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cellythefloshie · 9 months

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Do you guys remember this ask? Well, I found a Bachelortte simulator. While it's in no way going to top the one I wrote I thought it would be fun to see what it spit out for me. AND it includes more players than my original post! Let's see what it comes up with for me:

Night One

I would never hurt your Ross baby.

Everyone knows how good Freddie looks in a suit.

Tony does seem like the sweet guy that would write a poem!

Flattery will only get you so far Timo - but like don't stop.

Tyler, WTF?

No introduction is needed, Wilson, we know you.

Who were you yelling at before the show to lose your voice, Matty?

Don't need to brag Sid.

OMG such a Pat thing to do LOL

Roman, with butterflies? Damn.

We found who Matty was fighting with, Nico.

Are we going to do this handshake forever now? Yup. Count on it.

Everyone loves magic, right?

Weird way to get the first impression rose, but like Chris would totally rock the look.

Willy being a good singer would not surprise me one bit.

Adam gonna make me blush.

Vince is lucky he's cute.

Picking a weird time to want to boost your socials Andrei. Because we all out here looking for some more off-season content.

You know Vladdy was blushing the entire time.

Barzy, getting shy? So cute!

Most of the rose ceremony checks out. But like sending Anthony, Brady, Josh and Matt home on the same night? Unbelievable. Those men are too damn fine.

Week One

Tyler and Chris out here looking out for me

Tony, don't think like that. You know your sweetness can just sneak up on someone and make them fall for you. It's only happened so many times with The Road Wife, it can happen again

Leave it to one of the most attractive men in hockey to come in and steal the first kiss of the show - no one could say no to Josi

Tkachuk upset about not getting enough attention -> confides in someone -> gives the rose to the person he confides in. Such a bitch move LOL

1 on 1 date with Ross? Yes, please. Horseback riding would be a gong show.

TJ, my first hockey love. Would be such a humbling date.

Such a good-looking group of guys to watch go.

Week Two

As if I'd ever tell you that, Chris.

Roman really out here stealing a lot of my attention. But like, have you seen him?

You guys are really interested in this one question, huh?

Cuddles with Ross? Say less. He should have gotten the rose.

You got a problem with my boy, Vladdy? Jokes on you, he gets the rose.

Thank you, Timo that was needed.

See I told you, Tony!

1 on 1 with Vince. These dates are winning. And such a serious topic! And he's humble!

Damn. What was this version of celly thinking? Sending home Adam, Brayden and Nico all in one go!? Delusional.

Week Three

Andrei, doing sweet precious things? Consider me swooning.

Pretty boy comforting pretty boy.

Cocky and Confident, TJ. Love it.

What is it with me giving roses to the guys that are getting bullied by the other contestants LOL

VLADDY IS PRECIOUS AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM.

Why would producers let me take Chris on a nature hike when Jeremy was still in the show. Like com'on horrible planning on their part.

Tony deserved better.

Week Four

Timo would 100% not be afraid of PDA in front of literally anyone

Are we sure Vice and I were just cuddling under that blanket?

Chris doing a backflip would be hella impressive

There it is, Wilson, being typical Wilson

I am really bad at giving the boys the attention they want

Why the fuck would I let Andrei make fun of Vladdy!? And then send Vladdy home!? My heart hurts.

Week Five

Let's be real, I'd be out there kissing all of them

You got a problem with Ross? Rose for Ross then LOL

Tom is obviously not too sad about it - he ships it

Should have gotten rid of him when he made fun of Vladdy!

Week 6

It was Shania Twain - has to be if Vince is getting the rose because you know he's having a good time

the crowd is getting thin, but maybe spend the time trying to win my heart boys

OOOF no wonder he's such fuck boy. Still not over that breakup.

AND CHRIS TOO? What are the chances?

Week Seven - Hometowns

A trip to Denmark would be incredible. So many sights to see and it would be such a cool experience to travel there with him. It seems like it would be a nice and intimate time with Freddie and his family.

He's such a family guy, it's undeniable.

An understandable situation. I've only been prospecting like 30 guys over the last few episodes. I'd be cold towards me too LOL

We come full circle to night one. I'd never hurt you, Ross. You're too pretty to be hurt by someone like me.

Week Eight - One on One Dates

I was on tv before this? Damn, I'm going to need to know how that happened.

I can confirm I'd be in love with at least 2 of the final 4 LOL So yes, I'd be very confused

👀

It took you until the final 4 to freak about the other guys? Couldn't have done this in week 1 when there were like 20 other guys to compete with?

Week Nine - Fantasy Suites

Oh you know it happened

You mean we didn't just have our fun in the hot tub?

ALL THIS TALK ABOUT NOT WANTING TO GET HURT AND NOW YOU HURT ME? I was rooting for you, Ross!

And it brings us to the final two. My 1st hockey love TJ Oshie - the very reason I write hockey rpf and my newest hockey love Vince Dunn. Kind of poetic, isn't it?

The Finale

DAMN, this would make my heart hurt. You know Vince is on the verge of tears while reading that letter. It would not be an easy decision to reject his proposal... and you know... at the reunion special... might be one of those I chose the wrong guy situations LOL Because it was all adding up to look like it was going to be Vince before that moment.

#celly things

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bellpeppersand-beef · 3 months

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watched the movie in theaters last night!! It was really great ❤️ Some thoughts in no particular order:

I saw the dub with my sister and my bf, and then I went and saw the sub alone. The sub had deeper dialogue imo but it’s mostly the same, though every once in a while the voices dropped out? Like I think it was during the shogi scene, Jet’s voice was gone but the background audio was still there and the subtitles were still going, it was weird

when the opening theme played my sister turned to me and was like “wtf this isn’t tank?!?!” I was also surprised, but Ask DNA is a banger so I can forgive it

Faye chasing everyone around the room and jumping on Spike was cute. Luv these idiots

Bob and Jet’s little movie date was cute too. Also, they have 10000% kissed before on a particularly long, boring stakeout. They never speak of it tho, because they’re Men(TM)

The English voice actor for Samson did such a good job, tho I do wish they hadn’t changed his spiel in the car so much- in the Japanese version, he makes it clear he’s partnering up with Vincent and committing terrorism because it’s so much harder to become famous as a hacker than it used to be and he wants to be remembered, and in the English that isn’t as clear.

I also prefer Jet’s whole monologue to himself about the bebop crew’s relationship in Japanese, mostly because he says “it’s not like we’re a family” because it is like they’re a family, they’re just a very dysfunctional one

Vincent’s English VA reminded me of some of the VAs in Skyrim in a weird way that made it harder to take him seriously, but that’s not his fault

“I love a woman that can kick my ass” bitch me too, the fuck

“I don’t care about saving anyone, that’s not my job” press x to doubt

“We share the same soul. I have to see him again, one more time” Spike my love that is fuckin gay

Faye looks so much like a shrimp in that one scene where she’s tied up on the floor. Go look at it and tell me I’m wrong. Shrimp lookin ass

god I want that self-cooking ramen holy shit

okay so like. I thought that photo set I’ve seen on here before with a quote from True Detective on it was real and I was so confused when it wasn’t in the movie sdhdaghsgkl

wtf are Vincent’s hands made of that he can stab Spike with his goddamn fingers through his clothes??

I thought the guy pulling spike out of the water was Jesus for a fucking second 💀

Also, I thought laughing bull lived on TJ or Titan, what is he doing on mars? I suppose he might move around, tho

“I’m not waiting for a call from Spike or Faye, in fact I didn’t even notice they were gone bc I am a Man(TM) and I don’t care about them” *phone rings* “WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN I’VE BEEN WORRIED SICK >:(” Jet my absolute idiot angel, please learn how to talk about your feelings

Poor Jet being so stressed out in the scene with the planes. This man deserves a vacation and also probably some high blood pressure medication

the bebop looks very phallic in that one scene in the beginning, and the hammerhead always looks phallic. why does jet own two penis ships? is he compensating for something, or does he just really like dicks? the world may never know (it’s both)

I like how they leaned harder into multiculturalism in the movie, like including lines in Arabic

the music was awesome, as always. what planet is this fuckin slaps, as does knockin on heavens door

highkey want that final shot of spike reaching for the butterfly and “are you living in the real world?” as a tattoo

we pretend we do not see the terrible transphobic stereotype in that one scene 😑😑😑😑😑

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glitterandgoldrush · 3 years

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someone asked for my live-blogging reaction to oouil tv, so i have put it under the cut with a more complete explanation of how i felt overall as well!

ep1:

okay so it’s definitely super different

sassy maeve, i love it

eggs instead of a car crash? i guess it’s bc they wrote out luis

addy finding jake on her own and cooper not helping 😭😭 why are we getting rid of all of cooper’s kind scenes

cooper and keely have a secret? and why does cooper seem so completely unaffected what

bronwyn and nate are so flirty right off the bat wow

bronwyn stole simon’s laptop?? what the fuck. this is so totally different

also no drinking scene with bron & nate :(

janae getting a Storyline and going after addy right away ?? why would she do that if she’s guilty her whole thing was wanting to stay away from them until addy basically forced herself into her life

totally weird side note: but not how i’ve been pronouncing nate’s last name this whole time

also just totally noticed that they skipped over everyone else also having fake phones?

OH and cooper is super new, moved here last year

COOPER’S SEALED RECORD IM SORRY WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHY WHY WHY WOULD COOPER HAVE A RECORD

ahh here’s the florence + the machine thing everyone was talking about

bronwyn’s a terrible liar oh my god 😭

“sucks for your dad” line literally made me lol

LUCAS AND NONNY YES THANK YOU

wait shut the fUCK UP LUCAS KNOWS THAT COOPER IS GAY I LOVE THIS 😭😭

SHUT UP KEELY KNOWS I LOVE THIS

“i won’t waste this arm on that shit” get em cooper lol

addy and tj ooooFT

addy taking anti anxiety medication is definitely something she should’ve been doing in the books lol i also love the fixation on her hair

maeve continuing to be Sassy as fuck and i love it

is nate’s aussie accent super obvious to anyone else ?

THATS HOW YOU PRONOUNCE SIMON’S LAST NAME??

janae’s speech lowkey iconic even though they’re both the worst

HER SINGING LILY ALLEN. I WONT LIE, I DID LAUGH 😭😭 so fucking weird

also “it’s not okay to be gay” but it is okay to our people :) man janae c’mon you’re not seeing any of the irony here?

this tribute is so much worse than the books like how disrespectful jesus. i know simon was the Worst but yiiiiikes this was hard to watch

OH MY GOD OHMYGOD OH MY GOD THE POST

kris 🥺🥺

the missing laptop? ruh roh shaggy

ep 2:

oh addy being insecure 🥺

lol what the fuck jake is so manipulative i hate that i find them cute in this scene 😭😭😭

run cooper run

KRIS 🥺🥺🥺 A SPEAKING ROLE

i had to stop this scene bc i was stressed that they’re gonna ruin their relationship

pls let me see one scene of him comforting coop. one scene and i will be content

ooft bronwyn is just as brutal in this as she is in the books

LMAO kris and cooper swapping briefs iconic

are these eps gonna be like specifically character based? this definitely feels like an addy episode

lmao cooper “wouldn’t be the first time police out evidence where they needed it to be” go off king

addy loves to make herself look guilty “saw it on the food network” love u baby

BRONWYN AND NATE HOLDING HANDS THANK U MAAM

bronwyn immediately throwing addy under the bus wHY

cooper “WhAt?” sir 😭 are we surprised

also the capsule idea is excellent to really heighten the tension of in the room right here right now

oh no not cooper and his dad being so good :(

addy’s mom is so invasive i hate her

simon being the mayor’s kid ooft

bronwyn stop accusing addy challenge

“and i’ll be a mom…but a good one” BREAKING MY HEART ADS

noooooooo cooper embarrassed as hell 😪

NOOOOO KRIS NOT KNOWING THAT COOPER IS IN HIGH SCHOOL WHAT WHAT WHAT

im actually so sad about this, in the books cooper never lies to kris he’s literally the only person that he’s honest with, and that’s kinda?? a huge point??? of his character???

simon’s mom being so disrespectful to his literal only friend AHAHAHA wtf

keep on lowkey forgetting that this is an adaption bc it’s so different like 100 plot twists that didn’t exist before

addy hiding under that bed gave me so much anxiety it made me feel sick omg

“his love of his friends” babe what friends

maeve and janae ooft interesting

“best food” LMAO MAEVE i love u

addy and cooper sniping at each other no pls my chaos twins 🥺🥺🥺

keely and cooper are so sweet 😭😭

OH NO KEELY KNOWS HE’S GAY BUT DOESNT KNOW HES HOOKING UP WITH KRIS THIS IS BAD

addy and jake are getting my heart POUNDING RN POUNDING I AM STRESSED I AM S T R E S S E D

jake’s cast perfectly. i am terrified of this man: absolutely flawless casting

cooper’s so sarcastic i love him

“…in the kitchen” iconic lmao

OOOFT addy admitting it 😭 this made me emotional

COOPER AND ADDY THANK YOU FINALLY 🥺🥺🥺🥺

coop and kris part two let’s goooooo

oh my god are they gonna make it look like it was maeve 😭

honestly,,, maeve is a really good suspect i never actually considered that before lol

ep3

“i’m gonna fix it” no ur not baby

they’re doing a very very good job at keeping the suspense of one of them doing it up, by this point in the book everyone kinda knew it wasn’t one of the four but here it’s much more ambiguous

the soda anecdote is my favourite 😭😭

tj is so sweet but i’m praying they don’t make them end up together pls let addy have her independence arc

OH SHIT THEM BEATING THE FUCK OUT OF EACH OTHER

him hurting coop wtf sir

oh no not this happening in front of everyone oh no oh NO

but also jake was way calmer in the books

vanessa SUUUUUUUCKS

OH MY GOD NATES SECRET IS SO MUCH MORE INTENSE

maeve lmaoooo i love u

“don’t u think nate could have done it” WHY WOULD NATE EXPOSE HIS OWN SECRET THIS PLOT HOLE ANNOYS ME SO MUCH as soon as their secret is exposed it basically excludes them from being the killer

LMAO NATE AND ADDY I LOVE IT

“i could literally kill” “another thing you should keep to yourself” PLEASE 😭😭

COOPER STOP YELLING PLEASE i don’t GET why they’ve made these choices

thank YOU ADDY EXACTLY my point about the secret

maeve’s nosebleed oh my god oh my god

lmao oh NO bronwyn knows about the laptop

bronwyn really turned on her sister like 0.2 seconds flat

COOPER YES THANK U

maeve was friends with simon?!! what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck

oh no coopers secret fuck

also cooper hurting his shoulder NO

ugh i knew they would make kris buy from nate that’s so out of his character

seems weird that they wouldn’t have had this conversation earlier??? uhh tell me why they don’t know each other at all

maeve being a Good Sister

ooooh the phones make their first appearance

why is cooper so aggressive that’s so out of character did they forget he’s literally supposed to be sunshine boy

why would jake defend addy lol he’s supposed to egg on the drama

ahhh addy and janae bathroom scene iconicccc

“you suck like 20% less” lmao janae do not make me like you

WHY would maeve be friends with simon i do not get the direction we have taken here

WHY WOULD MAEVE BE IN LOVE WITH SIMON I DO NOT GET THE DIRECTION WE HAVE TAKEN HERE

????????????????????????? IM GENUINELY BAFFLED I AM LOST I AM CONFUSED

okay so?? addy & bronwyn are the only characters that are staying true to the books let’s be honest

oooft maeve call her out let’s go

oh my god cooper and nate friends?? it’s sweet.

wait coopers mom is dead in this

cooper and nate FRIENDS 🥺🥺🥺

KRIS KRIS KRIS KRIS

FUCK i am stressed for cooper rn oh my good god

kris wearing glasses oh cute

oh no poor baby is so hurt and stressed i’m 😭

DAMN STRAIGHT COOPER HE IS A SAD PATHETIC BULLY WHEN YOURE RIGHT YOURE RIGHT

GET EM BABY LETS GO POP OFF K I N G 91 MPH LETS GO

“i did it” oh shit

“i would fail and that just wasn’t an option” relatable tbh

her parents suck lol

cooper is so happy i’m stressed to my core he’s gonna get caught with pain killers i can’t be having it

OH NO OH NO KEELY AND KRIS IS THERE AND OH SHIT OH NO

NOT KRIS CRYING HOLD ON IM i gasped

“and your dad knows too” CAN U PLS GIVE HIM A FUCKING BREAK KRIS ITS LITERALLY A PLOT POINT IN THE BOOKS THAT KRIS NEVER PRESSURES HIM TO COME OUT I AM M A D

detective is gonna out cooper i will fight to the death this bitch

nate and bronwyn here we GO

OVERALL

look, it’s enjoyable. i think the actors are great, and theyre certainly really talented. i think addy and bronwyn are the best adapted, though even then they have some moments that make me think “wtf” like bronwyn stealing the laptop, and jake not being half as aggressive as he’s supposed to be

i like cooper’s storyline with his family & keely, although it’s obviously completely different from the books & takes away from how totally closeted he was there. i’m really torn, i like his character, but i like him as like, someone completely different from book!cooper, because i feel like apart from baseball, they barely have anything in common? cooper doesn’t lie to kris, he wouldn’t approach nate for drugs, he wouldn’t get aggressive with him either, and the closest he ever gets to accusing anyone is saying that peanut oil is a “weird kind of coincidence”. i knew it would be different but it’s very, very different. i guess i just have to get used to it? also kris is just not even close to being the same i mean he’s not a model, he’s not german, he doesn’t know about keely?? cooper says in the book that kris would “never force him to come out” or make him feel bad about it, but it’s like the first thing we see kris do. which is understandable in his situation, don’t get me wrong, but it’s just not at all what he’s like in the books

maeve’s storyline is,, a decision and i don’t understand why she would be friends with simon when her whole entire thing in the book is being grossed out by him

OKAY so concludingly, let me be clear, i do LIKE it. i think it’s fun and it’s interesting and the actors are great. obviously i’m being hypercritical in this bc i’m comparing it to the books. thats not to say there isn’t things i liked bc there definitely definitely is! but i’m also now looking at it as something completely separate from oouil bc apart from the primary plot points, there’s basically nothing in common

#oouil tv #oouil spoilers #one of us is lying #oouil #one of us is lying peacock #trying to tag anything people might have blacklisted if they don’t want spoilers

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calypsoff · 3 years

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Thirty.

I been out in Cali near enough every day, shit is cool as fuck around here. I mean it’s a little quiet when I am in the house, but I am chilling out every day, I be driving Robyn’ Porsche around doing my thing, talking to suppliers, other designers, went to meet up with Tyga. He doesn’t even live that far from Robyn, we just hung out for two days straight. I am living that Cali life and I am loving it to be honest. Why did I even think this place was bad, I may have been trying to prove a point to Robyn. Thinking of Robyn, I need to text her. Drake invited me to the club, he invited me to the club with him. I am so hype for this, I have got a barber to come out to Robyn’ crib and do my hair but I can see how you can spend a lot of money here, I think I have spent more then I should have but I can’t help it. Just living life, I am happy right now. Robyn and I, we speak sometimes and it’s always that awkward conversation because I left annoyed with her, and she was hating on me when I left because of what I said but we haven’t even spoke on it, she is somewhat busy and I am also, not busy but I just keep it to me. I don’t know what to do or say to Robyn to make her feel better or for her to not be angry with me. I just don’t know what to do or say, I tell her about when I go out but I just keep it to me mostly because Robyn doesn’t care right now, also she ain’t give me sex, so I have been without since. Imagine partying with Tyga in his crib with the finest bitches there, and I am backed up and not had sex. I would never cheat on Robyn, ever. But it’s hard, she can’t do that to me because I said she is skinny. It makes no fucking sense, and I will bring it up wit her when I do see her, when we meet again of course.

Barry and TJ are forever facetiming me, they said they will be coming soon to see me and they want to be living that Cali life “listen, I am still trying to get used to shit. Like right now I can go to Tyga’ crib and he be like cool, sit with me. He has bitches walking around naked as fuck, without a care. He just be having bitches, bro. It’s crazy, I am sat there with my mouth open like damn. Then I remember oh yeah Robyn” TJ busted out laughing “yo, you need to remember number one now, so you think we should have moved there” hearing the buzzer go off “uhm, honestly maybe yes but no. I spent too much money here, like I ended up throwing some money at these girls just twerking because niggas was doing, you know. What could I do, shit was behind closed doors, so I just like uhm here a dollar” I snorted laughing pressing the buzzer “who this!?” I asked, “It’s JC bro!” letting out an oh “cool, come through” unlocking the gate “that’s me out, I got my barber out here” TJ and Barry gasped “no fucking way, yo. We are coming there ASAP, fuck you!” I cackled; this is funny because I know these niggas are dying to come down “aight, I’m out” disconnecting the facetime, I need to look good. I am partying with Drake now so yeah, fuck that noise, making my way through the hallway to open the door, this place is too damn big. It’s a nice home but I don’t think its home for Robyn, like she ain’t have no personal pictures around, like she just comes here. Opening the door “what’s good? Thank you for coming out” dapping JC “bro Tyga told me, I got you for whatever you want” moving back to let him in.

My hair isn’t even that bad, but I needed that shape up “I hear you making a name for yourself though, like when Tyga told me and he said Chris Brown. I was like huh, and then he said that clothing line Black Pyramid so yeah, you are making a name for yourself” JC said, I grinned “I will hook you up bro, I got some gear over here bro. I got you” I am glad I bought some gear over “good looking out, thank you” I dapped him, my phone started to ring in my pocket “yo I got to take this, might be my twin” digging into my pocket “dang, imagine dating riri though” seeing the caller ID, I knew it would be Robyn. Answering the call “hey” she is probably asking about that text “so now Drake inviting you to the club, why? What are you doing over there?” I don’t know if she was joking at first, but I think she is joking “my handsome looks, but I said I had to check in with the lady of the house first” I lied, because I said yes before anything “mhmm, what if the lady says no?” I hope she doesn’t “no? Then my haircut is going to be wasted, but can I call you back. I have my barber here right now” Robyn let out an oh “that’s fine, call me whenever and you can go” she is so weird, her mood is horrendous “cool, aight. Bye then” I would like Robyn to say I love you, which she hasn’t in so long, but she didn’t “bye” the call disconnected.

I was going to call Robyn, but I decided against it, I just went to the club to meet up with Drake. I wore my best shit and I drove Robyn’ Porsche here, I have to look the part. You do really need to look the part when you deal and sit with people that are rich as fuck. I got out of the car, I don’t know if I leave it here and I go or I wait but this guy came over with his hand out, I passed him my keys and he got into the car and went, I could have gave Robyn’ car away without even knowing, imagine that. But I am sure he is part of the club; the valet guy is right here. The queue is crazy, but I will go ahead, I will try it anyways but he said my name is on the list so I suspect I just go inside, I mean what else would I do. Walking by the row of people, and I mean a lot of people that haven’t gone in. This tall guy just looked at me “name?” he asked “Chris, Chris Brown” if my name is not on the list I am so fucked, I will go home. He is taking his time “come through” he moved the barrier “hey, I know you!” some girl grabbed my tee, looking to the side of me at this female I don’t know “I know you, please get my girls in” I shook my head laughing “you light skinned niggas are not shit!” she spat, let me just go inside.

Dapping Drake’ entourage, they welcomed me like I am their own people “you came!” Drake said, dapping him but he hugged me instead “this nigga, he is a great guy. I have good feelings about people, and you are one of them, I think you are destined to be great. I am glad you came out, what you doing here? I thought you would be on tour” shaking my head “I am in cali, housesitting for my girlfriend, she wants me to get used to Cali and honestly, I am loving it” Drake laughed “you say girlfriend like it ain’t Rihanna, but that is amazing. This place is amazing, the people you meet. Also I want you to meet Nicki, hey” he waved Nicki Minaj over, this is mind blowing “no way” I said to myself, I am sweating now. Oh shit, she is real “meet a friend of mine Chris, Nicki, Nicki, Chris” she is pretty “awww hey, aren’t you the cutest” hugging her “thank you” I mumbled “oh wait, you are Rihanna’ boyfriend, oh my gosh. You are the sweetest thing!” she yelped out, am I that cute. She is making me laugh at her reaction “what can I say” I am only going to let her get away with calling me cute, I am a grown ass man.

I find this so surreal, to be in this section. To be getting free drinks, getting that VIP treatment. My life has changed, and I am so happy with everything, I am not planning on drinking anymore because I need to drive back so I am just drinking some Red Bull right now, that reminds me. Let me see what Twin is doing, she never called me when I said to her. She is so uptight, it’s dumb and I won’t call her. I am just going to text her, my phone screen lit up and I have got various messages from people but Robyn, shaking my head tapping on my messages and writing one out.

Chris: No text!?

Pressing send on the message, I said no text but yet I meant to say no call which made me laugh. Niggas are going crazy in my messages because I just posted a picture of Drake and I, I am the with the homie, I mean imagine being homies with Drake. Nobody from VA can say that shit, so my messages are going crazy, Robyn text me back.

Twin: Why would I text you?

Chris: I mean call but does it matter you didn’t!?

Twin: Right!

Chris: I am not going to fall out with yu but yu are being so stank with me

Twin: This skinny bitch will come back to you when she is better for you

Chris: wtf? I never called you a bitch Robyn! I mentioned yu lost weight and I didn’t like yu skinny it looks crazy on yu like yu are taking drugs!

Twin: FUCK YOU!

I am not even going to speak to her, let her sulk and be the way she is because as a boyfriend I told her the truth, maybe I shouldn’t have text her intoxicated but I don’t care. She has for real pissed me off, it’s not even that deep. I fucking care for her, shaking my head locking my phone “you want a drink?” the girl just came up at the side of me, she grabbed a wine glass from the tray “for you” staring at the glass and then her face, I don’t even know her “nah, I am good” shaking my head, I am not fucking with nothing like that.

Watching the gate close from the camera, I always go through this process, it’s a headache to make sure everything is locked and closed. Just give me a simple door to lock, rubbing my forehead feeling stressed. The gate closed outside “cool” my phone started to ring on the side, it’s Robyn. I deep down want to ignore it but I won’t, she called and I shall speak to her. Answering the call “what’s up?" I answered because it’s really early morning there so something is up “well you complained I didn’t call you but also you are actually an asshole, right. Hear me out” here we go, let me walk to the bedroom “you called me peak skinny and then all of a sudden you think I would want sex with you? Peak skinny, I be singing on stage and thinking about it. My boyfriend telling me I am peak skinny and now I look like I am taking drugs, do I look that bad to you!? You have made me feel like shit and yet you still have this shit attitude with me. I am here seeing you having the most fun, Tyga!? The pornstar that has women around for nothing, you think I wouldn’t see the picture, that I wouldn’t know. You may not do anything but you’re there smiling” I really don’t want to hear it “right, you done? I smiled seeing some ass because my own girlfriend doesn’t want to give that one up” I am too tired to care “you are actually unbelievable, maybe Cali isn’t for you. Just know you have really hurt me; I have a lot to think about because you are being the asshole you are now. Because I didn’t give you sex” funny how she picks on that “see what I mean with you, you pick on that one thing. You have been so stank with me; I have tried with you. I left that tour upset but did you care? I kissed your forehead and left, it’s always the Rihanna show when you are in the wrong here, what about your attitude!? I don’t want to argue with you” sitting on the edge of the bed “imagine calling your girlfriend peak skinny and that I look like I take drugs, you are a bastard Chris. Don’t call me back” she put the phone down, she is right. I won’t be calling back.

I jerked off of the bed in shock, my eyes shot open feeling my whole body just be in shock. The only thing that can be heard is me breathing heavily and I am sweating “damn” pushing the covers off of me, I am sweating. Wiping my forehead, it’s still night and actually I didn’t even close the blinds which I should have but it’s dark as fuck. Shaking my head getting up from the bed, maybe I had a nightmare or some shit, but I don’t think I was. Making my way to the bathroom, I kind of hate this home because it’s too big. It’s not the first time feeling like this actually, it’s just big and lonely. I am not scared but it’s just a little lonely to me, I froze hearing a loud thud, looking up at the ceiling. That was from upstairs, not even a lie that was. I swallowed hard, I ain’t even going to leave the bedroom like that. Jogging back over to the bed, I am going to call the police. The noise is a lot, I am downstairs, her room is here downstairs. Someone is here, maybe more. Pressing the phone to my ear “yeah yeah, someone is in the home. I ain’t left the bedroom but I can hear footsteps upstairs, the home is 7800 block of Hillside Avenue, the home belongs to Rihanna. I am her boyfriend Chris. I need someone to come out here ASAP” I ain’t a scared bitch but I still don’t want to go out there and get killed “sir we will send someone right over, can you lock the door where you are at now?” walking over to the door “I am downstairs in the bedroom, it’s a little quiet now. Should I check?” maybe I should, like what if they taking her stuff “sir please stay in the room and lock the door” licking my top lip, opening the door to see and I just flat out died inside seeing this grown ass man in my face, I dropped my phone and I went into fight mode.

#Chrianna FF #Chrianna #Chrianna Fanfiction #Fanfic #Fanfiction

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27emailsicantsend · 5 years

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I JUST WATCHED THE FINALE AND OH MY GOSH MY HEAD IS SPINNING I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS

I’ll give you my quick thoughts and then jump into Muffy because you already KNOW I am saving a whole section for them

Celia’s growth was amazing. I love that she went from being strict to being so carefree and trusting of Bex

Bex in that wedding dress 👏🏻 Bowie in that Tux 👌🏻 like they didn’t have to do that but they did 😭

The slow dance was SO CUTE OMG

I loved that all of them sang lady Gaga- the song was perfect for them but sad Garren wasn’t on stage with Sofia

However, they showed the ships singing together and whenever they showed Buffy they showed Marty so I was like 😩😭👏🏻 ya know

TJ playing the piano was all I could have asked for

I LOVED the scene when Cyrus and Buffy talked about “relationship woes” like wow. 😭😍 that hurt because the parrallels were so blatantly obvious but Terri made sure to take EQUAL time to explain their woes with each character.

Also WTF KIRA STOP TOUCHING TJ AND PUTTING YOUR ARM ON HIM. This has been my PSA

I LOVED watching TJ just RIP into Kira. Boi 👏🏻 told 👏🏻 her 👏🏻 off. He literally called her out for bullying and asked her to stop (likkkeeee not only was it great bc he was protective boyfriend mode™️ but because he showed growth. He defended Cyrus for something he used to do). It was great and a no Kira redemption was the best way they could have done that and it was was beautiful. 💯

I loved that Jandi scene! I have said I am actually ok with Jandi, but they needed more maturity. Andi needed to find herself and Jonah needed to be ready for a relationship. In time and when Andi can handle conflict, I think they would make a good pairing. But WITH TIME, like they said. Until then, Jonah has the cute bracelet. I think that was such a valuable lesson for kids to not rush something, just because you like someone. Make sure you are actually ready because crushes aren’t all just about endgames (which will sound hypocritical considering what I write next lol) but that they are a LOT of work and you have to have your head on correct to make sure you can handle it. Just *chef’s kiss*

I know Muffy was around this time (sorry my thoughts are so scattered- I am writing this post watching it so not everything is in a congruent timeline) but I am going to come back to them like I said earlier. They have a special reserved™️ section in this post 😍👏🏻

THE B[REDACTED]H SCENE. WAS SO CUTE. UGH

I laughed so hard at TJ’s name but gave all my uwu’s I had left post Muffy (which weren’t many but I reserved some for Tyrus) to that cute little line from Cyrus about how he liked his name 😭

That 👏🏻 hand 👏🏻 hold 👏🏻

Like watching TJ’s shaky fingers get all close I COULDN’T BREATHE-

They really out here making all benches gay huh?

And you could see how SHY TJ was talking to Cyrus. It was so sweet how flirty and awkward he got. I loved it.

I’m sure their hands were v sweaty but that’s a point for another day lol

I thought the scene was handled well considering their limits and tried to keep my expectations low, but TBH I was pretty bummed they didn’t actually say the words that they liked each other. I wish there was more dialogue than vague questions ya know? Oh well 🤷🏼‍♀️

I was also really REALLY hoping for some canon Muffy and Tyrus scenes at the party and kept checking the time stamp during the last scene hoping they would show SOMETHING but they didn’t say anything. Even just a quick “Hey I’m dating this person now and I love them all my uwu’s” would have been fine but it was like that was completely forgotten

However I’ve seen a few Tumblr posts about someone working on making fic text posts with the GHC talking about their canon ships so I’ll take what I can get :)

The Andi Shack and Andi getting into SAVA didn’t surprise me, but it was sweet

I really liked the whole side by side photo thing they did

What did surprise me was Jonah saying he loved Andi 😭 like that was such a sweet sentiment and I was just like, “Alexa play I Cried by Jonah Beck” you know?

Kinda also dissapointed we heard nothing more about Jonah’s panic attack’s, the hole in the wall, and possible Kippen Siblings

REALLY REALLY want an Andi Mack movie- they made a Lizzie McGuire one after only two seasons so they could with AM to address any plot holes (BUT IF THEY DO IT THEY BETTER HAVE CANON MUFFY AND TYRUS JOIN SO HELP ME BC MIRANDA WAS GONE IN TLMM AND I WAS READY TO SHOW HANDS)

Also other side note: I got kinda frustrated with all of the dancing/singing scenes. Like they were cute but also felt like a lot of wasted screen time (much like 3x19 or the Jonah/Cyrus camping scenes) when other plots could have been addressed

And no speaking lines for Amber? At all? Like...? Even with the Jonah stuff? Or redemption paralleling TJ. IDK seemed a lil wack to me

Ok here’s the good stuff

Muffy:

Again, Alexa play “I Cried” by Jonah Beck BECAUSE OH MY GOSH THEY WERE MY EVERYTHING

Surprisingly didn’t cry as much as 3x14 but I think that’s because I was shaking so bad (seriously I looked like I just went through a terrifying haunted house and stayed overnight in it, my hand trembling so much)

I rewatched the scenes WHICH ONLY MADE IT WORSE BECAUSE I CRIED MORE

I enjoyed writing my fics, but really really liked the way Terri handled this

I loved all of their scenes dancing together and it was funny because after Cyrus and Buffy talked, Buffy was like, “he doesn’t like me” but then Marty spent the ENTIRE night like RIGHT NEXT TO BUFFY. Not with the other girl. Literally physical space is not a real thing with them. Watch when they dance, or when they see CeCe in the Dino costume or any other time, Buffy and Marty are ONLY next to each other and Marty even moves closer to Buffy when they are all huddled around CeCe if you watch closely enough

The frog parallel? 😭👌🏻

Buffy addressing Marty instead of the other way around? 😭👌🏻

Marty “what’s going on?” 😭👌🏻

I loved when Marty called himself a dope 😂👏🏻 13/10 sweet boi

Also, watching Buffy get worked up because they can’t have a real conversation I’m 😭😭😭 you could see actual tears in her eyes and THEN GIRL WENT RUNNING OUTSIDE FOR SOME FRESH AIR

AND GUESS WHO CHASES AFTER HER- I’M—- UGHHHHHH I’m getting worked up thinking about it tbh

Marty tries the conversation again and she SAYS SHE LIKES HIM. NO HESItation what kind of ROMANCE—

Heidenjfbdhewiejdkdk

And then it was literal poetic cinema when he said he NEVER STOPPED LIKING HER AFTER THAT AWKWARD PAUSE AND GRABBED HER HANDS

It was so SOft-

And then they KISSED AND IT WAS REAL

I got my Muffy kiss 💅🏻 I just. I. You guys don’t understand. I was shipping this WAY before anyone really got on board. I remember trying to look up Muffy fan videos after two episodes of them together because I already fell in love with them and there was one like barely edited thirty second video on YouTube. I tried to post something on here and like two people liked it. I LIKED THEM WHEN BASICALLY NO ONE ELSE DID AND SO I FEEL LIKE I AM ONE OF THE MOST DESERVING OF THIS SHIP BEING ENDGAME AND NO ONE CAN FIGHT ME ON THIS JUST LET ME LOVE THEM

MUFFY KISS (sorry needed to say it one more time for emphasis)

And then they walked away together with their arms around each other 😭 If you watch closely Buffy kinda tucks her head into his arm and I’ve seen fics of them doing this so it made me heart 💗💓💓 when they actually did

I JUST WANT TO SEE THEM AS A CANON COUPLE IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK

Please Terri Minksy, I beg of you, if you don’t get a S4 make a movie but it is REQUIRED BY LAW that Muffy and Tyrus are in the ENTIRE movie- being canon and cute. They don’t even need angst but I still want scenes with them together just being in love.

I will be spending the entire next week in complete denial that this show is over, while rewatching this episode ten times and reading every Muffy fic I can find. Thanks for coming to my Tedx talk.

#andi mack #marty from the party #buffy driscoll #muffy #tj kippen #cyrus goodman #am #andi mack spoilers #am spoilers #tyrus #jandi #amber #cece mack #bexie #bex mack #bowie mack #jonah beck #kira #jamber

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stargate365 · 5 years

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[SGU] 2.13: Alliances

Previously aboard the Destiny… for a short while, there were two Rushs’, and my dirty brain was delighted. Also, there was a minor time-travel gimmick, there were two Telfords’ – one died – and apparently dialling from a star is a very bad idea.

Telford eyeing up Rush like he thinks this Rush murdered the other him. Um, no.

Senator Michael’s?

Greer’s been refusing the stones? How’d I not notice that?

???

!!!

Wtf bro?

So… do we like this Covel dude? Or are we gonna need a shovel?

Based on the “Yeah, on my way” and then just sitting there drinking coffee…

Just because you don’t like the fact that something won’t work, doesn’t mean Rush is lying about it being unfeasible.

Okay, so Chloe likes this Senator lady… but is this going to go awfully wrong?

I do not like this alarm. Not one bit.

Jfc. Thank god Greer managed to shove her under the desk. I don’t think the people in the hallway would have survived.

I don’t like this Senator lady very much… looking down on Chloe’s participation in the Destiny.

What happened is the ceiling caved in, you jerk!

Bright side Greer, it’s not actually your knee.

Oh man, I hope those ceiling tiles don’t have asbestos in them… that wouldn’t be good for anybody atm.

*snorts*

Camille and Greer to the rescue!

Idk about this “airman” he might be a plant.

Yeah… I think that ‘airman’ was the pilot. Crash the ship, leave the bomb and book it. That’s… okay, tbh, if I was a terrorist (WHICH I AM NOT THANKYOU) it would be something I’d consider for maximum damage.

TJ and Varro are cute.

I don’t like the way Senator Lady said that.

Yep. Evans is definitely a plant. Too panicky, and too pretty.

*snorts*

“We work here too.”

I do not like Covel. Not one bit.

a b s e s t o s

is that a Geiger counter?

???

Well shiit.

Good news… if we turn off the stones, Camile and Greer won’t die… bad news… wither way, the Senator and Covel are dead.

Told you so…

Maybe the radiation is affecting the stones?

Didn’t I say this kid was too pretty to be an actual airman.

Well now. Isn’t this interesting.

So shiny. So deadly.

“Something we can live with… I think.”

Chloe’s got more faith than a church full of priests.

Covel did what now??

Is he alliance too??

Dude, you’ll die either way. You’re just killing more people.

This Senator has more balls than anybody so far. All these strong women in this show just amazes me.

Camille is so brave. ;w;

“Can you tell Chloe that I’m proud of her.”

I take back everything I ever said about Senator Michaels’.

#day 359 #stargate #sgu #stargate universe #stargate 365+1 #2x13 #sgu 2x13 #alliances #sgu: alliances #gif: arrowsbane

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igottaketchumall · 5 years

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I wrote another short Tyrus oneshot :))

TJ: Buffy I need to tell you something super important

I'll be at your house in like...10 minutes.

Buffy: Tj it's 4am

Wtf

TJ KIPPEN

JUST CALL ME

TJ: HHHHH

I'M GAY OANICKING

Buffy: lmao what's going on

TJ: SOMEBODY

TOLD ME

CYRUS IS STRAIGHT

BUFFY I WANTED TO ASK HIM TO HOMECOMING AND I DON'T WANNA GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN

Buffy: who told you that??

Cyrus used to have a huge crush on Jonah he's not straight

He's really fucking gay lmao

TJ: Lester told me??

He said Reed told him that Cyrus told him he's straight

You think Reed lied to him?

Buffy: Cyrus probably just didn't want to come out to Reed and Lester yet they aren't that close

TJ: you think so?

Buffy: yes I do TJ

and what do you mean again?

TJ: I used to like this boy named Tyler

He was really sweet

Until he found out I liked him and told me he was straight, which uh made me feel like shit and really stupid.

Idk

I was just really happy

And then i found out I never have a chance with him

I just

Ugh

I don't want that to happen again

I don't want to fall in love with some only to be told that I'll never have a chance with him years later.

Buffy: that won't happen with Cyrus I promise

I'm so sorry that happened TJ

But you should really get some sleep ok?

I care about you and if you're going to ask Cyrus tomorrow you should go get some rest :')

It's going to go great!

TJ: okay

Thank you

Ily

Buffy: wow I'll never get used to that

But ily too

...

TJ: Cyrus?

Cyrus: Yeah?

is everything ok?

TJ: yeah, everything's okay don't worry :')

but thank you for caring

Cyrus: of course

so why did you message me so late?

not that it's a problem! :))

TJ: I just...couldn't sleep...

Cyrus: what's on your mind?

TJ: it's just that...

we're in 9th grade now, and I realized "oh shit, homecoming's a thing". It's something I've always heard about but never been able to go to and now I cAN.

and I've just been thinking about that a lot cause i'm not sure if I should ask someone, but I really want to.

it sounds really fun! and I don't want to miss this opportunity!

but i'm scared...

Cyrus: take a deep breath in, and then out.

and look out your window.

look at the stars.

TJ: ok...

Cyrus: and think about how we'll all be here for you tomorrow no matter what happens :)

TJ: they're beautiful...

Cyrus: :)

who do you want to ask, if you don't mind me asking?

TJ: someone I've liked for a while.

it's a secret, for now at least.

hey, can I call you?

Cyrus: yeah, sure, we just have to be quiet.

TJ: okay.

I just want to hear your voice :)

Cyrus: :)

TJ: :)

also, Cyrus?

I feel a lot better.

thank you <3

...

"is he going to ask him today?" Buffy sat next to Andi at lunch.

"I think so, unless he wants to do it at homecoming." Andi responded, opening her small bag of apples.

During the day, TJ was nervously texting Andi about asking Cyrus to homecoming. This had been going on for weeks ever since it was announced homecoming would be soon: If Andi didn't respond, he texted Buffy, if Buffy didn't respond, he texted Jonah, and if Jonah didn't? He went to Marty.

But the first person he always went to before texting was his sister, Amber. During the day he was talking to Andi since he had two classes with her, and didn't text Amber since he and Andi were already talking.

He had all these ideas popping into his head and then would come up with reasons as to why Cyrus would hate it, and now today was the last day before homecoming, and also the day of the pep rally, and TJ had a plan.

"yeah, he seems really nervous, like more than he has been for all the weeks he's been obsessing over this." Buffy said, taking a bite of her mac and cheese. "but I think he can do it."

Andi smiled. "Me too, he's over at a table with Reed and Lester right now coming up with the finishing touches of his plan"

"Plan?"

"He wants to ask him at the pep rally, in front of everyone! I told him that might make him way more nervous than he already is but, maybe it'll work?"

Buffy nodded. "I can see it working" she moved her spoon around with her hand. "kind of"

Laughing a little, Andi looked over at the lunch line where Cyrus was getting the last of his food and getting ready to walk over to them. They both really hoped TJ's plan went as well he wanted it to.

...

The basketball game for the homecoming pep rally was coming close to and end, and TJ was getting more and more worried.

Reed gave him a thumbs up from the bleachers and Lester smiled quietly next to him. Looking up at two of his best friends supporting him, he felt a little bit better. Then his eyes shifted over to Andi, Buffy, Jonah, and most importantly, Cyrus.

'and think about how we'll all be here for you tomorrow no matter what happens'

He can do this.

The game was over. Lester and Reed were obnoxiously cheering from the bleachers, and he had so many other friends supporting him.

Let's do this I guess.

"Um, hello everyone I...I would like to say something for this pep rally's over."

and now all eyes were on him. TJ closed his eyes and thought about his call with Cyrus, and when he opened them he was smiling wide.

"I want to say something to someone really important to me. His name is Cyrus Goodman. He's been the most supportive person in my life, helped me become a better person, and because of him I believe now that I can do so much. I've never been surrounded by so much support and friendships before I met him, and i'm really glad he wasn't able to get his own muffin because I might never have walked up to him at the swing set and be where I am now. Thank you Cyrus, you're the best person I know, and I would really love it if you were my date to homecoming."

Andi, Buffy, Jonah, Lester, and Reed were cheering loudly along with the whole school, and TJ could feel his face heat up. The positive response was amazing.

And then his eyes drifted over to Cyrus, who was literally crying. He felt like crying too and his first thought was to motion for Cyrus to walk down the bleachers towards him. Jonah nudged him with his arm with a wink, and Cyrus laughed, walking towards TJ.

Soon he was running, and once he reach

Once they both let go, they looked at each other and around the room as everyone was still screaming. Reed threw confetti into the gym, as requested by TJ for the plan, and TJ laughed as a bunch got in Cyrus's hair because gosh, he looked so cute.

"So, are we going to homecoming together?" TJ smiled, still really nervous.

"SAY YES!" Reed shouted way too loud.

TJ blushed but Cyrus was laughing, which made TJ relax a bit and smiled back.

"Yes TJ, we are."

#tyrus #tyrus fic #tj kippen #cyrus goodman #this still feels weird lol cause jyrus is still my main ship but I thought this would be cute #lol

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hveumetcam · 6 years

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Andi Mack Season 2 Final Reaction :

CeCe Storyline: YASSS, I have loved CeCe’s storyline since s2 started she has came such a long way. When she told Bex that the Hotel room was out of her Price Range y’all I was screaming. But also just how happy she was when Bex said she was going to marry Bowie. I was crying REAL tears honey.

Bowie & Bex Storyline: Soooooo, I hate cliffhangers... I really do I wanted Bowie & Bex to be endgame FINALLY after so many episodes of watching them be in love I was for sure I was getting an endgame this episode. But NO Terri had to leave me in tears. You guys when the screen went black after he found the ring in the cake I was screaming. If 3x01 doesn’t start off with their wedding I’m suing EVERYONE.

Andi & Bex Storyline: So Andi & Bex has always had an amazing relationship but, this episode we see how far they come since 1x01. I’m still mad they left the kitchen so nasty my OCD was acting up y’all. But watching them plan the engagement together was so cute (almost as cute as her helping Bowie). Also just how on sync they are as mother and daughter & when Andi asked “I thought we didn’t know how to cook.” And Bex replied “ I guess we were just to lazy.” I FELT THAT IN MY SOUL.

TJ & Buffy Storyline: I have to TALK ABOUT THE APOLOGY RAP before anything lol. So my son TJ literally rapped an apology to Buffy when I was shook it took me alll the way by surprise LMFAO. So the Buffy & TJ feud has been put to bed finally and I’m so here for it. Also MY GIRL BUFFY OUT HERE MAKING HISTORY! She will be the captain of the 1st Jefferson girls Basketball team. I was soft when she dragged TJ bye his wig during their little basketball game. I would really love to see the relationship grow even more.

Cyrus & TJ Storyline: SIS!!!! WTF!!!! OMFG!!! We’re literally my only reactions. So we start off with Cyrus calling TJ cute and bragging about how much he has changed which had me jumping up in down. Can you guys imagine TJ running to Cyrus after class showing him that he got a C on his math test (IM WEAK!). Now this episode feed US (Tyrus shippers) SOME WELL DESERVED CONTENT. I loved the gym since & THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE is the best thing EVERY! But I HATE that we didn’t get our clear look back. I just don’t think it’s fair that we got a clear Jandi look back but not a Tyrus one. Like I said a few paragraphs ago I HATE CLIFFHANGERS! But I’m okay I will put my trust in Terri one last time if this Tuffy vs. Tyrus stuff is not resolved in s3 I WILL CATCH A FLIGHT TO FIGHT!!

Overrall: I would say a 9.5 out 10 (because I didn’t get my Bexie endgame & my CANNON TYRUS look back.)

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tyrus-time · 6 years

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ALRIGHT FINALLY ... Immediate reactions to THE PREMIERE!

Okay so it is obvious that the weddings a dream... it’s BEAJTIFUL THO the mack girls look gorgeous.

AhsjfkJKHG I was Not ready to see Jonah’s face on Bex’s body 😭 WTF my dudes

Aw andi yeah let go of that jandi drama

AHHH CYRUS MY BOYYY

Oh god the accent is worse than I ever could have imagined ahdjfk BUT I LOVE YOU YOUR ANGLOPHILE DORK

Oh bex look at you!!! Killin it!

Cece shut up SHUT UP! Don’t you want this business to succeed?

Oh god please make the accent StOP Cyrus you are adorable but ur killing me

OOF AND HERE COMES WALKER

so is andi planning on breaking up with Jonah? And then she’s gonna get jealous about Walker?

Okay when did Buffy gets walkers cell phone number?

Oh Walker mY. BOY. i love this kid. Terri better not do him dirty...

Sighhh Andi why must you always run off dramatically. Like we’ve seen this over and over,,, I’d like to see a bit more growth/change with her character. I KNOWWWW she’s only 13 and of course she’s still gonna be immature and there’s nothing wrong with that; for the sake of the show tho, I’d like to see someone address how this same sorta situation keeps repeating over and over again. I feel like Bex started to here...

Okay who’s at the door

OH ITS HAM! Looking raggedy as hell and CECE IS SO GORGEOUS AND OHHHH MY GOD IM GONNA CRY. THIS IS SO SWEET.

Lol HE LOOKS LIKE A YEDI.

Yes.

Oh my gosh I LOOOVE WALKER. YES. and the physical contact with Cyrus is 👌👌👌 wow I didn’t realize how much I want Cy to have a close platonic relationship with another guy! Cyrus and Walker as artsy, dramatic besties is my new fave thing 💕

Ahhh I love Bex and I love Bex&Andi bonding moments

Okay now who’s at the door

AHHH BOWIEEEEE

I MISSED YOU TOO

Okay I don’t understand why they can’t just be engaged and he goes on tour and then comes back and eventually get married. Why can’t he wear the goddamn ring on tour? Why can’t they be ENGAGED WHEN HES ON TOUR I DONT GET IT

but YAY HES BACK and ahsjkfkshGTFJKNFGH AHHH SO CUTE. OKAY. THEYRE ENGAGED. DAWSWWW

Okay finally here’s Jonah

OH CRAP OKAY YEAH SHE DOES WANNA BREAK UP WITH HIM.

welp. That’s. Awkward.

And that’s all folks!

Sigh low key bummed that there wasn’t any mention of TJ, but I kept my hopes in check so I’m not too disappointed. I thoroughly enjoyed this episode and I’m excited for more!

#andi mack #reaction

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firebirdsdaughter · 6 years

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FINALLY!...

... I found a Zi-O raw!

More thoughts below! Warning: this is ESPECIALLY long! (please do not feel at all obligated to read the whole thing)

Sougo driving the bike off the road and then ducking beneath the curb to hide from Geiz reminds me of Emu, in full golden-dreadlock mode, hiding behind a corner from the people-turned-bugsters and peeking out like a little kid.

The small twelve year old--er... Sorry, sixteen year old--is playing hopscotch w/ the dead guy. That they just... Left there? I guess Geiz popping up did distract everyone.

And... As I suspected, he’s back. Well--suspected bc preview images, but... Ya know.

Woz! That actor is having a lot of fun and I appreciate it. I’m wondering if they had to do that scene multiple times bc he had trouble pulling the hood up smoothly.

The fact that he disappeared from the outside the temple just to appear immediately at Sougo’s house is both unnecessary and hilarious.

Also: ‘I Woz-proofed my house, but he still got in!’

Aw, Geiz is a good boo. I guess maybe he and Tsukuyomi were going back to find Another Build when... Another Build found them.

And another aw, she’s worried about him! They’re cute. I love friendship.

Oh! Baseballs this time! Does that mean he found a Best Match?

And Sougo’s here! Yeah, thinking about it, saving his life is probably one of the best things you could do to make Geiz pause about killing you--given that future you tried to kill him, it’s an antithesis, so... Did that make sense?

On that note, I think Woz told him were they were/that Geiz was fight Another Build? I know he said Geiz’ name while invading Sougo’s house. Where was Junichiro in that scene, anyway?

Ken!

On that note, apparently Sougo is vaguely okay at baseball.

Oh my god, the dramatic music, and then the damn eye shine... If we could have seen Geiz’ face, I’m sure it would have been ‘WTF???’

Oop! He Rider Kicked! Congrats on the first one, Sougo! Though... It may not have stuck.

And then he just runs off, in full transformation. Oh, my baby, my loser. Well, Geiz and Tsukuyomi can keep it busy so there are no new victims.

Wait. Did he just run... All the way to Nascita? I guess... I guess they’re in the same city? Huh. ... Do all KR series take place in the same city? Is this all just supposed to be Tokyo? ... No, that can’t be it.

I love how he just kinda tried to dive into the fridge.

Aaaaaaand.... Here are the dorks! Wait... Shouldn’t Misora and Souichi be here? Eh, maybe they couldn’t get the actors back (or couldn’t afford to w/ everyone else they were planning/wanted to bring back).

You know, while I do mostly agree that maybe they coulda waited an ep before diving into the Build cameo, I think they may have been trying to use it to establish the ‘schtick’ of the season so to speak (at least the beginning schtick--like how w/ Build it was ‘find and fight Smash’ and w/ Ex-Aid it was ‘find Bugster Virus patients’) using a Rider that, as it had just finished, everyone was already familiar w/. Though in regards to that, obviously they start w/ Build bc he’s the most recent. But the point is, I’m thinking it may have been meant to be the ‘tutorial’ or ‘introduction’ incident of the series. I could be wrong ofc, and like I said, I do think would probably have behoved them to wait an episode, I think I get why they did it this way. That... May have made no sense. I’m sorry.

God, even in this small scene, the chemistry between these two remains amazing. Glad Eiji and Atsuhiro seem to be having fun.

So... I accidentally paused it at a moment where Sento looks like a scared rabbit and Ryuuga looks like he’s being protective. Cuties.

Also, I guess the Time Jackers are stealing the powers long-distance? Speaking of Evil Cutie Baby Boy (that’s his name, right?) there was a shot in the trailer of him freezing Build and Cross-z in time to harass Sougo. Wonder if that’s in this ep? (it probably is, and then I’ll be too lazy/stubborn to delete this bullet point later)

Oooooooo! And we get Geiz’ Rider Kick! That was interesting!

The teleporting Ride Watches strike again! Seriously, who made those things? They get around faster than mosquitos! ... Maybe.

So... What, it just had to get double-Rider Kicked, or just Rider Kicked twice to die? I am the confused.

Pfffft. Sento and Ryuuga screaming when they realise they’re hugging. Well, half hugging.

Oh! So... Something just rewrote time? So Sento giving Sougo the Build Ride Watch in 2018 creates a stable time loop for something that’s going to happen in 2017, which 2018 Sento remembers bc it’s his past, but that Sougo doesn’t understand bc it’s his future. Time travel.

Wait... Are we just completely nixing Sento’s actual first meeting w/ Zi-O? Bc even if it’s from Sougo’s future, it’s from Sento’s past (the movie), and the Sento of now should remember it. Maybe. Though maybe that got retconned so he forgot. Again. Time travel.

Oh! It did come back! Wait... Why did Sento and Ryuuga’s memories change when Geiz kicked it? Or... Maybe they just ‘reset’ like that every time it’s destroyed, and then when it respawns they get rewritten again. Or maybe talking is a free action.

Aw, poor Geiz has Rider Kicked too many times and worn himself out.

Oh. So they have to use the power of the Rider that the power was stolen from to destroy it?

Sougo correctly identifying Geiz as his secondary and handing him the Cross-z Ride Watch. Love them.

Speaking of which--have I mentioned I love Geiz?

I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I know I said I would stop doing that. I just really love secondaries, okay!

Geiz is taller than him and he’s gonna be the grumpy big brother and it’s cute! Fight me.

No, no, again, please don’t. I’m a mess rn, I’ll cry.

Aw! They ran Fast Like Sonic together! I think Sougo saving their lives is what’s making Geiz willing to work w/ him temporarily--not to mention the, er, Another Rider attacking people. Geiz is a good boy. But I’m sure he’ll get more hostile again once the situation is over.

It’s is Time Majin! I feel so deceived.

Oh! Hey, it’s the Best Match Boys again! Can they transform? Maybe. I honestly don’t care anymore. Not in a negative way, though. I’m more not bothered bc I’m enjoying this--if that makes sense?

So the format seems to be--they meet the Riders somehow (be it in the past, or in the present). A Time Jacker, meanwhile, goes back in time and creates Another Rider. So what our heroes have to do is find the Rider in the present and fix their memories--even temporarily--to get the Ride Watches from them and create a stable time loop of some kind, then go back to that time period (again, if they’ve been there before) and destroy the Another Rider there to set things to rights. So maybe more like the Riders are lending them a portion or piece of their power rather than it being ‘taken’ or anything, and they’re not really effecting the original flow of the previous story, just adding a scene were ‘monster that wasn’t a MOTW showed up and then some time traveler folks did, too.’ Ofc we’re only part way through the ep, so there could be other effects, I don’t know yet.

OH. MY. GOD. Another Build sees Ryuuga and then just... GLOMPS him. And shouting ‘BEST MATCH!’ While Sento just kinda is like ‘WTF?’

But oh boy is he probably gonna be mad at Ryuuga for rejecting him...

I guess the guy also got... Connected to Build’s memory somehow? Bc he was able to identify Ryuuga as Cross-z w/out any outside clues, and I don’t think it was common knowledge? After all, he was still a wanted criminal at that point, right?

Oh! They can transform, but it’s glitchy as hell. I see... But why is Ryuuga being glitched? I get Sento being effected, bc Another Build is, well, right there, but there isn’t Another Cross-z, so what’s happening w/ Ryuuga?

Well, either way, it’s still nice to see Cross-z’s original suit again. Shoulda said that last ep, too. That was a damn good suit. Glad they were able to keep it active, even just for these few eps. Might get scrapped after though. Still grateful, however.

HE EATS THEM???? OH GOD. HE’S ORGANIC. HE’S ORGANIC BUILD. HIS FACE MOVES. HE’S NOT IN A SUIT HE IS THE SUIT I AM DISTURBED.

The other dork boys! Are here! Yay!

Ah! Evil Cutie Baby Boy! Also, hey, there’s that scene I was talking about. No, I’m not going to delete that bullet point out of spite. Spite for what? Don’t ask me.

Geiz is like ‘... Oh. You.’ at Uhr. Like, that’s his expression. I love it.

Meanwhile, Sougo has no clue what’s going on.

I should note that I don’t actually know if Geiz knows who Uhr is, bc he didn’t say anything like Tsukuyomi did w/ Woz. I just drawing conclusions from my reading of his expression.

This boy has the cutest damn smile I wanna hug him to pieces I’m dying here. He’s clearly a shit but he’s got such a baby face and he’s just a kid and I’m feeling parental for evil murder children someone help me.

I thought only Schwarz could freeze time, though? Well, maybe he can just doing over a wider area for longer.

Well, Sougo’s response to Evil Cutie Baby Boy seems to have won him some points w/ Geiz... You’re doing a good job making up for your poor communication in ep 1, honey.

Actually, one thing that bothers me about Uhr’s appearance is that the strand of his hair w/ the feather in it (that all the TJs have--yes, they’re TJs now) just cross right across his forehead and never moves and it’s kinda distracting.

Aw, look, boys, you’re already synchronised in putting your Drivers on. Ya’ll are gonna be friends whether you like it or not!

Four Riders, no waiting!

Oh, no... They got de-Ridered!

Well, we now know that Sougo can’t swim, I guess. Or... Maybe just not in the suit? Also, awwwww, Geiz pulled him out.

Woz here on par w/ Kogure for unexplained abrupt entrances. If there’s a crossover between Zi-O and LuPat, I really hope there’s a scene where they do it to each other or something.

Sougo looking around like ‘Ah! Where’d he come from!’ is really funny, too. He even looks up at the damn sky.

Also, I’m just gonna assume he’s got a Time Majin hidden somewhere. Unless there’s another way to jump through time they haven’t shown yet.

He did it!

Ah, so this is the memory that Sento had earlier.

Oh and, hey, Woz smiled! Not sure if that was a good thing, but he’s got a nice smile.

And... There he goes again.

Oh, wait... Are we gonna get Geiz’ reaction to Woz? Admittedly, Tsukuyomi only got to act surprised and ask what he was doing there (and got no answer), but Geiz hasn’t seen him yet. Does he know him, too?

Okay, I’m really liking the trend of people ignoring Woz’s speeches to do other things. Like the first time when Sougo was wondering at his transformation, and here where Sento whispers to him. It’s funny and I hope they keep doing it. I’m also hoping one day (if Woz shows up to do this every time Sougo gets a new Ride Watch) that some day someone (probably Geiz or Tsukuyomi) is gonna shove him aside or at least tell him to shut up and he gets offended. Double funny if they cover his mouth.

Sento and Ryuuga just watching the math move slowly along. Sento doesn’t seem pleased. Ryuuga just looks confused.

Oooooh! I see! Now this adds to the formula. They give the Riders the Ride Watches in the past, so that they carry them w/ them and it... I dunno, learns about their power, or is just there and ready in the future present/when they’re needed. And that’s why Sento and Ryuuga had them in their pockets! Rest of the proposed format still holds.

Eh? Katsuragi? Though... His personality doesn’t seem different at all? And he’s still on good terms with Ryuuga... And... I don’t see how what happened there would change him into Katsuragi? Maybe... Something went wrong w/ the Another Build power return? Plus, when Sougo went to see them at Nascita earlier in the ep, it seemed like he was Sento then, didn’t it? I could have sworn Ryuuga called him that? So it’s not actually that big a change? I’m confused.

Geiz is just like ‘Tsukuyomi, I literally saved him earlier, I think it’s pretty clear I’m taking a pausing from being terminator for the moment.’

Hm. So he’s going to try and investigate why the alterations are happening? So maybe he figures it out and that’s why Sento is still Sento in the present? You know what, I’m not gonna worry about that stuff, it’s just gonna give me a headache.

Oh god, he comes downstairs and they’re both in his house, I love it. I guess Geiz saw the sign at some point, and when he decided to hold off on the killing Zi-O plan was like ‘oh hey, that could be useful!’

Tsukuyomi, nailing the fake introduction. Geiz here being a grumpy bear (though he still nails the fake introduction, just as a grump). I love this so much.

Sougo has the ‘I just woke up’ excuse for any nonsense he might accidentally say.

Tsukuyomi denies the handshake and Geiz is just like ‘hi, I’m gonna threaten you now’ (I assume that’s what he’s doing).

And then Geiz and Tsukuyomi reacting to the food (I guess it’s not what they’re used to--can’t tell whether it was a positive or negative reaction though).

Oh, hi Woz! are you the narrator?

EMU! So you’re a full-on paediatrician! Good on you!

Excited for next ep! Looking forward to seeing my grouchy emo surgeon son and his gamer ray of sunshine again! Seems he’s calling Emu ‘paediatrician’ instead of ‘intern’ now, hee hee. More primary-secondary friendship, give me more, MORE! Ahem. I also just really loved that particular relationship and I hope they get friendship interactions. Though I don’t think there’s been a Brave Ride Watch? Maybe there has and I missed it.

Sorry for the long post! Imaginary cookies and a hardy handshake for anyone who actually read to the end.

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... Have I mentioned I--JK.

#Kamen Rider Zi-O #LONG POST #i'm enjoying myself #i admit though i never think too hard about these things so #(by these things I mean the logic of Toku--esp when it comes to time travel)#(I think everyone knows I can sometimes think too hard about my opinions about things #i'm really sorry i'm trying to not get over-emotional about fictional tv i really am)#excited for reluctant friendship on the part of Zi-O and Geiz #Sougo's gonna grow on him #and they'll probably all three learn from each other and Junichiro #also really excited for Hiiro and Emu next ep #even if it's small #that 'Why did you want to see me paediatrician?' line confirms they at least speak #i hope for friendship interactions #on both their parts and w/ the new team #i really do like this #i really really do #...#......#Have I mentioned I love Geiz?#Timey Wimey Rider #VERY LONG POST

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minrazinc · 6 years

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Probable personal nonsense that might involve Bill

So this is it... the thing that I’ve expected for 365 days since last year I volunteered at the horse show. Still don’t understand why I couldn’t just be satisfied with volunteering and have to join fan club event. Fan club, fan club, it’s a club, so it has to involve with lots of people and socializing, sigh.

Well, but the good thing is of course talking to him. Seeing him ride is the best of the best. When he was doing warming up, he felt so casually, just greet everyone, both fans and others like any rider in the equestrian. And the cutest thing that surprised me the most is that he ate take-out at the equestrian, which I heard him say he loved to do that in 80s when he was shooting TJ hooker, but actually see him do that is such a surprise. Just, down to Earth too much?

And well, the fan club event, in which he sat with everyone comfortably and casually, just talked what he’s doing these days. Different from what he’s doing at cons, or TWOK screening these days, but also not quite different, because he’s always like that. I sat at the first row with my friend, just like 3 meter away from him. What a thrill...

What surprised me is when he stepped into that little tent we had for the event, I did not shake like every time I did when I see him. Really to me he’s like, well, anyone but what he actually feels like to me. But my friend’s shaking. Ironically, I was even the one who’s holding her hand at that moment.

And then here it comes... the most embarrassing moment in my life. He was talking about Ubantu, and kept looking at my friend who’s wearing a beautiful traditional Chinese dress with lots of make up. This is not surprising at all, since she’s absolutely amazing today. BUT. BUT. BUT. Your dear Mr. Shatner never comes normally. He suddenly stopped, and pointed at me, “Where do you live?” he asked me. It’s abnormal to me really, as someone like me who’s Chinese in this environment, (and obviously with super bad English). It’s just normally people would ask me where I am from. So I answered, but felt absolutely horror and total shocked. I have no idea why, but it’s just such scenario never even comes to my dream, that he would pick me up asking questions????? And then he kept asking something like can you think of someone who’s in your neighborhood who needs immediate help. it’s a simple question, I know. And I was familiar with his Ubantu project (my gawd what of his projects did I ever miss?) BUT. BUT at that moment, as what his assistant Paul described, I had complete horror in my face, like “WTF he’s picking on me???!!!” and completely blackout in my head. like I know he’s talking, I can see his mouth moving, but I don’t know what he’s saying... so obviously I can’t answer anything , so I turned to my friend for help, which I assumed should be something that’s supposed to happen. because she impressed Bill today. It’s too obvious. And then well, things just go...

Well during the autograph session, I finally got him to sign “it gives me emotional security”, and tell him see any work of his gives me emotional security. He’s happy to hear that, which made it really satisfactory to me... and also told him i got to ride because of his inspiration etc. the real thing I want to say it how his charity horse show introduced to me the the way of using riding to deal with mental health problems, that really did really lots of magical things to me. but well once again, words failed at me at that moment. But that doesn’t matter though. As if the biggest embarrassing moment in my life happening once is not enough, he has to remind me of it. He talked Ubantu to me again, and said he’s counting on me. This is the first time I got a handshake with him, that is absolutely wonderful, until I remembered my friend got to kiss him and a hug which he offered. Well, nobody would think it as a big deal at all of course.

Anyway, I really didn’t describe all the wonderful things happened today, because I’m freaking tired, and depressed, with lots of pressure facing the final exams. But it’s really a magical experience. To see him ride is everything to me, not to mention all the other bonus, like movie night yesterday, all the autographs and lots of pictures with him. And of course one time when he called my name, and asked me to come forward. This must be the only time he might do that at all, ever, lol. And at the horse show and dinner time, when I was doing my volunteering job, he starred at me for quite a bit, well he’s wearing his sunglasses so i can’t see his eyes. But I guess it’s just “well here comes this werido Asian kid who couldn’t even answer my simple question” lololololol... but it all doesn’t matter tho since next time (if there will be), he will forget everyone.

Also the question I prepared, because I just got scared for a little second right after he said now you can ask me question... and missed the chance to bring up the first question, it’s so hard to ask questions later. And the only time he finally picked me, after I only said half of what i want to say, my friend cut in, and well? All the reflection I had last night about his acting, and the question I thought of, was cut there... well I might ask him at STLV though.

But whatever it is, he’s just cute and beautiful, and so down to Earth that no one can even imagine, and constantly showing his “old dude” face, that just reminds every normal elders in the world, not annoying at all, but just cute. And at night, when Neal McCoy sang for the people, he’s doing his best of his usual, normal “i'm a respected celebrity” face, but still swinging his head a bit when Neal started to sing some rocks. And especially when Neal started to sing Bill’s favorite song, they continuously shouted at each other on and off the stage in a friendly way of course, and Bill’s just just any normal teenager boy’s being annoying lololol

Also starring deep into his eyes is so magical. Those eyes have universe in them u know.

It’s just... if I’m not in such a bad mood, I could write another thousands of words of how amazing he is. but well...

So be it.

[something almost forgot. He got a 0 score today in one of his trial riding because he went to the wrong lane. When he came back to be with the fan club members, he’s a little bit of embarrassed, but not really annoyed. “this is fucking (*silent*) nuts! ” ]

#fanclub weekend #hollywood charity horse show #Bill

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call-me-jennn · 5 years

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YEE MOTHERF*CKER

Secret guilty pleasure? I love sharing other people’s misery. Like back when I was working in Seattle and we’d have to stay late doing our clinical notes, we’d all be sitting in adjacent Ops and every once and awhile I’d scream I HATE MY LIFE and everyone else would yell YEAH. It was great.

So Mindy and I went hiking up Cowles Mountain when she was down here and she was m i s e r a b l e. Cowles Mountain was my first hike in San Diego, way back when I first moved, around month one. I complained the whole way up and when I got to the top I was like WTF I hate this, this is terrible, Seattle views are so much better. So I couldn’t help myself, watching her be completely miserable made me so happy haha. I was so Seattle when I got here, and climbing up a sunny dirt mountain with no trees and no shade did not count as hiking. Look at me meow. It’s been… ten and a half months? I got that San Diego chill in mah blood. How so you ask? WELL LET ME TELL YOU MORE:

Josh and I have unlocked the highest levels of our friendship. I’m so hype over it. I’m so proud of us and how far we’ve come. We’re finally at a point of complete honesty and support. He’s finally over his feelings, and we’ve been able to talk through everything. And I mean everything. From the cabin trip, to the LA trip, to the second cabin trip. Everything’s out in the open now. The biggest conversation? My last relationship.

He didn’t want to talk about it. But I needed to. It was something that we constantly would touch on and then one of us would say are we really talking about this? And we’d both say no because it’s a hard and heated topic. But I needed to. And after we touched on it this last time I felt like I had to take the opportunity because I wasn’t sure I’d have the nerve to get into it otherwise. So two days before I flew back I texted him that I wanted to talk about it, but I wasn’t ready. I needed time to think my feelings through and choose my words carefully and I wanted him to do the same so we could come together and discuss.

He was immediately upset. Did not want to do it, “what’s the benefit?” “It doesn’t matter”. Wanted to FaceTime. OOOOHH I could feel myself getting mad. I could feel it rising in me. The desire to react, to say things that were unproductive like “I can’t believe you’re acting like this”. But I didn’t want to fight, I refused to fight. Because I mean what would it be about really? We’d be fighting about how we don’t want to fight. Stupid. So we FaceTime and I’m like hey, all I’m asking is that you think about it. It’s important to me. He’s still upset, gave me the “fine, okay bye” But I say no, no. Don’t hang up upset. Don’t walk away. I know this isn’t easy, but I believe in us. We can talk this through, we can do this, and we’ll come out of it understanding each other better. He smiled. He hates me. But he took the time and two days later we talked and we didn’t fight. And our friendship continued to grow. San Diego Chill.

It felt amazing. Like I could continue on and never get mad again and just love the people around me and it would be enough to work through even the biggest of problems and frustrations. I’ve been keeping it up the last couple of days and trying to be more aware, and it’s just great. Cancelled our scheduled FaceTime last minute? It’s okay. Whatever the reason, you’ll tell me later. Biggest test? Talked to my mom and dad. Still nothing. Just let them say what they needed to say. I know it comes from a hard place. I don’t want to be angry.

I feel like I’d get so mad before sometimes at minor things, and whether or not I had a right to be, sometimes it’s just not worth it. Sometimes you just have to trust that the other person didn’t have bad intentions. I’m working on it.

Mindy came down for two weeks to hang out and for our super secret mission. Man. How is it possible to love a child so much the way I love her. It’s freaking hard. I feel the twinge of guilt every time I look at her. Every time I see how skinny she is, every time she says I don’t know because it’s so hard for her to have an opinion, every time she wants something but hesitates to ask me. I should’ve been paying more attention. I should’ve raised her myself. So I try to spoil her, and I make her milkshakes that I put protein in to try and get her to gain weight, and I force her to make choices about our activities and use her voice. And I cry when we complete our mission. She told me when she was little she would tell her friends that she was moving to Auburn. It honestly was heart wrenching. Wtf was I doing. She always should’ve been with me. Sad boi hours.

The Catch Flights Not Feelings Summer tour continues. I didn’t even realize it until now but I’ve been travelling every two weeks since summer started. My birthday in San Diego -> Seattle for Mindy’s grad -> Vegas -> San Francisco for Crystal’s bday -> Seattle for Andrew’s wedding. Wrapping up the summer: TJ with the Blackout Squad boys trip -> Seattle for Labor Day week. Aaaand Ed just texted me about his birthday trip to Vegas the weekend before Labor Day weekend. Good times continue to roll, and I am determined to continue the No Bad Nights streak! YEE.

Favorite of the trips so far? Gotta be SF. It’s a California Seattle! Every single person we met was awesome, I seriously want to go back so bad, we had so much fun. And Josh is so hearteyes for them Cali girls haha. Speaking of which, I too took a step and semi tried to get back out there. Kind of an extremely embarrassing story but I’m a little proud at the same time! Saw a guy in the group I thought was cute and decided on the last night that I’d go for it. With liquid courage and Josh laughing at me, I made a move! It went well. Too well. I wasn’t ready, and so I got scared and ran away and hung out with my UW friends (who coincidentally were in SF that the same time -- wildddd) on the other side of the VIP space for the rest of the night and just waved when he tried to say bye to me. Nice Jenn, real nice. He probably doesn’t think you’re a spaz at all. Well whatever, the important thing is I tried!!!

Been trying to finish on this post for the last three days since I got back from Seattle, but I don’t know how to start on everything that happened in Seattle.

HOW IS THIS HAPPENING. WHAT AM I DOING. I feel like this is so out of the blue and I don’t know how to react. When did this happen? My mind is going wild rn, I can’t think straight. I just keep going into this weird coping mechanism where I just keep going YEE MOTHERFUCKER. I think it’s an appropriate reaction but I don’t really find it an actual depiction of how I’m feeling. Let me try to talk this out.

You’ve been asking about me. I didn’t know, and it wasn’t something I was expecting. I picture a conversation would be the healthiest way to go about things but I also see myself kinda continuing this whole ignoring the obvious until I blurt out hey remember that time you kinda broke my heart? That’s the most honest way of putting it. Oof, not a good way to try to have a conversation. Do I miss you? I don’t know. I thought of you as my soulmate at one point. And I see and I hear that you’re missing me. But how do I unsee that side of you that I’ve seen?

How can you undo what's been done. I think that was the biggest question anyone had when it came to me. That after all was said and done, I didn’t see a way of moving forward or past anything. It was all just done. So I’ve been gone for a year and I came back strong and powerful. I came back prepared. But still all this caught me off guard.

I’m getting off topic and meshing everything into one rant. I guess what I’m trying to say is I don’t know. I look at her and still see all the things I loved. But what to do.

Phat says everything’s come full circle. Literally, and all at the same time. I’ve got three weeks before I’m home to figure this all out, oof.

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whydoubleu · 6 years

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June-July 2018

So, this month is been a great month even its only about 5 days started. I still having internship in a company which is across my father office and that’s why i really looking forward to do internship in the company. Because, i can going from home to office with my father and as well as going back home. That’s the only one that make me can survive in this “random placing division”. But it turn out that the division is really can make me learn a lot and can update my knolwledge and still i have to keep be grateful for what i get now. Because, from the stories that i get from some of my friends that they didn’t get assignment/work that they were meant to do. Because, some people still think that student of administration are just doing “administration” thing, like input data, writing or other “administration work”. Even the worst is my other friend who didn’t get a job to do for about a week and they have to do the internship in other company. I mean it was so wasting time and money........... Better using the money to buying movie ticket, or buying cute outfit (HA!) or buying we the fest ticket or even PARAMORE TICKET CONCERT OMG!

FYI THATS MY DAD OFFICE YUHUU,the right one

The benefit that i get to do internship here was been found out just yesterday (July 4 th) which I GET TO WATCH RAN LIVE SHOW FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE WHICH I’M 21 YEARS OLD NOW. Finally, i’m able to watch one of my favorite music group by my eyes and Nino and Rayi and Asta were so handsome for real HAHAHA. And yeah i always love their songs, and their live performance is making me craving for more live performance of RAN. I really looking forward to see more of RAN’s live performance. I will getting great picture of them and of course sing along freely with my friends. That’s what i will do for Barasuara too!

Yess, Barasuara! One on my favorite music group especially my favorite Indonesian band like i’m so into this band so much. Right from their music, the lyric, their funny act and of course the live performance. Their live performance IS SO AWESOME THAT I CAN’T MOVEON FROM THE SHOW. My first experience watching Barasuara live performance was in November 2017 in the event which held in UI and organized by my friends from FIA, which i so much regret that i don’t yet love Barasuara that much. So, i just watching it from the distance because it was raining and i just taking some pictures and videos and only sing along to “Bahas Bahasa”.

My second live experience of Barasuara was happen last week, on Saturday (June 30th) which the stage really close to the audience and i can see The charismatic vocalist Iga Massardi, The skillfully guitarist Tj Kusuma, The skillfully bassist and funny yet smart guy Gerald Situmorang, The handsome and skillfully drummer Marco Steffiano and two ethnic and has beautiful voice vocalist Puti Chitara and Asteriska, clearly luvzzz. Their opening song was “Barat” which is my current favorite track of Taifun album. I’m so so happy they were singing the song and i love kak Puti looks with the unique color lips which matching to her outfit, and of course her new hair. And yeah i love the always smile guy Gerald and cool dad kak Iga and kak Marco with the drum and i’m lucky that i get to see Barasuara show before Marco’s absence in July. Oh i love them all and i really want to see their performance in their concert or a cool event such as We The Fest but the ticket is quite expensive that i better buy Paramore ticket concert. I hope that in WTF, Marco won’t be there so i will not that regret to not attend WTF event. I just hope that i can be accepted as WTF crew .

Other activities that related to Barasuara which i did when i’m doing internship is browsing about the review of Barasuara, watching their performances and interviews in youtube and scrolling the band member instagram which is funny and random yet keep making regret that i did not know them from their early year like when they started the band i just graduate from my junior high school in Salemba and i like to listen music of west singer and band mostly and i only love RAN, Sheila on7, Nidji, and hivi yeah some Indonesian artist but not that much as i love west artist. But, now i realize that there are many great Indonesian artist, whether it’s a band or soloist and music streaming platform also help me to find out many great Indonesian artist and performer like i can enjoy Indonesian music more. What i like from Barasuara is that they are a great Indonesian band which i think can be picturing what is Indonesian like. From the lyric, the looks/outfit, and their culture. It’s like they might be picturing Indonesia Ideology, Pancasila. It also can be look from the members culture background, the religion and their music genre. I mean Barasuara didn’t have the exact music genre because they like and have different background of music genres. But, with the diversity they have, they respect and encouraging each other so they can be unite as a band and making great music which is Indonesia should be like. Be Unite.

The other super fun show this month is Motogp Assen 2018 which held on Sunday (July 1st) and so grateful that i could watch the race because i think that was the best race of the season so far. There are so many overtakes between eight to ten riders at the front with different bike . It can be prove in Motogp Highlight video which show the overtakes and the video is about 42 minutes length means that there are so many moment of overtakes in Assen 2018. Eventhough at the end, Valentino only could be in fifth place but, i still happy that he doing his best and show some cool overtakes against those young riders. I really really enjoy the race from the first lap untill the last lap which include the screaming and the jumping in the living room with my father the one and only my partner when it comes to motogp in the family. But, Vale is still be on the second position in the current motogp championship and he really needs to win to catch points of Marc and hope that Yamaha can immediately fix the problem so Valentino can be #goforten and i always keep faith on Vale getting his tenth motogp championship so #iostoconvale.

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How a $15 bag of potatoes changed my life

I’m having my mid-life crisis.

Not a buy-a-red-convertible or get-a-hot-new-twenty-something-guy kind of mid-life crisis, but the sort you have when you get home from a three-month digital nomadding stint in Vietnam and discover that bags potatoes have jumped to $15 (seriously! WTF potatoes?)

You then re-evaluate where you are in life, what’s most important to you, who you want to be, and how much tubers cost elsewhere on the planet and then decide to move to a different hemisphere. Screw you, potatoes. That kind of mid-life crisis.

We’ve sold our house (the sign even has an official SOLD sticker on it now), we’re selling all our stuff (anyone need a dining table or queen bed?) and downsizing everything into 1.5m x 1.5m storage locker. Gasp!

We are moving back to South Korea for an unknown period of time. Maybe a year, maybe less, maybe more.

Our digital nomadding adventure in Vietnam last year was life changing in some completely unexpected ways. I don’t need a big house filled with lots of stuff. I don’t want to spend the next 20 years of my life making banks, insurance companies, utilities, potato farmers and my local council wealthier. I need time and space with low overheads and financial pressure to get ahead for a change. I don’t want to spend 2.5 hours each week vacuuming and mopping the floors of our stupidly large home. We’re going backward in Melbourne, and it’s time to stop that slide.

With less financial pressure burdening us, we’ll have more time to enjoy life and work on growing a solid business together, rather than having to take on every single scrap of copywriting work that comes my way only to see that money go straight out again making the big fat corporations richer. I’m getting off that hamster wheel, for a while, anyway.

I had big plans for my three months in Vietnam and I barely made a dent in them, but I realised that all I needed was more time and less overheads to achieve my goals. Korea seemed the logical next choice so the Monsta can get acquainted with his father’s native language and develop a relationship with his grandparents and we can eat as much bibimbap as we like. And potatoes.

TJ and I at Bulguksa in Korea, 2002. How cute were we?

When I first moved to Korea in 2001, I was 28 and on the run from a broken relationship, psychotic ex-boss and a tangled life in Melbourne. I certainly wasn’t looking for a complication to add to my tangled mess when I sat next to the most beautiful creature I’d even seen at the London Hof, at a bar in Pohang, South Korea.

I didn’t expect to take that beautiful creature with me when I left Korea for China seven months later. But here we are, 15 years on and we’ve created another even more beautiful creature — out little Monsta who loves Korean food but barely speaks a word of Korean and doesn’t have a relationship with the other half of his family.

But he has such a deep connection with our family here, and that’s the hardest thing about leaving. It feels incredibly selfish, but at the same time, like the right thing to do for us, for now. It’s not forever and the Monsta and I will be back every two or three months for a visit. Cos that’s how you can roll when you don’t have big overheads.

We’re like a boulder now, rolling down a mountain. The momentum is behind us and we can’t stop. I just hope there’s a soft landing in the suburban outskirts of Daejon when we arrive on March 2nd. I know, right? That’s only three weeks away.

I’ll be sending more updates once we’re in Daejon and settled. I’ve been keeping quiet until our house was sold and our family knew what we’re up to. It’s a relief to be able to finally speak about it publicly and share our plans. And my disdain for the price of potatoes.

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