#those tags are a hypothetical response to a hypothetical person asking in bad faith lol

[rubberbandballqueen]

“why are you like this” *points to extremely specific formative moment in my life*

#'i can go into excruciating detail explaining how that butterfly effect'd its way through my life #and affected other formative decisions through my life bc of how my experiences change my philosophy #but you're not actually interested in sitting down for twelve hours and understanding me that well are you?' #those tags are a hypothetical response to a hypothetical person asking in bad faith lol #i just find it interesting how as you go through life you develop a philosophy and methodology of navigating the world #and how if you look back and you have the words you can kind of realize 'oh! it's been there all along before i had words' #or how certain events made you start realizing things that become foundational to your worldview later #human beings are naturally pattern-seekers so i think a part of that also comes from reapplying a familiar lens #the worm speaks