#this scene is kinda. uncomfortable though. cause dean is talking about lisa to his friends and. well. he's in love with cas

[gayconfessioncas]

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#oh i am. obsessed. i have been thinking about it and. will dean ask cas to stay in this fic? will he? #and who will confess their love first? and how? i am. i feel like I'm bubbling on the inside just waiting for things to unravel #right. okay. without further ado #sophia reads to build a home #okay what do i remember from last time. cas in the rain. cas getting an invitation to talk at the school dean works. #and now. this chapter. they are 18. fuck this one is gonna. have angst huh #okay so this is the aftermath of the party huh. cas is hungover and dean is full of guilt #wait no. i think days have passed. cas is? packing? shit is this it??? #cas is calling dean homophobic again. the frustration is. so real. cas please. he's literally bisexual #dean. we know you want to come out. this is the second time now you almost did. let it out bb. let it alllll ouuttt #okay. back to present day. #dean. listens to music. that reminds him. of cas. great! so without further notice i WILL be passing away!! thank you so much for your time #rule number one cas. don't ask dean about sammy. he WILL cry. don't test him #cas goes back to Scotland (?) in a month!! plenty if time for shenanigans and confessions!! here's your chance boys!! #(rowena voice) fix it! #back to 18. castiel i love but please. PLEASE stop assuming things about dean. don't let your anger and jealousy cloud your judgement!! #this scene is kinda. uncomfortable though. cause dean is talking about lisa to his friends and. well. he's in love with cas #so it feels all very fake. yanno? like a show. like hes trying to get a reaction from cas and that just makes cas angrier. its a whole thin #CAS ITS NOT DISGUST ITS JEALOUSY FUCKING HELL #oh these chapters are killing me. KILLING ME. AND NOW YOU JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO PRESENT DAY??? AFTER THAT MESS??? #HAVE MERCY DEAR AUTHOR IM SCREAMJNG #dean is talking to a class of teenagers about protest music and cas is watching. im about to explode #SHUT UP SHUR UP THEY JUSTED HUGGED FOR THE FIRST TIME KN NINE YEARS IM INCOHERENT #oh i. i need to go to sleep now... oh no. no i want to keeping reading #one more chapter? no. sleep. unless? noooooo i gotta sleeeeepppp. fuck. #okay but tomorrow is friday so more reading then. stay up late reading then