#this is mostly for myself

[very-small-flower]

“

“He was very spirited the last time we met," Riko said. "Perhaps that was just a show for the crowd? Hello, I am

speaking to you. Are you really going to ignore me?"

Nicky dug his fingers into Neil's thigh under the table, a silent and desperate reminder to keep his mouth shut. Neil left half-moon marks on the back of Nicky's hand with his fingernails and counted to ten. He only made it to four before Riko opened his mouth again.

"What a coward," Riko said with exaggerated disappointment. "Just like his mother."

Neil stopped counting.

"You know, I get it," Neil said. "Being

raised as a superstar must be really, really difficult for you. Always a commodity, never a human being, not a single person in your family thinking you're worth a damn off the court—yeah, sounds rough. Kevin and I talk about your intricate and endless daddy

issues all the time."

"Neil," Kevin said, low and frantic.

Neil ignored him. "I know it's not entirely your fault that you are mentally unbalanced and infected with these delusions of grandeur, and I know you're physically incapable of holding a decent conversation with anyone like every other normal human being can, but I don't think any of us should have to put up with this much of your bullshit. Pity only gets you so many concessions, and you used yours up about six insults ago. So please, please, just shut the fuck up and leave us alone."

Jaws dropped up and down the line; Raven

symmetry shattered as they stared at Neil in stupefied disbelief. Riko's expression could have frozen hell, but Neil was too upset to be afraid. He'd have a nervous breakdown later. Right now he leaned forward and looked down the table at Dan, who sat with her face

buried in her hands.

“Dan, I said please. I tried to be nice."

"Matt," Dan said, almost choking on his name. "Matt, Coach. Get Coach. Oh my god.”

“

Excerpt From

The Raven King (93)

Nora Sakavic

#I feel like when ever people reference the Riko roast they stop after the first line #it’s easy to forget how magnificent this full scene really is #riko rost #riko moriyama #neil josten #aftg #all for the game #quote #this is mostly for myself #so I can have the full scene easily on hand

[oh-three]

Annual reminder: NaNoWriMo starts today.

#this is mostly for myself #but also for anyone else who might need it #personal #reminder #nanowrimo

[gravitycumplex]

#chesed library of ruina #library of ruina #this is mostly for myself

[dialga64bitz]

Shout out to withdrawal

#this is mostly for myself #mostly #I think the gif is funny lmao

[its-cocaine]

YHS YANDERE HIGH SCHOOL

(grian pretending to be taurtis episodes; 51-58)

45-(1:28) grian introduced(?)

51-forced to dress up as taurtis.

52-(13:08) sam pressures grian to kiss pepe??

53-(4:20) the famous plastic bag eating scene! 6:20 gym teacher being a creep  21:00 grian tries to run

54-(2:13) grian tries to run again

58-(19:00) taurtis remembers who he is

60-(21:00) pie&grian "fair knife fight" over majo ellen

64-(8:40(10:50)) put in "crazy people room"

STAR WARS 1-(1:20) grian forced into leia cosplay, in the basement for 3 days. (18:20) Grian is taken by stormtroopers

STAR WARS 2-(5:52) nurse is weird abt grian, he threatens to report him. (16:50) sam&taurtis try to give grian away to greode

#yhs #yandere high school #not sure what else to tag this as #grian #yhs grian #this is mostly for myself #DISCLAIMER;; i have not watched the majority of yhs #these are from me going hunting for grian angst #i dunno when grian eats salex tho #so if anyone wants to point me to the right episode that'd be great #og post

[tenacioussongster]

Finally I Watched “NERDY PRUDES MUST DIE”

As someone who has spent much of their adolescence watching YouTube and listening to original broadway cast albums, team starkid was the perfect intersection of my hyper fixations. Since I’ve gotten older with less time on my hand, I’ve only been a casual fan within Starkid nation.

However last Friday at 5 o’clock Eastern Standard time, Team Starkid premiered the third horror musical comedy within the so-called hatchet-verse, “Nerdy Prudes Must Die”. The chaos of midterms and rehearsals pulled me away but I had my first watch on Sunday night. I have watched bits and pieces since plus people’s compilations on YouTube.( i’l link down to them later) I have many thoughts about the show itself and some things I’ve read online and I am just gonna list them out. (Warning Slight Spoilers Ahead)

Probably my favourite musical so far out of the trilogy. I was a little underwhelmed with Black Friday when I initially and worried this wouldnt live up to TGWDLM. It is better, funnier and better paced overall. Definitely worth the watch

Angela's expressions remind me of Rachel Bloom in the best way. Her commitment to every bit is fantastic and she makes Grace Chastity.

Will Branner sounds so freaking good and plays Max’s up max’s funny and scary moments really well.. I really hope to see him again in another starkid project.

Dirty Girl is underrated and  it was my favourite song on first watch. Will and Angela mesh well, it's got this goofy sexy vibe and the second hand embarrassment I get watching this fantasy play out makes it so memorable. It kinda bummed me out to see it ranked so consistently low on other people’s rankings.  

Speaking of music, Jeff Blim knocks it out of the park and I will probably listening to the album when it hits streaming nonstop.

Steph and Pete are mad cute as the main couple within the cast of characters. 

Jon Materson is so good in this! The character Richie felt very real to me and I was so endeared to him. I did not want him to be the first to go, but Jon belting out “ I’m not a loser” go so hard.

Hatchet Town is easily in my top 3. Bryce sounded amazing in her verse annd I’m glad to see her utilized more. All the cameos were a treat for anyone who kept up with the hatchet verse lore, shows and readings,

I liked Barbecue monologues but I think Ruth’s dragged a little long. Still love Lauren Lopez as always and her voice was lovely in that scene’s solo.

Loved that Pete was confirmed as hot chocolate guy from TGWDLM. Once again, I love the lore tie-ins

“She’s bisexual and dead, where else would she is?” Is the freaking greatest one-liner in the show and I need it on a t-shirt or something. 

The Summoning is the best song in the show, Its been going on my head nonstop. I loved the costume and physical interpretations of the lords in black especially Kim’s Nibbly and Lauren’s Blinky.

Those were all the main things I wanted to share about the show and my commentary. If y’all having any theories or head cannon, I want to hear them. I will probably start posting my own after another rewatch :)

Here are the link to the show plus other people edits and thoughts of npmd that inspired this post.

#hatchetverse #hatchetfield #starkid #team starkid #nerdy prudes must die #npmd spoilers #I guess this counts as a review idk #this is mostly for myself #musicals #musical theatre #youtube

[glowyyfish]

Some names for chapters/stories/songs/whatever that I've written down!

Warning: i got most of these from songs & quotes i like lol. Also there's like a lot under the cut.

-Isn't all that rage ugly?

-Painting brighter memories

-Walking straight into the sea

-Isnt bite also touch?

-She rots in my mouth

-Little things aren't so little

-Lust for a vampyr

-Give me shelter, the night is dark

-I just want your love, so don't waste my time

-Queen of swords

-Mistress of grief

-Lady of tears

-A love this deep wont stay buried

-She was a gentle sort of horror

-We fall apart when nothings new

-Hot drops of milk and red tea

-The stars look alive

-And your kisses at night are replaced with tears

-I'm not going to hurt you yet

-I gave you my life baby, and now I'm gonna take yours

-A longing for love and red wine

-Avalanche slide flows like a stream

-And if I'm going to hell, i hope that you go too

-Must be lonely loving someone

-The sound when leather jackets hit the ground

-I won't be at heavens gate

-Where did you come from?

-Why was i led to you

-Getting older, while you stay young

-A shiver and a rush

-The sky before my eyes is never colour gray

-She gave me half my bones

-And looking clean

-And do so as we please

-Making up new numbers

-Nothing matters cuz we're both in space

-It's such a bore

-Before the war, when she was young

-I couldn't kill to save a life

-But now I'm getting sick of you and it's just too bad

-We'll wait with knives after class

-I never gave a single thought to where it might lead

-All those empty rooms

-Ten years worth of dust and neglect

-Running through your hollow bones

-Maybe i should run, I'm only 21

-Got caught in a romance with them somehow

-What do you want from my world?

-I really don't buy that you're that kind of guy

-Let me go tonight

-Yet here i sing about nothing

-You must be from another galaxy

-You saved me from a certain tragedy

-Sink into the wasteland underneath

-I'll sell you a dream

-Why were you put on earth?

-Back to a time before i had a form

-Back to a time before i was born

-But i guess i wouldn't know

-We can blame it on that I'm young, naive and really miserable

-Fill my lungs up with your smoke til i find a way to breath again

-The moon controls the tide, it could cause you to drown

-The crystal tide is raising

-I think my fate is losing its patience

-And teach myself how to die

-Now I'm just making up facts

-There's no meaning to the words

-Your voice is driving me insane

-The words, they don't make sense

-I try to show emotion

-I know I stole that line

-I know they adore us

-You are who I adore

-Being this godly can't be good

-Walk away with all our little gods spare change

-Watch the world decay

-A cumbersome and heavy body

-Take my lungs, take them and run

-I ain't sending you shit, no offence

-Never really learned how to act right

-Don't kiss and tell

-I'm a star girl, about time you realised

-Cuz your brain is out of action

-Don't be cute, be scary

-Been mad since you were seventeen

-Ain't it funny how I scare myself sometimes?

-It's like this feeling is gonna consume me

-I wanna be your mate or maybe go on a date

-The Blue water makes you look so pretty

-But you and I will always be back then

-And hang each moment up like pictures on the wall

-Let me hear you whisper that you love me too

-I'll make you be okay

-Laughing as the waves come rolling to my knees

-And longing for what could be

-But that doesn't come so easily

-Endlessly reliving moments we never had

-I'd rather play dead at a necrophilia convention

-Horrors live in cavities and they come out at night

-Just to be clear, this is not a metaphor

-Rumble in my tumble

#if you know where any of these lyrics come from ily #writing prompts #chapter names #story names #this is mostly for myself #but you can use them too #giggles and runs away #will add more as i think of them

[teeth-in-a-mason-jar]

ok I'm about to get real personal about the frickin good omens season 2 end.

That shit hit me like a truck.

That kiss was so important.

The way Crowley grabs his jacket and pulls him close is done in the same way he does when he's being all scary in season 1.

The way that Aziraphale keeps his eyes open nearly the whole time and his hands nervously and distressingly brush Crowley's back.

The way that Crowley pulls him so tight and presses into him so viciously and just holds him there.

The way Crowley keeps his eyes closed so tight the entire time. The way he doesn't gasp when it's over. The way he just looks at Aziraphale with those eyes. Like a goodbye kiss. Like he's always wanted to do that and now he has finally done it at his last chance and effort.

The way Aziraphale gasps and launches into a sob the minute he is let go. The way he keeps moving the whole time. The way that the first thing that Aziraphale says is "I forgive you."

And Crowley gives up and says "Don't bother."

AND

My favorite part

Aziraphale touching his lips constantly throughout the end. And pain and anguish and devastation and regret rippling through his eyes and ears and lips and hands and just the way he stands.

It's the fricking LOOK that Aziraphale has when he presses his fingers to his lips.

That look of fear and pain and anguish and regret and hurt and just so much.

Aziraphale looking back and forth between the door and the floor I'm so

I've made peace with it in some sad way.

Am I devastated? Yes.

Am I gonna listen to sad gay music all day and all week? Yes.

But I am sitting in this familiar pain of oh so wanting the relationship to start. For everything to be okay. For no one to hate anyone. And it hurts but it's been hurting for so long and it's a familiar fear and I'm gonna be okay and so will they.

I know this pain. I know watching someone being stuck in a place where no one understands them and they can't be who they are and them just far away. Too far away for me to love properly. Too far away and yet so close all I need to do is lean in and kiss that person so tightly and desperately. But I know that wouldn't do anything. All it would do is make us both feel worse.

And to the person I'm writing this about. If you see this, I'm sorry. Tumblr is my sad gay journal and well I'm sad and gay about ya. We should hold hands more I think. I miss ya

#good omens #good omens s2 #good omens spoilers #this is mostly for myself #I'm sorry #I am so tired and so sad but I'm gonna be okay #I will in fact scream if this show doesn't get renewed for a third season #I'll be so loud Jeff Besos will hear me and die from the sound #I have to go back to work today and I'm gonna have to keep it together #Sending prayers for my fellow queers in pain about this ending #this is too many tags #Crying #aziraphale #anthony j crowley

[bigdumbbambieyes]

if anyone tries to make you feel bad about the way you write/draw a character (especially your fave), they can simply rot 🤍

#this is mostly for myself #but also for those who have experienced passive aggressive messages #or vague posts about your hc in general #you are allowed to enjoy characters the way you want to enjoy them #if anyone has a problem with that it’s on them to filter and block the things they don’t want to see #also people think their opinions matter more than they actually do 💀 #just keep doing what you’re doing and be kind to yourself and others!!

[twinkpeaked]

this is for all the people rotting in bed this summer wither because they don’t have money for a vacation or no irl friends or a family that they don’t enjoy being around or all the above, i just want you to not feel guilty you see guilt here could rob you from the joy u could feel, honestly you could watch a bunch of movies start long series you’ve been meaning to watch read your stacked books work on something discover yourself. just don’t waste it feeling guilty for something you have no control over. you owe it to yourself to at least try and make the most of it

#this is mostly for myself #but i feel like other people need to know and realize this #bed rotting #cozy bed #rotting in my room #rotting away #rotumblr #boredom #movies #summertime

[bkfe00]

Predictions for season 5

Possible things that could happen in season 5. 

Starting with Tarlos plotline: 

Carlos get’s suspended (indefinitely) as a consequence for assaulting the undercover DEA agent 

Carlos questions his position inside the APD. Does he want to stay, does he want to leave and work for the Texas rangers or does he want to leave overall and quit law enforcement. 

Carlos will try to solve his father’s case 

He gets lost in it, effecting the relationships with his mother, his marriage to TK and his family. Creating a rift that lasts for more than one episode. 

He works with Detective Washington and the Rangers’ Chief 

He goes undercover (or he stays with the APD and tries to uncover the ties with the Cartel from within) 

He solves the case bet now has the same target on his back as his father. Or at least he will face some kind of consequence from solving the case (maybe he puts his mom in danger or they have to go in hiding) 

Carlos knows the person who murdered his father and goes after him or tries to take revenge (i doubt the latter because he already went berserk with DEA agent). 

I’d like to see some badass scenes with Carlos being fierce and slightly terrifying. 

Carlos and TK resume the children concept/argument/debacle. I don’t want either of them to settle for the other but I want them to struggle and it not be an obvious choice or smooth sailing. I don’t want it to be resolved in one episode.

They get another pet 

We see them on vacation

We see them outside their loft and outside of the firehouse 

TK doesn’t cope well with Carlos losing himself in his father’s case, almost resolving into old habits. 

We see Carlos’ sisters more

Judd comes back

part time to care for Wyatt 

Their will be more arguments 

exploring the pregnancy of his girlfriend 

Judd ultimately comes back as a consequence of Owen stepping down due to a health complication  

Overall exploration of the different relationships on the show 

Someone get’s pregnant? grace or Nancy

Kendra stay’s with Owen

They move in with each other

Owen moves in with Kendra

Kendra moves in with Owen 

We see more of Marwani’s relationship

We already saw Paul’s girlfriend joining the Catan nights, further exploration of that dynamic 

Someone other than Judd temporarily takes over as captain because he is not available (Marjan or Paul?) 

Tommy’s relationship gets more serious, engagement by the end of the season. 

PS I have a feeling that season 5 is going to be the last season or one of the last at least. We still don’t know when they are coming back because of the strike (I HOPE THE DO), but I hope they will and with all of the cast present!! 

#This is mostly for myself #feel free to repost and add to it! #i'd love to see your predictions #911 lone star #911 ls s5 #tarlos #tk strand #Carlos Reyes #tk x carlos #paul strickland #marjan marwani #mateo chavez #nancy gillian #Owen Strand

[pikoeatsglue32]

the worst isn’t behind you, but neither is the best.

Nothing will be perfect forever but nothing will bad forever either.

Something good will happen soon. Hang in there.

#this is mostly for myself

[thecorvidforest]

hey just a reminder that you will not go to hell if you don’t forgive someone for hurting you. god is not going to rain down destruction on your life. i do not personally believe in god but i do believe that if a loving god exists they wouldn’t condemn someone for not forgiving people, because not forgiving people is not inherently wrong

#this is mostly for myself #christian trauma go brrr #obligatory disclaimer that it CAN be harmful if you withhold forgiveness with the sole intent to hurt someone #corvidforest zero’s posts

[keykidpilipili]

Ultra fast attempt at recreating the top half of the new emblem from today’s Missing Link preview.

Kingdom Hearts belongs to Square Enix, etc, etc.

[ID: first image is a very pixalated a purple emblem behind a Behemoth against a black background. The second picture is a clearer version of the emblem on a transparent background. The emblem is reminiscent of a heart, the center is hollowed out forming the shape of v and large smile with cheek wrinkles on both sides, the eyes are curved rectangle with rounded coners. Three spikes part from the emblem to the outside on each half. END ID]

#kingdom hearts #khml #kingdom hearts missing link #kh missing link #i won't try to get the tip of the heart yet #there was an attempt but then again i have other things to do #this is mostly for myself

[porterprophet]

In light of the revelation that Imogen is supposedly 28????

The Facts As I Understand Them:

(Using the Exandria Timeline from the CR wiki)

———

Laudna is presently confirmed to be 50. (Dead at 20. 28 years alone. 2 years with Imogen. 50.)

Laudna is stated to be 20 in 810PD when she’s hung, so born 790PD. Ish.

Which cannot be true. Because it is 843PD for Campaign 3. Minus 50 is 793PD. 3 years discrepancy.

Imogen is supposedly 28. Started having dreams 10 years ago when she was 18. So 18 years old in 833PD. So born 815PD. Ish.

If you use Laudna as the constant - and say it is accurate, this cannot be so. Laudna is 50. Imogen is supposedly 28. Laudna would have to die at 22 for this to be true.

If it is accurate: Imogen is 28, Laudna is still 50; then Laudna is missing some time. Like a lot of other characters.

If she’s 50 in 843PD, she’s born in 793PD, she dies at 17 (3 years difference than stated canon) in 810PD and 30/31 years later meets Imogen, who she spends 2 years with.

If Imogen is born in 815PD to be 28 in 843PD, then Laudna is 22 years older than Imogen. Which is, again, not possible unless Laudna is missing time and inaccurately recalling her own age. Or Imogen is inaccurately recalling details on her own life. (Not improbable - she did just get presented with the fact her mom left when she was a child and she has memories of her that she doesn’t remember.)

None of this can be true, all of it is off, missing years and therefore incongruent with the timeline presented by the characters. Something is fucked somewhere, which seems to be kind of a trend among the Hells.

So what are the actual ages and timelines? Or is there another wiki or something with more precise dates?

#critical role #cr3 #laudna #imogen temult #cr spoilers #critical role spoilers #cr #cr timeline #cr speculation #this is mostly for myself #please correct me if i'm wrong

[someoneimsure]

Batman #411

Jason Todd has always been secretly a violent kid.

Btw, they’re talking about what happened under the cut.

But Jason learns his lesson here.

I don’t know what to say. I feel like this is self-explanatory.

Jason Todd always had the potential to become Red Hood. I don’t see any contradictions in character here.

#jason Todd #Batman 411 #my post #this is mostly for myself #not sure why anyone would reblog