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howlingtothevoid · 2 months
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Complex feelings, hidden delusions
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I wish I was a boy, I wish I was your man
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grocerystoretrip · 4 months
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on (language around) transfeminine bodies as sites of social-reproductive labor
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I'm working through some feelings around the frustrating process of medically transitioning
Citations are from The Trial and Death of Socrates and The Modern Prince
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boybasher · 1 month
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my poem:
I burn my hair
Cloud up my mind
And break my own heart
Blue eyeshadow and dark eyes
Tight hips with f-cked up childhood stories
Dreams of bunnies with bows
Pretty is my priority
So I trap myself in my room
3 Coats of mascara
I’m only beautiful when I’m untouched
I like the boys with f-cked up teeth
Dirty Smiles
And a taste of whiskey in their breath
Love is annoying
I don’t text back
If you want my words
Come and kiss my mouth
You know where I sleep
Where I dream
God Is Real
Touch me and you’ll see
Electric veins, warm blood
He’s in me and he’s in you
I hate you
And I love you
And I’m losing my f-cking mind!
Convinced myself
You’re one of a kind
I never left town
An hour that way
An hour that way
A black hole we call the Central Valley
My town is small
Cars race by
As I close my eyes
And wish myself into another story
Where I’m queen
And everybody loves me
Where roses are gifted freely
And hugs aren’t scary
Love’s not torture
And a ring doesn’t mean slavery
Bound to god
My mouth belongs to me
I let out a whisper as my heart talks
My legs loosen up
Come over and get to know me
I’m just a girl
Confessing her sin to anyone who’ll listen
Amen
To any man who’ll put up with me
Living life can be so lonely
When you have nothing to hope for
Maybe a lobotomy could fix me
I’m shocked when he sticks around longer than my pack of smokes
I go through these bros, like a Pack of Marlboros
I hope In another lifetime
I look forward to waking up
My body too heavy
Living in my brain, more than I do in my own home
Did you really think you could fix me?
I’m tired of playing mommy, when I’m empty of my own
Be my daddy, you’re older than me
He calls me Heaven
Little does he know
I’m Living Hell
I’m a burden to everybody
My body is lumpy and bruised
From cuts I was too afraid to deepen
He told me to try vertically
They prey on the pretty
Robbing energy
Stealing all of me
Lacking energy
I sell my milk for free
To whoever’s watching
Offering me ecstasy
He’s my Shot of Hennessy
My one before the one
My in-between boyfriends
My husband’s out there
My husband’s out there, right?
They never stay
Why would they
I can’t give you a baby
Only a promising holiday
My heart’s for breaking, not for keeping
My shadow reminds me
Of my mortality
No ones following me
Yet I still run like he wants to murder me
I close my eyes
Hoping this is all a nightmare
I don’t need rest
I don’t need a nap
I need a coma
Chew on me
I’m sweeter than a cigarette
I don’t last as long
I burn at both ends
Complaining to nobody
I’ll turn up the beat
Knock myself out
Regret I ever dreams
I’m my own boyfriend
And to be honest, I would dump me too
Void of a woman
No matter how much pink lipstick I apply
My smile doesn’t change
Happiness is an expensive mistake
I don’t wanna fix him
Who’s gonna fix me?
I’m broke in more ways than one
Beauty is pain
When you’re born this ugly
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wizardonaleash · 6 months
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im transgender i have a penis and vagina i can go into any bathroom i will eat your children i am the president i am your house wife i will poison your dinner i will feed you lasagne it is poisoned. trans rights are human rights i am a human i aM a HUMAN im alive i feel breath under my skin my skin my skin my skin my skin it breathes it is alive i am alive i am transgender
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idealisedaleks · 1 year
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Good morning ma’am, and sir-
Sorry, this is slightly awkward-
Unfortunately, we regret to inform you there is an angry young man living in your house.
Yes, and he has killed your daughter.
No, the other daughter. The eldest.
Yes, that’s right. There is an angry young man living in your house who has taken your eldest daughter’s place.
We’re very sorry.
No, there’s not much we can do.
No ma’am, we don’t know where he came from.
Very sad, we are so sorry for your loss.
I don’t know, can you support him financially?
Lend him the space, should he need it?
Yes well, do your best, that’s all you can do.
Thank you, have a good day ma’am. And you, sir.
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satanfemme · 2 years
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Do You Remember That Day, When We Met?, V. V.
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asteriscuspoetry · 2 months
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There's a Family Out There
There’s a family out there with perfect smiles
Every room clean (except one)
With family pictures lining the walls
covering the bruises of secrets untold
There’s a family out there with 4 daughters
4 perfect daughters
One who is so incredibly darling
One who says the wildest of things
One who loves and feels with her entire heart
One who stays in her bedroom far too much for this perfect family
With far too short hair
With not enough dresses or makeup
There’s a family out there who will tell you:
We are happy (between the bouts of anger)
We love each other (ignoring the raised voices)
We have dinner together every night (excluding when father joins halfway) (excluding when she gets home late, he’s on a call, (s)he leaves as soon as (s)he’s done)
There’s a family out there
A family that broke because of one kid
There is a family out there that will be fixed when (s)he leaves
(S)he will stay
Kind of
Always a message away but never the first to text
Eventually they will forget their eldest
He will be happier maybe
Lighter, freer, kinder to himself
Allowing himself to explore all that he is
Or maybe he’ll be worse
Let the grief swallow him whole
Let his childhood hold him close
Give in to the need to destroy
But
There’s a family out there
With perfect smiles
And 4 perfect daughters
Who all love each other perfectly
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My Jacket
I love my jacket
It’s my favorite color
Green
I wear it all the time
It’s warm
It feels like the right embrace from an old friend
I wear it so much it’s like it’s apart of my body
It’s my savior from the cold
It’s my savior from myself
It was my hiding place
A place to be small
A place to be warm
A place to be safe
A place to be happy
A place to be me
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shorttrans · 1 month
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I planted some wildflower seeds and then made poetry about being trans out of it.
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I dig at the dirt
Pour in the last seeds
And I stop
Finally it's done
And I'll wait
It's not a garden
I ran through my yard
Pouring flowers into patches of dirt
And it's done
I can't tell you what I put where
Whether the swingset has zinnias
Or the tree has poppies
Or the animal graves have daisies
I dug and I poured until I ran out
My fingers hurt
My legs burn like hell
My hands are covered in dirt and thorn cuts
But in the end
It's done
Surely I didn't plant them right
They might not grow
But I hope I see one happy marigold
If they're all dead by June
That's fine too
I dug and I poured and I watched
I did all I have to do
The sun is shining
The frost is over
Finally it's done
And I'll wait
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cassemiah · 2 months
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Every time I go to tie my shoe I get a tiny little thrill Because my jeans raise up just a couple of inches to reveal a leg covered in absolutely natural hair
and it's a weird thing to look down and smile at but I remember in the past looking down realizing it was there and needing to cover my legs hide themselves up under my skirt
but now I get to smile rub my hand up and down my leg just the same as i would a cat and I get to know I'm always just me I don't need to be someone else
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grocerystoretrip · 1 year
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so i went to the barber
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writerofscratch · 1 year
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A poem about friendship, finding yourself and being trans. Wrote it for one of my best friends.
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genfagloser · 8 months
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[image id: comic strip in a sketched, thick-line style. the background is a dark grey-brown. there are five sections.
panel 1: text at the top, in a box, that reads “everyone says to” in lowercase. below this, on the right there is a stylised cat, teeth bared and back arched. it is coloured with the trans flag. on the left is a sketched, minorly-detailed stick figure person. between the two, there is text that reads “never bite the hand that feeds,”
panel 2: text at the top that reads “though there is no mention of the hand that does not.” the words ‘no mention’ are in capital letters. ‘no mention’ and ‘not’ are coloured red for emphasis. the same silhouette of a person is now mid-torso up, with red eyes and an eerie smile.
panel 3: text that reads “they corner us, voices loud and weapons raised, demanding we wave white flags, show our bellies.” there is a white flag waving below the text.
panel 4: text that reads “they turn us into cornered beasts and forget that means we have claws and bared teeth.” the words ‘cornered beasts’ are in capital letters and coloured red for emphasis. the word ‘claws’ is capital, red, and sideways next to a sketch of animal claws. the words ‘bared teeth’ are capital, red, and above + below a sketch of fangs.
panel 5: the background is black, and the text is white. it reads, “never bite the hand that feeds, but maul the one that hurts.” ‘but’ and ‘maul’ are coloured red for emphasis, and ‘maul’ has red paint splatters designed to look like blood.
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simonsnow-irl · 4 months
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you are loved: a poem
you are two years old
and you are loved.
i know things are rough,
but you are loved.
your mother cradles you 
in her arms
through the forest.
there are thorny vines
weaving around her ankles
but you are loved so you are safe.
your mother is escaping,
taking you with her,
your brother is running alongside her,
his little feet bleeding.
you run
and you run
and you run
and you run.
she carries you with her 
because you are loved.
little girl, you are safe,
little girl, you will be okay,
little girl, you are loved.
i will say it as many times 
as i need to.
you are loved.
you are seven years old
and you are loved
you’re sitting in a field,
other children running around you.
they don’t look at you.
they dont even see you. 
they look your way
and you can tell
its not you 
their eyes land on
they see the grass
you sit atop of.
they see the 
dandelions 
crushed beneath your body.
they see your shadow
but not you.
invisible to them
but seen to me.
because you are loved.
you are loved.
you come home
and you are alone,
you make yourself food,
you sit in front of the tv,
you do your homework,
and you sleep.
but you are not alone.
i am here. i hear you.
and i tell you, little girl
you are loved.
i know mommy isnt here
i know you miss your papi
but know that i am here.
your matted hair,
your yellow teeth,
your ill-fitting clothes,
and you are still loved.
i promise little girl
i will always love you.
you are twelve years old
and you are loved
you’ll never be alone
even if they all leave
because you have yourself,
little boy.
as you’ve aged
you understand why
why they dont like you
why they dont want you
why they wont talk to you
to them
you are strange
to me
you are beautiful
youre a butterfly
spreading its wings
for the first time. 
youre a baby
taking its first steps.
youre a sapling
slowly blooming
and i will be there
every step of the way
you will get through this.
i love you as much as 
the sun loves the earth,
as the waves love the shore,
you are so loved
cant you see?
you are so young
youre becoming so strong
dont let go now.
dont let go now.
if you ask why,
i will say you need to be alive
i will say your family needs you
i will say your pets will miss you
i will say you have such a bright future
even if it doesnt feel that way
the biggest reason why is
you are loved.
by your mother
by your father
by your siblings
by me
little boy, dont let go
you are loved.
you are sixteen years old
and you are loved
you feel so broken.
i can feel it.
your life has
changed forever,
and you are not
okay.
and i can tell you now,
it won’t get better.
not for years. 
not for a while.
it’ll get worse too.
but, little boy,
when it does,
it’s amazing.
you are so full of love,
and it will shine.
you will be appreciated
and you will be cared for
because it is so easy to love you.
i know this because
you are loved.
not only by me,
but by 
the stars,
the whole of time and space,
the universe,
every single planet,
they love you.
soon you’ll see,
and it’ll be wonderful.
it’s okay to fail
and to try again.
try again as much as you need
because you will thrive
fight as much as you can,
but it’s okay to not be able to sometimes.
all you need to do is take care of yourself,
and i’ll be there to guide you.
just a few more steps,
little boy,
and it’ll start to fall into place.
i promise to you
i will be here 
because you are loved.
you are eighteen years old
and you are loved
this year,
i’m unsure of what to say.
this year,
life was terrible to you.
and i am so sorry.
but you were so loved this year,
even if you didn’t expect it
or realize it.
oh, little boy,
how wonderful it is.
i told you it would be.
you started a new life
and found and refound friendships
in the ashes of the lost ones.
connections you never thought were possible,
the feeling of belongingness so foreign
but so welcome.
things will only get better.
remember, you are loved
no matter what.
and now you are nineteen years old
and you are still loved.
i know this 
because i am you.
and i know i am loved.
i am loved by 
the most beautiful girl
i am loved by
my best friends
i am loved by
my family
and, most importantly,
i am loved by me. 
when i see myself in the mirror,
i see the little girl in the thorny forest,
i see the little invisible girl with yellow teeth,
i see the little boy with a razor in his hand,
i see the little boy in the midst of a pandemic,
and i see the little boy who had lost everyone he lived for.
i love every version of me,
no matter how miserable,
i have always deserved to feel loved.
and loved i feel.
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amalgamationink · 7 days
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NAPOWRIMO24 #18: Hawkfish
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