#tiegan

[trelning]

Fellas you ever go out stargazing in the woods with ur gf only for the weirdo next door to follow you on your date and tease you about every romantic gesture that you two exchange, meanwhile your autistic gf couldn't care less and has been staring up at the stars without saying a word for the past ten minutes. But its okay, the rat brought weed.

#art #artists on tumblr #my art #oc art #digital art #my ocs #kendall #tiegan #kris #this is set probably grade 11-12 for them #tiegan just recently came out and started dating kris

[mawsopenwide]

Would anyone like to snuggle with my gal Tiegan the Sea Bunny. I know it's a little sketchy but it's my first big piece and I'm super proud of it!

#Maws Open Wide #MOW #furry #sea bunny #Tiegan #cute #practise #sketch #sexy #bedroom

[kindheartedgummybears]

omg guys it's literally them

#KATE WILDER MY FAV THIRD WHEEL😍😍😍😍 #The Devil in Me #TDiM #Jerin #Jamie Tiegan #Erin Keenan #Kate Wilder #Katherine Wilder #bored post

[ideasatemynights]

I headcanon that newt used to be self conscious about his weight but stopped caring after awhile

Oh yeah definitely, I 100% agree with that!! I've thought A Lot about Newt's relationship with his weight as someone who's fat irl and is also pretty similar to him in personality according to irl people I know, which definitely leads to the Projection. Some general sorts of headcanons about this (warning for internalized fatphobia, disordered eating, and just a fair amount of self hatred below. Also I wrote this in one big block in the middle of the night, so it's going to be kind of incoherent.):

☆Absolutely is someone who's always been naturally chubby/fat. He didn't really think anything of it when he was really little because he looks like his dad and uncle and they're so cool and he loves them so much!! He was always more focused on catching cool bugs and playing Godzilla with his dad and uncle anyway.

☆Once he got to be a little bit older in school, he definitely started feeling insecure. He already had a target painted on his back because he was too smart, too loud, too passionate, too rude, basically too ND for all the other kids and even the teachers (not helped by the fact that he was always ahead in school), so his classmates absolutely started picking on him for his weight and probably his height too. Because of all of that, he started feeling really bad about his body and wishing that he looked different.

☆This also intersects with my HCs about Newt being trans and his relationship with his mom. His mom was the only person in his family who was more thin and conventionally attractive and because he was AFAB, before he came out she basically just wanted to use him as a doll to parade around and show off on the rare occasions she actually saw him and because of that she tended to be critical of a lot of aspects of his appearance. There was a lot of her fussing over him and telling him that he should diet, grow his hair out, be more proper and less messy, dress more feminine, etc, which didn't help his self esteem. Once he came out as trans, she basically just stopped talking to him altogether.

☆There's also a lot of fatphobia in trans spaces, medical gatekeeping based on weight, belief that fat people can never be read as their correct gender, lack of gender affirming products for fat trans people, etc, which also doesn't help.

☆Once he started at MIT (probably around 15 based on canon info??), he was even more in the spotlight because he was known very publicly as a prodigy, was in a lot of news articles and stuff, won a lot of awards, etc, which added a whole other layer of scrutiny from the public to his appearance. He was also pretty isolated from same age peers because of it, so when he did get to socialize with them, his naturally poor social skills were even more atrophied because of it. Because of that, he was subjected to even more weight based bullying than he would have been otherwise, which did an additional number on his self esteem.

☆When Newt started writing with Hermann, he never would have admitted it, but he was kind of happy that Hermann couldn't see him. He had kind of reached a point where he assumed anyone would immediately write him off because of his appearance and particularly his weight and he was so happy to finally be able to make a friend who couldn't dismiss him based on the way he looked. He knew that Hermann could definitely find pics of him online, but he was hoping that the relationship he built through writing would cancel out the way he looked (obviously a super unhealthy thought process, but uhhh). The fact that the first healthy relationship Newt had ever had with a peer was also with a guy who didn't originally know what he looked like also unintentionally reinforced some bad body image stuff.

☆When Newt figured out he was falling in love with Hermann, he was even more terrified of Hermann learning what he looked like. Like he hadn't had a good track record with making friends or people affirming his appearance in the past, but he uhhhh especially hadn't had a good track record with romance. He had been rejected a lot and when someone had gone out with him, they were clearly using him for easy make out sessions and the sort, while not really caring for his personality or appearance in the slightest (and oftentimes making digs at them). Newt was certain Hermann wouldn't do that, but he was still convinced that the only way someone could like him was despite his weight and he was terrified that Hermann wouldn't like him enough for his personality to cancel out the difference (once again, not true and definitely unhealthy, but he's having a real bad time).

☆So they finally meet in person and it goes poorly. It had nothing to do with Newt's appearance and logically he knows that, but there's still some small deeply unkind part of him that's convinced that Hermann took one look at him and decided he was too fat and ugly to even consider staying in contact with, much less dating.

☆(In actuality, Hermann took one look at him and instantly thought that he was the most attractive man he had ever seen in his life. He desperately wanted to press Newt up against the wall and grab his love handles and kiss every inch of his mouth and face and neck and chest he could get his hands on. Being Hermann, he was deeply mortified by having such lewd thoughts about a colleague, especially one so obviously attractive to him, which definitely contributed to them both being incredibly awkward and off their game while meeting.)

☆By this point, I think Newt's in a really bad place mentally with his body and his relationship with his weight, so I think he ends up in a depressive episode for a while. This has the side effect of killing his appetite and so he ends up losing some weight which is really not physically healthy for him, but he feels a sick sort of pleasure in anyway. When he meets back up with Hermann when they're both stationed in HK, Hermann is still fucking pissed at him (just as Newt is likewise), but he's also legitimately worried about Newt because he doesn't look well by the standards of his body. Hermann ends up eventually asking about it, which only pisses Newt off and honestly brings up a fuckton of trauma for him and also causes Newt to believe that Hermann really is disgusted with him and his body.

☆As the war rages on and rations get tighter and they start working longer and longer hours, Newt loses even more weight which once again causes a sick sort of pleasure in him, despite logically knowing as a biologist that this is in fact very very bad for him and his body. He never intentionally tries to restrict food or lose weight, but he can't help feeling some pleasure at being so much more thin than he's used to. By the time the movie starts, he looks like he actually does in it, where he's soft around the edges, but not fat anymore. Hermann doesn't bring it up both because it's the result of the last days of war and because last time Newt got very upset, but he watches from the sidelines and is very worried about him.

☆When Newt drifts with Hermann, there's a lot of surprise on Newt's end that not only does Hermann like him and not only is Hermann actually in love with, but Hermann actually likes his body in its natural form when it's treated well. In fact, Newt is kind of stunned at how attracted Hermann was to him at their first meeting and the fact that while Hermann would be attracted to him at any weight, Hermann definitely distinctly prefers him fat and healthy and happy. This also causes Newt to realize that Hermann was legitimately concerned about him when he asked about his eating habits, etc, and that maybe the way Hermann treats him is the way he should have been treated all along.

☆Now this obviously doesn't fix everything in one go because a lifetime of trauma doesn't just go away overnight, but going to mandated therapy post war helps, along with a healthy relationship with Hermann, more time to relax, the ending of rationing and the entire world recovering, etc. He eventually gains all of his original weight back and then some and Hermann is so fucking in love with his incredibly handsome sexy fat husband and his wonderful mind and personality. Like don't get me wrong, they're still complete bitches to one another, but they adore each other and work through their insecurities together and it's wonderful.

Once again, I'm writing this at 3 am, so I'm sorry if this doesn't make any sense. Also forgive me for the huge block of text, you unlocked A Thing I Go Insane About.

#tiegan talks #answered asks #pacific rim posting #newt geiszler #newton geiszler #hermann gottlieb #newmann #<-also just for the future you might want to block these tags if youre following/mutuals with me because we're friends #and you dont want to see me lose it and have an epic autism moment over my Very Niche In 2023 Special Interest

[heartscfvalor]

Tiegan Borelli x Harry Potter Aesthetics

All the things yet to come are the things that have passed Like the holding of hands, like the breaking of glass Like the bonfire that burns, that all words in the fight fell to Wasteland, baby I'm in love I'm in love with you

#aesthetics;; tiegan #ship;; wasteland baby

[themakerschildren]

I’ll Stare Directly At the Sun // Closed RP

@heartscfvalor​

They had been so close.

Or perhaps not; perhaps the Conclave would have failed. But it would have been vastly preferable to see if it stood a chance, to see if peace talks could accomplish anything....rather than to watch the sky rip apart from miles away, and know that something terrible had happened. Again. Cullen had almost fallen into flashbacks of seeing the sky over Kirkwall as fire leapt into the air, rending apart the Chantry, killing thousands, and launching a civil war.

But this was far, far worse. The rift that opened above Haven was not just destruction; it was evil. Spirits, demons of all kinds--the Fade seemed to be bleeding its spleen back into their world, and suddenly they were in a new kind of war.

When he had found Cassandra in the snow and ash battling the monsters, Cullen’s first glimpse of the man that she’d taken prisoner from the Temple’s ruins had not left a huge impression. He had seen dark hair, angry eyes, a mage staff on the boy’s back, and shackles on his wrists, and Cullen already had his conclusions.

Now, he was beginning to question how right his automatic assumptions had been.

Cassandra had said the boy helped willingly. And that the Mark had done something, that Solas had seized his arm and aimed it at one of the smaller rifts, and--it had closed. He had sealed it, stopped more demons coming through. They’d battled on as a group to bring the prisoner back to the Temple’s destroyed heart--and they had all witnessed it, heard it, a disturbing flicker of memory in the air as a dark voice called out, and the Divine herself was heard crying for help....

The boy--Tiegan--had done it. The sky was not healed, it was not over, but he stopped it spreading. And nothing more was falling from it to attack them. For just a moment, they could breathe. They staggered back to their makeshift shelter in Haven, wind-worn tents and fires barely cutting the cold, insufficient food and healing supplies, morale low....but hope existed.

Tiegan had collapsed when the rift closed. He was carried back on a stretcher, and one of the small houses nearer Haven’s gate was emptied so that he could be left to sleep it off, watched by a local boy. Inside the Chantry, the others gathered around their makeshift war table, relief over this victory not enough to stop working.

They were reviewing the map when the door opened after a timid knock, the village boy peeking inside. “B-begging pardon, Lady Seeker, but you asked to know as s-soon as the Herald woke. He did.”

Cassandra straightened up. “Run back and let him know we’re in here, if he’s strong enough to speak to us.”

“I’m still surprised you removed the shackles,” Cullen remarked, fingers tight on his sword hilt as the boy scurried off, leaving them waiting. “He was saving himself, too, closing the rift. We don’t know yet that we can trust him.”

#heartscfvalor #Cullen x Tiegan #Cullen Rutherford x Tiegan Borelli #RP: I'll Stare Directly At the Sun

[blackenedxflame]

Tiegan Borelli

as done by AI

#; on this road i walk alone (tiegan)

[blackenedflame]

The Borelli Twins

Dorothea (Tea) Akilah Borelli & Tiegan Lukas Borelli

made by AI

#; never let you go (dorothea) #; on this road i walk alone (tiegan)

[trelning]

Hello I love Tiegan and Kendall

Tiegan's outfit is so cool and I would read a book about Kendall

I have this problem where I constantly make new ocs and then can't stop thinking about them all the time constantly. Tiegan Kendall and Kris are so,,,,, ingrained in my brain already, I've been thinking about their dynamics and their histories together,,,

I have a short comic scripted with them but whether or not I finish that is completely up to if my brain is able to stay focused on it long enough! Also a small part of me wants to have them in a polycule but I've also got some possible dynamics between kendall and an ex she has who lives back in Oregon, they were going to live together but Kendall asked her ex to let Kens sister live with her instead, as their parents weren't the best and Ken wanted her sister out of that situation. They broke up because Kendall was never home and was always getting into tight spots. They still both have feelings for each other but also can't handle being together due to kendalls need to roam.

#ocs #original character #oc art #digital art #my art #kendall #tiegan #kris #the comic i have scripted is a kris and kendall interaction post-kickout #I rlly like kendalls personality i think shes very silly #doesnt take anything seriously and is constantly teasing ppl #then when u peel back a few layers and theyre in panic mode constantly moving so they dont have time to focus on their hurt

[mawsopenwide]

Here’s a couple of cute Pride Month chibis of my furries I drew up for last year. In Order:

Brooklyn Gigi Minty Tiegan Sally

Hope you guys like my cute little beans~

#Maws Open Wide #MOW #chibi #Pride Month #cute #OC #furry #sea bunny #dog #spider #spooder #tarantula #deer #skunk #tibetan mastiff #skeleton tarantula #Sally #Tiegan #Brooklyn #Gigi #Minty #pride

[fardell24b]

Mirror Mirror - The Picture

The Picture

There was a picture that Jo wanted to draw. But she wasn’t sure. ‘No one would understand,’ she thought, as she arrived at Tama’s flat. She wanted to at least talk to him about it.

Tama thought about it after Jo asked him. He then said. “I would go for it. It doesn’t matter that others don’t understand. Isn’t that what art is about? Especially that abstract art that newspapers talk about all the time?”

“But this isn’t abstract art,” Jo argued. “It’s more like a portrait.”

“Then I’m sure you’re going to do well with it. I have seen your other portraits, remember? You showed me soon after you arrived at school.”

“True,” Jo considered.

“So, you’ll do well with it.”

“So, you agree.”

“Yes!” Tama said in an encouraging tone.

“Thanks,” Jo said with a smile.

So, when Jo got home later, she began on her latest project. She knew it was going to be difficult as she didn’t have a reference as she did with her other portraits. She sighed, feeling responsible. That intensified her resolve. ‘She will be remembered,’ she thought as she started on the portrait. A portrait of Jade Coigley.

#fanfic #jo tiegan #mirror mirror #mirror mirror (1995) #tama williams

[bisexualmultifandommess]

Sometimes I feel like I’ve done something bad when I swear or I read smut fics and then I remember I’m 22 and I’m not a little kid anymore lmaoo

#my mum is not going to tell me off for reading adult stories because I’m an adult #but I always forget #I also still ask for permission for things or ask if I can buy something #and my mum bless her is like “yeah it’s your money tiegan you don’t have to ask” #fanfics

[ideasatemynights]

Btw I totally answered the wrong ask under yours so if you wanna resend that I’ll do the right ask this time 💀

I just re-sent it!! I do that stuff all the time, so I 100% feel and it's no big deal!!

Edit: I just realized I posted this publicly, so you know what 😞

#tiegan talks

[minxchester]

Hunger Games AU ~ Petra Mellark

Petra Mellark x Tiegan Borelli (@blackenedxflame)

Made with AI

#Hunger Games AU #Tiegan Borelli x Petra Mellark #genderbent!Peeta

[heartscfvalor]

BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. Italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

the dark. fire. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment. loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises. being touched. sex. chains. inner demons. hallucinations. staring. going berserk. betrayal.

Snagged from: @talesfromthevoiid Tagging: @depictedblue @fatedtragedie @loyalhearts (For Monica) @seesgood @shesdaylight @unbearablyindifferent

#regarding;; tiegan #tag games! #dash games!

[notedchampagne]

@trelnings ocs tiegan and kendall :]

donation commissions are still open until march 31! we need $200 and 4 days left

#commission #ocs #dudele