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#tumblr #counseling #prevention #self harm #psa #tumblr support #tumblr help #tumblr staff #depression

[blaze-ee]

just relapsed after being 112 days clean. want to kill myself

#self destruction #tw depressing stuff #tw self destruction #i want to be skiny #sadgirl #anotexix #self harrrm #only pr0 for myself #fresh cvts #tw cvtting #cvtting #cvts #i'm sad #tw self half #selfharn #self h@rm #tw selfhate #i hate myself #getting skiny #skinspo

[cryinglolol]

uh genuine question will the cashier say something when i buy razor blades as a minor ?

#s3lf harm #self h@rm #s3lfh4rm #made of styrofoam #sh #self harmmm #tw sh #tw s3lf harm #sh mention #self harrrm #tw cvtting #tw self destructive behavior #shtumblr #tw sh related #tw sh mention #tw self destruction #tw self half #tw cvts #selfharn

[untitled-life]

Tattoos are the way to self harm which is socially acceptable

#depression #tw self half #self loathing #selfharm #sad

[lxst-in-thxxghts]

Yk when you wanna cut so bad but you haven’t in a while and yk you realllllly shouldn’t because it is the most addicting thing known to man????

#clincical depression #mentally disordered #crippling anxiety #mental illess #paranoid schizophrenic #tw anxiety #fuck my mental health ong #actually paranoid #damn im pathetic #im so fucking sad #this shit fucking sucks #tw self half

[livingonthenet]

I hate how I never have enough scars.

#self h@rm #self mutalition #tw self destruction #depressing shit #self h@te #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #tw depressing thoughts #tw self h4rm #cvtaddict #self half #selfharrrm #tw selfhate

[sicbic]

Want to get better but want to get worse. Want people to know but don’t want them to find out.

#4norexi4 #ed not ed sheeran #mealspø #pro a4a #thinspø #tw ana diary #ana meal #ana dairy #ana rant #ana trigger #self h@rm #tw ana shit #self half #tw sui implied #tw sh related #tw sh joke #tw sh implied

[corvidaeconundrum]

He’s insulted it was even suggested

#digital art #fanart #half live vr but the ai is self aware #hlvrai #hlvrai fanart #hlvrai coomer #hlvrai au #hlvrai bubby #hlvrai tommy #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai tma au #hlvrai stranger tommy #tma #the backgroung is so scuffed #if you cant tell comic making is not my thing #tw blo0d #tw minor blood #tw minor body horror

[zanukavat]

dont worry about those error messages man its chill

#benrey?? in my computer?? it's more likely than you think #hes IN the MACHINE #benrey #hlvrai #hlvrai fanart #hlvrai benrey #benry #hlvrai benry #half life vr but the ai is self aware #half life vr ai #my art #idk if I should tag for eyestrain? maybe just in case #eyestrain #tw eyestrain

[harrystylesfan2686]

Alone

Pairing: no one really.

Summary: Reader starts to feel left out in her own family...

Warnings: Neglection. Suicide thoughts. Self harm (in detail) please go back if any of these bother you. Your mental heath matters more.

A/N: I think I need therapy too...

Masterlist Part 2(Azriel) Part 2(Eris)

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Ever wondered what it's like to be alone?

It's a game, really. A game of utter self degradation. A game where there are only two players, you and your mind. A game where you never truly win and you always have to keep playing because your brain never tires.

A game which no one else realizes your playing until you lose and it's too late.

It's the game you have been playing ever since the Archerons joined the inner circle. You love them all, honestly. Thier different personalities was the first thing that drew you to them. You admir all three of them but the one thing you hate is how you got left alone after their involvement to your life.

Before them, you all relied on all of you for company and support. Now, everybody has their own person.

Rhysand has Feyre, Cassian has Nesta, Azriel has Elain, and Mor and Amren have found thier partners too but in case they aren't present, Mor and Amren, as crazy as it sounds, rely on each other. Just like that, everybody has a person to go home to, to come back safely for, to turn to for comfort.

You don't have anyone.

You hate going home because your bed is always empty. You hate going on missions because you know no one would be worrying about you every minute you gone. You hate celebrations because you have no one to dance with, to drink with, to end the day with.

You love family dinners. Even though you never get a chance to speak, even though you never talk to anyone, even though no one notices your presence. You love family dinners and meetings because it's the only time youre not alone.

It's doesn't matter if you're lonely, at least you aren't alone.

But in the game you're playing with yourself, after a while, you get too tired to challenge back with same force. You don't push back the mean thoughts your mind throws at you as insults. You listen to them, compare them to your situation and realise, you've been trying to win for nothing.

You slowly stop trying to protect yourself all together.

The first time you didn't go to a family dinner, you thought you would regret it later but you didn't, instead you felt glad that you didn't go because no one had come to get you, no one came to ask why you didn't show, no one cared about you enough to think why you didn't go.

So you stopped going at all.

You stopped doing everything with you 'family' and prefered being left alone.

You only met them when you had a mission together or anything related to work.

Just like that, today you had gone to one of the Illyrian camps at Rhys orders. He got report saying things haven't been going as they should there and wanted you to go check. But on your way back you had been ambushed by a group of six men wanting to kill you in the camp, they couldn't of course but you did come out of the fight with a large sward wound on your left side.

All you wanted to do was go home, rest, tend to your wound and sleep. You can give the report to Rhys tomorrow.

You let out a grunt and step in your house, immediately tense seeing a shadow of a person move the dark room. Your hand placing itself in your dagger straped to your thigh, you other hand on the left side of your waist pressing on your wound.

"Relax, it's just me." A familiar voice fills the silence as the fae lights turn on and Rhysands face becomes visible. You sigh in relief and furrow your eyebrows,"What you doing so late in my house?" You nearly snap, but hold back as respect for your high lord.

"You came late you were suppose to be here two hours ago." For minute it feels like he cares for you, and you allow yourself to believe that he was worried for you but you fantasy shatters the second he opens his mouth again. "You were supposed to deliver your report two hours ago. You know how important this is, I have other things to do too." His voice sharp as he scolds you.

"You're right, I'm sorry. I got attacked while leaving, it took time to fight them of. It was six against one but well I managed to survive, eh?" Rhysand's scowl deepens. "Tell me what happened there now."

Your eyes closs for a second whem you feel dizzy. "Look, how about you give me ten minutes to freshen up, and I also have a wound to–," You try to say but he cuts you off saying,"I don't have more time. Tell me right now what happened so I can get started on fixing things, then you can have all the time to fresh up as you want. My office, now." He doesn't leave much to room to argue and winnows you to his office.

You sigh and start speaking, repeating everything you noticed in the camp as Rhysand listens and writes down the report. Near the end, you feel another wave of dizziness hit you and put your head down to rest it against the backrest of your chair and groan when you feel pain shoot up from your injury from the movement.

Rhysand finally notices the source of your pain and his eyes flare,"You're hurt?" You scoff. "Yes. That's what I was trying to tell you before you winnowed us here."

"I didnt notice it. I'm sorry, you should go tend to it." He quickly dismisses you, finally letting you go back to your house.

As you look at yourself in the mirror, thinking how filthy and hideous you seem, you grit your teeth. Of course no one notices you. Look at you. You are ugly and filled with dirt and scars all over your body.

How could anyone look at you when you can't even look at yourself.

Your gaze falls to your wound, the big cut that spread from under you left breast to the start of your thigh. If was deep enough to bleed you dry.

Would anyone even notice if you did? If you don't heal and let the injury bleed you dead. Would anyone know that you were gone? That your body layed unmoving in the bathroom floor. How long would it take for someone to find you? Who would find you? Probably Rhysand when he needs you for his next mission.

You eye your dagger that you unshielded on your way in the bathroom. How long would it take for you to bleed out? Hours? Days? You didn't want that. That was too much. You don't think you can handle that much pain constantly. Maybe if you took that dagger and deepen your cut, you would bleed out faster. Maybe you would have a faster death. Sure it would hurt but at least you would be gone before someone found you.

You would be free. Free of the loneliness. Free of the feeling like you were a burden in everyone's life. Free of wanting Someone to care for you the way you see everyone else care for their loved ones. You would finally be at peace.

You gasp and blink out the terrible thoughts. Breathing heavy, you search for the cotton and Healing cream in the cupboards. You groan out with you don't find any of them.

You turn back to the mirror. Maybe your brain is right. Maybe this is a sign from Mother herself telling you to not let the wound heal and die right here, right now. Your gaze finds the knife again, eyeing the sharp edge. Would it really be that bad?

Your hand grips the handle of the dagger, bringing it closer to the cut. You let the cold mettle edge scrap the skin, an inch afar the start of the cut. The sharp edge slicing through skin like paper, leaving a line of crimson red blood, seeping out of the newly cut skin.

Your eyes widen as you observe yourself, keeping the knife near the cut but not touching it entirely.

It's... mesmerizing. The way blood slowly comes out of the skin, the small and steady lines created by your dagger are engrossing. And the pain, the pain is hypnotizing, slowing raising to the rest of your body. Your body feels electrified, there's snips of pain tingling through out your entire body, your ears buzzing with excitement. Your hands are shaking and eyes bluring but all you can focus on is how much you want to do this again. Feel your skin open beneath you knife again. Feel the pain that slowing raises with each extra inch of cut.

Oh gods. What have you done?

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#acotar #acotar fanfiction #acotar fandom #acotar x reader #acotar angst #angst #tw: sucidal thoughts #tw: self loathing #tw: self half #your mental health matters #love you guys #azriel x reader #rhysand x reader #cassian x reader #inner circle x reader #eris x reader

[tobisaw]

I made this in ten minutes

#hlvrai #half life but the ai is self aware #gordon feetman #hlvrai gordon #benrey #benry #hlvrai benrey #frenrey #frenry #tw blood #tw shooting #<- it’s not very serious but I’m tagging it just in case #first post without Tommy and it’s this post the world is ending #my art

[angelojpeg]

EVEN RIGHT BEFORE MY DEATH PENALTY, THEY’RE STILL DELICIOUS

#hlvrai #benrey hlvrai #half life vr but the ai is self aware #this piece is a follow up to the apple reincarnation pieces btw #go listen to apple dot com by pinocchiop now #benry hlvrai #tw blood

[lightbluesleeper]

gordon freeman plays super punch out

#hlvrai #hlvrai fanart #half life but the ai is self aware #dr bubby #tommy coolatta #benrey #dr coomer #i am praying this uploads correctly #and also please ignore how it wouldnt make any sense for them to be on a crt tv #i just thought the visual was cool i unno #and also also #fun fact bubbys pose was directly referenced off pf an image of shadow the hedgehog #blues art #also sorry for all the compression fuzz i hope it isnt too bad the gif was too massive for tumblr and the shady compression site fucked itu #tw flash

[sibmakesart]

luckily there was a half bottle of cooking wine left in the fridge

#HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA no i wont be seeking help lol ignore me #tw alcohol #tw alcoholism #sib is a DUMBASS #r u surprised #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #self insert #ig #personnal #vent #ig ??? #idk #i still dont know lol #im 2and half glasses in just ignore whatever comes out of my mouth. keyboard. whatever #ngl as an atheist i think the second step is bs so

[ladylunora]

originally this wasn’t gonna be a birthday post but considering it was his birthday recently…

[livingonthenet]

I always feel like I'm not "sick enough" like sorry brain I didn't know it was a competition. I feel like I never have enough scars, cvts or whatever.

#self h@rm #self mutalition #tw self destruction #depressing shit #self h@te #su1c1d3 #su1c1dal #tw depressing thoughts #tw self h4rm #self half #selfharrrm #cvtt!ng #cvtaddict #sh cvt #sh things #sh twt #sh vent #shblrr #shblur #tw sh related