#tw: negative

[peculiarbeauty]

i wasn’t going to post about this here, but my family and i need a lot of thoughts and prayers if you can right now. my mom had a stroke and was rushed to the emergency room. i have been attempting to hold myself together and honestly not speak it into existence just because im so afraid. her heart isn’t well, but she is back home now resting. there’s a lot more details on the matter that led up to her having this stroke and some of that was involved stress in her work life, but im not really okay with disclosing those things on this site fully as .. it is really personal tbh.

my mom and i are so close, please send good thoughts that she gets better with the necessary healing she is going through. thanks.

#⊱✿⊰ ┊ ˢʰᵉ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ⁱˢ ᵃ ᶠᵘⁿⁿʸ ᵍⁱʳˡ ( ooc ) #tw: negative #[ i really wasn’t going to post about this #but it’s been really heavy on me rn and #my husband is a great support but #i also have really great friends here who #are worried about me and i just wanted #to talk about it. #i’ve been kind of drifting rn #i’ve been in this depression all day bc of it #i’ll be honest but #it is going to be ok i know it will #i didn’t wanna be sad today on valentine’s day tbh but #sometimes these things happen #and it’s really unfortunate

[seasonal-brotp-prompts]

arophobe spotted on my post

go fuck em up (and by that I mean block)

#wow it is RARE I have to deal with this but hooooo boy!!! #I love how bad this argument is too bc it completely ignores. like. trans people??? #being trans has nothing to do with romance #if someone is trans and straight do you consider them not-queer. because HAHA OH BOY. #tw: negative #negative tw #tw: arophobia #arophobia tw

[powerfought]

you ever just look at yourself and ask ... why cant you communicate like a normal human being

#✎ ੈ˳ the tadpole that ate my brain — ooc. #tw: negative #i literally sit here and think so much about how what i say can come off #and worry about it turning people off because i don't always express things the way i mean it #excuse me my hormones are just going crazy today

[radi0activesmile]

x

Two weeks ago, I had surgery. On Christmas Eve, I came down with some severe complications due to that surgery... so I'm hopped up on six different medications, making me a combination of loopy and... I guess bold.

I don't usually say things like this, but I saw this happening a few times in the last month, and it's been on my mind for a few days and I'm just now feeling up to typing it out.

I'm not going to put this in my rules, because it's really not my place to tell you what you can or can't do / say on your blog, but:

I've chosen to start blocking those I see vaguing/ guilt tripping their followers for interacting with people they don't like.

If you have a problem with someone, either take it up with them personally, or block them and move on. Making a vague post about how people shouldn't write with (you) if they write with (this vaguely described other person) is middle school levels of childish. Literally. This is the stuff I hear my students talking about when they come into my classroom.

Hazbin Hotel and Helluva boss are adult cartoons. If you're part of this fandom, you need to be an adult, and you need to act like an adult.

You are in charge of your own online experience. it is not your job to police who writes with whom or what is deemed too dark versus just dark enough.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

Ps, Merry-belated-Christmas.

#⛤my work became mundane ⛤ - out of character #tw: negative

[candaru]

worst feeling in the world is realizing someone probably doesn't consider you a friend anymore

#candaru rambles #tw: negative #negative tw

[fauxwife]

people who try to justify i.ncest ships are disgusting and i wish i didn’t see that-

#❀ ᶜⁱⁿⁿᵃᵐᵒⁿ ʳᵒˡˡ ˢᵘᵖʳᵉᵐᵃᶜʸ. ( ooc ) #tw: negative

[kachikirby]

I'm so tempted to just delete my blog and just head back to Twitter because I'm just so tired of everything.

I know I can go to like one of the other SM sites but let's be honest, how long until those are going to shit too? Besides, I'm just plain tired of moving to SM sites, especially after the scare that happened with Twitter. It's like where the fuck am I going to go anyway?

I don't really want to leave because admittedly a lot of people from the Kirby community on Tumblr made me able to have trust in other people again after the trauma that I went through two years ago.

And it would especially rob people of the glorious atrocity that is the Pupupu Train translation.

Anyway I have no idea what the fuck I want to do, and I'm feeling drained and miserable rn.

#rikka random rambles #tw: negative

[viatrixtravels]

Most rp blogs seem to be Mutual only, least from what I have seen

// Look, I get the idea behind mutuals only, but I think that it makes things incredibly difficult for new RP blogs. Especially those who don't have the knowledge/skills to make super fancy looking themes/icons/etc. to impress. :/

Basically I am more likely to start threads with mutuals, but I accept asks from everyone. Sometimes Tumblr is wonky and it will not show me the notification that somebody followed me, so if they send me an ask or like a starter call, it is the perfect way for me to check out their blog and potentially follow back.

My issue is that I can't even take that first step because often times I'm hit with the 'mutuals only' roadblock and I have no other choice but to eventually unfollow blogs which I would have loved to interact with, just so I don't mess up and accidentally send them an ask.

Yes, I could technically contact the person through IMs and ask if they intentionally did not follow back or if they simply didn't see me follow them, but that takes a lot of courage and not many new roleplay blogs will dare take this step. (Heck, even I don't and I've been roleplay on Tumblr for years ><)

#;; the admin speaks #tw: rant #tw: negative

[general-kalani]

Some person: Hey can you babysit my kids from 7-(whenever)

Me: ok.

Me: Proceeds to get ready.

Them: Actually I found someone else I don't need you anymore.

Me:

Me:

Me: OH GLORY GLORY WHAT A HELLUVA WAY TO DIE-

#{ out of the empire } ~ ooc #the general speaks #tw: negative #tw: vent #only because i'm gonna fucking vent in the tags #G O D FUCK ME #I CAN'T EVEN HAVE O N E LIL NICE THING??? #LET ME GUESS YOU GOT YOUR F U C K I N G FRIEND AGAIN YOU SON OF A BITCH #I WAS GETTING READY AT 3 #AND THEN YOU TURN AROUND AND SAY “NO”???? #I WAS TRYING A NEW HAIRSTYLE AND EVERYTHING #FUCK ME I GUESS #can't get commissions to work can't get irl to fucking work #I MIGHT AS WELL FUCKING LEAVE THE EARTH FOREVER #FUCK IT

[angel-feathers-tickling]

just wanted to say sorry if I'm absent for a while or non-interactive. some family shit happened and it's not helping the deeply internalized homophobia.

#tw: negative

[outridera]

Hiatus.

Reasons are under the cut, but it's in reference to my post a few days ago. Will tag it as expected with the negative tags. Will reblog on Nahida to get the message out.

It's sadly happened. My Grandpa has passed away. I'm not quite sure what else to put. I'm loss for words. I just.

I'll be fine. Just.

Need time of course.

Hope you all have a wonderful Sunday.

#tw: negative #cw: negative #negative #negative mention

[valiisthea]

( Please forgive me, I am in extreme amounts of pain tonight. For some reason the pain surged back out of nowhere and I'm just sat here in tears trying to figure out how the hell to get it under control so I can sleep - but I think it's going to be a while before that happens.

I think I'll reblog a meme or two - I know, I know, I have asks to answer. I just need little fast things that don't require too much brain right now. Sorry to be a pest and talk negatively about it. I'm sure I'll feel better in the morning! )

#ooc; #tw: pain #tw: negative #tbd #i just need the distractions. #i tried to get ahold of stuart but he's asleep - as he should be bc it's super late in his time zone but sldkfjsld

[powerfought]

to be completely honest i’m so absolutely exhausted that even though i’m anxious about people losing interest in my muses and faith in me as a writer i am really struggling to be here to work on things. using the queue is a good idea in the long run i think but if i struggle to even be online recently … idk? maybe should officially move to a fully low activity schedule.

#✎ ੈ˳ the tadpole that ate my brain — ooc. #tw: negative #massive struggles lately. sorry folks.

[picavecalyx]

a lot of people are asleep but i wanna say thanks everyone for the kind messages recently, esp yesterday involving my writing and portrayal and all that <3 i'll be honest, recently i've been feeling some of the worst paranoia i've ever in my time on tumblr, sometimes i feel great and fine, and then in a flip of a coin it'll be dreadful. so all the additional compliments and appreciation makes me feel really happy and welcome. i appreciate it a lot, and it's helping me get through this hopefully short and temporary pit <3 thank you.

#ooc ;; pterodolphin has no devil fruit #tw: negative #<- just in case!!

[candaru]

-Go to my bathroom to take a dump. Water all over the floor. Check inside toilet; looks drained, with some toilet paper at the bottom.

-"Dad, I think toilet has a leak."

-He gets upstairs and IMMEDIATELY starts lecturing me about making sure I flush all the way. "It probably just got clogged and you weren't paying attention and it overflowed."

-Tells me to go get the mop.

-"...We have a mop? Where is it?"

-Deeply annoyed, he says it's probably in the garage or something, acts like I should know this.

-I go check the garage. Only Swiffers, which is what me and mom use to clean the floors. I bring one up. "Like this?"

-"No, a REAL mop!"

-I tell him if we have a real mop, I don't know where it is. Annoyed, he comes down, looks through the garage. 10 minutes later, mutters angrily, "Mom doesn't use mops anymore?"

-If she ever did, it hasn't been for over 20 years. Because I didn't learn HOW to mop from my mom, I learned at my fucking work.

-"Well, I GUESS this is all we have. Bring the plunger up after me." He takes the Swiffer up and starts cleaning the water. I take the plunger, certain we won't need it.

-He tries to flush the toilet, expecting it to be clogged.

-It flushes completely fine.

-He checks the tank. Oops, looks like nothing is wrong with the tank. He looks back at the plunger, then at the toilet. Mutters, "it fills up really slow."

-"I know. That's why I figured it wasn't overflowing. Because it's my toilet, and I know it fills up so slowly that even when it does get clogged, you can flush it once and the bowl will only fill to the bottom of the brim before water stops pouring in. You'd have to repeatedly flush it to make it overflow."

-He looks around the basin. Oh, what a surprise, he finds where the seal is broken. There's a leak.

-By the way, you know how I mentioned that I only learned to mop at my job?

-I'm a fucking janitor.

My dad takes "mansplaining" to a whole new level.

#mansplaining #I'm so fucking pissed off right now #and he had the audacity to get mad at ME for getting annoyed at HIM when he was patronizing me and treating me like a child #MY JOB IS TO BE ABLE TO TELL WHETHER SOMETHING IS A CLOG (WHICH I CAN FIX MYSELF) #OR A LEAK (WHICH I HAVE TO REPORT TO CALL IN A PLUMBER FOR) #candaru rambles #tw: negative #negative tw

[carnivoraformes]

//Well, well, well arthritis my old enemy it seems you maybe back. I was free of it for a year and like a flee infestation it came back. And it apparently migrated to my ankle.

Got to schedule a rheumatologist appointment to see if my joint is just falling apart or if my immune system is revolting again.

#*conure screaming intensifies* (ooc) // #tw: negative #mobile //