#turns out its not finished yet

[wasyago]

the brainrot won

#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without- #distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just- #super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff #i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i- #read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :( #SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!! #but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little- #break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think #ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for- #designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much... #WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to #umm. tags. #new life smp #smallishbeans #mythical sausage #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #smajor1995 #inthelittlewood #my art #sketch

[hmm-paper-clip]

Otay !!!!!!!!

#Your turn to die #Yttd #Yttd fanart #Gin ibushi #Yttd gin #Rio ranger #Yttd rio ranger #I keep feeling like I missed smth so if I did miss smth just know its probably bc i rlyyyy wanted to finish this #Idk I've just been doodling a little. Haven't finished anything I feel like ?? Idk. #I think I need to replay yttd. Idk #They came out with more mini episodes which I haven't played ANY of yet #But the Sara one has Joe in another casual outfit. I'm gonna CY

[thepringlesofblood]

anyone else having to go through fhjy at a snail's pace bc every time there's a teacher-student interaction (even the positive ones!) you want to set something on fire because of how much you hate high school and american academic culture and it throws you back to the Bad Old Days of actually being in high school, but also you really like fantasy high and you really like the characters and their story and the players and the way they're exploring & critiquing the US school system and basically everything about the show but actually watching it makes your brain explode?

#dimension 20 #d20 #fhjy #fantasy high junior year #original post #look every time porter comes on screen i lowkey have a rage blackout #my hyperempathetic ass needs to watch recaps or read the transcripts or something #its too goddamn much #bc fantasy high has never actually been about like. the academics #but now that it is and now that aguefort is functioning more as a prestigious private school than as a lawless wasteland #its actually bringing back memories of me being in high school. the bad ones. #so its like. it turns out that the thing i liked about fantasy high was that it wasn't actually high school as i remember it #look i think what they're doing this season is genius #brennan is the perfect person to tackle this kind of topic #and each character has a different struggle that is both unique and yet resonates with the real world #and academic trauma is incredibly underdiscussed and i love that d20 has the guts to address it #i just need to take 3-5 business days to process every like. hour of content #so. we'll see how long it takes me to finish it

[dailypokemoncrochet]

FOTH Toedscool!!

I wanted to do something kinda simple but new so this guy seemed perfect!! He got squiggly lil legs~~~

#pokemon #crochet #amigurumi #pokemon crochet #art #artists on tumblr #pkmnart #fiber art #foth #fresh off the hook #that means i just finished this one! #turns out i hadnt moved one to pokemon home yet #so i based this on a flat image #didn't realize till i was almost done that the head spots are different from tentacool in that they arent bulgy #next one i make ill do the yellow spots in line with the pink so its all flat #haha but oh man look at him squiggly legs #toedscool

[sugarwyns]

ohhh the dlc outfits are sososo cute!! :'))

#havent played too far into release yet but its ok i have this weekend >:) #i never finished act 3 during the last update so i think im gonna keep playing this one out then make a new file for nova #and then turn this one into idk a free for all file LOL #i wanna see the added stuff in earlygame!! but i also want to see postmarriage/story stuff and kids :') #mtas #nova #mtas builder #my time at sandrock #also this is random but i usually dont buy dlc for games #esp cosmetics just bc im always worried if theyre gna be worth it or not #BUT I DID NOT HESITATE TO BUY THESE ONCE I SAW THEM

[phantomrose96]

So I know this isn't anything that like actually needs an apology but it'll make me feel a bit better to say it. Oof whoops this ABoT chapter is super late. Timing kinda sucks since I wanted to have some updates out while s3 was airing but

Been kinda mega busy and stressed since October with the whole condo buying thing which rolled right into immediate day 0 plumbing and boiler issues I had to get fixed and general moving hassle and financial commitment stress and I kinda just fried myself hard. Plus then acclimating to a new place without my familiar street or familiar grocery store or familiar room or any of that. Like there's no "just go home and take your mind off it" to this cuz home is the "it". So I'm just kinda enduring until I can calm the hell down.

And anyway I definitely have progress on ch47, like 7000-ish words of it, but it's the kind of like "there is writing there" and hasn't exactly hit the "there is substance there" that I want ABoT chapters to be. Like this in particular is a chapter I want to be good, not just be done. So it's taking time to get my brain somewhere that can do that.

#anyway #i mean just in case anyone was like wondering if its discontinued to anything #its still going i just can't make it Good quite yet #(plus i need to get furniture cuz as it stands the place is really quite empty and bare except for like my room and the kitchen) #(also the bank had my address wrong so they havent been able to send me any of the mortgage information which was technically due already) #(ive been in contact with them but it's a whole thing) #(plus im still not quite finished with all the utility switching. i still need to get water in my name) #(and the boiler issue fucked up my gas bill so now ive got a crazy high gas bill i just need to... pay) #(i have actually started seeing a therapist but thats a whole other Thing now figuring out insurance and deductables and using my HSA #account and just... it's a lot) #(oh also my homeowner's insurance policy number doesn't actually work for getting me into the online portal. and the geico guy said he was #looking into it but I havent heard anything in a while) #(its a lot im just gonna melt for a while i guess) #(plus all the upfront stress has made it really hard to associate the new place as 'home' instead of 'place of great many plumbing evils') #(i sat on like 4 million couches this week and the only one i really really like probably doesn't quite fit in my living room) #(the downstairs neighbors tv is too loud and i need to talk to her about it in a way which isn't 'hey im holding on by a thread and this #one small inconvenience is the thing which is making me turn into ash') #(oh thats right i have to go pay my january HOA dues...) #(oh also I need to file for the owner-occupied tax exemption thing now that its 2023) #anyway......... ill be normal eventually. im just not normal right now. #chrissy speaks

[mc-tummy-blur]

The Persona 3 remake is real. Being called Persona 3 Reload made me realize it's matching up with the title format of Persona 5 Royal. P3R and P5R. If they make a Persona 4 remake (which honestly seems inevitable now, just far off, I'm sure), it'll probably have R in the title as well.

I'm predicting (hoping actually) that it's called Persona 4 Rerun.

#persona #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #persona 4 #atlus #mctalks #i havent finished either game yet though in more closer to being done with 3 #but im excited to see how it turns out #my one fear is that they heavily whitewash the dark-skinned poc #please for the love of god dont whitewash them i will literally not play the game if they do #anyway i sent a text joking with my sister that it should be called persona 4 rerun #but then right after i realized that its actually a good title

[bitegore]

god i really forgot that every business management professor specifically is the most unpleasant human being alive for no good reason. i have two business classes with like econ and accounting professors respectively and those look fine and then oh my god if i have to go back to this class with this professor i think i might actually kill myself

#red rambles #she's not. *mean*. she is. um. fucking. i think condescendiing is the word #she made us do a kahoot in class on questions we didn't know explicitly because she knew we didn't know them. i hate kahoots #she went through the syllabus like we were children which. fine whatever every professor does that it's why i hate the first class #but she also kept going off topic to give us life advice. never give me life advice ill fucking kill you #im really not sure what else was my fucking problem but i genuinely felt like i was being psychologically tortured #also i have done one of the several assignments for the class already and they're babyshit but its going to be one of my most #busywork heavy classes and she wants us doing discussion questions every fucking week #and i have to download yet another fucking app for her class #and i need it for my degree plan but oh my GOD. i need to get the fuck out of it #im gonna try and find a different session of the class taught by a different professor and switch in #do you know how much i have to hate a class if im willing to eat two entire finished homework assignments to get out of it #eta. i take it with this professor or i take it with a different professor i know and already know i cant stand #who is also going to work us like dogs unlike this prof who is going to apparently treat us like we are 14 years old #i guess its not college if i'm not being forced to experience psychological torment for an hour and a half every couple days lol #ill just have to like eat something before that class and do my best to fortify myself before i go in and turn evil

[bugflies00]

have a c!clingy animatic wip that i dont know when/if the finished product will ever see the light of day

song : seventeen from the heathers musical (sorry)

#dream smp #mcyt #tommyinnit #tubbo #clingy duo #dream smp fanart #mcyt fanart #tommyinnit fanart #tubbo fanart #clingy duo fanart #animatic #animation #alex.arts.jpg #this already took 10 hours Helpme #also this is a rly rough wip like i havent done the colours yet its not gonna look like that if it does get finished #some of the frames r actual stickmen rip #also !! when its white that means its flashbacks to their younger selves #also imovie FUCKED ME OVER bc it turns out the format it uses ISNT THE SAME SIZE AS MY CANVAS so thats why everythings so badly cropped

[caruliaa]

starship au thts the same except the planet its set on is pnf404 and bug is a pikmin. the characters r the same characters theyre just like pikmin creatures and the starship rangers r like hocotations or koppaites and also maybe the rescue corp instead of the starship rangers but maybe not bc the rescue corp randomly going to a planet makes no sense actually makes a lot more sense for it to be hocotaite frieght or like. the koppaites going to pnf404 for fruit maybe but honestly they can still just be the starship rangers but pikmin version. the point is it wld be so slay . whos with me .

#sorry i watched starship for the first time yesterday and this is ofc on of my first thoughts #i have pikmin brain rn i need to play it but i share a switch w my siblings nd its rota system of who gets it and its not my turn rn #which is literally fine the actual problem is i felt this way last week then when i got the switch i only played katamari and totk #bc i havent finished totk yet and im trying to unlock all the cousins. but i also have barely started pikmin 2 #and havent finished the sage leaflings levels in pikmin 4 #anyway not the point. the point is this au wld be so so good whos with meee. WHOS WITH ME ! #i shld draw it some day if i start making digital art again lol #starship starkid #starship #starkid #pikmin #flappy rambles #at least at one point ill like. assign all the insect characters to pikmin creatures . yk #but also like if anyone else out there with this niche oversection of interests has ideas for an au like this #pls feel free to share em i wanna see themmm #itd mostly be an au for like. idk visuals aesthetics or w/e but idcc itd be cute okayyy

[rifter-pride]

i've been digging thru old backed up writing and found some scrapped lore i never finished but still kinda like so i'm gonna do the impossible

tidy it up and finish it

#the one i'm working on is the original form of 'on a wander' #which was originally going to be when amos was a bit younger than he ended up being in the final story and involve haj as well #but i ended up turning it into on a wander instead for. i don't remember why. magdaw reasons one assumes #not that anyone could ever tell bc this story is as yet unposted but on a wander refers to things from its earlier iteration #so now i am finishing that earlier iteration up i'm like i'll just. make this be the followup to on a wander instead #it's fun having to retrofit the ideas that started in this draft and ended up seeing the light of day in on a wander #ouroboros ass story #i also have to go reread on a wander to [checks notes] ensure consistency across body horror. solemn nod #i really love amos. i have to write more stuff about amos. he's a good boy #i have some vague ideas about him journeying all the way to the plateau and seeing the cloudsong. my original plan w/amos was that #he basically has very high luck and wanderlust as a survival adaptation. he goes places #meets everyone. has a good time bc very lucky. and learns leagues more stuff than he would in a normal lifetime #so originally i wanted to just do stories about him traveling the wasteland and ultimately various regions of the world just. #vibin and hangin out with fellow freaks. ah well. one thing at a time

[salsflore]

#fretting over my future once more. i’m afraid i might actually kms if i go back to a regular school but i’m worried i’ll completely #fuck up my chances of getting into a university if i don't #turning to that cursed website Quora . i can’t do this i’m just TERRIFIED i’ll fuck up and only realize it a year down the line #i don’t want to think about what hasn’t even happened yet but i can’t just blissfully ignore the possible consequences either #i hate that this happened to me. i already had a Plan. a straightforward idea of what i was going to do and then i get ARRESTED omggg #why is it me that has to have my life disrupted like this‚ right? i hope hope hope things will turn out okay in the end but i am just sad #about everything that’s ever happened to me #i want to do the private candidate thing so badly but it means not finishing the last 2 yrs of highschool #i’d still technically be learning tbe same things but its more about the certificate or whatever that comes with it #and the friends‚ too .... #of course you only do this to me when i am almost at the finish line and ive found people i click with! thank you 👍🏻 salamat sa lahat 🤗 #i need to do more research on the topic before freaking out . but i'm just. eugh so so sososososo sad #💭 #negative #cw vent #edit: it is becoming more and more likely that finishing my edu in a regular school would be the best option but AHHH #i really. i really cant emphasize how much i dont want that for myself. i hate it #i miss my home so terribly. but whatever i guess! #also i relapsed so thats kind of a bummer ... #cw self harm

[mejomonster]

To get good at telling stories... writing stories... one must... practice by writing stories ;-;

#rant #i tell u what i think id have functioned well in a wrbnovel publishing format. but i dont think #any good sites for that exist in english as of yet? (i think theres one but its contract is Yikes i heard) #but just like. the idea of publishing chapter ever 1-2 weeks until youre done. maybe 20 chapters maube 2000. maybr you never finish. #most of the chapters free and maybe idk you make some advertizing money on ads viewed on your chapter page. or make the last couple extras #paid only idk. but the big thing? the point im getting to - sorry i got lost in the sauce - #my point is: you probably DO write shit at first. or write fine with some SHIT ARCS or rushed chapters to hit ur weekly updates #and 5 years from then youll look back and wanna overhaul some of those fucking stories (weve seen many a jjwxc writer revise later). #but wow will you have practiced writing a LOT. #youll have 100k 500k 1 million 5 million words worth of writing under your belt in a few years #and youll probably be a hell of a lot better at knowing how to make more chaptwrs on average interezsting and Building Consistently to your #main plot and arcs. you'll probably get much bettwr at raw scheduling of wriitng and pre-planning that works for you and structure mapping #youll have a much better idea of your personal strengths whrn you need to lean on them for a rough month when your story's turned #into a mess. youll value your own writing more (i hope) cause LOOK how much you fucking accomplished. #like. npss? dmbjs author? idk about others but i can definitely see the improvement in wriitng skill #between dmbj book 1 and the recent heihua book and mountain village book #(in terms of style in word choice. and goals for the story set out to be told) #i look at priest and newer novels by priest are as impressive as any literary novel ive ever analysed #(and older ones while i also love i do see their slightly rougher word choice and how some were executed a bit #more up and down/not as tightly) #i just. agh. i am :c feeling that ill probably write 200k words this year #and none of it will be as good as i want. but i NEED to write these first 200k #because the only way i get better. get to the way i want to write. is to make the progress of improvement with this first 200k. #ToT fun fact i wrote 170k words this year. WOW. and maybe 400k words of fanfic in the 4 years prior (so 100k words on average) #i know i am imptoving. i just gotta keep at it. #also? annoying i cant focus my attention lmao. 160k words is mkre than enough to finish a 1st draft novel #but me? i split those among like 20 projects this year. so the novel most written so far is still only at 40k #and im probably going to need 60k more words to finish it

[ssspringroll]

i DID fix waay'los' dick btw. had to touch up the uv mapping cuz it was distorting body hair weird and while i was in there i had to redo the weights anyway (since they dont export with the mesh, thanks s4s) i also repositioned it slightly so it will work better with animations. it aint perfect but it will get the job done 👍

oh and like weeks ago i made a gradient overlay for it so i can get a little more use out of it cuz it was Just For Waay'los in my mind but now its got rainbow overlays. it could be for anybody. Waay'los' is blue now 👍

#i barely use ww for the animations anyway i pretty much just want the uncensored nudity/body selector lol #its just an extra layer of customizability for my freaks that i love #hence why i collected all the minigiles stuff #and am fixing it up #but i also have all those bad dragon objs #and maybe after i finish fixing all the old minigiles stuff i wanna tweak i will have finally figured out how to turn those into ww parts #i dont think all of them will convert well. #but there was a good chunk of maybe 5 or 6 that would work pretty ok #i think. i dont know i have yet to successfully convert even 1. #but i will keep at it. #lucky for me the first one alphabetically IS one of the ones that looks like itll be easy to convert so i was really set up for success lol #simoleon

[ravenxbones]

🎃 PUMPKINHEART WISHES YOU A HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2023! 🎃

plain version under the cut!

#warrior cats #warriors #warriors oc #oc tag #hallowclan #pumpkinheart #i thought i wouldn't be getting anything out for halloween this year tbh like i didn't have any writing done #and the drawing i was TRYING to do made me so frustrated and was turning out so bad that i new i wasn't going to have time to finish it #like i would have had to either put in SO much work to fix it or completely start over. either way i didn't have time #soooooo i changed what i was going to do to something simpler. and its still thematic because pumpkinheart and her whole clan are already #halloween themed :) yay #anyways. hope you guys still like it #even though its not the halloween killjoys drawing i HAD been planning. boo #also hi. i'm queuing this at 3 am #and i am terrified. of mcr doing something. if i seem calm rn it is because now at 3 am nothing has happened yet. #so if something HAS happened when you see this know that i am not doing well. thanks

[makeitlookdecent]

end of year "colors" (sketch)

#wip #yes she's straight cheat- uh #she's helping him help //her// by checking his cards while he's distracted <3 #and strange came back with food. truly the highlight of unusual's night #anyway hows this? i tried doing a more wacky perspective like i did that one year #but it was difficult because all i saw was Wrong(tm) #truly the worse part about...being able to see more #so instead this; which i hope is a still intresting comp! #i tried overlapping things and making closer things bigger and also the #the vanishing thing i did with white! it pissed me off (skill issue; you understand) but i liked how it's turning out! #im thinking though im not doing a good job on the carpet just yet #the table is what im basing the perspective on and its throwing me off #but god i love the table you get me? it looks like cube :) friendly round cube #oh..i didnt add the line depth thing at this point yet(thicker lines for closer things) #anyway i'mma schedule this because just in case i dont finish it by uuh; lets say the 31st because why not? #this can be my last year...sketch; yeah lets go with that #edit from future: i like how im doing the window. reminds me of when i liked how a sink i did turned out. im truly so simple minded.