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Speaking of cat ears/catgirls, my friends and I went to a roller rink a few weekends ago (roller skating in a mask is easier than I thought it would be??) and we all got matching plastic cat ears that light up.

GIVE ME ONE RN . RN BESTIE.

#THAT LITERALLY SOUNDS SO FUCKING COOL!!!!!!! #WANT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #This is what we refer to as the seed of despair! ꕥ my besties <3 #That hope merely existed to be consumed by despair ꕥ ask answered

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tsym bestie /p !!! ur so valid and epic and poggers :3

YA sorry this is so late jsfjdjdj i’m assuming ur responding to the tags on the poem???? ya i barely skimmed it and it was the best fucking shit i read i can’t even imagine how good it was to someone who can read omg

#ur writing skills bro........ crazy omg #this is what we refer to as the seed of despair! ꕥ my besties <3 #that hope merely existed to be consumed by despair ꕥ ask answered

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My gender is NPD /j

Fr tho i honestly feel like my npd DOES impact the way i veiw gender a bit? Idk how to describe it but... hhhhh

yoooo honestly same ,,,, for me it’s mostly the low empathy symptom since that one impacts me the most, but also the others make me feel some kinda way about royalgender and things like it 👀👀

tbh if u wanna go looking for genders like that together that’s totally cool w me!! i’ve been wanting a few new ones too tbh

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go the fuck to sleep

NO!!!!! bcus who will eat the brownie!!!!! who will plan my wedding!!!!!!!!! i have PRIORITIES

#/lh #yes these are my priorities #not homework or anything #this is what we refer to as the seed of despair! ꕥ my besties <3 #that hope merely existed to be consumed by despair ꕥ ask answered

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goodnight bestie, ilysm <33

hiiii apologies i didn’t see this until now :( how are u bestie <3?

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I said I was gonna go off tumblr but then I ended up writing about Fumiko (the oc)

So uhh I just wanna ask: are these accurate symptoms? I'm sure many npds' experiences are different possibly but I just wanna make sure I'm being offensive by only going off a website and not an actual person with it.

Also it's valid if you or some others have these symptoms (maybe not the take advantage one much) I'm just making sure!

Sorry if I'm bothering you! You can also tell me if any of the questions are too personal or something!

ummm,,,, no </3 not at all /nm of course it isn’t ur fault tho!!!! that website is very clearly ableist, so here is a MUCH better resource. personally i have the majority of those symptoms, so play around with it!! since everyone with npd is different u can play around with different symptoms as long as it meets the baseline diagnosis criteria

i don’t recommend just going off of whatever article pops up first because the majority of websites are going to be ableist and use offensive language like that. of course none of this is ur fault so pls don’t feel the need to apologize or anything!! just be very careful with the resources u use and always ask for a second opinion

also dw about being too personal, i genuinely don’t mind personal questions if it’s for a good reason so don’t worry about possibly going too far lol i really don’t mind as long as u aren’t being like blatantly insensitive (which i know u wouldn’t ur literally a sweetheart<33)

#dude tysm for asking about it and getting second opinions from actual ppl with npd it really means a lot #most ppl wouldn’t do that so ty bestie<33 💕 #this is what we refer to as the seed of despair! ꕥ my besties <3 #that hope merely existed to be consumed by despair ꕥ ask answered

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Okay I personally hc Makoto as transgender- I just- like- the two layers he wears makes me think that he is trying to like- make his hypothetical chest more subtle? And I can only think of one or two DR official art thingy where we have seen his chest? And like- he just seemed so out of place in THH and he looked so like,, young ig? So I was thinking maybe he was on hormone blockers? And he just seems in some of the anime official art to have a more feminine body (and there is a fan service Makoto scene where his butt is showing and dang that was thicc af lol- no nsfw intended) and he just.. gives trans vibes idk and like- KOMARU CUTTING HIS HAIR AFTER HE COMES OUT TO HER AHDBJSJSODKE

HE HAS A FANSERVICE SCENE?????????????????????????? JHDGHJDGHJGDJGSHGDHFJHK????????????? hold on looking it up in a sec ALSO I SUPPORT THIS HC FULLLY OMG in my opinion all the dr protags r trans yes including kaede. i take that back actually its not an opinion its a fact bcus im right

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okay may I just say that people overshadow Makoto so much- like- Makoto isn’t boring because he’s kind that’s just toxic masculinity- to me he’s absolutely hilarious I love his little comments and when he has those incredibly poetic internal monologues it’s just- yes- and like this man,, this man is so amazing- and then people just say he’s a boring and horrible protag- and it makes me really annoyed- because they never look into his character- the way he acts is so unique to the other characters BECAUSE it’s simple. And he can analyze people SO quickly and they touch on that a bit in DR: IF and I loved that so yeah uh feel free to lmk if I can keep rambling about Makoto ig

DUDE YESSSSSS OMG!!!!!!1 i used to dislike makoto cus i was one of the ones who thought he was just boring but when i realized hes actually a good protag i loved him sm. honestly ur so fucking right bestie he deserves way more credit than he gets

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*leans against a wall* hey wanna go do a skateboard? *i flip my hair back* im like super good at skateboard. I have three of them. /p

YES ABSOLUTELT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hello since i see you talking to my girlfriend a lot i wanted to talk to you too see if you're a swaggy person /pos

do you know who this is

i believe that’s sirius??? if i’m wrong u have permission to stab me cus yall literally don’t shut up about the guy /nm

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Do you wanna eat soap together? /p

YYEESSSSSSSSS!!!!!! YES I DO WANT TO EAT SOAP TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#this made my day. oh my god. #i’d prefer honey milk foaming hand soap but it’s up to u really #This is what we refer to as the seed of despair! ꕥ my besties <3 #That hope merely existed to be consumed by despair ꕥ ask answered

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OMG NOO I HAVEN'T CHECKED IN ON YOU AT ALL TODAY HIII- I'm sorry :( I had to go grocery shopping, bleh. Anyways, how are you, love? <33

NO UR OKAY!!!! i’m doing alright!! kind of a mundane day, didn’t do much but draw some stuff. i was gonna go to sleep kinda soon actually so hopefully i won’t miss half my classes tomorrow, but who knows?

how have you been <3?

#mmmmmm junko my beloved:) #she looks so cool smh #she gives me gender envy but so does rantaro........... #literally how do i describe my gender anymore it’s so fucked #That hope merely existed to be consumed by despair ꕥ ask answered #This is what we refer to as the seed of despair! ꕥ my besties <3 #♡︎ ev

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Your names are so cool... coffee esp. That is . Good name.

THANK U BESTIE<333 i actually didn’t get it myself, bestie alex got it for me<3

#alex is @cookie-beeloved btw ty for the name<33 #i used to be ☕️ anon on bees old blog forever ago #and bee called me coffee so it just stuck #this is what we refer to as the seed of despair! ꕥ my besties <3 #that hope merely existed to be consumed by despair ꕥ ask answered

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Tumblr is weird for me and won’t let me tag people in things, but tysm for the tag in that post! You’re so sweet ily 🥺💕 /p

awww ofc bestie!! ilyt/p<3

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Sorry bestie I stole your url </3

omg no give it back ....... :( /j

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Hi bestie guess what? I'm randomly giving my mutuals affection and you're included! >:) *hugs!*

oh, thank you very much!! wonderful timing actually, i needed this a lot. ty <3

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