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mindflamer · 1 year
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it makes me sad how children will be labeled “shy” without further examination.
are they shy or do they have social anxiety?
are they shy or are they autistic?
are they shy or do they have selective mutism?
are they shy or are they traumatized?
are they shy or do they have agoraphobia?
are they shy or are they experiencing bullying or ostracization?
i can think of so many scenarios where children’s struggles are written off as “shyness” and they are not given the proper support because of it. this isn’t to shame anyone if you have a shy kid and didn’t think anything of it, but to say please look deeper to make sure you’re not missing something 💛
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endo-memes · 1 year
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tqsg · 10 months
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Jason and Leo starting their trauma at 2 is just complete soulmate behavior.
me and the bad bitch i pulled by being traumatized
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pawjamas · 1 year
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i have avoided talking about it but basically my mental health has taken a very bad, very sudden sharp downward turn to the point i’ve been needing a significant amount of assistance/irl support more than ever before.
essentially something triggered me so badly irl that my mental state has returned to a previous place i’ve fought for years to get past, and i’m having to quite literally relearn everything i learned the past couple years when i escaped my abuser all over again. all of my thought processes and feelings have returned to my former self that lived with my abuser. the air itself feels and smells like my abuser’s home, i anticipate nonstop that when i go outside of my wife’s room my abuser will be out there ready to hurt me again.
i am currently living in a constant state of fear and terror right now that i haven’t been in for years, but i am very VERY lucky to have such a huge support system to get me through whatever the hell this is.
tl;dr i am mentally struggling more than ever before especially in association w/ my trauma involving my abuser but i have a massive amount of support that is keeping me safe during this extremely difficult time.
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neopronouns · 1 year
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crocktraumic: a gender related to crockertier, trauma caused by being crockertier, and prior trauma caused by being brainwashed and groomed for the crockertier role
[pt: crocktraumic: a gender related to crockertier, trauma caused by being crockertier, and prior trauma caused by being brainwashed and groomed for the crockertier role. end pt]
for anon! the top two stripes represent brainwashing (they're blue, which i usually use to represent the brain, but light and desaturated), the middle stripe represents trauma (teal, like the ptsd ribbon), and the bottom two are taken from crockertier jane. the term is 'crock' from 'crockertier', 'traum' from 'trauma', + 'ic'!
tags: @radiomogai
flag id: a flag with 5 stripes, with the third being twice as large as the rest. in order, they are pale sky blue, dull light blue, teal, dark red, and bright red. end id.
banner id: a 1600x200 teal banner with the words ‘please read my dni before interacting. those on my / dni may still use my terms, so do not recoin them.’ in large white text in the center. the text takes up two lines, split at the slash. end id.
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mogainauts · 2 years
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Traumabungender
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A gender relating to childhood trauma and rabbits/bunnies. This is a gender only to be used by people with childhood trauma. It feels scared almost trapped. It can be related to traumacore or liminal spaces but doesn’t have to be. It can also be masc, fem, neutral, xenic, unalligned, etc but it feels faded and tainted.
-DNI-
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latexclownruff · 4 months
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when you've felt undesirable your whole life up until a string of toxic relationships that make you want someone to want you so badly they can't control themselves but when it actually comes to the scene, I can't safely go through with it
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valiumgf · 6 months
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I promise, I promise, I will do what you couldn't, you poor mother deer, you poor fawn trying to side step the trauma, watching him steal from your children. watching the funds coming in, is this safety? growing growing no food for a whole winter, tried to fix it, tried to open your mouth, show the lack of wisdom teeth, your mother never wanted you to hurt. hurt. hurt. I forgive you. I am so sorry. I am so sorry. you didn't have the tools to build safe shelter, stole vegetables from the neighbour's, it wasn't your fault. I am so sorry. I promise I will not let it happen again. sex like a receipt of your worth, told me I wouldn't be a homewrecker. the fear in my bruises and bite marks. you didn't know, well you watched (you knew) but you didn't know. how could you? you were thrust out into the winter and no one taught you where the grass was growing this season. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I promise it won't happen again. I'll do what you couldn't. I promise.
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I was reflecting on some trauma stuff while doing some class work for this shelter (because it likes to resurface on its own wildly inconvenient times..) and got some intense flashbacks I hadn't seen before. Pretty visceral and pertaining to some of our roughest stuff. I kind of just sat there and went Well, I guess I'm just dealing with this right now. It's not any use trying to push it away if it's here, I've done that countless times with poor result. I let the imagery pass and do its own thing while just being an observer. It eventually did float off.
This really would not have been what happened even a couple months ago. For 7 months continually we struggled and were tormented by nonstop auditory/visual flashbacks, bodily sensations, all the fantastic /s ptsd stuff as we started trauma work and counseling. It'd keep us from sleep and threw our health and body out of whack, and I'm still dealing with the effects of that. I felt like I was broken, because all I could experience was this past trauma, in everything I& did. Someone looked at me or moved a certain way? Bam, more ptsd taking over our whole body. Many nights I'd fall asleep with my whole body clenched, in a cold sweat or gripping for dear life until I fell asleep from exhaustion.
It wasn't fun, at all. These can be the sorts of things that come from DID, and systems who have trauma/(c)ptsd. All that stuff people talk about when they hear "DID", how we're miserable and in constant suffering from what was done to us.
And sometimes it is that. Sometimes we are purely in phases of suffering, a phase of processing, feeling scared and helpless again. Sometimes all we can do is hold one another through it, and tell each other it's over with and that we made it out alive, and that we are okay now.
But today showed me something different, something I've really only heard trauma survivors speak about, that it gets more manageable. That it can get easier. It doesn't change that what happened should have *never* happened, and that there was nothing you& could have done to help it, but being able to just sit and let the feelings pass means something. It means they didn't win.
It means you made it. You didn't let them kill you or your spirit. Each time you come out of a ptsd episode it means you& didn't let them win by giving up. And I have to say, for me& at least, it feels pretty damn good at times. ☘️
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bolides · 2 years
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BOLD ALL THAT APPLY TO YOUR MUSE, CHILDHOOD TRAUMA EDITION.
tagged by: i yoinked it from @kiddscove​ >:3
tagging: you! the person reading this!
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scraped knees ,  silent tears in a locked room ,  slamming doors ,  pervasive loneliness ,   a dog barking ,  rain on a metal roof ,   flinching at movement ,  the creak of an old house ,  forced laughter ,  wandering in the dark woods ,  wondering how you made it through ,  sudden loss , trying to make sense of the noise ,  hiding what you love to protect it ,  trying to explain but your words falter , invaded privacy ,  confusion at the pain , running barefoot in the grass ,  wondering what you did wrong and coming up with nothing , realizing you aren’t a priority ,  grass stains on white clothing , trying to earn love you will never have ,  being threatened over the smallest mistake ,  secrets you are warned not to share , the feeling of never being good enough , the hope things might someday get better ,  grief that aches in your bones ,  childish dares and pranks ,  the sense that your body isn’t yours , shame and guilt that aren’t yours to carry , sledding down a frozen hill ,  absentmindedly following snakes through the grass ,  punching a tree until your knuckles bleed ,  tears over every dead creature you find ,  searching out small places you can hide . . . just in case ,  climbing the tallest tree so they can’t touch you ,  the feeling of something tainted under your skin ,  a curious child told to stop asking ,  floral dresses , body tensing at approaching footsteps ,  anger with nowhere to go ,  brief escapes from the chaos , the purr of a contented cat ,  taking the blame to keep the peace ,  being told you’re too sensitive ,  the creaking springs of a trampoline on a sunny day
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mindflamer · 10 months
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aussie’s avoidant behavior actually hurts to watch. it’s obviously not fair to aussie’s partners that they can’t bring up any issues, but also i can see in aussie’s eyes it’s bringing up something deep. eyes glazed over, short sentences, feeling the need to escape. aussie isn’t just being a jerk to be a jerk but it seems like aussie isn’t capable of having those convos without getting triggered/dissociating to a point it’s impossible to continue. it’s very sad for both partners.
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endo-memes · 2 years
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solidwater05 · 5 months
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[ID: Two bullet points that say "Angry and Tired" and "this girl can fit so much religious trauma. "/ End ID]
Sorry Lucy. (I am not sorry)
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glitch-e-rat · 10 months
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Trauma sucks ass and destroys years or even decades of your life
But I gotta be honest, this whole working out who I am as a person and that I might like myself and be capable of being comfortable being me thing is pretty damn amazing
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neopronouns · 2 years
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phoerofastaine | bloodeapfaumire librindearkovyc | caelmicoredhon
phoerofastaine: a gender related to fire, speed, airplanes and aviators, baseball, mountains, phoenixes, heroism, and sacrifice
bloodeapfaumire: a gender related to blood, axes, swords, fire, gold, death, religious devotion, family, community, and justice
librindearkovyc: a gender related to darkness, shadows, death, ghosts and skeletons, psychic magic, books and libraries, independence, individuality, and recovery from trauma
caelmicoredhon: a gender related to swords, clouds, the sky, wind, corvids and raptors, family and familial love, serenity, honor, and redemption
for anon!
first term: the top stripe represents mountains, the next two represent airplanes/aviators, the third represents baseball, the bottom four represent phoenixes, the fourth through sixth represent both fire and speed, the sixth represents heroism, and the bottom represents sacrifice. the term is ‘phoe’ from ‘phoenix’, ‘ero’ from ‘hero’, ‘fast’, ‘tain’ from ‘mountain’, + ‘ne’ from ‘airplane’!
second term: the top stripe represents blood, the second represents fire, the third represents gold, the fourth represents axes and swords, the fifth and sixth represent religious devotion, family, community, and justice, and the seventh represents death. the term is ‘blood’, ‘dea’ from ‘death’, ‘eap’ from ‘weapons’, ‘faum’ (a combination of ‘fam’ from ‘family’ and ‘au’, which is gold on the periodic table), + ‘ire’ from ‘fire’!
third term: the top two stripes represent books and libraries, the second represents skeletons, the third represents ghosts, the fourth represents recovery, the fifth represents psychic magic, the sixth represents independence and individuality, and the seventh represents darkness, shadows, and death. the term is ‘libr’ from ‘library’, ‘ind’ from ‘independence’/’individuality’, ‘dea’ from ‘death’, ‘ark’ from ‘dark’, ‘ov’ from ‘recovery’, + ‘yc’, which is like ‘ic’ but with a ‘y’ for similarity to ‘psychic’!
fourth term: the top stripe represents raptors, the second represents corvids, the third represents swords and clouds, the fourth represents family and familial love, the fifth represents the sky and wind, the sixth represents serenity, and the seventh represents honor and redemption. the term is ‘cael’ from ‘caelum’ (latin for ‘sky’) combined with ‘calm’, ‘mi’ from ‘family’, ‘cor’ from ‘corvid’, ‘red’ from ‘redemption’, + ‘hon’ from ‘honor’!
flag id: four flags with 7 stripes. the top left flag’s stripes, in order, are grey, sky blue, white, light yellow-orange, bright red-orange, faded dark red, and near-black. the top right flag's stripes, in order, are faded dark red, bright red-orange, gold, silver, faded blue, dark sky blue, and near-black.
the bottom left flag's stripes, in order, are soft dark brown, off-white, pale indigo, dull sky blue, bright indigo, dark purple, and near-black. the bottom right flag’s stripes, in order, are very dark silver, dark dull blue, silver, soft blue, sky blue, very light blue, and golden yellow. end id.
banner id: a 1500x150 teal banner with the words ‘please read my dni before interacting’ in large white text in the center. end id.
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shatteredbilesbian · 2 years
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Woo woo when reading porn uncovers a repressed memory
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