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corvidaeconundrum · 15 hours

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Hail, True Body Warriors AU

Gonna do this as bullets of random information I have gathered since tying everything together into a cohesive storyline is something I’ll battle when I feel conscious.

- Mimics are dark forest warriors, specifically those who have nearly faded away complete as they’re easier to control and influence as compared to the ambition fueled fresh ones. They are able to be led into a living cats dreams through the help of a Starclan cat(Morningstar/Lucifer in this case), where they kill the cat in their dream, and use it to swap places with them and wake up in their body instead.

-Cedarlily/Mark’s grandfather is the current leader of Thunderclan, with Copperstrike/Cian being deputy. This is kind of the reason he was given the suffix he has, as he was seen as lesser then the other apprentices as he grew, and was cursed to have the suffix of a flower as compared to the other more fierce names of his fellow warriors. He usually tries to keep his name hidden from as many people as possible, opting instead for Cedarfang when he can.

-Morningstar is a Starclan cat, he was given this blessing due to the fact that in his life, despite his technical crimes, he never once believed he was breaking the warrior code, and was completely in the thought that he was doing good for the clans. Basically got the Mudclaw treatment, damned bastard. Completely guiltless so now hes allowed in cat heaven.

-Badgersight/Sam was Thunderclan’s previous medicine cat, until he was exiled for breaking the warrior code due to a vision he had recieved from Starclan. He spends his time living around the territory, bouncing from place to place as to not ever be caught. This also helps him keep his Thunderclan scent and not be confused for a full rogue, which would warrant an investigation.

-Azreal has the same name, as he is a kittypet

-Appletuft/Adam was a kit found abandoned on Shadowclan territory, and subsequently adopted into it. He was lucky to have already been mostly weaned, as no queen wanted to take him for more then a week due to his aggressive behavior towards his ‘siblings’. He’s a bit of a Cuckoo in that way, a creature of the outside doomed to remove resources from the home that fosters them, all before the others, and completely in favor of itself. Despite how his aggression made the clan have a very deep distaste for him, he was a perfect warrior. Addershine/Eve is his current mate.

-On the outskirts of all territories there is a rogue, fur a deep non-reflective black. He comes and goes as he pleases and no one has ever stopped him. If asked for a name, he only says Nobody. Elders like to scare the kits with the story, how he’s an omen, a warning of horrors soon to come. Cedarkit never believed them.

-Briarcloud/Bethany was a fierce warrior, who had the unfortunate habit of wandering. It’s how she discovered a kittypet and Shadowclan warrior having peaceful conversation on the edge of the latters territory. She was intrigued the moment she saw it.

-Robinwind/Cesar didn’t just die when he was killed, but something worse. For a clan cat to die in the midst of the Place With No Stars was an after life sentenced to pain and misery, of being trapped lost in this horrible place of pain, cursed to always walk alone along the thistles and blood. It’s easy to become lost in a place with no end. Starclan keeps it’s borders well hidden from it’s dark siblings.

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mochiiparadise · 2 years

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ok but i picture Will slowly getting over Mike because he knows it’s not meant to be. Then starts befriending a boy from school and they slowly start liking each other. El is super supportive and makes Will feel all excited and giddy. But Mike is extremely jealous and he doesn’t know why. He gets mad at will and says homophobic shit to him because he doesn’t know how to handle his emotions. He doesn’t understand why he’s so jealous of them. He finds out his feelings too late and Will tells him he liked him before but is over him now because he treated him terribly and Mike just has to live with that information and regrets so much.

#i’m sorry i live for angst between them #and angst in general tbh #byler #byler headcanon

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caninedragons · 1 year

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You know who's underrated? Reed. Clay's brother who was their Bigwings.

Everytime I reread the first arc im surprised he has an actually defined characters unlike Clay's other siblings. He's only in like one chapter and a prolouge but Sutherland was able to make him a character with depth, which is just really impressive. Reed has a small arc where he gets over his insecurity of being his family's bigwings when it should of been Clay and it so sweet how his siblings comfort him.

In short Reed deserves more discussion and attention. ESPECIALLY explorations between him and Clay.

#wings of fire #wof #clay #mudwings #tbh im surprised there isnt more fandom content between Clay and any of his mudwing siblings.#theres a lot potential there from angst he missed out on his famiky and culture to just sweet bonding moments #everyone focuses on Sora's poor handle on her tramau or Umber being gay #which is understandable bc there more prominent characters #but Reed also deserves some attention #id argue theres more to him than Umbre whos a generic nice guy which no real explored conflict of depth #i love Umbre though

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dracocheesecake · 1 year

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Sneak Peak At Some WIP KFP Drabbles:

1) Innocent (Kai & Daiyu)

He looked innocent.

Not always, of course- no one in their right mind would have even thought to refer to him in such a way, especially if they knew all of his titles and deeds: one couldn't think 'innocent' was an adjective complementary with someone called The Maker of Widows, or Master of Pain. Words had meaning, after all, and titles were earned.

His appearance wasn't innocent, either. Eyes glowing green with stolen life, evil seeming to radiate from his powerful form like the aura of light around the sun. Even his smile was wicked, as crooked as his moral compass-if he even had one.

And yet, although Daiyu knew this, she couldn't help but think that he looked innocent- now, at least. He had his head resting on her lap, at an angle so the side horns wouldn't poke her. The evil eyes were closed, the furrowed brow now having relinquished its usual tension. Even the aura had dimmed.

There was something there, just under his skin, something that might show if she only scratched. Her claws flexed, but she held the tips mindfully away from his face. He wasn't aware of the danger; he assumed (too readily, she thought) that she was innocent.

And perhaps he was right. Daiyu didn't really think that she could hurt him, even if his greed finally overpowered whatever few scruples he had left, and he decided that he wanted her qi after all. Then she'd be helpless- if only because of her own convictions holding her back.

2) Parents: (Kai & Daiyu)

Kai paused in sharpening his blade. There was a short silence, full of tension, and then he sighed.

"...He was a good man," he said, "leave it at that."

"There must be more." She said. Kai grunted and relented.

"He was a passive, pacifist weakling," Kai growled through his grinding teeth, "who wanted me to be as spineless as him- who expected me to kowtow to every single person who spat insults or threats for the sake of keeping the peace."

He scoffed and gripped the handle of one of his blades so hard Daiyu almost feared that it would crack; but Kai valued his weapons too much to be so careless. His grip loosened, and the anger with it, though the tension remained. He sighed.

"...For all his wisdom, he really only understood books, and not people- at least, not nearly as well as he thought he did."

3) Soft (Li Shan & Mr. Ping)

Everything about him was soft. From his fur to the way he smiled, everything about him was soft. Even the faint lines of grief that surrounded his eyes were muted, and the years of mourning had not been enough to destroy his kindness.

And everyone loved Li Shan for it. It wasn’t hard to see why: he gave off warmth like a hearth, and his generosity and patience was unstinting. He took care of everyone around him- the type to give you the shirt off his back, if you only asked for it.

Now Mr. Ping knew where Po had gotten it from.

4) Some Don't Heal (Kai & Oogway)

"Why is that Oogway? Why am I still alive? Why is the universe playing this cruel joke on me?"

He spread his arms as if to gesture to the bright, verdant landscape all about them, the beauty and tranquility of the place itself almost a mockery of what the two had been through only just outside the protection of the mountains.

"Why did everyone else die- even you, almost- while I got out completely unscathed?"

It was an exaggeration, Oogway knew- he saw a large burn scar on the back of Kai's shoulder, and there were a few places where stray arrows may have struck him; there also was a wound on his leg, on the side of his left knee, that Oogway had had to sew up again many times over due to Kai's nighttime pacing. Still, Oogway didn't respond; he just hadn't the words to explain- and how could he? Kai leaned in.

"Why is that, Oogway?" He said again.

5) Spider's Webbing (Kai & Zhizhu)

The spider blinked all four of his eyes. "You…don't know where you are?" He said.

Kai squinted at him. It was really dim in here, and the only light source seemed to come from that strange myriad of eyes. "Should I?"

The spider looked away and fell into silence. One of his smaller legs came up, a claw tapping thoughtfully under his jaw. "No," he said softly after a moment, "I suppose you shouldn't."

He glanced at him again, and there was a slight glint in his eyes, like light reflecting off the blade of a knife, sharp and full of dangerous potential.

"How did you get here, may I ask?"

Kai raised his brows at him and shrugged. "I was just walking along, enjoying the sights, and next thing I know, I'm suddenly falling down a pit, only to get caught in something sticky."

Here he raised one of his arms to reveal that some strands of web were still clinging to his fur- there were also a few patches of bare skin, telling of a very painful method of disentangling himself from the trap. Zhizhu drew in a sharp breath almost involuntarily in sympathy- and he hoped it would be the first and last time he did so.

Kai shrugged. "Now I'm here." He lowered his arm, but then the strands got stuck to his side and pants leg. The bull grunted in anger and pulled at it, and Zhizhu could see where it pulled his fur- and most likely the skin under it- with it. He winced and reached forward.

"Uh…Here, please let me help with that."

The bull turned his glare on him, his voice sharp and accusatory: "This is yours?"

Zhizhu paused, if only because of how sudden the anger was. Kai snorted.

"Stupid question," he grumbled, "I know…Sure, get this stuff off of me."

6) Aftermath (Oogway)

It was over- the battle was over, and now the aftermath of it had begun. Oogway stood where he had landed, staring at the empty space where Kai had once been. There was no blood, no body, no victory, save in the sense that the goal he had started out with had been accomplished; but he had not won. Far from it.

He didn’t think about that, though. It was too soon for the full ramifications of his actions to hit him with their weight- a weight that he could not yet bear; not now. There was still the absence to process, the bitterness of the pyrrhic victory to overcome. Kai was gone. He could see that, and now he was beginning to understand it. The finger hold move had worked. Kai had been defeated before he could do any more harm.

The pandas as well as the sanctity of chi was saved. Oogway took in a shuddering breath and leaned his staff on his shoulder. He cast one last look at the empty space before him, then turned quickly on his heel. The air here had begun to become tense and heavy, like the atmosphere before a storm set in.

He walked back to the village, keeping his gaze straight ahead, his mind empty- but the tension followed him, growing heavier and heavier on his shell. He still didn’t think- at least, not consciously. But that storm was bearing down on him, building up power and speed the more he tried to resist it…and then it struck.

Oogway stopped suddenly. His legs shook, and then he realized that he was very tired, and not just because of the exertion the fight had put him through. Of his own compunction he fell to his knees onto the soft earth, and at the same time a realization -one he had been trying to hold off- finally dawned.

He's dead. Kai is dead. I killed him.

Tears were running down his face. He tried to breathe, tried to swallow the lump that choked him, but he couldn't. His mind as well as his body were outside of his control.

He needed help, he was suffering. He was suffering so much that he lost himself…and I killed him. He needed my help, and I killed him. It's my fault he ended up this way.

And now he was gone forever. Oogway remembered the way Kai had looked at him that final time, with those horrid demonic eyes, eyes not his own-

But they were his eyes, underneath the green veneer they were still his eyes- full of hurt, confusion, his mouth moving, trying to form words- what was he trying to say? No one will ever know, now. I didn't even give him the chance to say his last words.

And that thought made Oogway want to crawl into his shell and never emerge again. He covered a sob with his hands, but didn't dare close his eyes for fear that the image of Kai's face would come back to haunt him. With a desperation driven by grief he fixed his gaze on the grass and tried to focus on the physical sensations of the present moment.

But he couldn’t. No matter what he did, he couldn’t stop his mind from forcing him to relive the fight again and again.

7) Do The Dead Still Feel? (Daiyu)

And there was still a taste of metal on her breath, lingering on the tines of her tongue. She no longer hungered for air, but she found her chest heaving anyway, some compression on these copies of her lungs that obediently pumped for a body that no longer needed it- save for somewhere in the left side of the yawning cavity of her chest, there was a slight sagging sensation, a delay that would have been painful if she still had the nerves to feel it.

Daiyu's right hand reached up, almost without her conscious will, claws tracing along a thin, precise scar between two of her ribs, just under the cloth. Her breath- (her breath, her breath, horrible, unneeded breathing)- hitched, and her claws curled inward harmlessly towards her palm. Tears- these, also unneeded, but actually wanted this time- rolled down her face.

Again that ice cold realization took over her body, drenching it in numbness; it shouldn't have been a realization, she'd known this for so long by now, long enough for the shock to have settled, but for whatever reason it never did stick.

She was dead. She was dead. She was dead, dead, dead.

Why did it still hurt?

Her eyes shifted over towards Kai, the mountainous shadow of his body only just in front of her, and she considered asking him if he ever felt the same. She would have, the question was on the tip of her tongue…but she never did ask. Perhaps she was afraid of the answer.

She prayed to Guan Yin that he didn't feel the same.

#kung fu panda #kfp 3 #general kai #kai #kfp oc #drabbles #fanfic #my writing #wips #li shan #mr ping #young oogway #general oogway #master oogway #daiyu the true night warrior #angst and fluff #no in between #comments are always appreciated!#ft. mention of Bingwen

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nyerusnova · 7 months

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i dont even dislike gotham war so far -- i think it has really good potential, i'm just really nervous about the payoff being done in a satisfying way. my main qualms about it are that some aspects of it are ??? (re: selina stuff) but on the whole, it's interesting and loaded with batfam angst.

like bruce going off his rocker because of his paranoia and fear for his loved ones, how it gets all tied up with zur, and all of it leading to him hurting his loved ones "for their own good?" that shit is what angst/whump fan fic authors have been begging for let's be honest. batman 138 itself was super interesting because it featured bruce's words not matching with his actions and i LOVE when that's used in storytelling.

im just hesitant to really give an opinion yet because how it wraps up is going to matter imo.

#we're definitely in yikes zone RN but that can be good (oh this is lots of powerful angst!) or bad (oh this was just nonsense in the end...)#my biggest fear that is either they don't have a proper conclusion arc and we're just supposed to accept that like #oh hi yeah bruce is fine again and he's really sorry and everyone immediately forgives him #or like it creates a super uncomfortable dynamic between all of them and we have to deal with that for a couple of months #idk man #generally i liked failsafe so hopefully zdarsky is able to pull through on GW #plus i dunno how to feel with how they've been handling jason lately :/ it's not objectively bad it's just... i'm sus about it yanno?#just rambling to myself tho!!#dcu #text post #nyerus.txt

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benevolentgodloki · 1 year

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Whats the last thing u remember after u died. Besides dying

"The last thing...? Do you mean the first thing that I remember happening after I died or the last thing before I returned? I remember flickers between two places, one of fire; ice; and death, and the other owned by a madman. I awoke in the latter after the 'Blip' and escaped."

#I guess this is my default answer?#my own fault for having so many verses with different outcomes XD #canonically I'd like to think he's in Valhalla or reborn as Kid Loki #generally I do the angst of him trapped between Hel and Sakaar #some verses like with Iron Mun he was in Limbo #Loki answers anons

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