beast dazai who can't have you so he resorts to stealing your used sex toys while you're asleep, clasping a hand over his mouth to silence himself - and fucking himself in the corner of your room while you're clueless .
Apparently it's normal when working on any form of self healing to have moments when you feel absolutely numb or your feelings are all muddled together. I've been told when this happens to ground myself
your f/o(s) love you. they only have eyes for you and no one else. nothing can change their love for you, no matter how popular they are or how many people like them, they love YOU, and they always will.
this channel that hasn't posted in 2 years, has just barely over 1k subs, and uploaded unofficial yet oddly professional looking/sounding PINOCCHIOP live concerts
i never knew he even did live concerts! i wonder what the story is there, if the uploader is someone who worked on the concert recordings or if they're some fan who simply asked to have them? either way this is pretty great
EDIT: i have been informed these are all from livestreams that happened during lockdown! so that explains things.
here's common world domination live in case you ever wondered what that sounds like :3
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i am especially obsessed with this one and its intro. the way he says "OH YEAAAAAH! THIS IS VOCALOID AND HUMAN MUSIC! I AM PINOCCHIOP! THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!" just makes me smile! something about the way he places the emphasis
you can also hear him struggle to get through rotten heresy and chocolate
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i command him for even attempting this one because i tried to learn it in high school (key word: TRIED) and quickly gave up. you can see the nervousness on his face when he's doing the usual thank you speech, if that was me i wouldn't even include that one in the set list.
not gonna include more in this post, these 2 are the ones i really wanted to show, but the channel has 62 uploads so your favorite is probably in there somewhere :3