#tonight is a night to remember that

[dreamdripdistance]

just like me fr...

#i watched the new law evading rock mv... with his silly interview question abt veggies... #and then i remembered this image my sister sent me last night #it fuckign YUCKY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #project sekai #prsk #pjsk #rui kamishiro #rui prsk #prsk fa #pjsekai #proseka #can we agree on a acronym guys....... #my art #i was gonna work on my current painting tonight.... clearly not GHJBGDSHGDS

[buglaur]

i adore all my new gameplay sims. i just let the game play and see what they do

#i am not good at decorating. but the pubs almost done #i already love all their dynamics oh boy i can't wait to get to playing #went clubbing tonight #stepped in the door and immediately remembered how much i hate clubbing 💀 #i'll be done with all my asignments tomorrow night!!!! wooo!!! 🥳 #cant wait to get the new pack and have time to play #goodnnight

[josephtrohman]

will they ever debut flu game or so good right now. just wondering

#like every time pete says a new one im like. tonight's the night it's gotta be right #do they remember those songs exist #DONT INTERPRET THIS AS WATTBA HATE BTW im just saying

[stalebagels]

Wooo I made more of these

#collecting these like pokémon cards rn #also remember y'all jon is on stephen's show after the superbowl 🎉🎉🎉 #if I'd been around for the livejournal era and knew how to edit y'all would have hated me i would have been a menace #I AM CRINGE BUT I AM FREE #stephen colbert #john oliver #jon stewart #jimmy kimmel #conan o'brien #craig ferguson #seth meyers #strike force five #strike force #icons #edit #last week tonight #jimmy kimmel live #the late late show #late night with seth meyers #conan #team coco #conan o'brien needs a friend #the daily show #the daily show with jon stewart #the late show #the late show with stephen colbert #the colbert report #late night #late night hosts

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

oh lmao im sitting here like "hmmm what should i do after the mandatory Taking Care Of Myself part of the night..." - mf you have commissions!!! work on your comms!!! idiot (affectionate)!!!

#the neuron took a second to Fire but hey i remembered #couldnt work on em last night like i planned so!!!! #tonight i should be able to get one of the simple ones done!!! plain sketch yep!!! #i got like... four in a row #which is super neat and also Why Do They Always Come In Waves #like at this point if i get one dm i can expect at least two more in rapid succession #if not at the same time #absolutely unprompted #ANYWAY anyway. puppets. beef. shower. COMMISSION WORK. #gonna paste a sticky note that just says 'comms' to my laptop screen #bc you best believe im gonna forget! #there. sticky note written & primed to paste #oh fuck i responded to all of them right??? i did??? i think i did maybe??? ill have to check

[jakeperalta]

this is my first time being online during a show and i feel like i've lifted up a rock to find a whole subculture of bugs that i didn't know were there except it's swifties liveblogging tour

#i mean i must've been online during a few rep shows? but idk i don't remember seeing the posts #then tonight with taylor being in a slightly closer timezone and mostly just me being awake paat 3am #i'm seeing all the posts and i'm actually really surprised how much of my dash is people watching livestreams etc #for some reason i only really thought that was an opening night thing #talking #taylor swift

[stabbingandorbeingstabbed]

bought a giant bottle of cheap champagne to christen my new coupe glass while i officially start packing all my shit up to move in less than 3 weeks weeeeee 🍾

#the last time i got a bottle this big was joan of arc gerard night and i ended up like #passed out on my living room floor wearing my big winter coat not remembering how i got there #i plan to pace myself a little better tonight. since i have a task <3

[the-magpie-archives]

The things we leave behind are often thought of as irrelevant- it's not what we leave behind, but who. I would argue, however, that what we leave can say much about how we lived, which leads me onto my point: what did Jon and Martin leave behind?

By the end neither of them really had many belongings. Martin might've had a flat during season 4 but the chances of him keeping it or anything in it when moving to the safe house are quite slim. At the point of moving there they each had all they'd be able to carry on a train to Scotland, not leaving much space for sentimentality.

But when the apocalypse started how much of this would survive? The cabin was the epicentre of the change, would anything there really last in a meaningful way, return to normal? But of course they did take some things with them.

Martin jokes about the bandages turning into snakes, so clearly they've had issues with some of their own belongings changing based on domains, so even what was valuable enough to bring with them could have been discarded.

Everything that survived the journey with them would have ended up in their makeshift home of the tunnels under the institute. No doubt it ended up spread out through their shared space, a homely mess, but as we all know there was no chance that it would ever last.

As the institute crumbled and Jon bled in Martin's arms they were lost, evidence of their existence crushed and broken down to dust; but not all of it. Passed off to Basira, abandoned in a location that somehow survived.

One golden lighter with a spiderweb design, and one tape recorder loaded with the last conversation of Jonathan Sims and Martin Blackwood. Their remains.

#Their love story was so great that the universe couldn't allow its evidence to taint the power of all remaining loves #It kills me that the only people left alive to remember them are those who need to let go of the memory to survive #Even worse though Melanie's the only one who knows about Sasha :( #tma #the magnus archives #the magnus institute #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #basira hussain #Jonmartin #tma analysis #Jmart #tma season five #tw mention of death #tw loss #Also as a side note I feel like I actually might've written about this before but I can't rememebr if I posted it #I have over 100 drafts and tonight is not the night to look through them! :)

[lucyvaleheart]

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#supposed to log good things #most of day was negative feelings and sadness #then. i remember feeling good #and then. tthe good went away #rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing #the feelings of undesirability #the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me #that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting #do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful #pictures get a lot of praise #sometimes #less so lately #maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off #maybe seeing how broken i am #such a shambling wailing mess of a girl #....has made people realize how ugly i am #i don't know. its hard to care most nights #I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings #i don't usually #I used to #now i just feel..... dead inside #like a walking corpse #some part of me wants to make that reality #sigh. #anyway. #im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far #it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol #.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so #....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week

[gracebethartacc]

man,, sometimes I forget canon so I make this wish’s lyrics kinda suck bc I’m so used to my rewrite lyrics (not shared them before tho just bc no instrumental or anything for it yet but MAN)

#Wdym the lyrics aren’t “I’ll throw caution to something so divine” ????? #LIKE. WDYM ITS NOT “ And I remember being an avid dreamer You told me have faith in the sky I'm past trusting them blindly—“ #“— But I'm not no I'm not past asking why Why you could just let him die when I wished on you every night—“ #“— You left me not knowing what to do Yet just this once my faith’s in you tonight The way he always taught me to” LIKE. #ITS NOT “So I look up at the stars to guide me And hold on to hope that they’ll give me a sign“ ????? WTF? #THATS SO MESSED UP WHOS THROW CAUTION TO EVERY WARNING SIGN I DONT KNOW HER ???? WHO TF IS THAT. #rewrite the stars au #Grace post

[curiosity-killed]

I never get why people are so hung up on me cutting my own hair (or, generally, any significant hair cut) like. It is hair. It will grow. That is kind of Its Thing. Why are you acting like I’m doing experimental heart surgery in my bathroom

#my sister is the worst for this which goes back mostly to a lot of her #seeming to think/act like I am an extension of her rather than being an autonomous person with my own damn body and mind #but my mom and friends are also opposed and weird about it #and am like bro #my hair grows quite fast #also 99% of the time it is up #so even if I mess up it’s easy to hide #AND if I rlly fuck it up I can get it cropped again and it will still look cute #everyone take a breath and remember #it’s my own damn body #personal #anyway I chopped some inches tonight and had a lovely little spa night

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Oh god.

This summer you sent our mutual friend a package, to get to me. An heirloom, a bit of camp history. Passed down to me.

And on that package, your phone number and address. Your phone number, that I had long deleted from my phone because the urge to call you was always too strong.

When I last saw you in person, you said that when you finally moved to the city it would be with your girlfriend. You would move in together. And surely, she would become your fiancee and then your wife.

There it is. On the package. Your new address, in the city.

I have to keep myself from calling you right now. You probably have my number blocked, and I truly don't know what I'd do if you answered. But I would give anything to hear your voice again.

Even if it's just you saying, "Hello? Who is this?" While her voice is in the background, asking you what you want for dinner.

At this point, I don't even need to be the voice in the background asking what you want for dinner.

I just wish I could be the voice on the other end of your phone call.

#idk if this made sense. its 4am #but storytime i guess #years ago. like four now. i had a best friend #i loved her so much. truly i was in love with her. which was the problem #she had a girlfriend. im sure you can guess where this is going #she cheated on her gf with me. i felt guilty and made her tell her gf. months later but better late than never i guess #her gf made her choose between us. understandable. she chose her gf. understandable #so i got a call one night from her. where she said we could never speak again. we couldnt be in each others lives. and i deserved that #it still killed me though. it still kills me. i havent recovered #but this past summer she sent a package to our mutual friend. for me #just something from the camp we both work at. and there on the package was her phone number and address #two years after she left me she volunteered at the camp i worked at and she used to woek at #we ended up talking. and being friends for that one last week. and she mentioned that she wanted to marry her gf #and move in with her. in the city. so when i saw her city address... yeah #i took a picture of her number and address before throwing away the package. something i remembered tonight #its just sitting in my camera roll. her number and address #and i could never call her. never send her a letter #idk what the point of this storytime was #but this is some half decent writing for 4am #i hope you enjoyed

[runefactorynonsense]

Cozytober - Day 27 + 28 - Rainy Window + Steaming Mug

What a difference a day can make

#Cozytober #Margot's RF Art #Rune Factory 2 #RF2 #In which we remember how much early games traumatized protags with rain- and then give a good day later #I wanted these two days to be a juxtaposition of some sort and wound up with these two! #Originally these were going to be started and finished tomorrow- but I'm busy tomorrow so both done tonight! #Also tell myself to stop ditching sketches. I had an entire DIFFERENT bg started last night. Did lots of rendering. #Came home from work today. Looked out a window. Saw a branch and trees. Realized that kind of side view would be fun. Pivoted #I'll save the old BG maybe recycle it next year or another time #WEEK 4 IS DONE. WE ARE ALMOST THERE. #Rune Factory Aaron #RF Aaron #Rune Factory Aria #RF Aria

[frecklystars]

I’m trying to doodle Starscream and I’m like. Shaking. I never imagined I’d get anxiety rushing through me when all I’m trying to do is draw my comfort characters again. If this wasn’t destroying my life I’d find this almost funny

#my brain is like lol I’m gonna make you so scared for no fucking reason #I’m gonna make you remember your abuser every single time you look at a fictional robot. ANY fictional robot #fuck man last night I was with my therapist doing exposure therapy #scrolling thru a website that sells cute crop tops and I was like. shaking so bad #and I felt so dumb :’) it’s so fucking stupid how Bad I am. how. anxious I get and how many triggers I have #i can’t function normally like a person. isn’t it funny #I’m gonna draw Starscream tonight if it kills me god damn it

[the-cat-at-the-theatre-door]

I think all Jellylorums should be having a little nap with her head on Gus’ shoulder during “The Moments of Happiness” strictly for my own serotonin purposes.

#i saw it once where she just had her eyes blinking closed and i cannot for the life of me remember where #(it'll come to me) #but it's come back to mind and i think it should always happen #because i said so #extemporize back chat #tonight is a gus night lads - try and shut me up it won't work i''m SAD #(about them not about anything else)

[m0e-ru]

she had leftover paint from the last show, one minute, and a dream

#cw alcohol abuse #cw blood #// ??? not really but the imagery might be present #// ok got newsflashed this is how they do blood in dngrpa okay. sorry. i didnt mean it. #arttag #boot.tingting #ゲッー #saki konishi #p4 #// believer that the thoughts in the shopping district at that time were just yosuke's #// mayumi's tv studio was quiet since she was already dead and sakis dead and yosuke's shadow was manifesting at the time so #// i cna explain this all in detail but right now im TIRED #// anyway heres vague mad hatter saki idea i had for a while now #// all because it was called 'twisted shopping district' adn i was like okay ...thats pretty swag #// i also have 100000 reasons and ideas ot this but yeah.not today sorry put it in the inbox so i remember i guess #// ohhh gas station's zero assed post of all time sorry guys i'll keep talking but it wont be substantial information #// ANYWYA her tv show would be like this alcohol review. whatever. tea party but it's just local liquor or something #// 'ahh and heres our guest for tonight!(the only night)' and camera pans to saki #// since theres no IT or physical audience. they make saki insecure with people watching through a camera or somehting #// the fog's cleared at this point so shadows would be more agitated and the whole process of going berserk even without people around #// and the fact sakis shadow could actually find her #// since theres literally nothing to chew off of what her deal could be um. im sorry saki im sorry sakiheads im doing this to your girl #// anyway her 'reality' is that um . yeah shes stuck at the hatter's tea party im sorry girl everyone hates you probably youre doing your #// best GOD worst articulation of ideas ive had to date GOODNIGHT OKYAKUSAN