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fun social anxiety storytime: the other day i decided to buy red, white & royal blue so i was at the bookstore with my friends n i couldn't find the book anywhere but it was a really large bookstore so i knew that they would have it somewhere but i didn't want to ask the staff because i think.. that it's just so embarrassing to buy the number one popular mlm romance every straight teenage girl on tiktokn and instagram is obsessed with because a) they don't know that im gay (this is not to say that queer women don't constantly obsess over n fetishize mlm ships but im not sure if that is the first thought random employees would start going on a rant about in their own head if they saw me buying that book lol) and b) i literally only want to hate read this book.
so i was just trying to find the book n kept talking to my friend about how every time i finally decide to buy this to hate read no bookstore has it in store and how annoying that is n suddenly someone turned around and was like "we do have that book, it's downstairs" so when i tell you that i wanted to die right then n there because not only did one of the employees probably think that im completely rude (like. im not sure if she knows that my friend and i were just joking because we always talk to each other like that about books we want to hate read) but she also probably thinks that im super obsessed with this book n don't want to actually hate read it but am just too embarrassed to admit it.
i literally started hysterically laughing when i tried to thank her for telling me that it was downstairs but at least my other friend walked up to me and asked why i was buying a book im sure i would hate when i was at the checkout so at least the cashier knows that i was buying it to hate read. anyway i got the book and the fact that getting it was the most embarrassing shit ever already makes me more biased towards this book. reading it so u guys dont have to u can thank me later