#this song is always in my recents lol

[fizpup]

valentine, you're a horse ❤️

#my little pony #mlp g3 #wish-I-may #wish-I-might #ok so. I'm gonna ramble for a sec #normally when I post on valentine's day I complain in the tags about being single. but I won't this year! #I've recently realized I'm definitely somewhere on the aromantic spectrum. and that I'm perfectly content without a partner #in the past I've described myself as 'emotionally unavailable' or having 'commitment issues' but neither of those things were ever true #I'm a very loving and loyal person! #I've always been extremely affectionate with friends and family but unable to have the same level of love for potential partners #unsure if I'm just demisexual/demiromantic or actually aroace but I'm definitely not the default settings type of gay lol #I'm a big fan of romance and sex in fiction! but irl? 😅😬 idk about that fam! idk! #hypothetically I would like to have a gf one day and maybe fall in love but now I understand why that may not happen #or atleast is gonna take a while. and that's fine :) #tldr; if your top song on spotify last year was Cupid by Fifty Fifty it's time to do some soul searching lol #happy valentine's day!! 💕

[sea-buns]

i need a drawfee archive that's got every stupid funny moment documented in chronological, alphabetized order for when i spontaneously remember a really obscure bit that i need to find or else i'll explode. i need to be able to type an extremely vague description in a search bar and have it understand me completely.

#slight tangent but a part of me wants to learn how to edit comps just so i can make one of all their parody song bits #theyre so dumb and they bring me such joy #you could prolly get a 20 minute video thats JUST mr brightside references lol #anyway for context #i had a memory of someone drawing the same image twice pop into my head with no prompting whatsoever #all i could remember was that the colors were funky and the images were droopy?? and im 93% sure it was jacob #and it was too off the rails for me to easily link it to a specific challenge or thumbnail #all i knew is that it felt kinda recent so i spent like 20 minutes scrolling the timeline of every video starting 9 months ago #and i did find it! much easier to find when its within a year thank god. its from 'making art out of our worst spam emails' #specifically jacobs section. and id say the 20 minutes was worth it. the duplication and immediate fade in of the render will always send m #so ye go watch it if youve got nothing else to do. help me justify the time cost lol #drawfee #sea rambles

[lastoneout]

being a fan of taylor swift's music since her first album dropped has been wild cuz like I love cheesy country-ish pop music and that's what I liked about her but now everyone is like "oh her music is so deep and poetic and profound" and I'm like??

idk man it kinda feels like I've been showing up at the same fast food restaurant for eighteen years because I really like their fries but at some point all the customers got replaced with fuckin' instagram influencers taking pictures and insisting the food is life-changing while I'm just standing there like "sure they switch up the salt or the oil sometimes but these are just regular french fries...??"

#pls don't come for me #her music was always like...I went to it for uncomplicated stuff! #I do think she's a REALLY good singer #she actually did my favorite cover of 'sugar we're going down swinging' that I've ever heard #but like...deep? profound? poetic?? #Idk I'm just not sure that's what she's dropping #which is FINE #I really LIKE that about her music #the most recent song of hers I really liked was Betty bcs it sounded like her old music #and it's just about teenage relationship drama #it's nice! #that's all I want lol

[animalsandskyyy]

aaaahhhh spotify is evil :/ (not really….but still)

#fuck fuck fuck I just had a horrid realization aaaahhh #okay so my brother has always inquired into what music I listen to on my own #but ummmm that’s private so no lol #but idk music just feels private and my family is very judgmental of pop-ish music and my music taste edges that way a bit so yeah #but around like 2018 when I first got spotify…. I didn’t know that playlists were public unless you privated them #and my brother STALKED MY SPOTIFY #but i’m just now really learning about this?? #bc I recently told him about a funny song that I found around that time and recently rediscovered #and he was like ‘oh I know that song- I saw it on your spotify before you privated all your playlists’ #and I had a mini fucking heart attack bc #and umm I found that song when I was also in the midst of a very gay and very hayley kiyoko filled music phase #and yeahhh I just relooked at my old playlists and the ones with that song had soooooooo many obviously gay songs and nooooooooo #like its on playlist with songs like “girls like girls” “she” “pretty girl” and those are just the obvious ones #also on there is a song called “aromantic’’ lol and ‘never been in love’ #hathtag- oriented aroace lmao #2018 was intense lmao #umm ​anyways #and #like they’re private now but aaahhhhh #he didn’t mention those songs so idk but aaaaaahhhhh I hate it whyyyyyy #apparently I am just desperate to avoid *conversations* lol #bc yeah #I hate conversations ™ aaaaahhh #I shall never bring it up and he’s nice enough to not mention it but also aaaahhhhhh #this was literally 5 years ago why am I reacting lol #ignore me im not fully awake #anyways #grace is dramatic #go to sleep grace #spotify is evil

[astro-nautics]

TAG GAME: nine people i'd like to know better.

(i got tagged in 3 slightly different versions so im combining them here lol)

last song i listened to:

Sweet Tooth - Scott Helman

currently watching:

my husband do some chaotic shit

sweet/savory/spicy?:

sweet & savory! i can enjoy spice but it's not a favorite :')

relationship status:

engaged!

current obsession:

...............trolls band together (but also far cry 5 & a musician we shan't name. i do not control the brain worms. unfortunately)

fav color:

purple!

last thing you googled:

song lyrics LMAO but the last funny thing i googled was "teddy bear teeth attic"

tagged by: @fawnnbinary (on my art blog but shh its easier this way) @cozyqueerchaos @elmonstro

tagging: @lakka-arts >:3c & whoever wants to be tagged!

#tag game #i did one of these a while back too but a bunch has changed since then so its only fair i retake it lol #also sweet tooth is a good song! i recently finally slapped it in my ''get out of bed'' playlist bc it always gives me such an energy boost #also djfkhj husband is a pet name i am not legally married (yet) #i am polyamorous but i only have one partner & i refer to him as bf; fiance; and husband respectively depending on the vibe #(also a whole host of petnames) #just to clarify LMAO #joon talks

[bookishjules]

i feel like the 'i could make/do that' mindset is so invaluable to have. i don't mean in the sense of like going to a modern art museum and insisting that you, a non-artist, could have made the art just as easily. no, that is condescending assholery. the mindset i'm talking about is one more of confidence, of optimism and.. i guess the willingness to put yourself out there, to ask the right questions, to try something new. and to fail, or rather for your vision not to come to fruition. maybe you don't have the tools yet, maybe you haven't acquired all the skills. but at least you could try. and you have confidence in the level of ability you do have to start. oftentimes actually sitting down and doing something is the best way to learn, and the only thing that could stop you from starting is telling yourself 'i could never make/do that'

#there's a few songs on my playlist that are from the pov of a girl but that have a masculine voice and while that's honestly fine #and i've been living with them on there for over a year. i've also always toyed with the idea of making covers. #like hey i have a feminine voice. it may not be stellar but it would fit better. so what's stopping me?? #the answer was a guitar lol #but recently my bil has been teaching my sister to play guitar... and she has a better voice than i do #and so i asked if they would be willing to record covers of these songs with me and put them on spotify just for my playlist #apparently our brother might have some layering software too #and i'm not saying like 'wow i said i could make this and now i am!' bc really it's mostly gonna be my sis and her husband #but i just had to ask #like ig what i'm saying is anything is possible. and keeping your mind and heart open can bring about beautiful things #and actually i'm realizing a better story might have been about the play i just wrapped last week. my first time acting in anything #that one was much more of a learning curve for me but it still had the same spark of 'i could do that' and the same result #something homemade and cobbled together but good. #i just happened to make this post while thinking of my sister putting music on spotify for me <3 #the sibs #important

[shoechoe]

I never get it when Death Grips fans go on and on about how "everyone finds Death Grips unlistenable the first time they listen to it but then it grows on you" because I do not have that experience in the slightest. I listened to Takyon and got into it pretty much instantly. Funny because usually I have to listen to songs more than once for me to start liking them but the supposed "grows on you" music was an instant click

#not jojo related #music #sorry i'm talking about DG so much. hope that's not um... a red flag considering what DG fans tend to be like #you guys tagged me in all of those music tag games and now i can't stop running my mouth sdjfksdlfj #i feel abnormally confident in sharing my music taste lately since i'm usually really reserved about that #i've always gotten made fun of whenever i share music and now i got really into Death Grips of all things #i don't even think my music taste is that weird but IRL whenever someone lets me pick a song in the car i freeze in horror #unless they're a very close friend or my dad who i like to torture (he's one of those middle aged dudes that only listens to classic rock) #(according to him i listen to ''psycho shit''. so.) #i have been on a bit of a music listening spree in general recently. just listened to some MF DOOM records #and then The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill (and now i've been playing Lost Ones over and over these past few days lol) #sometimes i wish i could listen to all the music ever #rambles

[willowser]

do you have a certain song or playlist you associate with ptmy/ptmy touya the way you have happiness is a butterfly for if hes a serial killer?

hmm, good question !!!! i — really don't, to be honest !! 🥺 i, of course, have the fic playlist, but i don't have a connection with any one song in the way that i do with happiness is a butterfly, which is sad LOL if i had to pick one song that makes me think of ptmy touya when i hear it, it would be jesus christ by brand new, because i think it really embodies that want to be good enough while also feeling so undeserving 🥺 but ty for the question !! 😌✨️

#i think the difference is that — serial killer was always always always meant to be a love story #for however fucked up it is LOL #and ptmy from the get go was touya-centric #i actually had to work at fitting the x-reader aspect in it bc he's my main focus of the story #it's more about him and how he's healing and who and what that involves #whereas serial killer was always meant to be about an obsessive lost love 🥺 a past connection he refused to sever 🥺 #and so jesus christ isn't a romantic song that encapsulates ptmy touya and reader in any way #though i really enjoyed the recent anon that suggested formidable !!! i need to add that to the playlist he he #✿ ask willow

[ur-local-weird-person]

today is a very good day :D

i mean, ado released a new FUCKING ✨BANGER✨💙!!! (pls listen to it is soo good) aaand we have a leak for the release date of tr season 3!!!!

good start for september lol

#please listen to ado's new song is soo good :D #and im very excited for tr season 3!! #recently i've been reading the tr manga again and my appreciation for tenjiku arc has increased A LOT!! #im specially looking foward to koko and inupi's/izana and kakucho's story #and i also want to listen to the new op!! #the tr ops and eds are ALWAYS awesome so i have high exoectations lol #though idk if official hige dansim will make the op again #either way im excited!!!! #though everyone's emotional state will be even more damaged (not kidding) #tokyo revengers #ado

[milkweedman]

Was going thru my drop spindle tag bc i wanted to see if i ever posted a picture of one of my favorite spindles, about which i remember absolutely nothing other than that i stepped on it on accident several years ago. RIP favorite drop spindle that has apparently been wholly lost in the massive and yet somehow totally empty archive of my brain

#how did eno put it #'perhaps my brains have turned to sand' and also 'perhaps my brains are old and scrambled' so true altho i am 24 #golden hours is such a good song #used to be my favorite off that album altho tbh i love all of them except sky saw #i always skip sky saw #drop spindle #anyway i was trying to remember if i was my favorite bc i decorated it or just bc it spun rly well #but i have literally zero memory of it other than 'at some i broke it and was very upset' #lot of things are like that tho tbh. the only thing i know about some fairly recent event is like #a quick impersonal rundown. no images sounds emotions or anything like that #just a quick fact #very unhelpful lol

[around-your-throat]

how do people vent bro that shit's embarrassing as hell

#i posted a thing and deleted it in a nanosec :/ #if you see this its a sign to never get peer pressured into showing your sketchbook to people youll regret it like nothing else #why tf did i show them my shit and now we dont even talk or whateverrrr #im not even mourning the friendship yet and im just flashbacking to that moment like wtf i shouldnt have brought it in the 1st place #never get peer pressured into doing anything man only do shit youre enthusiastically willing to do . #so fucking stupid #sorry heads been such a blur recently i got so insanely suicidal the other day at the library i genuinely thought that was it 4 me that day #also idk got manic yesterday? 2 days ago?? idk what it is but it felt like the best description #life sucks when youre not pete wentz 💔 i wouldnt be more mentally stable but id at least be hot 💔💔💔 #ok last tag i promise my heads always fucked up and it keeps replaying songs/phrases like a damn cylindrical nightmare it gets so loud im + #+ on the verge of tears from how overwhelming it is rn its 'out of sight out of (my) mind' like that shirt pete wore in 07 and also #thats 2 tags lol (now 3‼️‼️)

[astrxealis]

hozier yoo

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #yoo his new songs ... the new ep ..... so good #personal fav is 'all things end' you're so right !!!!! #uhh i am a bit stressed bcs lots of things i gotta do but i'll try my best to manage things well #anyway. HELLO good afternoon !! i hope you all have a lovely day or evening or whatever? :< #also i'm still unsure. bs psych or compsci aaa i like both equally with the cons and pros so it's sucky LMFAO i can't decide #it's funny. i recently got woa i wna go to psych and med etc etc bcs i watched a video and was like i wna help ppl fr #but then the tried out chat gpt bcs my mom and dad mentioned it again and i was curious. ai is absolutely terrifying yet so interesting #there's a bunch of data that goes into that stuff and i've been interested since #i first went to this science museum here in the ph! i really wna go again sometime aaa i miss that place. i still rmbr it #robots are super interesting to me haha sometimes i forget my clubs as a kid were engineering robotics coding related #and only in middle school it turned to. more sporty clubs LMFAO but even then i always preferred tech stuff lol #except i am extremely interested in psych and the like and SCIENCE and RESEARCH and all that but compsci just as much #i am not fond as fond of. chem and bio? bio depends on the specifics of what it is #but then arghhh physics is uh. idk i prefer it actually now that i think abt it LMFAO but math is. smth i love but also it's hard #IDK OKAY i'm still conflicted. uhghm. i love both and both are difficult but i like that lmfaooo #research is smth im interested in a lot and so is data stuff! snd then eventually im interested in either compsci or psych as a career #and both are things im interested in a lot even if i dont end up. going into that career #IDK ANYMORE BYE anyway play gbf and have a lovely weekend

[louismygf]

making lucky again my ✨️🔮manifesting🕯 song, thank you louis for sharing your songs with us

#i love the vibe of this song sm #dlibyh as my comfort song (forever n always) the greatest & paradise for when im unmotivated‚ change when i wanna be wistful #angels fly as a comfort song too it's just . the sound of it #lucky again is just. so hopeful like ......!!! maybe if i keep going good things might just happen (granted im working towards it) #paradise too...😔🫶🏼 shes moving up in my ranking #hoth bridge for when . for when im frustrated LOL God it would be. cathartic screaming these lyrics on tour #also i recently listened to defenceless & walls and like. im fr fighting louis for dismissing (bad word) them 😭 #the vulnerability in those songs..... sometimes i cant believe louis shares his precious songs loaded with emotion with us #(<- dumb thought bc. thats what all artists do??!?!?! lol idc it's. different!!!!) #uurghrghrg love love love louis' music 😔 just. something about it is So special and warm and personal to me #i hope he never stops making music 😭

[hiiragikiraifanblog]

Here it is!! The big project!!! ..To say the least I've had this on my computer for a while bUT NOW I HAVE A PLATFORM TO PUT IT ON HAHA Think I sent the song itself a fair bit of time ago, but now it actually has BF's voice! And an animation that was SUPPOSED to be on-tempo but for some reason isn't. I even double-checked the Clipchamp clips. Unsure how to solve that hgghghgghhh Phase 2 will hopefully be coming pretty soon. Thanks for being here! Hope you have a pleasant day :)

(12/24/2022)

#hiiragi kirai #wooma #vocaloid #エバ #Eva #Zaika #tw piercings #piercings #also if you check out my channel most of the other stuff isn't much like this lol #i really really wanna be more active on this acc!! i just dont have a whole lot to say!!! #hiiragi kirai's most recent song WAS a banger. as always #Youtube #video #video post

[snortshort]

seeing mother mother tonight this is about to be the most annoying gig ive ever been to

#like at least theyre actually coming to my country now that theyve blown up on tiktok #i had to travel like 300-400 miles to see them 3.5 yrs ago and nobody wld come with me #also checked their recent setlists and it’s all the popular tiktok ones which is ? fine i like the songs but #i always rated them quite low compared to their others #also it’s cool to hate them now which is funny #good for them u know #last time they came to the uk they played one show for 150 ppl #now their european/uk tour is sold out and theyve had to do numerous venue upgrades to handle the numbers #their 1st album literally came out 16 yrs ago so they deserve this finally LOL #it’s also melancholic ig #i was so into them from ages 12-19 and then just kinda fell out of love w them #it’s good a new gen of teens r discovering them i hope they find the same happiness i did from them #maybe it’s the passing of time thats getting to me

[bmpmp3]

LISTEN to this cover of an old MTV mashup of Toxic and Faint sung by utaite fuku_wa NOW

#fukuwas been around for over 15 years doing his thing. wild to think about #but holy shit i hadnt check up on his covers in a while. but recently he did this one #and it blows my mind. i put it in a playlist that i forgot what i had in it (i make really large playlists and play em on shuffle LOL) #and when i heard the first part i was like ah yes faint i like this song i like the weird strings. only half paying attention. #and it wasnt until we got to the toxic chorus and i was like WAIT THATS NOT MIKE #really good impression of mike's. like. cadence? his flow!!!!!!! if ur not being distracted by the faint strings like i was #their voices have slight diff timbres plus different accents but like he had the flow down PERFECT #and in the choruses he gets chesters cadence and timbre wonderfully too especially in the part near the end of the bridge #the sort of inhaling growl in 'dont turn your back on me' was spot on #his voice is a little more broken in his screams and more melodic in the softer parts than chesters more like. fuller sound? #sorry for the random voice analyses. i am not a professional i just think like this LOL #but yeah blowing my mind. fuku_wa has always had a really versatile voice with a lot of control (LOVED his cover of two faced lovers) #(when i was a kid! its still probably my fav version of that song) but MAN i had to check to screen to make sure i didnt acidentally fall #into another universe where faint had the lyrics of toxic normally. i was so scared and confused. i like to do this #i like to scare myself by putting mashups and their source songs in the same playlists and forget about it. keeps me on my toes #Youtube