#theyre not heavy in the stomach and Ill have a variety of flavors to choose from so i wont get bored or grossed out like i usually do when-

[hufflepuff-skank]

Bruh I haven't been able to do anything all day, why do I feel so physically bad. My body is stiff and sore and fatigued and i feel vaguely nauseous and dizzy and i just,,,, do not like this at alll. Literally have not been able to even listen to music let alone look at a screen or read or message friends or something. I feel so bad, but I dont for sure know why, and I just want it to pass, whyyyyyyyyyy.

#i was finally able to talk on the phone and play videogames for a short bit earlier after I got some sleep but it didnt last long #i just #feel #bad #i cant explain it #but my elderly cat Hector is comforting me #my tummy isnt one of the things bothering me today so he's able to cuddle me in his favorite way which is by lying on my belly/chest #hes purring so much #he lob me #ok stream of consciousness rn-- im ordering a bunch of flavors of instant rice noodle packets (like typical ramen) bc i had some recently- #-and it was the fucking bomb and im so excited #theyre not heavy in the stomach and Ill have a variety of flavors to choose from so i wont get bored or grossed out like i usually do when- #-I eat the same thing over and over again #im hoping itll be a good small meal for me when im not feeling my best #which ugh im getting a headache. imma take some pain pills and go to sleep. which also?? ive been sleeping so much today?? #it's really similar to when i was feeling REALLY bad in the hospital with the weed thing. s2g i did nothing but sleep and vomit during- #-that time. the sleep was partly bc i just didnt want to be conscious for the agony but also bc i literally like/// could not even think or- #-exist or do anything normal. it was unbelievable. but yeah this excessive sleeping im doing def feels at least partly involuntary #im probably about to reach tag limit so im gonna leave and get those pain pills so i can get some sleep #i might eat a teeny tiny snack so i dont wake up from hunger later. but not too much food bc then ill be really uncomfortable- #-trying to get to sleep. i really am just so fuckin sensitive to bodily sensations. ...and emotional sensations 😂 Im just a fussy baby #tags