#to see him indulging in femininity without being cis-swapped

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#wanna draw my fav character in skirts and dresses and pretty intricate details #want to make him enjoy femininity and indulge in it and just !!! #thinking of him this way makes me so happy and comforted idk idk i just #i wanna draw him feminine but im ?? #worried ?? scared ??? #bc hes canonically A Gay Guy and i dont want people to come to me and yell at me for feminizing gay men and fetishizing them #idk idk let men wear pretty dresses and skirts let me project my femininity onto MY comfort character #but honestly im scared too that maybe i have an entirely wrong image of femininity that maybe im going along to silly stereotypes or wtv #idk idk im so fuck i just want to indulge myself for once #but i dont have much exposure to the fandom to gauge what tje reaction would be if i did draw him this wat #i dont know i dont know #im so #i yearn and crave so much #to see him indulging in femininity without being cis-swapped ? #idec if its like ooc for him to be this way it makes sense in my head and it brings me so much comfort #LIKE SO MUCH that it makes me want to cry whenever i imagine it #and thats rly all that matters to me #but i also dont wanna get caught up in discourse or anything like that #sigh