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violetharmonisgone · 2 months
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d0m1n1k774 · 5 months
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Things will probably only get worse from here…
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amelia-yap · 1 year
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haha therapy AU
#suletta mercury#miorine rembran#nika nanaura#chuatury panlunch#g witch#the witch from mercury#my art#tw blood#no because what the fuck#i am personally sending them to therapy#kinda modern AU and asticassia is like a psychiatric home#suletta has obvious high functioning anxiety and is schizophrenic#aerial and prospera are two of her more common hallucinations and voices she hears#both will never appear at the same time and depending on who is out atm dictates how comfortable suletta is with speaking#when (the few times) neither of them are there suletta will be on constant edge and more jumpy than usual (which says a lot)#also idk in here elnora and prospera are two separate identities#mio has moderately severe depression and ptsd cough ep12 cough#seeing clusters of red or red objects scattered around would send her into a massive panic#she put down playing the piano but still enjoys gardening and has a few plants that are easy to take care of in her room#slowly she expands to the home's indoor garden and practically owns it and the staff are just happy to let her do her thing#(not before relocating all the red flowers to a far away area lmao)#chuchu just goes in and out for anger management sessions lol#nika is a volunteer that helps around#still working out some stuff#sulemio will bump into each other and heal together like the homies they are and fall in love#there will probably definitely be more of this nonsense stay tuned i have no idea what happens either#i just want to put them in a safe place from bullshit to heal#they are so#also im laughing cause this reminded me of my dead wr hospital AU#anyway i hit the 30 tag limit so bye
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stopthinkingg · 3 months
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"Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness.."
-Virginia Woolf's Suicide Note
March 28, 1941
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uncanny-tranny · 11 months
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About that thing re "trans men dont know what its like to be seen as predatory", I feel like everyone in the lgbt community generally agrees lesbians are treated as predatory by str8 women, gay men are treated as predatory by str8 men, I (as a trans man) used to think I was a lesbian and went throught life as one. Accordingly I was treated like I am predatory. I am now a gay men, and accordingly I am treated as predatory. On top of that, cis gay men treat me as predatory (scawy transes trying to get them to have sex w a vageenay boohoo) and women treat me as predatory every time I open my mouth about sharing some of their experiences (because me needing iuds at the obgyn inherently means I, as a man, inavde their man-free space). Literally all queer people are constantly treated as predatory by cishet society at large, everyone knows it and keeps saying it and is talking about it because its no secret and everyone is aware of it.
But the second the convo turns to how terfs hurt trans men? Suddenly, we have no idea what its like to be treated as predatory and suddenly the world sees trans men specifcially as helpless little girly victims.
And honestly? Even if it were the case that trans men and transmasculine* people were solely infantilized... it's still harmful. I was initially bringing up that because it's like... I guess the only narrative people want to hear about our suffering, I guess, because it's easier to digest. It's easier to look at it and write it off as, "well you're just infantilized, show me a real problem," and that's the issue - it's twofold. It is simultaneously the need to relegate the experiences of a diverse community into one box and then say, "well, it's just infantilization, who cares when [x] issue is more dangerous" afterward.
It is frustrating, at best, to not be heard. And I've found that so many people aren't just infantilized... I think a lot of queer people are, I don't think it's unique to us. However, people are almost surprised when trans men and transmasculine* people open up more, in my experience.
It's definitely more complex to include more trans experiences with transphobia and the intersections of things like rascism, homophobia, antisemitism, islamophobia, misogyny, ableism... but it is still important. In fact, it often informs in addition to how trans people are treated. Transphobia doesn't exist in a vacuum, and it often doesn't exist alone. That is why we need to have these complex discussions.
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s1l4s-l1k3s-ptv · 19 hours
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left school early so jm gonna clean mt depression room/corner (i share a room)
also random but im also gonna show off my curio collection later
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rat-nest · 7 days
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Ough I need to say something so evil but I can't because its evil
#like! wtf is wrong with me! this isnt about me!#spent my day on the phone with The Parents because my brother attempted#and idk! listening to my mom be so so sad and say oh ive always feared he would help me wren idk what to do#i dont have any experience with someone i love trying to kill themselves#while i just make a face i didnt even know i could make. like. damn. thats wild. wild thing to say to your daughter#who you KNOW has tried the same thing several times#but i cant make it about me because thats fucked up!!!!!!#im feeling shrimp emotions#between the concern for my brother#and whatever rot i have inside me screaming about how she just hit me when i tried this same shit#but having to listen to her be sooooo concerned for my brother#BUT THATS SO FUCKED UP OF ME to be thinking right now#plus the whole....circumstance.....ill never question someone over an attempt at suicide but#if i were hearing about this and it was someone unrelated to me id assume it was the guy doing the whole noooo dont dump me ill kill myself#thing.....but thats also fucked up to assume its just. the pieces are there...#gotta focus on what/if i can do anything#shrimp emotions. i think theres something wrong with me. these arent ok things to be thinking#when your brother literally is being held in a mental ward#like wow! i really am rotten inside! anyway *walks my mother through basic things to consider when he moves back in*#suicide tw#internally: what the fuck you just hit me when i said i might be depressed and im literally only alive because i have dyscalculia why#didnt you care about me but its fine because apparently i fucking deserved it what is wrong with me#externally: maybe consider moving his room with you from thr basement to the room by the kitchen so its harder for him to self isolate and#also that room gets more sun. maybe see if you can convince him to walk to dog for you since being outside helps the brain#idk man if this is what im like i think i really do deserve every bad thing thats ever happened to me
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kollector-of-stims · 4 months
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I CANT-
Just reorganized all my plushies and got into a SQUISHMALLOW PHASE and got together my ENTIRE COLLECTION AND CHANGED MY SLEEP AREA AND TOOK PICS-
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THEN FOUND OUT THE COMPANY IS BAD IN WAYS I KNOW ARE BAD BUT DONT HAVE THE SPOONS TO LEARN ABOUT CAUSE I AVOID IRL ISSUES-
I guess me being into other plushies like Aurora and such is a better thing than I thought, but fr I JUST bought 2 new squishmallows EARLIER just to look on here for more wholesome stuff about them and then...
Well, guess cheaper alternatives and knock offs were the better option after all! My two knockoff bats make me happy knowing I didnt support jazwares! As for the official ones? Nah, not getting those irl anymore. So look at my collection now cause no more official ones from irl stores will join this group anymore~
Aurora is still my fave plushie brand 😁
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kakushino · 16 days
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Depression advice: if you feel disgusted with yourself, take a warm shower and wash your hair
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born-to-lose · 1 year
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alo-ne · 6 months
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minttey · 5 months
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everyone be proud of me I just deep cleaned my room after like a month of not cleaning it and letting it get dirty due to depression
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d0m1n1k774 · 5 months
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I can’t go on much longer, everything just feels so overwhelmingly difficult.
I don’t think this will get better, and everyone around me just makes it worse.
I don’t I belong here, I’m too sensitive and easily hurt. I can’t live here. Not in this world.
I just want to feel like they care, I’m not the best person I know but i just want to feel loved.
This earth isn’t my place, and I don’t want to live anymore.
I told my mother I couldn’t shower for two weeks and she didn’t even react.
Maybe I expect too much without even asking for help.
I’ve got the pills, I just need courage.
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hademetra · 5 months
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A Dark Room
What are you able to do When left in a cold, dark room? There's nothing to see, No life to live But the darkness that is your existence.
No life is there left to live, This world has no life to give. There's nothing for you, Nothing at all. Your life is a desolate canvas.
There's no light for you to see. This darkness is all that can be. There's nothing to see, Nothing for you, No life to live, Nothing at all. There will never be anything again.
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unoreversecowgirl · 1 year
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going to bed after cleaning your depression den is like spending the night at a hotel. you don’t recognize the place but still know it’s a bedroom.
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endless-rainnnnn · 11 months
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TW SH
I miss the sticky stinging feeling of bl00d drying on my arms
I miss the pain.
I miss the almost-nausea of seeing my skin gaping open
I miss the smell of the bl00d when ive put styr0s all up and down my arms.
I miss the scabs day after day
I miss feeling them under my sleeves
I miss cvtt1ng in the school bathroom
I miss the sickening feeling of the bl4de against my skin
Pressing down on the corner of it, the hesitation before swiping.
And then the way my stomach twists when its deeper than I meant.
I miss everything.
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