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insanetwocubes · 2 years
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Today's pattern.
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offthecuffwriter · 3 years
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My grandma told me once
You should be selfish
Leave the sinking ship
And not look behind
Never, my child, never
Let yourself drown in the sorrows
that do not belong to you
Learn to swim, learn to fly
Be ready to leave when it's time.
/offthecuffwriter/
Be selfish enough to leave the sinking ship.
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terdazaly · 3 years
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Animal Kingdom 5x03 freeride
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lonerrhere · 3 years
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And like other people, I am also afraid to write stuff, that's too personal, things which I've never said out loud before. I want to write them down, but am ashamed to write it. I never ever had the courage to put it in words. And now here, there's no other thing than me being afraid of being hated.
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terraperegrinus · 3 years
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You should know that by now.
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insanetwocubes · 1 year
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twitch_live
I'M STREAMING COME IN!!!
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insanetwocubes · 1 year
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I think part of the reason I let other people take advantage of me is because I don't take advantage of myself.
If I do something for me, I have everything to lose as well as to gain. But if someone asks me to do something for them, they have everything to gain and nothing to lose. And if I try to help someone, I have some to gain and also some to lose, but it's never that much.
Hmm...
Not that it's any news but I'm really scared of losing anything at all. But losing is losing and I can lose in both scenarios, but gain only in one.
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insanetwocubes · 2 years
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I had a weird dream about a broken gas candle?
Are we ever gonna talk about that Karl dream or what?
You are obsessed.
What are we gonna do about this compliments thing, Flare?
Dammit, Four. Fuck.
You want to feel valued.
Sure, doesn't anyone?
We're not talking about 'anyone.' We're talking about you.
What's uhm. The difference?
The difference is that you're responsible for meeting your needs.
That's...
What?
What needs?
Girl, you are doing this denial dance thing and it is pissing me off. Can you please focus?
No.
Why?
It's uncomfortable. I don't have needs. I'm fine.
You're not, though.
I'm good. I'm fine.
Flare.
What?
I know it's frustrating. This feelings thing.
I just don't get it! I try and I try and I try and it never gets easier! I can't like feel a feeling and instantly know what it is and then fucking summon a personification of it and talk to it. Do you know how scary it is?! To acknowledge yourself? What if it doesn't like you?!
I like you.
That's... you're programmed to.
Emillie likes you.
Barely.
Lots of people like you.
Not enough.
Shhh...
You're gonna be okay.
I'm not, though. They're gonna mob up and get me.
No, they're not.
Yes, they are. It happened before and it'll happen again.
With the amount of times that it has happened, you'd think you know how to deal with it.
I do know how to deal with it. It's just extremely painful.
Can you keep remembering this pain for me?
Uhm. Sure.
Now if you were to describe the feeling, what would you say?
I don't know. It's kind of red? A red-ish tint. I kinda feel it in my chest and my upper arms.
What do you think is the value behind this pain?
The value for my safety. But also like. I don't know. That's not the whole story, y'know? Like I know what they say has to be true just because it keeps happening. Maybe I'm just a bad egg, y'know. Just inherently. Something is off with this one, y'know? And it's not worth it to fix. Just throw it away and start over. We don't care enough about her, she's disposable.
And what would you say if someone told you this to your face?
That they're probably right.
And what if they said the same thing about me?
Holy shit, Four! I will not let anyone say this about you! Are you crazy? You're literally the best thing to ever happen to this world. 'Disposable'? Fuck, I /will/ kill them.
Now say this to you.
What, you want me to lie?
Not exactly. I want you to have a conversation.
Okay... dear me....
*nods*
I wouldn't let anyone say this about you. You're not disposable. And you're not a bad egg. You're the most valuable thing in the world to me.
(Sure doesn't feel like it.)
*cringes and looks at Four*
Things that are true don't always feel like they are.
(If it wasn't true, then why do we have a whole history of being treated like it is.)
Honey, humans are not the beacons of truth. They are wrong.
I don't believe you. (I don't believe you.)
Think on it for me.
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insanetwocubes · 2 years
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Well, obviously she doesn't feel good about it. It's all fucked up in there.
Think about it as setting up a kit. The kit doesn't make the task complete, but it puts you in a position to easily complete the task when it happens.
Oh. Like the morning routine when it wasn't finished. We slowly started adding more things and then it started doing a lot for our mood.
Yes!
Oh. Oh! Yeah, I feel better about it.
I'm glad.
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insanetwocubes · 2 years
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Well, are you?
Well? Not 100%. Better? Much.
I'm kidding, I don't know what this is referring to.
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insanetwocubes · 2 years
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Colin Meloy: This song is about being really sad.
Me: Which one?
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insanetwocubes · 1 year
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If the blindfold doesn't give it away, MANS JUST ADMITTED TO BEING A BRAT SUB IN CANNON NO CAP
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insanetwocubes · 2 months
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Four: Realistically, do you think, lyke, you and I could be, lyke, lovers?
Flare: There's no way.
Four: I think if you worked on lyke...
Flare: Me? Worked?
Four: Yeah <_<
Flare: What am I working on?????
Four: You gotta work on some things, Falafel.
Flare: What do I have to work on?
Four: Relationships are work. Everyone needs to work a little bit.
Flare: Okay.
Four: If you... just worked on y'know uhm...
Flare: How about the positives? Wanna list the positives first? You're going straight-
Four: (Straight?)
Flare: -to "work"?
Four: I'll list all the positives, if you want me to. -
Flare: No.
Four: -But we'll be here for a couple of hours ;)
Flare: Oh yeah, now you're trying to dig yourself out of your hole?
Four: I'm not digging anything out of anything!
Flare: You're sleeping on the couch.
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insanetwocubes · 5 months
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I think Malakai is a bit of a detective...
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insanetwocubes · 5 months
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Do you think it's a good idea?
Maybe... I don't know. We have to get it over with eventually. Might as well rip the bandaid off.
Do you think it's a good idea?
I think it would make our lives easier. Instead of tip-toeing around it.
I mean. If we can't tell our therapist about our experiences, then who can we really tell.
I mean. If you trust her, then, I'll follow your lead.
She.... seems pretty okay.
I'll just... let her know....
Hey. Whatever you say, goes.
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insanetwocubes · 5 months
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Wait. Okay. I'm basically the only one here who cares if I fail or not.
Everyone else is just telling me to try again. Wow that's fucked up. Of me to think that.
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