#tho to be fair it was all stuff I need

[unexpectedbrickattack]

experimentin w shit heehee

#fake peppino #arts #mine #horror #eye strain #guh #body horror #a lil tho but i just think thats a more commonly blacklisted tag than 'horror' #spooky month is the only time im like. i guess i should TRY to draw spooky shit #i always feel like my style is too loose and roumnd to convey it in the way i want to #but spooky month is like okay u can fuck around and fuck up and itll still be good. the spirit of spookyness n all that #i love horror so much but it feels so hard to grasp. like what is ACTUALLY scary yknow? #its very easy to say whats not scary but then its also so hard to stop urself from doing the same things lol #to be fair. stories and 'motion' (through the use of comics or animations) are far easier ways to convey things like suspense n stuff #still art is like. well that is an image alright lol #not entirely true tho; theres an artist i dont know the name of that did trailcam images that were photorealistic #and theyre sooooooooo fuckin creepy #like when i get around to doing more fp art i wanna use that and the lighting in it as practice #okay thats it i think; gonna draw furry shit bc i need comms yay yippeeeeeee

[mythvoiced]

-. inbox call ♥

*leans back in chair, folds hands over tummy Grandpa Style again* my fingers are itching to bother you folks, but I don't want to jumpscare anyone, so pls leave a like comment & subscribe DROP ME A HEART as a green light to duck waddle into your inbox

#;inbox call #i'm genuinely not kidding i keep hovering over ask buttons #AND YES I UNDERSTAND we all like someone to pop into our inboxes but i am theatrical and dramatic #and want to make a thing out of it by asking for a big fat tumblr control heart #do it for grandpa Len sometimes he needs a bit of a nudge #yknow in case anyone's overwhelmed with stuff already or the likes so i know for a FACT #who's doorbell to keep holding into one deafening loudass ring #also you can unlike and relike at any point in time always i might as well just make this a permanent inbox call HEHEHEHE #OH fair warning tho i'll be sending stuff in after work i wanna get ahead with some stuff >:3

[todayisafridaynight]

any hopes for kiwami 3? like things u wanna see added or changed stuff like that

if they dont keep kiryu's goofy walk stance and the hoof-like walk sounds i dont wanna play it

#snap chats #no one understands how much i love that from y3 and y4 its genuinely one of my favorite things about the game #oh but i guess i have to give an actual answer now. HMPH. #id scream if they revived kanda calling mine limp wristed. homophobia in 4k #OK BUT TO BE SERIOUS uhhhh i dont know. im a real simple guy i think #my only like. If This Isnt There Im Leaving deal is mine's palette and im so serious #rgg's scaring me with all the black-hair/purple-suit mine stuff as of late and i cant stress how hard ill vomit if thats in the final #HYPOTHETICAL final anyways. yk3 isnt coming out for. IDK A WHILE #i wanna say i hope they highlight daigo and mine's relationship more but i dont know how theyd do that #i really like how mine's handled in y3 as is so i dont think i want scenes injected like what they did with yk1 and nishiki #someone said a Mine Saga after the game and... hm ... sounds too unrealistic for me to hope for it #like im REALLY trying to think how they could possibly reference the rggo stories in y3 since those are EXCELLENT but #i think . MAYBE. you could reference the story where richardson calls mine as he's driving to the hospital #the only thing you'd have to exclude though is mine stopping by the bar- like JUST keep the phone conversation maybe #cause in that scene that subordinate does question mine if he can really kill daigo and i think thatd be neat. in my opinion. #yeah i dont know. in regards to rggo its hard to think of what i want without intervening things i already like about y3 #its a real head scratcher ... #a really good epilogue addition would be adapting that RGGO bit where daigo ruminates on mine. that's a fair ending for him i think #it also fulfills the need to see how daigo saw mine even if its just a little #and to non-rggo readers it could start to answer 'how does daigo feel about everything that happened' #im still so curious as to if daigo was briefed on EVERYTHING that happened but .... anyways.... #sorry all my hopes for y3 are just mine/minedai centric fLVKELKA BUT LIKE. i really am content with everything else with y3 surprisingly #idk. i want kiryu fucking up that curry in high definition tho. thats important to me #THEY HAVE TO KEEP THE QTES DURING THE RICHARDSON FIGHT ILL BE PISSED #i need the fight to be AS CAMPY and unnecessary as it was in the og. INCLUDING richardson's voice acting i need it wack as hell #is it weird i actually appreciate the Diet Building Loredumping being like. in replayable-cutscene form #i thought id prefer just One Long cutscene but im glad theres the option to skip those segments #BUT being able to get a refresher in case you missed something somehow #im running out of tags jesus christ i shouldve put this in the main text but vjALjlagj those are all my thoughts for now bYE

[spoofyleaf]

“as far as MK knew, everyone completely abandoned him, and for the undisclosed amount of time, he was Not Okay and kept going back to the shadow play bc he truly believed that his friends just... gt up and left him. left him in the shadows” blah blah blah

okay but can we talk about how angry he was at Wukong? It’s hinted that he kept seeing Wukong when he wasn’t really there (“this again? look i know you’re not really here”) and it must of become such a common occurrence bc he didn’t even bat an eye- hell, he even lashed out at “wukong” and went to punch him. And looked surprised that he hit something solid (macaque). MK told what he knew wasn’t actually Wukong (what he probably believed to be a figment of his imagination) what he wanted to tell the real Wukong. He let out the anger he held towards him. (anger for what? “giving” him powers? for making him who he was, making him the kind of person his friends wanted to abandon?? for putting too much on him? for not being there what he needed him??? the list goes on).

But he doesn’t tell the real Wukong these things. He isn’t open to him about these things in general- not until the s4 special atleast.

My point is: MK is holding in a lot of anger. Not just sadness or fear or low self esteem. But anger.

Idk i just think its neat, esp w who he directed it towards so easily :)

#silly how he didn't really hold any anger over macaque tho #which is interesting #altho to be fair those two are more emotionally vunerable w eachother #compared to swk atleast #which i mean... isn't saying much #but still #lmk #lmk mk #lmk analysis #someone needs to take away my ability to say and write stuff past 3am #bc thats when the thoughts come out and i dont have enough self control to stop all of them #then it all comes out as a word vomit #but that's fineeee #/i/ know what i mean

[oatbugs]

the way my heart sank . lol

#tried to get on a call to study w my gf bc weve both been avoiding stuff we Have to do and its been making us anxious #but esp her bc shes been in this cycle for a while and shes struggling w it a lot . and i love her and i want the best for her #and all my friends r like u should push each other to do better even if its uncomfortable somewhat and i agree #so we were like. yh lets do stuff / get on our work tmrw even tho its anxiety-inducing etc...and then we got on a call #and this is the most like. bored/displeased ive ever heard her sound like she seemed extremely disinterested and even mildly irritated #and it honestly shocked me ??? so i ended the call bc i need to do work and it was making me sad #and im trying to listen to words more than tone but it was so extreme and such a sudden change that it literally wasnt good for me . im so #confused rn . like ik facing tasks youve been avoiding for months causes anxiety ik theres like a mental block around it that makes u not #want to deal w it or become irritated at ppl who suggest that you should #but omg?? it was so weird and like. when i said she was making me sad so i wanted to end the call she was like. ok 😐 #which is a fair response ig but shes never responded to me that way b4...like what is this what is happening... #i want smn who encourages me to move forward and who appreciated that i want them to do the same #instead of staying stagnant and anxious for months. i talked abt this before on here and everyone collectively was like Be More Patient and #work through it w her etc etc (my friends said the exact opposite tho) and i have been Trying To but its making me feel actively . bad. #like. im Afraid. #to bring it up . and then when i finally did say yh lets do smth lets get thru this tgth she just shut down on me somehow #idk what else i can do #i will talk to her abt it later i just need to work rn. i had to get this out of my system first. #shes so sweet and wonderful and supportive usually. but when it comes to thsi topic. im rly shocked idk #i knew she felt bad abt it but i thought she agreed to move through it w me and i didnt expect her to direct it at me #like whatever i said shed give me the coldest ok 😐. like. again nothing inherently wrong w that but when contrasted w #the way she talks to me usually there IS smth wrong it . its jarring and uncomfortable and made me rly upset bc it felt like she was mad at #me for trying to help . idk #UGH whatever ill talk 2 her later i have to do this lecture itll help distract me

[thebuttsmcgee]

THE SAME PLUSH CREATOR FOR THE LUMITY PLUSHES HAS PLANS FOR A WILLOW AND HUNTER PLUSH SET LETS GOOOOO

#butts talks nonsense #well technically its also owl house related but I dont wanna main tag that #tho it might end up there anyways? ehhhh #aaanyways. apparently they said so nearly a month ago lmao I guess I missed it tho ldjqhbdw #really cool tho!!!!!!!!! Dude I have seen like NO Willow plushes at all and only 1 Hunter plush. Ive seen a custom made Gus one as well but #only by 1 person tho it was still p cool #Im p excited tho!!!!! Their Luz and Ams plushes have always been really well made as well as their SPoP ones so woot! #Granted I jUST got the Luz one a little ago but to be fair Im. hm. picky? when it comes to detail and Ive always seen her hoodie as purbl #so thats why I ordered right away when they started manufacturing Luz in purbl instead of the blue. I also just never got the hexside #uniformed ones cuz. uh. money? Ig. lmao I dont really remember since its actually been a while. Kinda regret it but who knows! #Maybe theyll restock it or someone could sell their own one day. I did just see a S1 Ams plush go for sale. so. ehhuh. #hg. times like these I wish they made a Gus and Matty plush set ghhehgvvvv. IMAGINE A GUS PLUSH IF YOU WOULD!!!! #Granted I dont think we've seen Matty in an actual casual fit so he'd either hafta be in Hexside uniform or the fit he wore in TTLGR. #Which. Mighta? been his casual? outfit? uh. hm. In my mind I kept thinking that was his previous Glandus uni but Im not sure now LMAO #anyways w for huntlow. even if ya dont like it then hey an actually well made (and actually made) Willow and Hunter plush! #THO. HEADS UP. LMAO ITLL BE 120 FOR THE SET FHSBABSBW #yea I paid about 67 for my Luz plush and the Lumity set was like. 120 without shipping fees dfjwbsb #all cool tho. after all it is commission work! #dude I just love plushies. My sonic one is on the way argh argh argh. #I need to hold myself back from stimming cause more cool stuff like plushes for toh gets me really happy and excited djahb #but yea!!!!! hell yea!!!!!!! HELL YES DUDE!!!! FINALLY WILLOW MERCH!!!! also merch for gringito 👌 #OH LMAO I bet Mr. Zeno Robinson is gunna somehow get 1. He deserves it #uh oh. lookin at these tags. I may have. whats the word. uh. infodumped? I dunno but I rambled a lot about this cuz Im actually excited #for this. BUT THEYRE SUCH A GREAT PLUSH maker ofc I would!!!! I wonder what designs they'd use tho. okay I should stop. bef. brgore I #before I ramble again too much rjaqnnqwn

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

Hdjsnshzjsjka

My grammy just called me and was like

"Are you SURE there isn't anything you want for Christmas besides a PRINTER???"

Shes so done with me and my mom lol

#my mom asked for a nail gun #and a new vacuum sealer although thats *technically* for my dad but he would rather just not celebrate Christmas #i went ahead and asked for a rock tumbler #she ALSO got me a decorative knife at the craft fair tho #which is why i hadnt asked for the rock tumbler until now #cuz that knife was 60 dollars #its very pretty tho 🥺 #its opalescent glass with a.....i think wood handle but they also had ones with deer antler handles #and i cant remember which one i picked #WE'RE PRACTICAL PEOPLE GRAMMY #WE ASK FOR PRACTICAL THINGS #like idk man if i want like a book or movies or games or some shit and have the money for it i just buy it #like im not gonna wait for a specific day for it #i impulse buy things i just WANT #im less likely to impulse buy things i actually need #i need a printer (mostly a scanner but getting an all in one printer makes a lot more sense than just buying a scanner) #so i can digitize my art #cuz im far more comfortable doing physical art and then touching it up on my computer than i am doing straight digital art #also i wanna get into fan binding and stuff #cuz if i have to go to another location to print or scan things im just not gonna do it #its too many extra steps #also i miss having a printer #a rock tumbler would also be appreciated tho #ive wanted one since i was a little kid #so has my mom #AND I HAVE SO MANY ROCKS I WOULD LIKE TO POLISH #also i wanna see what happens if you tumble driveway gravel #one of my baby cousins gifted me some while i was drunk at a family bonfire and i almost cried #i need to test its mohs hardness tho #it probably wont get shiny

[rainbowrobin]

ik&k’m’njajoalLllll

#boss is out for now bc she has covid #and she can’t find a sub for after school bc no one wants to #stay #plus we have to train them on a bunch of stuff #we just need a body!!!!!!! ugh #it’s not fair I have not called in sick one time. I have never come in late. I have never even asked to leave early. #I understand covid is bad and hers seems bad but ugh #she’s pissed tho bc she never got covid during its hg #height #would say kms but I can’t leave my coworker alone with all the kids

[munamania]

should i unfollow/block her. i think probably

#even though i’ve been pretty good about not like. stalking their social media. i’m very aware of if She’s seeing what i’m posting and etc #and honestly here i’ll pat myself on the back for being dumb it was good to see that bc like. i need to fully #expel all the hope from my brain and focus on just. ok. being sad and getting over jt #bc i know even tho i’m busy and distracted. there’s gonna be a part of me that wishes something would happen. #and girl. no! come on stand up PLEASE #ok. anyway. #abby talks #at this point if it makes me look jealous/evil etc. like. oh wel #like. i hesitate bc i don’t want it to seem like i’m throwing a fit bc she didn’t ‘choose’ me. but at the same time #she’s obviously like not treating me like a friend despite all she’s said in the past. and she’s being an asshole. #and maybe i’ll seem overreactive but i think it’s fair like i’m just tired. and regret trying to be friends w her. but here we are #idk what to think about when we hung out and stuff like. who knows what was going through her head

[bludraws094]

im still cleaning my room and im realizing just how many dresses i own

which wouldnt be surprising if it werent for the fact that i usually present vaguely masculine/androgynous

#im pretty sure theyre from the month after i went to my first (and so far only) ren faire #bcus i wanted to get dresses and turn them into outfits for the next ren faire i went to (i havent been to another one yet) #so we went and got a bunch of second hand dresses and i never ended up finishing them bcus i didnt have all the stuff i needed #…i kinda want to do that tho #ill have to ask my mom if i can go to another one soon #a deadline would probably help me with the motivation to make the outfit #and i have this nice (maybe fake) leather bag i got from my grandma that i could use instead of my mothman purse #and i can get some soft fabric some tulle (is that how its spelled?) and some elastic and make skirts to make the dresses poofier #and i can get some fabric for a cloak #ooo i could get fake fur to line the cloak #…nevermind if its in spring or summer i would sweat to death #but if i go to one in fall i could make a cloak with fake fur lining #the last one i went to was in either early fall or really late summer and it was kinda cold so i used a spirit halloween cloak #the spirit halloween cloak was very thin so i was very cold #(it was from goodwill i have never actually bought anything from spirit halloween :/ )

[sickgraymeat]

the hope that maybe despite it all things are going to be less terrible and terrible a little less often AND maybe you’re even known/heard/understood and still loved?? Delicious! Appetizing! Protein-packed soul food!!! I make a cheap imitation recipe called fanfiction!

#fanfiction #fanfiction writing #ao3 #bubbline #ish :3 #I get so worried that ppl will not know what to expect with my fics and then be disappointed #like expect them to be angstier mostly but other stuff too #anyway I’m so close to finishing the first chapter of the 🕰️ fic but I’m worried it’s not covering all the ground it needs to #but also it’s like going to take forever if I try to get everything in and actually do it justice #jus talkin #at least I’m p consistent abt tagging so that jus talkin is the one to block/blacklist (i forget what it’s called) if u want #I was at urgent care the other day and the nurse was like ‘you’re not crazy’ and I had said nothing to prompt that #but now I’m realizing that just the way I talk is totally enough to prompt that ajbdndndndnme #I am crazy tho fr I’m reclaiming the term it’s what I am #it is super funny that I just come off as a person who needs to be told that tho ajdbebndnn #like totally fair #the Venn diagram of things I take too seriously & things I treat as a joke is a circle

[arundolyn]

i finally started playing chronophantasma since i wanted to check out the dub properly and holy shit this game is so fun??? I love it.

whoops I thought this published. tumblr you ass

but YEAAAH IT IS I MISS IT. eng celica you are sooooooo baby. oh to inferno divider and hear "OUTTA MY WAY!" again. which reminds me I think they retranslated some things in bbtag? Which I don't know WHY they would especially with lines ragnas had forever that are iconic by now. either that was a big brain move of them going heeeeey wink wink this is Not Canon or once again localization teams fuck everything up. alas I suppose.

#cawing #starocide #to be fair im not SURE sure if the jp is the same #but id assume so?? #naotos appear to be. tbh with as recent as he is (comparatively) i wouldve totally let them off if they straight up reused like everything #from cf already #they rerecorded like a DECENT chunk of stuff that i honestly feel they didnt really need to? #especially when the delivery is largely the same #i guess they learned from when they DID mostly do that from ct to cs(ex) huh. but to be fair those two were muuuuch closer in release date #ALL SAID THO nice to hear patrick seitz again and in high as fuck quality at that #very funny to juxtapose ct ragna with bbtag ragna or even cp ragna. he fell into the role quickly and naturally tbh #stopped TRYING to play up the edgy too much if that makes sense. its so fuxking funny. ragna isnt a tryhard hes literally just edgy #i feel if someone pointed out the Edgy to him he wouldnt get it or why its funny. dude grew up in a church in the middle of nowhere. #he doesnt know what emo means. he does not have a Concept

[butmakeitgayblog]

CI Clexa would be angrier caught cuddling than having sex, it is known.

When I say they would be furious 😤

It's not like they're not demonstrative in public because they are, they're just a loving couple. But there's a huge difference for them between sharing a quick kiss and holding hands, and having your wife curled up in your lap like a purring cat while you pet and nibble on each other

#anon #cruel intentions au #the 1 time the ONE TIME someone loses their gotdamn mind and enters with barely a knock? #done. job over. #but ya know Clarke thinks it's hot #she'd barely even heard the door open before the sharp snap of Lexa's fingers sounds out #feeling her body bristle and turn to steel beneath as Lexa barks for them to get the hell out #it's all very boardroom Lexa energy and that does things to her 😏 #poor dude tho 😬 #he gets a one way coach class ticket home the second they land #if you think that sounds mean well you'd be correct because Lexa is a bitch and I love her #in all fairness tho there's like 3 rules for crew on Lexa's plane #don't interrupt them if you need something use your best judgement or use the intercom #don't get drunk or be hungover on flight days #help yourself to any food or drink besides the alcohol and at least wait until Lexa's iff the plane before swiping the expensive stuff #like just do what's expected and you can spend the next three days in Barcelona drinking her Dom for all she cares just follow the rules

[robitherat]

Finally actually talked to my mom abt how I think I'm autistic and it went better than I expected so yay 4 me

#robi rambles #autism #i told her i dont want a gormal diagnosis but i do still use the word for myself and she was like #'i guess i jist want to know what youre gaining from it #not that its bad to be autistic or call ypurself that but just why its important to.' #and im like. well i mean maybe im not gaining anything really but like im not losing anything either so #and she just kinda went 'qlright fair enough' #and i told her abput my autism quotient result and how i talked to my doctor abt it and stuff and she reacted pretty well 2 all of it #so thats uhm. rlly cool #it got brought up bc we had a meeting about my IEP and decided that i didnt need one #which like #whatever it doesnt really matter anyways. im almost halfway through my senior year of hs and i probs wont have much in terms #of math classes in college. and math is going shockingly well rn and since i only need the one semester theres literally no point #mom and i are both frustrated w the fact that the school psych took so fucking long to get into contact tho bc a big reason that its #pointless now is bc she just. never. tlaked to us. until most of the way thru september #abd then i didnt do any testing for it until october. so. uh. yeah its kind of on her tbh #anyway none of it matters i had a mostly.positive interaction w my mom about a scary topic so its a Win

[booperbeanv3]

p4... well, i like the battles/dungeons and i like the days where you can just fuck around and do as you please, but the actual murder plot does nothing for me. maybe it’s bc i was spoiled and already know all the twists? i had a similar deal with danganronpa where i liked the class trials but i hated the actual mystery since i played the games long ago. damnit, maybe i shouldn’t have spoiled myself for a mystery game......... the whole reason i enjoyed dgs in the first place was bc the spoilers i got were minimal [just kzm stuff] and i could run through things without getting impatient

kanji has been thrown into the TV. i think the more i look at everything around [esp kanji and naoto] i just get reminded on how dated p4 is in terms of that stuff. in the grand scheme of things p4 isn’t that old, i know, but like, no way was 2008 progressive in any way lol. and tbh, i don’t care if a game is all hoemoephoebic or w/e if it fits the setting and makes sense to me. but... eh. doesn’t sit right with me

#maybe i should play p5 #but i already know the twist with akechi.......... #p3 then? #ugh i'll need emulators for those tho #or to wait until the steam release #and then grab a crack #bean stuff #battles are fun when i get crits and all out attacks and like. fun challenges #otherwise it's boooooooooooooooring #i hate grinding #i beat shadow yukiko on lv 9. that was fun #that new king bitch wgo showed up. not fun #and the enemies down on the lower floors. boring #but i gotta mow through them so i can merge personas and fuck that guy #i know the king dude is optional but like man. i was bored. now i'm pissed and i wanna kick his ass #and it's so complicated to try and not die to a guy who has rigged his game to be unfair #like seriously. what's your problem? you can't just instakill ppl and call that a fun and fair fight #i wanna beat shit up with a challenge #maybe i'd be more suited to fighting games then

[dilfian]

today is nutty. weather is great tho.

#xoxo #nutty in a semi good way tho. nutty as in we've been finding humor in it. #store manager s. . .we'll call him sms. he wants 2 cc racks on either side. . . #i told him we just dont have the product to upkeep it but he doesnt care abt having to pull from tables he wants smth at thw front. #so ok! he wont complain abt 4 empty tables inside then. . .or 3 1/2. . .i think i can keep like. one table semi full inside but i'm #clearing the 3rd. . .also b and o are on halloween shit and gcf is here and so is z. #had a guy walk in and out twice with shit. theres a baby raccoon stuck in a tree petrified of all the l*wes employees cooing over it. #its been off and on rainy. ive been here for uhhhh. 3 hrs? #planning to work a 5hr i think. have 15 hrs left. blah. #dn from m*t has signage for plants and is like 'another day' ok but what other day dude. . .i'll need to be here prob. #ive cleared all the shrubs finally. all 9 are gone. just the one rack of perennials out front that i cant find space for. #im going to gather annuals for the front door and pass it off to b or o to put out. . . #it was kind of funny bc sms was like. talking abt plants and how stuff would go for the rest of the year. #and i was like ??? yeah ik this. i worked this store last year. and he was surprised. #so that tells him a) hes rly got the wrong picture of me and b) im more 'senior' then he realized bc the one with more years gets more #hours OR gets to stay longer. but in my case the one with one more year than me doesnt do shit so my boss is giving me everything. #still. ik abt mums and christmas wreaths. sir. #at least he was normal abt it. he said he didnt care what it was and that when pog changes i can switch it up but just to habe the rack #fair. that's fine. #b kept talking over me and knew that she was. i was just making sure he knew that we have no annuals. he wss like. yeah ok. #this sat in my drafts from hrs ago but im posting it now lok