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#theyre not going to give me shit in terms of stabilisation and trauma therapy and frankly ive given up on treatment i just want to get my
wingedbeings
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#therapists can just be.. so annoying sometimes lmao
#like stop feeling bad for me for things ive accepted n know rnt going to change
#stop becoming awkward abt it bc u cant accept whats been mt entire life
#im not here to sit and make u feel better abt my circumstances? the fuck
#idk im just mad this shit sucked
#like that is not what theyre here for
#like she would help me get a psychiatrist again for my meds n get my papers sorted n next steps n shit
#like options or whatever idk
#not whine at me abt my own situation
#i dont feel like even explaining it to her
#like the details and whatever
#it doesn't fucking matter
#thats not what her job description is and what we decided on
#shes not a therapist in the sense of like being a therapist
#idk how to explain it bc its region specific
#shes more like a carer sort of idk how to word it and frankly idgaf
#im just mad bc i dont care to do pointless shit anymore that will just open shit back up i have to repress and remain dissociated from to
#survive
#theyre not going to give me shit in terms of stabilisation and trauma therapy and frankly ive given up on treatment i just want to get my
#meds and diagnostic papers sorted which is what sheshere for -_- not whining to me abt my own situation that literally cannot be changed
#like i am repressing this shit in order to survive lol just leave it alone
#dont think repressing is the right word bc were dissoxiating from it and shit like that n overall just still doing the trauma survival
#response but ya -_- idgaf rn im just tired of the healthcare system and ppl who pretend to give a fuck
#this isnt explained right so dont think u get the whole situation from this single post n make assumptions and what not
#im just venting abt parts of it n already explained more than i wanted to
#moss.exe
#i dont feel like making this shit palatable for others n whayever anymore i tried not to mask as much today too n shit bc i just am so
#genuinely tired and just mad like i don't feel like makingmyself care anymore
#i have to still mask n hide shit n phrase it specific ways to even receive the bare minimum lmao but im just so over doing anything more
#we were going to say more but dissociation n whatnot so cant remember :) byee
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