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Bullied - Prof. T. R. x platonic gn!Reader
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A/N: this was originally written for this request, but I realized it was too angsty so I made it its own thing. Please read the warnings carefully! They’re there for a reason! This fic is completely unedited with no use of Y/N. Please be nice, I’m an inexperienced writer 💛 Comments, likes, and reblogs are always appreciated!!
CW: Bullying!!; descriptions of bullying; crying; shame; graphic descriptions of violence/injury!!; anxiety; mentions of the quills Umbridge used; detention; mentions of eating; Prof. Riddle becomes a safe space for reader; swearing; derogatory language towards reader; graphic descriptions of violence against reader!!!!; nausea; head wounds; vague mentions of blood; Dumbledore bashing; hurt/comfort, I guess; slightly fluffy ending?
I think that’s everything. Please please let me know if I’ve missed anything! If you don’t like it, don’t read it!!
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You were hiding in a corner of the library, silently crying. The library was your safe space; the only place in the whole school aside from your dorm where you didn’t have to worry about getting bullied.
And it had been invaded. Your bullies had come in today, destroying your peace with the very sight of them. Even worse, they’d ripped your books and blamed it on you.
Madame Pince had been thankfully skeptical, but the three of you still got detention. You were terrified of being in the same room alone for hours with those two.
As you sniffle and wipe your eyes, the sound of footsteps approaches your spot. You huddle up into a ball, hastily wiping your face in an attempt to hide that you were crying.
“You should be in bed.”
You look up, startled. It’s Professor Riddle, looking down at you with an unreadable expression.
“I— I was—“ You falter, unsure what to say. Telling the truth hadn’t worked with your head of house. There’s no way you’d expose your deepest shame to someone as imposing as Professor Riddle.
“Yes, sir,” you say meekly, slowly picking yourself up.
He watches you, hands tucked into his pockets. “Everything all right?”
Your eyes start to itch from crying so much. You rub at them before catching yourself. “Yes, sir. Just…”
He holds up a hand and pulls something out of his pocket. A handkerchief. “Next time, come to me.”
You take the handkerchief slowly. Next time… Was he saying… You couldn’t risk it.
“Yes, sir,” you mumble, starting to back away. He stops you with a hand on your shoulder.
“I mean it. Bullying has no place here at Hogwarts.”
You stare down at the floor, frail hope fluttering in your chest. You squash it with both hands.
“Thanks, Professor,” you say quietly. “But I’ve heard that before.”
With that, you shrug off his hand and walk away, clutching his handkerchief like a lifeline.
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Your detention comes late the next night. You’re fully prepared for the usual horrors. Being forced to clean suits of armor by yourself until your fingers crack and bleed from the chemicals. Scrubbing floors till your knees are bruised and you can’t feel your arms.
Being a guinea pig for whatever malicious spell the two bullies of yours have cooked up.
Instead, you receive a different set of instructions. Your two bullies will be cleaning floors and suits of armor.
You will be writing lines with Professor Riddle.
You stare blankly at your head of house, baffled by the news. Writing lines? That’s a first year punishment, the easiest detention ever.
You show up outside Riddle’s office at exactly the time you’re supposed to. Without punishment or curses from your bullies, it’s easy to be on time.
You knock on the door, nervousness drumming through you. Why had he taken your detention? What was his plan with this? Was it some sort of worse punishment?
You’d heard about the cutting quills from Professor Umbridge’s reign of terror. Would this be something similar?
The door swings open, startling you so badly you jump. Professor Riddle raises an eyebrow but doesn’t comment on your action.
“Come in. I have everything set up.”
You slowly follow him in, your nerves building with every step. He’s supposed to be the strictest teacher. The hardest on his students and the one urging them the most to reach their ambitions.
You sit at the desk he’s provided you, looking over the paper and quill in front of you. They look… just like a normal quill and paper.
“They’re perfectly safe. I’ve used that quill before.” Riddle watches you from his desk, that same inscrutable expression on his face:
You startle. Then flush with embarrassment. “Sorry, sir. I’ve just had… bad experiences before.”
He nods. “Here.”
You watch in disbelief as he picks up his own quill and ink pot and brings them over to you. Then he takes yours and moves them over to his desk.
“Is that better?”
You just stare at him for a moment. Then your sense comes back to you and you nod. “Y-Yes, sir.”
“Please start with your lines. I’ve written the first one out for you. You will fill the front and back of the page.”
“Yes, sir.”
You lower your head and pick up the quill he’d given you. You don’t know what you did to receive such light detention, but you’re not complaining. It’s infinitely better than what you’d be doing otherwise.
You grimace at the thought and lower the tip of the quill to the page. With a deep breath, you start writing.
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Over the next week, you start to warm to Professor Riddle. It takes two whole days to stop being so jumpy around him, and two more days before you slowly start to believe his words.
Mainly because he will not stop asking you about your bullies. About who they are. What they do. It would be annoying if it wasn’t so gratifying that someone finally seems to care.
You don’t really answer him, of course. You have enough self-preservation to know that much, but you do start to reveal smaller details.
Like how you’re always late to class because of them. Or how they bother you when you try to study. Or even how you’re afraid to eat meals outside of your dorm because of them.
Which is the reason you’re currently outside his office door again. You knock hesitantly, balancing your plate of food with one hand.
He opens the door and you walk in, sitting at the now familiar desk. You set down your plate and get comfortable.
“Thank you, sir,” you say quietly, picking up your fork.
“Of course.” Riddle nods and sits at his desk to eat his own lunch.
It’s strange; eating in peace for once. You don’t have to worry about slaps to the head or food being spilled on you or some new embarrassing secret being shared. You just eat your food.
It’s hard to admit, but Professor Riddle is starting to grow on you. He doesn’t make you talk; doesn’t force you to do things you don’t like. He just sits with that unreadable expression of his and lets you do the same.
You take your time eating your food, allowing yourself to savor the flavors. It’s a nice change of pace. One you could find yourself getting used to.
Once you’re done eating, you get up. “Thank you, sir.”
“Of course,” Professor Riddle says, glancing up from his own plate. “Enjoy the rest of your classes.”
“I will.” You give him a slight smile and leave his office.
Maybe things will actually be better after this.
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You’re slammed against the wall. Hands grind your face against the stone, pinning you in place.
“You fucker!” It’s your bullies, clearly enraged. “You think you can tell on us and get away with it?!”
You panic, fear shooting through you.
“We almost got expelled because of you, you piece of shit!”
Your head is pulled back so you can see their angry faces.
“I didn’t say anything!“ you beg, starting to shake with panic and terror.
“Shut up! I swear to god, you dumb little—“
Your head is bashed against the wall. Your hearing cuts out, replaced by the loudest ringing you’ve ever heard. Your vision goes blurry. Something drips down your face, stinging your eyes.
Then, the hands are pulled off you. You’re vaguely aware of yelling as your legs give out and you crumple against the wall.
Your head throbs, pain shooting through your forehead as you lean your head against the wall. When you pull back to try and focus on it, red stains the stone.
Someone crouches down in front of you. A gentle hand tilts up your chin. You struggle to focus on the face, but your vision won’t cooperate.
The person says something, but you just blink. You can’t hear what they’re saying over the ringing in your ears.
Hands scoop you up, cradling you in strong arms. Nausea rises in your throat at the sudden motion.
The last thing you remember is throwing up.
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You wake up in the Hospital Wing. You don’t remember much; just a bustling Madame Pomfrey and a warm, firm hand gently rubbing your back as you cry. The rest is a haze. It makes your head hurt to try and remember so you just give up.
After Madame Pomfrey pronounces you to be fine, you’re swept up to the Headmaster’s office. You sit nervously in a chair, fiddling with your fingers.
Headmaster Dumbledore’s normally kind expression has been replaced with a serious look.
“Hello,” he greets you solemnly. “I’m glad to hear you’re doing better.”
Something about the way he says it makes you doubt he means it. You say nothing in return.
Your Head of House bustles around behind you, muttering something under their breath. You look down at your hands and wish you were back in the Hospital Wing.
“Do you know why you’re here?” Dumbledore asks.
You shrug a little and don’t look up. “No.”
“We take bullying very seriously here at Hogwarts.”
You snort, then wince as your head aches from the action.
Dumbledore’s lips thin, and his look sharpens. “We understand you have been through some… issues with a few of our students.”
You bite your tongue to keep from saying anything rash.
“We’ve contacted your parents about the situation,” your Head of House adds. “But they haven’t replied yet.”
Your stomach churns. You’re well aware of that. Your parents have taken a hands off approach to your schooling since you started being bullied. You doubt they’ve even read the letter from the school.
“Unfortunately,” Dumbledore continues, “without the permission of a trusted adult, we cannot do much about the issue. The offending students will be given detention and strict warnings.”
“What?” Your eyes start to sting. “You’re just— You’re not going to do anything?”
Dumbledore raises his hands in a helpless gesture. “Without permission from a trusted adult—“
You can feel the tears building behind your eyes. “No! There has to be something you can do! I can’t— What if this happens again?!”
Dumbledore opens his mouth to say something when the door to his office flies open. Professor Riddle stands in the doorway, glaring at the Headmaster.
“A letter for you.” He says calmly. He approaches Dumbledore and hands him a letter. “I think you’ll find it contains everything you’ll require for the students’ expulsions.”
Dumbledore’s expression changes instantly. “Of course, Tom,” he says coolly, “I appreciate your care and concern for our students.”
Professor Riddle doesn’t even try to hide his sneer. “Someone has to do it.”
He gestures to you. “Come on.” It’s not a request. It’s an order.
You obey, getting to your feet and meekly following him out. As soon as you get down to the hallway, Professor Riddle turns to you.
“I’m sorry about that. You should be resting, not dealing with old fools.”
You blink up at him. “How did you…?”
“I owled your parents.”
He doesn’t elaborate and you decide you don’t want to know.
“Thank you, sir.”
He rests a hand on your shoulder and gives it a comforting rub. “Of course. Your bullies will be expelled by tomorrow morning, and you won’t ever have to deal with them again.”
Tears well up in your eyes. He truly means it. You won’t have to worry about getting to class, or about not studying, or anything like that again.
You throw your arms around him, hugging him tightly. “Oh, thank you, sir!”
He pats your back, lightly returning your hug. “You’re welcome. Now, go get some rest. I don’t want to see you out and about till morning.”
“Yes, sir!” You head off to your dorm, practically giddy with excitement.
You’re finally free from your bullies. You’ll be able to make friends again now. You can get good grades again. Live without fear for your wellbeing.
You don’t think you’ve ever been so happy in your life. And it’s all thanks to Professor Riddle.
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gathoscorner · 1 year
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“Didnt you say YOU were bullied in highschool Mrs.Noceda?”
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tang3r1n · 17 days
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bully!mirio but he’s so fucking condescending and ‘sweet’ that everyone just calls you sensitive for crying and getting upset meanwhile he’s biting his hand so hard he’s bleeding while he strokes his dick to the thought of licking up your tears.
bully!mirio who phases through doors or smth or fuck with you and pull your shirt down or skirt up then speeds away as he hears your friends giggling at your composure.
bully!mirio who nudges tamaki and nejire to become close friends so he can literally almost always be near you. every time you ask to hang out without him he pulls out all the stops to make his (longtime) friends feel bad for cutting him out for what they think is nothing.
bully!mirio who finds your number through one of them and starts harassing you on there, spamming for hours until you answer, calling you vile things with a cute lil ‘:D’ at the end, sending you straight up nudes when he knows your around others, gets upset and spams you again when you don’t send some of your own photos
bully!mirio who humiliates you in front of teachers, tripping you in front of aizawa, punching you and making your yelp when vlad is chatting with you, ‘accidentally’ spilling his ice cold water on your white school shirt when mic is talking about your patrol routes
OH and bully!mirio who begs to be put on the same patrols as you, saying how the two of you work so well together (lie) and how he’s just worried for your safety (another lie). he’ll like immediately drag you to a nasty ass alley and grope you, fingering and rubbing at your wet cunt and laughing as you squirm and cry.
“you wouldn’t be this wet if you didn’t like me— you got a lil crush on me, huh?~” that stupid grin wide and bold on his fax as he speaks slowly, like you were a fucking child. his thick, calloused fingers pumping so fast you can’t keep up, hips rising off the dirty wall as your orgasm surprises you. you squeal as you cum, burying your face in his shoulder as you shake and cry, squirting a bit from his rough treatment and insanely fast hands.
oh god and of course he doesn’t stop, not even when your panting, pushing him with all your might, body sore and exhausted and twitching as he just fucking smiles.
“no no no, pretty thing,” he whips out his phone, the flash lighting up as he points it as your puffy pussy, thumb roughly massaging your clit and his fingers slowly push in and out, “i didn’t even get to record that first one~”
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hanasnx · 4 months
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MINORS DNI 18+
Your current boyfriend used to be the jock that shoved emo-freak SAM MONROE into lockers. And now Sam’s got you moaning his name while his skinny boy cock rearranges your insides. Who needs all that muscle when you’ve got a sleep-deprived pill-popping grunge cunt destroyer filling up the empty space in your bed? Is he doing this to get back at your soon-to-be-ex? No. He’s always loved you. Always wanted you. Looked after you in envy while you were with that air-headed football player. He’s only got the confidence to fuck you now though. He’ll worry about his future broken nose later. Currently, all that matters is getting you to squirt all over the mattress so his old bully comes home to soaked sheets that smell of sweet betrayal.
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rinhaler · 5 months
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Alexa, play - WUSYANAME - by Tyler, The Creator
✧˖*°࿐: 18+ only, no minors.    ✧. ┊ boyfriend!Yuuji Itadori x f!reader x bully!Megumi Fushiguro
Yuuji Itadori = the love of your life and best boyfriend you've ever had. He loves giving head and he's a total sweetheart. You thought his best friend Megumi would be just as sweet when he joined your art class. But, ugh, he's the worst!
disclaimer: this series is a re-upload from my old blog @fuwushiguro ! warnings will be added accordingly per chapter ♡ I'm going to upload chapters weekly until they're all moved from there to here !
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chapter one: What Is Your Name, What Do You Bring?
18+, consensual sex, oral, face sitting, aftercare, disrespecting sex workers.
chapter two: Drown In Some Syrup
18+, consensual sex, oral, disrespecting sex workers, bullying.
chapter three: We Groove and We Dance
18+, dubcon/noncon, consensual dry humping, bullying, fingering, drugging, choking, degradation, bladder failure (NOT piss kink), vomiting, marking??? clubbing.
chapter four: Think Slow, ‘Cause I Move Fast
18+, exhibitionism, semi public, fingering, bullying, drugging mentions, bladder failure mention, vomiting mention, praise kink, brief fainting (ish).
Chapter Five: The Root Of The Apple
18+, panic attack, mental health issues, alcohol consumption, drug taking, bullying, drugging mention, bladder failure mention, marking mention, family drama.
Chapter Six: Smell Some Perfume, Head In The Wind
18+, (kinda) panic attack, cocaine use, familial issues, handjob, misogyny, dry humping (a little??).
Chapter Seven: We Can Sit and Talk, Baby, Get It Off
18+, consensual sex, sleepy slow sex, praise kink, water infection mention, sleeping difficulties, alcohol consumption, smoking, panic attack mention, drugs mention, family drama, arranged marriage mention, bullying.
Chapter Eight: It’ll Probably End With Me Being Forgot
18+, consensual sex, face sitting, praise kink, drug taking, bullying.
Chapter Nine: We Can Switch Off
18+, long distance relationship, slight intimidation and name calling, relationship pressure, family difficulties.
Chapter Ten: Get Your Passport, 'Cause We Runnin' Off
18+, PG chapter tbh, daddy kink mention??, attempted/thwarted bullying.
Chapter Eleven: One Minute, It's a Beautiful Scene
18+, PG chapter tbh!
Chapter Twelve: I Pick a Tail Number and We Could Be Tourists
18+, alcohol consumption, arguing, name calling, strong language lmao, PG chapter tbh!
Chapter Thirteen: I Got Your Bitch Movin'
18+, alcohol consumption, drug consumption, infidelity, gaslighting, manipulation, paranoia.
Chapter Fourteen: Bright Light, I'm Like a Moth
18+, dubcon, alcohol consumption, drug consumption, infidelity, gaslighting, manipulation, paranoia, degradation, handjob (m+f receiving), oral (f receiving), overstimulation.
Chapter Fifteen: Tell Me Where The Piece Go, 'Cause I'm Lost
18+, drinking, pining, arguing, etc.
Chapter Sixteen: I Think That I Got What You Need
18+, phone sex, praise kink, sex toys, substance abuse, pining, slut shaming, arguing, family drama??, etc.
Chapter Seventeen: I Value The Times That I Take You Out
18+, pet names, cheating, arguing, family drama, cocaine use, depression, (sort of suicide discussion), pining.
Chapter Eighteen: Call Me If You Get Lost
18+, pet names, cheating, family drama, smokin' weed!!, depression, blowjob, fingering, pining
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pollyanna-nana · 4 months
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“I can’t help anyone…”
An analysis of Kieran and how it relates to his most controversial scene.
Warning for Indigo Disk DLC spoilers ahead
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Greetings! I’ve made it no secret that, despite what some people think of him, I am very fond of Kieran Pokémon’s little emo ass. As a result, when perusing the tags I’ve been bombarded with a lot of very… questionable takes regarding his personality and character, which I simply do not agree with. In particular, I’ve seen a lot of interpretations of a specific scene that I don’t think get at the heart of the story and have some fundamental misunderstandings of the subtextual clues we’re given about how Kieran and Carmine were raised, and I wanted to take the opportunity to present my own interpretations and how I have come to understand this young boy’s complex journey to self acceptance.
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This scene, right here, has been the source of many specific complaints I’ve seen regarding Kieran’s character. I’ve seen people saying that his actions here make him a bully, that he’s shaming a fellow student for having troubles at home, and generally is an unpleasant, entitled person. And while I think there’s definitely some truth to those points (and they make him all the more interesting…) I don’t think a lot of these people are thinking about what this scene is really trying to tell us.
Yes, it’s showing the player that Kieran has changed since we last saw him. That his shy, kind demeanor has been supplanted by a stark cruelty that was hinted at in the end of Teal Mask, and that we have reason to fear and fear for him. However. I would argue that it also serves to tell us more about what Kieran himself has dealt with as a student at Blueberry academy. Specifically...
Kieran’s struggle with identity and self worth.
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From the earliest segments of Teal Mask, we get strong indications that Kieran has quite the inferiority complex. Worse still, said feelings are reinforced by the people around him, knowingly or not. Here, when Carmine tells us that Kieran's "nearly as strong as she is", we know she simply means to compliment us in her own Carmine-ish way. However, purposefully or not, it reinforces Kieran's idea as someone who is always, at best, almost good enough. Almost as strong as his sister. Never as or more.
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He tells the player that he'll hang back, not wanting to get in our way. With no prior prompting, either. How many times has he been made to feel that he was a burden? I adore Carmine, but one of her most pressing flaws is her struggle to make Kieran feel loved and wanted. Which, is actually pretty normal between siblings as she herself is a child. But still, given how much Kieran clearly loves and respects her, her words hold a lot of weight. And it's only Carmine who we get to see treat Kieran this way. While it's possible it's coming almost entirely from her, I'll discuss later why I think it may be more complicated than that. For now, though, it's clear that Kieran himself thinks very lowly of his abilities and would rather stay out of people's way, lest they berate him for perceived inadequacies.
He's had problematic behavior modeled for him by Carmine.
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Here, too, we see how Carmine's treatment of him reinforced some very negative ideas of interpersonal conflict and resolution. All throughout Teal Mask, Carmine is telling him to shut up and be quiet, and does what she thinks is best for him without consideration for how it may make him feel. No physical violence, but emotional abuse is abuse all the same. While we know that she was ultimately trying to do what was best for him, and had very good reasons for keeping secrets, its undeniable that the words she used only further reinforced the idea that the strong will push around the weak, and that they have no need for anyone who falls behind in some way.
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This scene in particular is fascinating, as we get to see first hand the kind of dynamic that pushed his feelings of inadequacy towards the breaking point. Here, after the player and Carmine run into Ogerpon for the first time, he thinks her weird behavior is because they were making fun of him. It's already sad that he would jump to that conclusion, but then Carmine smiles through his entire dialogue and says nothing. No reassurance, no denial, nothing. Kieran walked away from this conversation thinking that his sister and his new friend were talking about how much they dislike him. Speaking from personal experience, constantly feeling like people are talking about you behind your back at a young age can lead to you becoming brutally honest in a maladaptive way, and it can lead to people thinking you're cruel and unkind because you refuse to keep your thoughts to yourself.
Generational trauma, neurodivergence and cycles of abuse.
Here is where we leave screenshot land for a bit and I talk more about things that I suspect to be true, but cannot ultimately prove. However, I ask that you bear with me here and consider what may be going on above the heads of the child protagonists in a children's video game. (After all, if some people can write whole essays comparing Kieran's behavior to some very serious real-world events... I think I am within my right here!)
Kieran and Carmine, to me, match very strongly with the idea that they came from a bad home life. I don't necessarily mean their grandparents, as they seem nice enough (though flawed), but instead that their parents, whoever they were, contributed substantially to their strained relationship and problematic behavior. This post may seem very Carmine-negative, but I actually do not blame her for what she's done, not really. I do think that she has the agency and experience to take responsibility for how she's treated her brother, but I also think that it is something that was modeled for her by her parents, caretakers and teachers. I think it's very important to keep in mind in all conversations about these two that negative behaviors like these rarely manifest out of the ether. When I see child characters acting this way, I think less "wow, what horrible people!" and more "who in your life is modeling this kind of behavior for you?"
Full disclosure: I am an older sister myself, and my younger sister is very close to me in age in the same way that I see Carmine and Kieran as being. I see a lot of myself in her, which is why I deeply understand her frame of mind in everything here. Being expected to be the emotionally mature one in a sibling dynamic is difficult when you're so close in age, and it can lead to a lot of frustration as you feel like you're made to grow up too fast while your younger sibling is shielded from responsibility. It also doesn't help if the adults in your life model a lot of negative behavior, especially power dynamics, and if you have any sort of neurodivergency.
Speaking of... I wholeheartedly agree with the interpretations of the siblings having some combination of autism, ADHD, BPD or several other potential conditions. I won't go into depth, but without question there's something going on with them that's both untreated and misunderstood by those around them. Which, makes a lot of sense considering where they come from. Kitakami is a small nation, mostly agriculture based, and Carmine in particular is very resistant to the idea of it becoming a tourist destination for wealthier countries. They may not have the resources and infrastructure, along with cultural awareness, to properly diagnose and treat certain mental health conditions. Kieran doesn't even have a phone!
Something I don't see mentioned often is how Kieran and Carmine being at Blueberry is more than likely a very isolating experience for both. Being at a prestigious school in Poke-America, when coming from rural Poke-Japan, must've been a very difficult transition. Given that it doesn't seem like ANY of the adults in their lives are interested in their mental and physical well-being, I can only imagine that exacerbated their already existing issues. Not to mention that the culture of BB seems to be overly concerned with strength in battles, it's no wonder that both children's worst traits were made to fester over time.
Entitlement and disenfranchisement
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Okay, enough of that. Back to screenshots. Here I want to talk about how some people interpret Kieran as being bratty and entitled, and while I don't necessarily disagree, I think with the context of everything previously laid out in this post that it's a lot deeper than simple entitlement. We know, from his own words, that all he wants is acceptance, independence, and meaningful human connections. To him, that comes in the form of strong pokemon (acceptance at the academy), going anywhere he wants (feeling empowered and self-confident), and being able to make friends with "anyone". Any friends at all, really.
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While his "I worked so hard, and for what?! I STILL lost in the end!" can feel petulant and whiny, it also cuts deep for anyone who has grown up without. I think it's very important to note that Kieran is at precisely the age when systemic inequalities really start to weigh on someone, and before the brain and life experiences are developed enough to handle it in a healthy way. While some cope better than others, for many around this age the weight of knowing that there are people out there who simply have more than you ever will not by any sort of effort or triumph, but rather than the dumb luck of birth into a wealthy, privileged setting... well, it can be crushing.
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It's something most grow out of, but for a kid like Kieran, who was so obsessed with the story of a genuine injustice (Ogerpon vs. the 'loyal' three), is it any wonder that he would react this way? The player is a particularly extreme example, of course, as protagonist powers are some real bullshit. Coming to terms with the fact that the system has failed him, but he can still achieve great things and become a person he can be proud of, is something that will probably only come with time and wisdom as it does for most of us. In the interim, though, petty teenage tantrums are to be more or less expected.
Feeling powerless.
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In case you think I'm extrapolating far too much, I think it's important to note that, after the severe shock that was Terapagos breaking out of its own ball, Kieran reinforces all of these ideas himself. Here, when Carmine is begging him to help you, he refuses not because of hatred of you but rather his own self-doubt and loathing. Which, ultimately, has always been the core of everything Kieran has done up to this point in Indigo Disk's plot. He believed so strongly that if only he could become stronger, then he could prove to everyone, and more importantly himself, that he was worthy of taking up space and achieving his own dreams. But it's here, when everything truly comes crashing down around him, that the facade slips and shows Kieran as he truly is- a little boy who feels helpless in his current circumstances.
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I've seen people say that when he cries after becoming determined to help you defeat Terapagos, it's out of jealousy or anger. However, I couldn't disagree more. The light returning to his eyes shows, in my view, that Kieran feels hope for the first time since he had his dreams crushed back in Teal Mask. That, even though he feels powerless, even though he's hurt people and hurt himself, he's still wanted. That he can do something meaningful, even if it's just cleaning up the mess he helped to make. (Briar don't think I've forgotten about you. You're the most culpable in this situation given you're the only adult- but I digress.)
In conclusion.
He bapy.
No but really, what does all of this even mean? I think going back and reading the conversation at the start of the post, especially if you were initially put off by it, with the context outlined here changes a lot about how one can interpret Kieran's behavior. Note that I am not trying to justify anything he said or did, but rather point out that this fictional child has some serious, unresolved issues that deserve time and thought turned towards them, especially in the way that they reflect real-world individuals and systems. Ultimately, if you want my opinion I think Kieran would be a pretty nasty person to know in real life if I was in school still, but you know what? So was I at his age. And so were most people, if I'm being honest. But that doesn't tarnish a person forever. All of life isn't high school, even though Kieran- or you, reading this right now- may feel like it is. He has a lot of growing up to do, but that's life. And in the meantime, he sure is one hell of an interesting character to follow.
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my-autism-adhd-blog · 2 months
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I’m tired of autistic people being blamed for being blamed for being bullied…
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vintagexherry · 8 months
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Child's Play [8][Finale]
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Part 7 here
//NSFW, First Times, Bit of Blood, Oral, Bit of Crying,Bullying, Fingering,Implied Non Con,Manipulation, Dubious consent, Threating, Forced Intimacy.
A/N: I used google translate for the spanish so im sorry if theres mistakes.
Previously
"Mmmm, you taste better than I imagine."
You didn't care anymore.Your tired body slowly succumbs to sleep while Miguel once again hugged you against him.
With that you both fell asleep.
Once you woken up, Miguel wasn't beside you.
You looked at the clock at the nightstand seeing that it's ten-forty five in the morning, you can't help but feel surprised you woke yourself up this early.
While you notice Miguel wasn't beside you, you took the time to mentally prepare yourself for what this day to come.
First, you gotta get ready and unpack your dorm.
Second, you gotta meet up again with Miguel's mom, who's probably making breakfast since you hear sizziling downstairs.
...
You rack your brain for more but you gave up.
But curse your brain for thinking, you suddenly remembered last night, which made you abruptly sit up straight.
As you did, your eyes fell upon the panties on the floor.
Your panties.
Teared in half.
What a way to start your day.
You sighed deeply, remembeing Miguel's way to "relax" you.
How could you ever enjoy that.
Your head was filled thoughts but was cut out when you hear small scratching noises outside.
Curiosity got the best of you and you opened the door.
You were greeted with Lyla meowing at you as if to say good morning.
Atleast there's one thing you could smile upon this day.
You crouched down to pet her which she happily accepted.
After some moments, you gathered your bearings, and washed your face and head downstairs.
As you head down even further, you smell the breakfast and you hear your stomach growling.
Not only your stomach but seems to be the voices of Miguel and Mrs. O'Hara.
"....Ya sabes como es tu papá, trabaja allá, trabaja aquí. Pero aparte de eso, ¿por qué no la llamas abajo? La comida está lista." (....You know how your dad is, work there, work here. But that aside, why don't you call her downstairs, food is ready.)
You hear Mrs. O'Hara speak and Miguel's footsteps approaching the stairs.
But he stops mid way as he already sees you go down.
"Oh! Good morning Y/N" Miguel said with a light smile.
"Uh...Goo-" You were interrupted when Mrs.O'Hara beamed at you.
"Oh, mija! You're already awake! Look at how pretty you are in that sleepdress, I knew I made the right choice,well then vamonos, I made Hueves Rancheros." (Let's go) She said as she went back to the kitchen.
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Breakfast went without a problem, aside from Conchanta teasing the both of you, saying that maybe the two of you did something last night.
You couldn't find the heart to look at her.
While you get prepared to go outside, Miguel is in his car waiting for you.
You then thought about where you are gonna stay since your gonna clean up your dorm.
You remember a friend saying that she's gonna have her own apartment and if you want, you could stay with her.
You go outside and head straight to Miguel's car.
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Car rides are always silent with Miguel.
You don't have the energy to fill it up, considering what he did last night.
Your thoughts then drive back to Steven.
You don't have the energy to deal with that right now.
What will you do once you see him?
Pretend everything is fine?
You inwardly groan at that thought. Forget it if you actually did see him. Will Miguel even let you speak to him?
While Miguel drives, he keeps glancing at you.
He remembers trying to hold back from hugging you again when he sees you with your morning bed hair.
The way you felt around his finger last night was unforgettable, it couldn't compare to any girl he fucked with.
He shook his head out from those thoughts.
He can't have a boner early in the morning right now.
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Miguel insisted on helping you unpack your dorm.
You tried denying him, but he had already moved past your form and into your room.
While unpacking your clothes, he goes around the place like he owns it and decides to unpack your study table instead.
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Time passes by quickly when your busy with your own thoughts.
Miguel tries to fill the silence with small commentary but for the most part you ignore him.
While Miguel turns on his car, you quickly notify him about moving to your friend's apartment, but he has other ideas.
"No."
"I-... Miguel, what do you mean 'no'? I can't just stay with you until graduation." You fought back.
"You're a smart person, no means no, plus my mom already likes you a lot, don't even worry about after graduation too. I talked to my dad, and I already made you intern in Alchemax." He finishes while he starts to drive.
He can't do this.
He can't just plan your life ahead without your permission.
But then again, when was the last time he did ask for your permission.
"Look, Miguel, I really can't, I want to stay with my friend I-"
"After all that my mom gave you, you're just gonna leave like that?" he interrupted.
"What- no, This isn't about her, I am thankful for what she did but I-"
"Then don't leave." He said as if he's trying you to convince you not to go to another country.
"Listen to me, Miguel...I don't feel safe when you're around, and I'm sure you know why, so for the last time, bring me to my friend."
Miguel inhales and grips the wheel tightly.
"And how bout you listen to me, Y/N. I already planned ahead, so your pretty little head won't think so much. A little gratitude would be nice."
"A thank you? Is that what you want? After all the scenarios you force me into and you want a little gratitude?" He better be thankful instead that he's driving or you might as well claw his eyes out.
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"We'll talk later." He said firmly as he parks the car, You didn't even notice you arrived.
A week has passed, and everyone you knew was preparing for graduation that's about to commence in two days. You already have your toga and everything. You admit that you feel happy you came this far despite everything, but there's one more thing.
You tried talking to Miguel about moving with your friend again, but all he did was pull your hair roughly to his face and threaten that if you speak a word about that again, he can make you not graduate.
You tried fighting back, but his grip on your hair is frighteningly strong.
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Two days have passed, and here you are with Mrs. O'Hara, she insisted she wanted to curl your hair and style your makeup a bit before all of you went to the venue.
Before all of you left, Conchanta wanted to take a picture of both you and Miguel and you forced a smile if it meant seeing her this happy.
The three of you arrived in the venue packed with parents,students and staff alike.
While teachers and staffs make their speeches, you were busy trying to look for Steven in the crowd of students.
Lo and behold, you did.
You wanted to wave at him, but he was too far away for you to notice.
You decided to do it later.
You got up the stage and got your reward and handshake and Mrs. O'Hara is taking a picture of you..
Before you knew it, everyone was hugging each other with tears streaming down and smiles on their faces.
You, though, were busy looking for Steven.
While Miguel is busy with talking to his own friends, you want to talk to your own.
Finally, you saw Steven, and without a second thought, you pulled him aside.
"Y-Y/N?"
"Steven!" You smiled while you hugged him as if he's gonna disappear in a flash.
Steven can't help but hug back even tighter.
"Ma-mate, I thought you died or something, not t-that you did but, you know."
You didn't do anything to stop his rambles but still continued hugging him.
But suddenly he pulled away.
"Wa-wait...No I can't."
Confused, you look at Steven for awnsers.
"Steven?"
"Look I...I think it's best for us not to talk...This wasn't about what happened during prom mate, It's just, your gonna hate me for hiding this from you but Miguel texted me a few days back...Well text isn't really a right term but more like demanded me to leave you or your future career will be jeopardised." Steven said as he tried not to break down.
You paused, collecting in what he just said.
Miguel really plans ahead, does he?
"Steven, I-""
You tried to reason with Steven more but it just seems like he wants to avoid it.
He has mentioned Miguel promising your safety anyway if Steven leaves you alone.
You tried convincing him that it isn't all that sunshine and rainbows.
But Steven couldn't do anything, instead he hugged you.
You froze.
Your head stopped thinking. All you could do was hug back.
Althought,It didn't last long since the next thing you knew is hearing someone's voice.
"You two done? Didn't I tell you to leave her?"
If looks could kill both, you and Steven would evaporate on the spot, considering how he was staring down at you.
You tried saying something, but a hand gripped your forearm tightly and pulled you away from Steven.
"Miguel! Let me go!" You tried wiggling your arm away from his grip, but he just tightened it futher.
He didn't spare any more second with Steven since he started leading you back to where his mom was waiting for the both of you to take pictures together.
Steven stood there, alone.
His body fills with regret as he watches you walk away.
But he remembers Miguel's words, the threats of what he can do to your body, or your career, or even your life. It scares him. He can never forgive himself for doing this, but he has high hopes that you will be safer.
Even if that meant him being away from you.
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A month has passed since then.
Miguel kept himself to his words that you and him are gonna work together.
You got your dream job being a geneticist, but is it really a dream if you're working with a man that plagues your nightmares?
After a week of your graduation, Miguel's father came back from a business trip and has talked with his son about you.
Miguel's father seemed to approve of you, so much for Miguel's delight.
Life with Miguel isn't always the prettiest but it gotten easier.
It took you several weeks to assure you that he won't hurt you, physically speaking.
Miguel and you lived with his mom and dad until Miguel surprised you with a private residence few blocks away from Alchemax.
He said it was a gift from his father to the both of you.
The private residence can fit two people or more. The backyard has a lot of space and even a pool.
The kitchen is an island type, with a sliding door that leads to a garden where you can freshly pluck vegetables and herbs.
You go upstairs and see each bedroom and guestrooms.
You can admit your in awe.
Rich people, you swear, can buy anything and won't even leave a dent in their wallet.
"I take it that you like it?"
Frick, you were busy exploring, you forgot Miguel's existance.
"I'd say it...Alright." You say monotously as you admire the bedroom, especially the walk-in closet.
Miguel chuckles as he knows the truth, especially the way you look at awe at everything.
This just proves that Miguel is perfect for you. Seeing that he can provide and impress you.
That reminds him, you two were getting risky and riskier the more you spend time with each other.
He started touching you more and more, he knows that you don't like it, fully aware of it even. But does he care?
No.
One time, he hugged you, and you tried pushing him off, but he just pushed you further into the bed and teared your underwear in half before diving a finger in.
A few days have passed from that, and he could still smell you from his finger.
Another time, you were feeling out of it, the reality of you spending your life with Miguel processed in, and you felt nothing but dead inside.
While laying in bed and contemplating your life. He removed your underwear. You tried pushing him off and telling him you weren't in the mood for it yet.
But he just swat your arm away and dived his mouth to your slit, licking every part that he can, sucking your clit with vigour and putting a finger in while doing so.
You tried holding your moans and gasps, but it was fruitless.
Months pass since then, and here you are admiring the cabinets and drawers your walk-in closet could offer.
He looked away from a bit and drifted his attention to the bed.
He suddenly remembered a superstition he heard from his mom talking to his tias.
Something about red underwear being a sole bringer of love. He used to think it's absurb, after all adults will believe any superstition they could come across to.
But now that he thinks about it.
....
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He wonders what underwear you're wearing now.
Before he could ponder even more, he heard the doorbell rang, and it seemed like the movers arrived.
He goes to answer the door, ignoring his lustful thoughts.
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Two months passed, and both you and Miguel got busy decorating,arranging, and finalizing the house.
You admit during the entire moving in day, it was therapeutic.
You can purposely ignore Miguel without being too obvious.
The garden was your favourite part, planting and watering seeds of all kinds, either be it fruit, vegetable, herbs, or just flowers.
Decorating your room was nice, too, but not with full freedom since you are dreadfully sharing with Miguel. But nonetheless, you take what you can, something you learn when you have been with Miguel for the past months.
Arranging spices and dishware in the kitchen can also be in your list of favourites, labelling spices and arranging cups to your least, and most favourites. Even filling out your double door fridge with ingredients such as fish, meat and etc. During your stay with Mrs. O'Hara, she has given the time to teach you several recipes.
In short, you were having the time of your life.
Miguel says otherwise.
He tries to convince himseld he's contented seeing you get all giddy and comfy when decorating the house. Getting all whimsy in your little garden.
But try as he might, he can't ignore his sexual desires, sue him for sure, but can he really hold himself back when you look like the way you do?
The way your eyes smile slightly widens when you see your plant sprouting one leaf, the way your eyes read over the ingredients, the way you hum while you inspect the fridge when you think he's not there.
And the way your body bends over to pick up that fallen book out of your hand.
It just reminds him of that time when you gave him your panties in the library.
He wishes he could bend you over the study table, but he can't.
He wants your first time to be special.
Honestly, he surprised himself for lasting this long without penetration, only satisfying himself with oral (which you greatly improved) and fingering.
But that isn't enough for him.
He has needs.
And he needs to fuck you on the bed.
But how can he without looking too desperate?
He thinks and thinks and thinks.
And finally, a light bulb goes on.
He has an idea.
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It was late at night. You were bathing yourself, and Miguel went out to get something.
Whatever he means by that.
Who cares since you get to be alone to what feels like forever. You can't remember the time you were fully alone since Miguel stuck with you like gorilla glue.
Your thoughts then drive to these few months.
Living with Miguel became tolerable, not lovely, just tolerable.
Getting this private place was nice too, and the old neighbour nearby seemed kind.
Being able to work as a geneticist is nice. at least you got your dream.
It seems like Steven did too, you remember seeing an article of Steven and his brothers finding a lost tomb of Alexander the Great. Atleast his happy.
You can also admit that Miguel is good at bed. Who are you kidding? Of course he is, considering the number of people he slept with.
The first time you gave him oral was a nightmare at best though.
He one day came back with a sour expression, you didn't want to ask why, fearing you could possibly make it worse.
But curiosity is a thing, so you did ask but.
Curiosity also killed the cat.
Next thing you know you were forced down to your knees with a hard thud and carpet roughly scrapping your knees.
While you try to fight back, he keeps mentioning how much you make him hold back then going on to say how selfish you are.
The next thing you knew was your mouth being forcefully opened with one hand while his other unzipped his pants and wasted no time to put his dick into your mouth.
You swore you almost vomited during that night, with his dick thrusting too deep into your mouth but you managed.
But he seemed to notice, seeing as he thursted until you could feel his cock throbbed in your throat.
He made you stay like that for a while, while tears and drool dripped down to your chest.
He looked down at you and groaned loudly at how you look attractive below him. And after headfucking moments, he finally came down your throat.
You shivered from the memory.
You got out of the bathtub and wrapped a towel around you as you drain the water.
While you watch it drain, you hear the front door open and your bedroom next.
"Mi vida, where are you?" Miguel asked.
You step out of the bathroom, and in the arms of Miguel, it was a box, and with closer inspection, you felt like you had seen it before.
"Oh, there you are! Perfect timing, I was you to try this on, and don't come out of the bathroom until you do." He said as he lended the box to you leading you back to the bathroom and closed the door.
You paused for a while, and after some time, you put the box on top of the sink counter and unwrapped yourself out of the towel.
Whatever Miguel gave you, he seemed nothing but excited.
You carefully untied the ribbon.
Oh....
That's why it seems familiar...
In the box, you see lingerine, a red one.
Lacey with expensive looking embroidery, unlike you previous given lingerine, this one doesn't have a corset.
Although it still has stocking, with straps you could connect to the garterbelt.
You decided to wear it, not wanting to know what punishment you could face if you didn't.
After strapping the strap of the stocking to your underwear, you look at the mirror and surprised with what you see.
The colour compliments your skin tone, and the design seems to be made just for you.
You were snapped out of your thoughts when you heard a knock on your door.
"You done yet, Mi sol?"
You took one last glance at the mirror and took a deep breath.
"Ye-Yeah! Im coming!"
You opened the bathroom door, and in front of you is Miguel sitting on the bed, frozen in place and in awe of what he sees.
He made sure the lingerine was tailored to your size, and it did your figure justice.
"U-um..."
Your voice snapped him out of his trance.
"Come here."
With a bit of hesitation, you followed his orders.
As you got closer, both of his hands didn't waste time to grab your waist to pull you closer for inspection.
His hands glide over the delicate lace and fabric. Sometimes, pulling back the straps to see it snap back in place, making you yelp in pain, he didn't feel an ounce of regret. Instead, his pants just felt tighter.
"No sé cómo me contuve después de todos estos meses..." (I dont know how I held back after all these months....)
You notice Miguel speaking under his breath. His words aren't clear enough for you to hear.
"We've spent time together for so long, mi vida....So please...Let me.." Miguel begged as he started placing light kisses on your stomach.
You know what he means, after all that oral and fingering, you know he isn't gonna be satisfied with only just that.
But your not ready.
You don't when you'll ever be ready.
Especially when it comes to him.
"Miguel....Look Im not-"
"You know I don't like repeating myself." You froze as he stopped his kisses but instead looked up to you with impatience written on his face.
Usually, you would avoid it and just follow after him.
But this is different.
"I-I know Miguel but-"
"Good, so you know what to do."
Your hands started shaking without you noticing.
You didn't know how long you've been standing there, but It seemed to get the attention of Miguel.
His hands started caressing your body even more, rubbing over your forearms, up to your back, until your legs.
That seemed to ground you a bit.
"First times are scary, hm? Don't worry, bebita, I'll be gentle."
You somehow highly doubt that.
You try to inhale and exhale, although it was shaky, it still did the job.
You still didn't say anything but Miguel took it as a cue to pull you to the bed until your completely layed down.
You can't help but feel your body tense.
This is it.
You're gonna lose your virginity to the person you hate.
Miguel, didn't waste time to get on top of you. He placed both arms between your head and admired you.
"Te ves tan hermosa el día que te conocí." (you look as beautiful the day I met you.)
You hate yourself for blushing at his words, you turned your head away to hide it.
"Aww, don't go all shy on me."
His thumb and index finger gripped your chin gently to make you face him.
His lips carressed yours in a passionate kiss, gentle yet impatient, loving but fierce.
If you're gonna lose your first time with this man, you might as well enjoy it.
You kissed back, and he couldn't hold back a small, muffled moan.
After a few seconds, he finally pulled back, both of you catching your breath.
He lifted his hands and pulled off his shirt of him. Next was his pants, leaving him in boxers.
The moonlight from the window highlighted his muscles, shadows dancing around both of you.
His hands quickly returned to caressing your body and lifted up to your chest to undo the bra.
"I should get you more of this, maybe in dark blue next, maybe even white..." He rambled as he finally took off your bra and threw it somewhere of the floor.
He leaned down to kiss your jaw, then your neck, until your collarbone where he started sucking, making sure to leave multiplr marks.
"O-oh...Miguel." You softly whined.
"Shhh....Déjame cuidarte" (Let me take care of you)
He continued trailing kisses and leaving marks until you felt his mouth on your pert nipple.
"Ah! Mig!-" Your hand automatically goes to land on his soft hair.
Your small yelps and moan continue as he sucks and slightly glides his teeth on your tits.
He lets go of your tit and does the same treatment with the other one.
You can't help but feel wetter from his actions.
You whimpered as he let's go and started trailing kisses again, leading more and more toward your region.
He lifts his head slightly to remove your panties, but not without admiring the wet spot on it, he groans at the sight.
Without further ado, he removes it and tosses it to the same place with the bra, leaving you with the garterbelt and stockings.
He didn't waste time diving to taste your slick with a big swipe of his tongue on your slit.
"Mmhm! Miguel!" Your hand gripped his hair while he continued his actions making you wet and wetter.
His own moans are muffled as he sucks on your clit.
Your moans did nothing but grew louder, making him more encouraged to put a finger in you, thrusting slowly.
You moan louder as you feel his index and middle finger curl up, hitting your spot successfully.
You suddenly feel your body tensing up more and more and you know what's coming.
"F-f-fuck, Migu-." You tried warning him, but it was too late, for the tension in your body snapped and you came.
Miguel licked and sucked more, not wanting to waste a single drop.
While you tried catching your breath, Miguel sat up and took off his boxers.
You look down and gulp. You already had experienced how hard it was to deep throat that thing. You're now nervous how your gonna take it in.
Miguel sensed your rising hesitation.
"Shhh...Its okay, its okay." He rubbed circles on your thighs and started undoing the garterbelt and removing your stockings, tossing them onto floor like everything else, leaving you completely naked.
"Respira hondo para mí, mi amor." (Deep breaths for me, my love)
You inhaled deeply, and Miguel took this chance to shove his tip into you.
You loudly yelp in pain, and your hands came around your body, and lips kissed your forehead.
"You're doing great, so great. No, no, don't cry, mi amor. You're doing great." Miguel continued reassuring you.
You didn't even notice that tears were coming down. You were too busy focusing on the harsh stretch you're experiencing. Sure, his fingers were something too, but it doesn't compare to his dick.
Minutes ticked by, and he thrusted a little more of his length in you, making you both hiss from the feeling.
"Ohhuhgg, fuck your tight.." Miguel groaned to your ear making you squirm.
You didn't want to look down, fearing how much was still isn't in you.
Few more minutes and you feel yourself loosen up more.
But Miguel is never known for patience.
He tried really, believe him but the feeling of your cunt sucking him in as if he's gonna disappear, just does things to him.
It doesn't help you're a virgin. His long, unfulfilled fantasy is finally coming true.
With that, he thrusted the rest of his length in you.
You screamed and moaned in pain, both pleasure and discomfort mixing together.
Miguel, on the other hand, moaned, his words slurred, mixing both English and Spanish together.
Your hands came gripped onto his back, and your nails scratching him, making Miguel hiss even more.
Miguel lifted himself up using his elbows to look down at you.
You couldn't get anymore beautiful can you?
Moonlight accentuated your features, your tears and sweat shine among it.
He couldn't help himself but kissed you deeply. Ingrating the taste and feeling of you.
"So good, so so good for me."
His hips started moving and he could swore you felt wetter and warmer this time.
He looked down to see the bedsheets stained with red, much deeper than your lingerine.
He finally did it.
He finally took you for himself.
You, on the other hand, can't focus much except for the pain that's blooming between your legs.
"Mig....It hurts..." You whimpered weakly.
"Shh, I know... I know, mi vida, just stay with me, yeah?" He kissed your forehead and leaned in so your foreheads were touching together, making you feel more emotional than ever.
Miguel soon felt you loosen up more and took that as a cue to thrust back and forth.
Your moans did nothing but spur him to thrust even faster.
Before you know it, his hips are slamming into you, making you both hear the wet slaps.
Miguel's grunts and your moans mix together into one, filling the room with it.
The bed creaks with the strength Miguel puts in his thrusts.
His dick reached places you didn't know existed in your making you arch your back when he continued hitting that one spot continues.
"FfUck!, Miguel, right- AH! There! Right there!"
Miguel listened as he thrusted into the spot that made you see starts.
"Te amo mucho. Dilo por favor, por favor." (Love you, so, so much. Say it, please,please)
His hips slowed down and you whimpered.
"I-I loveee you t-too" you weakly said but it was enough for Miguel.
He kissed you deeply while he thrusted faster and deeper this time making your eyes roll at the back.
Both of your bodies started feeling tense, and hips ploughed into you harder.
"Cum with me, cumwith me, cumwithme cumwithme cumwithmecumwi- SHI- FUCKING HELL, oh mierda eso es todo."
"MIIGUELL!"
The tension finally snapped as your fingers scratched harder at the back of Miguel.
Miguel couldn't careless when your cunt felt significantly tighter, milking him for all his worth.
Both your breaths are heavy. And bodies feel numb from the activities.
After catching your breath, your body feels tired, and your eyelids are weighing down.
Without knowing you felt asleep, ignoring the pain and the pleasure as you finally drifted off.
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It took a good minute for Miguel to finally gather his bearings.
He looked at you with nothing but admiration as your breath levels out while you sleep.
After a few more minutes, he cleaned you off with a damp towel and checked your body for any damages.
After confirming none major injuries, he finally lay down next to you.
He finally did it.
Got the person of his dreams.
Aside from challenges and tribulations.
He did it.
He has you in his arms all tucked in.
Took your first kiss.
Took your first time.
And finally, took you as a person.
And it felt nothing to him but Child's Play.
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A/N: We finally did it! I can't say im proud of this one tho, but thank you for those who supported me throughout the making of Child's Play.
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Cullen: I'm not an e-boy, I'm a sk8er boi.
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Thinking about a ship getting an absolute bully for their first human. The kind of human that knows most aliens are afraid of ‘death worlders’, the kind of human that knows where the line is and how far they can go before they get into trouble, and who they can intimidate to let them cross the line as they want.
Part of the crew is like “I knew humans were just as bad as I thought.” Human doesn’t care. Human represents the worst of humanity, but they’re necessary for the ship - they make themselves necessary, and are not afraid to put the rest of the crew at risk if their authority seems challenged.
And then, they get a new human, who is smaller than the first. The first human tries their usual tactics - and the second human breaks their nose. If they were on the ship itself, there’d be consequences, and the first human knows it. But the second human is not afraid to be labeled a troublemaker, and cause trouble for the first, they do. A fierce competition blooms between them, as the second human clearly attempts to muscle in on the first’s territory, despite everyone warning them not to. And as this goes on, the second human befriends the rest of the crew. They’re different than the first. They are kind, they are smart, they are loyal.
They are a death worlder.
During a shipment of endangered animals from another planet, the first human is mauled by the adults. The second human is injured trying to protect them, but to no avail, the first human is killed. Analysis revealed the first human was sprayed with a kind of pheromone that agitates the species - but there was no reason for the pheromone to have been released by the species. Something else is going on, and the captain know it. The second human, despite the clear trauma, accepts the interview.
After the interview ends, the captain turns off the official recording.
“Off the record,” they ask, “what really happened?”
The human swallows, closes their dark eyes.
“They were trying to steal the eggs,” they said. “I saw them - I heard them on a black line with a darkspace distributer.”
“Why didn’t you report it?”
“Not enough time. And I... I had a feeling they’d done it before.”
The captain waits. The human’s closed eyes water.
“You sprayed the pheromone on them,” the captain says.
The human nodded. “They were so busy with the eggs, they didn’t even notice.”
“But,” the captain says, “You tried to save them after.”
The human’s shoulders shake. “I did.” They sob. “I did. I’m sorry. I’m sorry, but I did it. I did it for all of you. I did it for us.”
The human cries.
No charges are filed. The crew would mutiny if their friend were charged with anything, though the captain finds some way to ease the moral strain on both their hands and the second human’s. Another human is brought on board to help with the strain of the first human’s loss. Thy are bright-eyed, clever fingered, sharp-witted, soft-hearted. It takes time to for the wounds caused by the first human - described as a bully by the humans, also ‘a real asshole!’ by the newest recruit - but now that they are gone, they can all recover, and move on.
The moral here? Humans are not always good, but they should never, ever be underestimated - when they claim a pack, they will protect it even from their own kind.
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limitedgigi · 9 months
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nobody requested this, m js writing this bc im bored 😭
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yan! bully headcannons
yan! bully who's been making your school life hell since middle school after you rejected his invitation to the school dance.
yan! bully that wants you to notice him, but just doesn't know how to communicate his feelings.
yan! bully who knocks your supplies out of your hands when you're switching classes.
yan! bully who bullies everyone who tries to befriend you so he can have you all to himself!
yan! bully who is enraged after he sees you getting close to another person in the courtyard.
yan! bully who sends said person to the hospital after they got a bit too touchy with you.
yan! bully who keeps you close to him when you're out of class.. to make sure you don't talk to anyone.. yeah.
yan! bully who makes sure nobody else bullies you. he's the only one that gets to do that!!
"what do you mean why am i so close to you? to make sure you dont go snitch to anyone.. of course.."
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neocentral · 9 months
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bully!jeno leaking your tape to the whole class 🤭
please jeno would be so amused to see you so distressed and angry. how could he not be? the campus’s good girl was caught on her knees, a cock splitting her mouth open as big hands gripped the side of her head, forcefully guiding her movements while degrading comments were thrown at her. jenos cock, his voice, his words. it was all his doing. it was yet another way that he could be the cause of your heightened anxiety.
he'd love to play with you if you ever confronted him, too. asking you if you're mad and his favorite, what are you gonna do about it? jeno is bigger than you, stronger, and you know exactly what he's capable of. and that knowledge is what keeps you from pushing back, letting him shove you around, get in your face and make you life miserable. and when he really wanted to hurt you, he'd make you get on his knees for him, and you had to comply.
you never thought he'd leak the little videos, but you shouldn't have been so surprised. jeno likes to keep you on your toes.
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A non-binary student has died after being beaten to near death in a school bathroom. Their name was Nex Benedict.
There is an ongoing gofundme the family has set up in their memorial. The ACLU and Lambia fund released a joint statement of support as part of their ongoing legal campaign to protect and support transgender students in Oklahoma public schools, Bridge v. Oklahoma State Department of Education.
I don't really have anything else to add. This whole thing is just heartbreaking and I can't even begin to imagine what their family must be going through. This is why we must continue to fight and not leave LGBT students in red states behind. To protect students like Nex.
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hey have you ever had that moment of when your youngest sibling does a prank on an adult in your house and that adult says horrible things to your baby sibling telling them that they’re an abuser so you step in and tell the adult to quit it only for them to gaslight you into thinking that your a disrespectful brat the next day so you stop talking until someone makes you talk about your feelings in which that person goes to tell the shitty adult to stop being mean only for the shitty adult to say that they’re conspiring against them and that they’re the victim?
me neither bc that would be so super specific and weird and-
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It'll Probably End With Me Being Forgot
CHAPTER SUMMARY : you never thought you and yuuji were the type to keep secrets from each other, but he doesn't need to know megumi kissed you. maybe he already knows... why else would he be acting so weirdly?
boyfriend!yuuji itadori x f!reader x bully!megumi fushiguro
WARNINGS : 18+, consensual sex, vaginal sex, creampie, cum eating??, face sitting, praise kink, drug taking, bullying.
WORDS : 6.6k
notes : am I actually posting wusyaname on a friday?? wild
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“Nervous for tomorrow?”
Yuuji whispers as he lies flat on his stomach with his arm over yours. Nervous is a good word, a very apt word for how you should feel.
It’s Monday tomorrow.
Your alarm will be ringing in a few hours for you.
It’ll be your first day back at university since you were spiked. It’ll be the first time you go to your class and see the girls who publicly humiliated you. And it will be the first time you are in the classroom with Megumi again since you destroyed each other’s sketch books.
Nervous would be a good way to describe what you should be feeling.
But, honestly, after this weekend and seeing how little Toji needed to do to send the fear of God into his son, you didn’t feel nervous.
Megumi is a paper man, and his father had no hesitation to piss on his parade, making him a small pathetic pile of mush. You aren’t nervous, not one bit. You're confused however, and you're wracked with guilt.
Because you've decided not to tell Yuuji about the kiss.
So much has happened, so much has changed in so little time. It wasn’t so long ago that you could barely pry Yuuji away from your soft folds as he devoured your intimate flesh. He couldn’t get enough of you.
And you were always close to being late for class.
Today, however, you wake up and he does nothing but press a gentle kiss into your shoulder and instantly goes to get shower and dress for class.
Is he losing interest in you?
It's a ridiculous thought you shake away immediately.
He’s probably just… No.
What is wrong with him?
Or maybe it’s you. Something is wrong with you.
There's no use dwelling on it now, not when class is right around the corner. It’s best if you just focus on getting dressed and talk it out with him later.
You decide to swap out your usual paint covered leggings and baggy t-shirt for a nice pair of figure-hugging jeans and a scanty crop top. If that doesn’t remind him how much he loves being intimate with you; you don’t know if anything will. You finish painting your face with light makeup as Yuuji re-enters the bedroom with a towel wrapped around his waist.
Not even a glance in your direction.
It’s only been a day since you had the best, most intimate sex of your life. And now he isn’t even registering your existence. Your lip wobbles as you try and hold it together. It’s dawning on you what’s going on.
This is Megumi’s fault.
He’s got inside of your fucking head and he’s messing and warping with your sense of self and your worth.
Why did he fucking kiss you?
Yuuji knows.
He must know for him to be so distant with you. No, he doesn’t, you argue with yourself. You breathe through pouting lips and try to bat away the tears forming in your lash line.
You startle a little when you feel Yuuji’s hand cup your shoulder. You turn to face him, seeing that he's already dressed. That’s why he didn’t look at you. He was getting ready for class! He isn’t ignoring you.
Of course he doesn’t know about Megumi kissing you, how could he?
The hand on your shoulder travels upwards to cup your face. His lips find yours and every insecurity you’ve ever felt in your life dissipates. He pulls away, resting his forehead on yours, the tips of your noses touching gently together.
He's searching your eyes.
“You look amazing princess,” he states. Your eyes shut softly and a tear finally breaks free and rolls down your cheek. He quickly swipes it away with his thumb, he even warns you that you’ll ruin your makeup if you don’t cut it out. “you don’t have to do this today y’know? A lot happened to you, take another day… hell take another week if you need to.” he assures you.
God he’s so fucking sweet you think you might get tooth decay if he says anything else to you. He kisses your lips again, and then your forehead before crouching down and resting on the balls of his feet. He holds your hands, delicately rubbing his thumbs over your soft skin as he waits for you to speak.
“I want to,” you tell him honestly, “but I think the longer I leave it the harder it’ll be.” you confess. He nods. He brings your hands to his lips and kisses softly.
“Let’s get you to class then. I wanna show off my pretty girl.”
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His fingers interlace with yours. It’s weird that you aren’t running through the halls together. You’re early, only by a few minutes, but still. You’re strolling through the building with not a single care in the world.
You lean back against the wall outside of your classroom, the usual spot where you’ve lost count of how many times he’s kissed you too intimately for public viewing. This time, he does kiss you, but it’s soft and gentle.
He has so much fear in his eyes. He’s terrified about leaving you here. With those vile fucking girls and that piece of shit he thought was his friend. You smile, though.
It’ll all be okay.
Yuuji scowls as he hears giggling. Your blood runs cold. The girls snicker as they see you and walk into the classroom. He wishes he could get them expelled or something. Anything to keep them away from you.
He notices the time on his watch, it’s creeping dangerously close to 9am. Regardless of how early you got here, Yuuji is still going to be rushing to his class. He engulfs you in a hug and you smile warmly.
“Text me if you need anything. Okay baby? Anything.”
You start to speak but you both notice a familiar silhouette out of the corner of your eyes. Megumi. You knew you’d see him again sooner or later, but his presence is all consuming and downright miserable.
Yuuji frowns, but nothing more. He knows Fushiguro isn’t so imbecilic to try anything in front of him. You hold Yuuji’s face and turn him to face you. His loving brown eyes stare into yours. Every crease and every pore of your beautiful face. He can tell from one minor change if you’re okay. So he’s examining hard.
“I’ll text you Yuuji, promise.”
He kisses you one last time and stands in the doorway as he watches you find somewhere to sit.
Megumi and the girls are sitting near the back, so he smiles when he sees you take a seat in the front row closest to the door. You smile back when you see him mouth ‘I love you’ to you. You do the same, and finally he runs down the hallway to his own class.
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It's a pretty painless class all in all, you were definitely expecting worse. You hear the girls talking in an insanely high pitch as they attempt to flirt with Megumi.
But of course, he's his usual stoic self. You do your best to avoid turning to look at them. However, when you hear them snicker and say things like ‘she pissed herself in the club’ you want a hole to form under your seat and suck you into nothingness. Your eyes bulge when you hear something you hadn’t expected.
“Shut. Up.” Megumi speaks in annoyance. You know he isn’t defending you, he hates you after all. But it still makes you smile to hear the girls try and defend themselves.
“I thought you hated her Megumi!” the redhead whines.
“I thought I told you to shut up.”
Regardless of your three bullies making unnecessary comments in the back, there are three students around you that offer their support, telling you that they heard what happened and that they hope you’re okay.
It's nice knowing that you had other people around you and not just your boyfriend. Your classmates didn’t know the full extent to your ordeal, of course, but it was still appreciated.
You're surprised when you see Megumi begin to pack away early. Apparently, he has a dentist appointment. He ignores you as he walks by. He gives you nothing but the gust of wind that breezes by from his stride.
While everyone is getting on with their work for the last thirty minutes of class, your teacher approaches you to discuss your sketchbook.
If nothing else, you know the trauma of being spiked in the club would provide a perfect sob story to get you more time on your work.
You still hadn’t pinned the blame Megumi for ruining your sketchbook. What would be the point? He’d only retaliate that you did the same to his.
You took full responsibility for the ink incident, but with the help of your drugging ordeal, he offers you a hefty extension on your work, thank God. He spends the remainder of his lesson talking with you and giving you tips on how to create a new body of artwork.
“Megumi actually started again from scratch, for some reason, and he’s managed to get a lot done in a short period of time.” he tells you.
You nod along as if you don’t have a clue as to why Megumi would start again. You actually do feel a little bad that you ruined all of his hard work.
You were just as bad as him in that aspect.
He clearly puts a lot of time and effort into his drawings, but you ruined them all in an instant. But you only feel a little bad, since he did exactly the same to you.
But is it fair to be so petty?
“Perhaps you could ask him for some advice.” your lecturer suggests.
Your lips pull into a straight line. You have to think of something civil to say that won’t expose your burning hatred of the black-haired menace.
“I’ll think about it.”
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Logically, you know that nothing bad will happen to you; but you begin packing away early so you can immediately sprint out of the room.
Without Megumi holding the girls back, you're worried that they might try and do something to you. You stick to your word and leave the room as quickly as your legs will take you.
Yuuji will be finishing his classes soon, too. You consider going to the sports hall to meet him, but you know he’ll be showering again and changing before coming to meet you. You head towards the exit, deciding it's smarter to wait by his car instead.
As you're rushing, you collide with another student. Thankfully neither of you drop anything like a classic cliché, however it is a cliché that the student you ram into happens to be Megumi.
Isn’t he meant to be at the dentist?
Before you can get away, he covers your mouth with his palm and pulls you into the boys toilets. He locks you both in a cubicle and he remains straight faced as you began to cry.
“Shut up, stop screaming, I’m not gonna do anything.” he tells you. Your chest is heaving, but you nod. He seems sincere, but it’s hard to tell with him. He uncovers your mouth. Your eyes squint as you examined his nose.
He looks like he wants to kill you when you began to smirk.
“Too much sugar on your donuts, Megumi.” you speak as you wiped a finger over your own nose. His eyes bulge as he understands what you mean in an instant, quickly swiping the back of his sleeve over his nose to clear away the coke he’d snorted. “What do you want from me?” you wonder.
“Yuuji seemed unusually calm when he saw me today.” he begins. You raise your eyebrows, prompting him to continue. “I can only assume that you didn’t tell him that we kissed.”
Your heart stops as he speaks. You raise a finger to your lips and repeatedly tell him to be quiet. Anyone could be in here listening to you talk. “First of all, you kissed. I slapped you away.” you whisper-shout. “I should tell him, really, I have no reason to protect you. Especially after this.” you threaten, he does nothing but roll his eyes at your idle threat.
“Unless you liked it,” you want to argue his point, but he interjects immediately. “I was high so don’t flatter yourself.”
“You’re high now, do I need to worry? Have you got more misery in store for me? Or are you going to do as your daddy tells you and leave me the fuck alone?” you question.
He leans back against the wall on the cubicle you’re squashed in together and he observes you. He thinks it must be nice to have as much power as you do, knowing your enemies weak spot.
His will always be Toji.
“I’m actually done with you,” he explains. You’re sceptical, it seems too good to be true. “I found out something very exciting at your parents house. Do you want to know?”
“I don’t care, honestly.”
“I wasn’t going to tell you anyway. It’s more fun for me that way, but just know you’re fucked… and it has nothing to do with me.” he explains as he opens the door. You push him backwards so that you can leave first. You look at him in the mirrors above the sinks before walking out.
“Goodbye, Megumi.”
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You’re loitering around parking lot waiting for Yuuji. You recognise a car that pulls up, and you smile when you see a familiar face.
It’s Toji.
He beams when he sees you. You walk over to him and give him those polite rich people kisses on each cheek. You smile again when you notice another person step out of the car.
This car isn’t Toji’s; it’s hers. She introduces herself as Tsumiki, Megumi’s sister.
“Nice to meet you.” you tell her.
“Did the brat give you any trouble? We came to pick him up, wanted to keep an eye on him.”
You lie, shaking your head. You’re sure he’ll manage to shake the information out of his son if he really wants to. He examines the space around him, waiting to see when his son will turn up. You can tell he’s apprehensive. He’s never been a hands-on father before. It’s all new territory for him.
He notices you examining Tsumiki. He knows exactly what you want to ask, but you're too scared. You don’t want to sound offensive or rude.
“She’s not mine princess, my ex-wife’s kid.” Toji fills you in.
“Dad she didn’t ask,” Tsumiki huffs. “Sorry about him.”
“Don’t apologise for me she wanted to know; look you can tell by her face. Right?” he gestures you, he's looking at you over his sunglasses with raised eyebrows, so you nod.
It isn’t lost on you that she doesn’t have the same jet-black hair as the Fushiguro’s. But genetics works like that sometimes, however in this instance your instincts are correct.
Eventually Toji’s spawn arrives; looking meek and submissive under his father’s intense glare. Toji questions why he looks so guilty, but Megumi doesn’t say a word.
Tsumiki is clueless. She knows about a girl who got spiked after the police came to question Megumi, but she has no idea that girl is standing before her very eyes, and it was his fault after all.
Toji has no intention of telling her.
“You’re really sticking around then, huh Toji?” you ask with a cheeky smirk on your face. Megumi scowls, he was furious that you were daring to have banter with his fucking dad. He still hates you, but he knows he needs to be smart around you now. Only because his prick of a father is staying for the time being.
“Yeah, I am.” he replies. “Maybe I’m expected to be a decent father and learn from my mistakes, yeah?”
There's something about Toji that makes you feel safe. He's like your guardian angel. You feel untouchable with him nearby. And Megumi fucking hates that.
Those few hours you spent with him in your father’s study are the closest you’ve felt to having a real parental figure in your whole life.
The family all move to get into Tsumiki’s car. But before they can leave, they're all drawn to the yelling, sprinting, pink-haired boy approaching you. He wraps his arms around your neck and smothers your lips in passionate kisses.
“Hello to you too, Yuuji.” you giggle.
“We need to go home, I need you home, now.” he explains. Tsumiki coos over the cute display. Toji snickers, while Megumi is seething. Yuuji says quick hello's to Toji and Tsumiki while point-blank ignoring his ex-best friend.
“Someone’s keen,” Toji chuckles, “Wrap it up kid. Don’t wanna end up with one of him, do ya?” Toji speaks gesturing his thumb to the side, pointing directly at Megumi.
Your face flushes with heat, at that.
He’s so forward and he doesn’t care. Tsumiki smacks his arm lightly as she gets inside of her vehicle and starts it up. You and your boyfriend step closer to your own car, but before you can leave Megumi moves towards you.
“So fucking cute.” Megumi starts. “Such a shame that you're keeping secrets, right?” he torments. Yuuji continues walking to the car door so he can take you home.
“No one is listening to you Fushiguro.” Yuuji tells him as he snaps open the door. He's about to duck inside, but Megumi has one last thing to say.
You're panicking. Is he really going to tell him?
Is he really about to spill, right fucking now, that you shared a kiss?
“Get in the fucking car ya little bastard.” Toji hisses as he grabs under his sons arm and tries to pull him away. Megumi snatches it back and gets closer to you. But he keeps his body positioned so that it's facing Itadori.
“I walked past the sports hall earlier, Yuuji, very interesting presentation I saw through the window.” Megumi smiles evilly. Yuuji slammed the door and gets closer to your bully.
“Shut the hell up,”
“Agreed, shut your fucking mouth.” Toji speaks as he slaps Megumi upside the head. “You deaf kid? I said: get in the fucking car.” he finishes, finally dragging his son around and shoving him into the backseat. “Can’t fucking help yourself, can you? Stop interfering in that girl’s life.” you hear him in the distance before slamming the door and sealing Megumi inside.
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Whatever doubts you had about Yuuji this morning are quickly dashed. He buries them in a coffin and forces the nails in as he practically rips your clothes off your body.
He can’t keep his hands off you.
His gentle fingers caress each and every inch of your body while his lips do the same with soft, peppered kisses.
The days of him thinking you're made of glass seem like a distant memory as he fucks you. The slow, deep, lazy sex you had at your parent’s house is long forgotten.
He's like an animal, really giving it his all as he fucks you from behind. You're screaming and crying into the pillows. He doesn’t fail to tell you how much he loves you, either.
But you already knew that.
You convulse around him, and he empties himself inside of you. It's deep and creamy, and he's enamoured by the equally thick and creamy ring forming around the base of his cock as he kept drilling into you.
And it doesn’t end there.
He doesn’t care that your cunt is stuffed full of his seed. Yuuji pulls you around like a ragdoll as he lies flat against the bed.
His face is your throne.
And you're royalty in his eyes.
“Please princess, please. Need you to sit f’me, okay?” he looks up at you with pleading eyes. Something Yuuji Itadori has never been shy about since the day you met him is his love for eating pussy. In these few months you’ve been dating, you’ve never been let to forget that.
He praises what tasty slick you have, the best he’s ever consumed. So, to have you deny him of his fountain of youth, from his taste of heaven, has been unbearable.
“Need it s’bad baby. Please. Pleaaaase let me taste you.”
Who are you to deny him?
His arms lock around your thighs. You hold one hand against the wall to stabilize yourself and your other laces through his pastel pink locks. You bite your bottom lip as he sucks at your sensitive bead.
He's so needy and desperate; you can tell he hadn’t gotten to enjoy licking at your folds for a few days. It makes you shudder when you feel him suck his cum out of your hole and spit it back in.
“Oh God…” you sigh. Your heart rate soars. You aren’t going to last much longer. But that's a good thing for Yuuji. That’s exactly what he wants. “Yuuji—!” you cry.
His palms slap onto your ass and he pulls your heat closer to his face. He really wants you to sit. He squeezes your flesh tightly, it's a signal for you to cum. He doesn’t dare pull away and risk wasting a second of consuming your flavour as you straddled his head.
You can hear him though.
He’d be saying something like ‘go ahead and cum, princess’ so you do. You hum and groan through the pleasure of his tongue laving and sucking your clit and he loves the way your legs tremble.
You climb off of him and he sits upright. He locks a hand around the back of your head and pulls you in for a crashing intimate kiss. You think he might want to go for another round for a minute, but it slows. He kisses your cheek before turning you around and pulling you to lie down with him. Yuuji plays with your hair and your eyelids feel heavier.
“What was that all about, Yuuji? Not that I’m complaining.”
He wraps his arms around you and kisses into the crown of your head. “Does there need to be a reason? I just love you baby.” he reminds you, kissing you again.
“I love you too.” you smile. But you can’t relax, because something is playing on your mind. It had been playing on your mind the whole car ride home, but you didn’t want to mention it. It was even in the back of your brain while he fucked you into oblivion. “What was Megumi talking about before? The sports hall presentation?” you query.
You feel Yuuji’s body tense up against you.
Maybe you should have kept it to yourself.
“What? Are we listening to Fushiguro now?” he asks, anger clear in his tone.
“No! It’s just—”
He rises to his feet, quickly pulling his clothes back on and heading towards the bedroom door to leave.
Hopefully he’ll tell you in his own time.
His stare is kinder as you approach him later. He welcomes you to join him on the sofa with open arms. So, you hop quickly towards him and sit in his lap. You nestle into his chest as he strokes your body sensually with his thumbs.
“Hey,” he whispers hoping to get your attention without startling you. Your eyes find his, those beautiful hazel hues, and you feel as safe as can be. He looks… sad. His eyes are glossy, and he kisses your forehead forcefully. “What we did today princess, I need to do that every day.” he tells you.
“What do you—?”
“Please, please don’t make me explain. I love you, you get that, right? So please, I need to be with you like that every day.” he tells you. He's literally begging you. Begging for your body every single day. That isn’t something you could promise.
What has gotten into him?
“Yuuji I just don’t—”
“Baby!” he yells. He feels you jump in his arms and pulls you closer into his body again, shushing and cooing.
He’s sorry, he is, he’s really sorry.
He doesn’t know what’s gotten over him, he never ever yells at you.
You don’t understand and he can’t explain just yet.
“You know I’d never make you do anything you don’t wanna, right baby? Just this one thing, I need you to do this for me.” he tells you. His two hands hold your whole face and he looks at you with those pleading eyes. You don’t know what’s going on, but you can’t refuse him when he’s looking at you like that.
“Okay.”
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You do as he asks, every single day.
It’s only Friday, but you wonder how much longer this is going to go on before he gives you the explanation you're patiently waiting for.
But it didn’t come.
He had the perfect opportunity to tell you when you went out for your usual Friday lunch into town, but he chose not to. Instead telling you about his classes.
You kiss him goodbye as you head towards the art building.
Would Fushiguro be so stupid as to think he’s still entitled to share your cubicle space with you?
Yes.
He doesn’t look at you though, maybe he’ll leave you alone today. Although that seems painfully optimistic.
He almost ignores you as you come in and find your seat. But he can’t completely, how could he when you looked like that? You’re always so glamorous and well put together, usually. But today, you’re in sweats with no makeup.
You’d be embarrassed to tell anyone the reason; but the truth is you were so fucked out from Yuuji going to town on you every single night with no reprieve.
“Not looking so high and mighty today, princess.” Megumi mutters. “In fact, you look depressed.” he adds.
“God. My fucking God. Seriously. Christ. Shut the fuck up.” you moan. Maybe the sentence was a little extreme. But with Yuuji keeping secrets and Megumi getting his digs in, you couldn't take it. “Did you... never mind—” you decided to keep schtum.
You wonder for a brief second if the reason Yuuji was so desperate to be intimate with you was because he knew about the kiss. But if he did, you’re sure Megumi would be in a hospital bed rather than in your personal space.
“No, I didn’t. Stop fucking talking about it. It didn’t mean anything so shut your fucking mouth.” Megumi hisses through gritted teeth. “Neither of us want anyone finding out, seems like one thing we agree on, so stop bringing it up.” Megumi finishes.
You nod in agreement. If anyone finds out, you'll be mortified. Although you didn’t do anything wrong – it would seem so much worse than it is since you didn’t immediately confess the truth to Yuuji. Although, he seems to have a dirty secret of his own.
“Interesting that you decided to keep it to yourself, though. Why?” Megumi contradicts himself as he presses for more information. You lean over to him, hissing back at him just as he had to you.
“Don’t you think you’ve blown into my life like a hurricane and fucked up enough?”
You sit back upright as your lecturer approaches your cubicle. He commends how well the two of you are getting along, going as far as to compliment you for taking Megumi under your wing.
You cringe with embarrassment as he mentions the fact you’d discussed him helping you build your sketchbook back up to full health. Megumi smirks at that. Your lecturer leaves you be, and your eyes weld shut as you feel Megumi turn to you with a wicked grin.
“What do you say, princess? Gonna let me help you out?”
“I’d rather die, actually.”
“That can be arranged.”
You scoff, deciding it would be best to focus on your work once again. You need all of the help you can get in restoring it to its former glory.
Your blood freezes over as you feel Megumi’s seat scrape across the floor. He has no reason to get up other than to go to the bathroom or to taunt you.
He brings all of his own equipment and he doesn’t use paint so he had no use for going to the sinks to get water to clean paintbrushes. You jolt as you feel one of his hands rest on your shoulder and the other on your thigh. He lets his head settle carefully on your other shoulder.
He's examining your sketchbook.
“What do you think you’re doing?” you ask him.
“You’ve done more work than I expected in such a short time, especially after your… unfortunate drinking incident.” he hums, the vibrations go through your ear and make you shudder. He smirks at that. “I think you can do better than this.”
“Okay.” you huff. “Now, tell me what you really want.” you utter, it's like he's undeserving of the effort of your breath. Complete derision drips from your tongue.
He turns his head so his mouth is level with your ear; he wants each and every word he speaks to cut deep.
“I was just wondering if Yuuji has told you about the sports hall presentation I stumbled across yet.” he whispers. The soft lilt in his tone tumbles straight into your ear canal. You want to turn and face him, but when your head moves a little you consider that his lips might find yours again.
“Why don’t you tell me Megumi?”
He tuts, and tuts, and tuts some more. “Oh… I couldn’t do that.” he expresses. “You heard my old man tell me not to interfere, right? I’m sure Mister Perfect will tell you when he’s good and ready.”
He's being sarcastic and patronising. But still, he's right. You’re sure he’ll tell you…
All in good time…
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You gather your things and leave class. It actually doesn’t irritate you that Megumi is walking by your side.
He’s quite tolerable when he’s quiet.
You're a little confused when you arrive at the car park. Yuuji’s car is nowhere to be seen. Toji’s is, though. He steps out to say hello to you again.
“Somethin’ wrong sweetheart?” he wonders.
“Yuuji’s car isn’t here, I don’t—”
“Get in, I’ll take you home.” he says as he opens a door for you to hop in. You nod in agreement. But you think you better text Yuuji in case he comes back to find you.
Having Toji around is really coming in handy for you.
And maybe, just maybe, it’ll help Megumi work through his issues too.
The car ride is awkward as Megumi refuses to speak. Toji makes him sit in the back, like a little kid.
His dad doesn’t care that he's pouting, though. He's being sweet and talkative, asking you about your day and your classes. He picks up on your appearance too, but he isn’t rude about it. He simply asks if everything is okay, and you nod.
You think so, at least.
He waves goodbye through the window as you get out of the car. You're staring at your front door as Megumi gets out and sits in the front. They drive away, and you're still staring.
Why were you so nervous?
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Your stomach sinks as you enter the bedroom you share with your boyfriend. He halts all movements and he looks like a deer in headlights.
He's… packing.
Why the fuck is he packing?
“You’re leaving me—?” you ask him.
“No! Baby, I didn’t want you to find out like this that’s why I came home early.” he tells you as he comes closer to you, but you back away, and it made his heart ache. You’ve never avoided his touches before, you’ve never evaded his desire to love you. “Please let me just—”
“You are. Oh my God! You’re fucking leaving me!” you cry. He's rambling about how badly you need to listen to him, to hear him out. But you can’t. “It's really something that I should have trusted Fushiguro over you.” you spit. You immediately regret saying it, but it's too late to take it back now.
“What the fuck did you just say?”
“Don’t dare try and take the moral fucking high ground when you’re packing your bags to run out on me.” you clap back. He runs his fingers through his hair and sits with his head in his hands on the side of the bed. “You know what?” you ask as you drop to your knees. “I’ll help you pack.” you lie, zipping up his suitcase and picking it up to throw down the stairs.
“Stop it! Put it down!” Yuuji shouts. He wraps his arms around your body so you could do nothing but wriggle and writhe against him.
“Let me go! I hate you! I fucking hate you, Yuuji!” you bawl as you do all you can to get free. Tears stream down your face as you lie to him. You just want to hurt him like he's hurting you.
But it's not just hurting him.
It's killing him to hear you say something so vile.
He knows you don’t mean it, but it's still the worst pain he’s ever felt.
He manages to pull you down onto the bed and subdue you. His eyes water as you burst into loud, unforgiving tears and cover your face. He’s gone about things in the worst possible way. He should have known it would turn out like this, but he really thought he was doing the right thing.
“Baby.” he whispers.
You uncover your face and he was hovers above you. You stop crying for a moment, and he hates how bright and shiny your face was with glittering tears.
It’s his fault.
And yet, for some reason your heart is racing. His face lowers and your hands clasp around the back of his head. Your swollen puffy lips found his in a deep, bruising kiss. You feel all of the air in your lungs escape. You couldn’t get enough of him. How could you say you hate him when you there is so much tension between you to kiss him like this?
But you remember his suitcase and push him away. You swipe the back of your hand over your lips and gather your breath.
“What the fuck is wrong with you, why did you kiss me? Stay the fuck away from me Yuuji.” you pant, your tears breaking free again.
“BABE! Please! You’re so fucking stubborn will you let me talk?” he yellS. “I’m not fucking leaving you, I promise. Not like you think, I need you to let me explain.” he states. You're receptive, but still terrified.
“Not like I think?”
He opens his arms, inviting you inside. You're hesitant, but allow it. He lets out a little chuckle and shakes his head when you ask him if he’s met another girl.
You are and will always be the only girl for him.
He pulls you both down, so you're lying on your sides with your heads on the soft pillows. Your eyes focus on his as you allow him to speak.
“The presentation Fushiguro was talking about, it was about a trip. And it’s mandatory.” he tells you.
This is the best possible outcome.
He isn’t leaving you and he hasn’t met someone else.
Did he really think you were going to go crazy over a weekend trip?
“I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want us both to be upset about me leaving. I just wanted to love you as much as I could and have as much sex as possible before I had to go.” he sniffles.
That’s not the type of thing you say when you’re only leaving for a weekend. Your lip wobbles and your eyes filled again.
This is killing him.
He doesn’t want to fucking go. He doesn’t.
“How long will you be gone?” you weep. His eyes close as he tries to hold back his own tears. He isn’t ignoring you, but he knows as soon as he answers it's real. “How long Yuuji.” you whimper.
He breathes. Tears leave his eyes silently, but he quickly wipes them away. “Three months.” he answers, his voice cracked and broken. You break down into tears again and he hugs you closer to him. How are you going to live without him for three whole months? “I’m so- I’m so s-sorry.” he mutters, trying to control his breaking voice.
“Where will you— How far are you g-going?”
“It’s um, a tour of Europe.”
You feel your heart tear and tear with each sentence he speaks.
You’ll be alone in the house with no one to come home to and cuddle each day and night. No one to talk about your day with or tell you about their own. You’ve had relationships end and felt less pain than this.
He's quite literally your other half. The only person who could possibly complete the puzzle of your heart and you're losing that for three months.
“Please just uh- I need you to,” he stumbles over his words. Unable to process what he was actually about to ask, to speak. “Please tell me you don’t really hate me. You don’t, do you? I love you, I love you. Please, I need you to tell me you don’t really hate me…” he speaks with minimal voice breakage.
Tears roll out of his eyes but he manages to keep strong. You, however, are a mess. How could you say something so abhorrent to the man you love, the person you loved more than anything in the world? You wrap your body around him. Crying into him heavily and kiss him all over.
“I love you Yuuji, I’m so so sorry.” you blubber. “I could never hate you. I’m sorry, Yuuji I’m so fucking sorry. I love you; I do. I really fucking love you.”
You're sick. You don’t want to eat, to go to the bathroom, to sleep. You don’t want to waste a single second of time with him.
“I have to leave on Sunday.” he speaks into your hair, almost silencing his voice. After tonight you have one day together. One day before he leaves you for three months.
“I feel like I’m dying.” you confess. He kisses your neck before speaking again.
“I know. Me too.”
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Sweet Death- (Yandere!Phantom Troupe x Autistic!Chubby!Reader)
Random idea I had and felt like writing down. Tell me if y'all want more from this vein and what direction you think it should take.
Warnings; yandere behavior, obsessive behavior, possessive behavior, troupe tries to cause a lot of mischief, intense masking, fem reader (tell me if y'all want a male reader or non-binary), creepy creature appearance,
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"Wait, so you PAID for them?"
"Yeah."
"But, why?"
"Piss off! Lady was nice."
Feitan snapped in his usual short manner of speaking, a glare on his face as Pakunoda bothered him. They had business in the airport and Feitan stopped to swipe some sweets. What they didn't expect was that Feitan actually paid for the food he got and was defending his uncharacteristic behavior.
Feitan was the most easily irritated, so it came as a surprise that whomever he interacted with did not anger him. What was even more of a surprise was that Feitan actually seemed to be behaving in a polite way to someone. The only one Feitan was polite to- and they use the term loosely- was the Boss of the Troupe.
Pakunoda was interested to learn more about the unusual woman that had enthralled Feitan enough to actually get the short-tempered man to pay instead of stealing, but she knew that he wouldn't tolerate any more questions. Instead, she endeavored to find out more about this woman on her own.
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"Wait... What was I doing?"
"You were wondering what you wanted to order from here."
"Oh, right!"
It had been at least six times that the soft woman behind the counter had to remind the ever forgetful Shizuku of what she was doing. Six times that Shizuku had also changed her mind on what she wanted.
Franklin, who was accompanying the other Troupe member was actually getting annoyed with her because he just wanted to leave and meet up with the other members. There were certainly times where he had great patience but it was not one of those times for him. Even though he was getting annoyed, the woman behind the counter seemed calm and happy even as she had to change the order yet again.
"Sorry about her, she has terrible memory."
"It's no trouble, truly. There are greater tragedies in life than a bit of uncertainty and adjusted orders."
Franklin felt a pleasant surprise to hear such wisdom from someone he wouldn't even think twice about. The unusual and understanding way she seemed to approach the situation was odd, as most just got short tempered with Shizuku or even refused to adjust with her ever bouncing memory. Though he wanted to just move on, he felt compelled to stay, if only to see how long that patience would last.
"Wait... What did I order?"
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"Think anyone would notice if I just stabbed someone?"
"Doubt it. I bet no one would blink if I fell down this escalator right now."
Uvogin had a wide grin even as he shifted his weight backwards, anticipating hitting the metal moving stairs but instead, landed on something soft.
"Woah there! Are you alright?"
He slowly looked up to see a soft looking woman with kind (e/c) eyes and a concerned expression on her face. To Uvogin, he felt as if he landed on the softest pillow to exist, feeling the nice warm body holding him up with a gentle touch. All words and coherent thought left his mind as he slowly blinked, trying to compose himself.
"..."
"Are you okay, sir?"
"Yeah! Yeah. I- uh... Fell backwards. Don't know why."
"No worries! I'm glad you're okay. Usually it's the vertigo that gets people, just don't look up too far and you should be good."
Uvogin didn't really want to move, but as soon as he and the woman got to the top of the escalator, he quickly got up. The woman smiled sweetly and tried to help stand him up despite his rather massive size. When he was upright, she chirped out a farewell and quickly departed, leaving Uvogin standing with a dumbfounded expression on his face.
"Yeah... Bye... See you later..."
It took a rough shake from Phinks to make Uvogin snap back to attention, feeling like he had been dunked in cold water. He had to tear his eyes away from where the woman had been standing, feeling confused as if he was coming out of some kind of haze. Uvogin had to literally shake his head to clear the odd brain-fog that had consumed him, glancing where the woman disappeared to.
"... D'you think she digs tall guys?"
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"C'mon sweetcheeks. Just give me your number."
Machi glared at the man who was trying to heckle her into giving him her number. Though the troupe was trying to lay low before they put their plan into motion, Machi had half a mind to just outright kill the man. It was while she was weighing her options that a voice suddenly cut in.
"She said 'no', take that as your answer and leave."
Both looked over to see a soft looking woman with a clear frown set on her lips, seeming as if she were ready to fight at a moment's notice. Machi was surprised to see the feisty woman but the man seemed annoyed and sighed as if he were being told to do something distasteful.
"I get it, Fatty, you want a chance with me too. I don't usually like fat chicks, but-"
"But you're going to walk your happy ass in the direction of your flight or the exit before I get security to drag you by the taint out of here."
"You really think you can talk to me like-"
"I can and will talk to you like the piece of trash you are if you don't leave her the hell alone."
"Fine, fucking fat bitch."
"That's Ms. Fucking-Fat-Bitch to you."
Machi was surprised that someone so soft was so immune to insults, not to mention the fact that the guy actually fucked off. She made a mental note to single that guy out and get rid of him when she next had the chance, turning to the soft woman for the time being.
"I appreciate it. He was not taking 'no' as an answer."
"Yeah, guys usually think they can bully everyone into doing what they want if they act like their brain is in their testicles. Some don't even have to act."
The flat and almost annoyed tone the woman used made Machi actually let out a soft laugh, more than humored by the odd woman that had helped her. As she looked over the woman she realized that this must be the one the others in the group had been talking about. Certainly, the woman matched the description of the one the other Spiders had been discussing and Machi could see why the other Troupe members she had spoken to were so enthralled.
Perhaps she should tell the others of her similar experience.
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Chrollo stood in the line of traveling people, having heard quite a bit about a rather unusual character who the Troupe had encountered several times. He had decided it was time for him to see what the woman was like firsthand. Based off of the testimony of other members, this woman either had manipulative nen or she was a gem among common people. Either way, he wanted to know whatever he could about her.
As he approached the woman in question- she was working the cash-register at one of the shops in the airport- he focused his eyes to see potential nen. What he saw was far from what he had expected.
Based off of her general aura, her nen bled off of her in an uncontrolled way instead of the way it was supposed to. On top of her nen being rather wild- making it clear she had no control over it and likely was unaware of it- something was noticeably wrong. Where abilities often formed as small spirits or beings, a more than intimidating creature stood behind her.
The being was far taller than the woman, even taller than Uvogin. It seemed to be a horribly emaciated humanoid with skin that writhed like worms were beneath the surface and searching for a meal. The skin- as translucent and paper thin as it was- seemed a sickly blue and purple, much like blooming bruises across the surface. It was shrouded in what could only be described as a shawl of shadows, face concealed beneath the rolling darkness. Though it's face was hidden, Chrollo could feel the eyes of the wretch staring out at him. In the beast's hand was a sickle often used for cultivating grain. The curved crescent blade seemed to be soaked in a dripping red ooze that moved slowly and without purpose, the leather handle held by elongated and bony fingers. Everything about the beast was wrong on a fundamental level.
Though the creature was frightening and clearly stronger than most normal nen abilities, it remained a loyal and silent sentinel over the soft woman's shoulder. It was obvious- to Chrollo at least- that the beast was brought to heel by the soft woman even if it seemed she was completely unaware of it. The contrast of the two beings was extreme and made Chrollo wonder just how the woman's nen was released and why it had taken such a vicious shape.
The more Chrollo watched, the more he realized that small amounts of the nen of others was drawn forward and consumed by the being, no doubt fueling the nen of its master. It was difficult to look away from the beast, despite how hard Chrollo tried, noticing the aloof nature of the creature disappear suddenly, becoming acutely aware as if it knew Chrollo could see it. A low hiss came from the beast as Chrollo stepped forward, next in line despite how far from reality he felt.
"Hi there!"
The chirped words paired with the oddly sweet way the woman said it gave Chrollo pause, not expecting such a greeting from someone with a disfigured and distorted reaper as their nen. Though she smiled, the smile never reached her eyes. Chrollo knew a social mask when he saw one, and he had to admit it was rather convincing. He could see why so many of the Troupe had become enamored with her and interested in her, his own observations thus far giving him a similar interest.
Even as he gave a random order he had no intention of keeping, the woman smiled and ensured to behave as if she were truly happy to assist. Chrollo had yet to reach a stage where he was fully believable to everyone with his own social mask, but even he had to admit that her mask was significantly more nuanced than his own. From the short interaction he had with her, he knew the woman was unique and had something to her that seemed to catch the interest of numerous Troupe members, himself included.
When he walked away from the quaint little shop and back to the Troupe, his mind was already working to parse out what he wanted to do. Surely the Troupe would follow his lead, but he wanted to hear their thoughts on the odd woman and her nen. Pakunoda could share the various experiences other members had and it would allow the group to have a more unanimous vote, but he had already settled on what he thought.
It was just a matter of what the Troupe thought now.
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