is a really nice & discreet option.

🐾 go to town if you have a PRIVATE back yard!! run around!! have the zoomies!! chase toys (do not put them in your mouth if you’re playing outside)!! just have a good time.

🐾 press your nose against the window and watch the birds & squirrels & any other animals outside!!

🐾 overstimulation!! it’s rlly good, lose yourself, don’t stop until you can’t take it anymore. silly pups need to get fucked stupid.

🐾 slobber on toys (of the sfw AND nsfw variety), suck your fingers, get messy eating a popsicle or something similar. spit can be VERY puppy if you can handle the mess

that’s all for now, silly pups!! have fun, play safe, be kind to yourself, and remember that all of us puppies are different and unique. what makes one person feel puppy might not make the next person feel puppy. figure out what works for YOU. being puppy is an independent journey 🐕🦴🐾🎾

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