#trying to make myself relevant

[tenowls]

teacher getou au...... wauh

#jujutsu kaisen #geto suguru #gojo satoru #itadori yuuji #kugisaki nobara #fushiguro megumi #teacher getou au #satosugu #fanart #very funny how gojo leaves both yuuji and yuuta on their first mission hssdjshjdd #i know hes technically watching but. these kids do not know anything abt jujutsu at that point and theyre also KIDS. worst teacher HKSDKSD #anyway. been trying to look for fics but haven’t been able to find one i wanna read so i was like ok I’ll do it myself #however i am not a good writer so. DRAWINGS OF RANDOM LITTLE SCENES WILL HAVE TO DO #i want a plot focused fic w a side of shipping…. blease if anyone out there has any recs #as in like. the shipping written in a way that’s relevant to the plot #i want to see the rammies explored. yknowyknow #what happened differently in the aftermath of rikos death to make getou want to be a teacher instead #how is jjk0 different without him as the main antagonist and who does kenjaku take as a host #how does shibuya play out #how are both he and gojo different as characters #having grown up into adulthood together #getou as gojo’s moral compass etc #YKNOWYKNOW #i am aware that to explore all of that would be a monster of a fic which is probably why it does not exist (to my knowledge) but #IF THERES ANY FICS OUT THERE THAT EXPLORE EVEN SOME OF IT. PLEASE SEND THEM MY WAY #EVEN A FUN LITTLE CASEFIC WHERE THEY GO ON A QUICK MISSION OR SMTH #AS LONG AS THERES PLOT #another theoretical fic i would like to read is canonverse post-shibuya but like with a plot that makes sense #jjk my favourite mediocre shounen battle manga. could be so much better. has anyone attempted this #that one post thats like im not a hater im a dismayer. thats me

[contagious-watermelon]

so what is it with people being incapable of talking about, thinking about, raising awareness for aromanticism without bringing up asexuality. why are we acting as if aromanticism is just some special status buff for aces

#aromantic #aro #aroace #aroallo #lgbt #sorry I'm not even aroallo ive just gotten fed up with people not being able to shut up about asexuality when I'm trying to find aro stuff #to relate to #or books to read #or even trying to find aro advocacy stuff #technically i probably am aroace but tbh i really dont want to call myself that largely bc of this #I'm aromantic and thats the important part #my sexuality (or lack thereof) just isnt relevant and people keep trying to make it be

[edge-oftheworld]

'shallow hearts for shallow minds that ache to be alive' the chokehold you have on me

#literally keep finding new relevance for this one line #like. in my life. in christianity; surprisingly. in the way it kinda resolves the bridge of starting line on luke's part #we fall apart and redefine what keeps you up at night->also that #basically this is just an incredible bridge all around. a true pivotal point #like. just existing in a world of people who prefer to stay in a fraction of the depth you (read: I) naturally do and trying to be myself #all through that. not letting having to conform rob me of my own existence and experiences and the fact that not everyone sees everything #it doesn't make it any less real #why are we not talking about this song more in our predictions for lh2? #take my hand #5sos5 #luke hemmings #5sos #5 seconds of summer

[femboykaz]

Hi hello I have a question for the Six of Crows fanartists*, if anyone happens to see this and wants to answer

*for the purposes of the question, this means literally anyone who's drawn Kaz using his cane (specifically as a mobility aid, not a weapon) at least once, even if you've never shared it

(But also if anyone wants to ramble about any aspect of their art or artmaking process regardless of if it relates to this please feel free to do so I love when people to talk about the things they enjoy)

Ok anyway on to the question: How do y'all decide on the direction Kaz holds his cane?

Because I've noticed some art shows him holding it the typical way --- so the long part of the handle (the beak of the crow skull/head) points behind him --- but a lot of pieces show him holding it like… flipped around? Backwards from the typical hold? I'm not sure how best to "label" it, but it would have the beak (long part of the handle) pointing forward/in front of him, instead of behind

(I think I've also seen some where he holds it sideways?? But I can't actually find any now so I might be wrong on that)

Anyway I'm just curious since it seems to be fairly mixed as to which one an artist or individual artwork uses

EDIT for clarification, in case anyone sees this without my reblog: there's nothing wrong with drawing the backwards hold!!** You can use a cane this way and many of us do at least sometimes; it has a different feel (at least it does to me) but it's absolutely useable with both the typical and ''backwards'' grip. This wasn't meant to be a criticism of accuracy or anything, I genuinely am just curious :)

**disclaimer that I don't know if it works with every type of walking cane/style of handle, but it does with the style I use and I feel like every design of Kaz's cane and the handle that I've seen is pretty similar in shape, so

#tbh I've been wondering about this for. Awhile. but I'm trying to make myself feel a little better so I'm actually asking now #because apparently being annoying on tumblr is a thing I do #idk if this will actually reach anyone who wants to answer but eh #did I even word this in a way that makes sense? I hope it makes sense #kaz brekker #six of crows #sorry to stick this in the tags but I think? it's fine? #I mean it is relevant so

[skitskatdacat63]

Lmfao my mom was getting on me abt not having enough to do this upcoming semester so I decided ah okay I'll add another class. And that's perfectly fine. But the one I picked results in the majority of my schedule being generally unaffected and still lax, but my Thursday being absolutely fucked.

For reference, on every other day I'd spend like less than four hours in class/commuting(anywhere from zero hours to almost four), but Thursday, its almost 9 hours combined 😭 which is like fine with me, but I think ill despise thursdays after this, AND MY BIRTHDAY IS ON A THURSDAY :(

#she doesnt like the fact that im practically free on Fridays #<- online class that doesnt meet on that day #so ah i hope this balances out sjkfkflg #the way scheduling in my school works has such a weird affect #my mon/wens/fri are gonna be so chill and then tues/thurs is just....something #it makes it worse bcs one of my classes only takes place for a section of the semester #and that class is mon/wens so im only gonna be online after that #though i still think ill have to meet w that professor bcs there is in fact reasoning for that class to be so short lasting #but tues and thurs is just stuff that ill never get any reprieve from lol #four classes in one day. we'll see how it goes 🥰🥰 #also thurs will be interesting bcs i will have two classes just abt middle eastern politics #i came across a class on the arab-israeli conflict and wanted to take it bcs its obv very relevant rn #and then the one i just scheduled is also abt middle eastern politics so i really am going to be thru the ringer #not that its a bad thing at all!! i just mean its interesting how relevant this semester will be and how im just getting intensely informed #anyways i think the way i schedule would be a nightmare to anyone else #i try to schedule every class after 12(or 11 at least) so then all of them are crammed right after one another #and i wake up an hour before class and leave myself that meager time to get ready and commute lmfao #my friend asked me when i eat lunch. and im like uh ;;; never? 🥰 #lol dw i do eat but like i treat my time on campus like how can i pack this as densely as possible #i dont like sitting around by my lonesome it makes me depressed dhfkkg #also i think i will actually kms with all the writing im goong to have to do this semester #that is my reasoning to my mom abt why she shouldn't be pissed at my supposed lack of activity #like im taking so much thats emphasized with writing. dont worry i will be in fact budy #*busy #catie.rambling.txt

[hundredowls]

silly oc doodle..... ballroom yuri

#ocs #ok so im gonna ramble/complain in the tags for a bit bc i love to complain its mostly not even gonna be relevant to the ocs but anyway ok #yknow that diagram abt art skills thats like ability to see/ability to draw #im at the BAD PART OF IT RN #i wanna draw fanart so bad but then i get annoyed bc the fanart doesnt look as good as the source material GHRG which is a totally #unreasonable thing to think bc source material is drawn by Professionals but you know how it is. Art Hard etc etc complain etc etc #need to do more studies etc etc #i wanna be able to draw really good so i can draw the things i love!!!!! even if its hard and tedious i wanna practise!!!! i love art!!!!!! #dont think about whats easy think about whats fun - bokuto koutarou etc #anyway everyday i am sad i have to sit in front of a desk for 8 hours instead of practising drawing :( i wanna table at a con this year.... #but is there even time..... #ANYWAY this is somewhat relevant bc in an effort to be less hard on myself mayhaps i will try draw more oc things so i dont feel pressure #(self imposed) #to make it perfect kjskjkd #or at least not as much #and hopefully get over my brain's tendency to Compare Everything #i have like 3 vague sets of ocs (one less vague than the others ive posted one of the characters from that on my main art blog before sjdks #these two are from the next less vague set there is a plot premise and some side characters too. shdks #i thought abt them a couple months ago but then i watched strictly ballroom w sophie n i was reminded of them again #anyway im not good at coming up w fully fleshed out stories i just like to doodle ppl n think of random connected scenarios sometimes sdjk #i did a mini free online life drawing course in the break n i tried to apply what i learnt here.... i will keep practising when i can..... #well. if u read all the way to the end. hello :) KJASKA #im going to shower....

[joejoeba]

care to share more on how you understand narancia and mista now? i’ve been here throughout you trying to understand them and i love to hear your thoughts

Not them necessarily but the dynamic that I created in my brain that intrigued me so

So my initial dynamic was; they're close in a diff way than just bros. Narancia is aro-ace and Mista is anything but. Somehow their relationship makes sense even though they're like opposites. But how??.

Me now? Shit dude labels do not fuckin matter. Romantic? Platonic? Family and found family and friends?? None a that shit matters any more than exactly what you want it to.

What I've been into lately is, if you love someone, thassit. No explanation needed because some things aren't for words. I am a believer in Mista and Narancia having a sort of bond that doesnt have a title because its unique; Narancia puts the most emphasis on friendship so Mista is a Best Friend, Mista puts an emphasis on romance and family so Narancia is a Beloved Found Family Member (non-familial, found family ain't the same as biological family). Its wildly different understandings of each other but the thing is they love each other just as much so it doesn't matter. Who give a shit? The Popo? Society? Neither of them adhere to any rules but Brummo's and their own so they just do whatever and get an understanding. And no one needs to know what's up, not even them, because how could you summarise human emotion anyway? Live and vibe and love each other the best you can.

#What is up it's me and my nonsensical words time #I love Young Justice the Comics and their dynamics. The quote 'let us love you the best that we can't really changed me #I believe that Mista and Narancia are two jokesters in a sea of grave and serious people and they just try to be there for the other I- #-that way. ALSO! I've decided I'm not into labels at all so the aro or allo thing is slightly less relevant #Yes aro-ace nara but Narancia loves so much regardless just not in a certain way #And mists is very allo both but he is all around a lover so he can adapt #I dont know if this change reads to anyone else but I been finding myself I guess and to me it makes sense #Love is like a whole thing why would you even try to put it in a box #Joejoeba not art #Not sorry that this makes like no sense lol

[remyfire]

The daily frustration of knowing I have insightful things to say and then feeling like a fool for trying because it makes perfect sense in my head but I feel as though I muck it up every time anyway. Why is being a human so difficult literally constantly.

#this really is a daily thing like me lamenting this is relevant but it truly is every day so this isn't me trying to like. get a response #does that make sense no it probably doesn't #this isn't specific targeted vagueblogging maybe that's a better way to phrase what i mean #it's me being frustrated at my brain and my various disorders not at anybody else does that make sense #i'm proud of myself for trying to get better about sharing thoughts i have anyway but i am still not good about scolding myself for it #one day at a time remy etc #my ramblings

[bonestrouslingbones]

actually while im feeling sad about stupid bullshit (not being popular anymore oh woe is me) lets take a little summary of atbb's pre-hiatus inbox

someone trying to roleplay as sans because they didnt look at the blog for more than two seconds

someone saying the skeletons are cute and asking to hug them

someone asking to be friends with [Enter Skeleton Here]

someone asking what their brothers are like

How are you?

You're cute!

You're cool!

How have you been?

Nice outfit!

Nice outfit!

Nice outfit!

Nice outfit!

someone who does not understand the concept of dramatic irony who wants very badly to explain the full plot so far to characters who would never know that in any context otherwise as if that wouldnt be lame as hell for them to suddenly know

why is [thing that was a very big plot point]

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

YOU'RE CUTE

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

#AHHHHHHHHHH #LOOK. NONE OF THESE ARE INHERENTLY BAD. BUT WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THEM #IF I SCROLL FAR ENOUGH I CAN GET TO THE ACTUAL PLOT RELEVENT ONES. BUT OF COURSE THEY WERE SENT IN AFTER THE TOPIC CHANGED #ohhh and i didnt even MENTION the ones that i would always instantly delete #the “*walks in and smiles* well whats going on here?” just LOOK!!!! READ!!!!! FIND OUT YOURSELF #IT GOT TO A POINT WHERE I WOULD GET MORE OF THOSE THAN ACTUAL QUESTIONS #just. ugh. no wonder it stopped being fun #i get it. make art for myself and all that. i try to. #but i fucking hate being alone here man. #i know what its like to have other people have fun with it with me and it feels like thats so fucking rare now. i dont know #doesnt help that i can't form connections over the internet. especially since every time i've talked about this irl i've been laughed at <3 #this is all dumb as hell whatever. going to bed #probably just PMS tbh none of this matters who give a shit

[torgawl]

gojo's death has been way too controversial for something that has been premeditated for such a long time

#like... this was so coming #also the fact gege took every chance he got to say how gojo was still alive/not dead yet 😂 #anyways i hope shoko survives to see some change in jjk society #i was reading a few of my old posts and tags yesterday and i had written about how from the trio she was the most likely to survive #and how i hoped though her they got to see change in the new generation unlike they were able to experience in their youth #and i still hope that's true #maybe jjk won't have a happy ending but i hope it's just just pointless you know? #also i don't think megumi is dead i refuse to believe yuuji's big moment isn't coming and that his whole thing isn't saving megumi #i still have wishful thinking he'll be able to honour the 'then start by saving me itadori' #he's also the person that makes most sense to win against sukuna #people undervalue yuuji as a protagonist a lot although he isn't your typical shonen main character he still is one and for a reason #so i want to have hope he will be able to do soemthing to save megumi somehow #i don't care if i'm delulu but there's just no way kenjaku and sukuna's big final moments won't be with the main characters right? #there's no way yuuta isn't gonna try to kill kenny like he said and no way yuuji doesn't face sukuna methinks #at least that's what i'm kind of hoping for endgame i think it would wrap things up well maybe not but it makes sense to me 😂 #just wonder how gege wil wrap up some other characters #i think i'm preparing myself to be disappointed with shoko's fate i really wish she would be used in a relevant part of the story #i just think she had so much potential but that doesn't seem likely right? not at this point #but anyways just ranting #not just* #jjk spoilers #okay adding something: even if gojo didn't die or is able to be saved still he had to face death/be disabilitated for the story to go on #in my humble opinion. i just think this story was always about him passing the torch and not about him having any real impact in society #gojo's generation (and i'm including yaga here) has made the choice to help the youth which in itself is already breaking generational #curses but every single one of them has been doing the equivalent of putting bandaids on a fatal wound #obviously the story is much more complicated than this simple analogy but it was not up to gojo's generation to do anything #i just think the parallelism between them has always been pretty obvious about it #that gojo's generation was about intent and aid rather than being successful themselves?! #idk where i'm going with this but i really think this is a story about the youth consinuously trying to do better even if they fail #and they will fail because life isn't fair

[oatbugs]

i feel conflicted abt my relationship...need advice etc . in tags . pls i need input sm

#i love my gf a lot and i think our relationship is doing rly good rn . i miss her a lot bc im in a diff country to her but ill see her #in a few weeks etc. anyway things are good....HOWERVER. i am worried abt . our future #like u are supposed to live in the moment and have fun and be young etc etc but this is like..the fact that its going well #is making me consider how our life paths would go tgth and if it would be fair to stay in a relationship u know wont work forever. like #this was one of the reasons why i felt hesitant at first etc. basically i swore to myself i would only date an academic or at least someone #who like. has. A Thing. that they are working towards that they are rly rly passionate abt. bc i thought it just wouldnt work out otherwise #and it seemed after a while of talking that she IS like that...shes applying for a graphic design degree and she seems to genuinely #love art etc so much and also she is amazing at it. HOWRVER...she hasnt drawn in a while #and is working a min wage job despite meaning to quit for ages...and as far as im aware #she still hasnt made a portfolio...etc etc. but im so confused bc like...shes great and ik she can do it i just dont #understand why she wont. she could also get an internship etc in the relevant field but i still dont get it...and its not my place to be #pushy abt it. like i already suggested these things and asked abt them but i dont want to ask any more bc like. its her choice #what she does w her life etc. but anyway its like...am i being pessimistic/impatient and everything is gonna #go well for her or do i hold genuine concerns. and if the latter/both potentially...is it unfair to be like #hey babe ik things are amazing rn but we have to reevaluate bc idk if in 10 yrs i would be happy w where we are #my friend was like. Break Up W Her from the beginning bc he thinks u shouldn't get into a relationship w smn whom you think will not also #elevate u in some way..and ur life paths dont align etc...but he is genuinely married to his academics like hes sworn off #love so i didnt rly listen bc hes rly extreme w his. love gets in the way of academics. etc #but also his point was valid i think? that you want the person u spend ur life w to elevate you. u want them to challenge you and make you #want to work harder and be better and achieve more and more...and i do want that and i have been trying to be that for them #but A) i can only be that to a reasonable extent for them before it starts being like nagging/being pushy and #B) i feel like if they end up going the way they are rn they can never be that for me. is that bad #like am i a horrible person for thinking this way. obviously i am not casting a moral judgement on her or anyone #for whatever path in life they choose to go down but also is it like...Silly to give up on a perfectly good #relationship bc ur like. as it stands i do not see you walking alongside me in 10 yrs etc #like im lich rally 20 . but what if it DOES end up going rly well and it DOES end up being thr case that we end up staying together #and then im like. feeling discouraged bc my partner in life is just not the kind of person i imagined being w when i was 19 or 20... #like in terms of careers etc. more importantly is this a discussion i should have w her . bc i literally do not know how to raise this #without sounding like a dick but is that bc i...am being a dick? is this a bad thing ?? is this thought not that of a good person ? #it sounds so WEIRD to be like hey babe either u have to start being more ambitious and insane abt ur art or i might break up w you. like :/

[franeridan]

been reading star rail fics bc that's what i do when i enter a new fandom and it's so funny to me how out of the three protags the pov character always makes such a big deal of not remembering their past, between the three of them they can't piece together one coherent memory older than their time on the express why are they always so worried about what the other two think of their lack of knowledge about themselves they should be sitting together in an amnesiac support group

#in game too there's the whole march quest where she talks to the trailblazer as if they aren't in the exact same situation #it's genuinely so funny to me #dan heng has his whole story chapter about trying to separate himself from a past he doesn't remember and doesn't feel his #and the trailblazer is sitting there to the side like they aren't one month old themselves #it's like the moment the lack of past of one of the three is relevant the game forgets they're all in the same boat #they should be high-fiving over this stuff!! #it feels like when one of them is being gloomy the other two are just sitting to the side like #would this be a good time to remind them I'm same or would that feel like making it about myself #they're so silly i love them

[unproduciblesmackdown]

relevant twitter meme wins wahooo

#mostly relevant if you're doing visual art & then a handful of these are fairly digital specific. which is mostly what i do so here we are #giving it a Kinda / Sometimes / Sure; Enough with the slightly smaller stars here. aptly done w/a trackpad lol #''desk'' #by now fortunately Usually remember to intermittently save. by ''remember'' it's more having adopted a half reflexive ctrl s during pauses #meanwhile i've found it convenient to the drawing process itself to flip the canvas horizontally plenty so i don't forget to do that #if anything sometimes i end up working on things Flipped for so long that i permanently flip the whole canvas lol got used to it like that #meanwhile not really hard on myself also fortunately but still Nonzero; aren't we all always; even if successfully swatting it aside so #honorarily....also thank fuck i don't [forgets own art style] As Much b/c lord that's annoying #definitely diminishes as you're honing / getting in experience anyways like ofc you become more familiar w/your own style & make it more #of what you like / want it to be anyways + familiarity with how you are actually executing that lol #little a friday night fun wahoo!! not drawing now but i was last night...will i lie to myself & try to do smthng ''quick'' later? perhaps #i ought to Actually be using references more but all the small individual processes of the process of obtaining them thwarts me #like creating a desktop shortcut for my writing [then] wip to cut down on the processes in like [file explorer; search; open]

[cecilianotthesaint]

It’s one of my top 5 favorite days of the year and I’m sick and fucking exhausted and at work

#gonna whine and mope all day I already know it #very almost called in to work today but I need my paycheck #and the boss is out of the office this morning so we need someone for the phone at least #anyway I’m trying really hard to remind myself that I love this day #and it won’t be all bad #and I can find something good about today #but god I just wanna sleep so bad #but I did get some tea on the way in which makes me happy #that’s something #ahhhhh #I’ll hush now I just needed to complain #not relevant to anything

[blearyfaced]

sometimes you just have to take a seat and touch grass with your most beloveds

#while crying in public and noticing that theyre tearing up with you #the grass is damp but it doesnt matter bc the pastries are soft and sweet and it all feels safe if only for a bit #and then you get joke married outside a closed museum after buying stickers and pins while a loud band plays songs you dont know #i like to believe that friendship is some type of home and I really do hope i don't lose anyone else #im trying so please i hope i dont make people push me away anymore #anyway #on the funny side. the amount of people asking if im actually married. uncanny unparalleled unexpected #didnt think it would be relevant yet i started getting dms from people who havent spoken to me in years asking abt it #im not but thanks for confirming that everyone loves/cant resist a bit of gossip. including myself

[faultsofyouth]

Like gay sex is always gay sex and I wouldn't call it "Sapphic sex" or anything dumb like that but I have had a problem with calling myself and my relationship business gay for like a long time now

#I mean yes I did identify as a lesbian for like 2 years but I came out to like 5 people and I didn't use the word lesbian in front of #all of them. And I used homosexual instead of lesbian for quite awhile after coming out online too. And this is because #Being out as a lesbian is NOT fun!! like I was bullied so much for dating girls and even just for Looking like I date girls before #I ever did. People do not like it!! And also I was trans when I thought that I wasn't into men so even saying lesbian was like a huge no no #irl for a long time. Like I distinctly remember times when I said it because I wanted to be quiet about it #And im pretty quiet about being bisexual now too which I try to do because I don't think it makes sense to talk #To strangers about being bisexual when I'm in a straight relationship #like straight people don't care about gay stuff they just want to talk to me about straight stuff #so my ssa is hardly relevant. But I have been thinking about it sometimes lately #and I suspect I have a bit of anxiety about people knowing I'm bisexual. My grandparents and my older relatives don't approve #and I was unusual as a kid because many of my peers did not approve #and I guess I really care about people's approval since I just prefer to be quiet about it #I mean I won't lie or refuse to talk about my ex girlfriends and I never have gone out of my way to hide it #but it certainly seems like I have some shame about it that I've never really thought about #Or maybe me not wanting to call myself a lesbian even when I thought I was was just FORESHADOWING #Imagine just being so wrong about yourself on so many levels. For YEARS. Stupid 15 year old