#they’ll never fucking have it

[adastreia-12]

poseidon’s relationship with percy is something that is so personal to me. love so flawed and complicated, so wary and tentative. your father is here. he’s always been here. he’s not sure what to make of you but he is proud of you. you’re not sure what to make of him either. you’re sally jackson’s son, but you have your father’s eyes. you are the sea as much as he is. trust him. trust yourself. breathe. the sea does not like to be restrained.

#I’m so scared they’ll fuck up their relationship in the show but I have HIGH hopes #so far interesting things have been introduced about him which I hope will actually insert nuance to the show #what does it mean for your father to be a monster? #your mother never talked about him that way #but all are victim to the immortality of gods and the detachment it brings #how much can a profound being truly love you without making a victim out of you? #does one’s immortality inherently devalue one’s love? #this devolved into thoughts about sally and Medusa and Poseidon and poseidon’s monstrosity #but whatever #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo tv show #pjo series #percy jackson

[tariah23]

oooooo white people in my replies really saying ‘I can excuse racism but I draw the line at homophobia’

Not surprised since this is the site that only talks about racism and thinks it’s a big deal when they see it demonstrated in the cartoons and comics they like *coughs* dungeonmeshi *coughs* (for example at least. I haven’t seen THIS many white ppl talk as in depth about racism on here as much as these fandom nerds, man. I stg. Like “Ohhhh, so you all DO acknowledge that racism is real? Just not in real life even if you could feel it slapping you in the face at high speed. Gotcha.” It’s crazy.

Tumblr is like, 90% white and is extremely centered around them. That’s why you barely see stuff that’s important to black and brown people ever trending here or being talked about. It has to be something incredibly huge to the point where even white people can’t ignore it like they usually do, to talk about it here.

They only talked about George Floyd here because the topic of his death became world news. Even people in other countries were talking about it. Before him, it was probably Ferguson and Trayvon Martin… most of them are still trying their best to ignore the genocides because it’s a “touchy subject.” What do you expect from white people who live in their own bubbles of comfort and refuse to pop it with a needle??? They find comfort in their privilege and faux ignorance (they love playing stupid to avoid conversations about important things outside of fandoms like, are these mfs born with half a brain dedicated to fandom or what.) That’s literally all these mfs make a big deal out of, especially on this annoying ass platform. The ao3 mfs will go to war for the site that allows racist ff and cp like it’s no big deal. I wonder how many people here even donated to the site while actively scrolling past dono posts from folks who really do need help. They act like they’re doing a civil service by defending this site that makes over the amount of it’s intended dono goal in minutes.

Then you already know as soon as you even bring up racism in the stuff they like, they start ganging up and harassing black bloggers especially, calling them TERFs and the whole nine. Anything to make that person look bad for being concerned about the racism that they have such an intense aversion to. God, it’s absolutely exhausting knowing that these people would have no problem choosing a cartoon character over your entire existence if they COULD. Isn’t that fucking sad, man?

#:( #it’s like what can you do #as a black person I get why sm black bloggers here have ‘don’t follow me if you’re white’ in their bios #they’ll call it racist or whatever (it’s fucking not you guys just treat black ppl like shit here and most of us feel unsafe to interact #with y’all. you guys always turn on us at the drop of a hat) #i remember commenting on a HS post funny enough years ago #because the punchline of the post was literally the white mfs saying nigga #and I was so annoyed that I told them off and one of my white mutuals unfollowed meanjsjsjsl #like right after that #and another unfollowed me because I talk about racism and the like a lot like this is a really well known artist too so I was like 🧍🏾‍♀️? #because I talk about racism a lot??? it’s weird lol #like they’ll tolerate you for a while then when they feel offended they start to act weird and act like you’re not supposed to talk about #the stuff that effects you #tkf replies #karmelarts #they don’t give a shit about anything if it doesn’t personally Involve them #they act like they can’t relate to anyone or anything it they aren’t marginalized themselves (being gay or trans which they treat as a #personality trait) #notice how you never see movies/ shows about black and brown ppl trending here? it’s always white centered shit no #matter how hot and popular that show might be #you’ll never see something like the wire snowfall or power trending here #all of the black ppl are on twitter anyway so #sm black ppl got ran off of here by annoying white ppl

[gaypornvideoswebsite]

your fav celeb could evacuate dozens of people across the rafah border crossing without it impacting them even a little bit. the hoarding of wealth while pretending to give a shit should turn your stomach.

#instead they’ll donate to fucking US Israeli funded NGOs and charities that dont actually do shit to change the conditions of the people #or the world for that matter. charity is an insult when revolution is the ask. #oh and the resistance will never ask for money and they never have afaik. these are separate entangled things.

[novelconcepts]

There really aren’t words to describe the simple queer joy that is lounging on the couch shirtless after top surgery.

#queer #nonbinary #top surgery #the simple queer joy of going for a run after top surgery #the simple queer joy of flopping in bed after top surgery #the simple queer joy of treating your own chest like a drum kit after top surgery #it’s like breathing. it’s like getting to breathe for the first time in 20 years. #I love my scars and I love my silly ease within my body and I love how #even if I still don’t look quite like I feel I should in other ways (hips face lack of muscle in my arms) #I FEEL like I feel like I always should have #and the sense of home within my body is more enormous and somehow simpler than I could ever have words for #though fuck knows I’ll keep trying #because it’s important. if not for me then for kids who think they’ll never get here #you can. you will. it’s exceptional and you deserve to feel exceptional in your own bones

[applestede]

I doubt this is going to happen. I have no doubt S2 is gonna beat us relentlessly against a wall as far as emotional weight and the gravity of resolving all the misunderstandings

But wouldn’t it just be so funny if they totally subverted that? Like the second Ed and Stede lock eyes they’re already making up before they’re even close enough to hold each other. No tension no angst, we’ll all be writing the opposite of fix-it fics, we’ll be writing make-it-worse fics 😭😭

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd season 2 #ofmd s2 #stede bonnet #edward teach #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #stedeward #s2 predictions #they’ll just fall into each other’s arms like they never left #and we’ll all be like 🧍 #I’d suffer through it just to see Izzy fucking explode into a million pieces #this brings up the point that like #we just have no idea what they’re gonna do #it drives me insane #we can come up with SO MUCH #and at the end of the day so little of it will be accurate

[lornasaurusrex]

I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess

This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.

I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕

Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.

The video is still on YT.

#Anywayyyyy #The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD #So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY. #Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃 #I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks #and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why? #STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed #So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy #But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries #Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated. #But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼‍♀️ #Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break #Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now. #OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!! #I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹) #Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS #There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE #🇵🇸

[why-the-heck-not]

Starting to almost wish I could just go do this fucking presentation today solely bc I’m getting mad and tired of the anxiety, how is it physically possible to be this anxious for so many days straight. There has to be a limit how long u can be on the verge of an anxiety attack like ????

#it’s stupid #cant sleep cant eat over ’’ppl are paying attention to me for 20minutes or so’’ #i hate this so so much #bc like I KNOW it’s overreacting and unreasonable and it never is as bad as I think but knowing that won’t do shit for the anxiety #like it will he here until I’m back home tmrw after having presented it #at least it’s only like a day of this anymore but I don’t have the energy for this for even one more goddamn minute #literally what could happen in that presentation that would be worse than feeling like this?? #the realistic worst case possible is that I lose my train of thought or have a ’’brain doesnt work’’ moment and have to take like 20secs to #gather myself and like maybe if someone asks a question I don’t have an answer to #but like I won’t die or anything #even if it’d be awkward (it will be awkward) that’s legit nothing #I’m ’’just some guy’’ to the ppl and after leaving the building they’ll never think abt my stupid ass presentation again #so wHY cant I fucking chill #april 2024 #2024

[howlonomy]

Seeing the adult monster clover design made me realize something, due to the power of their half and half human/monster soul, wluld their aging work under the same rules as boss monsyer aging? I.e no growing old and decrepit without becoming a parent.

Like I'm pretty sure the power of a boss monster is the primary reason for that, so would they just be stuck as forever 18?

nope they would age normally! they can get older (but kanako could not)

#monster clover au #asked and answered #mcau lore #clover uty #and then finally clover will be older (kind of) #i always thought the cant age until theu have a kid thing to be dumb as hell anyways #bc like. its not even really important at all??? like its judt never really brought up as a major thing #like its just a side effect of the whole og story #so why is it there. why is that important. why was that added at all #anyways. i didnt mean to ramble AJDNWKXKS but they would age normally bc i said so 🫵 and i want them to be able to live a normal life #without the pressure of havinga child or else they’ll live for fucking ever

[jasontoddenthusiastt]

On the subject of gotham county line and batman noel and so on and so forth it’s pretty frustrating (from a watsonian pov) that anytime Bruce hallucinates Jason being loving/ caring/helpful/compassionate towards him it’s always as robin and never as his current self

#it's ironic because Jason as robin never got the chance to become as obedient & devoted (malleable) to Bruce as he currently is #which is a result of being abused/manipulated for a more prolonged period of time #“maybe if I try harder and do it right this time he'll finally see the truth” #classic abuse tactic #no matter how well the victim fits the mold set by the abuser they’ll never acknowledge it #rather if they see you trying they’ll push harder and tell you you’re not perfect #the small shreds of affection here and there are important for motivating the victim to keep trying #kelseethe #Jason initiating the hug in rhato 27 after Bruce insinuated that those beatings will be a regular occurence bc he deems it a necessity #continuing to support Bruce even after Ethiopia and sticking around to help get Damian back #eagerly cooperating with Bruce + co in event leviathan then getting surprise pikachu faced/hurt after being betrayed #making a conscious decision to comfort Bruce in gotham war after Bruce fucked him up and left him behind #having undying conern for Bruce's wellbeing while Bruce regularly endangers his life #ex. Bruce's weird habit of committing vehicular assault on Jason whenever they're on the road demonstrated both in tfz and gotham war #point being: Jason was much more psychologically fit to be defiant towards Bruce when he was robin compared to now #he's more of a “good son”™ now than he was as robin Bruce is just too used to thinking whatever he wants and never being satisfied #the only times Jason got mad/upset at Bruce during one issue and continued to stay mad until the next #other than lost days and utrh was batman 410-411 and early in aditf before Bruce helps Jason find Sheila #so much worse has happened since then and all that just magically became water under the bridge off-panel

[catastrxblues]

how ”it’s a really old one by some man named wordsworth” implied that past literature barely survived its mark in panem (the future), and yet there was the covey, probably the only one, or one of the very few, standing persevering them in their names and their performances. before their own songs too were passed down from generation to generation, that they’re still alive even 65 years later, when their own people prevail and finally able to live in a better world they never got the chance to experience. i don’t know, there’s just something so sad and powerful and beautiful in that oh my god suzanne collins

#reading that sentence makes me feel sad honestly #because the erasing of art and literature and cultures etc have actually happened in the past and none of us will never know how it was #before. and it WILL happen again in so many different parts of the world just because some stupid money hungry power hungry governments #want their mines and oil and money and money and money. fuck them btw i hope they’ll rot in hell #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #tbosas #lucy gray baird #maude ivory #the covey #coriolanus snow #the hunger games #thg #nadirants #it’s not over until q sings

[cleradinthealps]

people on tiktok/tumblr will post a picture of a rural appalachian town and caption it “ethel cain core southern appalachian gothic catholicism americana lana del rey vinyl” like my god you were raised in a protestant suburban home in washington.

#it’s the romanticizing rural life and then a) having never stepped foot in the country and b) being classist to rural people when they #don’t fit your idea of what rural life is #they’ll say that hunting should be banned when it’s such an important part of living for a lot of people #not to mention it helps with the huge overpopulation of deer in northern appalachian areas (pennsylvania for example) #they’ll act like being catholic is a trendy tumblr thing and not a fucking religion lmao #idk maybe it’s because i was raised catholic but it always felt weird to me #because if they actually had to participate in catholic things they’d want to die #it’s just wack because i see all of this ‘appalachian gothic core’ stuff and it’s like??? that’s just the town right next door😭😭 #it is a great comfort to me that ethel cain hates these people❤️ #anyway i love you hicks go eat some venison and drive your old truck down a dirt road❤️ #ethel cain #americana

[waterberry-strawmelon]

Finding out the Dungeons and Daddies crew are going on tour but you don’t live specifically on the US West Coast:

#listen I do get it #two of them have KIDS #and they need to do a small tour first to find out if it’s even LUCRATIVE #but FUCK this HURTS. Hopefully they’ll do more in the future!! #it sounds like the rooster teeth con was a blast #and I’ve seen lots of their twitter mentions blowing up with new listeners from the con #who’d never heard of them before #so maybe there’s about to be a huge boost in listening numbers? Who knows!! #if so—hopefully it’s for better and not for worse. #thats something I’ve loved about this podcast is that the fandom is somewhat small #especially compared to something like the adventure zone (or fucking critical role—but that’s on a level all its own honestly) #but ANYWAYS. I’m crying in the club rn. I’d give anything to see them live!! #mine #dungeons and daddies #dndads #Dungeons and dads #Henry oak #normal oak #scary Marlowe #ron stampler #Glenn close #nick close #taylor swift dungeons and daddies #sparrow oak #lark oak #terry jr #Darryl wilson #grant wilson #lincoln li wilson

[inkykeiji]

pours a lil mountain of cocaine onto my tongue then uses my tongue to rub it into dabi’s gums slow and hard and thorough <33 grinding the substance into his tissues and teeth until it’s entirely absorbed, consumed, seeping into the tangle of tiny capillaries and shooting through his blood, leaving his face tingling with little pinpricks of sweat and his pupils gaping with rapid exhilaration, veins cracking with white electricity <3

#okai okai okai now do me #i’m kidding literally everyone i know would kill me if i did coke #i am my father’s daughter. i know i am because when something stressful happens or i feel restless i think abt doing drugs #but tbh i would love to throw caution to the wind and get high with dabi JUST ONCE #JUST ONCEEEEEE #LIKE RLY FUCKED UP LMAO #i will never not push the headcanon that he’s a coke head i mean LOOK AT HIM #rae and i could write an encyclopedia on drug addict dabi but anyway #HAVE A GREAT FRIDAY EVERYONE <333 #don’t actuall do drugs!!!!! they’ll ruin ur life!!! #be kind to urself n drink water today! #clari chatters #inky.dabi

[thelastattempt]

maybe i am blinded, maybe i am close minded, but all yall out there with festival anxiety cause you’re afraid they won’t like him… like, dear, come here and sit down. cause we are very different people and i need to understand how that brain of yours is working.

#i have no doubt that he’ll pick up new fans #none at all #whether they can survive the wild west of this fucked up fan-adjacent commentary is a different matter #i’m worried whether *he’ll* like it #cause like when you’re finally doing something you’ve waited for forever and it’s anticlimactic #nothing sucks more #but i’m never worried whether they’ll like him #like… do you like him? #cause none of us are special so he must be just a little bit talented yknow #louis tomlinson #festival!louis

[confusionmeisss]

y’all wanna know a fun little fact????? i named my dog atticus bc of julian blackthorn bc he’s one of my favorite characters of all time & julian’s middle name is atticus ☺️🤗

also, i just really like the name atticus.

#ali’s thoughts & opinions 📼 #tho when i tell people his name they’ll be like #‘oh bc of to kill a mockingbird?’ and i have to be like #‘uhm no. bc of this one character in this book series i read when i was 14 & got emotionally attached to actually…’ #i’ve never even read to kill a mockingbird. ik everyone reads it in school. but mine had us bot read it. at least the classes i was in. #i don’t know what the fuck the honors classes were reading. #the dark artifices #tda #julian blackthorn #tsc #the shadowhunter chronicles

[thelesbianthespianposts]

Rhys Darby reading about a pirate who was conned and betrayed by Blackbeard: what if they were together though

#It’s weird #i love it tho #I haven’t started season 2 but up to this point it’s been super accurate #i mean we have no way of knowing if stede was queer or not #And the love story is debateable #But nothing is too derivative #It’s really interesting how it recontextualizes all of it #But #In history after the act of grace stede and ed never meet again #Blackbeard leaves steals all his shit and then fucks off #So I’m really excited to see what’ll happen in season 2 #No spoilers please #The finale destroyed me #But they’ll get back together right??🥺 #Don’t answer that #ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #edward teach #the gentleman pirate #blackbeard