#two weeks ago she left her flat in PJs at 2am coz i asked her to go on a walk

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#idk what it is about me that makes people want to make me feel like an important part of their life and then just disappear #with no explanation! #i have friends that stopped talking to me #but they told me why! they explained that they'd be busy! #and i was completely fine with that #so we went months without talking #but no problem! i love them! we're still close! all good! #and then there's the people who just stopped talking to me #happens too often #it fucking HURTS bro at least tell me WHY #wHAT did i DO #cute girl (water fight) is jumping between talking to me and then being dry for days #hanging out with me on valentines day and then giving shitty excuses not to see me #excuses that make no sense #what is it! do you want to be friends with me or not! #don't just leave me in the fucking dark! it hurts! it happens too often and i'm tired! #two weeks ago she left her flat in PJs at 2am coz i asked her to go on a walk #now she won't even go grocery shopping with me?? #and there's nothing i can do except just watch her go #i can't force her to stay #but i'd like to at least get an explanation #anything #fuck it hurts #random #water fight m #anyway lockdown is going great yeah all good