#tony doesn't deserve to be told he will never be as good as his abusive father by his father's best friend

[precarious-hermit]

I'm just saying that Steve Rogers doesn't handle things that don't go his way as well as Marvel likes to pretend he does. Oooooo super military man, change in a second on the field, faced off super bad guys, both magic and non magic, with his rag tag group of merry men way back in the day.

He shits on Howard's son as soon as he's told about who he is based off of one person's opinion and his own biases about no one being able to match up to Howard... and continued to do so throughout the mcu. You're allowed on the team Tony, but make no mistake, you're only here as an outside consultant. And for money. And to live with you. And for your resources. Shield said so. He constantly boomeranged between treat his probably-would've-been-godson-had-things-turned-out-differently in a decent manner, use him for money, or treat him like shit. Tony, you belong here on this team... until you disappoint me, and then you're nothing; you're just useful for your money and your suit. We need you, Tony

Just found out your best friend is actually alive? Faced with unimaginable trauma and torture and doesn't remember you? Yeah, that's not his fault, but I'm going to force him to be the old Bucky because that's who he should be, causing a global international incident, and blame it on the one rich person in the group to clean it up. Meanwhile Bucky is traumatized, vulnerable, and trying to remember and relearn how to be a human - let alone function - and Steve totally takes advantage of that.

Then, when everything comes to a boil, and Tony learns that Steve knew about his parents' murder via Bucky and snapped, Steve still kept being a fucking asshole. Steve has trained with Tony for years. He knows how to handle the suit. He knows what the arc reactor does. He made the choice to kill Tony, and Bucky - poor fucking vulnerable Bucky who knows full well that it wasn't going to end well but wanted to make things right, didn't know how to or how to deal with things, and who's basically been influenced by only Steve and his merry band of Steve acolytes for months while he learned how to be a person again - probably had no fucking idea about the arc reactor. Even if Hydra knew what it was and told him, he's still in no position to stop the one man everyone has been telling him to trust for months. Steve doesn't just "mess up" sometimes, but hey, he's still a good guy. Steve is just a shitty guy who treats people good when things go his way, and treats them bad when things don't go his way - even to the point of months-long build up of this cycle that's just presented so normally. He's the supposed leader of the team, why shouldn't he do this?

I don't know, maybe because it's abusive.

Is it so surprising?

He was best friends with Howard, after all.

#mcu #steve rogers #captain america #tony stark #bucky barnes #winter soldier #no seriously why is he so shitty #why do people act like its normal #tony doesn't deserve to be told he will never be as good as his abusive father by his father's best friend #who was his hero growing up and who he was constantly compared to and told he was a failure in comparison of #in a shocking turn of events almost all of his dad's friends are shitty #except peggy #i stand by the fact that peggy jarvis and ana were the only reason tony grew into a decent person #like yes he was a weapons manufacturer but he was also groomed by obidiah and went through a few arcs of growing as a person #he knew he was shitty and did his best to fix it #and that just hasn't happened with steve - he's just treated as if there's nothing to improve because he's perfect #everyone else on the team went through some sort of arc where they changed and grew as people

[nothingbutfangirlsmut]

The Girl Out of Time

Pairing: Bucky x Reader and Sam x Reader

Background: Willow Roffe was born and raised in Brooklyn. She lived her life as happily as she could with her two childhood best friends Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers. When they both left her to join the military she tried to continue with life but that didn't get to happen for her for the simple fact that she meant something to James Buchanan Barnes.

Rating: Story will be overall MATURE but not every chapter. There will be strong language, talk of both mental and physical abuse, some good ole angst, and smut. There will be a warning at the beginning of the chapter when it includes smut.

Chapter 32

Tony had started to shake next to me. He was livid and I couldn't blame him. I would be too if I was him. He lunged for James but Steve was quick to grab him. I just stood staring at the now blank screen.

"No, Tony" Steve whispered.

"Did you know?" Tony asked quietly turning to face Steve.

"I didn't know it was him." Steve said simply.

I could see the lie in Steve's eyes. Apparently so could Tony.

"Don't bullshit me, Rogers! Did you know?" He shouted in Steve's face.

"Yes" Steve sighed.

Tony took a shocked step back. I knew right before it happened that this was going to be bad. I could see the crazed look in Tony's eyes. The next second he hit Steve so hard it sent him flying backwards. I knew that he had turned to James but I kept my focus on Steve. I ran to him dropping to my knees in front of him.

"What do we do?" I whispered.

"Don't let him get Bucky." Steve groaned as he got to his feet.

Steve didn't hesitate to throw his shield hitting Tony in the back of the Iron Man suit. Tony knock Steve back again then pushed a button on his suit causing a device to come out and wrap around Steve's ankles. I was frozen in shock as Tony grabbed James and lifted him into the air.

"He didn't have control. It wasn't him." I told myself harshly.

I knew that fact but watching him do it with my own eyes was something I will never erase. Just as Steve breaks his shackles a shot is fire that causes part of the building to start collapsing. Steve runs trying to get to James as the crumbling building separates the three men.

"Get out of here! Willow! Go with him!" Steve shouts at the two of us.

I force my legs to move. I jumped over the rubble landing right behind James as he turned to corner. I was hot on his heals. We run into another large room where James punches a button on the wall. The ceiling all the way at the top of the room started to open revealing a snowy blue sky.

"Come on doll we gotta climb." James says as he grabs onto the closest ledge.

I don't hesitate to follow him. He's climbing fast trying to reach the top and I'm right behind him following his lead.

"I'm sorry you had to see that." James says as we climb.

"Not your fault" I tell him.

"No, but still. I coulda went a millenium without you ever seeing that." He spoke in a strained voice.

We climbed another ledge. This time he stopped and waited for me to be beside him before he spoke again.

"You probably think horribly of me now. I don't blame ya but all I ever did was try to protect you." The look in his eyes was enough to shatter my heart.

I leaned forward grabbing his face then pulled him to me. His lips crashed against mine in a desperate, panicked kiss.

"Nothing would ever make me look at you horribly." I whispered.

"We should keep moving." He said softly.

I nodded as he started to reach up to the next ledge. Before I even touched the metal Tony came out of no where kicking James hard. He fell down several ledges landing with a thud.

"Jamie!" I scream about to jump down to him.

Tony moves to blast James but Steve is between them with his shield. A breath a quick sigh of relief as I move to help James back up.

"He's not gonna stop. Go. Both of you." Steve said glancing between us.

Steve moved to keep Tony busy as the two of us continued upwards towards the opened ceiling. I could hear the fight below us but I forced myself to keep my eyes forward. Keep moving. Keep climbing.

"Almost there doll." James panted.

He was one ledge ahead of me. He grabbed the top of the opening starting to pull himself out as an explosion went off to his right. The opened part of the ceiling groaned then fell back down with a crash and a strong gust of wind that knocked both of us back down all those ledges. I hear James land with a thud and a groan but I'm still falling. When I do land everything goes black.

Every bone in my body feels broken when I come to. I groan forcing my eyes open. The sight in front of me has me Sitting up straight instantly. All thought of pain and injury gone. James is on the ground several feet away from me. His metal arm blown off. Steve and Tony are throwing punches at each other. This is insane.

Tony lands a nasty punch sending Steve to the ground. I try to pull myself to my feet but I only fall back down. Steve sets up on his knees between Tony and James. His face is bloody and he's panting.

"He's my friend." Steve says in exasperation.

"So was I." Tony said coldly.

I force myself to my feet as Tony picks Steve up then throws him against the wall. The captain groans as he body crumbles to the floor.

"Stay down. Final Warning." Tony warns him.

I take a step forward but my legs go wobbly and my vision blurs. I drop to my hands and knees. I blink barely making out the blue outline staggering to his feet.

"I can do this all day." Steve says weakly.

Tony steps back putting his red metal covered foot right in front of my blurry eyes. I reach out and grab him then give a hard tug. He's distracted turning around to look between me and James trying to figure out which one did it. Steve lunges grabbing Tony then throwing him hard to the ground. I crawl over to James' blurry figure on the ground.

"You alright?" I ask softly.

"Could be better." He hisses.

I hear a loud breaking noise then a grunt and a groan. I turn my head trying to blink away my blurry vision. It doesn't work. From what I can tell the fighting stopped. A few seconds later a dark blue figure rose to his feet. The scraping of metal told me he had picked up his shield. He stepped over to us. He helped James and me to our feet grabbing both of us around the waist. He started to walk away guiding both of us with him.

"That shield doesn't belong to you. You don't deserve it. My father made that shield!" Tony shouted from behind us.

Steve stopped walking. There was a sound of metal clattering to the ground then we were walking again. He had dropped the shield. He gave it up. What has happened to us?

Steve gets us back to our seats on the jet as my eyes finally start to clear. I keep blinking over and over trying to clear them. When they are clear again Steve is kneeling in front of me.

"There's something I gotta do real quick then we will find a place to get you two patched up." Steve told me softly.

"I'm fine Steve but he definitely needs it." I said nodding to James.

There were light footsteps then Steve was on his feet.

"I might know a place." A familiar thick accent said.

I turned in my seat to see T'challa in his Black Panther suit, all but the mask.

"I heard you inside. I know your friend didn't kill my father. I can help him. My people can help him." T'challa explained.

Steve and T'challa shook hands before the king departed out jet. He was waiting on us to clear out so he could inform Ross he'd caught the real bad guy. Steve didn't tell me where we were going until we had been flying over nothing but ocean for several minutes.

"Sam and the others are locked up out here. We gotta get them out." He said softly.

I immediately agreed with him. He had me take control so he could slip in and out of the prison as quick as possible. I kept the jet running and ready to go. When he returned he had Sam and Wanda. I didn't question him about the others. I knew there had to be a good reason he'd leave them behind.

When we entered Wakanda I was in total shock. This was nothing like what we'd been told. It was just suppose to be a country of farmers but clearly there was a bit more going on. Steve landed the jet right outside what looked like a palace.

"You two stay here. We won't be long." Steve ordered Sam and Wanda.

They both nodded. I stepped over to Sam then hugged him tightly.

"God, its good to see you." I smiled up at him.

"You too beautiful." He said with a charming smile.

"We'll be back." I told him then ran off to catch up with Steve.

I accompanied James into the room to see the doctor while Steve waited in the hall. James sat on the table while that man looked over everything, not just her metal arm.

"Doc, could I ask you something?" James asked suddenly.

"Sure" the man said nodding.

"Do you have the technology to put me back under? Freeze me?" He asked glancing over at me nervously.

A young woman suddenly appeared next to me making me jump.

"Why would you want to do that Sergeant Barnes?" She asked him.

"Give you time to figure how to get this Hydra shit outta my head." He said with a pained expression.

The woman shrugged.

"We can put you back in stasis if that's what you wish. I can work on some brain technology to help you when you next come out." She told him with a told.

"Good, do it" he nodded at her.

"Wait, are you serious?" I asked him stepping forward.

"Sorry doll, but I think we both know it's for the best." He said softly.

I didn't know what to say so instead I left the room. Out in the hall I told Steve what had just happened. He hugged me tightly but I wasn't as upset as I thought I would be. I already knew what I was going to do. What I had to do. This time everything would be different. The two of us walked back into the room just as the doctor and the young woman walked away from James.

"You sure about this?" Steve asked James.

"I can't trust my own mind. So, until they figure out how to get this stuff out of my head, I think going back under is the best thing. For everybody." James explained.

"You want to go tell the others? I'll be right behind you." Steve suggested.

I chuckled softly making both men look at me in confusion.

"Sorry Stevie, I'm not going anywhere." I told him shaking my head.

"What are you talking about?" James asked.

"I'm not leaving you. I don't care how long it takes. I'm gonna stay right here. I'll help them if I can but I'll be here by your side. I'll be here when you wake up. I'm not gonna let you be alone. Not again. Not ever again." I told him grabbing his hands and squeezing reassuringly.

The small smile that appeared on James' face warmed my soul. He didn't say anything. He didn't have to. I stood next to Steve as they put him inside the chamber. We watched through thick glass.

"Will you tell Sam I'm sorry?" I asked Steve softly.

"You know I will." He nodded.

"Call me when you can. I'll keep you updating on everything." I told him.

He nodded then kissed the top of my head. A few seconds later he was gone. I was left standing in front of the glass watching James be frozen once again. But it's okay. This is not the end. When he wakes up we'll have his fix for the brain washing and I'll be here to help him through it. This time we can do things right. Live out a peaceful life here. A peaceful life with James Barnes.

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#nothingbutfangirlsmut #fanfiction #the girl out of time #bucky imagine #bucky barnes #bucky x you #bucky fanfic #bucky x reader #james barnes #james buchanan barnes #steve rogers #sam wilson #tony stark #black panther

[protect-anthony-edward-stark]

TONY DIDN'T DESERVE THAT i have so much to say omg i can't stop crying i HATE them so much

"the only way for tony to be at peace"

so first, you convey the message that someone with anxiety and who does everything to protect the people he loves constantly, can only rest by DYING, and will never be happy. which is a very bad thing!!

secondly, after all the pain traumas and suffering he has been through and endured, during all these years, Tony deserves to rest ALIVE with his wife, his daughter, peter, his friends, HIS FAMILY, in his home, surrounded by the people who love him and will take care of him.

"it's surprising that it's Tony (who sacrifce himself)" "it's also exceedingly heroic of him"

WTF are you fucking kidding me?? Tony has already sacrificed himself in every single movie!! he's ALWAYS the one who does everything for others, even if he has to suffer or die. HE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER!!

"inevitable"

you killed him just for the shock, it's NOT a good end, it's lazy writing, and it's not what he deserves. there were other ways to end this. Tony has NEVER been selfish. he has always done everything to protect others and has always been ready to sacrifice himself.

"why shouldn't it be Tony, without whom there wouldn't be a MCU, who gets to do the deed?"

why?? WTF OMG???

first of all, as you just said, Tony created the MCU and carried it for 11 YEARS, you owe him eveeything, and without him you would be NOTHING. and how do you thank him??? instead of giving him the happiness he deserves but has never been able to have during all these years, when you only gave him pain and suffering and suffering and suffering.. you kill him!!!??? you're making him lose everything!!!???

secondly, because it's ALWAYS Tony who suffers the most, since the beginning. he could NEVER be happy. he was abused, he lost his parents, he had been betrayed by his father figure, his friends only criticize betray him, he hates himself and blames himself for everything, he's suicidal and thinks he doesn't deserve everything good, he had health problems, ptsd, nightmares, anxiety attacks, he has lost people.. and then, he finally had the family he had always dreamed of, and the possibility of being happy.. and he didn't want to die, he didn't want to lose them.. and YOU KILL HIM OMG???!!!!!! he didn't deserve this end!!! how could you do such a thing?!!!!! he deserved to finally retire and live happily with his family!!!

"steve rogers tells tony he'll never be the guy to make the sacrifice play"

yes, and steve rogers was totally WRONG, Tony had already sacrificed himself twice before steve told him that, and he sacrificed himself a lot of times afterwards. he didn't have to do it again so we'd know he's selfless.

"Tony is no longer the most important thing in Tony's life"

OMG OMG WHAT THE FUCK????!!!!

you don't know Tony AT ALL!! how can you say THAT??!! Tony ALWAYS put others before him, and never care about himself. it's so obvious that you killed him only because you hate him. it's so disrespectful cruel HORRIBLE and unfair. HE DIDN'T DESERVE THAT!!!

if you don't bring Tony back to life, even just for a few moments, to show us that he's alive and safe, i will NEVER going to watch anything related to Marvel anymore, and i'm totally not the only one.

AND THE WRITERS SAID THAT:

"We had the opportunity to give him the perfect retirement life, within the movie" Markus to the New York Times

WTF?? they want us to thank them or what?? i can't believe it "a warm sendoff" "perfect retirement life" when?? for 5 years tony suffered from the loss of peter and when he brought him back and could have been happy, you killed him!! just say you hate him it's obvious I HATE THEM

tony has suffered since he was born!! 48 years!! and they think making him happy for 5 years is enough?? "doesn't feel like a tragedy" what? he died and lost his wife & daughter and that's not a tragedy?? I HATE THEM i'm so mad I'M DEAD tony deserved to see his daughter grow up!!

OMG WTF?? no reason to keep him alive?? i can't believe it.. tony spent his life suffering and doing everything to help others without receiving anything in return, and he finally had what he always dreamed a wife a daughter a family.. he bought Peter back.. there was ALL THE REASON to keep him alive!!

@RobertDowneyJr @MarvelStudios i beg you BRING TONY STARK BACK TO LIFE

it can't be his end!! it's impossible, he has a family, he can be happy, he can't die, you can't do that after all he's done for everyone..

⬇️ PLEASE SIGN THE PETITION TO BRING HIM BACK ⬇️

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[amethyst-noir]

If you want to create a bit of a mini story with the cuddling - 8, 9, 10 (like a progression from 'tolerating each other' to 'friends' to 'partners'). I'm not 100% sure if that beginning interests you but I thought I'd throw the idea out anyway :) (and no worries if it doesn't!)

Oh, I’m very interested! I have tons of ideas of the two of them starting on not quite friendly terms but still getting together in the end. I just haven’t written one of those yet. I hope you like this little thing. 💝

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8. Reluctantly

Tony didn’t want to, he really didn’t. Apart from a few harsh words there hadn’t been any contact between the asshole wizard and him since the day Thanos was finally dead and gone for good. A couple of accusations, a rather one-sided screaming match where Tony let out his frustrations of the last few decades of his life and a rather withdrawn Strange asshole who had taken the verbal abuse with a stoic face and barely any reaction. Apart from a cold “there was no other way”. The memory alone made Tony’s blood boil all over again.

But… there was more to Strange than the asshole persona he projected almost as skillfully as Tony himself. Looking at him right now, exhausted after using his magic to save the Avenger’s collective asses, he was just a man. A man who looked rather more beat-down than he should, considering the had just saved the day and a ton of people. Instead of taking his well-deserved praises and thanks he was huddling as far away as possible from all the others, wrapped up in his mysterious Cloak and looking rather miserable.

And nobody but Tony even looked into his direction. It was unfair. Everything in Tony screamed to get his ass over there and ask the guy if he was okay. He once again checked if anyone else was available to do it but no. As always, the unpleasant task fell to him.

Let’s get this over with, he told himself. “Hey, Strange!” he wanted to call. “Hey, Stephen, you okay?” came out of his mouth instead. He could have kicked himself but the surprised and wary way the man looked up told Tony that he’d said the right thing for once.

“Tony?”

He sounded so small and almost broken that all misgivings fled in a heartbeat. “What’s wrong?” Tony noticed how his voice got automatically lower and more soothing, just like it had done back on Titan, years ago. “You’re not hurt, are you?”

A shake of the head. “Just exhausted,” Stephen whispered. “This,” he vaguely gestured around, “took a lot out of me.” It had, he looked like hell, something Tony hadn’t really noticed before.

Tony had seen him do more with less aftereffects. Hell, the guy was even shivering, despite it being rather warm. Cold or shock? Tony asked himself, already moving. “Hey, don’t collapse here. It’s gonna be hell on your back.” Stephen just watched him lethargically as he sat down beside him. Fuck it, Tony decided after moment. Why not?

There wasn’t any protest as he put an arm around Stephen’s too thin waist and gently drew him closer. There wasn’t one when Tony shifted them around and put his other arm around him. There was barely any reaction when Tony finally embraced him fully. Finally, after some moments of tense waiting, Stephen took a deep breath and relaxed into the hold.

“Sorry.” Tony could barely hear him speak, despite their nearness.

“Shh. Don’t be. We all need this from time to time. That’s what friends are here for.” Funny, he’d never even thought about Stephen in a friendly way but now he couldn’t imagine to not want to comfort the man when he needed it.

There were no more words. Tony watched the sun set, while Stephen shivered in his arms and calmed himself down from whatever horrors haunted his mind.

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9. Totally platonic

“Yes!”

The loud shout was the first thing Stephen heard after FRIDAY had opened the door into Tony’s workshop for him. It still blew his mind that he was on the “let him in any time he wants, doesn’t matter if I’m around or not list”. A very carefully selected group of people like Colonel Rhodes and the one and only Pepper Potts. Plus one lonely sorcerer who shouldn’t be on it but had been more or less dragged there by Tony himself after the man had decided to adopt Stephen as a friend.

Sometimes, he still looked around in search of the wrong turn he’d taken to land in another dimension that was pretty much like his original one - only better. Because Tony Stark couldn’t accept a no (or ten) Stephen now had friends apart from Wong and a place to hang out apart from Kamar-Taj and the Sanctum. It was pretty great, actually.

“What have you done now?” he called in greeting. “Solved the mysteries of the universe for good?”

He got a laugh for that. “No, I’m leaving that one to you, oh mysterious Master of the Mysteries. Here, let me show you.” Tony was by his side and dragging him towards the big holographic screen that dominated the workshop. “Look,” he breathed.

Stephen did. The looked, he stared, he saw traces of his own work and he understood. The next thing he did was hugging the breath out of Tony. “You did it!”

Tony clung back just as hard, laughing along with Stephen. “We did it,” he corrected breathlessly. “This is going to change so many lives.”

Stephen took half a step back to once again look at the display and the promise it held. “Restructuring and re-growing damaged nerves,” he whispered in awe, not noticing that his right hand was still gripping Tony’s underarm or that Tony’s left arm was still around his waist.

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10. Totally romantic

“Who’s going to lead?” Tony was already breathless, hair mussed and beautiful eyes glassy with alcohol and happiness.

“Does it matter?” Stephen asked, feeling carefree and happy like he hadn’t in years. Possible decades.” In the middle of the dancing floor he could see May lead her brand-new husband into their first dance together. Happy lived up to his name like never before, Stephen decided.

In answer, Tony put his hands on Stephen’s hips while Stephen put his on Tony’s shoulders. The elevated position was better for his hands and besides, Tony loved to hold him like that. Like in so many other things it was a match made in heaven.

“I love you,” Tony murmured, letting go of even the pretense of dancing, snuggled closer to Stephen and put his head on Stephen’s shoulder. “So damn much.”

Stephen drew him closer into an almost protective embrace, determined to keep him safe forever. “I love you, too,” he whispered back, resting his cheek against Tony’s head.

It wasn’t a dance, just some swaying while being entwined as tightly as two separate bodies could get.

The picture of his two friends and almost-father figures being happy and in love was still one of Peter’s favorites. The print he gifted them with became a fixture in the Sanctum, protected by layers of magic to keep it pristine for centuries to come.

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Oh, this was a fun one! Thank you for the challenge. There’s an outtake (that shows the transition from friends to partners/lovers) concerning Tony’s discovery and Stephen’s hands that will be posted soon. I have to figure out the ending first.

I’ll get to all the cuddling asks you have sent my way, never fear. I’ll try to do one per day until I run out of asks and depending on how many of the list are still left by that point I might do the rest. Thank you for indulging me and my extreme love for Tony and Stephen cuddling with each other. 💗

#ironstrange #tony stark #stephen strange #cuddling prompts #amy writes #aelaer #inbox

[todokori-kun]

WELCOME BACK!

 <3 I really missed you, and it’s so great to hear you had fun! (and omg yes so ready to see all those beautiful pics)

Yaaayyyy join me in MCU feels hell. And oooh, you have a ship for the fandom now! Like, Stoki’s still my favorite Steve pairing but Stony’s really cool too…you know I ship almost everything XD (also am I the only person who sorta hated almost everyone by the end of CW? Like, of course they’re still my favs and there are still some cinnamon rolls, but, come on. Why couldn’t you all just get along ;-;)

Speaking of Illumi, do you know that Hisoka/Illumi is an incredibly popular ship in the HxH fandom? Probably because both of them are so horrible that they have like 0 friends other than each other. Nobody else wants to hang out with these losers. (Chrollo tolerates Hisoka and the adults in Illumi’s family seem to spend enough time with him to give him orders, but that’s about it.) It’s a trash ship with two trashy people and tbh I love it XD

So continuing with the eye jokes, imagine. Hisoillu version of Helpless. Hisoillu version of Satisfied.

“Look into his eyes and the sky’s the limit”

“Intelligent eyes in a hunger-pang frame”

(I know you did thise one before but still) “But when I fantasize at night, it’s Illumi’s eyes”

just, I’m imagining animatics for this with the ‘camera’ zooming in on Illumi’s dead fish eyes every time the lyrics mention them. It’s hilarious and also mildly terrifying

(though I guess if we’re actually making a Hamilton AU Hisoka’s way more likely to do something like Say No To This…)

idk if I’d want to be a parent either really LOL. Kids are adorable but I don’t think I’ll ever be responsible enough to raise one…

If Ishida makes a plot twist or something about it being someone else pretending to be Hide I'm actually gonna get mad. Dude. Not only would that bring the Hide feels right back it’d just make absolutely no sense omg

(also you read the new chapter, right? So, let’s talk about Juuzou and that huge death flag)

I’ve heard of Soul Eater and considered reading it but it’s not really the kind of thing I’m into…artwork’s cute, though, and Death the Kid seems like an interesting guy so maybe someday XD

AGH I’M ACTUALLY SORTA JEALOUS BECAUSE WOW I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA HOW TO WATCH THAT LEGALLY HERE IN KOREA. (unless I ask my dad for help but he doesn’t like manga/anime at all, so…) But yes, I’m really happy Lizzy finally got her moment this time! Now anime-only fans can’t complain about her being a ‘shallow’ character so hopefully there’ll be less fighting over Lizzy in the Kuro fandom :D

FINALLY. Fellow Death Note fan <3333 Who’s your fav? Do you have any ships? Are you done with the anime??? :D (also do you know…you picked a really interesting time to join the DN fandom. The American live-action movie just came out and it sucks so freaking bad, like I haven’t even watched it yet and just from the reviews/clips, here’s what I got:

-They turned Misa into this Harley Quinn-type character. Only without any depth.

-Light/Misa is an actual canon ship, like, it’s not abusive or one-sided like it is in the anime/manga, it’s just…a thing. Light loves Misa. Misa loves Light. It’s like every cringey high school romance movie ever, only with more murder

-They freaking bent the Death Note rules just so Light could get away with all sorts of ridiculous stuff

-L cries, L rants, L is overly emotional

-Light tells L where he hid a page from his Death Note. Light doesn’t deny being Kira. Light shows Misa his Death Note when they like barely know each other and she’s still a complete stranger to him. Light acts like an idiot.

-Oh sure, he’s Kira, God of the New World, but he still cares about going to prom with his girlfriend and making stupid faces as they pose for pictures

-So much unnecessary gore. Heart attacks are Kira’s thing, Light isn’t that emotional about his kills, he doesn’t care as long as the 'villains’ are dead, so why???

-Apparently Rem does not exist. Sayu doesn't exist either. Light’s mom is dead (probably so he can angst over her)

-Light Turner. Light TURNER. Out of all the surnames they could have chosen…

-And now, for the most unforgivable sin:

How dare they not include the Potato Chip scene)

And then random things: JJ and Light have the same voice actor. Yurio and Mello (imo…have you met Mello yet?) could be long-lost twins.

Also:

I’ve fallen into Steven Universe hell and now I’m imagining so. Many. Gem AUs. Have you ever heard of SU?

(look:

1- don’t stress about the messages, and come on, I’d never get mad at you over something like this! You’re way too awesome.

2-  I don’t really know what to say 'cause I’m bad at comforting people, but ugh, it sucks to hear that school’s tiring you out! Queen Luna’s gonna get through this, though. I mean, you’re great at so many things and you’re freaking smart and…this is awkward but maybe you understand Evans Language by now? XD Guess I’m just trying to say that I’m sure you’ll do great, and if you ever need someone to talk to I’m (almost) always free *hugs*

3- Um. So, other than tumblr, I think the only way I can talk with you right now is if we email each other? The email address I used this time is my real one (or rather, my dad’s, since I don’t have one of my own yet…) so maybe we can talk about this more through email and find a better way to contact each other? If that’s ok with you can you send me a message there?)

P.S:

I’ve started college and have no idea what I’m doing

*slams head against keyboard* guess who managed to get sick. It’s only been a week since school started. Whatever, I’m still going to school, but I woke up breathing like a fish on land, bc asthma. Yay.

I’m definitely gonna upload the pics today!!

Okay, but one thing I’m wondering about, is How? Not in a malicious way or anything, I’m genuinely curious to why you ship Stoki (and where it began). Was it that redemption fic you told me about or did you ship it before? 

Tbh, I didn’t hate the characters in CW, I hated the situation. Because there’s so so much pointless conflict that could easily be solved if everyone sat down and talked like normal people. But nooo we have to go around attacking each other. ((ALSO CAP’S LETTER TO TONY, I AM DEAD))

I’ve already learned (and experienced) that shipping is a very weird and unusual thing, so I’ll be honest and say I’m not even surprised that ship exists. At least it has some basis XD

I’m actually tempted to go through the lyrics of the whole musical and find every single eye line there is, only to replace it w Illumi’s eyes.

Not only zooming in on the eyes, the word itself is louder than the rest XD man if only I could draw…

Tbh I’d say I’m responsible enough (HA, that’s more or less a lie), but I’m honestly way too irritated with the little ones to be able to have one of my own. My cousin recently celebrated her 3rd bday and I was stuck looking after her during the party, bc all the adults were talking among themselves and I swear to god, I haven’t moved that much since I had to run 2km for PE. Where do they get their energy. Not to mention the adults thought it would be a good idea to leave me w her, because I’d already drunk 3 glasses of wine (i was bored and not allowed to do anything other than stare at emptiness or look after a 3yo). Turns out my tolerance isn’t that bad after all.

Lol let’s be honest, Ishida would totally do that. He knows the fandom would riot and that’s the whole point.

All the death flags. Tbh I don’t know how I feel about it. It’s obvious that either Touka or Juuzou are probably gonna die and I wan’t neither (If I have to choose tho, I’d rather Juuzou survives.) Also Naki. HNNNNNNGH

I think you’d actually like the manga? It takes a pretty dark turn compared to the anime and deals with lots of mental issues (the whole theme of the later volumes is Madness). Also, lots of death XD Well, the artwork changes drastically, so which one are you talking about XD

The girl in the coat (left first pic, middle 2nd) is the same person for reference. Death the Kid was one of my first anime crushes. The guy has OCD and is a total badass. 

MUHAHAHAHA I think someone uploaded the Lizzy fight to youtube so you can probably find it there, but I am in love. The animation is beautiful, so that’s also a huge plus. All in all, it was handled really well.

Death Note

So last I’ve watched is ep 25, aka the one WHERE L DIES. And i am not okay. I am nowhere near okay. Nope. Not at all.

Oh i’ve heard all about the adaptation. Tbh I find the whitewashing hilarious. Setting the movie in America removes so much of the series’s logic, so why? L being the way he is is probably my favourite mistake. They took the best character and ruined him completely.  POTATO CHIP SCENE NOOOO But my question is: did everything go just according to the keikaku?

Have fun w SU! I’ve watched it for a while, but gave up at some point. I might pick it up again if I have the time ^^ Word of advice, watch out for the fandom, they’re among the most toxic ones I’ve ever encountered. One time, they almost drove an artist to suicide because she didn’t draw Rose ‘thick enough’. So yeah.

What did I do to deserve you as my friend TT^TT Thank you so so much, those words mean more than you can imagine.

Um. Looks like we’ll be staying here, because I never, ever check my mail, despite getting school assignments there, so yeah. If we used mail, you’d probably get a response every leap year.

How does the education system work in Korea? Like, at what age do you start going to which school?

Also, I’ve told you about Mystic Messenger? I think you’d like the newest update, because damn, it’s creeping me out. Also, it’s in Korean, so + ((My thoughts during the prologue of the new route: Nani the fuck))

#evans #submission