Her movements are effortlessly inviting
But when we lock eyes, I see her hiding
Hiding in my gaze of her desperate new horizon
Falling for the mirage, I see her smiling
Empty as I know, voids do expand
And time has always told this to be the plan
I always shown that soon my time will end
But as it really comes, the calmness just sweeps in
Even the view of her hazel blue
Or the satin black dress in my fingertips too
Nothing can prove the reality I lose
As the introjects drown me back in my noose
All I can do is look through you
Within all the glitter and the flashing of lights
I can feel your fantasy melding to real life
And yet here I am dancing with nothing inside
Your lips resuscitate me back to try
And believe in those old forgotten lies
I smother you in my arms for the rest of the night
Enjoying the warmth that we share through our high
For the thoughts always come and always seem to be right
That dreams only last until the end of the night
And you'll soon be back to your airplane flight
And I'll be back alone in my strife
How can such a beautiful girl come to I?
And ask for love that shes always been denied
How brittle it feels to feed into the lie
That somehow it wont happen this time
But you bring me back to try
Injecting thoughts of a normal life
I think and pause on what it would be like
If I was exactly what your gaze implies
You dont know how long I strived
For a moment like this to appear in my mind
And here I am with the finest girl of the night
Still coming back home dying inside
I hug you tight because it ends every night
I hug you tight as if it will be the very last time
And you like how I hide
All your body in my life
I pose my body into a shelter you can hide
And forget about the things that lead you to tonight
You told me I caught your eye
And I still ponder why
Why does it never reach my mind
That these are the signs of an inevitable goodbye
We talk as if we dined
So many times in our past lives
And then I think how lucky
How lucky am I
To even get a fraction of your time
For yours is worth much more than mine