#too late for apologies (reynaldo)

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

I dunno. Have a buncha dank memes for the Disgrace AU that may or may not make sense out of context.

#one pace from disgrace (au) #cleaved together (post finale) #svtfoe memes #svtfoe toffee #toffee au #svtfoe au #queens of mewni #jester cross (toffee) #false friend (comet) #the predecessor (seth) #too late for apologies (reynaldo) #the fortune teller (celena) #queen of the madhouse (mina) #the lost princess (meteora) #the disgraced (juno) #partner in crime (moon) #first love (eclipsa) #knives at our backs (lyndwyrm) #my family you tore apart (magic high commission)

[tacosandtomcos]

Spoiler Review for The Book Of Spells! pt 3!

Glad to see people are really enjoying these overviews of the past queens!

Sorry this one took longer, i have other things to take care of and it gets in the way sometimes.

but now that we’re back let’s get started-

So we’re actually at the midpoint of the book, and before we get to rhina, gloss has a section in here about mewberty and the mewberty form.

the midpoint of the book also points to where the queen sections are with comments from gloss about all of them. Though let’s do a overview of this section on the mewberty form before we get to rhina

We already get the gist with it in the show, that it’s a powerful form that gives you helpful tools for you as a magic user, but here’s some bonus info that’s new to us.

The book is meant, according to daron, to allude to some future events, so we should be on the lookout for anything important.

Mewberty and dipping down

You tend to pop into this form when feeling strong emotion

Mewberty wings only show when needed

keeping your wings clean is important, don’t machine wash them.

Those sparkly eyes are called omatidia eyes, they let you see more then one dimension at a time. Soupina got stuck in this state and she never came back, she went mad. So don’t let yourself get lost with this power.

these eyes also let you read every language.

your emotions can increase and decrease your density, helping you fly. Dirhhennia might never have gone through mewberty, but she had many accounts of waking up on the ceiling and crashing on her bed.

the arms also only pop out when needed, sometimes they can be hard to make go away though.

your voice may change in this form, explaining star’s weird voice when killing toffee. It’s a multidimensional voice, just like with the eyes. 

Each queens always has some unique signifiers in their mewberty form. Cres grew a big eyebrow each time she dipped down for example. Then it turned into a caterpiller and ran into the forest.

Negative emotions like envy and anger make for bad dipping down, making your form messed up and your magic unpredictable. while love and protection of another help you do fantastic and make your magic at it’s most powerful.

Tbh, alot of queens don’t manage to dip down, and it’s not exactly a bad thing considering the radiation it lets off. So it’s not frowned upon if you can’t do it.

Gloss then has a checklist of all kinds of silly things for him to do.

Here are my favs on here though

“Say nothing but globgor for a whole year” ( I can’t BELIEVE he wrote that down as one)

“Do nothing for five days”

“Change my voice” (Lol)

“Be a bridesmaid”

“Throw away all pants”

“die and be reborn” (Which he gave 4 checkmarks to, so uh..how  much has gloss died?)

Also he has ones he crossed out, which means he never intends to do them.

He crossed out things like “Learn how to apologize” and apologies to a number of characters.

it’s a funny page that you should see for yourself.

Then he has a page on all his bug pets and their names. He has six bug pets, three silkworms, a centipede, a beetle and an earwig.

He seems to love them like kids more then his OWN kids (The mhc), he even has pet names for them.

Gloss also has a bedroom in here, it’s weird and clearly a bit meta since there’s concept art in it on a drawing board.

Rhina

Rhina’s queen poem is basically alluding to this very same book getting destroyed when it gets to star.

Her crystal is unique, a nubrikian spinning cube, there’s only 7 in existence in all the universes. she has to rearrange the cubes before every spell. Also they’re hypnotic and staring at them is a bad idea.

she writes notes to herself.

She rhymes alot in her chapter..

The hear on her wand is rare and perfect for riddle craft.

her book is full of riddles to solve for fun.

The edge of her wand can cut glass.

Some text are written upsidedown or in weird positions.

She has a pet turtle she likes having by her side, she was only allowed to keep it in her chambers after she was queen. Her best friend got him from the cats with human faces dimension, because he belonged to a cat prince and her friend won him. He was a present to rhina when her friend first came to the caslte.

She actually has 5 millhorses inside her wand, one being her mother’s.

She has steps on doing riddles. You have to collect them, find a subject, size doesn’t matter, know the answer first, draft ,metaphors, alliteration, let the answer speak about itself, share with friends. 

Didn’t like Reynaldo the bald plate (That rando mch member) cause her made meetings riddle-free. She asked her mom to get rid of him, but that wasn’t possible, they kinda do what they want. Her mom still had her hand in alot of decisions through her daughter, rhina likes the help.

She was kinda hoping her mom would be queen a longer time and would not mind it it were forever, but she would rather spend a ton of time organizing her many spellbooks.

Finds gloss messy and bossy but at least he likes her riddles.

Friends with someone named lady gyoza, she came to stay with the family when rhina was age five and they’ve been friends since. They like to go on walks and braid daises in their hair. Gyoza looks like an owl because she’s 1/4th owl, she even sleeps late like one.

her turtle likes top-hats. also he has a mustache.

Skywynne knew lady gyoza’a grandpa, so that’s why she joined their family, for family friendship.

She made national riddle day on her birthday, which made every loyal subject give her a riddle. It wasn’t a success in the end.

was really bored about her meeting with the mch on the monster conflict.

uses riddle magic to make her spells, making the spells work is the hard part though. The trick of course is the spinning of the wand’s cubes and she only set gloss’s beard on fire five times anyway.

uses some cleaner to help make her wand spin right, it makes it look shiny too. It also smells like flowers from septarias, which gloss may be allergic to.

Has exercises for using objects with your arms, recommends asking a witch doctor or doctor before doing them. They’re weird ones with a book and a crystal ball. (Make sure if anyone lives in the book you tell them first before you do the exercise.) 

Changed from doing “Entries” to just posting her thoughts.

She and Gyoza went to a demon ball wearing black cat masks, and no one knew who they were. She liked not being seen, would want to wear masks more often, watch the sunrise from castle namparts.

Has an ideal perfect morning, and wrote it down.

Rhina kinda seems asexual and aromatic, she dislikes her mom encouraging her to find a king and her friend talking about love, rhina just finds it all boring.

has a page on special cube forms for her spells.

bit her nails and sometimes had to use her toes to move her cube.

has been to earth since one cube form is based on a chihuahua., it makes her wand bark after each spin.

Used a spell on Reynaldo to make him like riddles, but he ended up only speaking in riddles from then on. She and gloss could not find a counterspell. So they made him retire.

Her friend eventually left and had a going away party.

in the beginning of her chapter she reminded herself about this red ribbon as a reminded for something about the cats with human faces dimension and it becomes a running gag in this book that she forgot why she has it.

has a spell to disarm monsters with your attitude or inner beauty. This spell made some flower monsters in the forest cry.

She forced herself to fall in love using a spell, despite how much she didn’t want to and dated a second cousin of the lucitors named John Roachly who was very talented and they ended up married. (And i hate to bring this up again but for those of you about to pull the incest card on tomstar, if you do the math tom and star would be 6th cousins based on this, which would not be considered related, nor would tom and star share any dna between them. They’re distantly related due to rhina’s marriage, but they’re so distant it would not make them related nor should affect their relationship. I feel i HAVE to say this because lord knows this fandom will use anything it can against a ship regardless if it’s actually true or not.).

Rhina wanted to basically break John’s heart after this was over with, apparently he was a cruel person too, and get them separated. But she ended up KILLING him. Making her a window while she was still pregnant with celena. Cresenta is also apparently dead by this point but rhina thinks she’d be happy to know the queen line is still continuing.

She was really upset about killing john despite him being a jerk, her friend and turtle comforted her.

Rhina and Gyoza loved the great book of fashion, they liked to make fashion of their own from it.

She met with king ponyhead and his oldest daughter to discuss what happened with john. The demons were furious about the incident and they wanted to speak with them and try to make clean between them. Her bestie was not convinced this was gonna work.

her turtle passed away.

as she got older her wrists made it harder to do magic, but she didn’t need to do much anyway. She just wanted some to help make peace with the demons. 

Gyoza doesn’t trust the demons.

She wanted to bring celena with her to the meeting but she just hid in the drapes, and she got the book as her mom left to see what she could do to make it up to the demons.

So that’s rhina, not my fav in the book, as sometimes i can’t read her writing and turning the book in so many different angles was a little annoying. But her focus on riddles is unique and i like seeing different types of magic explored. For spells based on riddles they became far too literal and had bad effects in the process. When it came to her inner beauty spell, it made the monsters feel as bad as her, making them cry.

Also no, where she came from is never explained.

it’s kinda a shame that i feel the most people will take away from this chapter is the fact tom and star are distantly related (Despite the distance making them NOT related). But it’s interesting to see more on demons considering there so far isn’t too much on the lucitors in here. We haven’t even seen a single pic of a lucitor ancestor yet.

I have been made aware though, the lucitor and butterfly tensions because of this never fully resolved itself...until star and tom’s time.

Poor rhina though, pressured into kids and being married from her mom and it only led to problems with their allies.

Celena

Oh yay, another queen whose handwriting is hard to read

we don’t really get to learn much on celena’s wand...since she covers it with her fan, people who try to look with be cursed with painful shyness.

New millhorse, i think this millhorse if my fav so far, it’s so eerie and cool looking. He’s even shy like her, and he’s actually a ghost. He was also one of the five in her mom’s wand.

she also rhymes alot, i think she gets it from her mom. She writes poems more then riddles though for her spells.

she mostly looks at the ground, rather then people. She even says sorry to toadstools and fences if she bumps into them (they have feelings too). She also never speaks in public. Rhina though, doesn't like her saying sorry to non-living things...unless it’s in a riddle.

Gloss thinks she’s adorable.

Her spells are rather odd, there’s one dealing with love, but it’s it’s meant to make you fall in love or fall out of love is hard to tell.

has potions on attracting spirits and to make you a spirit, she was a potions master after all.

her chapter has all the Aureole signs, which are basically mewman zodiac signs. I can’t really explain all of them but if you need a pic just ask. Star even put the earth months and days here since mewni had their own months for this before.

She has a spell on mending a broken friendship. Something i feel is much more likely to be in s4 then some of the other things in this book.

Shyness is a gift to her, she only has to talk to who she wants to talk to, also she likes gloss, she thinks he’s small and silly.

There’s a protection charm in here.

Celena and her methods of magic rely more on herbs and such, it’s interesting. She just never seems to actually use her wand for any of her spells.

She has a cute little song about a pumpkin she grew.

She has a whole page on tarot cards, some familiar faces are on some of these cards.  As in, the other queens, Skywynne is represented as the queen, jushtin is represented as the king, Cresenta is true love,  and solaria is battle strength and that’s only some of them. These cards are made to cut out as well.

And that’s it, i’m honestly not kidding.

Celena has very little to say on her chapter and there’s nothing in terms of her family, her rules, the conflicts, or anything.

we aren’t even made aware who she married.

star in the beginning of this chapter is disappointed in the lack of secrets. But i wonder if celena had really any secrets at all, maybe her biggest secret...is everyone just thought she had one?

that or, if she had any secrets, she kept them out of this book.

She’s an adorable queen though, strange case.

Estrella

Estrella actually hated writing, she actually didn’t write anything in her chapter. Instead GLOSSARYCK actually is the ones talking and explaining about her in most of her section as we browse through her art. She says a few things but even still her chapter is very short.

Her wand was a pen, if it had magic powers, she never used them, she just used it to draw. She ended up devoting her life to art.

Same millhorse as her mom, the ghost one.

extrella was quiet, she didn’t talk much, and as queen she did very little. But this is what made mewmans love her, because there was no real change and they hated change She just spent all her time sketching all alone and finding cool plants that eventually comet made into food.

apparently the avarius’s at the time sank their fortunes in the scratch and sniff trade. Which does explain ludo’s folks a bit...

Red Solanacese was celena’s favorite.

Game of flags with the johansens was a thing by this point.

named a smelly plant “Crying dirt pile”.

found some sand to eat on her potato salad , calls it “Frown sand” and it tastes really good, she brought some back to the caslte.

Estrella drew during her MCH meetings, it was the only way she stood awake during them. Omni thought it was rude.

Seth is still alive by this point, has a group of rebels, apparently omni thought best they wait it out rather then go to war again.

Estrella’s last page is a sketch of her mom, alot older, her husband Azul Saint, who was a bard, and her baby comet. She calls them, “All of her loves”.

So yes, that’s two queens in a row with small chapters and not a lot to talk about.

it’s kind’ve a shame to me some of these other queens got so cut, i just feel like we could’ve had more on them, or other things happening during their time. But we didn’t. 

They end up feeling like placeholders just there to fill book space and that might bother me a bit. 

Estrella wasn’t much of a talker, but i feel like more could’ve been done with her.

There’s not much i can say because well....there’s not much to say in the fist place, that honestly about covers it.

We’ll continue with he last 3 queens soon enough.

thanks for reading, and i’ll see you soon!

#star vs the forces of evil #svtfoe #svstfoe #spoiler alert

[sharnngan]

Parenting in the Early Mornings

Why I miss the exhaustion

Photo by Reynaldo #brigworkz Brigantty from Pexels

When other parents began a story about how early their children awoke, I would cut them off and say, If the time you are about to mention starts with a six or a seven, I might strangle you.

For the first three and a half years of my daughter’s life, she awoke each morning at 5:01 a.m. I can still see the brutal display of the alarm clock and hear the howling cries of Daddy!, which marked the launch of every day.

If you are a parent without a child who wakes at 5:01 a.m. or earlier, you might be thinking my husband, Chris, and I did something wrong. Like, to name a few possibilities, putting our daughter to bed too early or too late, or allowing her too few or too many naps, or feeding her too close to or too far from bedtime.

You might wonder if we bothered to read the parenting books or if we neglected to consider a calming blue or earthy green paint in the nursery.

You might conclude we were unaware of the benefits of letting her “cry it out,” or of a white noise machine, or of the miracle of the OK to Wake! Alarm Clock, which glows a gentle green to signal when it is time to rise.

None of it worked.

So in the darkness of the early mornings, I would carry our daughter from her nursery into the living room of our New York City apartment. Through our window, I would see the weathered pre-war building directly across from ours without a single light on, still thirty minutes from its first early riser, a woman who fried a single egg each morning before starting a run on her bedroom treadmill. On the deserted streets below, I’d watch the bagel guy’s morning routine. He’d pull his vending cart like a rickshaw towards Broadway where he’d position himself for the commuter rush that had not yet begun.

My daughter would point at the book she wanted me to read, eventually learning to say this one or that one. The first book would be followed by another, and then another and another, which would leave my voice so hoarse that I would occasionally Google the symptoms of throat cancer.

With my eyes still burning from the start of another day, I’d latch onto the hope that our marathon read alouds would ensure my daughter’s future as a reporter, a poet or a professor.

Before having a child, when my husband and I would talk to other parents about their experiences they would mention the nights. How they were often startled awake by a screaming baby who was hungry, soiled, lonely or sick. Parents with toddlers would talk about the incessant challenge of getting a child to sleep at bedtime. How kids could choose from approximately one million stalling techniques, anything from claiming to be hungry despite having just eaten, to the temperature in the room needing to be adjusted for a third time, to a fear of blobby monsters who surely had taken up residence in the closet.

I don’t remember anyone talking about the mornings.

I had this vision that with the help of extra caffeine some version of our pre-child morning routine — involving stillness and the smell of coffee and newsprint — could continue. This is a hilarious thought to remember having. It reminds me of other hilarious thoughts I had about my future life as a parent. Like when I believed parents who said that you can nap when your child naps, as if that time isn’t used for washing out the baby bottles or folding the laundry or mindlessly scrolling through Twitter because you no longer have any executive brain function.

As a responsible parental citizen of the world, I now tell prospective parents that they should prepare to be exhausted by the nights, the mornings and the afternoons. If they are lucky, there will be an hour at some unpredictable time of day in which the haze will momentarily lift and they will feel like a semblance of their former selves.

No one’s going to accuse me of underselling the challenge of parenting a young child.

On the mornings with my daughter, the sound of running water from neighboring apartments would arrive around 6:00 a.m. and signal that we were no longer the only ones awake.

We would move to the floor for play time where I’d sip my coffee, the first of several that would keep me alert and dizzy, as we chopped our wooden vegetables or traveled the world with the Fisher-Price Little People.

Chris would be done with his morning shower at 7:00 a.m. and give me a twenty-minute break before beginning his commute to Westchester for work. He would encourage me to use this time to take my own shower, or to brush my teeth, or to eat my breakfast. But, instead, I would lie face down in our bed. After the brief break, there would be more reading, feeding and play time until our sitter arrived at 8:00 a.m. Then, I would begin showering and readying myself for the workday.

Our pediatrician, upon hearing all the things we had tried in a quest to alter our morning routine, would offer this diagnosis: Some kids just have their time. Hers is 5:00 a.m.

But one evening a last Hail Mary of an idea cut through the fog of my exhausted brain. I would explain to our daughter that she could earn a star for sleeping until the alarm clock glowed green, and that earning ten stars would entitle her to a prize. Unlike previous alarm clock efforts, I would set it to 5:01 a.m., so on day one she would be assured of earning her first star. On day two, I would set it to 5:03 a.m. and award her a second star for sleeping until the green light. Day three would be set to 5:05 a.m., and on and on it would go.

After two months of steady progress, we arrived at a wake-up time of 6:55 a.m., which felt like sleeping until lunchtime.

Now, my daughter is nearing her ninth birthday. It’s been years since the reward charts filled up with regularity before being outgrown. And of all the routines and rites of passage of my daughter’s younger years, I miss our early mornings the most.

In the mornings, before the sun rose and the city came alive, I was kind and patient with my daughter. I overflowed with words and touch and laughter. My daughter needed that from me, and something about my primal exhaustion left me with only that to give.

I didn’t yet know what it would feel like to be the kind of father I am now.

The kind who loses his temper at predictable provocations. Like when I ask our daughter to put down her iPad, and I meet her repeated promises of one more minute with a screaming threat to take it away forever. The kind who needs to be reminded to stop reading his email during dinner. The kind who gives up in defeat along with his daughter when she protests about practicing her guitar.

The kind of father whose impatience and perfectionism has elicited in his daughter a habit of apologizing for even trivial mistakes.

You can be forgiven for thinking this is all a case of nostalgia, but I don’t think so.

Over the last few weeks, as the continuing cruelty of the COVID-19 pandemic has caused my daughter to break down into tears saying, I just want to see my friends and When is this all going to be over?, she has been waking up during the night. She screams Daddy!, just like she used to do in the early mornings, and I race into her room, just like I did then.

She tells me that she has forgotten how to sleep.

I sit at her bedside and I say, It’s okay. I read her a story, and I rub her back, and I pull the covers up to her chin. I ask if she has her teddy bear, the one from my childhood nights, which we reserve for times like these. I remain on her floor, sometimes for an hour, until she falls back asleep. The routine leaves me worn down in a way that I haven’t been since I was a new parent and the city mornings were ours.

As my daughter sleeps, I cry softly in the silence.

There are tears of sadness because it has been a year of this plague and I know she will not get that year back. But there are tears of joy, too. Because I had forgotten I was capable of this and now I remember. I remember that I like myself better in these moments when my child draws out something worthy within me.

The way I liked myself better during our early mornings, which to my great regret, I too often wished away.

Parenting in the Early Mornings was originally published in P.S. I Love You on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.

How Do You Feel About Love?

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

Dialogue Practice #37

(preparing for a Writing Club prompt):

Reynaldo: Jester Cross, I presume?

Toffee: You're one of them, aren't you.

Reynaldo: I'm here to help.

Toffee: Hm, why am I skeptical?

Reynaldo: Omnitraxus saw a vision of you here, but I didn't want to believe it. Do you have any idea how dangerous this place is?

Toffee: No. As a Monster, I'm not supposed to know these things.

Reynaldo: You. Don't. Belong. Here.

Toffee: If that's true, then why am I being called? Why is Juno losing herself and I'm not??

Reynaldo: I don't know. But you'll lose her forever if you don't leave.

Toffee: That's exactly what I'm trying to do! Why are you blocking us?

Reynaldo: Because you have no guarantee she'll return to normal once you go!

Toffee: ...

Reynaldo: Just come with me. I can help.

Toffee: By doing what? Turning us in?

Reynaldo: You can either leave through my way or risk losing your lives.

Toffee: No! You just stay away from me, and stay away from Juno!

#civil conversations (dialogue practice) #disgraced archives (writing snippets) #the jester arc (arc 0) #the curse that calls (realm of magic) #the disgraced (juno) #jester cross (toffee) #too late for apologies (reynaldo)

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

Okay, I've made my decision. There's a lot more to the Reynaldo story, though I won't get into the full details until at least the second arc (The Promise Arc), but I'll share the gist of it for now:

After Rhina cursed Reynaldo to speak in riddles, he spent a lot of time bathing in the Realm of Magic hoping the curse would be lifted off. It did...but only in the amount of time it took for Rhina to make her next big mistake: accidentally killing her husband.

Reynaldo came back cured, only to find the Lucitors demanding payment for what she'd done. The price to prevent war: her first born child. It took a lot of convincing to sway the Demons from this course of action, but with Reynaldo's clever thinking he got them to leave Rhina and baby Celena in peace.

He never got the chance to tell anyone his curse was cured, but that was for the best. The ordeal with Rhina left him horrified and her in tears for quite some time, and seeing Rhina almost lose her child at last opened Reynaldo's eyes to what they did to Toffee and Juno. He started to regret stealing Festivia, wishing he could take it back, and pretended to stay cursed so the MHC would fire him. He didn't have the heart to tell them he was ashamed of his job now.

#too late for apologies (reynaldo) #the fortune teller (celena) #disgraced archives (writing snippets) #rhina the riddled #reynaldo the bald pate #walker of escheria (rhina)

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

Toffee: You realize, of course, no amount of apologizing will make me spare your life?

Reynaldo: You underestimate how badly I want to die.

#a very paraphrased retelling #of toffee's final encounter with reynaldo #jester cross (toffee) #too late for apologies (reynaldo) #disgrace: part two #disgrace: moon arc

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

I am the pulse of blood-shot eyes.

I am the seconds that tick past the stroke of midnight.

I am the body that staggers, desperate for a bed.

I am the soul of an empty vessel.

What am I?

~Tired. Bald, boring, and tired.

#too late for apologies (reynaldo) #playing the long game (musings)

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

Dialogue Practice #23

Toffee: You again! I will personally rip you inside ou- Wait. You're the one who was excommunicated, aren't you? Because of Rhina's curse.

Reynaldo: Oh! Well, I, um...(sighs) I can't keep this up. I came all this way to have a civil conversation with you; I may as well drop the act.

Toffee: ...

Toffee: You aren't really cursed.

Reynaldo: I was. It wore off in the Realm of Magic.

Toffee: But in the river of time, I saw you and Glossaryck. He thought it was weird. You wanted to be back on the Commission.

Reynaldo: I don't know what you saw, but it must've been in the future.

Toffee: So Glossaryck knows too.

Reynaldo: Of course. It's a little inside joke between us. He pretends he doesn't know, I pretend I don't know he knows. A little father-son bonding. (laughs sadly)

Toffee: Why lie about something like this?

Reynaldo: (exhales deeply)

Reynaldo: I did it so they'd fire me.

Reynaldo: ...Will you sit down for a moment? We need to talk. Please, Jester.

Toffee: You don't get to call me that. Call me by the name she gave me, and maybe can talk.

Reynaldo: Please... Toffee.

#one pace from disgrace (au) #jester cross (toffee) #too late for apologies (reynaldo) #my family you tore apart (magic high commission) #a most fun rival (glossaryck) #disgrace: moon arc #civil conversations (dialogue practice) #disgraced archives (writing snippets)

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

"I don't want your apology. I want you to say her name in your last agonizing breath."

~🃏 ✝

#jester cross (toffee) #too late for apologies (reynaldo) #playing the long game (musings) #will not be silenced (character quotes)

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

✝ Reynaldo the Bald Pate

Reynaldo came looking for Toffee upon finding out he was free, hoping to offer an apology and some help. Toffee basically told him to fuck off, believing it a pathetic attempt to spare his own life from Toffee's coup rather than a genuine apology. They'd meet again a few times more, and eventually Toffee accepted some of his help, though Reynaldo knew any information would be used against him as well as his ex-coworkers. Toffee slowly started to believe his efforts were genuine, but never fully agreed to spare his life when the time would come.

Basically, Toffee still hates him, but tolerates him enough to have drinks with him every now and then.

#i owe you this much (answers) #too late for apologies (reynaldo)

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

✿ Toffee

Refuse someone's kindness or affection?

He would if they've wronged him in the past. And he has...

#too late for apologies (reynaldo) #jester cross (toffee) #i owe you this much (answers) #one pace from disgrace (au) #best laid plans (headcanons)

[new-moon-over-septarsis]

Tag Dump 2.0! (lowercase in tags)

Characters:

Jester Cross (Toffee)

The disgraced (Juno)

The lost cross (Festivia)

The lost princess (Meteora)

The lost chancellor (Corona Cross)

First love (Eclipsa)

First friend (Globgor)

Father of card tricks (Hawking)

Mother of all trades (Marla)

The nightmare queen (Solaria)

Queen of the madhouse (Mina)

Thief in the night (Shastacan)

Force of nature (Brunzetta)

The predecessor (Seth)

Left behind (Rasticore)

Sister in arms (Gadfly)

Something to prove (Coco)

The fortune teller (Celena)

False friend (Comet)

Partner in crime (Moon)

Star crossed (Star)

Not the right one (Marco)

Your soldiers deserve better (Ludo)

My family you tore apart (Magic High Commission)

A most fun rival (Glossaryck)

Too late for apologies (Reynaldo)

NEW Old flames (Hekapoo) NEW

Places:

Home sweet cesspool (Pie Folk)

The roots you won't forget (Septarsis)

Nights in the gutter (Galafamor)

The madhouse (st. Orvilles)

A more perfect madhouse (st. Olgas)

Writing/musing:

One Pace From Disgrace (AU)

NEW The next step (chapter update) NEW

Behind the jesters cross (about Toffee)

NEW Another mask to wear (rp) NEW

I owe you this much (answers)

Best laid plans (headcanons)

Playing the long game (musings)

Dress for the occasion (aesthetic)

Disgraced archives (writing snippets)

Civil conversations (dialogue practice)

Cleaved together (post finale)

Will not be silenced (character quotes) NEW

NEW City of inspiration (New Albion) NEW

NEW The Scroll Arc (arc 1) NEW

Disgrace: Eclipsa Arc (old)

Disgrace: Juno Arc (old)

Disgrace: Moon Arc (old)

Disgrace: Star Arc (old)

Miscellaneous (or incomplete):

The fraud (Festivia AU)

Sweet Eclipse (EclipsaFee)

Monster love (Globgor)

Disgrace: part one

Disgrace: part two

Disgrace rp

#playing the long game (musings) #behind the jesters cross (about toffee) #tag dump #city of inspiration (new albion)