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desperate-daydream · 9 months

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I LOVE YOUR WORKS SO MUCHHH!!!! Could you please make a headcannon or short story of Five having a husband who's more chaotic than Klaus? Or a shy husband but more deadly than Five?

☂️Umbrella Academy

❀ five hargreeves x male (chaotic husband) reader ⚣

A/N: thank you so much!! I’m glad that you like reading what my crazy brain creates. XD. alright, I hope you like this one.

tags/warnings: you‘re five‘s husband, you and klaus are the chaos duo

(headcanons)

so, yeah, you‘re sometimes even more chaotic than klaus

five still can‘t believe how he fell for you

well, actually, you were the one to fall at your first meeting

like literally. you fell into his arms even

he caught you and you had looked up into the most handsome face you‘ve ever seen (and that cute little frown)

that wasn‘t the last time you fell and he had to catch you

when you walked somewhere you either jumped or ran around or you were walking on top of a wall

it seems like there is nothing to stop you from your antics

get up in the middle of the night to go swimming? okay

steal a little something from that ignorant asshole that had insulted you mere moments ago? why not?

bring home any pet you find on the streets and convince five to let it stay for a while? definitely

start singing and dancing out of nowhere, wherever you are? always

five will never admit it, but you manage more often than not to convince him to help you with your crazy ideas

he will say it‘s because he has to make sure you don‘t accidentally kill yourself

but he‘s mostly just deeply in love with you

he would do anything for his husband

he‘s killed for you before and he‘d do it again

everything to see his precious chaotic husband happy

but he also saw his life flash before his eyes when you and klaus met

he literally went and got a knife to carry around at all times in case you two got into serious trouble

another thing he would never admit is that klaus was probably his favorite sibling

apparently he had a lot of sympathy or whatever for the chaotic ones

okay so, the next thing he knows he finds klaus and you laying half naked in the living room

and somehow you two had found a stray kitten again and brought it back with you

together with at least ten bags full. of. clothes.

he made his way through the bags while purposely avoiding the cat that followed him with its gaze

then he slowly shook you awake

“(y/n)“, he sighed, “..love, wake up.“

you grumbled and slowly opened your eyes

a smile formed on your face when you saw that it was your husband and you reached out your arms towards him

he sighed again but let you pull him in to cuddle

you snuggled closer but five wouldn’t let you fall asleep again, he sat up and pulled you into his lap

you took the chance to kiss him

as much as he loved kissing you your husband pulled away after a few moments

“brush your teeth“

you let out an annoyed whine and pinched his cheek

“okay, can we talk about the cat now?“

five gestured to the creature that had approached them

you bent down to pick it up and the kitten started purring while it snuggled against your chest

„Can we keep it? Pleeeeease“, you put on your best pout combined with big pleading eyes, „for just a few days?“

five sighed another time, he knew he couldn‘t resist you

he nodded and you cuddled closer to him together with the kitten

yeah, five really loved his chaotic husband

so much that he let you get through with most of your crazy ideas

in the end your chaos brightened up his days much more than anything else

#five hargreeves #five hargreaves x reader #five hargreeves x reader #five hargreeves x male reader #x male reader #male reader #x trans male reader #trans male reader #husband reader #gay #the umbrella academy #umbrella academy

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khami-the-raccoon · 2 years

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Hello! Welcome to my blog! :) in this pinned post you’ll find all information you need to know about my blog, including the rules and the characters I write for.

My name is Khamilo Vincent, you can chose how you address me, I’m a trans boy, my pronouns are he/him, I’m Mexican, but I can speak german, English, Portuguese and Spanish of course.

Also the things I write are kind of short, and I take minimum one week to write requests (sometimes I’m faster but normally I’m really slow).

Im getting better at writing, be patient! The first fics I wrote were bad but I promise I’m getting better.

Everything I wrote is easy to find, I have a Masterlist for each character I’ve already written for.

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Also, if you want somebody to talk to or vent to, you can send me direct messages, I’ll always answer! :)

If I don’t feel comfortable writing something, I will not do it.

The purpose of this blog is to be a place for everyone, that’s why I write for all kinds of reader (fem reader, GN reader etc). So please don’t comment stuff like “why do you write for female reader? There are already too many fics for them” because an inclusive blog means it’s for everyone.

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I don’t write smut, so don’t ask for it please.

I write for male reader and for trans male reader. But I can also write for Gender neutral reader and for Non Binary reader. And Female reader if requested, and any other gender/identity reader could have.

I can write in English or in Spanish.

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Non binary reader

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Any other gender/identity for reader

Poly relationships

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theyraylovehate · 1 year

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Wheel of Fan Fiction Masterlist

Smut 🔥

Fluff 🌸

Angst 💧

*This is like brand new so most of the characters won't have anything just yet*

•Stranger things

-Billy Hargrove

-Steve Harrington

-Eddie Munson

-Robin Buckley (Fem/NB only)

-Argyle

-Johnathan Byers

-Nancy Wheeler

-Jim Hopper

-Joyce Byers

-001/Henry

-Will Byers (No smut)

-Mike Wheeler (No smut)

-Max Mayfield (No smut)

Hateful Cuddling - Female reader 🌸

-Dustin Henderson (No smut)

-Lucas Sinclair (No smut)

-Eleven (Jane) Hopper (No smut)

•Marvel

-Iron Man/Tony Stark

-Captian America/Steve Rogers

-Black Widow/Natasha Romanoff

-Hawkeye/Clint Barton

-Hulk/Bruce Banner

-Thor

-Loki

-Winter Soldier/Bucky Barnes

-Black Panther/T'challa

-Doctor Strange/Steven Strange

-Scarlet Witch/Wanda Maximoff

-Quicksilver/Pietro Maximoff

-Starlord/Peter Quill

-Gamora

-Spiderman/Peter Parker

-Falcon/Sam Wilson

-War Machine/James Rhodes

-Valkyrie (Fem/NB only)

•X-Men

-Professor X/Charles Xavier

-Magneto/Erik Lensherr

-Wolverine/James Howlett

-Quicksilver/Peter Maximoff

-Rogue

-Jean Grey

-Storm/Ororo Munroe

-Cyclops/Scott Summers

-Mystique/Raven

-Beast/Henry "Hank" McCoy

-Nightcrawler/Kurt Wagner

-Havok/Alexander Summers

•DC/Young Justice

-Batman/Bruce Wayne

-Superman/Clark Kent

-The Flash/Barry Allen

-Aquaman/Authur Curry

-Cyborg/Victor Stone

-Joker/Jack Oswald White

-Harley Quinn/Harleen Quinzel

-Wonder Woman/Diana Prince

-DeadShot/Floyd Lawton

-Kid Flash/Wally West

-Nightwing (Robin #1)/ Dick Grayson

-Red Hood (Robin #2)/ Jason Todd

-Robin (#3)/ Tim Drake

-Beast Boy/Garfield Logan

-Superboy/Johnathan "Jon" Kent

-Artemis/Artemis Crock

-Red Arrow/Roy Harper

-Green Arrow/Oliver Queen

-Black Canary/Dinah Lance

-Miss Martian/Megan Morse

-Aqualad/Kaldur'ahm

•Umbrella Academy

-Luther Hargreeves (#1)

-Diego Hargreeves (#2)

-Allison Hargreeves (#3)

-Klaus Hargreeves (#4)

-Five Hargreeves (#5)

-Ben Hargreeves (#6)

-Viktor Hargreeves (#7)

-Marcus Hargreeves (#1)

-Fei Hargreeves (#3)

-Alphonso Hargreeves (#4)

-Sloan Hargreeves (#5)

-Jayme Hargreeves (#6)

-Lila Aryu

-The Handler

•Harry Potter

-Harry Potter

-Ron Weasley

-Hermione Granger

-Fred Weasley

-George Weasley

-Ginny Weasley

-Draco Malfoy

-Sirius Black (Older)

-Cedric Diggory

-Oliver Wood

-Neville Longbottom

-Luna Lovegood

-Remus Lupin (Older)

-Nymphadora Tonks

-Lucious Malfoy (Older)

-Narcissa Malfoy (Older)

-Severus Snape (Older)

-Bill Weasley

-Charlie Weasley

•Marauders

-James Potter

Friendly Love - Male reader 🌸

-Lily Evans

-Sirius Black

-Remus Lupin

-Severus Snape

-Regulus Black

-Lusious Malfoy

-Narcissa Black

-Peter Pettigrew

•Greek Mythology

-Zeus

-Hades

-Posideon

-Apollo

-Hera

-Persephone

-Ares

-Athena

-Demeter

-Aphrodite

-Artemis

-Dionysus

-Hermes

•Divergent

-Beatrice "Tris" Prior

-Caleb Prior

-Eric

-Peter

-Christina

-Will

-Tobias "Four"

-Zeke

Zip line of Love - Nonbinary Reader (Requested) 🌸

-Uriah

•Star Wars

-Anakin Skywalker

-Luke Skywalker

-Leia Organa

-Han Solo

-Obi-Wan Kenobi

-Kylo Ren

•Supernatural

-Dean Winchester

-Sam Winchester

-Castiel

-Crowley

-Lucifer

-Rowena MacLeod

-Gabriel

-Charlie Bradbury (Fem/NB only)

-Chuck Shurley

-Jody Mills

-Ellen Harvelle

-Kevin Tran

•The Walking Dead

-Rick Grimes

-Daryl Dixon

-Glenn Rhee

-Carl Grimes

-Maggie Greene

-Negan

-Michonne

-Shane Walsh

-Rosita Espinosa

-Carol Peletier

-Paul "Jesus" Monroe

-Abraham Ford

‐Tara Chambler (Fem/NB only)

-Enid

-Ezekiel

-Aaron (Masc/NB only)

•The Walking Dead Game

-Clementine

-Lee

-Kenny

-Luke

-Javier

-Gabriel

-Kate

-Louis

-Omar

-Ruby

-Mitch

-Marlon

-Violet (Fem/NB only)

IT (2017)

-Richie Tozier

-Beverly Marsh

-Eddie Kaspbrak

-Bill Denbrough

-Stanley Uris

-Ben Hanscom

-Henry Bowers

-Mike Hanlon

-Patrick Hockstetter

-Victor Criss

-Belch Huggins

•Desendants

-Mal

-Evie

-Ben

-Jay

-Jane

-Chad

-Doug

-Lonnie

-Carlos

-Uma

-Harry Hook

-Gil

•Maze Runner

-Newt

-Minho

-Gally

-Teresa

-Alby

-Chuck

-Brenda

-Aris

-Thomas

-Frypan

-Jorge

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nickeverdeen · 1 year

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Questions/info

Request check-list

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Next one coming up: Arcane characters having a girly bimbo girlfriend (posting on Sunday)

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Masterlist:

Overwatch

Maze Runner (also writing for any character from the books)

Hunger Games (also writing for any character from the books)

Harry Potter (also writing for any character from the books)

Arcane

Divergent (also writing for any character from the books)

The 100 (also writing for any character from the books)

Detroit Become Human

The Legend of Korra

Avatar The Last Airbender

The Arrow

The Umbrella Academy

The Sparrow Academy

The Last of Us 1

The Last of Us 2

Horizon Zero Dawn

Spider-Man across the spiderverse

Nimona

Outer Banks

Five Nights at Freddy’s

Afton Family

The Old Guard

Willow

Percy Jackson series

Percy Jackson books

Star Wars

MCU

Rules in general:

Respect each other’s requests

Respect the fact that there may be grammatic mistakes

I’m not writing character x character

If you’re homofobic or rasist, get out

Give me some info not just “(character) x y/n” or your request will be deleted

Not pairing lesbian x male or gender neutral

Not pairing gay x female or gender neutral

People that will be paired romantically based of their sexuality (those who are not mentioned don’t have a cannon sexuality so if you wanna you can request “the character x the same gender reader” if you wanna):

Tracer/Lena (Overwatch) = Lesbian (cannon)

Newt (Maze Runner) = Gay (cannon)

Vi (Arcane) = Lesbian (cannon)

Caitlyn (Arcane) = Lesbian (cannon)

Clarke Griffin (The 100) = Bisexual (cannon)

Octavia Blake (The 100) = Lesbian (books cannon)

Korra (The Legend of Korra) = Bisexual (cannon)

Asami (The Legend of Korra) = Bisexual (cannon)

Diego Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy) = Bisexual (cannon)

Klaus Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy) = Pansexual (cannon)

Viktor Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy) = Trans + into women (cannon)

Bill (The Last of Us 1) = Gay (cannon)

Dina (The Last of Us 2) = Bisexual (cannon)

Ellie Williams (The Last of Us 1 + 2) = Lesbian (cannon)

Aloy (Horizon Zero Dawn) = Lesbian (cannon)

Ballister Boldheart (Nimona) = Gay (cannon)

Ambrosius Goldenloin (Nimona) = Gay (cannon)

Nimona (Nimona) = Gender non-conforming (cannon)

Andy (The Old Guard) = Lesbian (comics cannon)

Nicky (The Old Guard) = Gay (cannon)

Joe (The Old Guard) = Gay (cannon)

Kit Tanthalos (Willow) = Lesbian (cannon)

Jade Claymore (Willow) = Lesbian (cannon)

Rules for hcs:

Be specific don’t just write “character name x reader”

Rules for match ups:

Tell me about yourself - for example: personality, hobbies, what you don’t like, what you like etc.

Tell me if you want a female or male match-up

I don’t wanna mispronounce you, so if you’re comfortable with it, tell me your pronounce

Feel free to write anything about yourself, I won’t judge 🫶

Not doing match-ups for Harry Potter anymore

Rules for smut:

Be specific what you want that happened there so don’t just write (character name) x reader smut

Any genders

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ssa-atlas-alvez · 2 years

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Other Masterlist

911:

Buck:

Buck x Spencer (criminal minds) - Warnings: None that I can think of. Word Count: 824

Eddie

911 Lone Star:

TK Strand

Judd Ryder:

Judd x trans male nephew reader - Word Count: 906 Warning: Transphobic parents, not sure if there’s anything else, give me a shout if you spot something

Carlos Reyes:

Carlos x sibling reader - warnings: home intruder, break in

Paul Strickland

Marjan Marwani

Mateo Charvez

Carlos x TK:

Tarlos trans son - Word Count: 898 Warning: She pronouns for reader at beginning as well as deadname (D/N), emotional - but in a happy, relieved sort of way.

Marvel:

Steve Rogers:

Steve x male reader - Warnings: Implied homophobic neighbours, mentions of death, mentions of difficulty dealing with death and disappearance, slight insecurities, the reader feels lonely. Word Count: 1027

Ship 1 - 100 followers celebration

Tony Stark

Bucky Barnes:

Bucky x male reader - Warnings: mentions of torture and what hydra did, etc.

Thor Odinson

Natasha Romanoff

Bruce Banner

Loki Laufyson

Peter Parker

Merlin (BBC):

Merlin

Arthur

Gwaine

Lancelot

Percival

Elyan

Leon

Morgana

Guinevere

Primeval:

General:

A mysterious onion appears in the arc - Warnings: none.

Squad trip to Dublin - Warnings: none.

Nick Cutter

Stephen Hart:

Splinter

Connor Temple

Abby Maitland

Nick x Stephen:

Victorian

Supernatural:

Dean Winchester:

You’re Perfect - Dean x trans male reader. Warnings: mention that reader has insecurities, reader swears like twice, reader gets badly hurt. Word Count: 530

Sam Winchester

Castiel

Umbrella Academy:

Luther Hargreeves

Diego Hargreeves

Allison Hargreeves

Klaus Hargreeves

Five Hargreeves (platonic and familial requests only)

Ben Hargreeves

Viktor Hargreeves

Vampire Diaries Universe:

Damon Salvatore

Stefan Salvatore

Rebekah Mikaelson

Klaus Mikaelson

Elijah Mikaelson

Kol Mikaelson

Whitechapel:

DC Emerson Kent

DI Joseph Chandler

Kent x Chandler:

Kent x Chandler - Warnings: none that I can think of, but if you see any, let me know! Word Count: 263

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citruscisco2 · 4 years

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You. Are. A. Man!

Five Hargreevs x Trans!Male Reader

Plot: The reader is a transgender male who is struggling with body dysphoria and tries to deal with being reminded that he was once a female. Five is there to support him and remind him that the reader is indeed a man.

Author’s Note: To be honest, it felt weird writing this. I’m a female and I don’t feel like I should be writing this. I feel like someone with these actual experiences should write this. This is also why I’m turning to my friend Axel, who is transgender and having him help me write this. I would love to write more stuff like this in the future, so please send in more requests! Also, if you’re struggling with body dysphoria, please feel free to talk to me about what’s going on. I love you guys and I wanna help ya’ll! I love you guys and remember that you’re all special in your own way! Also go check out my Wattpad!

Warnings: BODY DYSPHORIA! Basically, if you’re sensitive to any content regarding transphobia I guess.

Requested: Yes by @rainbow-depresso-expresso

Key: E/C = Eye color; B/T = Body type; S/C = Skin color

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My chest ached at the feeling of my binder crushing the two lumps of fat that remained hanging on my body. Then again, it’s my fault for making it so tight, but I’ve been wearing it all day. I just wanted to look completely flat; is that too much to ask for? To be born with the correct body and to have people accept you for who you are? I just want to look how I was meant to be born; I wanted to be born a man. Is that too hard? Is it too hard to be accepted for who I want to be, who I was meant to be? I’m not harming anyone, yet only a handful of people in my life support me rather than everyone. These people are the only reason why I stay sane. They’re the only reason I haven’t given up my dream of having top surgery. Though, the topic of transitioning from female to male didn’t settle well with my parents.

Here I am, standing in front of my body mirror with tears brimming my (E/C) eyes which were glaring at my (B/T) (S/C) body. I hate it. I hate my body. I hate every damn thing about it! I couldn’t even look at myself without feeling the dysphoria creeping up my back like it’s a damn spider. I can’t even look down without seeing the two lumps of fat on my chest and what lies between my legs, I can’t even tell my parents about what I’m feeling because I know what their views on transgender people, and they’re not positive.

It hurts to know that you can’t become who you want to be; who you are meant to be. It fucking hurts to hear people call you something that you’re not and to be constantly reminded that you’re different, and when people think of different, they think, “Oh, that’s weird.” Weird eventually leads to people thinking the people or things that are weird as inferior to them. It’s beneath them. Do you know how much it hurts to hear your loved ones bash the people in your community just because they’re different and think that they’re weird? They say those things then turn right to you and tell you that they love you for who you are. No, they don’t, but then again, they don’t know I’m the very thing they despise.

It’s scary to know they if they found out your secret, you’ll change right before their eyes into a hideous, mutated monster. They’ll kick you out, act like they don’t know you, humiliate you and force you to wear the clothes they want you to wear, and they’ll do whatever they can do to convince you it’s a phase and you aren’t who you think you are. I’m terrified of the day they remind me constantly of the things that make me what they want me to be.

I’m so fucking insecure about how my shirt hugs my body, and how I can’t wear underwear without wanting to bawl my eyes out because they’re not boxers. Sure, I have other insecurities that everyone else has, such as how some people don’t like the size of their nose, the color of their eyes, or even the amount of fat they have on their bodies. I can’t change myself though without anyone really noticing what I’m trying to achieve. I had to convince my parents I was just going through a phase just so I could get my hair cut short enough to where it chopped off some of the dysphoria I carried around.

You wanna know what hurts the most, though? Fearing that the love of your life is going to leave you for who you are. You fear that soon he’ll realize the mistake he’s made and walk right out the door. He’ll lose feelings and start to distance himself, whether he realizes it or not. He said he loved you, but he can’t just be with you. Maybe somewhere he still loves you, right? He loved you, did he though? If he really loved you, he would’ve stayed and worked shit out, but instead, he became disgusted with who he associated himself with.

It first starts with him not wanting to kiss you in public. You think that he just hasn’t been comfortable with PDA lately and wants to limit it, so you brush it off. You don’t even point it out to him when you’re alone and continue to tolerate it. Soon enough it escalates into not wanting to hold your hand in public. It hurts, but you don’t bother him. It’s not until he stops doing these things even when you’re alone that it starts to bother you. It hurts, but you’re too scared to bring it up and accidentally start a fight. This isn’t the first time something like this happened to you, so you didn’t push him. You’ve learned from your mistakes, haven’t you? Your world comes crashing down and the nightmares you’ve been having for the past week finally come true. He doesn’t bother saying that he’s sorry, or that he wishes you two could just stay friends. No, he just walks right out the door without even looking back at you to see if you’re okay because he knows you’re not. He knows he broke your already cracked heart into dust, and he couldn’t give two shits.

Why would he though? Why would he want a monster like you? An abomination, that’s what you are. He couldn’t stand the thought of associating himself with you. He couldn’t handle the stares the two of you received in public. At first, you both just assumed it was because you were both men, but now he realizes it’s more than that. It’s because you’re trying to change yourself into someone you’re not. He was ashamed to be seen with you; to love you. He had to leave, he needed to. It was for the sake of his reputation he had said. He couldn’t stand to be with you because of the fact of who you are; of what you are. It’s all because you’re transgender.

As these thoughts ran through my head, my eyes grew increasingly more blurry due to salty tears blocking my vision. I felt both my bottom lip and knees tremble as my breathing grew more ragged, and it suddenly felt as if all air was cut off from my lung. My eyes screwed shut and my lips tightened shut, forcing myself to conceal my sobs. My legs gave out from underneath me, causing me to collapse to the carpeted ground of my bedroom floor and lower my head. I couldn’t look in that damned mirror anymore. A heart-wrenching wail forced itself from my body, and the sobs just came pouring out. My hands found themselves buried in my short (H/C) hair, tugging so hard at the strands that I thought I was going to rip them from my own scalp. Sob after sob, I continued to cry for what seemed like forever. Both my head and heart pounded in agony. My hands trembled and my chest heaved up and down at an increasingly fast pace as I tried to gasp for a single breath between my cries.

Fear shot up my spine as my chest ached for a different reason. I couldn’t breathe. I tugged harder at my hair and clawed at the back of my neck, hoping more pain would force my body to fight for its life and help me regain my breath. It felt like a lump of some wort was lodged in my throat, causing my body to heave forward as if I were gagging. Not to mention my nose was clogged up with snot. My vision grew foggy and my face grew hot. Would this be how I die? A pathetic mess?

I felt two arms quickly wrap around my waist and pull me into their chest. I could feel the rough texture of their jacket, but their shirt under the jacket felt smooth and soft. I could faintly hear their voice, shushing me and telling me something. They sounded calm, not panicked at all. Their touch was gentle as they brought my head to their chest, gently stroking my back with one hand and using the other to pull me close. It was still loose enough to where it didn’t feel as if I was suffocating.

I saw the familiar umbrella tattoo on the person’s wrist and the logo I had seen so many times on the person’s jacket. Only one Umbrella Academy member still wore their jacket, mostly because they were stuck in a teenager’s body and those were the only clothes that fit him. Not to mention he was too stubborn to go out and by clothes for boys his age. Physically his age, that is. I never pushed Five too many times to buy the clothes I’d die to see him wear because I just wanted him comfortable and happy. Plus, who am I to hell him what he can and cannot wear?

I was able to faintly smell the cologne he wore daily, calming me down just a tad. My throat finally ceased and allowed me to gasp for a small bit of air, but it didn’t stop me from hyperventilating. Five gently rocked me back and forth as best as he could, continuing to softly shush me and rub small circles on my back. I could finally make out what he was saying.

“It’s gonna be okay,” he mumbled, humming a soft tune that always seemed to calm me down. “I’m gonna need you to do something for me, dear, can you do that?” I whimpered pathetically and managed to nod in affirmation. He nods and continues. “I want you to breathe with me, okay?” I nod once more, desperate to come down from my panic. He starts his breathing off at a moderately fast pace, almost matching with my own. I was able to match my breathing with his own as I gripped his dark blazer. His breathing gradually slowed down, and as did mine. This wasn’t the first time Five’s had to help me, so I knew what to expect. Once my breathing was stable enough, he spoke again. “Do you need anything?” he softly asked, reaching over and grabbing a soft blanket that laid upon my bed.

“You,” I managed to choke out. My eyes burned from the salty tears, and my head ached from crying. He nods and drapes the blanket around my body and tilts my head up so he can see my face. His eyes are glazed over with empathy and care. He gently strokes my cheek with his thumb and gently presses his lips against my forehead.

“I’m not going anywhere my dear,” he assures me, tightening his embrace just a tad bit. “Do you want to talk about what happened?” I shake my head no at his question. “Do you want to talk about something good that happened today?” I’m silent at his question. Taking a deep breath, fluttering my eyes shut and trying to focus on speaking properly.

“I-I was able to put to...together an outfit that-that made me feel really masculine today,” I start off, pausing as I felt my voice grow shaky as I spoke. I breathed slowly through my nose and continued. “It-It was a pair of khakis that stopped at my knees, and-and the polo Klaus had given me for my birthday.”

“The light green one with the lemons on it?” I nod in affirmation. My heart swoons at the fact he remembers something as little as that.

“Yeah, I-I was also able to finish the load of homework that the school gave us,” I added. He smiles softly and kisses the top of my head.

“See, I told you you could get it done! I’m so proud of you,” he praises softly, keeping his voice low. He continues to ask me questions about my day, focusing on the positive aspects of it.

With a clear and calm mindset, I know none of that would happen with Five. Sure, it’s happened in the past, but Five’s different - very different considering he can teleport and he’s mentally an old man. I know I can always rely on him when it comes to shit like this. He knows I can be a bit much during times like these, and he knows that I’ll end up looking pretty fucking gross. He doesn’t care though. He’s seen a lot of shit in his life, so a red face covered in tears and snot isn’t gonna bother him. He loves me, and he’s told me this an abundance amount of times.

After helping me clean up, we both lay down on my bed with my back against his chest. He wraps one arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him. His chin rest on the top of my head, humming the same soft melody he sang earlier. I felt my eyes droop as a wave of exhaustion came crashing over me. My eyes would fall shut and snap back open as I would realize I was slowly falling asleep, but falling asleep meant I wouldn’t be able to hear his voice anymore.

“Get some sleep, my dear, I’ll be here when you wake,” he mumbled softly. That was the last thing I heard before falling asleep peacefully in his arms with a small smile on my face and a heart full of love.

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Acceptance ~ Five Hargreeves x Trans Masc!Reader

Request from @the-real-xhorse : Hey would you mind writing five x an trans masc reader where the reader is coming out to five—like five and the reader met after his transition so five just assumes he was always a guy? Thanks!

A/N: First Five fic let's go bois. This could be platonic or romantic. I made the reader around 15? You can think of him (yourself, I suppose) as pre-T or on T, whatever you're more comfortable with! I made it ambiguous. Thanks for the request! Happy reading Xx

Warnings: Coming out (trans masc), brief mentions of dysphoria (literally just the word dysphoria), just general talk of ftm stuff

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You were going to tell him today. You can do this. It's not that difficult. He might already know. Okay now is not the time to get dysphoric. Just knock, gaylord.

You took a deep breath, hovering your fist over the large wooden door.

Four quick, hard knocks and you pulled back quickly.

Maybe this wasn't such a good idea-

"Oh hello dear!" Momma Grace opened the door before you could even finish your thought. "Would you like to come in? Reginald is out for the week."

"I-I uh,, Yes, please." You stammered out. Think Grace can tell you're nervous?

"Are you alright, love?" Grace asked, a small frown on her face.

I guess she could tell.

"Yes, I'm okay. Is Five home?" You asked, smiling slightly and stuffing your hands in your pockets.

"Mm-hm. He should be in his room. You can go ahead up if you'd like." Grace said with a smile, folding her hands in front of her dress.

"Thanks, Grace." You pardoned yourself with another smile, heading to the stairs up to the kids' bedrooms.

You brought yourself to Five's bedroom door, preparing yourself to knock again. Two more brief knocks on the door, and Five was soon in front of you.

"Oh hey! What are you doing here?" Five asked, pulling you into his room and closing the door.

You both sat on his bed, and you took a deep breath, turning to face Five.

"I uh, actually wanted to talk to you about something." You stated, more sure of yourself.

"Is everything okay?" Five's smile dropped a bit, turning to face you as well.

"Yeah, yeah of course. I just.. kinda wanted to tell you something."

"Well.. What is it?" Five spoke quietly after a moment.

You took one more last deep breath, looking down to your hands.

"I'm uh.. I'm. I'm trans." You said, nodding slightly afterwards and looking back up to Five.

He looked a bit shocked, to say the least.

"As.. As in Female-to-Male?" Five asked after a short silence.

"Yeah, yeah." You replied, laughing quietly through your words.

"Oh. Okay. I.. I never knew." Five responded, "I'm glad you're comfortable enough to tell me." He placed his hand over yours, smiling lightly.

You let out a relieved breath, smiling back at him. "You really didn't know?"

"No." Five laughed lightly, pulling his hand back but moving to sit closer to you.

"Is it okay if I ask some questions? You don't have to answer, if you don't want, I'd just like to get to know that part of you better. Again, if you're comfortable with everything."

You and Five ended up talking for atleast a few hours about how and when you knew, struggles through school and with family, and just some weird funny stories. Five could empathize a small bit easier since he was gay, but he obviously couldn't fully understand. He was incredibly respectful and understanding of your boundaries, and didn't push anything.

You ended up spending the night and continued talking about LGBT+ topics, Diego, Klaus and Ben coming in at some point to have a boys night. The girls weren't to happy with you being kinda loud, so they went downstairs to have girls night with Grace. You were happy when you found out they had fun as well.

Overall one of the best coming-out experiences you've had.

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A/N: shit this was kinda short. Thanks for reading anyways, I enjoy writing for fellow trans masc/boys!

#trans masc reader #trans male reader #five hargreeves #five hargreeves x male reader #five hargreeves x trans male reader #five hargreeves x trans masc reader

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craccjhead · 4 years

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Writing Shtuff (Rules, masterlist, who and what I write for, etc..)

Main acc: @milkfromhell

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Requests: Open || CLOSED

Now currently doing:

Some requests still in my draft ;)

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MASTERLISTS

[Tua Masterlist]

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WHO I WRITE FOR

The Umbrella Academy

Luther Hargreeves

Diego Hargreeves

Allison Hargreeves

Klaus Hargreeves

Five Hargreeves (Platonic only!)

Ben Hargreeves

Vanya Hargreeves

Good Omens

Crowley

Aziraphale

Doctor Who

Tenth Doctor

Rose Tyler

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WHAT I WILL WRITE

Fluff, Angst, Oneshots, Imagines, Blurbs, Short series, Headcanons, Drabbles, AUs

Gender neutral readers, trans readers, male readers, female readers, race neutral readers

Platonic xReaders

Sibling xReaders (Especially with the Hargreeves siblings)

Plus size xReaders

Topics like violence, drinking, smoking, etc…

Implied smut

LGBTQ+ Relationships

WHAT I WON’T WRITE

Smut

Miscarriages, rape, non/dub-consent

Incest

Character x Character fics, but the Ineffable Husbands (Aziraphale x Crowley), Vissy (Vanya x Sissy), and Klave (Klaus x Dave) is fine! But I can't write TenRose since I can't write their dynamic very well :')

Pregnancy/Parenting shtuff

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PLEASE…

Be patient when you have requested, or are requesting! I’m quite busy nowadays, since online school started

Don’t spam my ask box with the same request!

Have fun with your requests, my ideas are a bit boring :o

Give constructive criticism! I’m still experimenting with my writing style, and I’ve just recently started putting my fics out into the internet, so it’s cool!

Tell me if my fics are offensive, and I’ll take it down!

Thank you!~

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desperate-daydream · 1 year

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HIII I LOVE YOUR STORIES AND I WANTED TO REQUEST SOMETHING. could you write a one shot about Five Hargreeves being all tired and fluffy and cuddly with his husband? set in season 1 when he got a shot wound and his siblings took him home and Grace patched him up. The husband is very protective of Five (dominant too) so he sits by him in bed reading a book until he wakes up and then forces him to stay in bed because of his condition (he wanted to go after his siblings or smth) and so Five decides that it's not worth fighting his lover because he won't stop either way so he gives in and cuddles into his lover like the little spoon he is 🥺

☂️ Umbrella Academy

❀ Five Hargreeves x (male) husband reader ⚣

A/N: Oh, of course. That‘s a really cute idea. And thank you! It isn‘t very long unfortunately but I hope you‘ll like it anyway.

tags/warnings: plays in season 1, the storyline is a bit different I guess, you‘re Five‘s husband, mentions of a shot wound

You stay in bed

The first thing Five noticed after blacking out because of his shot wound were your hums. He was usually hyper aware of everything you did. You just had caught his attention from the very first moment.

Though it wasn‘t in a positive way at first. You were the only one other than the Handler to actually dare telling him what to do. Although, you only did it out of concern. Five had this habit of wanting to manage things alone and therefore often pushing his limits too hard.

In the end, your dominance and professionalism were intriguing to him. He couldn‘t help but fall in love with you. You had even married after accomplishing one of your several missions.

It had been as clear as day that you would come with him wherever he decided to go. Even through time to save the world and especially his siblings. Well, now you were both in the bodies of your teenage-selves.

And Five was shot. He turned his head slightly towards you as he regained all his other senses and memory. Then he remembered his goal to save the world - and his damn siblings.

He tried to sit up but you had already noticed that he was awake and quickly put away your book to get out of your chair and hold him down.

„Hey, no no no. You stay in bed.“

„But-„

„No but. You were shot. Even a man like you needs rest.“

He really couldn‘t go against your words and the stare you gave him. Alone your eyes made him give in and he laid back down. He sighed and looked up at you with a pout and big eyes - one of the faces he only ever would dare to show you.

„Then at least cuddle with me.“

You smiled faintly. „Of course, darling.“

You helped him scoot over before laying down next to him. His arms immediately went around you and his hands gripped into your shirt as he put his face in the crook of your neck. He inhaled deeply and you felt him relax in your arms when you started gently combing through his hair.

When you had first seen him in his cute school-boy glory your protectiveness had skyrocketed. Seeing him like this now made you want to wrap him in layers of protection and hold him close to you at all times.

But you couldn‘t and shouldn‘t so the only thing you could do was make sure that he stayed in bed a bit longer to let his wound heal. You were able to convince him to stay there for a day or so before even you couldn’t hold him - and to be honest also yourself - back any longer.

You went to the next point of the stop-the-apocalypse-plan while you hovered close behind your husband. A protective shadow while Five did his thing.

#five hargreeves #five hargreeves x reader #five hargreeves x male reader #x male reader #male reader #x trans male reader #trans male reader #husband reader #dom reader #gay #the umbrella academy #umbrella academy

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Hey uhh could you do a five hargreeves x male reader, where the reader is the like,, top in the relationship? Like the big spoon and the one to hold him and shit?? maybe they meet a few days before the apocalypse in the first season and go on a date to griddys or somethin for coffee, and five realizes that he has to save him, but when running in to hazel and cha cha the reader protects him?? idk somethin like that, or just five x top reader headcanons. please? sorry he is my hyperfixation LMAO

☂️ Umbrella Academy

❀ Five Hargreeves x male reader ⚣︎

A/N: yes, of course. Thank you for the request! I'll do my best, hope you like it XD And sorry that it took so damn long.

tags/warnings: plays in season 1, I changed it a bit what happened etc., top/protective reader, bc five deserves to be cared for and protected too, seriously that poor guy needs a break, TW gun

Together, we will save the world

Five Hargreeves had a mission. Save the world (or at least his siblings) and kill everyone who wants to stop him from doing so.

Well, life had slightly different plans for him first.

He was, yet again, running around the city, trying to get away from the so very charming people the Handler had sent after him. And then he crushed into you.

Like, literally. You were standing in a side alley next to the shop you worked in and had just gotten ready to leave, when a boy your age stumbled around the corner. His glance was directed at something behind him and so he just didn't notice you at all.

Five was exhausted from his jumps and his very hard tries of saving this world somehow while his siblings acted like literal children. He was actually the one being a teenager again, but he didn't throw tantrums - ok, maybe a bit but only to finally get some sense into them so he didn't have to do it all alone.

So it was only logical that at some point he wouldn't be as aware as usuall. He crashed into you and almost fell down but you catched him in time thanks to your reflexes.

When you looked down you could only admire the boy you had just catched. Dark brown hair in a cute "polite good boy"-hair cut, sharp features and beautiful hazel eyes. However there were dark circles under those and he seemed pretty tired as he laid almost limpless in your arms.

Five looked up at you and - even though he didn't like to admit it - felt thankful that you catched him. You were good looking and seemed to have no problem with almost carrying him.

"Watch out where you're going, pretty boy." You smirked and Five couldn't believe it but he almost blushed as his eyes widened.

You slowly got him back on his feet steadily but your arms hadn't left his waist yet. Your picture of him became even cuter when you noticed the silly school uniform with those adorable shorts he was wearing.

After what felt way too long Five finally regained some brain cells and was able to hastily move out of your grip. He would've gotten away by now usually but something that he couldn't make out held him in place as he kept staring at you.

He was about to say something when his eyes went wide again as he made out the fast steps of his past-colllegues. His gaze hushed around and then he pushed you into a small niche of the building you were standing next to.

It was narrow and had hardly space for two teenage boys. That's why you stood impossibly close to each other but you couldn't complain. If the universe decided to shove you into a compromised space together with a cute boy then it'd be like that. You smirked again.

"Shouldn't you invi-", you couldn't continue your sentence because of the boy’s hand covering your mouth. You weren't completely dense so you understood the message to shut up.

It seemed like this boy in front of you really was in severe stress. He was acting like he was on the run from something - or someone - and when you heard the voices of two people complaining that they lost "him" again you made the conclusion they must mean the boy whose hand was still drapped above your mouth.

Luckily the people left quickly and the boy visibly relaxed. His hand left your mouth - leaving behind a tingle on your skin - and his shoulders slumped as his body leaned against the brickwall.

"You seem tired and like you really need a break, you know?"

A sharp glance was the only response. And then the boy moved getting out the niche. He was about to walk away but you couldn't have this meeting end so soon. You grabbed his arm and he swiveled around to look at you again.

"I think you need some coffee", you said, "And maybe sugar will be good too. Why don't we go get donuts?"

Five really didn't know how it happened - he had a mission to complete or else everyone would die - but he was so tired of everything and everyone. So he agreed and soon you were sitting in front of each other at a table at Griddy's.

You ordered and while you waited you had a hard time getting a conversation started. You didn't fail to notice how his eyes looked around all the time just waiting for something to happen.

"So.. who were those guys earlier?", you asked. You had quickly come to the conclusion that this guy wouldn't be catched with small talk. And you wanted to help. Everybody just paying close attention to him for more than a minute could see the stress.

The boy looked at you for a seemingly long time. You almost saw him doing a pro-con-list in his head. "Let's just say, I want to do something that they don't appreciate."

"I guess you're not planning on telling me what that is."

"I guess you wouldn't believe me", he remarked and took a sip from his black coffee.

You raised your eyebrows. "Try me."

His eyes looked at you over the edge of his mug before he put it down. His staring proceeded for another minute till he leaned back.

"Alright", another pause, "I'm trying to save the world from the apocalypse."

You were glad that you hadn't drank something that moment because you were sure you would've choked on your drink. Instead your eyebrows raised again and you huffed out a small laugh.

And just as you were about to make a funny comment you looked into his eyes. The words died when you saw the seriousness. He actually believed that. But was it real?

"Okayyy..", while you tried to figure out what to say two people came in. First you didn't really aknowledge it but then you noticed the boy in front of you tensing up.

And before you could say something else the two people suddenly turned in your direction. The man grapped the brunette's arm and the next moment your date (could you call it that? was it a date? you certainly had an interest in this boy. B-but that's not to discuss right now!) was on the other side of the room.

You couldn't believe your eyes at first and just stared. That changed pretty quickly when you saw one of them pointing a gun at your date (still in question) and the other approaching him again. You stood up while trying to stay silent and grabbed the knife next to your plate.

The boy saw you but gladly the other two didn't. It was clear that he didn't want you to get into this too but even you could see that he didn't have any more strength to defend himself. Just as the man went to grab the brunette again you stabbed the knife into the women's shoulder who held the gun.

She let it fall and a string of curse words came out of her mouth as she stummbled to the side. You quickly picked up the gun and pointed it at the man. "Let him go", you threatened while still having an eye on the woman who had fallen into the window next to the door.

"Let him go and go away", you repeated. You were glad that you could handle guns quite efficiently. The man slowly let go and stepped back with raised hands. Unfortunately you didn't pay attention the woman anymore for a split second who sprinted towards you and took the gun out of your hand.

That same moment your date (or whatever he was now) came running towards you too and shortly before the woman pulled the trigger he reached you. A weird feeling overcame you and the next thing you saw was the exterior wall of a building.

For several seconds you stood still starring in the air before you lost balance and stumbled backwards.

“What. The. Fuck.“

The boy sighed.

“Alright. Come on. You saw too much.“

He grabbed your hand to drag you behind him.

“Wait. Don‘t I get an explanation? What did just happen?!“ You‘d be lying if you said that you weren‘t panicking.

He turned to you with a frown.

Five was confused. First he had crushed into you, then you basically asked him out on a date and asked him what he had run from. Something about you made him answer and then the incident with Hazel and Cha-Cha happened.

He decided that he had to take you with him. You had whitnessed enough. And maybe, just maybe, he felt some kind of sympathy for you. He had to admit, you were fairly handsome.

“I‘ll- I‘ll explain on the way.“ He grabbed your hand again to pull you with him. “But we‘ll have to keep moving for now.“ You basically stumbled behind him but you couldn‘t surpress the sheepish grin growing on your face.

Damn, that boy was something different. But you were definitely here for it.

(And if you looked close enough you could see the tiniest smile and blush on his cute face too. After all, he didn‘t let go of your hand for the rest of the walk.

Later that day he became sure about it: Together, you would save the world.)

#five hargreaves x reader #five hargreeves x male reader #five hargreeves #x male reader #x trans male reader #gay #the umbrella academy #tua

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desperate-daydream · 9 months

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☂️ Umbrella Academy

❀ Five Hargreeves x male reader ⚣︎

A/N: @fandomz-brainrot you asked and here it is: the part two of "Together, we will save the world"

tags/warnings: meet the sibs, set in season 1 still, reader basically insults the sibs, I changed it a bit what happened etc., top/protective reader

Together, we will save the world pt. 2

The boy - who had finally told you that he was called Five - really didn‘t let go of your hand. And that was good because you would‘ve probably walked on the street without noticing while you listened to a summary of how he got here.

It blew your mind. And then you remembered having seen some of the old comics about the umbrella academy not even long ago. The boy you found cute was basically a superhero.

He just finished with the story when you arrived at an expensive looking house with a fence and double doors. Five dragged you inside and the first thing you noticed was the staircase - plus a damn chandelier.

„Wow.“ It was the first thing you said since he had taken your hand.

„Precisely, yes“, sadly he let go of your hand as he said that.

„Five?“, a man‘s voice called from.. somewhere in this house.

„Yes!“, he looked annoyed already.

And suddenly you were met with several people - adults around thirty. „Five, where were you?“, one of them stepped closer to take a look at him worriedly, „Are you okay?“

„I‘m alright, Viktor“, he moved his head away from his outreached hand. Then he noticed you. While he had asked, the others had come closer too and noticed you as well.

A man in all black looked at you suspiciously. „Who‘s this?“ He pointed a small knife at you which creeped you out only a little bit.

Five sighed. „Put the damn knife down, Diego. This is (Y/N), he saved my life.“

Then he looked at you again. “(Y/N), these are my siblings. Viktor, Diego, Klaus, Allison and Luther.“ He pointed at each of them while he said their names.

You did a small nod and an „Hi“ escaped your mouth. Viktor and the guy called Klaus (if you remembered right) were the only ones who smiled back at you. The others were still wary of you.

„Okay, but what happened?“, the tall woman - Allison - asked, „He saved your life?“

„Yes“, Five started walking and signaled for you to follow him. So you did. The others did too. „Remember the commission I told you about. The Handler sent some agents after me. I was on the run - and to be honest on the verge of passing out.“

You had reached the kitchen and Five went over to make a sandwich with peanut butter and marshmallows. Only then did you notice that you hadn’t eaten before you were almost shot earlier. You leaned on the counter as you watched him and crossed your arms.

Five continued. „He got me to calm down and recharge for a moment but then they showed up and long story short without him you‘d probably have to bury me now.“

He was almost finished doing his sandwich when you spoke up with a smirk on your face. „You‘re gonna eat that?“

„Yes, want one too?“, he looked at you as he bit into it.

„Honestly, yes.“ He shoved the ingredients over to you and you went to work.

Meanwhile his siblings started talking again. But you only listened halfway - it was majorly a lot of raised voices so it seemed like nothing too important. Instead you looked at Five.

You noticed the small bruises on his face that probably went to cluster all over his body. His clothes were ripped and well.. not clean. And another thing you noticed was his habit of going through his hair which made it look really disheveled.

Your mind wandered off to other reasons his hair could look like this involving you and a bed - or literally any place. But you quickly directed your mind back to the still arguing siblings.

And then you noticed how Five‘s siblings gave him the fault for all of this chaos - which was absolutely not right. You spoke up with a frown on your face.

„Hey, this really isn‘t fair and it‘s not true. Don‘t you dare go and blame the one person here who actually tries to do something against the shit happening right now. He came back to save your unthankful asses and doesn’t even get a single pause since then because you can‘t work together like you‘re still in elementary. Have you actually looked at him for once - he almost died today. And it won‘t get better if you keep on behaving like that because then he surely goes outside again to overwork himself even more.“

You turned away from his siblings and gently took his hand. Then you went for the door - on the way you grabbed the sandwich you hadn’t eaten yet.

When you were out the door you still didn’t let go of him. „Where in this weird thing of a house is your room?“

He directed you to a room that could‘ve been anyone‘s because of the little to none personal belongings. But the walls were plastered with all kinds of mathematical equations that you couldn‘t understand at all. From what you had heard out of his telling earlier these were most likely his own.

„Have your siblings always been like that?“, you looked around the room and then decided to sit down in a chair in front of the desk.

„Well, we‘ve never really had some kind of sibling-bond I guess. The old man was focussed on training and educating us so we‘d be able to fight and be elite, not on making us feel loved or like a part of a real family.“, he shrugged his shoulders, „It‘s been like that for our whole life.. well, apparently until I vanished and the others ran away.“

For a long time you both said nothing. You ate your sandwich - that actually wasn’t so bad - and Five looked out the window.

“What you thinking about?”, you asked.

“Why are you suspecting that I’m thinking about something specific right now?”, he still didn’t directly look at you but you noticed a quick look from the corner of his eyes.

“Because you have a certain look on your face and - from my observations - you seem like a person with a non-stop brain.”

“That’s.. quite right.”

He finally looked at you and his dark brown eyes pierced into your own. You felt a shiver down your spine and stood up without even noticing at first. But you didn’t stop and the other boy didn’t seem like he wanted to stop you either so you went to sit closely next to him. Now you two looked out the window together.

After some time - you honestly didn’t know how much - you felt Five’s head lay on your shoulder. First unsure and slowly, ready to draw back if needed, but when he noticed that you didn’t have anything against it he relaxed.

You heard and felt the deep sigh that left him and his frame relaxed more and more against you. You took a deep breath before being brave and slowly putting your hand on his thigh. He tensed a little and you were already about to pull your hand back but then he put his own on yours to keep it where it was. As a last brave step, that almost made your heart burst, you put your head on top of his.

You sat there basically snuggled against each other for a long while.

(And if later, when his siblings came in to apologize, they saw you both quickly separate after almost falling asleep on each other, they didn’t say anything about it. They would however be secretly very interested in this developing relationship between their overworked brother and this one guy who gave him happiness, protected him and reminded him to take breaks.)

#five hargreaves x reader #five hargreeves x reader #five hargreeves x male reader #five hargreeves #x male reader #male reader #x trans male reader #trans male reader #gay #the umbrella academy #umbrella academy #tua

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desperate-daydream · 2 years

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☂️ Umbrella Academy

❀ Five Hargreeves x male reader ⚣︎

A/N: Soo, yeah, Five Hargreeves my dear people. With male reader (he/him) but can also be read as trans male reader (since no biological features are mentioned).

tags/warnings: you're Five's fiancé, it takes place after season 2, Five's and your bodies are aged up, because I'm planing to maybe do a second part with spicy actions

part 2

Five had enough. It had been only two weeks but it felt like two years. The constant racing trying to solve a problem. Especially since his siblings just didn't help at all.

Right now the weird family sat around a table discussing - or should he say screaming - in all directions. Five was silent. He gave it up trying to get some sense into them so they finally listened to him.

"We just have to..!", Diego exclaimed but he was interupted by Luther again. Five stopped listening to him before he even got out one word.

He looked at Viktor sitting next to him with a worried face. "Guys, please stop fighting", he said, his quiet words going unnoticed by the rest. He looked at Five seeking for help who just raised his eyebrows mimiking the words 'What did you expect?'.

He got up after that, making a decision - he really should do it now before something happens again.

"Where are you going?", Viktors words actually could get the attention of their siblings and they looked at him expectantly.

"I have to do something." "And what would that be?", Luther questioned. Five sighed. "See, I'm done with this shit. It all leads to absolutely nothing. I had two weaks of hell where we didn't accomplish anything right. So, I'm gonna go get him back."

"Get who back?", Allison looked curiously at him. "Yeah, who?", Klaus echoed leaning backwards in his chair stretching.

"My fiancé." Diego chocked on his water and started choughing violently. Klaus leaned forward again eyeing him interested.

"You have a fiancé?", Viktor asked. He nodded. "If you don't mind I'm gonna go now."

"Wait", Allison said before he could even turn around, "I wanna come with you." "Oh, if she goes I'm coming too", Klaus exclaimed and got up quickly before straightening his shirt, "You too?" He had turned to Viktor who just shrugged and agreed "Why not?" "Alright, anybody else?", Five asked looking at Number 1 and 2. They stood up wordlessly and followed him.

That's how it came to Five standing at your door with a bunch of people around thirty behind him looking like little ducklings that blindly followed their mama.

"Huh", was the first thing you said, "you're still alive. Good." Five gave one of his shit eating grins but you could tell that he was also relieved to see you.

"And you must be his siblings then", you concluded. Even though he would never admit it Five had talked a lot about them and about his plans to save them no matter what.

"Yeah, hi! I'm Allison", the woman that looked like she just came from a gala reached out her hand and you shook it hesitantly. You didn't like contact with random people due to your past but you tried to let it slide at the moment.

According to Five they may be irresponsible idiots but they were good people - they wouldn't want to harm you like the others had done. She also introduced the rest of the pack on your front porch before you turned back to your fiancé.

"Alright, come in", you stepped aside, "I was actually about to go to the garden but that can wait. Do you want something to drink?" Even though you liked being introverted and alone you still had some manners. You got out some glasses at their agreements.

After you had set down the tray on the table and everybody sat down - Five had pulled you into his lap without a comment - you looked at them questioningly.

"Soo, why did you all come here? Did you manage to save the world this time?" You looked at Five again, who took his sweet time sipping on his coffee.

"Well, yes.. but also no." You just raised an eyebrow. "We saved the world but then we had to flee", the guy named Viktor elaborated. "And then suddenly we were in this shitty alternate reality of our 2019", Klaus contuinued.

"They just started screaming at each other again and I was sick of it", Five put down his mug, "those were two really hard and annoying weeks for me. Where I didn't even get to change clothes."

"I can see. This uniform is really horrible", you said looking him up and down. Even though the shorts and high sock were quite adorable.

"I have some that could fit you", you got up. "Really?" "Yes, as you can see I had a little bit more time getting accustomed to my younger body again."

You held out a hand for Five that he took and excused yourselves from his siblings for a moment. You led him up the stairs to your bedroom. His hand still in your - you had missed that feeling.

And after the door closed behind you you got another thing you had missed back - his lips on yours. The kiss was soft and slow savoring every carefree second that you both got.

Well till you both had to break it for air. Your arms were around his neck and shoulders while his were tightly around your torso one hand gripping your shoulder.

You leaned your forehead against his. "I missed you", you whispered and that was everything it took for him to break.

His arms tightened if that was even possible and he hid his face in your neck as the tears started flowing. Little broken sobs escaped his lips making your heart clench.

Your hand strocked through his hair while you whispered into his ear. "It's alright. You're save right now. They're all save. I'm here. I won't leave you again. Let it out. It's alright. I'm here."

You placed a kiss at his temple and he calmed down after another minute of quietly sobbing into your neck.

He retrrated a bit to look at your face. His eyes were red from crying. You took his face in your hands and slowly pulled it down so you could kiss away the frown between his brows. A small smile appeared at his lips after that and made you smile too.

"Come on, I'll give you some clothes now", you took his hand and dragged him to your dresser.

After he had changed into a jeans and a hoody and you changed your top too - since there had been a wet spot from his tears - you went down again.

His family was still there, just not everybody still sitting around the table. The guy named Diego, if you remembered right, was walking and looking around at every little thing.

Klaus stood in the kitchen going through your cabinets which didn't bother you as much as it should. He was one of Five's siblings that he had told you the most about, along with Viktor, and he was very sympathetic to you.

You sat down again - you in Five's lap again. Your arms were thrown around his neck and one of his went around your waist while he reached for his mug.

"So how did it come to.. this?", Allison asked pointing at you two. Five was still sipping at his coffee so you started talking.

"Well, I ended up in the comission - that is a long story so I won't tell it now - and at some point got partnered with this guy", you pointed at Five who contuinued.

"He was the only person I could tolerate -"

"And vice versa."

"- so it just kind of happened. And before I went to you in 2019 I managed to bring him here so he won't get hurt -"

"Where I waited for him to come back. And you did", at the last sentence you looked at him. His gaze went to you too with pure adoration and trust. "And I did."

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