wanna come over and put a gun to my head? sorry, typo, i meant do you wanna come over and put a gun to my head? i mean a gun to my head? shit sorry idk what's wrong with my phone. i'm trying to ask if you wanna come over and put a gun to my head? i mean
humble offer of an au instead of (a continuation of) divorced zukka
Zuko fakes his death:
Someone's been trying to assassinate him. It's long after Sokka leaves, and they aren't together. Maybe they had something once, and Sokka always thought they'd end up together, but they aren't together. And he hears word of the fire lord's death all the way back in the water tribe. How there was nothing the Kyoshi Warriors or the palace guard could do, and he was killed.
There are no remains.
He goes to the funeral, and it's this big dramatic ordeal (because they're trying to really hammer in that he's "dead") and Sokka's a mess. A complete and utter mess. He can barely function, and he's angry, especially at Suki, because he doesn't understand how she isn't more upset (she knows Zuko's still alive. She tries to talk to him, but he pushes her away, and they're never able to talk in a private place.) But more than that, he's angry with himself. Because if he hadn't left, he could have saved him. He could have been there. He thought they had a future together, that they couldn't be together now, but someday they would, and that all goes up in smoke.
And then Zuko's alive. They were able to apprehend the mastermind with the guise, and Sokka should be happy, but all he feels is emotions he can't understand. He feels betrayed.
"You were in the water tribe," Zuko said. "I couldn't tell you--"
"You died. You were dead. I-I went to your funeral, I mourned you."
And he wants to be angry, he wants to hit him, to make him feel a fraction of the pain he felt, but he can't hurt him, not ever, and the only thing he can do is crumble at his feet because Zuko is alive.
I enjoy straight Sam on occasion, that occasion being when he puts himself in situations where he is having hook ups with men on the regular post-hell, just letting them use him because he doesn’t even know how to ask someone to stop, they start flirting with him and it makes him so flustered that he just allows it to escalate and all of a sudden he’s on his back for them, pretending to get off for them
Another ex-inniter hello hello we wallow together in what could have been if Tommy was actually who he said he was
Also, like. As someone who has actually been SA'd, and who is still working on admitting it, and it would've happened to at the same age as Caiti, it's crazy insulting cause she actually set me back in that whole process (denial is a hell of a drug and I snort that shit daily)
And Rue, oh Rue
I hate her for seeing Dream's genuine words, words that made me tear up, and saying he wants brownie points. The words he said to Shelby at the end I selfishly took like they were written for me and she's reducing him to a fucking clout chaser. And then that inniter being like, she needs more love
Love for what? Setting me back in my own process, tearing down and already beaten down community further? Ignoring her own friends SA, ignoring that Dream himself is a victim. The only person that wanted brownie points was Rue, it's projection atp
I hate Rue and while I feel for Caiti and however she feels, I hate that she worded it the way she did. She was made uncomfortable, but there was no sexual assault and more importantly George backed off when she explicitly told him too. That is so key to me. I want to say more but also like I said a lot of this is tangled in my own head, now more than it was and ugh
Concept I thought abt a lot until I finally snapped and drew it. Ask me abt this I have thoughts I just can't put it into words rn lol
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Since Carrie seem to trust Fake peppino enough to sleep next to him can we have Carrie making biscuits on top of Fake Peppino's back like that one scene in the looney Tunes with the dog and the black kitten.