#this is embarassing

[cuntboyprincess]

I finally did it.

I called a gynecologist today and made an appointment 🥵 Damn this phone call made me feel so anxious and sooo humiliated....

Now my mind is racing. It's in 2 months but I'm already dysphoric now. It's going to be so embarrassing to sit in the waitingroom between all these women. And then sit down in that chair with my legs spread, my real sex totally exposed and examined inside and out. And then there is the fear of getting noticibly turned on by the examination itself.... 😳

#ftm girl #fakeboy #ftmtf kink #detransition kink #ftm detrans kink #detrans kink #ftmtf #ftm kink #ftm breeding #ftm misgendering #ftm humiliation #humiliating kink #humiliation kink #detrans ftm #ftmtf girl #ftmtf blog #embarrassment kink #this is embarassing #ftm slave #ftm lesbian #ftm detransition #trans kink #trans breeding #misgenkink #misgenderingkink #misgender kink #misgendering blog #misgender me #detrans me #forced detransition

[oksurethisismyname]

Sure, it’s starts out innocent enough. You read a general audience fanfic for Sanji and Nami.

But it’s a gateway fic. Before too long, you’ll be on some omega verse X rated zosan fic with tags like “breeding” and “plot what plot” and when you die you have to have a contingency plan for your internet browser history

#roronoa zoro #one piece #sanji #zosan #black leg sanji #vinsmoke sanji #ao3 fanfic #so nasty #send help #this is embarassing #i cant help it

[36beetles]

I had that locket video stuck in my head so I had to add it

the lyrics are from Lovesong by The Cure, it’s so byler I couldn’t help myself

#byler #byler fanart #will byers #mike wheeler #i've never posted art idk how to tag it #this is embarassing #shit i think i got will's birthmark on the wrong side in the cuddly one #oh well #gay people real #corrie draws

[yourpalmalika]

My fanfiction is so banging . If I wrote it

#like literally i have such bombastic ideas these guys dont even deserve themmm #but cant tell anyone cuz i want to write it myself and then i never write #this is embarassing #собака на стоге сена кор #good omens #ofmd #johnshi #nandermo

[thatdeadaquarius]

OP your addtion about the Harbinger's reaction? Sent me wheezing to the moon 🤣🤣💀

I dont have any additions to Teyvat language yet (other anons have a more in depth explanations while mine is just shitposts wheEZE--) but I did have an idea for a Genshin AU.

I'm pretty sure everybody has heard about the blue alien people Avatar. Tribal people from another planet. (Also I just stumbled upon the forests of Sumeru while going through Chasm quests. The one that has giant mushrooms).

Imagine Genshin in the Avatar Au. Sumeru can be based on the first movie (It fits cause from what I can explore of Sumeru reminds me of the time I watched Avatar of the first time. Pure awe and wonder..) While the Water nation can be based on the 2nd movie, Hoyoverse hasnt released the name of the Water Country yet so we're just waiting. Mondstadt can be based on the upcoming 3rd (4th or 5th? Idk they had it lined up) movie that involves being high above the clouds. Kind of like the Jade palace or the Floating Abode in the serenitea pot.

Its all I could base for now since the other movies dont have that much info yet to be paired with Genshin's countries.

Bonus idea that randomnly popped into my head:

Still going with this Au but its sagau themed. Creator!Reader arrives to Teyvat and is considered as Eywa

NOW THIS

THIS IS AN ✨️IDEA✨️

I just want u to know i feel b l e s s e d that u put this in MY ask box , when this coulda been a whole post of ur own 💖💖🙏🙏

WARNING: So i havent seen the new movie, just the og Avatar one, and i totally loved that concept about Eywa and how their world works so ill refresh myself but if theres any new lore from the 2nd movie i aint got it yet 💁 srry babs

🎵 FROM THE DAY WE ARRIVED ON THE PLANEETTT

AND STEPPED OUT BLINKING INTO THE SUN

AND THE SUN ROSE HIGH IN A SAPPHIRE SKY

ITS THE CIRRRRCCCLLLEEE OF LIFFFFEEEE 🎵

^ except ur like the life itself bc ur god now

Thats why i put that there

This AU radiates that energy

♤

BRO I TOTALLY FORGOT ABT U MENTIONIMG THE COOL CHASM STUFF AND PICKED THAT GIF ALL ON MY OWN

BC I THOUGHT IF ANYTHING LOOKS LIKE EYWA TREE IN GENSHIN ITS THAT BEAUTIFUL MUSHROOM GOD

ANYWAYS-

So I accidentally posted this too early so keep refreshing or coming back bc if theres no "♡the beloveds♡" im still updating this then LMAO

SRRY GUYS

So anon's a genius and i could listen to u talk about this all day

I fucking love combining world building or lore together

Esp like making one the AU or just the setting like u said with Avatar worlds as settings and same characters-

EEEEEE U ARE EYWA- YESSSSS YESSSSSS I AM YOUR GOD BITCHES!!! SUCK ON MY BIG FAT MAN TIDDIES BITCHES RAHHHHH /REF

♧

So they deffo use "Eywa" as a term for you instead of your name

Honestly, before when u were a mysterious af planet creature thing (lets say u get isekaied there i mean)

Nobody rlly knew if u even could take a mortal form or even thought of that as a concept

I feel like the younger generations immortals and Teyvat's current countries kinda think of you Eywa as more of a passive entity life force thing

Rather than the older immortals and creatures that had seen thru eons or over the course of a couple thousand years

That u were very aware and intelligent

Not that ur energy or aura didnt tell them that alone

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So a little deeper into the Teyvat lore here but i dont see anybody else talking about it so I will

Originally, it was the Seven Sovriegns and you, and eventually Phanes and their Four Shades,

And they literally all quickly came to realize u literally made this planet and began to start the first traditions of worshipping you!

Like putting gifts or hand made goods at the base

(Ppl have also gotten a tradition from Morax/Rex Lapis and Guizhong and other adepti to leave birthday letters to offer you, which ties into what i say below⬇️)

Ya know,

Eywa the tree could even be a sort of source to the eyes of Teyvat of what you look like while u were playing the game

Like how Eywa's little jellyfish reach ppl in the forest and shit? I think?

So like i would imagine that whatever u make certain vessels or acolytes do most often, is what they think they should offer u :0

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Claymore users give u gemstones and ores

Bow users give u hunted game like fowl, or the treasure from puzzles that required arrows (like those bursting blue balloons?)

Catalysts and Polearms give u all kinda of crazy shit lmao

Bc they can be used for a vareity of things

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Bc of ur player status and abilities, people of Teyvat attribute a gain in power or talents or whatnot to you, Eywa

So say u actually physically there now, and u just wake up under the coolest sickest tree youve ever seen in ur life

Omg could u imagine????

Seeing Teyvat irl? But AVATAR WORLD IRL???!!!

You would stand there lookin around like a drunk fuck for like 20 minutes, maybe longer lmao

Its just so ✨️pretty✨️ here

Also the tree itself just feels like, the equivalent to ur bedroom basically but like specifically if it was hella comfy and like just the way u want it (all the decor is up, the floor is clean, u got like hot choco on ur desk, theres a candle burning, etc.)

♤

Oh so since ur like weirdly connected to the land, like u know how theres a voice line abt walking in that glowing aranara part of Sumeru and ur steps light up?

I saw that too in the OG avatar movie

So i feel like u would have a map with ALLLLL the peoples on it and little icons

U can focus on just vision users or bosses or big nature things like Dragonspine

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Oh so Eywa can control all animals and whatnot and so u as a mortal person can too

So anytime theres a threat u can deadass just become a pokemon trainer LMAO

Ok but think how badass it would be to just like,

Get the Primo Geovishap or Giant Bird Jadeplume Terror thingy to just leave their territory and wipeout some mfs

(coughunknowngodasomodaycough)

It would be fucking amazing

♧

Unrelated to above bc im just spitting out ideas srry guys

but like

I feel like if u were a lifeforce sort of ancient eldritch god for the entire goddamn continent of Teyvat let alone the whole planet-

You would have to maintain said continent/planet

Like, make sure the Irminsul is growing okay, protect from mfs like Dottore,

Stop diasters if ur Eywa too, esp bc u can hear prayers now, and would hear ppl crying out to help them geez

while the prayers of the many kinda just glob together to form the major "feeling" of the prayer for most creatures,

Vision users, gods, ancient creatures u can get their exact sentences

Basically more magic = better heard to connect with u

◇

Oh u know, i could even see it being even more manual or personal labor bc ur not like a tree connected to ur roots thruout the world technically

Like if volcanoes erupt in Natlan, the archon and gods there help and u r also wanted/needed in person for it to work

U would still be powerful, but yeah like say the tree was u just playing genshin before,

The game automatically regulated diasters and stuff other than what was supposed to happen in game

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So kinda bouncing off that I read smwhere that the Na'vi dont actually view Eywa as like omnipotent or omniscient

(like the God™️ from the Christian bible for a example of what your not)

And also! Dont blame/attribute natural diasters, plagues, or other bad stuff on Eywa

So good for you whew 💦

Ur actually supposed to kinda just be the collective lifeforce or Teyvat/world and nature, and a defender and guide of life :0

Which kinda fits with the whole "upgrading characters" thing actually

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Okay but I saw somewhere in SAGAU tag someone did another name instead of Creator to spice it up and its "All-Mother"

And interestingly, Eywa in Avatar is also called that and "Great Mother"!!

How fun :0

Also, the reason Eywa still got people with free-will is bc they kinda described the relationship to Eywa being something like a mother or parent

Maybe where name/titles came from ig?

Either way, ppl be calling u all types of nicknames u aint heard before lmao

I mean ur sacred, they dont just say ur name,

Nobody knows ur real name or what u call yourself

Just what they call u

Bc they couldnt communicate with u super well before, (the bday letters were the closest they got verbally, and even then they had to be addressed somewhat to ur first vessel the traveler to get thru/be seen)

Otherwise yeah u operating them lets say before on Earth you rlly felt like an eldritch nature deity 💀

Cause u guide them in battles, strengthen their talents and skills and bodies, and feed them food

If they were in battle like needing healing food, u help them heal by consuming it for them so they dont have to take a snack break in battle and

Let me tell u, these denizens of Teyvat who have to constantly deal with magic and monsters and abyss stuff, so a stroll outside ur house gets u in a fight...

...They are very grateful for that needless to say.

Plus i like to think u make fighting easier on them bc ur "guiding" their bodies

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Anyway thats a long winded way to say, help me think of all the names Teyvat's given you lmao:

Eywa

All-Mother / Great Mother

All-Father / Great Father

All-Parent? / Great Parent

Creator

Their Grace

Great Puppeteer

The Puppeteer

Soul of Teyvat

Greatest Soul

☆

She aint long bc im not that creative and this idea has sm potential too😔

I would love to be Eywa sounds fun and powerful af and i dont get expected to be Jesus and they know i dont cause the natural diasters, like that sounds nice

Aight im no genius and this writing feels like im just rambling like a drunk guy sittin on the sidewalk mumbling to myself, i had to stop writing 💀

Like that energy specifically-

So lmk if yall got any other cool titles or names :0

I couldn't think of anymore :/

Also srry about the updating this post and making u check back in if u already read this before i put the taglist

(Me putting the taglist means im done editing/writing this dw if u seein this)

Cheers,

🌒🌧🌊Aquarius♒️🌌🌘

♡my beloveds♡

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist

#oh geez #this is embarassing #yall dont look at me rn dont perceive #go check out my 2 other recent asks #genshin impact #ask box open #genshin sagau #my asks #sagau #genshin imagines #genshin sagau ideas #gender neutral reader #genshin isekai #genshin god reader #ok i finished #lmao my writing i mean #i accidentally posted this before it was fully baked in the oven 💀 #it was undercooked #fixed it #genshin avatar au #genshin impact avatar au #genshin eywa reader #genshin impact imagines god reader #genshin impact sagau

[skateisawesome]

at what point is an intro post necessary?

OH WELL HERE IT IS!

my name on here is skate, im a minor, im a girl, i use she/her pronouns and i have no idea what im doing!!

im in highschool so im a busy girl and i will complain about school

some fun facts about me are: i play 6 instruments and sing, i like reading, my favourite season is winter, i speak a fair amount of french and italian and i can crochet.

im also mentally funky so just prepare yourself for that!

most of my posts are about osemanverse but i love taylor swift and will not shut up about her. i am in a pitch perfect phase at the moment so expect some of that too and mostly i post whatever else pops into my head at the time.

my asks are open and i love answering literally anything and if you ask a question ill probably fall in love with you or smth

my tags are 'skate has words' for my writing 'skate answers' for answering asks and 'skate rants!' for rants obviouslyyyy

also my messages are open and, yes, i am extremely awkward, i would LOVE to be friends !!

im very infrequent on here and will sometimes forget tumblr exists for weeks so im never ignoring you im just stupid and i have memory issues

if youre gonna be mean to pretty much anyone i dont really want you here.

especially if youre gonna be racist, homophobic, transphobic, an ableist or just generally an asshole.

anyway have a good day !! :)

#please never read this #this is embarassing #if you even think for a millisecond that you might know me in person i am politely asking you to leave immediately #intro post #i dont know what to put in here #ps i only did this bc i saw pickledsad do one so shoutout to her! #i dont know how to tag this #i also dk how to use tumblr #how does this work #theres like 120 of you so i figured at least one person would care at least a little bit and if you dont then still be nice i have feelings #( whispers ) #if you wanna call me december im okay with that #it was nearly my name #anyway #nobodys gonna see this #but #if you do see this #feel free to call me december i guess #it would make me happy #but no pressure #also like #should i put my tags in this #i will #skate has words #skate answers #skate rants! #i love referring to myself in the third person #i do it ALL THE TIME #its kinda bad #but like

[blackpearlblast]

[ID: post from tumblr using cyle containing a link titled "Habitual social media users post real and fake news mindlessly" with a preview blurb "Habitual and non habitual social media users respond differently to likes, shares and comments." followed by the post contents: "some interesting tidbits in here about stated versus revealed preferences in people, and how engrained behavior can become, and how counterintuitive making changes to a social platform can be..." end ID]

Hiuuuh. staff member. Haven't seen anyone bring this one up yet. this is so ridiculous

(link to the article in the post. reading it and it doesn't make much sense to me the conclusions they're drawing in it anyway, but maybe it's because the study doesn't seem very applicable to tumblr as a website anyway)

#This is embarassing

[cuntboyprincess]

If you're, just like me, a girl, I dare you to get your vagina checked! Because it's so fun and embarrassing and female health is important 💖 This is your sign and chance to self sabotage and expose your girl parts to someone. Are you brave enough? Call a gynecologist, make an appointment and reblog this with #lovebeingagirl when it's done 😊

#ftm girl #fakeboy #ftmtf kink #detransition kink #ftm detrans kink #detrans kink #ftmtf #ftm kink #ftm breeding #ftm lesbian #embarrassment kink #this is embarassing #detrans ftm #detransition baby #detrans me #forced detrans #forced detransition #gyno kink #misgenkink #ftm misgendering #misgenderingkink #misgender me #misgendering blog #ftm detransition #ftm humiliation #humiliating kink #humiliation kink #trans kink #trans breeding

[oksurethisismyname]

I feel like this has the same energy as Sanlu/Lusan and I can’t explain why

Also if I had to see this gif so do you

#don’t reblog this for the love of god #one piece #black leg sanji #sanji #monkey d. luffy #sanlu #lusan #this is embarassing

[soullesstomatoes]

i need to stop being clickbaited by daniel howell in the year of our lord 2022

#this is EMBARASSING #dan howell #dan and phil

[idiotsofoz]

anyways

#this is embarassing #TOP 5 ALL FOB . #patd is mostly there because of afycso

[ivysgrow]

and you don’t really read into! my! melancholia!!!!

this one is from yesterday lol!

#tsselfienight #candy talks #this is embarassing #taylor swift

[littleacegoblin]

One sentence horror story:

“I found your fanfiction from 2018.”

#horror #writing #gen z thoughts #funny shit #thoughts #dank memes #funny post #tumblr memes #scary #spooktember #spooky #fanfiction #fanfic issues #fanfic #embarrassing #this is embarassing

[kucho04]

I'm not sure how this site works(it has been so long), but I'll figure it out. Truth is, I created this account for the only reason of interacting with more fans of this manga. I readed it many years ago, and somehow, got obsessed with it again.

Sadly, there are not many fans left. Still will try to contribute to the funeral creating some doodles on my free time

I don't know how those posts asking for followers with mutual interests work, so I won't try... nonetheless, if you are reading this and like this series, we can follow each other :)

#This is embarassing