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zroqravity · 9 months

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In my mind, Nick Close is litrally the prettiest boy ever. This man is so pretty it hurts.His face is less rough than Glenn's. Their features are similar, but it's softer, like his mom. He also inherited the beauty mark from under her left eye, Glenn loved Morgans beauty mark. It made it a little bittersweet for him to look at Nick for a couple of months after her death. He has Glenn's hair, though, his messy black hair, styled in a longer haircut, the same haircut that Glenn has been wearing for years now, it's the same haircut he had when he first met Morgan, all those years ago.

#i feel so normal about him #incase you couldn't tell #nick close you are my everything<3 #i have so many thoughts about him alk running through my brain #id make more posts like this about them but DAMN i suck at writing #he is so special to me #fyi im on episodes 44 season 1 #nick close #dndads #dndads s1

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shadowseductress · 29 days

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No longer evil, I wanna be loved

#varsha #3:44 #thought

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whoslaurapalmer · 3 months

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so I have Thoughts about mark mcpherson's little baseball fidget game in 44 laura

-it's one of those fun callbacks to the book that I really really like -- book!mark is a big baseball fan, and intended to go to a game the day he got assigned laura's case. and the only reason he DID get the case was because the commissioner was out and the deputy commissioner was the one assigning cases, and the deputy commissioner HATES mark and wanted to make sure he didn't see the game.

(-there’s a hilarious still from a deleted scene in the movie where mark still makes it to the game. he brings shelby and waldo.)

-book!laura is also a baseball fan!! she has an autographed dodgers ball on her desk, which mark is infinitely charmed by.

-mark says two important things about the fidget game -- that it "takes a lot of control" and, when waldo gets pissed off at mark for not 1) paying attention to the case 2) paying attention to waldo, "I know. but it keeps me calm."

-it's made explicit in the book that the "siege of babylon" took a greater toll on mark than the movie suggests -- he was laid up in the hospital for fourteen months, used crutches for a while, one of the other detectives who got shot in the lungs is still recovering upstate, mark walks very deliberately and carefully to try and disguise his limp and any stiffness but his leg still causes him discomfort, and, since then, he hasn't taken on another risky high-profile case, instead doing political crime or theft

-Local Traumatized Man Has To Put Up With A Real Fucking Cast Of Characters In A Murder Investigation On His Day Off Of All Things And Is Going To Fidget His Way Through It By God

#should i finally wrangle a tag for my 44 laura thoughts. i truly have. so fucking many #i still don't know if this is the wording i want. i don't know the wording i want but i have been sitting on this thought for like. 3 years #be freeeeeeeeee #there are other things mark fidgets with as well! laura's keys for one #i'm gonna rewatch it again tomorrow. for the mmmmmmmmmillionth time. my eyes will be glued to dana andrews as they always are #lulu talks about 44 laura

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dykesagainstgojo · 2 months

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the cut warren made with a fucking scalpel on his hand in 2020 still hasn't scarred over in 2064. i had to pause the episode because i was sobbing after hearing this what the fuck this is awful. how the hell do any of you listen to this podcast and go out there and make cute fanarts to trick fools like me into trying it this is the most depressing thing ive ever heard im gonna suffer from dehydration if things dont get better

#red valley #and theyre putting him to sleep again in 2020 this shit is horrible he just got up #i thought he was awaken at least in the 2 years between the 3 month hypersleeping and when he got into the 44 years one #but now it was just the entire time him being frozen around and put into fucking storage what the fuck

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bewby · 2 years

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(post more...... i need more................................)

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#MY FUKCKCKJNHNRVHW!4!4!!44!;!?33?3?#YOU GET ME YOU DO..... THANK YOU FOR LIKING MY PISTS I THOUGHT I LOOKED LIKE A CRAZY MONKEY #mera 💟#💌 ask

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smol-grey-tea · 3 months

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Worth and Warmth - Chapter 2

So much dialogue

"Do you know what you'd like from the food court? You can get anything you'd like, Yuri's paying, he doesn't mind."

She looked at me without breaking eye contact and I felt transported back to ten years ago, when she would ask me questions similar to the one she just asked. Back then, she would not wait for an answer and would instead pour boiling hot tea all down my lovely soft brown fur. I'm not sure if the pain of hunger could be anything compared to the kind of burn that could stain you for decades, no matter how many times you were thrown in the wash, but which was completely and utterly preventable.

Human pain was indeed strange though. It wasn't all permanent and was easily remedied, but it was rather constant and almost unavoidable.

"How would I know which food in particular was good or not? It all does the same job in the end," I replied. It was less of a sarcastic complaint and more of a statement of the obvious. Watching that silver haired doll win her heart the first time, I do have to admit that I agreed with him in some respects, like how pointless preferences seem.

"Well, why don't we just try something and you'll see if you like it?"

She's quite positive now. I'm not sure which is more annoying though: when she was depressed about her grandpa, or now that she won't even bat an eyelid at my dry responses.

At the food court, an array of options stood before us, and yet she chose the one that she chooses every time she's here. It's not even like it's her favourite food.

I have no opinion of food myself, being only freshly human, so I simply asked for a lasagna, a dish I remember her grandma making all the time. It never looked appetising back then, and to be honest, it still doesn't now. I don't pay too much attention to it's taste or texture, but the feeling of something wandering around in my mouth and throat feels what can only be described as disgusting.

The smell of it, however, does fill me with a nostalgia that I can't help but enjoy.

"What do you think then?" she asks me, snapping me back into a conversation I'd been paying no notice of.

"Of what?"

"Of what we should do."

"... About what?" This back-and-forth is getting annoying.

"Oh, about our living situation. Everyone remembers different things, and everyone's in a relationship with me, and only you and I remember everything, and now we all have to live together."

"Oh... Well... I don't know. What do you want?"

"What? I don't know..."

"You've seen everyone, you've loved them all. So pick your favourite."

"My favourite?"

"Come on. Of course you have a favourite, right?"

"Um... Well... I don't know. How can I have a favourite?"

Is she kidding? How can she not? It's obvious she'll have a favourite. No one wanted to bring it up yet because we all wanted to enjoy the brief calm before the storm, but everyone surely knew that we would have to compete in the end. Is she still that thick to not know that?

And it seems I'm not the only one who thinks that way.

"Hm? But isn't that the case? Surely my honey won't keep all of us now, right?"

"Hmm, I hate to agree with Yuri, but he is right. I don't know if it's really practical to keep going as if nothing's changed. We may have our own memories of our relationships with Eri, but Eri has her own memories of all of them."

"If only we could keep just the Eri from our own memories..."

"She is the Eri from our own memories. She just includes the memories of all of us as well."

"But still... Choose just one? How? There's no way I can do that! I love each and every one of you so much. That's how we even got here in the first place. How can I do that?"

"But how can you not? Eri... It's impractical to go on like this. Realistically, it's already difficult with just the six of us living together, and now we've got one more person living with us too?"

"But, Tei..."

"I understand how you feel, but how are we going to cope? I don't want to cause you trouble, so we should firstly consider how this situation will work. There are too many of us now. Not just in the house but involved with you. We have to make at least a few changes."

"I..."

Tei sighed. "First of all... I'm going to drop out of school and start working at Banjul full time."

"What?? Drop out of school?? Tei, you can't!!" A chorus of objections resounded from our small table in the corner of the crowded restaurant. I'm honestly not even sure who said what, it was so hectic.

"I'm sorry, but I have to. I already cause the owner trouble at school with my popularity and, on top of that, there's no way we'll be able to afford feeding the seven of us, even with Yuri's salary as a full-time teacher."

"Actually," Yuri interjected, "I was about to bring that up. In my recalling of events, I quit my job at the academy and started working at Banjul with you, just so you know."

"Dear God, the sun must have risen from the west the day you decided that," Lance commented. I remember when that happened. Angels cried so loud I could hear them all the way from Hell. Alternatively, in Tei's story, Yuri willingly taught him to play the piano, so an alliance might not be so impossible.

"Ahaha. Yes, well, it was all for the sake of my honey. I plan on doing the same here too then."

"Are you sure? The teaching role will probably pay more," Tei said, concern creasing his brow.

"That's true. But it's too inappropriate. I won't be able to hold myself back around my honey and I can't have all the jealous people around seeing that." It was still refreshing to see Yuri so serious. "Besides, I find the cafe to be much easier and more enjoyable. The stress from all that planning and marking wasn't good for my sensitive skin. At Banjul, I can enjoy both the beauty of music and the beauty of girls at the same time, without as much of the hassle." I retract my previous statement.

"Well, okay... It is better like this when you put it that way," she said with a sigh, ignoring the last comment. The others all made sounds in agreement, but one blonde spoke up.

"But...if Yuri quits his job at the academy, as Tei said, there won't be as much money..."

"That's true, but I'm glad to no longer have to see that man's face everyday at school," Lance smiled.

"No, that's not what I mean. I don't disagree with Yuri quitting. I just think...if both Yuri and Tei are...maybe I should too."

"What?? You too?? Why??" Why does she feel the need to shriek so loudly in the morning?

"I'm saying it would only help if I went to work at Banjul too."

"Ah, Yeonho, you don't have to do that. Yuri and I can handle it."

"Right. This might be too much for you to handle," Yuri agreed. "You kids can just leave this to the adults. I have my own secrets too, you know."

"No. It's fine. I can do it. In my version of what happened, I also worked at Banjul, just for a week. It was a bit difficult, but I was fine with it. It was really fun actually," he said confidently, in a calm, yet determined tone. "You guys don't have to worry about me. I'm tired of being the one who always has to get taken care of. I want to help."

"Hmm... Eri, is this true?" Tei mused, deep in thought.

"Yes, it is. He didn't even tell me what he was doing either! I had no idea where he was going every night, but he ended the week with enough money for us to go to the amusement park together, and even planned that whole surprise trip himself."

"Does he really have to quit school though?" Red asked. He was being unusually quiet, but broke his silence to ask about his fellow 'Warrior of Justice'.

"Yeah, I was about to say! Tei works part time, and so did you back then! Why don't you just work on weekends or only on some days of the week? You don't have to do it every single day!"

"Well..." he began.

"No, I agree with the Heroine. I don't know about Lance, but I don't plan on quitting school, it's best for me to stay beside the Heroine. Just us two and Lance going to school everyday? It'll get really lonely like that..."

"Uh..." Yeonho sighed. "Okay then. Maybe I'll just start working on weekends and see how it goes from there... I do still enjoy going to school, even if it's really crowded and classes are confusing. I'll just have to work a bit harder."

"That does sound difficult, Yeonho. But..."

"Don't bite off more than you can chew," Yuri said, interrupting Tei. "Believe me, it's unhealthier than even the greasiest of fast food joints."

Yeonho hummed. "Everyone...thank you. I will consider this. Maybe I'll start off with working just one day a week and see how it goes from there. Thank you!" His pure smile radiated genuine gratitude.

Lance spoke next. "Yes, that's very noble of you, Yeonho. As for myself, I will continue my life as normal, pursuing the role of the student government president. I can't imagine working in an environment like that of a crowded cafe. And someone other than that noisy idiot should still keep an eye on Eri," Lance said.

"That's all of us then, right? I also want to keep going to school, like normal. What about you?"

...

........

..... Me?

Oh. Perhaps I've spent so much time observing silently that I forgot I was involved in this conversation too.

"What about me?"

"I mean, what do you want to do everyday? You could get a job, you could come to school with me, you could stay home. I don't know, it's entirely up to you."

Hmm... I hadn't really thought about this. I always knew I wanted to be reunited with my owner, but I only wanted to do what we'd always been doing. Playing dress up, having tea parties.

"I'm not sure I even know what to do in a school."

"That's okay! You can take your time and I can teach you," she beamed, as though you could see on her face that she was happily imagining all the things we might get up to there together. "It sounds like the best option for you in my opinion. It's the most structured and it's a place we already know so well. You'll fit right in, I promise!"

"I'll...think about it..." I don't know... I don't care...

"So," Tei started, "it looks like we've got an idea of how things will look in the short term, so that's good. But back onto the topic at hand, even with these arrangements, it unfortunately still looks unreasonable for us all to just live together as if nothing's changed."

"Agreed. The salary of a simple waiter is small enough on its own: I'd much rather spend it all only on my honey rather than have to provide for five other people as well," said Yuri with a lighthearted smile.

"Yes. All of us should start thinking about what sacrifices we might have to make if we can't afford to keep living with the owner. We'll need to prepare to move out and learn to live on our own."

"Hold on, wait a minute!" she cried. "I didn't agree to this, you're all deciding this without me! Move out? That's not gonna happen. I don't want anything to change, why can't everything stay the same as it was? I don't care if we can't afford it, as long as we're together. I didn't love each and every one of you just to have to lose you in the end."

"I understand how you feel, we all do feel the same way. This is an unfair situation to everyone. It's easier said than done though, to say that we'll get along just fine. Everyone's story here is different, but I'm sure in assuming that all of us have experienced something where we ended up inconveniencing or even hurting you at least once, whether we intended it or not.

"I know that you want things all to stay the same, but you of all of us must know that change is inevitable. I can see that, looking at how unrecognisable you all are to me now.

"We understand. No one here wants this outcome, Eri. But we can only do what we can. So let's prepare for the worst while we hope for the best... Okay?"

"Prepare for the worst and hope for the best..? I-I don't know... I care about you all way too much..." Hmm. "Okay.

"I'll...think about it."

#my post #cheritz #ntotymr #nameless the one thing you must recall #nameless #nameless fanfic #nameless longform #cheritz longform #had this in my drafts for a while. thought it was bad so i ignored it. reread it. realised it was good and I just got a bit stuck. not bad.#just stuck. so i continued it. and ended up finishing it. too excited to count the words or anything. and also it's 23:44 at the time of #writing this and I've had the worst month ever. it feels like time only started 3 weeks ago.#i want to write more.#writeblr

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zoe-oneesama · 7 months

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“Dang, Kitty Section is more popular than I thought!” - Koki Marina, probably.

Episode 48 Part 11 First < Previous > Next Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5 Ep 41, Ep 42, Ep 43, Ep 44 Ep 45, Ep 46, Ep 47

Bonus:

In case you were wondering where SHE was.

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#no one was wondering where she was #scarlet lady #scarlet lady comic #scarlet lady au #frightningale #clara nightingale #clara #episode 48 part 11

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astctine · 1 year

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Not sure why it came to mind. But the reason I left the GP 3.0. Twice.

I just sorta like. Don't really belong there is how I describe it? I dunno how tf to really explain but like it just sorta felt like I didn't need to be in the cast. Never really was required? Basically. Felt sorta like " yo theyre gonna be fine w/o you your good " and came back because i felt bad and wanted to like know everyone better cause i wasnt really close yk yk. And which that failed. But i stayed. Shitty mental health soon at the time of the uh 2nd server. Causing me to not think straight. And I left again due to my shitty mental process at the time going " youll leave n like youll be fine and shit you dont mean anything really to em "

Tags explain more..and i somehow reached the limit.

#why am i explaining this?#simple.#i was talkin in a damn disco server and the topic went dark n shit.#i was considering on rejoining for the 3rd time but it feels stupid now.#lord i feel like this is some fucking bs #but it could be bc like its near 4 as im typing this #and midnight thoughts #i feel like a bitch for repeatedly leaving #and i probably am lmfao #cringe of me isnt it #but uhh to cut this shit short and my dumbass rambling.#i felt like i didnt mean shit.#twice.#left like a bitch because of my feelings.#and once from shitty mental health.#and i dont know why.#but i feel like i needed to say it.#and this is off shitty 3:44 am memory not no fucking pitch perfect shit.#i cant fucking remember what i put om the 2nd server b4 i left #or why i sorta left the first time for fucks sake #but yeah hopin yall is fine #i dont want a fucking responds #* response #dm about this #nothing of that sort.#i just wanted to explain myself.#due to some discord chat.#and i felt required to.#explain leaving..av #* again

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pjackk · 2 months

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It took me along time to realize my ex bf would hypnotise me contantly to make me his wet mouthed drooling diesel farm hed make me astraly programed to open my holes up and start to drip feed the giant tubes he invented just to take my deisel away and hed do it by making me eat a root that smelled like a whole dam neighborhood smell make me dizzy then hrd stuff me in a giga size sleeping bag with lots of damp slithers inside my bets on salomanders then hed get his buddies to come over and slap me around with plumbing pipe til i was knocked out now i always thought hw was just trying to get me out cold so he could make me his sweet slumbering oral piggie like we agreed on but he wouldnt touch me or nothin turns out hed just stand there and shoot da shit with his friends drinking my old crows after they hooked the tubes up then itd just drip drip drip all my diesel on da way out they get a bucket or 2 most days so no wonder im always fcking tired day after so id always fill up at the station next to the likker store so "Don't mind if i doo!" grab mysef another bottle little did i kno i would barely get any mself i found out cuz my #CreepCam was running & his time he did it in the bath room the lat time before i give him a real good talkingto and he was digusted by my #CreepCam & left on the spot i beg him to stay but he just shot at me with his .44 put 3 new holes in my chest but it didnt matter since i guess i never had a heart to crush in the first place but this is last time i ever bother to fw a guru for real this time

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