#this is the price i pay for being nice

[squidpedia]

What was it like for you starting out as a beginner artist? How did you improve?

I mostly just incessantly practiced, experimented, and observed a lot for as long as I can remember. I grew up on a lot of videos going over tips and techniques for beginner artists and mostly just observed their processes and would try to bring them into my art. Othertimes I would just constantly experiment with my artstyle (what if I made the shoulders more defined, what if I changed the size of how I draw eyes, what if tried drawing different body types, what if I tried a pose with a lot more foreshortening etc etc). I tried to push myself a bit further everytime like maybe spending more time on the overall piece, adding backgrounds, drawing multiple people interacting. Drawing challenges also helped a lot I think since they pushed me out of my comfort zone or forced me to approach my art in different way than what I was used to. Things like “draw something using only one line and not lifting your pen from the paper”, or “create a bunch of random shapes using a colored marker and then turn them into characters/objects”, or even just dtiys challenges were great for this. A lot of the drawings I made from these didn’t really end up being things I was super proud of after finishing them, but thats fine since I still learned a lot and they still helped with improving. A lot of it was honestly just not being afraid to draw something I might not be happy with later in the name of getting that practice in and trying new things all the time.

I hope this is helpful, but I’m not too sure so I’m sorry if it isn’t, this is the best way I could think of summarizing it!

#pedia says stuff #asks #not drawing #so sorry it took a while to answer this #i had a bit of trouble putting it into words and was worried i was just defaulting to the usual answer of ‘i practiced’ #but this whole thing still might boil down to ‘i practiced’ so. so sorry i tried #i just got excited all the time over learning new things and still do #shoutout to younger me who excitedly got up at 5am to look up fun2draw tutorials so i could work on that before getting ready for school #shoutout to me in middle school who got so stressed out when people would watch me draw #so i just learned to draw really really fast as like a stress thing #also sidenote if anyone ever does the ‘omg you draw?? can you draw me??’ #hit them with the ‘sure here are my prices’. 90% of the time they will either back off or actually be willing to pay #i WISHHHHH i knew that in school instead of being too nice to say no

[wittywallflower]

Steddyhand modern AU where they oops themselves into a throuple.

Ed and Izzy are roommates who run a business together. They are kind of an on-again-off-again, open-ish polyam sorta-couple that has never once had even a second of healthy communication about their relationship in the twenty years they’ve known each other. 

Izzy meets Stede first because he actually attends the meetings for the local business owners association or whatever. Technically Stede should be competition but Izzy quickly decides he is an idiot and will probably go under soon. He’s weird as hell though, Ed would love that. 

Ed does love that. He is delighted by the crazy shit he hears about the new guy and wants to meet him. The two hit it off because of course they do. That wouldn’t even bother Izzy all that much except between their flirting and their dumb dates, Ed and Stede want to talk about cooperative business ventures. And the business, that’s Ed and Izzy’s thing. They’ve worked hard to build it, together, and Izzy works hard still to protect it. he doesnt want to risk it on some crazy scheme these two come up with just because Ed is bored. So yeah he hates Bonnet, but its not romantic jealousy (or is it?)

The tension between Stede and Izzy comes to a head one evening when they are both drunk and still seething over an argument they had earlier in the day. Drinking turns to shouting. Shouting turns to shoving. Only a couple punches are thrown but there;s a lot of undignified scuffling around on the floor. 

Izzy isn’t really sure later when wanting to rip Stede’s head off had turned into yanking that golden hair to pull him closer. Or who hungrily took whose lips first. He remembers a soft handkerchief cleaning his bloody nose on the short trip to the bedroom, remembers checking Stede’s split lip to assess if it could withstand further kissing. He doesnt remember how Edward inserted himself into the situation, but he does recall the man giggling as they tried to arrange the three of them on the bed and he nearly fell off the mattress. 

He remembers everything after that too. Every touch, every kiss, every gasp and moan and sigh. The shock of twenty fingertips softly exploring him was a sensation burned into his brain forever now. He remembered it all. And he didn’t regret a second of it, even if it would be easier to. 

No one says anything about it because thats just how Ed and Izzy are (emotionally incompetent) and Stede like just came out two months ago. He hasn’t dated since university and he’s certainly never had a threesome. He is completely unequipped to handle all this. So he just follows their lead.

So things mostly go on as normal with Stede and Ed spending time together and Izzy’s often around when they do. But Stede is a sweetheart, and a gentleman, and he also cannot stop thinking about how enjoyable that night was. It seems rude to not express that, but one doesn’t just say “thanks for that phenomenal sex”, do they? How does one, err, request a repeat?

Stede spots a gift he thinks Izzy might like and gives it to him. A short while later he notices the bag Izzy carries is nearly falling apart and replaces it with a nice satchel. Black leather, very cool, very much Izzy’s aesthetic, very much designer label and expensive as hell. 

Stede has to cancel a date with Ed one night, but orders an absolutely ludicrous amount of takeout delivered to their place anyway. A lot of it is Izzy’s favorites. 

Then there’s the concert tickets. He and Ed had given up hope of affording even nosebleed seats as soon as the tour had been announced, but Stede gets VIP, backstage passes, the works for all of them. Stede doesnt even like the band!

Izzy can’t take it anymore and has to ask Stede what the fuck. Why the gifts and the gestures and all this stuff? Is it just to butter Izzy up so he’ll agree to whatever dumb business idea the other two have? 

“I didn’t think I needed a reason to do nice things for my boyfriend!”

“...boyfriend?” Izzy asks, just utterly shocked. He’s echoed by Ed, who sounds less surprised and more… considering.

“Um. Yes?” Stede, to his credit, does immediately read the room and start to realize he may have misstepped. 

Izzy can’t even speak. 

“Are you.. is it wrong to call you that? I just thought.. i mean, after that night..” Stede blushes fiercely. “I call Ed my boyfriend, after all, and i care about you just as much as I do him…

Stede trails off with both men staring at him. 

Finally Ed chuckles. Izzy turns to scowl at him. 

“What? Don’t look at me, mate. I thought you two already had a totally different arrangement sorted out. I didn’t say anything about it because I figured you’d be embarrassed about having a sugar daddy.”

#steddyhands #this was literally just supposed to be Ed's sugar dadd tease and it turned into a fucking novel #omfd modern au #idk why but i rly want Izzy as a sugar baby and so damn mad about it because Stede didnt work for his money or struggle like izzy did #he wants to hate the nice things stede gives him but he also wants to own them to prove he is just as good as the rich fucks #just as deserving. #but he wouldnt seek them for himself because being happy feels like hedonism to izzy hands #and he knows he doesnt need Stede to survive. stede doesnt pay his bills or settle his debts. so he's conflicted about accepting it on a lot #of levels. but... he LIKES it. #Meanwhile Stede Bonnet who has never looked at a price tag in his life because the cost has never been beyond his means #is barely even aware of the term 'sugar daddy' and walking around thinking #'my smol angry boyfriend is such a cutie'

[pansyfemme]

the truth is im not sure if any other towns with ivy leagues in them tend to have the hatred and resentment for the school that ppl from new haven often have for yale. id love to just sit down and chat with someone from another ivy league town bc like. is it just the combo of a school full of very rich prep school kids in one of the poorest areas in the state where our public schools literally does not have the funding or curriculum for a lot of students to qualify for the college in their own fucking town or is this a wider issue in other places

#a childhood friend of mine just started at yale and im happy for her #but it makes me want to scream bc her mom works at yale she’s from new haven and there is literally a program here that is supposed to #give severly reduced or free tuition to new haven residents but apperantly they stopped doing that shit in her lifetime #so she has to pay full price and theyre making her live on campus despite living pretty much on campus already #hhhh im so fucking tired of this shit #her mom sent my mom this letter they got about how they should be careful about their kids being in new haven because its so dangerous and #scary and theres homeless people here oh my god!! there was literally a skull and crossbones on it #im so tired of this culture of yaleies being like ‘we want to reduce the distance between yale students and new haven residents!!’ but we’re #not the fucking problem. im thrilled about how much money yale brings in. we get an ikea and nice resteraunts bc of it #and nice museums and theatres and shit #but still our school system is on the list of the poorest in the country #my mom’s school literally cannot afford a school nurse or a counceler #i feel like maybe if yale wants to bridge the gap they should make it possible for people from this city to attend there #like. maybe they could start a program where kids from new haven could get reduced yale tuition? wait they already did that and they fucking #got rid of it for no reason

[inavagrant-a]

I just want to remind everybody that you don’t have to be active here 24/7 to stay “relevant.” You are here to have a good time, to try to relax, and if someone has some sort of problem with your activity for some weird reason it is their loss not yours.

#out. #just seeing people stress over #not being here all the time #pleas e don’t stress over that #ever it’s really unhealthy for you #I understand a lot of people find a lot of joy here and that is great #that’s wonderful that’s no t the problem but that’s exactly the core here #you find joy here #you have a chill nice time here #that will quickly go away if you start to think you have to #ALWAYS be doing something here #like I said if someone has a problem with your sctivity?? #tell them to pay you if it’s such a issue #provide them with your PayPal and prices

[biteapple]

Fuuuuuuuuck today was awful .... I went to the doctor and after that tried getting my lamp fixed at the lamp shop and they looked at it and was like. Yeah that's unfixable. Those parts just don't exist anymore, sorry.

Went outside and my car wouldn't start and I had to run around asking for a jump (lamp people were cool about my car chilling there for a second) and it rained on me a lot and then I went to jiffy lube and they drove me down the street to help me and tried jumping it but it wouldn't work.

And THEN they were like "wait. hang on" and hit my starter with a stick while i started it and was like "yeah your starter is OLD.. Go to this garage down the road they'll help you"

and the garage looked at my car and was like "ummmm.... that looks so bad I'm respectfully not touching that. Sorry"

It could've been WAY worse and I made it home safe after this buuuuut... I have no clue if my car will start so I can go to work tomorrow. I don't have anyone around to hit my car while I start it ... >>''

#I need to save up to get a used car. It's time. My poor baby .. I love this car ... #It could have been much much worse like. Paying for it to get towed or the lamp guy being an asshole about it #The garage people were nice. The jiffy lube people were nice #They did ask for $80 cash outta me though. They were like 'that's the usual price 😅' #And I was like fuuuuuck ok.... #I have so many bills coming up cause I'm trying to get my doctor shit done while I have insurance

[andromedasummer]

KNITWORLD EMPLOYEES YOU WILL SEE HEAVEN I WILL ENSURE IT

#went to buy their peruvian ayni cotton they gad on sale #for $10 instead of $16 (same brand i got the the last of the colourwork for their baby alpaca and 3 of their silk+alpaca for the same price) #and grabbed 2 skeins of the last 2 bright yellow ones. went up front and it came up to $32 and i was like ''woah wait its full price?'' #and the older lady looked at it and was like ''what. the hell?? it is??'' #and we both thought it was a while stocks last sale not a to a certain date sale #ahd i was like ''fair play its the first day back of the year i dont blame you for being out of the loop i know how corporate can be'' #and was fully prepared to go get a couple less nice quality wools in similar colours #but ahe was like ''nah we have like the stand up and the sale sign and everything thats unfair'' #so she called up head office and they called up the tech people and found a way to retroactively #have me go through as preorder purchasing the yarn for NEXT WEEKS SALE (which will put them all on sale at the previous sale price + others) #and allowing me to get the yarn then and with the paying being the ''prepay'' #god fucking bless them fr they were so kind doing that

[guinevereslancelot]

acquired some small apple trees for $10 each and now i have a little orchard 🥲

#i was literally sadposting abt not being able to afford apple trees in the spring lol #but some lady on fb was selling grafted trees for less than cost bc she did extra :') #anyway!! #i got five #i need to pay full price for a couple more but im so happy #i have a little orchard finally #we do have a few super old trees but they didn't have any fruit this year and almost none last year #and last year they were suuuper small #possibly weather related but idk the varieties so it's possibly that too #this year it was weather bit idk last year #now i have some nice varieties tho but im going to order a few more for better pollination and more types :) #anyway :) #no fruit for a few years but im excited to watch them grow #adventures in gardening #this has been a shitpost #horticulture tag #im thinking of contacting the guy who saves and sells rare historical varieties for some :) #and then i might get some very standard ones too

[fizzingwizard]

it's the end of 2023 and "thief king bakura had a point" isn't a hot take now anymore than it was twenty years ago when we first learned about aknadin's crimes in kul elna

#yugioh #thats what the narrative was implying you were supposed to think that #almost every yugioh dm plot arc involves abuse of power #and probably a hero/anti-hero/villain whose origin story is being a survivor of abuse #thats why we adore kaiba so much... despite his questionable extra-ness he's the guy who turned an arms manufacturer into a game company #and took over the world... with card games #and he's still messed up and extra and not all that trustworthy #but he's also a visionary #thief king bakura was much the same but much more helpless until he found zorc. or zorc found him #even atemu is a victim. he didn't cause any of this but he had to pay the price for all of it. #aknamkanon in his impotency knew it and thats why he sacrificed what he could to help his son even a small bit #i mean heck. what about kisara #point is thats the difference between thief king bakura and other abuse survivors in ygo. #he endured the unendurable but unlike kaiba there was no atemu to intermediate and help his heart grow out of zorc's reach #he becomes zorc's pawn and the battle is no longer about kul elna or bakura it's only about zorc #the person who deserved bakura's fate (as well as atemu's btw) was aknadin but like people in power are wont to he dodged accountability #yugioh was shockingly Real about some shit despite being the Card Games Are Srs Business anime #blah blah anyway it's nice to see the usual fandom wank still goes on in 2023 so i can whip out the ol' soapbox

[theexorcistiii]

Customers are incapable of comprehending when a coupon or smth doesn’t work or when something is not on sale. Their brains literally can’t process it

#working retail is so. sigh #mostly I get to stock but they made me cashier yesterday n like I have to go up if they need backup & man #woman yesterday was buying some cookie cutters n when she saw the total was like um these are on sale for 99c why are they more #& I was like um idk that’s just how much they are. & I had to get my manager to come over bc she was like seething. n she had to be like so #that sale is just for indivual cutters these r a different sale. (still on sale just more) #& she was like well the sign didn’t specify that. MAAM #& the website is being weird rn & not giving the barcodes for coupons so they can’t be used in store n most ppl (normal) r like oh bummer #but this 1 woman today was trying to use a coupon from the app but she made me do all this weird stupid bullshit so it ended up not working #so she went to the website & it wasn’t working so I told her & she was like so what I do then. MAN WHAT? PAY WHOLE PRICE FOR GHE THING?? BRO #Iits ok I’ve also had plenty of rlly nice customer interactions but Jesus Christ

[mynameis-a]

cons of waking up: tired for the next 3-5 hours

pros of waking up: deeper/raspier voice :D

#i hate being tired but its a small price to pay for a nice voice #it also makes purring easier which is always fun #♡⊱a talks #gender affirmation

[bizarreandjarring]

OK so i live in the US and let's say that i hypothetically work for a certain four letter german grocery chain that likes to value efficiency. now i get a lot of customers who like to tell me about how they don't understand why nobody wants to work these days, and why is everywhere understaffed, people are so lazy and don't want to work. while i stand there doing 3 jobs for the pay of one and slowly having my humanity melted away

so we recently put in self checkouts and now i have a whole new set of complaints (from exactly the same crowd) who tell me they hate the self checkout and wish it wasn't there and how its making the service worse etc etc. and incredibly, multiple people have complained to me after going through self checkout "why would i want to use this machine i have to do so much more work, i should be getting paid to check out my own groceries. it's like why are you making me do it i don't want to work at the grocery store"

#:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) #sorry for venting in the tags but |:) i am having such a brilliant time #im not kidding when i say that this job is actually ruining my sense of humanity #its like i know it isnt the worst job you can possibly have or anything and the pay is decent #but they run the store so barebones to save money and 'keep prices down' that it is incredibly physically exhausting #and you geniunely end up doing the workload of two people #and then i get vitriol from customers all day that the prices have gone up #as if i can do a fucking thing about it #but they dont treat me like im a fucking human being im just a service to be rendered to them #dont get me wrong a few people every day will be nice enough #but i s2g most of the customers #i could be sucking them silly all while checking out their groceries and giving them a discount and they'd still be mad at me #vent #it is hard not to be fucked up in the head after receiving that kind of attitude for 20+ hours a week for 10 months #i mean i've done customer service for years but this store is on another level of how much is expected of employees

[kellystar321]

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#periodical life updates #hi! still sleepy as hel!! thank you for being kind to my poem!! :) #i go back to college on the 6th; ive been thinking of opening ko-fi requests? i already have requests open for free but if people wanted- #to tip me for it it'd be available. im running low on funds and i still need textbooks :'/ not to mention getting lunch sometimes #college is so expensive u-u #i'd be pretty chill if no one requests; i still have enough to scrape by for now but its nice to have the option open #it's mostly going to be sketches; yall know the ones. what i usually do. high effort commissions are a bit overwhelming for me #especially with college work?? bleugh;;; but sketches are my specialty; i could do that probably. just gotta make example sheets #figure out pricing. i might make them 5$ bust/halfbody sketches and if you pay more i'll do more; like draw more of the body or- #add some color and/or simple shading or just draw more shots/add more characters; but it'll be up to how i feel #also how do i get them to people;;; hm. much to figure out. but yeah!! ko-fi requests! seems fun <333 #im not /as/ stressed about college this year but we'll see how it goes folks :P the household is a bit of a mess at the moment. #anyway! might make some food now; or draw; or go back to sleep <33 i love you <33

[entropys]

:/

#i couldn’t do anything today…. i didn’t leave my bed the entire time #i didn’t eat or drink water or even go to the bathroom this is crazy #i was just too frustrated to do anything it sucked today was shit #my body is already paying the price but i still can’t do shit #everyone left me here alone and only called to ask for favors :/// it made me feel so alone hh but whatever #i wish i could just go make myself some toast or something but everything feels so dirty and disgusting to me i can’t #everything as in the kitchen the plates the toaster the fridge everything #i’ll continue to rot at least i have my laptop w me to watch alchemy of souls i am Enjoying it #yk sometimes i wish preparing a meal didn’t give this much distress to the point where i can’t do it myself… #i just want to have a nice homemade meal that doesn’t taste terrible or look like its served on dirty plates.. #im so tired of being here genuinely… i need to get out and live on my own that’ll fix me #at least ill have a clean kitchen to work with #ours is a lost cause its disgusting it makes food so unappealing to me i can’t help it #honestly i don’t get how my parents live like this im certainly not 🫠 #every single thing that goes on in this house frustrates so much im going crazy

[widevibratobitch]

Thanks for your post explaining the situation surrounding Mariusz quitting his job! You write: "As someone who lives in Wrocław and is a student at its Music Academy I can only tell you - he was... not much liked, to put it lightly, by the Big People". By all means, he was a celebrated opera singer in Europe and the USA. What made them dislike him so much?

oh goodness gracious, i really cant say, why would you even ask me that! im the last person who'd engage in such shameless gossiping!

sike lol

i never heard anyone say he was not a great artist. no one doubted that. people only questioned whether he was the right guy for the job, only having experience as a singer, a perfomer, no matter how renowned. or rather, the main issue was - how much, having no experience in the position he now occupied, he was earning. because that really was an insane (and i mean. INSANE) amount of money.

Ołdakowska getting the job of the director was also a pretty controversial thing, so automatically, people who weren't in favour of her winning, didn't also like Kwiecień since she was the one who chose him for the job.

then there was the issue of the changes Mariusz wanted to make. he was in favour of promoting young, new singers and hiring big names for guest performances, ergo, many of the singers who had already been hired full-time for years by the opera house in Wrocław stopped getting big roles etc. no roles - no money (or rather, very little money, the bare minimum actually). this, coupled with the amount Kwiecień was earning... well.

he and Ołdakowska also promised Big Things but sadly they both got the jobs in the beginning of 2020 and we all know what happened then, not much could actually be done when the entire world was more or less paralysed by the pandemic.

and yeah, that's more or less it. id say, tl;dr in the end it's always all about money. and some personal beef he may or may not have had with some people, i really can't say cause that's all i know.

#please remember that in the end we're all just sipping tea and gossiping here. i say what i know what ive heard. #but do take into account that i generally tend to Not Know Shit on many topics so. yknow. dont take my word for godsent truth #no matter how tempting it is 😇 having said that. #i personally know some young singers who worked with him and never heard them say a bad word about him #but then again #being a nice person doesnt magically erase other things that you fucked up #i stated my personal opinion on the issue with the changes he made that not everyone welcomed in the previous post #so i wont say a thing about that here #the money thing... look. he stated his price. someone had to agree to pay him that amount. they could have said 'no sir that's fucked up' #but they didnt. they hired him for that amount and it's not like. illegal or sth. the morality of it is a different thing altogether. #and ngl i am biased because ive been a huge fan of mariusz since i can remember. #but the truth is - i know if the same thing was done by eg n*trebko or someone i dont like id absolutely drag their ass through dirt #and say it's a scandal so. #thankfully its not my job to have an opinion about him as a person. all i know and care about is that he is an amazing artist. #a spectacular actor. a decent baritone. and it is to him that i owe a huge part of why i fell in love with opera in the first place so #there you have it #mariusz kwiecień #opera tag #gossips uwu

[cookinguptales]

hey, can you talk about how fic commissions work? I'm not interested in getting into the market (I'm just not very good) but I'm super curious about the process

Well, honestly? I don't do it very often and I generally do it for charity. That said, I guess these days I'm saving up to renovate my bathroom to make it more accessible (take showers without risk of death 2023, tbh) so I might be open to putting the proceeds towards that. lmao

My usual process is to set a price per word (I try not to let it slip beneath minimum wage, tbh, so usually $10-$15 per 1000 words, perhaps more if it's a tricky subject) then if someone wants a fic of a certain length, they can contact me and we can work out the details.

I tend to get uhhh carried away with fic, so I don't charge them extra if I go over however much they asked for, but I do charge them! Typically I don't ask for any money until after I'm done. I've never been unable to complete a fic, but like... I guess I do feel more comfortable not taking the money until I have the goods in hand, lmao. I have a whole cornucopia of chronic illnesses, so I fully understand that shit happens.

Like I said, I mostly do this to raise money for charity, so then after I've told them I'm done, I wait until they give me proof of their donation to the charity of my choice, then after they show me that, I'll upload the fic. (Or send it to them privately, if they prefer.)

That said, I'm not like... some professional fic writer. I'd feel kind of uncomfortable with that anyway, though personally I don't feel like it's that different from selling fanart. I'm picky with the commissions that I take, relatively speaking. There are certain kinks I won't write, and I won't write NOTPs or pick up a new canon to write for or something. So I'm not a total pen for hire. More that if anyone in my existing fandoms wants to see something specific from me and they want to put some money towards a good cause, I'm willing to discuss terms.

Truthfully, it still feels very weird to talk about these things openly...? I grew up in the disclaimer generation, haha. I guess I've mellowed out, though, as I've seen literal Disney fanart sold at Artist Alley. (For the younger users here, Disney was always notoriously litigious about their copyrights.) It still feels weird, but as long as negotiations, etc. take place fairly covertly, I don't feel like... morally bad about it. Pretty much every piece of WWDITS merch I own came from Etsy/redbubble, so it'd be kind of hypocritical to treat fanfic differently, imo.

I've also done origific/nonfic commissions and translation (J-E) commissions, and I don't care who knows about that. lmao. That's just a normal fucking job.

#it's kind of hard for me to set prices with fic #because I mean... you need to set it around what people can pay especially if your goal is charity #and words add up fast #but being real with you my normal 9-5 pays me 3-4 times that rate per hour #so my time is technically worth a lot more than I'm charging for it lmao #still fanfic is fun so #(note: I get paid that much per hour but that's freelance work so I get paid that much per job and I get jobs in chunks lmao) #(I'm not just getting paid like... $40/h all day every day #that'd be nice tho...

[myownprivatcidaho]

lingerie is only good for you if uou stole all of it and didnt pay fpr any of it

#.y relationship with it has changwd ever since i totally have not done that. #i do not enjoy wearing it much less looking at it and i dont feel like its too uppity for me because i definitely didnt save a bunch of #money by not paying for it #and ultimately i definitely do not like it sinply because i like it there absolutely is a price value thag i respect and take jnto account #and there absolutely was a monetary transaction here. totally 🥴 #but fr tho. like not evaluating something based on its price but just because you think it looked nice and would like to try jt ... #its so freeing #im still wearing 3 layers in > 100⁰ heat the topmost being my handy dandy black denim jacket #but GOLLY. removing prices from the equation of what i think of clothing really has changed a lot for me .. #like. when i started that i didnt feel like there are some clothes thag are too Good for me and i shouldnt weat them #unless on special occasions. #! #anyways tho. mandatory disclaimer i own mostve it ironically and likely wont wear mostve it. but it turns out i like somw of it ! #and its just less pressure because im not worried ab whether or not This Purchase Was Morally Okay For Me A Mongrel To Make #its just. ! its more simple #but uhhhh yeah all that to say i havent touched lingerie in YEARS lmfao . first time in forever or howver that frozen song goes