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bizzybee429 · 3 months
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god I'm depressed 🫠
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mejomonster · 2 years
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Been informed that. Maybe I come off as commitment phobic since I'm demi. And therefore don't get into relationships right away until I know if I actually like a person (I'll date I'm just not gonna get into a committed relationship until I'm sure I have at least a crush and they at least like me). Mm. I mean like i categorically am Only looking for long term relationships mainly since I'm gonna take a while to like someone and feel lust for them. But interesting to me that maybe despite that, I was coming off the same way ppl who avoid commitment do. Maybe that partly explains why I seem to attract SO many people who just do not want a relationship/are not capable of liking me (but still wanna be with me until they find someone they Actually like :/ )
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be-good-to-bugs · 5 months
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the world isnt so bad
#the bin#i think ill be ok one day#i feel like i need to change a lot of my lofe and relationships for that to happen but ill do it and ill be better for it and ill be ok#i feel like the big thing thats been fucking me uo these past years besides not having friends is my sister#i just. dont like her. shes mean and unpleasant to be around. she seems fine if u only spend a little time around her but shes so negative#and its not enougj to just not talk much. like. i need our relationship to stop existing in its current for in a tangeble way#not enough to just talk less bc then shes like why r we talking less. but i dont have the option of just saying hey ur mean and i dont#wanna be kinda-friends anymore. we can just have the same kinda relationship i have with the rest of our siblings#because i have literally nobody else here and if she gets mad im kinda fucked. i need her to take me to work. i cant compromise that#its just. idk it sucks. i think itll be healthy to jave distance from her when i move away so that ohr relationship can do the thing quietly#idk. i would have no problem with just changing things immediately but she always has reacted badly to that stuff sooo#ive felt yhis way for many years now but i felt like i was the problem and that shes actually fine but thats not it#and i keep trying to fix it but idk. shes just unpleasant. shes not horrible but we do NOT work. i need to talk to my other older sister#more cause shes really nice. probably gonna help her get a job and stuff when i move. maybe we will move in together#only for like a temp time but just so she can get a handle on living on ur own. and she would need a ride to work n stuff#shes very loud so id rather not live with her. i wanna live alone. but i wanna help her out also bc nobody is willing to do that for her#and also treat her like a capable adult. how can she learn how to be an adult if nobody treats her like one? shes perfectly capable once#she learns but its not stuff u just know on ur own. well. without other ppl getting in the way we communicate very well#idk. thats way future stuff tho. but maybe will do that in the future. im trying to be optimistic and think abt my oter siblings to talk to#i have 3 who are old enough to have regular conversations with and the other 2 r a bit young. 2 of the 3 r kinda mean tho#well. me and my other older sister can live in the least fav children club and talk abt how rude the other 2 are lol
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spitinsideme · 17 days
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werewolves or vampires? u made a twilight au so i thought id ask u...personally werewolves are pretty badass but damn vampires r so...woah..
wromg person to ask i have and always will bs a werwwolf lover .... there is zero competettion when its anything agaisnt werewolves i LOVE werwwolves you do npt understand .... the romance of lovong a beast meant for destruction .. to murder .. a beast full of amger and a lust for blood and everytime they transform you dtay with them and youre risking your lofe becaude they could kill yoi, they coikd eat you, tjey are still a momster and a predator and a beast no matter wjat but you dtay oit of devotuon and adoration and you wash the blood off them when they trasnform back ...
and whatever other shit, me personally i lovr werewolve because they are HUGE and BIG and MURDEROUS and id let them take an arm if they ripped it out with theor bare teeth. i love werewolves somuch truly it does not get better than a thing with huge fucking fangs that are dharp and strong and will bote you !!!!! also even if they are not in werwolf gorm they still have sharp big fangs that coukd bite you !!!!! sure whateber vampires suck blood and shit and tjats hot but werewolves ... idontknow ... they can transform and that is very sexy of them BUT !!! THERE ARENT ENOIGH FUCKING WOMAN WERWWOLVES !! like i want to watch a man transform into a werwolf lime oaky ? hes what ? big and stromg and murderous ??? so are most men in like basically every show and mlvie ever !!!!!! i aant women who are full of bloodlust with the addition of fangs and claws and a vert ... very strong bite force ...... also if there is a womaj werwplf its always fucking like NOTHING !!! BECAUSE THERE ARENT !!!!!!!!
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sungbeam · 2 years
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DUCKIE !! I ZOOMED WHEN I SAW YOUR REQS ARE OPEN !! i am so in love with your works i stopped my 3 am crying sesh for this ( kinda tmi but that’s ok … ! )
anyway! i’d like some … badboy!huang renjun + “who did this to you?!” trope wherein reader is a mess from some mean bullies at school for dating the popular huang renjun >:( + hurt/comfort !
i know the prompt isn’t in your prompt list and you can totally ignore me if you don’t take anything from your prompt lists :__D
I WISH YOU’RE DOING WELL DUCKIE !!! I LOFE U SO MUCH !! ><
𝗻𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁
bad boy!bf!huang renjun x gn!reader
1.2k words, hurt/comfort, tw: mention of bullying, wounds
a/n: ahhh hi niki !!! tysm for ur request, i hope ur doing okay and that mayhaps this will comfort u a little bit :( <3 I LOFE U TOO HEHE
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You hissed, nose wrinkled and eyes squinted in pain as the rubbing alcohol seeped into the open wound. It was an angry red gash slashed into the meat of your cheek, running from cheekbone to jaw line. But it was the worst out of the physical evidence, and to be completely honest, the most damage was to your emotional stability. If you even had any left after this. 
Gingerly, you pressed the pads of your fingers against the opening, wincing again at the sting it provided. It kept you awake; after all that happened this afternoon, you wanted to fall asleep on your bed and never wake up.
Unbeknownst to you, your phone had been blowing up for the past thirty minutes with your friends and your boyfriend spamming you with worried calls and texts. Every memory of what you were supposed to do today had flown out the window as soon as the innate fear settled in when you'd stepped into that classroom and heard the door lock behind you. 
Everything had been a blur after that—
Your eyes shuddered at the memory and your breath was shaky. 
You dropped another bloody cotton pad into the sink, opting to deal with the mess later. Otherwise, you canvassed your form in the mirror: flushed and scarred cheek, hair yanked from its roots until your skull pounded, scratches on your arms to match the bruises on your knees. You braced your hands on the sink and stared at yourself in the eyes, lip trembling, willing yourself to stand up to someone—even to yourself. To be enough for someone, anyone. 
A bang! shook the entire house as the front door slammed shut downstairs. "Yn? Ynie! Are you here, sweetheart?"
Panic. 
Heart leaping into your throat—you were trying to breathe and crush your quaking hands into submission. You slammed your body against the bathroom door, fingers swiftly clicking the lock into place. 
You could do this. You could get away with this. Right?
Footsteps could be heard approaching your room from the stairwell, before entering the bedroom and spotting the closed bathroom door. A small sigh from the other side. "Yn-ah, you gave us a big scare. Are you okay?"
You backed away from the door slowly, hands cupped around your mouth to control your breathing. Why were you suddenly afraid? Huang Renjun would not dare touch a hair on your head, but still, you feared what might happen if he saw your current state. 
There was a reason why the girls at school fawned over him. They had fallen for the idea of his "bad boy" aesthetic, the motorcycles and leather jackets and smirks. You were lucky—yeah, you were lucky. 
"Y-yeah," you stammered, finally. "I'm… I'm okay."
"Do you need ibuprofen? A heat pad or hot tea maybe?" 
You lowered yourself onto the ledge of the bathtub. "No, no. I'm okay, thank you." You swallowed. "I'm, uhm, I'm sorry that I didn't let you guys know where I—" Oh god, you couldn't do this. You felt like keeling over. Did you even deserve him? "—I was."
A small thump. Renjun leaned his ear against the door. "Sweetheart, are you sure you're okay?" A try at the doorknob, the silver rattled but didn't budge. "I—"
"No," you forced from your lips, perhaps too firmly. 
Quiet. 
"Just… just…" Your voice fizzled out until you were sure your throat was closing up on you. "Jun, I—I can't…" A tear slipped into the scratch on your cheek and you almost whimpered at how badly it hurt. 
"Yn," he murmured softly, "please let me in." 
"You're gonna be mad—"
"I couldn't be mad; not at you." Renjun's mind raced with the possibilities, and unfortunately, they were endless. "Sweetie, please. Let me help you, okay?"
It was a few moments later that the door finally cracked open a sliver, and Renjun pushed himself off of it. He didn't know what he had braced himself for, but the image of your scarred cheek and watery eyes filled with fear was worse than he could've ever cooked up in his imagination. 
He let you open the door for him, before stepping forward, carefully and slowly. He cupped your face in his hands, thumb ghosting over the red. There was a sort of crimson colored rage bubbling in his blood and gushing through his veins, the kind of adrenaline that made him want to blame someone. 
"Who did this to you?" Sliced through the silence that had you holding your breath. 
"It's not important," you said, so quietly he barely heard you. 
He shook his head. "Of course, it's important—"
"I don't wanna talk about it."
Renjun snapped out of that crimson-tinted lens and focused on the present—you, who was more important than whoever had done this to you. He would deal with that later once he'd made sure you were properly taken care of. 
"That's okay," he whispered. "What can I do to help you, hm? Want me to clean you up?"
You nodded, bottom lip trembling so bad. "Just—just want you." 
Renjun's heart palpitated in his chest and he cupped the back of your head to press you against his chest. "Oh, baby," he cooed softly, delicately. "I love you so much, my love. You've been so strong, hm." 
He slowly rocked you in his hold like a soothing slow dance. You clung so tightly to him, fists clenching the fabric of his jacket as your body shook with quiet sobs. 
He just wanted to make you feel safe again; your bullies be damned. 
Renjun helped you to sit on the ledge of your counter while he stood between your legs to patch you up. Once the scratches and bruises were dealt with, he gently pulled your hair out of its braid and combed a hand through the locks. His touch was always delicate, always thoughtful. 
"You know I love you, right?" He asked you later when he had tucked you under the covers of your bed with him. Your legs were tangled together beneath the blanket, one of his arms draped around your waist and the other holding your hand. 
You made a small noise of acknowledgement. Your good cheek was smooshed against his chest, nose inhaling the comforting smell of his cologne. "Mm… I love you, too, Jun. Thank you."
He smiled. "For what?"
"For coming to find me," you mumbled. 
Your eyes were closed now and he suspected you were on the cusp of sleep. He smoothed a hand over your hair. "I will always find you, Yn. You know that no matter what, they can't tear us apart, right?" 
You hummed. "Do you ever feel like what they say is true though?" Your mind was a little loopy from drowsiness, but you felt him tense. 
Renjun sighed above you. "Honestly? Sometimes. But only because I wonder how someone as incredible as you would ever lower your standards—"
"I would never lower my standards, Huang Renjun," you cut in, then smiled up at him, shifting. "You managed to pass the bar."
He grinned down at you, leaning down to kiss your lips. "Mm, is that so?"
"Only by a little though."
He laughed at this. "Maybe they're right. We're not perfect, but we can be perfect for each other." He tapped the tip of your nose, cringing. "That was the corniest thing I have ever said."
You giggled, and the sound made butterflies arouse in his stomach. He hoped he could always make you sound like that. "As long as you don't get cornier."
"Then what? I go back under the bar?"
"Yeah." You leaned up and kissed his cheek. "But don't worry; you have a bit of leeway."
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v-anrouge · 9 months
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AND ANOTHER HING K HATE IS HO MUCH FJN HES GAVJFN WITH KALIM LIKE LOOK AT HIS LITTLE FACE SO EXFITED TO BE PLAYING WITH KALIM AND BEING COMPETITIVE LIKW GO FUCK YOURSELF I HOPE U SLIP ON THE CREAM HIT UE HEAD AND DIE
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AND THIS ONE OH THIS ONE GOTTA BE ONW OF THE WORST TOO LIKE LOLK AT HIS ASSS LOOKIN ALL HAPPY AND SHIT AS HE FLIES HIS PRETTY LTITLE HAIR FLWOING AS IF HE WAS AN ANGEL HIS PRETTY SMILE AND THE FACT HES OFFERING YOU A FLOWE TOO LIKW FUCK ARE YOU TEYIGM TO DO HUH 🤬🤬🤬
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AND THIS ONE I HATE THIS ONE SO MUCH LOOK AT HIS SILLY ASS WANTING TL HOLD YOUR HAND AS HE HOLDS A SUSPICIOUS LOOKING LIQUID LOE HWAT R I PLSNJING BRK UR NKT EVEN FOLLOWING THE KAB SAFEY RILES AND RHEN KN THE GROOVY HIS POTION IS LITERALLY POLPING LIKE AND HE LOOKS SO CONCENTRATED TOO HIS EYES LOOK SO PRETY AND HIS LIPS AS OF HES POUTING A BIT AND I HATE THAT HEERED A POSSISBLIT HE POUTS WHEN HES CONCNETRATED I DID NOT NEED THAY IKAGE ON MY HEAD AND NOW I HAVE IT THANKS A LOT ROOK HJNT THA KS A LOT I GOPE THAT POTION EXPLDOES ON UR FACE LEAVINF MARKS FLR THE RETS OF UR LOFE
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I HATE ROOK HJT SO KUCH THIS OS THE START OF MY HATER ERA EVERUTHIGN AOIT THIS AMN PISSES ME FF I EISH JE DIDNT EXIST I HATE HIM AND HISS SILLY ASS THIS IS WHY NOBODU IN THE GAME LIKRD HIM THIS IS WHY THIS FANDOM HATES HIM THIS IS WHY K HAGE HIM
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tboyblogger · 5 months
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bit manic so im just posting this to write things down to ground myself feel free to ignore just a psychotic schizoidposting u, mhello im tp im 23 uh,.i like films and comcis and kvideogames and music .ilike
i curentlty like p: uhh spiou e fantazo mysepexial interest😁👍forver.& ilike songs. need to have soudns in my ears 24/7 i like sounds and songs i lie,big thief a lot my favoit band!oh lkately i like avril + burnham (preinside(again too pop rock and punk folk so good to my ears im listening to jumpstyle my heart beats so fast rn you guys ineedsoudns to beb beat 👍 not that emoji i lneed sounds to thump like my heatbeats heart beats. video games yes for video games i like i curenly like tf2 i ondt play i suck at it but i love the comics um evger since i was a teenager i was16 oh i lie, psirou hm but ive always been liking sooiru. hm his name. soirou. soirou.HIS NAME
spirou. yes that is it im so sorry im not the best in typing accurtaely i rely a lot on. suggestion HUH what its call. the words that popup when you type i use it a lot because i cant type? his this mysic is really really lousd right mow i had caffeine so i am shakign...WOWZERS anyways ah yeah yeah i like super mario 👍 yes a lot i like. smrpg (out on the seithc not!! not what i wantsd to say? out on nthe swithc now!!) and m&l and paper mario... yes so
good my favorite is bowser andluigi is a girl 👧 <- girl emoji I LOVE ILOVE..chubirobo... not its name. chibirobo. yes. my favorite home console is the ps2 but i dont have a tv/screenf forit i really want a crt tv... oh uyes i like computers 👍👍👍 i love cds dvds i lovie computera.persocom. and disk readears and muaic players i used to have a cd player all i did when i was in a depressive episode in 2017 was locking myself in my room lying on the floor and let it p,lay my michael jackjson cd it saced saved mylfie
MYLIFE MY life i meant to write my life. my live my life my life my life my life my lofe mylfie. hthat again. not that. my life. this is correct
im so scred... im so scared
ah what els,e.. tf2.. yes that we have alreayd talked about that my favorite is pauling and soldier and ?the dad and boy duo and maybe engie. i like the adminitragior too beacyse toxic yuri 🔥🔥🔥 huh the spacing i didntn mean to do that guys im scraed im scared. ill throwi up oh yi havent stalked HUH I SAID. I HAVE NOT TALKED. yes. have not talked about movies yes! i lvie moviesbut justthe normal amount i lie when there are people and moving pictures scoot piligim series out now i'll wtach that with my big subling soon and then ill tahc watch it again wiht sochoi yes!!!!!!!!!! beautiful world we live in ohhh my life is slipping away from me im so scred. i have to . this. to do this Work ythats what. i like everything that reminds me of spirou and fantasio becuade 😂um i didnnt mean to click this amoji BEcause special interest i love them 😁😁😁 <& treally like thiss emoji. smiels really wide is so friendly is my friend that emoji that... um thats all for mnow i hope i can nread comics and wtahc watch! asteroid city and finish smrpg and chibirobo. and i kwant to go look at images of spirou and fantasio
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photo was from wheni was22!!!!! and i got lsot in the woods so i deicsd to do a fit check 😁😁 was last lst last year. summer!m fsummer is fun you van hanout with your Friends yess i love Summer
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plutosring · 2 months
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Also yes hiiii im v alive!!
Again, my life got rlly fuckin weird n complicated since mid 2023 and its now starting to settle n get better so thats good!! Im hoping to get back into writing (which ill prolly do after im done w exams since those r soon anyway)
But hru?? How have u been? (and dont hesitate to send me a mssg or smth if u wanna, even when in on hiatus i still check my tumblr)
im glad your lofe is getting better!!
im alright! dating someone 😨 everything is well though!! not dying which is a plus 🤞🤞🤞
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biribaa · 1 year
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I'm sorry for inflicting this thought upon you, but a darling proposing to Olivia/o7
OH
OH MY GOD
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You introduced the machine sitting next to you on the couch to a mini box that fit in the palm of your hand.
"Ahm? What is it now, huh?" O7 smiled, preparing for whatever surprise her human partner is presenting.
She leaned to get a better look at the box.
"Hmm... Looks like a watch case to me. Where did you get this?" And then she looked at your face
What O7 didn't expect in this situation was your expression, you looked serious, a little too focused on the situation. And when she went to look at the box, you already had it open, and inside, rested a ring.
"Oh! A ring, how cute, darling. Thank you–"
"O7, it is not any ring"
It was those five words that made O7 freeze for three seconds.
"...What?" The robot stared at you, with shock shown on her screen, but not despair.
You let out a sigh "Look, O7... Just like you told me that you need me, I need you too, you are almost everything to me. I've never found anyone as unique and special as you, so since no one has asked you this, allow me to be the first. Do you want to marry me?"
O7 looked at you, and then at the ring, and then at you again, her thoughts already turning into a rain of negativity.
"But– But Y/N! I–" She lay back on the back of the counch, her main arms lightly gripping each other. "It would be much better if you asked me this before all this! That way there will be ceremony, and even if we somehow manage to make one I bet they all can ruin it! Mainly Tester and Antony. I–I just..." O7 was silent for a few seconds, refusing to look at you with her saddened face "I want the best for you..."
You heart softened at the words O7. You gave her a gentle, reassuring smile and placed a hand on her shoulder.
"Hey, calm down. I bet if you tortured them all at the same time you can hold a ceremony with me, right?"
"...Yeah" O7 slightly calmed down.
"And after all, you deserve it O7, I know very well that you deserve it" And then, your hand that was on her shoulder was positioned in the center of her chest.
You smiled more when you saw O7's face show green lines in her cheeks, symbolizing her cheeks blushing. O7 looked at you for a brief second, and looked away out of sheer embarrassment, making a crooked smile.
"Hehehe, yeah yeah" O7 grabbed your wrist and removed your palm from her chest
"...So it's a yes, right?"
"Well, let's see if that ring fits my finger"
You smiled, your cheeks heating up slightly. You took the ring out of the box, and held up your palm, on which O7 almost immediately placed her left cold metal hand. You put the box in a free place on the sofa, and with so much delicacy, you, oh so gently, placed the ring on her ring finger.
Your stomach filled with flowers as you saw the scene in front of you, and without being able to hold back anymore, you patted O7's hand warmly.
O7 placed her hand in front of her, admiring the highlighted ring.
"Sweet... It fits me"
O7 opened a delicate and warm smile, unable to take her eyes off the ring
"...I never thought anyone would ask me to marry you, y'know" She placed both her hands on her lap, slightly squeezing the own hand "I mean, maybe X would try, but still..."
You laid your palm over O7's hand.
"We deserve each other, O7"
A brief silence appeared between the two of you.
"I love you, Y/N"
You smiled, having your face flushed, deciding to shyly approach O7. O7 noticed your action, and placed her hands on your waist, accepting your embrace.
"I love you too, O7"
O7's screen and his face met, resulting in a sweet, gentle kiss.
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I lofed this, i even drawed the scene where u put ur hand on O7's chest
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Maybe i will write a Olivia vers of this later
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ducknotinarow · 10 months
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🍷💖 ( does Peach drink? Oh well. If she does - for Bowser u-u )
| Send a "🍷💖" and My Muse will drunkenly flirt with Your Muse
A princess maybe shouldn't drink. A princess shouldn't maybe do a lot of the things that Peach does. Go off on adventures, practice on obstacle courses, ride motorbikes and what not. So yes she had maybe one or three more drinks then she should trying to keep away from everyone else so they wouldn't be to aware of how out of it she was in the moment. She just needed a second or more to let it work through her system. Cup if water in hand that she was slowly drinking from to help herself sober up some before she rejoined the party.
She just wanted to cut loose a little that all. But sometimes when one convinces themself just one more won't hurt it should becomes another and another. Least she was able to tell when she was a bit too far in before going over the deep end.
But now she was alone and that's no fun. Sighing to herself setting hands to her cheeks as she puffs them out to let full pink lips tug out into a puckered pout. Soon to be saved when she hears heavey foot steps approaching her way. Eyes blink as she turns to find to Koopa king himself.
"BOWSER!" cover her mouth after she calls out to him softly giggling into her hands at her own actions. "Shhhh don't tell no one but." She leans over to lower her voice so only the Koopa will hear hear her confession "I'm a teensy weensy bit drunk but shhh don't tell Princess shouldn't be getting drunk" she giggles again as she smiles at him happily. "Oh but please stay I'm so bored sitting alone!" Pout returning to his lips.
Reaching over she darling to pats his snout giggling as she did having enough sense to stop her self. "Sorry I always wanted todo that is all your face is just so cute and round! Your cheek look so cute I just wanna smoosh up your face between my hands." She drunkly expresses to him before she giggles once again reaching over to take hold of his face and playfully squeeze his face. Before she pauses to lean in a bit.
"You know you have the most amazing eye, I don't think anyone else has eyes like these they make me think of rubys." Slowly letting him free having gotten that need out of her system she tries for another sip of her water. But she simply giggles once more after she swallows. "I don't think anyone ms gotten close to enough to properly look at them they say they are lofe fire and such. Maybe only cause they see you when you get upset? I love the color either way. It looks very nice with your green. Makes them pop excuse to stare I guess right?"
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whiskeysmulti · 2 months
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😗 😀 😃 😊 (we haven't interacted too much ic but YOU'RE SO SWEET I LOFE U A LOT!!!!)
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Intimidation Meme- accepting!
😗 - YOU ARE THE SOFTEST BEING. 😀 - I’m not afraid of reaching out to you. 😃 - To me, you are easy to approach. 😊 - I think you are a really friendly person.
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.Whiskey. Thank you, Gore! I adore you, friend! Never be afraid of reaching out.
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k0miy4 · 1 year
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SO I TRIED TO SHIFT TODAY CUZ I WANTED TO AND LOFE HERE IS SO BORING AND DULL
so i’ll make this blog my shifting diary cuz why not :p
tonight was my first try. i listened to an adhd method bcuz i have trouble focusing on stuff and it kinda worked for me i think???? i felt rlly tingly and cold despite having a blanket over me?? wtf and theres some slight flash of lights.
and i also felt like my eyes was trying to open themselves! i aalso felt kinda tired after doing it T-T this is my first try shifting so can u guys give me some tips!? am i doing this thing the right way or not??
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poppy-metal · 2 years
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i dont like this lead up to eddie no runninr away im gonna end my lofe do u hear me
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stardial · 1 year
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do u have advice for find rascals, scoundrels, imps and clowns in your day to day lofe…… starting a collection but. nobody understand what it means to commit to the bit!!!!!!! shoutout to my bff who didnt know a single true fact about me for the first solid month we knew each other (including my name) <3
i think you might be insane?
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spitinsideme · 1 month
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do you remember what/when was your first exposure to lesbianism (women loving women in case u dont know what that means) (its like gay men but instead of being men theyre women, its pretty fun and cool)
LESBIANISM ???? WOMEN ??? owha ..... might havw to resesrch girls kissing later ...
i think my first exposure to lesbianism (like girls actually kissing) was this story on the game episode, and i clearly remeber that i was playing a story about love and it.had options to date men and women, or the bsecual option, "i dont knkw man, i jst like pizza" whoch mesnt bkth men and women, and i remeber thinkinv WOMEN ?????????? and i wnaed to press it ... i was so tempted to .. i was lime .. 10 ? 11 ? 9 ?? i dont remeber, 9-11 and i had mever in my lofe jesrd of lesbianism before (i did get callrd a lesbian beflre this because i was dsting my friend fri3nd on roblox by pretending to be a guy) but i was lime WOAH ??? 2OMEN KISSING WOMEN ?? but i was also like not going to pick women because to me thqt was new and odd, but i ddint want to pick men because i dodnt like men (shocker !!!) and so i picked the bisexual option (secretly i wantrd the women option but i woukd have felt too ashamed)
AND THE THERE WAS THE SCEBE WHERE THE GIRL CAME IN AND WE (ALSO.A.GIRL) BUMPED INTO HER !!! and she was pretty hot, badass girl qnd i woukd get teally excoted to talk to hrr everytime my character rejected her i was so angry i was begging for my characyer to plese just kiss her already, but the giy wlukd also show up wnd i hated him so much because he was a guy and i didnr want him, so id just skip it as fast as possible until the girl was there
after i had learned of this besutoful thing callrd lesbianism, i wljkd search up lesbian on episode to read more girl on girl stories. then i saw that fifty shades of gret pussy eating scene, and id sesrch up lesbian sex on episode
but lik3 my first .. like actual media of lesbianism woukd be yuri manga ? i remever the first one i watched and read was citrus, so that kind of has a special place in my hesrt even if its kind of weird because it was the firsr lesbian thing i had rver read or seen. i wpukd like go on some sketchy manga websotes and loom theoifh every single yuri manga and read them all like id write every simgke one down in a book ( i still have that book with all the yuri manga titles, its really filled up ! and i r3mebe4 all of them)
basically, my first exposre to lesbian media was when i was lime 9 or 10 from episode lesbian ! but i have always been a lesbian in my actions without even knlwing it ... i was literqlly like watching videos of women dancing on youtibe AND working out when i was 12 for quite a while because i woukd look st thr women and go "god, theyre so pretty, i need to be strong so that womej will love me and want me" and that was normal to me and i didnt think of mys3lf as lesbian
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mrleviackermenwife · 1 year
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I haven't post in a while 😭😭😭i so sorry🙏🙏🙏
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