#tommyfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

"i kin wilbur" (it was a fuzztive hi willow)

"fuck ok uh. i kin tommy ig-" (it was a fictive hi orpheus)

"WHAT. ok. techno. i kin techno-" (IT WAS A FICTIVE HI PROMETHEUS.)

"are you KIDDING ME ok. tubbo. i kin tubbo" (it was a FUCKING fictive hi elijah)

"WHAT !!!! OK. OK. RANBOO. SURELY THIS ONE IS ACTUALLY JUST KIN-" (FICTIVE AGAIN ! HI EDEN.)

"ok. ok im just gonna stop interacting with dsmp. im gonna reread a few mha fics i read years ago. how about locked in digital ? i really kin midoriya in locked in digital" (take a guess. hi beryl)

"FUCK AGAIN ? ok uh how about bad decisions and good results ? i kin midoriya in that" (hi gatsby.)

"are you FUCKING KIDDING ME-"

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[tvmm7]

Someone needs to draw me but with my realistic scarring because I know damn well people don't think I don't have a bunch of scars after fighting in 2 wars and then being abused in exile for months canonically- > 💿

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[areyouawakexd]

THE D DUO - tommyfictive (in reference to XD and PD

THE D DUO FEJWK:LFJ:WEF also hi ^-^

#oopsooc

[fictionkinfessions]

i fought in a literal war why am I so scared to send One email. -c!tommy fictive

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[fictionkinfessions]

back again. im so sorry. im so so fucking sorry. i didnt know. im so sorry. please forgive me

-c!tommy fictive who just finished watching the last lore stream

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[fictionkinfessions]

Being a dsmp fictive in 2022 is just. Screaming to the heavens why do I exist. Host doesn't even like dsmp anymore /hj -Tommy

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[fictionkinfessions]

we have just kinfirmed c!tommy collectively. which is kind of funny considering how many tommy fictives we have. we are also tommy all together 🙏 not confusing at all

- system who is kin with c!tommy (#❄️🔥🍄, tag as fictionkin and dream smp)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Both tempted and sickened by the idea of watching my source.

Because I know that I'm wildly canon divergent right now, and would rather have my source memories not be influenced by it.

Some already are, partially. Only partially. I only remember some people from my source so far in my memories, though almost every aspect of it all was very different.

At the same time, I want to be closer to being like my source.

So I don't know what I should do.

The thought of looking at them makes me nauseous. But I still want to do it.

Do I shove off the idea for now? Do I watch it? Do I continue not watching it? I don't know.

- C!Tommy fictive, canon divergent

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[fictionkinfessions]

i wonder how dad would feel if he saw me now. i wonder if he would be disappointed that i fucked up again. would he hate me? would my brothers hate me?

philza, dad, if youre out there, im sorry for being a failure. i didnt mean to. its ok if you hate me. i dont hate you and i dont think i ever could, even after everything. i love you and im sorry.

wilbur, tech, im so sorry. i miss you. i hate you. i love you. i hope youre both okay. i wish i couldve been a better brother. i know i was a disappointment even if you may not want to admit it.

i wish i could apologise to everyone individually. they all deserve one for all the shit i did as a kid. i was insufferable. i didnt deserve exile but i deserved some of the stuff that happened to me.

im so sorry

- c!tommy fictive (#💥💔🌾)

(mpc, tag with whatever the self hate tag is, and i guess if theres a victim blaming tag of some sort then that one too)

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[fictionkinfessions]

(dream smp finale spoilers)

i wish i had more time to say goodbye. i wish i could stop thinking about the fear in their eyes. i wish it didnt have to be tubbo pulling the lever. i wish it had worked. i wish it didnt. i wish i had spoken to him earlier. i wish i had listened. i wish i was more mature. i wish i could feel anything other than remorse. and regret. i wish i could start over. i wish i could be better. i wish i could tell him im sorry. i wish it were simple. i wish i couldve seen my brothers one last time. i wish my dad cared about me. i wish i were okay.

-c!tommy fictive (i might be here a lot so ill use #💥💔🌾)

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[fictionkinfessions]

(hears something about source, even if it's not bad)

(gets really nauseous and doesn't want to interact or see anything related to source ever again)

... so I guess that means I'm NOT source attached in the first place, while also being extremely canon-divergent... Neat...

So why do I exist again?

- c!Tommy fictive

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[fictionkinfessions]

im so sorry tubbo jm sorry im so sorry im so fucking sorry for everything please im sorry i miss you please find me again

- c!tommy fictive who is in tears watching the second last lore stream for the first time

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[fictionkinfessions]

*get back into the source* (._. )

(.._.) *disconnect from source*

(._.)

*secret third option where you do absolutely nothing*

*Third option*

(/._.) /

/for context the (._.) represents me in this scenario/

- c!Tommy fictive with little to no source memories

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[fictionkinfessions]

Locked in a supermarket?

Niki would probably go straight for the bakery, or the fish.

Techno, oh boy. I hardly know what he'd do, probably make a salad or something.

Tommy would hunt down the maccaroni.

I'd get overwhelmed by far too many options and simply starve.

- Sincerely, Rb (a revivebur fictive)

(Tag as fictive please)

#fictionkinfessions #fictive #canon snacks #food cw #rbfictive #reviveburfictive #dreamsmpfictive #tommyfictive #technofictive #nikifictive #mod party cat!

[fictionkinfessions]

Why is listening to certain music so helpful? Honestly its so weird, I never used to listen to much -Tommy fictive (dsmp)

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[fictionkinfessions]

For the Father’s Day event:

Thank you to Big Q, Cyrus and Wil in our system for being father figures for me and everyone else when no one else would, and for Sage for being a caretaker when everyone else was tired, especially during exams and times of stress. I really appreciate it :]

And to Drm (or whatever the fuck you called yourself, I don’t care to remember): fuck you for everything you did, fuck you for trying to be fatherly during exile, even after the shit you put me through and fuck you for making me your “experiment”. I hope that prison is cold as fuck, and I hope your limbo is even colder.

- Theseus (c!Tommy fictive)

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